#i should be like. fine. but still...
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lets hear it for dumb bitches that think they accidentally double dosed a med but arent sure !!!!
#personal#i need to start keeping physical track of my medications again#either way im going to feel wretched in the next few days. tried to throw up the pill and couldnt#i should be like. fine. but still...#(waiting on call back from doctor)
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Just some more thoughts on that jayvik dbh au
#I got a lot of people saying that Viktor should be the Android#which I did mention in the tags last time#but after thinking about it I just think that the human experience is such an integral part of viktor as a character#(aside from the fact that it makes every character ever)#his pain and suffering due to his illness and disability and class#like I can’t take that away from him#not that Jayce doesn’t go through his own things too#but I think Jayce’s naïveté from season one lends itself well to an Android in awe of human life#and a jaded but wise Viktor who still has a good heart and sense of humour#I mean this is just my version of the au and like I think I said in my tags last time im pretty sure I’ve seen a few around with android V#definitely got recommended some fics that I’m excited to check out!#sorry for rambling - this isn’t to discredit any other interpretations!! just kind of exploring my thought process behind it :)#oh also sorry that this is angsty lol#it’s fine#my art#arcane#jayvik#Jayce talis#jayce arcane#Viktor arcane#dbh#detroit become human#arcane au#noodles talks#(in the tags)
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i know ryoko kui is a real one because she wrote 97+ chapters of a manga about fantasy ecosystems and food chains and not once did she write the phrase "survival of the fittest" (it's a bad phrase) (it's a social darwinist phrase even) (hated amongst biologists) (doesn't make sense) (darwin didn't use it) (coined by an business major) (one of the worst phrases in pop science) (no good)
#i think the closest she comes to this is when kabru says something about the weak being eaten but he also thinks all monsters should die#so i don't think he's like the voice of reason when it comes to ecosystems and evo bio NOT a kabru diss just saying#i think eat or be eaten is fine. it's like migrate adapt or die. i think it's fine and not the same as survival of the fittest#dungeon meshi#ETA: i was wrong darwin did use the phrase after it was coined. doesn't matter phrase still sux
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I hope you’re happy, I hope you’re happy now /ref
#I ACTUALLY HAD SO MUCH FUN WITH THIS#art escapades#ask#dbhc#anon#dbhc xisuma#dbhc art#dbhc doc#dbhc ren#dbhc impulse#dbhc false#dbhc wels#dbhc mumbo#hermitgang#dbhc sillies#I had to make it dbhc because somehow that makes me less embarrassed#I already put these au fools through the wringer#what’s a cheeky little short-shorts pin-up silly doodle#this still makes me want to dig a hole and bury myself though#posting even mildly suggestive stuff makes me feel like blowing up /silly#THEYRE ALL SO. IMCREDIBLY STUPID#except false. false they could never make me hate you#DOC WITH THEM ON. BACKWARDS. OR WITH THE WORDS ON THE FRONT LIKE AN IDIOT#wels covering up Bc he’s not having any of this nonsense <3 as he SHOULD#IMPULSE WITH THE WHOLE ENTIRE VERSE DGBJSRGKNSRGJHDGJHNHNCGHMDGHNCHN#xisuma. is actually perfect nevermind he’s fine#he’s FINE /silly#and rendog… THE CUTOFF WITH THE TAIL IS KILLING ME#lad get in#So happy to finally get to draw again hehe
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Losing a kid is hard on everybody.
#the pitt#the pitt hbo#thepittedit#tvdoctors#tvedit#tvgifs#dailyflicks#tvarchive#michael robinavitch#heather collins#dana evans#frank langdon#samira mohan#trinity santos#dennis whitaker#victoria javadi#my gifs#my edit#“How to Literally Bury Your Feelings” the gifset#noah wyle the five time emmy nominated actor/writer you are!!!!#i will literally go write a psychoanalytic paper on this one scene alone because WOW the layers#robby is definitely not okay and should probably see a therapist but he has to give off the vibe that at least he's doing Fine#i'd argue that this speech was closer to himself as a human being and as soon as ahmad (security guard) comes in#it's back to senior attending mode out of sheer necessity#for himself and for the crew around him because the day still keeps on going#and it's just a matter of time before he breaks from all of this because no person should have to shoulder this weight for so long#but he does it simply because he feels like he has to#i could go on but that's my take on it#anyways if this man doesn't get nominated for lead actor i'm suing#edit: had to replace one of the gifs because of a caption error (you didn't see anything)
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“things were so hard with dad in recent years...how did he go from paparapluie to père? i wish i could face him and understand, but while he was still here i didn't dare try to tell him [any of my feelings] and now...it's too late.” * paparapluie is a pun on the words papa and parapluie (umbrella) since the plush is a frog. père is the french word for 'father.'
#ml spoilers#ml s6 spoilers#miraculous spoilers#ml el toro de piedra#mledit#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#miraculous lb#miraculousedit#adrien agreste#adrienette#adrinette#my edits#fascinated at umbrellas constantly being a motif for protection in this show. the theme is “in the rain” because marinette fell for adrien#in the rain but he offered her an umbrella (an act of kindness and protection from the weather). next to how#adrien's father used a pun about umbrellas as his own nickname when adrien was younger and he was still caring for him as a dad should#but as he got older his father stopped protecting him so the nickname (and also any form of 'papa') fell through in favor of the#cold + formal + distant 'père.' this specific pun between parapluie and papa might also come from the french poem un papa by pierre ruaud#which is a poem about papas serving as protection and a sort of shelter for their children. so ig ml is saying gabriel started this way too#i think the fandom glosses over the complexity of adrien's feelings for his father bc in earlier seasons he defended + made excuses for him#part of this is because he was sheltered + didn't know better but it's also bc he DOES recall a time before his mother's illness grew worse#(some time between age 6 and the werepapas flashback) when he didn't have an absentee father. the show writes gabriel agreste#inconsistently: in earlier seasons he had moments of concern for his son before he became awful all the time. and these on/off moments give#adrien whiplash because he's left doing things like becoming a model for his father (i'm choosing to believe gabriel didn't use the rings#until later bc much of the earlier seasons make no sense if he was controlling adrien) in the hopes that they'll bond only to realize#his father still won't spend time with him even for a meal. s5 has gabriel making him pancakes (the wrong way) and asking about his day#and his friends and interests only for him to become even more controlling and mean. how he let him quit modeling only to create an#AI version of him without his consent and when he said that made him feel uncomfortable gabriel convinced him it was fine bc now he had#more free time! only to still control how he spent that free time. adrien didn't start grappling with these things until s5#and now he laments the things he never actually got to say about the papa he misses and the father he wished had unconditionally loved him
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i really do think there’s a huge disconnect on here w/ people who have never used tiktok as to what it actually is and who actually uses it. the number of people i’ve seen call it a “teen dancing app” is actually insane. it has not been a teen dancing app since i was in high school, around 2016 - 2020. the main communities i saw on a daily basis were 1) black history/anti-racism educators, 2) high school & college teachers sharing in-classroom strategies and frustrations with the education system, 3) local/state political leaders giving real-time updates on behind-the-scenes government decisions, & 4) community activism & leadership. like tiktok is an adult platform. almost every person i interacted with was my age or older. and yes it completely depends on your fyp and how you interact with the app, yes there’s still teenagers and dance videos and literally anything else you can think of. but these communities of adults aren’t insubstantial at all, they have literally millions of interactions on a daily basis. there’s about a million other types of communities that i could name just off the top of my head, because the range of users was SO diverse and thriving. it’s a long-distance community tool, just like any other social media—and honestly much better than any other social media, because it relies primarily on the kindness of strangers. i saw at least 5-10 videos today of queer people in rural areas panicking because they don’t have any access to queer community on any other platform or in real life. and before i end this i do want to say i think tiktok is coming back, i think this is a highly orchestrated political move, etc., but i do know it won’t ever be exactly the same. people are panicking about free speech violations because tiktok was a place where people fucking SPEAK. i have never seen mass mobilization and communication in this same way for as long as i’ve been alive. it is the people’s app, not just a silly teenage thing. if you’re not on tiktok and never have been, please stop talking about it like you know anything at all😭
#idec if i look stupid for these posts i am fucking Mad#it’s not about doomscrolling. be so fr. i’ve had a time limit on for years and i’ve done perfectly fine#people’s jobs were on this app. small businesses were on this app. fucking CULTURE was on this app#project willow? bisan in gaza? like this is the most interconnected and fast-moving source of news we have#literally straight from the ground. from the places where it’s happening#i know i can still read news. that’s not the problem.#the problem is that i have nowhere else to see the videos from my minnesota legislator who’s been giving daily updates on the republican#coup in the house of representatives. like. do you see the problem.#not to mention half the news sites are paywalled anyway.#and i saw someone say that this forces us to foster irl community which is true again. but you can still have irl community at the same time#as long-distance virtual community????#my best friends are long distance. if all social media went dark i could never talk to them again.#like we are in the fucking 21st century. we should be able to have both.#anyway. sorry for all the ranting lately except i’m really not because i am fucking PISSED#i’ll be on rednote and youtube for a while except neither of them are really the same.#genuinely nothing was like tiktok fr. i miss it already#tiktok#tiktok ban
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@buckgettingstruck you are a genius. i need to tag this nsfw i think
more scenes here
#you can still kind of hear the music at times#but this was the best i could do#the music in this scene is so fucking loud lmao#there are so many sounds going on in the background so if i tried to copy/paste the background noises like i did for the 3x03 one#it wouldn't be cohesive#just don't have your volume at max and it should be fine#buddie#911#3x09#scenes without music
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no way she's alive ?? yea those mental health breaks because social media makes people suck are wild huh
#star wars#clone wars#star wars fanart#ahsoka tano#captain rex#anyway i bring you this a) because i'm going back to my tcw roots of late and b) because i miss them terribly#as you can see because i can't handle reality i put her in the novel design#cause wdym they split up after order 66 haha what no that didn't happen you're crazy#read it however you want idc ^^)b any interpretation of their dynamic is the best one i think#yea anyway in this amount of time i've gotten a lot better at anatomy and i don't really care about social media anymore#but i have like nowhere to put my art now so *shrug*#star wars the clone wars#artists on tumblr#i've wanted to do one of those post-type drawings and i am .-+ too lazy +-. to color it sooo#signature got cropped sigh. whatever#if you see a mistake no you don't. you know the drill#also i finally watched bad batch season 3 around christmastime and hewiutgeh.#singlehandedly took the show from a 4 to a 10 for me so thx dave filoni we love u as always >>>#lowk kinda missed it here *gazes fondly at the bot spam and screaming and cursing in my feed*#btw i have never used instagram in my life so if this is formatted wrong it's your fault. bye#someone tell me whether or not i should tag this as rxsk because i am very much debating#does tumblr even like them anymore ?? i know ao3 does they're still going crazy over there (>1k works God bless)#“bro's first post back and she's yapping her head off” cmon you know me by now anyway can we talk about season 7 ahsoka#i find no fault in her. she is perfect. she is the greatest version of any star wars character ever at all#no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told her about fives. no i will not be thinking about whether or not anyone told echo#ok that's enough bye i'll wait for this to get four notes at most and three of them being comments screaming at me#one more thing uhh suspend your disbelief since anakin liked the post. rots didn't happen and everything is fine !!#my art
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Unsolved Mysteries.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#jiang cheng#wei wuxian#Spoilers: It was Wei Wuxian the whole time!#Once again this one was on the chopping block but I saved it for just a better comic flow.#Admittedly I do have a critique of the pacing here. Namely that we really should have ended the flashback when WWX fell.#And then gone back to present time for a bit - or even go to a different flashback.#The sense of time passing isn't as strong as it *could* be.#We get *told* three months pass and that they've been looking for WWX. But to the audience it's been...15 min.#Less than seven minutes if you count the flute playing.#This guy when through a whole aesthetic and persona shift in less time than it takes to walk through a corn field.#Guy who listened to less than half an emo album and dyed all his clothes black. And jorted all his jeans.#Timeskips can be sudden and work out just fine! I personally feel like this one would be stronger with better pacing.#Feel free to disagree with me!#In case anyone is wondering why JC and LWJ are still holding hands: 1) Haunted house episode.#2) I needed to practice drawing hand holding at some point. Might as well get the rough and sloppy ones out with these two.
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i need daniel to be overcompensating for his insecurities so bad. 100 times more cocky and rude and aggressive and insensitive than he was as a human, falling back into old dangerous habits and vices, not just because now he has new energy and power and wealth to flaunt but because it's ALL he has, and he needs to cling onto it. play it up and revel in it so no one sees that underneath, he feels like a botched fledgling in the body of a sick, faded old man who maybe has no real idea why he was even made. that armand might think he failed in making him. that his maker didn't even really want him.

#i think vampirism isnt inherently torturous to him in any sort of moral way#but more in an inner self worth/image way#louis felt he was failing because he rejected/didn't enjoy human blood and death#i can see daniel being fine with killing but being insecure about the way he turned out/the way he is now#and his complicated connection with armand and what it all means for him. why he cares what he thinks or feels when he doesnt want to#but he does. and he has all these questions he needs him to answer#this sort of thing would be a way to connect him to louis further and also lestat now#louis who felt like a “botched vampire” for a long time and lestat who was immediately abandoned by his maker#and how lestat coped with what had been done to him by trying to fully embrace what he'd been turned into#anyway the bottom line is i think he should suffer and struggle with vampirism just as much as everyone else has in his own way#but he still has to be a massive insufferable asshole about it. and maybe get smacked around a bit because of it#iwtv#daniel molloy
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omg goomy miku...................
(i asked @mikufigureoftheday about miku figures with a goomy-esc colour palette a while back-- one of the figures picked was a figure i actually own! )
sketch + wip lol


#art#hatsune miku#goomy#pokemon#pokemon fanart#miku fanart#vocaloid#poke's doodles#im never sure how to post things like this - is @-ing the blog good ettiquette........?#anyways--- im a lil rusty with 'lineart' type art so it's. not perfect but! surprisingly fun to do-?#still. getting the hang of drawing and shading long hair.... all my faves having short hair is biting me back lmao#goomy ily thoughhhhh even if the pic was spedran in two days - ilyyy thank u for making it easier for meeee#also! thank you to the person running the figurine account! i love the goomy mikuss#i reblogged it - so it should be just past this post-- it wouldnt let me link the ask but at least i could link the figure lol#oh yea the goomy in the box is perfectly fine - being squished is enrichment for them i think :]
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Do you have any plans on drawing twice-cursed Lyle in your "things that crawl? au? If he does indeed get twice-cursed?
Nnnot entirely sure if this is the final design I'll stick with but heres something
#The idea for Lyle was like. Leg rib cage. Leg guts. idk. he's less fixed and just more rearranged#Lyle so difficult for me idk why Im never satisfied by my designs for him so its kinda hard to adapt that#I think its funny to imagine that the Visitor has a really skewed view of certain body parts bcs its main pov of human biology is Sam#Who is missing a limb has differently colored eyes and has a mouth shape nobody else has#ALSO minor Sam redesign! not rlly too noticable but I was getting bored with the way I was drawing it#I might see if I can find a way to fuse legs more without it looking stupid so its more reasonable for the Visitor to think its fine.#Lyle keeps the abdomen a little cause he looks dumb and off balance without it but I might see if I can get rid of that too idk#Ooooh wait I could go with the Mental Map justification again. I really like that actually..#Spending nearly 2 weeks as big spider.. you have to start recognizing that as your own body at some point#but he still of course remembers himself as human. So when the Visitor turns him back into what he thinks he should look like#its this clusterfuck of both. Punished for coming to terms with his own body.....#look outside spoilers#look outside game#look outside#things that crawl AU#art#fanart#digital art
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sorry #posting again but it's been on my mind cuz i once again saw a post and i just. really really hate the way this bit is so often taken out of context to make her out to be dismissing and belittling him just cuz she felt like it, because a lot of the story does hinge on the fact that this was in fact a reasonable worry
heathcliff of course has reasons to take it personally, but the context of the entire canto tells you why this was a problem to begin with. we also see it during the rest of the game, cuz he mellows out as the cantos go, but we can't forget at the start he was out there killing his coworkers. then in canto vi we get more about it. nelly starts here jokingly:
but by the end she's very serious about it:
the cycles of abuse is ofc one of the main themes in the canto, like in the book where heathcliff assumes for the second generation the role of their own hindley; in game he's growing both in the shadows of hindley and of his other mirror selves. but it can't really be ignored that the problem WAS there and he was shaping up to be just like them (a person used to violence to the point even someone as close to him as the woman who raised him had reason to believe he might hurt her!) and that catherine is discussing it in the hopes of figuring out a way to give him a place to heal and grow out of that absolute hell that was growing up in the heights. it just feels really weird to always discuss that part as if catherine was being cruel for no reason, when heathcliff himself admits that he left because he feared he'd murder her
instead by the time of the canto, while hindley, linton and nelly all comment on him not having changed, he continously chooses to be the better man, avoiding unnecessary fighting, lending a hand to people in danger, and ofc standing strong against the erlking's provocations and attempt to turn our heathcliff into another just like him, to continue the same cycle.
BUT it's important that back then he was a person who wouldn't have done that, a person who would have hurt his loved ones, and that what he had in mind was taking revenge on them- because he grew past that in the course of the story, then that character development is much more meaningful. and that's also why it's so important to all the people around him, who had seen him start to go down that same path as hindley, to become the worst version of himself--
because in the end he didn't become like that! he did change and become that better person, and they noticed!
#bell.txt#limbus company#heathcliff lcb#canto vi talk#i know im the first one whos been saying hes hareton. ofc he is. but he absolutely has book heathcliffs Moments which people seem to forget#and not counting this/acting as if he was just Fine before is pretty reductive of his writing and development#i mightve talked abt this briefly before in another post but. this should read a bit smoother#also ofc that was soooo awful wording on cathys part like this post is about his own development but like wow not to support toxic masculin#*ity but this was like three 9 11s for him on the gender level and she didnt even think about it. GIRL...!#still. she didnt make that up LMAO justice for my girl. esp compared to uh the shit half the sinners say to him on the daily#limby og
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Oh god is that a comicfrin drawing where they have whimsy quick someone throw that guy into a decades long timeloop
#keese draws#new game+#grips sink and tries not to cry#isat#ok anyways I just drew this because I wanted to try out an isat profile html someone on toyhouse made#plus I’ve been rotating early on less completely fucked up chou in my mind recently#anyways did you know that comicfrin (at least in one panel) doesn’t wear gloves? fun stuff#oh wait speaking of forgot to tag them#comic siffrin#anyways important note! them looking less disheveled than siffrin is on purpose#chou started off their loops Far more mentally stable than siffrin and actually managed pretty well their first run through#it still was rough and they still were a bit of a sad wet trembling puppy abt it but they were generally doing just fine#they didn’t even go on a self loathing monologue after their first death! who is this guy!#dw the self loathing is still there it just takes a bit longer to hit in full force since again they started off more stable#anyways I probably should have cross referenced some move animations for this but I think I got the point across that they’re a support#unit even if the turn passing gimmic is not rly evident (idk if I could make it evident tbf)#shout out to how in their default kit they have 6 turn passing skills and only one attacking skill#also said attack as a cooldown of. five turns. tbf that’s because it has a pretty strong secondary effect#they also have three other support moves where they boost different damage types for a round#so yeah they’re basically pure support which they sorta had to be at first because bestie started off at level like. 5.#they ofc switch up their kit pretty damn fast after the first run#but first time around when they were leveling at abt the same rate as everyone else they were content to play support
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A bit more of the thunderfire story ‘post canon’, I think this should be around mid 2010s?
Jetfire and Thundercracker would be the duel income uncles with only fur babies, Skywarp is the actual breadwinner, Megatron is… there
Since the ex Decepticons no longer have to find energon and are no longer in war, they have so much free time.
(Rough outline here)
Text in the picture underneath the cut because it’s a bit small + Starscream
Jetfire
- changed his name in 2005 and is the only non neutral in the household
- the one who owns the house (used to be a lab) everyone lives in
- infamous in the science community for dropping a technological revelation every couple of years and then disappearing
- he and Megatron are the ones mostly taking care of the pets
- is the least online in the household, and goes outside the most
- has only gotten more unhinged ever since he was melted
Thundercracker
- likes to create all sorts of art, experiments a lot, currently into sewing, but who knows what’s next? Felting? Glass art?
- well liked with netizens because of his redemption story and loves the internet
- the bigger simp in the relationship, they got human married for fun in 2016 when gay marriage was legalized
- in charge of PR for everyone, including the Autobots sometimes
Skywarp
- Lives in Jetfire and TCs basement and is messy and loud
- twitch streamer, problematic due to him being kind of dumb (gets tricked by chat a lot)
- tricked Megatron into signing marriage papers because he felt left out when TC got married (and then forgot about this)
- used to live in the attic but was so loud during streaming he was forced to swap with Megatron in the basement
- is actually filthy rich, paid the entire mortgage
- the pets least favorite bot :((
Megatron
- misses fighting in the war but living in the attic is… ok
- edits for Thundercracker when he writes
- all of the pets favorite, no one is happy about this (except Megatron)
- is mostly unknown to the public, is under house arrest because of his war crimes for now. Does not feel too guilty about his crimes
- due to him being unemployed he is the household maid
- on the internet the most, cyberbullies Optimus Prime with alt accounts
- doesn’t know he’s legally married
#I love Starscream but I kinda wanna play with these four without him in the picture for a bit#aw damn I forgot to draw his clothes#I don’t know how serious megatrons war crimes are in the cartoons compared to the mtmte but this Megatron doesn’t feel that much guilt#almost dying in the vaccum of space changed him (aka he’s still get brain damage lol but not as much)#finally after 30 years thunderfire can finally be together… and also TCs homeless friends have to be there too#the Autobots are like ugh fine Megatron hasn’t caused any trouble in a decade we’ll worry about that when the war is over#skywarp is also monitored heavily. by prowl. who does so by watching his streams. Skywarp found it hilarious and now he’s his twitch mod#i should draw plot I say as I continue to draw silly#jetfires design was based on his toy prototype which is also similar to the idw version (but easier to draw haha)#maccadams#transformers au#transformers#skyfire#jetfire#Thundercracker#megatron#skywarp#skyfire x thundercracker#thunderfire#tf g1#transformers g1#transformers fanart#the outline has changed a little cause I want Thundercracker to pursue too#thunderfire 4 decades au
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