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perpipi and a maskless phantom hc!!! im trying to start puttin my art out there for once HAGHAGAHFHUDWHW. me when i wanna do commissions but i am like....... the CEO Of Anxiety ms paint quintessence ghoul... i decided on kepler for a name [kinda like wolf 359. heh. heh. i think im funny]
i'll do some sort of backstory andd lorestuff later on, he's def going on my artfight page once hes done along w/my other ghost ocs that i'll post when theyre like... more complete
speaking of writing for him. oooooooh. im new when it comes to really... being active in fandom spaces or even really Perusing fandom content [esp. when it comes to ghost] and i literally lost it when i saw some of the fandom headcanon designs for the ghouls.. i def wanna make my own and do my own little like. anatomy hc stuff at one point. i kinda draw this guy more [stylized] humanoid but i like to believe that every ghoul just has a range of forms they can use [so i have an excuse to make all ghoul design hcs canon LMFAOWFAYAHGAHAHAHG]
my lil ghoul ocs who i have like. nothing for being silly.. I SHOULD REALLY FINISH RENDERING STUFF <- will never do this
i like to think that ghouls have a mostly human appearance [on-stage], the sneepyforms like drawn here, and then more like... monstrous warping forms. lots of teeth and vague, shifting shapes, spikes and claws. literal eldritch horrors. thats their truest forms. speaking of, one thang i drew up while thinking about that a while back . ghoul horrors yayy!! she's got a habit's veil on
i highly rec experimenting on mspaint sometimes nyall . i was yapping with my friend rory on this but its really like you can just drop that perfectionism mindset you automatically get into while on your Big Art Programs and feel more free to experiment. its also just good practice :3 you can get more textures n whatnot than you think if you lock in with the paintbrushes [also one has fucking pen pressure available??????? at least it vaguely seemed to work if you look in the top right corner. ive never seen that hsit in my life
ive got a ghoulsona in the works that im sooo excited to share. heeelll yeah
#original character#zombiedogzart#digital art#oc#the band ghost fanart#ghost the band#ghost fanart#ghost bc#ghostband#ghost band fanart#ghost papa v#papa perpetua#papa v perpetua#papa v ghost#perpetua ghost#papa emeritus perpetua#perpetua fanart#perpetua emeritus#ghost band#ghost band art#the band ghost#nameless ghouls#namelessghoulettes#nameless ghoul art#nameless ghoul oc#ghost band oc
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A Persuasive Argument - dpxdc
"Great!" Danny says, clapping his hands together to get everyone's attention. The dinner table falls silent as everyone looks towards him. It's a full house today and, honestly, Danny's a little nervous. "I'm sure you're all wondering why I gathered you here today."
"It's dinnertime. In our house." Duke mutters, while doing a very bad job of concealing his yawn. He holds his fork poised over the braised beef, but, just like everyone else, still looks towards Danny before tucking in. It's intriguing enough to wait.
"Yeah, no one misses Alfie's dinner." Dick says, with a brilliant smile that Danny can't help but return.
"Precisely! What better time to talk to you all than when you're all actually here!"
"Wait, I thought you came round to work on our English essays?" Tim asks, blinking owlishly.
"I'm afraid I've lured you here under false pretences, Tim."
"This is where I live."
"I would still really appreciate help on that essay though, I mean, what the hell is Hamlet even about? I just don't get that old time-y language, like 'Hark! A ghost hath killed me!' - absolute rubbish, what does that even mean?"
"The ghost never kills anyone in Hamlet, he's there to tell Hamlet that he was murdered. Have you actually read it?"
"No, but it sounds like you have. Tim, I want this guy to help me with my essay instead. I know for a fact that you haven't read Hamlet, either."
"So? We don't need Jason, I've read the Sparknotes."
"Hi Jason, I'm Danny, pleasure to meet you, summarise Hamlet in three sentences or less."
"Am I auditioning to help you write your essays? I can't believe you’ve gone through your whole school life without reading it, it’s good!"
"Hamlet, along with a number of other classics, was banned in our house because it portrayed ghosts as intelligent and sympathetic beings rather than evil, animalistic beasts. I didn’t even get to see The Muppet's Christmas Carol until last year with Tim! It was surprisingly good, and I hate Christmas because everyone always argued and it sucked. But we're getting off topic. I—"
"No, no, please go back to that, because what the fu—"
"Boys, please." Bruce interrupts, looking to the world as if he wants to hang his head in his hands. "Danny, you were about to say something?"
"Oh, yeah, Mr. Wayne! Thanks!"
"Please, call me Bruce."
"Well, that very succinctly brings me to my point, because I'd actually really like to call you dad."
Nobody says a word. Nobody even blinks, all as shocked as the other, watching open-mouthed as Danny pulls his laptop out from beside his chair. Bruce can definitely feel a headache coming on.
"Before you say anything, I've prepared a 69 slide PowerPoint presentation on why you, Bruce Wayne, should adopt me, Danny Last-Name-Pending. Please save your questions, comments, and verdict until the end, thank you."
#dpxdc#batpham#i forget - can we tag the parent fandoms? w/e#immediately alfred's like: while i do appreciate your initiative may i suggest it wait until after dinner?#and danny - who has barely eaten proper homecooked food ever - takes one bite and then absolutely wolfs down the whole lot#after he's finished he's like 'bear with - I've got to add that to the 'Reasons I Would Like to Live Here' section'#danny's powerpoint has tailored sections for each batfam member with lists of reasons why they'd get along#my au thoughts on this is that the fentons disowned danny when he told them he was phantom#and that this is after the ultimate enemy - wherein which he allied himself with the JL to fight against dan#(which didnt really work at all - BUT he knows some of their identities now INCLUDING batman's)#so one of the main reasons why he'd be a great fit is that he knows their vigilante status anyway so they don’t need to worry about secrets#dick just turns to tim like 'he’s your friend. he learnt this from you.'#tim: 'i didn't tell him our identities!! i would never!!'#dick: 'no i know that. it's the stalker tendancies. it's baby tim all over again'#tim: scandalised gasp#they all eat dinner in silence just super subdued and in shock and sending glances to bruce and danny#duke like: 'so i know I'm the last one in the family but like... this isn't how it normally happens right? did any of you make powerpoints?#tim gets all shifty because he absolutely did make a powerpoint he just never actually showed it to anyone#everyone stares at tim because they all know. it was in one of bab's blackmail files she has on him#damian's slide has danny offering to throw down at any time. 'tim says you like to prove yourself with your skills?#how about a real challenge? if i beat you then you have to vote yes to adopting me!'#damian is in two minds about accepting because... 1) look at him damian could take danny in his sleep! but#2) on the off chance that he does win... damian does not want any more brothers#(he takes the bet and its a suprisingly fun fight - and while he'll never say this... he would vote yes even without the wager)#on one of danny's slides there's a picture of ellie: you'll also get my clone sister! two children for the price of one!!#uhhh.... thats it now - I've been having fun with this haha#spent all day with the 'ive lured you here under false pretences' 'danny i live here' line in my head haha#anyway enjoy!!!!!! this was fun#i wanna make these slides so bad
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AA fandom has a strange tendency to pretend like Ema's canon crush on Miles doesn't exist (at least from what I've seen) but none of you will ever be able to convince me that Ema doesn't have dozens of Miles Edgeworth x Reader fics on her AO3. You only hate me because you know I'm right
#mel's musings#ema skye#miles edgeworth#ace attorney#she literally TRACKS HIS FOOTPRINTS to find him in aai1? unhinged fangirl ema skye is real and that is the hill i will die on#also. there's a lot of discussion around bisexual erasure when it comes to phoenix but never ema? which has always been strange to me#to be clear: if you hc her as lesbian (or w/e else) you do you. i'm not here to bully anyone for playing with dolls (blorbos) incorrectly#i just think “bisexual ema skye who is cursed with getting a crush on The Gayest Man To Ever Gay™” is way funnier#even more so if it's a pattern. and her lamenting an unreciprocated crush on a man is how she figures out she likes women too#there is a RIDICULOUS amount of underdeveloped comedic potential there and i think we as a fandom are missing out
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Lobotomy time

#I don’t think he deserves to exist.#Bro doesn’t coexist with any other ocs. He’s just there bc he has the swag I wish I had.#He’d be annoying as hell……. Go white boy#How do mfs draw those little y2k whatever crosses or whatevz W cool designs 💔 point a gun to my head and tell me to do it. I won’t be able.#He looks like he actively enjoys struggle meals. Mf makes bread sandwiches#(I insult him in this way when I myself eat bread sandwiches 😭)#He’s so ugly…….. kill him with a harpoon please#I also can’t stop drawing him tho. Oc brainrot.#“Ladies I’m tryna do my work today heheheh leave me alone type shift” ahh mf#I just know he likes men. Passionately. As a competitive hobby. He won the olympics.#This my fuckass oc bro I should know what’s up w them and not think I know 😭#Oc#original character#sketch#divas. Expect a lot of oc shi. Too shy to draw shi from fandoms that I like ever since my love for jojo dropped anymore.#I still love jojos but not as much… I don’t get as excited as before when talking ab it no more 😞#My weird freaky most likely homosexual divas 💔
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OH YEAH. okay one thing I DO want to talk about from Skyfall. That I think we should be talking about more. is the "he went into the priest hole for TWO (2) DAYS" thing.
I had like. known that was A Thing, but ig didn't see or forgot what it looked like. but the first look at it I was like. whoa. this is.... how do I say. like there's something visceral and primal and primitive about it just being bare rock. and I made a comment about how insane that is, and esp seeing the mine/cave-like rock and the thought of TWO DAYS down there.. that it's sth "like returning to some sort of primordial earthly womb (tomb)"
but then later they showed that the priest hole is NOT just like a bolthole. but a whole-ass tunnel system!!! EXTRA wild! what was Bond doing down there? WHERE exactly was he in the priest hold then? Was he hunkered down in some corner? Was he wandering around the caves like some sort of primordial spectre.
also there's something interesting/cool about it being like. seemed like it was just going to be a bolthole, and then they revealed it was this whole-ass tunnel system. Skyfall has a lot of maze/hidden/hiding symbolism, and there's something interesting about there being this, like. hidden earthly labyrinth at the heart/hearth/underneath Skyfall.
also the idea of baby Bond wandering a stone labyrinth under the very bones of his ancestral home after the death of his parents... and the whole when he came out he wasn't a boy anymore or whatever it was exactly Kincade said.... hmmm......... Minotaur? Minotaur vibes perhaps? I think there is something here- I think there's something to be said about hidden monstrosity/adversity bringing out monstrosity in us, plus the whole nature/nurture question of like, Bond and HIS "nature," was he born brutal or was he made brutal
(by his career, by his forging as a 00 agent, by M's machinations-- speaking of machinations. but okay god the way she. Manages him... I DO think there's a lot of interesting parts throughout the movies but there was a particular moment in Skyfall when she was like. hunt them down. for Ronson. like ggngng that was like. the emotional equivalent of those loop/stick leashes they use to capture stray dogs.... lowering the loop around his neck and tightening... and then once it's tightened she can move him around cuz it's a stick and not just a rope leash, she can literally physically lead him...) (and also the nature/nurture question of Silva's rats thing)
#halfbaked00q dot edu#Skyfall posting#there's also a lot of interesting things we can analyze here abt the way Bond does or doesn't make eye contact#I think this is one of those 'soul looks like it wandered away from his body' movies#the way he is SO locked in with Severine in that convo... it's soo interesting#and the way he's like. kinda absent/going thru the motions w Moneypenny... until she puts that finger under his chin....#I also do rly like the way they kept it ambiguous if they slept together or not#although it does mean that Doylistically I think that means they shoehorned in the sleeping w Severine thing#cuz that's like. What Bond Should Do (sleep with hot chicks) but it didn't FIT with the previous scene I don't think....#although perhaps there's something interesting to read into like#she's a victim of the sex trade. he's a casualty of the need for sexspionage & 'by any means necessary'#and both of them in that moment were doing 'what they were supposed to' (I almost said what they were told lol. but I mean. ig that's not#wrong either? just like. what they were told. but doylistically)#so yeah I DO think there are interesting things in Skyfall that we could dig into more#that I don't think I've reaaally seen done or maybe done a lot of in fandom#although. you know me. I think the whole digging into the tension/fracture points in Bond's character are soo interesting. and so underdone#I think it's easy to just go with Bond as a whole character but to ME it's like. he has SO many stress points and fractures and#contradictions in his character. and that to me makes it sooo interesting#cuz it's present and it DOES cause tension/problems/trauma/etc#but also he's very like. brutally practical about it lmao! like. *shrug* strap my ribs in and keep walking cuz I gotta#or like. balances the knife edge of his contradictions and threads the needle of Remaining Functional#he's the machine that has been jury-rigged and patched up so many times that it's like. actually DON'T service it cuz you'll just#make it worse... like uhh water heaters that have never been drained - DON'T drain it cuz the limescale is probably what is keeping it#together and if you drain it you may actual reveal corrosion that is only being held together by the build-up#or like the car thing of like. if you've never changed your transmission fluid then the only thing keeping it running is the metal debris#and if you change it then actually it loses that debris that lets it catch and start and then you need a new transmission#sth like that
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DOUDOU - Tong Tong (嗵嗵)Translation
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嗵嗵
Tong Tong
神明神明张开嘴
God, oh god, please open your mouth
让我知道我是谁
So that I may know who I am
它把我向天上推
It pushes me up, towards the sky
略过尘与灰
Over all the soot and dust
不得不停歇不停歇
Can't ever rest, ever rest
黑夜在背上飞
The night flies over my back
来狂欢吧狂欢吧
Come and rave, let's rave
永远不下坠
And never fall
太阳太阳请你告诉我
Sun, oh sun, please tell me
为什么为什么
Why, oh why
遗憾那么多
Must there be so many regrets?
夜幕夜幕请你告诉我
Night, oh night, please tell me
该怎么做怎么做
What can be done, can be done
灵魂才不会破
To keep the soul from breaking?
嗵一声落下
"Tong!" it falls
果实嗵一声落下
"Tong!" the fruit falls
嗦嗦嗦嗦嗦嗦嗦
suosuosuosuosuo
我的脚下开了花
Flowers bloom beneath my feet
嗵一声落下
"Tong!" they fall
骨头嗵一声落下
"Tong!" the bones fall
可以了可以了
That's it, that's it
可以变回孩子了
we can become children again
神明神明张开嘴
God, oh god, please open your mouth
让我知道我是谁
So that I may know who I am
它把我向天上推
It pushes me up, towards the sky
略过尘与灰
Over all the soot and dust
不得不停歇不停歇
Can't ever rest, ever rest
黑夜在背上飞
The night flies over my back
来狂欢吧狂欢吧
Come and rave, let's rave
永远不下坠
And never fall
太阳太阳请你告诉我
Sun, oh sun, please tell me
为什么为什么
Why, oh why
遗憾那么多
Must there be so many regrets?
夜幕夜幕请你告诉我
Night, oh night, please tell me
该怎么做怎么做
What can be done, can be done
灵魂才不会破
To keep the soul from breaking?
嗵一声落下(壳中藏心惶惶)
"Tong!" it falls (in my chest, my heart is full of fear)
嗵一声开花(抬头见那天光)
"Tong!" the flowers bloom (look up to see the light from the sky)
嗵一声落下(浮生空空荡荡)
"Tong!" it falls (our short lives, empty and hollow)
变回孩子了(风带着我流浪)
Becoming children again (I wander on with the wind)
神明神明张开嘴
God, oh god, please open your mouth
让我知道我是谁
So that I may know who I am
它把我向天上推
It pushes me up, towards the sky
略过尘与灰
Over all the soot and dust
不得不停歇不停歇
Can't ever rest, ever rest
黑夜在背上飞
The night flies over my back
来狂欢吧狂欢吧
Come and rave, let's rave
(就安心吧安心吧)
(Rest your heart, rest your heart)
永远不下坠
And never fall
飞过麦穗
Fly over the grain fields
飞过霓虹光辉
Fly over the neon lights
飞过墓碑
Fly over the headstones
飞过瓦砾堆
Fly over the tile stacks
#mandarin langblr#chinese langblr#cpop#cpop translation#dou dou#im not gonna tag floruitshow but like if the music style sounds familiar yes this is floruitshow's rebrand#translations i made#shouldve done this way earlier smh#wanted to do this since i drew the yoohan art w this songs lyrics#since then this song has gone way fuckin viral on bilibili in like#the classic floruitshow kinda way where it seems like every popular fandom on bilibili has made at least one edit/animatic with it#like whatever trick created 马 and 超度我 and 我用什么把你留下 yeah they've still got it post rebrand#like ive been recommended at least 3 different arknigths 嗵嗵 edits like one sui siblings one and one general one where like#the god oh god part for the first chorus was terra -> the doctor/originium but the last chorus was the doctor -> priestess#cool touch#theres also a shockingly good rusty lake edit? like rusty lake paradise works surprisingly well with this song#project moon too (a lot less surprisingly)#oh but my absolute favourite. nine sols#just beat the true ending a few days back and goddd nine sols and this song works so well#the two bits that really got me were like. 'it pushes me up towards the sky' as yi sending the apemen off at the galactic doc#and 'flowers bloom beneath my feet' as yi walking through all the fungal blooms on penglai which is just#这也太.......... 地狱了#its genuinely really well done like half the comment section is people saying they went to look up nine sols because of this edit LMAO#im genuinely convinced its just a matter of time before we get an orv animatic for this song#its just that orv doens't have any video media to make edits with sjdkfhks#Youtube
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I love online nerds' weird obsession with fiction vs reality bc both me and my partner have had ppl call us not gay enough bc one or both of us make f/m and m/m pairings more often than f/f
like. you should be thanking me. no one has gay and het ships as good as lesbians. its a secret sauce. you write men better when you have no irl interest in them and they're just barbie dolls
#dyke fujoshis are gods strongest soldiers#*gets shot by other gen zs*#also im more picky w f/f and i think its purely bc i do have an actual interest in women yk#also ill say it. a lot of fandom popular lesbian ships are either underdeveloped or boring as fuck#the first ones ive seen that ive liked has been bg3 stuff (laezel...my beloved...)#i think a lot of fandom lesbian shit tries to make it Gay Girls but Het anyway and its not my bag#also im mostly fem4fem and the only fem4fem media USUALLY#is written by straight guys (ew)#so its either weirdly disonnant or completely unsexy#shout out to the artists i follow that give te good fem lesbian art though i eat that shit up#i have a feeling dungeon menshi is gonna be one im actually about#OH I LIKED CAITLYN AND VI TOO
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If i re wrote red hood outlaws + arsenal n red would you want to see snippets of that or would you roast me on a pike?
#btw it would be a lot more roy and kori run this show jason is literally only here because they wont let him leave#dc fandom dont roast me on a pike for wishing outlaws was good omg they had so much potential together#mfs out here acting like you can own a person#bro people got so mad at me for liking jayroy but fucking come on#outlaws sucks?? okay so does every comic released by fucking scott#outlaws does not suck in any special way I CAN TELL YOU THAT BECAUSE I ACTUALLY READ IT INSTEAD OF BLINDLY REGURGITATING WHAT I SEE ONLINE#AND YES BEFORE YOU ASK IT WAS HELL AND IT SUCKED BUT WE OUT HERE ACTING LIKE ITS WAY WORSE THAN IT ACTUALLY IS#We have runs out here that ruin litteral decades of characters building making characters do the craziest shit#outlaws was so fucking weird about koris ch like if you wanna make a smart comment make it about that#roys main problem was that um they okay yeah they ruined his character by removing a crucial part of his identity (lian) so we where doomed#but if we isolate just his characterisation the main problem was how selfish and money driven roy was#that has never been bro he only did contract work so he could give lian a stable life..#ALSO FUCK ANYONE WHO SAYS IM NOT A ROY FAN FOR MOURNING LOST POTENTIAL#OMGOD I AM NOT A JASON STAN ABOVE ROY I JUST DONT HAVE A WEIRD FACINATION WITH HATING ON MENTALLY IL PEOPLE#seriusly its fucking weird how many people spesifically hate jason when he’s clearly got a fucking mood disorder#yall need to fucking chill w how you view mentally il people.#fucking @ me if you want to debate me#dc comics#jason todd#roy harper#koriand'r#kori anders#red hood and the outlaws#starfire#red hood#arsenal
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jin sakai save me....... save me jin sakai.......
#thinks abt him and dies . he is SOOOO HANDSOMEEE . HHHHHH 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞#guys this man has been cooking me to death this past week it's so heinous i'm even writing fic and making selfship lore T_T it’s sick#u wanna know what’s so crazy#there is BARELY ANYTHING!!!!! FOR JIN.SAKAI ON HERE OR AO3 LIKE HELLOOOOOO . HOW COME ARTHUR.RDR2 GETS A LOT BUT NOT HIM#him and his game is so underrated in fic fandom v__v i must be part of the little change i want t_t#in very diff and little doses he is also very isagi coded btw he is extremely gentle outside of battle to everyone and everything#the way he talks gently and kindly w everyone and animals and w women especially . hhhhhhh#even after all he's going through T_T [which. isagi could never girl ur playing soccer this man fights wars. kkfjdh]#he is far from perfect morality wise obviously he is/was a samurai his whole identity is the ghost he doesn't follow the honor code anymore#BUT ..... ITS STILL THERE part of it still is because he badly wants to protect everyone no matter the price. EVEN IF IT LEADS TO A DOWNFAL#and it's just so . JHHHHHHHHHH I COULD GO ON FOR HOURS the game was so peak#IS SOOOOOOO SDKJFHJDK HES JSUT SOOOOOOO .#he is mostly serious. but there have been little moments where he chuckles and softly jokes and it literally made me explode . HIS VOICE#i'm fried to death#LIKE JUGGLING ISAGI N NOW HIM BRAINROT I CANT DO THIS . I CANT#‧₊˚ 🌸 ‧₊˚ 𐙚 sora speaks
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While I have my TF mic in my hand. Maybe I am a little more severe on Prowl than what my heart truly believes in... but I really can't express enough how much I've really seen it all. Highs and lows. So so so many lows. And if me being a little harder on him for the consequences of his actions (specifically on other characters) will balance out the amount of excuses I've seen made for Prowl by the fandom then so be it. I really do think it does a disservice to other characters within IDW by ignoring the butterfly effect. I will move a mountain to get even one person out of the individualistic Prowl-only-focus era
#it just does a disservice to other characters to neglect Everything Else#because you know. you can understand prowl's motivations for his actions- the state of mind he was in usually and how--#--maddening the war must've been while managing characters like optimus and bumblebee and rodimus and w/ how rarely autobot high command--#--opinions align. and dude he was brainwashed and his body hijacked and everything else.#I am completely 100% aware that he has sympathetic traits and frankly his whole “asshole prick” thing IS severely overblown by the fandom#and seeing him getting reduced to just “asshole prick” drives me up a wall. I know. I know. IDW transformers is a very fluid story. however#what makes him compelling to me is that he faces genuine consequences for the stuff he does even if in a warped state of mind#and he affects other characters a Lot. who Should rightfully make him see the consequences of doing such#so you know. important to acknowledge everything#<- spoken in the voice of somebody who also has major ironfist thoughts and gets sad that what happens to him is barely spoken about#the talker
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Fanart for the upcoming anniversary of the webcomic Looking Glasses by @ferronickel. This wonderfully detailed Deltarune Fancomic is set a few years after the events of the game. With endearing characters and a truly intriguing plot, this story serves as a great read!
#i love just doing full on “cover art”. Ferronickel's comic has a lot which i love-#-so i figured i wanted to make something with multiple characters!#the titans have been pretty lowkey in the fandom so I love what ferronickel has done with them in the story.#I decided to choose a few easier(?) outfits for these guys.#Lancer's cat outfit is so out of pocket. it fits him so well. and Susie's pretty minimalist so i just went with the white t-shirt#I was iffy if I wanted to draw Ralsei black or white (bc i like the ch1 sprite a bit more) but his white form looks really good when drawn#So i went white and chose to draw his outfit in the Titan dream sequence. which was epic as heck!!!#i love drawing toothed creatures so the titan was very relaxing :)#congrats on the 1 year anniversary Ferronickel! You've made a wonderful comic so far!!!#my art#art#deltarune#looking glasses#get it bc Alice and the looking glass- wow :D#i know this is a little early -w-
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#I dont wish for this post to show in any general tags in any way shape or form. consider it a vent#d*scord has been banned as a lot of other different things and I can't fix it especially with my Computer Curse (tm)#which is frustrating to say the least. it's not like I've been there often but I Did contacted a lot of ppl through it#there is always people who has it worse and I feel like even thinking about it makes me a horrible person but#as much as I hate posting about stuff like that I genuinely believe that my country slowly tries to become second n*rth k*rea.#and it heavily affects me even if I live in the countryside.#first you ban gay people from existense so I can't even hold hands with same-sex friends in public and if my social media is leaked I can b#send to. like. an actual pr*son. which is very real and not a joke at all.#then you ban every online payment services so I'm forced to work double time to be able to feed myself since commissions are barely availab#anymore. and THEN you ban ways for people to connect. don't get me started on how much is fucks up my calling scheldue w friends & I miss#servers I used to visit to get my mind off of all of this bullshit#this is just upsetting. not gonna lie#with a cherry on top that the winter is close I'm freezing dead in my living space & the roof is leaking & my phone is dying &#I thought the vicious thunder the other day was another midnight b*mbing LOL. at this point I have no idea how I'm still sane#not gonna say Ive got it bad because I'm slowly reaching my goals and it's gonna get better eventually. it's just one of those days#where all of the things come at once overwhelmingly and I'm paralyzed to start anything on my to-do list#I think I need to go outside and stop overthinking it as I usually do.#I'm absolutely gonna miss LN3 release and will slowly fall out of fandom (but not stop being interested in it. at this point it's impossibl#sigh#tumblr is the only way for me to contact outside world and even tho the real world is not so bad I'm still missing a lot and falling out of#my interest in fandom & art in general. if they're gonna ban tumblr I think I'll fall out completely and vanish#bcause runet algorithms are not fandom- and/or art-friendly & I'm not really popular in my space to gather any meaningful interactions#I'm gonna boil in my already-formed company and that's as much as I can get. pretty much a foreseeable death of me as an artist.#how it's gonna affect me is unpredictable and I'm not gonna grief for inevitable future#but I'm sure I'm gonna be very sad. as if there's not enough weight already on my shoulders.#let's pray they won't do that. but I'm ready for the worst already since they're trying to make people's lifes as much miserable as they ca#overthinking wins for today fellas. it seems.#memento mori by will wood starts playing#vent#its bad to say but the w*r doesnt affect me much since Ive been living in a horrible conditions this whole time. it truly can't be any wors
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its surprising how unpopular zolu is compared to zosan
#surprising to ME at least#i personally do not ship zolu but i had always thought it was a much more accepted n popular ship in the fandom#because to be completely honest w you#zolu has the most probability of being canon#and as much as i try to pretend like its not it really does seem like it could be real#and also the general dudebros who watch one piece...#ive also seen quite a lot of em shipping zolu (it might be a joke but they dont do it for zosan... so)#so yea#theres my uh. two cents.#i guess#did i use that correctly lmfao#text#zolu#zosan#one piece
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i think light yagami is "socially adept" in terms of being able to reason out relatively well what to say and do to come off as a harmless and good and polite young man who is likeable to be around. however i do not think "socially adept" (or "neurotypical") typically comes with having to preface every other normal-passing action and statement with a minor crisis of "ah shit. quick, what would i say/do in response to this if i was light yagami, a normal and nice and respectable young man?"
everyone likes to talk about him talking about kira in third person but can we acknowledge that he also talks about LIGHT in third person. i'm not adding manga panels at 3:57am but y'all know exactly which ones i mean
#light is decent at masking but he is NOT coming off as perfect to anyone who looks at him with a critical eye. like L or near#it's just that a lot of people take him at face value#he's handsome he gets top grades his dad is the police chief his family adores him girls like him etc#and he gets to skate off of that a lot until someone comes around and questions the mask#he unravels so fast once he gets closer to L. he fucks up the misa thing so badly even HE has to admit to L's face#that kira probably didn't think things through with the second kira and kind of panicked#ughhhhhhhhhhh i have so many thoughts about him. he works very hard to come off as socially competent. it's a learned skill not innate#i firmly believe there is some shit going on w light in terms of mental conditions. HOWEVER#i also believe he was relatively 'normal' up until the death note sent a lot of that shit spiralling#lots of mentally ill people live pretty normal lives it turns out! a lot of us can get by and sort of manage!#even if it means masking and coping as needed#i don't think you have to be mentally ill to react to the death note the way light did#i do think it oiled some clockwork that was already ticking though#anyway. light is socially competent to some degree because he tries to be. sometimes it backfires. sometimes he misses. normal stuff#trying to say he is objectively socially adept or inept is futile though#but ig what is death note without black and white thinking and what is the dn fandom without diving into the nuances under the surface layer
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i wonder if arthur and john ever try to do smth w two hands but it's extremely awkward. like arthur is cold and they wrap their hands around a cup of tea and when arthur tries to drink from it it spills all over him. bc it's hard to coordinate when you share a body and each of you has one arm but only one of you has the eyes
#fandom related#malevolent#arthur is asking john so many times to hand him smth or do smth and i think after enough time has passed#each of their arms will get its own tasks..sry im sleep deprived idk how to put it but like eg john will always open doors bc he can see#arthur will always hold the the razor for shaving bc he has the experience of doing it#and i think after a lot of time they can do things synchronously like lifting up a cup w two hands to drink from it#or firing a gun or buttoning a shirt or tying a knot etc etc#im revolving them in my mind these days#i also think it looks off when arthur walks. bc he moves his arm differently than john moves his arm.#same for his leg even tho im not sure if the whole leg belongs to john bc i just remember him saying smth abt the toes
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The ZERO notes on a post about a popular fandom i wrote on my sideblog has me like.... are people not engaging with this bc it's a lengthy, circuitous rant, OR is no one willing to engage with criticism of the misogyny baked into one of the main story lines...? ����
probably both, lol. I just expected that, at the least, someone would be pissed off in the replies by now?
which is not my goal, to be clear! My goal is to discover that other viewers agree that the female character was done a grave disservice by the writers, or maybe for them to recognize for the first time why they don't really care for her plotline.
#i don't even feel like I'm much of a 'raging feminist' or whatever#but i do consistently feel like I'm alone in being willing to say 'hey these writers treat women like shit!'#bc the fans (in pretty much any fandom) will act like she's a real woman and jump to defend her and give her more complexity in fanon#which. like. i love that energy!#I'm not saying DON'T do that!#but also i think it's worth acknowledging that a lot of characters have a misogynistic premise from the beginning#by elise#i feel like this post comes off really whiny and petulant lol#IN MY DEFENSE i haven't really eaten today and also i might be pmsing#and like i don't NEED people to interact w my post#I'm just Noticing that usually w the tags it has it would have a COUPLE notes by now#but again to be fair. it IS a lengthy and circuitous rant!#other option is the whole fandom blocked my ass for being annoying 🤷🏻♀️#but i DO have one post that's actually going around a lot so i don't think that's it?
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