#i see too many ppl

[nururu]

If u have bad mental health and you're misery obsessed, literally just stop feeding yourself poison all the time. Your mental health will improve. If you're only primarily consuming extremely angsty fiction, stuff with mentally unwell conflicts, abusive relationships, etc, you're only keeping your own mental status locked in a box of this one thing. If you're miserable irl, and obsessed with fiction centered around misery, it 1000000% IS making it so your mental health will never improve. When you see healthy relationships in fiction? Learn how to appreciate them and idolize them, and dissect them and understand them, instead of turning towards fiction that depicts this healthy relationship as abusive and toxic. You have to start somewhere with yourself. This is an easy way to help improve your overall mental health and worldly outlook.

[pkaykim]

[inkskinned]

i'm a little afraid to go to pride this year. many of us are, a little. sitting around our tapas and video games, the silence that hangs over the discord server. it feels different, we say.

we're privileged. the community that came before us laid the groundwork so i could be raised in a different world, and i will never forget their sacrifices and dedication. they gave us this: a pride that feels like community and celebration and joy. i remember the first few times i went to a queer event - i'd been raised so catholic. feeling safe like that, for the first time... it saved my life. i go to pride to celebrate that feeling - my people, laughing. out in the sun, the way we couldn't have been even 25 years ago. that feeling: no wonder we call it "pride."

who am i to be afraid anyway. there are parts of the world where people are doing much better work than i am. but it's just: i felt at home there, you know? and this year feels different. we are waiting on the dam to break. last year, at boston pride, there was a whole gaggle of sign-holders shouting about jesus. you walk around them and try not to let it get to you.

this year, i'm going to DC's pride with my girlfriend. google sends me concerns about if it's safe to exist in trump's america, if World Pride is a bigass target on all of us. every article uses the words "safety concerns" many, many times. three days ago i witnessed a shooting.

even straight people keep telling me - people are weird lately. sometimes we blame it on Covid and sometimes we blame it on the full moon. but i do remember a time before this, right. it's not just that people are more comfortable being rude. it's this strange, outwards violence. a comfort in being cruel.

it's a big hole to fall down anyway. it's not like they're going to do anything to make pride safe, not really. i don't want a police presence as the solution. and what if this is just fearmongering! what if this is just to get us to stop attending our own events! what if everything is actually fine, and i'm just freaked out by the stated intentions of our president!

and what if i'm just listening to things that are being said. what if i'm weighing the shape and size of this america accurately.

my mother calls me. she's been getting the articles too. i assure her i'll be careful, but i put the phone down and stare at it. i'm going to go to pride. other people made it safe for me, it is my duty and my honor to show up for my community. the only thing we've ever had was each other. it was always an act of bravery. being ourselves is brave.

but i am afraid. i lay out my outfit and i kiss my girlfriend. i cut my nails and clean up my undercut. i hold her hand and hang the sunset flag. the sound of this america feels different. like a volcano trembling. i will love her and i will love being queer and i will sing over the noise of it.

but ... still. in the back of my mind. that feeling, like something terrible has been shifted. like somewhere in the night - they remembered we're different.

[heartorbit]

find another role, carry on the show

[choccy-milky]

Hello! When your Seb x Clora pregnancy one-shot is complete, will it be on ao3 or wattpad? (or both?)

waiting with bated breath btw

not pressuring a finish tho, take ur time Choccy 🥰

it'll be on both ao3 and wattpad!! and omg ik its taking long IM SORRRY, its bc its gonna be way longer than i expected LMAO, i just recently finished my outline and the outline ALONE is 41k words💀and im currently at 8.3k written😩🙏 IM GLAD YOU'RE LOOKING FORWARD TO IT THO🥹💖💖i defs hope to get it finished by this month or die trying...but heres a lil sneak peek in the meantime of impatient seb who cant wait to bring baby celeste into the world LMAO🤰👼

(seb is a freak but so is clora)

[arcanegifs]

maybe if these people spend a lick of their time creating for the media they love instead of harassing other people with what they enjoy, they'll be less miserable.

if you're wondering why there's less fan content here over the years.... it's this. this is why.

[tio-trile]

Hehehehehehehehehehehe

[bobsyauncle]

Last episode destroyed me. Something something the feeling of intergenerational trauma and trying to stop the cycle of pain but only being able to prevent it as best you can- with more violence and pain- due to the societal and systemic pressures that force you to continue the cycle, ultimately only allowing for the most peaceful option to prevail- the option that caused the most personal sacrifice :(

[im04]

I still don't know how to use Tumblr but I wanna dump these here before I can't :P Just a bunch of OCxCanon and the mushroom boi, just, yea

It's been about two weeks and Imma say I didn't realize I was this down bad for a walking fungus /pos

I dont know what else to say I just wanna share 'em and try to make some friends here cus I dont have friends in this fandom *sobs*

oh and here's a rough animatic I made, it's a mess, gets worse the longer you watch cus I stay up too late to make this with a clear mind lol

may contain ooc and some of my weird hc idk

[dandelion-roots]

[ID: a digital redraw of the scene where chuuya shoots dazai in the shoulder. on the top of the drawing is chuuya holding a guy to dazai's head in the red and grey hallways of the prison. on the bottom of the drawing is dazai's pained face. the gunshot is shown stylistically as hectic lines behind his bloody shoulder. over the image is half a quote from goncharov that reads 'if we really were in love you wouldn't have missed.' the signature says dandelion-roots. end ID]

This quote from Goncharov (1973) in relation to soukoku has been haunting me from before I even got to that scene in the anime (the full thing is: Katya- Of course we're in love, that's why I tried to shoot you/ Goncharov- If we really were in love you wouldn't have missed). Violence as a tool for communicating emotions, especially love and hatred, especially love and hatred makes me go feral- how could I not think of the iconic quote that says that katya's miss was a sign of a lack of love/a fake love when chuuya didn't miss? Just... losing it over here.

[clfixationstation]

idk if this is a hot take but I don't think Armin is friendly. I think people find him generally off-putting. Like, people think he looks sweet, but also find him strange; for the topics that interest him, the way he didn't stray far from Eren (& Mikasa) socially, and his general demeanor.

I think that as Armin established himself more as he grew up, he developed better interpersonal skills that compliment his rhetorical prowess. I think he's the type of person who sees value in life and in minimizing harm. He offers kindness to his friends and understanding to all. But I don't see him as particularly "friendly"

[saetiate]

wait that post u rbed... who do u think would be like the absolute worst to try and divorce

og post by saintshigaraki and sorry that this is getting answered like 3 months later it was stuck in my drafts

kaiser and reo i think but i’ll go through the ones i’m thinking of aka: sae, kaiser, reo, nagi, oliver, hiori, shidou.

i think reo has the potential to be very frightening in general. he has to take into account the Optics aspect as well in a divorce. he is football player and major corporation CEO and insanely popular socially and he’s very aware of people’s perceptions of him. that alone makes this very risky and this is not even yet taking into account his love for you.

he himself does not think you could realistically leave him because he’s got you tied up in at least 3 different contracts and all your bank accounts and phone packages and everything is under him. he’s very sure there’s nowhere you can go where he can’t track you. reo is much more prepared for this than anyone else, not emotionally but financially and in the sense of tracking you wherever you go. he’s already always done this. so he’s not scared of it happening, he’s just worried about you. "are you okay, baby? what do you need?" that kind of energy. but you can try. unfortunately money does buy a lot of things. everywhere keeps rejecting you, both houses and jobs. you stay with a friend but you eventually feel bad about being there for so long. you try to do something on your own and all your accounts get shut down. where else are you going to go?

for kaiser, if he feels a contract is the last thing that is tying you to him then he is holding that contract so tightly. i fully think kaiser would actually jail you into the house like he’s so crazy in a divorce situation. overnight all the door locks are the other way round. you have to somehow know him well enough to know he’ll do this so you have to pretend everything is fine without him noticing (level 1000 difficulty) and then just dip. and then he’ll tear the whole world open to find you. you’ll never get divorced but genuinely this might be the only way to be rid of him. you will never be able to go anywhere without being extra careful — no social media, pay with cash only, watch out for security cameras. @haruchiyos talks about this better and more than i could

sae won’t take you seriously if he thinks you’re just angry and might brush it off the first time round. but if you’re really genuine and calm about it he gets a little scared i think. he’s like you want this? really? and he loves you so he wants what you want a lot of the time but if he can truly see you being happier without him... he wants what’s best for you even if it’s this. but the despair is crazy. he will try every other solution before this but if he can really see you being happier without him, you could. it’s hard to get there though like what can someone provide for you that he can’t provide better? he’ll shoot all your problems down logically. sae is not a talker but for this he’ll talk it out. very pragmatic man imo

i think nagi is surprisingly bad at taking it. he’s usually relaxed about what you do to the point where you might even think he doesn’t care. you’ve never seen him so serious and he genuinely cages you into the countertop with his whole body. you have never seen him as threatening as in this moment where he's actually afraid you'll leave. you’re not leaving the house until he’s satisfied you’re not even considering it anymore. nagi is very sure anything u need can be worked out and will give in to whatever request you have

for oliver it's kind of akin to the five stages of grief. you're the one time he actually ever felt safe and secure in a relationship and you're deciding to ruin that. he says no at every turn. refuses to hear you out about this. also like nagi a very scary man and cages you in with his body because he has to capture you now. and then after this he’s switching up and going “whatever the problem is we can fix it” and trying to coax u into talking to him, like sae and hiori will do his best to come up w real solutions but he’s much more emotional about it. also tries to use sex to fix the issue since he knows that’s the one thing he’s good at. like kaiser u have to somehow leave before he catches wind that you want to in order for this to work. if you manage to do this, oliver would probably say some shit like if you want to divorce you have to come see me in person. see me and then i’ll sign. you see him. he doesn’t sign.

hiori similar to sae makes you talk it out w him. hiori is much more calm about it even if internally he’s going crazy. hears you out and affirms your every word and then solves every problem OR talks you in circles until you don’t even wanna bring it up anymore. if you're too adamant about it he'll very clinically sprain your ankle which user lorelune has written about

shidou gets this wide eyed look and similar to hiori is immediately sitting you down and taking in everything you have to say and hearing you out. most serious you've ever seen him. the hug that he wraps you in is tight. “whatever it is, we can work it out. we can do whatever you want. just not this” says it right into your ear. he’s so calm and scared all at once i think it’s pretty impossible that you don’t give in to him

if there's another chara you can come ask me about it ahaha

[meamiki]

mira !!! :]

[radioroxx]

i hate you ai generated pet video. i hate you ai slop channels that feed off easy algorithms. i hate you deepfake programs that steal ppls face and voice to promote scams

[leprosycock]

i’m stuck on principals brain.. it’s terminal……

[britneyshakespeare]

when i last saw my friends i was talking about my barbie collection, present and past, and explaining the lore of various supporting characters from the decades, and at one point i bothered to drop the sentence "because i was obsessed with barbie as a kid—" before catching myself, realizing i was explaining the entire web of barbie's friends and family, and said "now i'm just normal about her. the way i am about barbie, that's how everybody is."