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ajastu · 2 months ago
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[Rook voice] maybe if you had some friends you'd calm down 🙄
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a-compass-without-a-needle · 4 months ago
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This is what happened after 3.1 isn't it?
#hsr#phaidei#phaidei nation I humbly offer thee a low quality meme to cope with the doomed yaoi that was going on#phainon#honkai star rail#fellas is it gay for your red coded rival to your blue coded rival to clasp his hands over your own after you stabbed him#due to thinking he was the objective of your revenge quest#pull your sword deeper in and by consequence add to your proximity while smiling and fondly say “Found you.”?#Was it casual when you had an insanely charged and homoerotic scene in the hot baths that had you face down on the ground at his feet?#no but seriously these two have me in a chokehold#what do you MEAN you told him your precise weak spot just in case you became you turned against his cause#and his presumed future EMIYA Archer coded shadow self immediately went precisely for it?#and you KNOW you'll die with a wound in that weak spot in your back and you told him about it anyway#and you tell people to keep an eye on him after you go to meet your fate and then ask him to watch over your people#and he says he'll work hard to learn your language#AND FINALLY#“If there's a chance in the next life you should come visit my library.” WHAT IF I PERISHED ON THE SPOT?!#that's their “See you in the next world.”; their “Do stay alive. I wish you the best of luck.”;#their “I would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with you.”; “You were a wonderful experience. You were everything.” etc etc#they make me ill (positive)#also I find it so funny that as a KevinSu shipper in HI3rd I went into Star Rail expecting for the dynamic to be more coded with Anaxa#only for Phaidei to hit literally all of my points and favorite tropes in a ship and by consequence my head with a steel chair lol#really hope we see Mydei again soon because literally the first thing Phainon does after he's gone is talk about him all the time#he is a professional yearner and I respect him for it (especially since I too miss Mydei as if he's Odysseus going off to war and sea#for 20 years and I'm Penelope waiting at the shores of Ithaca)#also sorry for the low quality screenshot I was literally too invested in the quest to try and take better ones#gotta love how Hoyoverse is always giving the Kaslanas some of the best romances in their games and ESPECIALLY so if they're queer#myphai
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frogaroundandfindout · 11 months ago
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You remember when dick was in space (for the first time with the new teen titans) because komand’r took Kory back and they needed to save her? And you remember how he understood it was a war they were fighting and that they needed to do what they had to in order to survive it? And how when Gar told him he needed to control Kory, dick wondered if he even should try to stop her from killing her sister? And how he literally killed to save her (there’s some deniability but he’s literally hitting them with lasers described as deadly right in the head)? I do.
#something about dick doing this and understanding it’s war and war doesn’t always give you the choice to follow a moral code if you want to#live through it and make sure the one you love make it through too#and something about the change when the scenario called for it being oh so#similar to how Kory tried to pause her own teachings and relationship with combat while on earth#then despite knowing this was the type of battle Kory was raised for#the series had dick talking about how she was becoming more barbaric#and uncontrolled at times#when I think it would have been a much more interesting if they#instead chose to explore dick and Kory’s relationship with this “switch” or coming of age discovery + assimilation side by side#kory learning the balance of her heritage (she is tamaranian no matter what ) and her new life (she’s on earth and the battle there is#not the same solar system wide war she was raised to fight. The things she was taught are true for her home and her people but this is a#new home for her. a new beginning. a new life with new family. She is tamaranian and always will be but for now she’s on earth)#dick leaning to balance his past ( Bruce was his mentor and guide. he taught morality and ethics and all but gave him a what should you do#Guide during their years working together) and who he wants to be#(he’s not Bruce and what Bruce needs or thinks necessary doesn’t always ring true for dick too#he’s stepping into being his own man and part of that is forming his own views and opinions separate from his parent/mentor. Bruce will#never kill or let someone die if he can stop it. but dick? should he step in front of a bullet for a murderer over insuring someone else’s#safety first? his teammates? his families? he doesn’t know if that’s the kind of man he wants to be)#dc#dickkory#anyway#:)#does this make sense to anyone but my 5am running on two hrs of sleep brain#something about both of them being taught something by strict instructors#(the war lords and the bat)#and them learning#as all people have to#that most things are situational#new scenarios call for new things
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wasabikitcat · 9 months ago
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community college is so funny because half of the teachers are like "For this class you need to use lockdown browser for all quizzes and tests. You need to buy this 70 dollar textbook, and all papers turned in must be in APA format with a title page even if they're only 500 words long. I will not accept late assignments. Also you have a minimum of 4 assignments a week." and the other half are like "you don't need proctoring for the final exam I trust you. here's a download link to a pirated copy of the textbook. as long as your writing is coherent and demonstrates an understanding of the material I literally could not care less what format you use. I can't figure out how canvas works so I'm not giving you due dates, just make sure it's turned in before the grading period ends. your only weekly assignment is a forum post with a minimum of 100 words."
#my favorite teacher so far is still the film history professor I had in my first semester.#he was very old and didn't understand how canvas worked at all and sometimes had trouble opening a video file#but simultaneously he was tech literate enough to recommend we use firefox with an ad blocker#because whenever someone missed class and was like 'where do i go to find the movie' he'd be like 'use an ad blocker and google it'#he said the school made him stop emailing links to free movie sites because people would open them on chrome with no ad block#and there'd be borderline malware on them. like this guy gave me the impression he was like. a veteran movie pirate lol.#that class had barely any assignments. like there wasn't a final exam or anything.#he just wanted us to write a paragraph or so answering a few questions about the movies we watched. it was chill.#and i also learned a lot actually. like i didn't know what a nickelodeon was before then. or the Hays Code.#the movies were genuinely good. i never thought Id be that into old black and white movies or westerns for example but they actually slapped#some of them had really mature themes and i definitely started to understand the people on this website who are like#'if the only media you consume is children's media you should maybe branch out instead of calling steven universe problematic'#because a lot of the movies we watched depicted very 'problematic' things and were able to directly address them because they are for adults#(to clarify I didn't just like kids media before then. i just mean that it introduced me to some older stuff i didn't think I'd like)#(but i ended up liking a lot. it also made me realize that movies made today are kind of shit. which i also already knew)#(but it put it more into perspective because I have more to compare it to)#im rambling now. community college is pretty swag i enjoy it. and i do get along with the teachers who have crazy requirements too lol.
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styxnbonez · 7 months ago
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what kind of dog is this?
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so many franks..... hi bbg :]
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butchlifeguard · 1 year ago
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vital part of the Kids Cant Read discourse thats KILLING ME is that the only opinions we see are from english teachers. this is fine when the discussion is ostensibly about literacy but i think we should pass the phone to math teachers and computer science teachers. because im a little suspicious that the focus on stem for the past 20+ years could be a contributing factor
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neverendingford · 8 months ago
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#tag talk#watching media not in English is honestly so fun. my brain loves trying to pick out sentence structure and individual words#as someone who was obsessed with writing and learning codes as a kid it's unsurprising#I've realized that I very well could finally become multilingual and it's a really exciting thought#I just wish language learning apps didn't suck so much. I very well might have to start keeping a notebook for vocabulary#but I've been watching Puerta 7 and listening exclusively to music in Spanish for about the past week#and next year my brother and I are gonna take Spanish together at the community college once we move#cause he wants to travel internationally and maybe live abroad so language learning would be super useful#he's not as good with language as I am but that'll just mean I get to help him with it#anyway. I think I'm gonna dig out a notebook and start planning how I'm gonna do this#I really really wanna get good enough to read books and articles in Spanish. cause reading is cool and great and builds vocab#I think this is only possible now that I've been medicated for a while.#like. I wish I could have done this years ago but I accept the fact that I've been on a journey#and chasing your dreams is only possible once you're in a position to do so. my brain was too fucked before.#so external motivation was the only way I could make progress. whereas now I have the ability to internally motivate.#I can do dishes. clean my room. fold laundry. make food. and finally learn a language in my own way.#I wish language learning apps didn't fucking suck so doggamn much. they're really the worst. even as a kid I hated Rosetta Stone.#I needed to find my own way to learn and I'm still figuring it out but I will. I know I will.#I will be successful and I will chase the things I love in life and even if things go wrong I will work to improve my life#and part of that self actualization is learning the language I've grown up with and yet never learned. and then I can learn other languages#because I genuinely wanna learn a lot of languages. hell I taught myself a little bit of spoken elvish as a kid. it's in my blood I guess.#being monolingual is genuinely distressing for me tbh.#shit I should ask my sibling for book recommendations and I can buy something to start pulling vocabulary from.#for now I can pull words from songs or tv. that's a good starting point. even if I prefer the aesthetic of studying a book#except first I'm gonna fold my laundry and change my bedsheets#bye y'all
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insertdisc5 · 2 years ago
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🎮 HEY I WANNA MAKE A GAME! 🎮
Yeah I getcha. I was once like you. Pure and naive. Great news. I AM STILL PURE AND NAIVE, GAME DEV IS FUN! But where to start?
To start, here are a couple of entry level softwares you can use! source: I just made a game called In Stars and Time and people are asking me how to start making vidy gaems. Now, without further ado:
SOFTWARES AND ENGINES FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW HOW TO CODE!!!
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Ren'py (and also a link to it if you click here do it): THE visual novel software. Comic artists, look no further ✨Pros: It's free! It's simple! It has great documentation! It has a bunch of plugins and UI stuff and assets for you to buy! It can be used even if you have LITERALLY no programming experience! (You'll just need to read the doc a bunch) You can also port your game to a BUNCH of consoles! ✨Cons: None really <3 Some games to look at: Doki Doki Literature Club, Bad End Theater, Butterfly Soup
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Twine: Great for text-based games! GREAT FOR WRITERS WHO DONT WANNA DRAW!!!!!!!!! (but you can draw if you want) ✨Pros: It's free! It's simple! It's versatile! It has great documentation! It can be used even if you have LITERALLY no programming experience! (You'll just need to read the doc a bunch) ✨Cons: You can add pictures, but it's a pain. Some games to look at: The Uncle Who Works For Nintendo, Queers In love At The End of The World, Escape Velocity
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Bitsy: Little topdown games! ✨Pros: It's free! It's simple! It's (somewhat) intuitive! It has great documentation! It can be used even if you have LITERALLY no programming experience! You can make everything in it, from text to sprites to code! Those games sure are small! ✨Cons: Those games sure are small. This is to make THE simplest game. Barely any animation for your sprites, can barely fit a line of text in there. But honestly, the restrictions are refreshing! Some games to look at: honestly I haven't played that many bitsy games because i am a fake gamer. The picture above is from Under A Star Called Sun though and that looks so pretty
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RPGMaker: To make RPGs! LIKE ME!!!!! NOTE: I recommend getting the latest version if you can, but all have their pros and cons. You can get a better idea by looking at this post. ✨Pros: Literally everything you need to make an RPG. Has a tutorial inside the software itself that will teach you the basics. Pretty simple to understand, even if you have no coding experience! Also I made a post helping you out with RPGMaker right here! ✨Cons: Some stuff can be hard to figure out. Also, the latest version is expensive. Get it on sale! Some games to look at: Yume Nikki, Hylics, In Stars and Time (hehe. I made it)
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engine.lol: collage worlds! it is relatively new so I don't know much about it, but it seems fascinating. picture is from Garden! NOTE: There's a bunch of smaller engines to find out there. Just yesterday I found out there's an Idle Game Maker made by the Cookie Clicker creator. Isn't life wonderful?
✨more advice under the cut. this is Long ok✨
ENGINES I KNOW NOTHING ABOUT AND THEY SEEM HARD BUT ALSO GIVE IT A TRY I GUESS!!!! :
Unity and Unreal: I don't know anything about those! That looks hard to learn! But indie devs use them! It seems expensive! Follow your dreams though! Don't ask me how!
GameMaker: Wuh I just don't know anything about it either! I just know it's now free if your game is non-commercial (aka, you're not selling it), and Undertale was made on it! It seems good! You probably need some coding experience though!!!
Godot: Man I know even less about this one. Heard good things though!
BUNCHA RANDOM ADVICE!!!!
-Make something small first! Try making simple: a character is in a room, and exits the room. The character can look around, decide to take an item with them, can leave, and maybe the door is locked and you have to find the key. Figuring out how to code something like that, whether it is as a fully text-based game or as an RPGMaker map, should be a good start to figure out how your software of choice works!
-After that, if you have an idea, try first to make the simplest version of that idea. For my timeloop RPG, my simplest version was two rooms: first room you can walk in, second room with the King, where a cutscene automatically plays and the battle starts, you immediately die, and loop back to the first room, with the text from this point on reflecting this change. I think I also added a loop counter. This helped me figure out the most important thing: Can This Game Be Made? After that, the rest is just fun stuff. So if you want to make a dating sim, try and figure out how to add choices, and how to have affection points go up and down depending on your choices! If you want to make a platformer, figure out how to make your character move and jump and how to create a simple level! If you just want to make a kinetic visual novel with no choices, figure out how to add text, and how to add portraits! You'll be surprised at how powerful you'll feel after having figured even those simple things out.
-If you have a programming problem or just get confused, never underestimate the power of asking Google! You most likely won't be the only person asking this question, and you will learn some useful tips! If you are powerful enough, you can even… Ask people??? On forums??? Not me though.
-Yeah I know you probably want to make Your Big Idea RIGHT NOW but please. Make a smaller prototype first. You need to get that experience. Trust me.
-If you are not a womanthing of many skills like me, you might realize you need help. Maybe you need an artist, or a programmer. So! Game jams on itch.io are a great way to get to work and meet other game devs that have different strengths! Or ask around! Maybe your artist friend secretly always wanted to draw for a game. Ask! Collaborate! Have fun!!!
I hope that was useful! If it was. Maybe. You'd like to buy me a coffee. Or maybe you could check out my comics and games. Or just my new critically acclaimed game In Stars and Time. If you want. Ok bye
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leaving-fragments · 1 year ago
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waking up at 5am is crazy, i've done two hours of work, watched an hour long episode of my show and had breakfast pancakes and my flatmates aren't even awake yet
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thecherrygod · 1 year ago
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i miss him*
*the character i made in every ps3 sport game that allowed you to create a character to play as, who was always this slightly long green haired guy name blasco
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sillyfairygarden · 19 days ago
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PANOPTICON MAGAZINE | my pieces for @mcyt-couture-zine
sooooo delighted to have taken part in this incredible collection of works! find the full zine here, and head below the cut for so so many details about my piece:
TONS of yapping ahead. THIS ZINE PIECE KILLED ME. Literally I'm so sorry to everyone I was friends with who heard me mald about this for six months. Ultimately it had nothing to do with the wonderful modteam or contributors and was mostly me over-committing to a piece... But it turned out pretty cool <3
Very early on I knew I wanted to draw the nosy neighbors (everyone claps) and Limited Life. Pearl and BigB are THEE duo and just felt like the perfect canvas to explore fashion. The goal of my piece at first was transition: using clothing and jewelry to bring the characters through their lives in the Life Series. However, this piece (originally it was a 3-image spread) quickly grew too many limbs and ideas to be contained by one thing. There were animals? And coats? And legs. It was kind of hectic and I ultimately grew to resent the piece's direction soooooooo 1 week before the 3rd check-in I started over BigB's and completely spliced up Pearl's ^_^ (Which was, in hindsight, the right thing to do and I should have done it weeks earlier, but we ball. ANYWAY). Jewelry! I love sparkly things and jewelry and I love gold. It has deep cultural and familial significance to me (and also is just very very pretty). So instead of using the jewelry to express their identity within limlife, I wanted to represent their characters as a whole within the Traffic Series.
PEARL: The Wolf (الذئب) I really love Pearl's post-DL identity as the guardian of her friends, taking a backseat from her lonelier days. I also love coding her as a knight ^_^ As a result, she wears fewer pieces of jewelry which mostly serve as tokens of sentiment.
Clock earrings serve as an homage to the time mechanism in Limited Life
Eye Ring ties her to BigB and his association with the evil eye in my previous works
Claw Nailed-Rings and Wolf Ring to bring some animalism and brutality to everyone's favorite wolfgirl (the wolf ring is worn on her left ring-finger, symbolizing her union with Tilly)
Emerald Mound meant to represent her Mounders from SL
Unicorn Brooch is another symbol of loyalty to BigB (who in the first draft of this piece had a unicorn animal companion... You've seen Thello butterfly-code BigB now get ready for unicorn-coding <333)
Galactic Text: "How to trust after being abandoned by all your loved ones and hunting down your ex only to be spared by him... Exclusive!"
BIGB: THE PRINCE (الأمير) THIS WAS THE PROBLEM CHILD PIECE... As mentioned I completely started over. Checks watch. Around a month before it was due after spending So Long on the original. But it turned out for the better! I love making BigB very princely and regal (and a little strange /pos) in my interpretations of him in other pieces of art, so this magazine-type cover felt like no different of an opportunity. He doesn't get the chance to be glamorous very much, so let's change that, shall we?
Fairy Wings Ring represents the Fairy Fort in Last Life
Heartstabber Ring is an homage to Double Life <3
Lilypad Ring to honor Judge Judy from Limited Life
Wolf Brooch is a symbol of patronage to Pearl, his knight.
Watch is BigB's homage to the time mechanism in Limited Life
Bee Ring is engraved with "The Jester" in Arabic along the side, with an amber-cast bee to symbolize being frozen, stuck in time and older memories.
Evil Eye Jewelry the evil eye has a deep cultural and spiritual history across different regions of the East and ME/NA regions of the world. In my upbringing, the presence of the evil eye was worn on jewelry, woven in to clothes, and hung on tapestries/ doorways to ward off the negative energy of the malevolent gaze.
The name "panopticon" comes from the social theory of surveillance from the 18th century. I'd learned about it years ago in my uni days and the concept of a watchtower-style surveillance system stuck with me: a concept where all participants of the system would be watched at all times, but could not watch back. With how often height, scaffolding, and surveillance were present in metagame play during Limited Life (the Nosy Neighbor tower, Bread Bridge, Skynet/Skynet2), I felt like the term panopticon felt relevant to the unique gameplay style taken on by the players during this season.
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mariasont · 2 months ago
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JUST THE TIP(S) - A.H
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aaron learns the hard way that upping your maintenance allowance has unexpected, explicit perks. especially when you insist on showcasing your newest investment while he's stuck miles away.
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pairings: aaron hotchner x bimbo!assistant!reader warnings: 18+ MDNI, sexting, nsfw imagery, exhibitionism? (in the form of pictures), references to masturbation, workplace inappropriateness, power dyanmics (boss/employee), dirty talk, sugar daddy hotch vibes wc: 1.7k request: here!
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Hotch attempts to read the file in front of him again, just to keep himself busy, but it starts to resemble gibberish somewhere between the countless victim timelines and his unwavering staring contest with the phone screen. 
Nothing. Still nothing. 
It’s been, he glances down for confirmation, thirty-nine minutes since he hit send. Not exactly long enough to panic. Yet here he is, panicking, because your replies normally land instantly, punctuated with frantic emojis, a parade of exclamation points, and nonsensical crises like:
i just made toast and almost caught my sleeve on fire but it’s ok now !!!! 🤭
So, yeah. Thirty-nine minutes feels like a small eternity.
Last week, he had upped your spending limit. You murmured something vague about having a bad day. You didn’t supply any specifics, no dramatics, just an innocent observation that he instantly took as an urgent call to action.
He logged into your account and adjusted your monthly extras, expanding that little safety net you didn’t even know he color-coded as you-time on his accounting spreadsheet. 
It wasn’t even remotely about the actual money. How could it be, when you were always giving pieces of yourself away — filling his silence with your easy chatter, kissing his frown lines, leaving perfume on his pillow (and everywhere else). So if a few extra hundred dollars meant more wellness appointments or a couple frivolous purchases that could help you feel more like yourself, it was the easiest, most obvious choice in the world. 
This is what he attributed your lack of response to. You’re probably out using that buffer right now.
He doesn’t need to spiral.
But he does anyway. Because when he’s not around, you have a tendency to forget to hydrate, to neglect to eat anything remotely nutritious, to lose yourself in shiny distractions, and his mind, unfortunately, never seems to shut off where you’re concerned.
He digs the heel of his hand into his forehead, trying not to jump to worst-case scenarios. He’s not clingy. Definitely not the kind of boyfriend who sends another text after less than an hour. 
Still, he nudges his phone a bit closer, strictly precautionary.
It takes exactly fifteen more agonizing, anxiety-inducing minutes — minutes shaped like big neon question marks — before the phone finally buzzes.
You: hi bossman !! miss ur grumpy face sooooo bad it’s criminal (arrest me??) how’s the case?
He exhales through his nose. His first thought is to correct you, to say that he’s definitely not grumpy, but his fingers pause, and he erases it instead. 
He is grumpy, though he’s fairly certain it’s directly correlated with how long it’s been since he’s since your face.
Hotch: Miss you too. Case is fine. Hopefully wrapping soon. Should be home late tomorrow. What did you do today? Everything okay?
You: yay !! can’t wait to see u ! got my nails done 🩷 they’re sparkly pink and sooo cute wanna see?
He snorts once, rubbing his thumb over the edge of his phone.
Hotch: Somehow I already know exactly what they look like.
He pauses, considers, then quickly adds,
Hotch: Send them anyway.
Hotch expects something wholesome, mundane even, manicure displayed prettily around a cup of overpriced coffee (a staple for you) or maybe the steering wheel of your car. 
What he receives instead is categorically, devastatingly the antithesis of wholesome. Completely unfit for polite company. His phone nearly plummets to the floor accordingly, eyebrows already halfway to his hairline.
Your new nails, as glittery as you advertised and innocent enough in isolation, become fully obscene in context, pussy spread wide, your fingertips highlighting slick, swollen folds and a flushed, glistening clit practically begging for attention. 
Hotch has always considered you beautiful — insanely, impossibly so — but this vision of you. A vision where you’re open, soaked with a brazen sweetness that borders on indecent, surpasses beauty entirely.
It’s sinful, artful perfection crafted with the sole intent of his demise. No matter how quickly he closes his eyes, the image is now seared permanently into his brain, burnt onto his retinas in dripping pixels.
Hotch never could fathom why anyone would willingly risk sending something so compromising. It spat in the face of good judgment and flagrantly ignored every articulated piece of advice he’d ever given. He’d lectured until your eyes glazed over about internet safety, how every text you send is stored indefinitely in some obscure digital archive, potentially retrieved at the most inopportune times. 
He was certain, perhaps arrogantly so, that you’d internalized his paranoia.
How wrong he had been.
Because he now stands staring at the evidence of your rebellion, humbly acknowledging that he himself has become precisely the sort of fool he’d warned you about, happily entrapped by the irreverence of a single photograph.
The only genuine risk Aaron can currently recognize is the frankly painful strain of his cock pressing against his zipper and the fact that you’re hundreds of miles away. 
He draws in a sharp, shaky breath through gritted teeth, silently pleading with unapologetically indifferent cosmos to grant him patience. 
Or teleportation.
Hotch: Gorgeous nails, sweetheart. Clever use of your resources, though next time save me the torture and just show me in person.
You: glad u like them 😇😇 maybe consider it motivation to hurry home faster?
Hotch: Duly noted. If I close this case in record time, you’ll know exactly why.
You: i can always send additional inspiration if it helps your productivity 🥰
He doesn’t remember making the conscious decision, and frankly, he doesn’t care enough to second-guess it now, because his palm is already moving, instinctively pressing down to relieve the unbearable tension straining his trousers.
He’s halfway through typing out his surrender (a blunt, undignified Yes. Now.) when a sudden, sharp knock jerks him brusquely back into a reality that pales considerably compared to what he’s just been forced to abandon.
His thumb stalls above the send button then pockets the phone, exhaling through his nose as he smooths the front of his tie with a touch more vigor than necessary.
If he were honest, and lately honesty seems unavoidable, another second spent alone with your message would inevitably lead him to doing something highly inappropriate beneath the desk, your name hissed quietly against clenched teeth.
By the time he reaches the door, Hotch has resigned a reasonable facsimile of composure.
At least from the waist up.
He cracks the door open cautiously, standing at an awkward, stiff angle, hoping that Rossi won’t notice the disarray happening beneath his belt.
“Local PD's still caught up arguing procedural technicalities,” Rossi drawls, seemingly unaware. “Apparently, nothing moves forward without our explicit approval.”
You’ll have to wait. And so will his dick.
The so-called procedural technicalities take three hours. Three. hours. One hundred and eighty increasingly insufferable minutes drowning in bureaucratic drudgery, combing through details Hotch is positive he could recite while heavily medicated. He pinches the bridge of his nose, attempting to fend off the migraine steadily encroaching.
He’d managed the polite, dutiful thing — a succinct, thoroughly unsatisfying reply to you about responsibility and paperwork, the kind of message that made his own eyes roll at its dreariness compared to your far more compelling offer.
And now, each monotonous signature is underscored by thoughts of you, each image progressively more not-safe-for-work than the last.
He pictures your nails, painted in that damned color you loved so much, wrapping firmly around his cock, stroking with leisurely hands. How good it would feel. How you would lean closer with thay look in your eyes, lips parted, whispering filthy words that would make the tips of his ears bleed red.
He loved spoiling you, sure, but secretly, selfishly, he knew the real reward came later, when your fingertips traced up and down each vein of his length.
His daydream splinters to pieces as another officer delivers a statement so inane, Hotch considers, with alarming sincerity, the merits of repeatedly banging his head against the wall.
Before he can fully commit to a public crisis of faith in his career choices, his phone vibrates in his pocket.
Stupidly, he sneaks a quick look,
You: bet that paperwork has you wound up tight. when u get home, feel free to fuck out all that frustration. im yours however u want me <3
Hotch snaps his phone off with such force he’s briefly amazed the device doesn’t shatter.
He redirects his gaze at the neat rows of law enforcement jargon before him, willing the flush spreading from his neck to his ears to retreat. He’s knows he’s past the age of blushing fits, but apparently, you delight in reminding him otherwise.
Hotch’s eyes briefly skim the room, double-checking that the rest of his team is sufficiently absorbed in their tasks.
Hotch: I sincerely hope you’re prepared to stand by that offer, he sends back, thumb tapping a bit faster. Because I fully intend to take advantage of your generosity. 
The familiar little bubbles of an incoming message appear almost immediately, punctuated seconds later by the ping of an attachment.
Hotch reopens the thread, only to be met with an image of your pretty hands cupping even prettier breasts.
Suddenly, he’s standing, brisk strides carrying him toward the hallway, a curt, excuse me tossed hastily behind him, already pressing your contact photo before the door swings fully shut behind him.
You answer on the first ring. “Hi there, handsome. Calling to check on me?”
Your voice, dripping with honeyed naivety, and the image of your tits still pulsing insistently behind his eyelids, sends an immediate rush of heat southward.
Hotch grits his teeth, resisting the temptation to flee toward the bathroom for a quick release.
“Do you really think you’re being fair to me? While I’m stuck here, of all places?”
“Fairness is subjective. Personally, I think it’s unfair you’re so far away when I clearly need your expert opinion on this manicure.”
“Expert opinions are usually best delivered in person. Very hands-on.”
Your giggle spills through the line, and Hotch is convinced it should be bottled and sold as medicine. How he managed to win the privilege of hearing it on demand is an eternal mystery.
“Aaron Hotchner,” you whisper, “is this how you typically behave at the office, or am I getting special treatment today?”
“You’re permanently on the receiving end of special treatment.”
Another giggle.
“Well, I fully intend to cash in on that privilege when you get home, and I advise your neighbors to consider getting some top-quality earplugs.”
He clears his throat, shifting his weight from one foot to the other to mask the fidgeting as purposeful adjustment. Unsuccessfully, of course. He can feel Morgan’s stare burning pointedly into the side of his head. Honestly, if roles were reversed, Aaron would probably be offering equally unsubtle judgment.
“Sweetheart,” he warns, lowering his voice, “you’re making it exceedingly difficult to pretend this call is work-related.”
“Fine, fine,” you say. “Go play nice with your friends and come home safely. I miss you.”
“I’ll be there as soon as humanly possible.” He inwardly rolls his eyes at his inability to maintain any credible authority with you. “Try to stay out of trouble until then.”
“No promises.” He can picture the smile on your face. “But I’ll do my best to keep your investment safe, these nails weren’t cheap, after all.”
“Careful. Because when I get home, I won’t be gentle enough to guarantee their safety.”
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Summary: Bucky and Steve's relationship is practically perfect in any way. And then Bucky wishes for what would make it complete for his birthday. Happy Birthday Bucky Barnes!
Word count: 5.6 K
Pairing: Stucky x Enhanced!Reader (Sparrow)
A/N: This is another dream inspired by #BuckyBarnesBirthdayBingo by @avengers-assemble-bingo. This fulfills the square: Another Year Older, Another Year Bolder. Althought I've written mfm before, I've not written Stucky. Let me know how I did. 😬 Please reblog, comment, and like!
Another note: This is canon divergent in the events of Endgame, Steve returns from replacing the Infinity Stones, but he still gives Sam the shield.
Warnings: 18+ Only, Minors DNI. Read at your own risk. Smut! Bucky and Steve. That should be the entire warning, but it's not. Grumpy Steve and, cock blocker Sam. Poly sex acts, angst, emoting, wild thoughts, a birthday wish, which leads to birthday sex. Birthday sex: Captain and Sargeant kink, fingering, voyeurism, nipple play, oral (female receiving), raw p in v, two sex acts simultaneously (not dp) cock denial, creampie, squirting. I wish I could say this was a one shot, but... well, let me know if you want another part.
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The way Bucky pushed back against Steve’s command and control, subtly at times, outrageously at others, was a sight to witness.
The order and restraint that defined the former Captain America trembled in Bucky’s presence.
And Steve made Bucky come alive, fully awake for the first time in years. 
Steve belonged to Bucky and Bucky to Steve, for almost a century, even when he couldn’t remember his own name. After all they’d been through, they finally had the time and space to proclaim and celebrate their love.
They were the most beautiful couple you’d ever seen. 
When you first joined the team, you were starstruck not because they were some of the most famous Avengers, the hero and the villain, but because they were sun and moon, yin and yang, and seemed utterly perfect and complete in their relationship.
They were nice to you, respectful and curious, as you were the most like them. But you were so very different. You’d wanted to serve your country as a volunteer for a 20 week trial of the serum, the effects of which you were assured would be reversed.
Turned out, the people doing the assuring were HYDRA in disguise.
Now, here you were, another supersoldier and newbie on the team, and that caused them to drift toward you naturally. Skittish at first, you warmed up to them and became the third musketeer, training, working together, and hanging out.  
Your code name was Sparrow, because you were small yet fierce, which Steve admired, and handy with sharp implements, which made Bucky smile, which was a feat.
With this team, you third wheeling became a running joke. Although you didn’t admit that you would jump at the chance, you could handle the ribbing, mainly because you thought you were in no danger of having your deepest fantasies fulfilled. 
Of course it was a joke, because what would they need with you?
It was a question you were beginning to ask more in the past few months. It had almost been a year since you joined the Avengers and everyone was comfortable with you now.
Especially Bucky and Steve. 
As time progressed, way they acted with you was more than familiar and you began to feel something…else in the way they interacted with you.
When he looked at you, Steve’s gaze was steady, with heat simmering just beneath it. You admired the way he shared command of the team with Sam easily, his restrained and disciplined demeanor the default until he was pushed.
And so you did it, because you wanted to see that control crack for you like it did with Bucky. 
You disobeyed Steve on a routine mission, but the actions you took put you in slightly more danger than was planned. Steve snapped and chewed you out so thoroughly that you were wet for the entire seven minutes that he lectured you on protocol. It was a thorough dressing down, and it made you want to get undressed for him.
After, he retreated to the other side of the room, looking at you like he was considering all the ways he could break you apart and put you back together. You stared back at him, silently daring him to.
He would have bent you over the desk if Sam hadn’t told him to give you a break. He stalked out and you wanted to follow him and submit to anything he wanted, but Sam followed him instead.
Bucky didn’t hold back that day either. His hunger was blatant, carved into the smirk that tugged at his lips, in the way he leaned just a little too close, testing, demanding.
His voice dropped when he spoke to you, low and rough, thick with the promise of something dark and dangerous. 
“What you did wasn’t too smart, Sparrow. You shouldn’t put yourself in danger like that. Better be careful, before Steve takes it out on your ass.”
Bucky devoured you with those sharp and knowing eyes, like he already knew how you’d sound when you moaned his name and how you’d feel beneath his hands.
“Something tells me that you wouldn’t mind that…”
Sam came back into the room and cocked blocked yet again. This time you escaped the situation. 
After that, you were caught in a storm of tension so thick it was dizzying. You knew what Bucky and Steve were to each other, two halves of something unbreakable that was forged through war and loss and survival. 
And yet, somehow, they’d turned their attention on you.
The heat between you was filled with unspoken promises that these two men would destroy you in the most exquisite ways. 
And God help you, you wanted them to.
—-
Bucky’s birthday rolled around not too long after that, a crisp March day bright with newfound sunlight and celebration.
Steve had apologized to you and you to him, yet there was something unfinished there. He still held you at arms length.
Nevertheless, you were able to have a fun day celebrating your “old man,” as you joked about Bucky. Steve’s eyes flashed and Bucky’s jaw clenched when you said it. 
And when you kissed him on the cheek after wishing him happy birthday, Steve’s cock hardened when he noticed the way Bucky’s fingers twitched on your lower back.
Bucky had never been one for birthdays. For too many years, they were just another mark on a calendar he didn’t remember, a reminder of how much time had slipped through his fingers like sand.
But now, things were different. Bucky was bolder now.
The older Bucky got, the more he leaned into asking for what he wanted. And for what he needed.
Because of that newfound boldness, now he had Steve.
And this year, he had you.
Was that right?
Maybe he should��ve questioned the way you had slipped into their lives like you were always meant to be there, and the way his body recognized your presence before his mind did.
But it was all so obvious.
He noticed it in the way Steve looked at you, that quiet hunger he tried to reign in but never quite managed to. He felt it in himself, in the way his pulse jumped when you laughed, in the way his fingers twitched with the need to touch you. It was also in the way his stomach tightened whenever you looked straight through him into his essence.
Only Steve had been able to do that before. 
And Steve was lost, too. His eyes followed you when you walked out of a room, like he was waiting for the moment you'd return. 
Strangely Bucky wasn’t jealous, but at first he was alarmed when he noticed the way you looked at both him and Steve. Like you were just waiting for one of them to finally say it out loud.
But then he realized that he just needed to ask for what he wanted. For what he and Steve both needed.
So Bucky did.
It was 2 AM of the morning after night of his birthday, the three of you the last hangers on in the living room of their apartment. Each time you made to leave, one of them drew you into another conversation.
Finally, Steve lit the match.
He asked Bucky what he wished for when he blew out his candles.
Bucky didn’t even hesitate because he wasn’t good at pretending. Never had been.
"I wished for Sparrow to join us," he said simply, leaning back against the couch, watching as Steve processed his words.
Neither you, nor Steve, had to question what he meant. The meaning was painfully clear.
Steve’s blue eyes flickered with something unreadable. His jaw tightened as his fingers flexed against his thigh. Bucky could tell he was already overthinking, probably considering a dozen different ways this could go wrong. 
That was just the way Steve was, always careful, always considerate. Even to the point of denying himself.
But Bucky knew Steve wanted this too.
Across from them, you stilled. Then, slowly, like you wanted them to see, you tilted your head and uncrossed your legs in your short skirt, just to cross them again, the smooth slide of your thighs against each other made Bucky’s mouth go dry and Steve’s pulse race.
A smirk played at the edge of your lips, but your eyes gave you away. There was curiosity there, something that said you’ve thought about this too.
Bucky pretended to be cool even as tension and heat coiled tight in his gut. 
"It’s my birthday. And I figured—why not make it interesting?"
Steve exhaled sharply, rubbing a hand through his golden hair, his ears tinged red. Bucky knew that look. 
He had seen it in battle, right before Steve made a decision that would change everything. 
He’d seen it in private, right before Steve begged for his cock.
Steve’s gaze flickered to you, then back at Bucky, then at you again. He and Bucky had built something solid between them, something unshakable, but he couldn't deny there was a certain pull whenever you were around.
The tension, the glances, the way you fit so seamlessly into their lives. It was heady.
You sat watching the scene, eyes flickering between them with interest.
"You don't have to say yes," Bucky said, giving Steve an easy out. 
But he smirked anyway, because deep down, he already knew what the answer would be. Steve was flustered, Bucky could tell, but not upset. 
No, this was something else.
"You’ve been thinking about this for a while, haven’t you?" you asked Bucky, your voice smooth, teasing.
"Sweetheart, you have no idea," Bucky chuckled.
You gasped as if those words alone sent a jolt through you. Then you hummed trying to remain calm as you tapped a finger against your knee, eyes flickering toward Steve. 
"And you, Captain?"
Steve’s breath hitched just slightly as he gazed at you. Small, but Bucky caught it.
And when Steve’s gaze landed back on him, slow and deliberate, Bucky felt it. That heat. That unspoken understanding. 
Bucky saw it happen in real time, the shift in Steve’s expression, the way his pupils blew wide, the way his fingers twitched like he was fighting the urge to reach for you right now.
Steve smiled and his voice was a low rasp when he finally spoke.
"Happy birthday, Buck."
Bucky grinned.
The second Steve said it, the air in the room changed.
You didn’t move right away, just watched them, your breath just a little uneven. Bucky could feel your body heat, close enough to touch. Close enough to ruin.
He’d imagined this. Countless times. 
What it would be like to have you here, caught between him and Steve, wanting them.
But reality was so much better.
Bucky reached out first, metal fingers around your wrist, pulling you up and forward until you landed on his lap with a soft gasp. His other hand found your waist, grinding you against him. Your body was warm, soft, and pliant in all the ways he had dreamed about.
"You sure about this, sweetheart?" he murmured against your ear, his lips just barely brushing the sensitive skin there. 
His voice was rough and hungry.
You shivered in his grip. 
"I wouldn’t be here if I wasn’t."
Bucky let out a low chuckle, his grip tightening. 
"Good."
Behind you, Steve shifted, so close Bucky could feel the desire radiating off him. When he spoke, his voice was thick.
"You look good like this," Steve murmured, and when you turned your head slightly to look at him, Bucky caught the way Steve's face changed to a look of pure lust.
Fuck.
Bucky had always known Steve wanted you, just as much as he did. He’d seen it in the way Steve watched you, in the way he tried to be respectful, to keep a distance, even though everything in him wanted to close it.
Not anymore. He was going to help Bucky thoroughly defile you.
Bucky leaned in, pressing his lips just beneath your jaw, smirking when he felt your pulse racing beneath his lips.
"You gonna let us take care of you, Sparrow?" he rasped. "Since it is my birthday, after all."
Your breath was uneven, but you didn’t hesitate. You turned slightly in his lap, your fingers reaching up to fist in Steve’s shirt, tugging him closer.
"Yes. I want you both to take care of me tonight.”
With those words, the space between all three of you disappeared in an instant. Bucky felt your body press against his, your breath warm against his neck, and it took everything in him not to lose himself right then and there. 
He wanted to take his time. He wanted to feel this, wanted to drag it out until you were breathless, until Steve’s control cracked, until all three of you were left trembling in the aftermath.
Steve’s lips hovered just above yours, his breath uneven. Bucky watched, enthralled, as you stared up at him, eyes dark and half-lidded.
"You absolutely certain about this?" Steve asked, voice low and thick with something deeper than just desire.
You reached up, moving your fingers around the back of his neck, pulling him down until your lips brushed his. 
"Never been more certain of anything."
Steve groaned softly, capturing your lips in a slow, hungry kiss. Bucky exhaled sharply, his grip on your waist tightening as he felt you melt between them.
Holy shit, this was happening.
Watching you kiss Steve, watching the way his hands skimmed over your sides and the way your body responded, Bucky swore he could feel it in his own skin.
When you finally pulled away, your breath hitched, and your lips were swollen as your eyes flickered toward Bucky. He smirked, tilting his head slightly, fingers grazing your jaw before he leaned in, capturing your lips with his own.
While Steve’s kiss had been slow and languid, Bucky’s was something else entirely.
Possessive. Starved.
You let out a soft sound against his mouth, your fingers tightening in his shirt as he deepened the kiss, his metal hand trailing up your spine, cold against the heat of your skin. You shivered, arching just slightly, and hell, that was enough to drive him crazy.
Behind you, Steve let out a low chuckle, pressing closer, his lips grazing your collarbone. 
"Didn’t think you’d be the greedy one, Buck," he murmured, amused.
Bucky smirked against your lips. 
"Oh, I know how to share." 
His blue eyes flickered between both of you, dark and full of promise. 
"Especially when it’s something this good."
Your breath came in shallow pants, eyes flickering between them, heat pooling between the three of you, thick enough to drown in.
Steve’s fingers traced the curve of your jaw, tilting your face back toward him, his lips barely ghosting over yours as he whispered, “You sure you can handle us both, Sweetheart?”
His voice was teasing, but beneath it was reverence, like he needed to be sure before he let himself fall. This was the fourth time they’d asked for your consent.
They were really about to ruin you.
“Guess we’re about to find out,” you murmured.
A soft, delighted hum rumbled in Steve’s chest behind you. Bucky caught the way your body shivered at the sensation of the warmth of Steve pressed against your back and at the weight of Bucky in front of you. 
Sandwiched between them, you fit perfectly, like you had always belonged here, like this was inevitable.
“We should take our time with this,” Steve murmured against the skin of your neck.
“Make sure she knows exactly what she’s gotten herself into.”
Bucky smirked, sliding his metal hand up your spine, relishing the way you arched into his touch. 
“That sounds like a plan, Stevie.”
The way they were talking about you as if you weren’t there served to make you wetter than you already were. You wanted to be used by them for their pleasure.
For yours. 
The two men looked at each other in a silent exchange that didn’t need words. It had always been that way between them. Decades of understanding built through war, through loss, and through finding each other over and over again despite the odds. 
But this?
This was new.
Sharing something, someone, this intimately wasn’t just about lust. 
It was trust. It was knowing Steve would move when Bucky moved, and that Steve would read him the way he always had. It was knowing that they could balance each other, even in this.
And you were centered in it, the tether between them, the unspoken possibility they had both been too afraid to touch until now.
Bucky slid his hand to the back of your neck, guiding your lips back to his. He kissed you slowly and deeply, savoring the way you melted into him, the way you rolled yourself over him. 
The sound of your soft sigh sent heat curling in his stomach, and just as he deepened it, Steve’s hand slid over your hips, grinding you down harder on Bucky’s lap.
“Fuck, you feel s’good, Bucky”
You were already lust drunk, the thought that you would have them both electrifying your body. And your mind.
“Think she likes this,” Steve mused, fingers teasing at the hem of your shirt.
“What do you think, Buck?”
Bucky pulled back just enough to look at you, his blue eyes dark, searching. You were breathless, caught between them, pupils blown wide.
“Oh, she loves this,” he murmured, dragging his metal fingers down your spine again, watching the way you arched your back, feeling the heat pool between your legs.
Steve hummed in approval, his grip on your shirt turned to pulling it up and over your head. Bucky’s eyes widened at the fact that you didn’t have on a bra. Well, he’d guessed at it earlier as his eyes took in your body, but seeing you in the flesh, and in his face made his blood heat. 
When Steve grabbed your tits and, softly at first, then more urgently pulled and rolled your nipples, Bucky licked his lips and glanced over your shoulder before he leaned down and sucked you through Steve’s fingers. 
You threw your head back on Steve’s chest as you rode Bucky’s straining jeans covered cock.
Oh, this was heaven.
“Open your eyes, Sparrow.” 
You hadn’t even realized you’d closed them. You opened your eyes as Bucky’s hands went to your thighs and spread you wider against him. The move bunched your skirt high up around your hips, leaving you with only your panties covering you. 
Steve watched as Bucky pulled your dress higher yet and then palm your pussy through your panties. He reached down and together, the two men tore your panties and tossed them aside like they were made of tissue paper.
“She’s so wet, Stevie. Wet and…” 
Bucky slid his hand to your pussy and pushed two fingers into you.
“…Tight. Holy fuck she’s going to feel so good.” 
You rocked your hips to take his fingers deeper, but he gripped you with his metal hand, forcing you still.
“"M gonna fuck you first since it's my birthday. But should we show Steve what he’s missing?” 
Bucky’s touch, while authoritative and demanding, was nothing less than reverent. And Steve’s gaze was on you as much as it was on Bucky. 
You made a noise that must have been enough for Bucky, because he turned you around on his lap as Steve backed up for a better view. Bucky palmed and finger fucked you for Steve’s benefit.
And yours.
You moaned and squirmed in his clutch, while the only reaction from the blond was a tightening in Steve’s jaw and his blue eyes going molten steel. Bucky laughed softly. 
“I’ll tell you a secret, Sparrow. I’ve never met a man with better control than Steve. It’s downright supernatural. It’ll take a better show than this to get him over back over here to put his hands all over you.” 
He nipped your earlobe. 
“If you make it very, very good, I’ll even let him use his mouth.” 
There wasn’t enough air in the room. There couldn’t be. Your breath hitched in your lungs, and it took you two tries to force words out. 
“What–what if I want his cock?” 
This time, Bucky’s laughter filled the room. He sat up, taking you with him, and positioned you with your legs on either side of his thighs. 
“Tell her, Stevie.” 
The other man crossed his arms across his broad chest, his features cold. Why did that turn you on so much?
“After what you did on that last mission, you have to earn my cock, Sparrow.” 
His arrogance should have been a turnoff. It should have made you want to put him in his place and make him earn access to you. Instead, a part of you that you just met whispered in your brain.
I want to earn your cock, Steve. Just tell me what I need to do. 
You slammed your mouth shut hard enough that your teeth clicked to avoid giving voice to those thoughts. You took a breath, and then another, then leaned back against Bucky more firmly. 
“Then let me play with you, Sargeant.” 
Bucky didn’t laugh again. You were a team now, testing Steve’s restraint. He let you stand and guided you out of your clothes.  A few seconds later, his shirt joined the growing pile, then he sat you back down on him again. 
The shock of his bare skin against your own drew a small moan rom your lips. There wasn’t a soft spot on his body, and he caged you with his chest and arms, one flesh and one metal, holding you open for Steve’s perusal. 
You twisted to offer him your mouth, needing to taste him again, and Bucky didn’t hesitate to give in to your unspoken request. His tongue tangled with yours, and he cupped your bare breasts and pinched your nipples to aching peaks. Bucky spread his thighs, forcing yours wider.
You felt Steve’s gaze all over you: On the curve of your neck. Following the path of Bucky’s hands. Centering where your pussy was exposed.
You felt it as if he’d reached out and touched you. 
Or maybe it was Bucky responsible for those sensations. It was too much and not enough and you whimpered against his mouth. 
“Stop teasing and touch me.” 
You grabbed his hand and pressed it between your spread thighs. 
“Please, Bucky. I’m gonna die if you don’t make me cum..” 
“Can’t have that, can we Stevie?” 
He looked him in the eye as he drew your wetness up around your clit with a single finger and circled the sensitive bundle of nerves, easily finding the motion that made your entire body go tight and hot. You opened your eyes and met Steve’s gaze as your orgasm spiraled closer and closer. 
A challenge rolled around your brain.
I’ll get what I want, and you’ll have to watch while it happens, knowing you could have been a part of it.
Bucky, damn him, seemed to know exactly you were thinking. He slowed his pace, dragging it out. You whimpered.
“You see how he looks at you? He’s seconds away from stalking over here, smacking my hand away, and licking that pretty pussy until he takes your orgasm for himself.” 
You made that soft whimpering sound again. The whole situation was overwhelming your senses, dragging you into a place where every part of you centered around these two men. 
“Please!” 
You didn’t know what you were pleading for. An orgasm. Bucky. Steve. All three. 
“I’ll make you a deal, Sparrow,” Bucky murmured in your ear, his finger never stopping its slow circles that seemed designed to keep you on the edge but never take you over it. 
“I’ll let you choose this time. Who do you want to gift this orgasm to?” 
“Both!” 
The answer tore itself from your lips, too honest for your own good. Steve grinned. His white teeth flashed and his eyes lit up with amusement, the whole effect knocking him from just handsome to downright dangerous. 
Oh God, what have I gotten myself into, you thought. 
Bucky kissed the back of your neck.
“Good girl.” 
He slid his hand away from you cunt as you grunted in displeasure.
“Stop playing and get over here, Steve. We’ve got to take care of our girl.”
Steve walked toward you and stopped to tip up your face, dragging his thumb over your bottom lip.
“This mouth was made for one thing.” 
You caught his thumb between your teeth and bit him, just hard enough to get his attention. You felt off-center and floaty and needy, but you weren't weak. 
You lifted your chin at the same time you looked at the bulge in his pants.
“Then do something about it.” 
There it was again. The heat radiating off of Steve that made you sure he wanted to ruin you. You shifted, but Bucky held you, caged and spread by your thighs and your elbows behind you.
You rocked your ass back against his cock, desperate for him to lose control the same way you were on the verge of doing. 
Steve just stood there, staring down at you with his mouth quirked in a smile. He released your mouth and shook his head.
“You haven’t earned my cock and you damn well know it.” 
He kneeled and braced his hands on Bucky’s legs. His knuckles dragged along your inner thighs, close enough to where you wanted him that you felt his heat near your clit
Steve leaned towards your face, his dark eyes intent, and you braced for another kiss. 
But he didn’t kiss you. He dragged his rough cheek against yours, and you twisted as best you could to watch him take Bucky’s mouth. 
You stared in shock as they kissed right next to you.
No, calling it a kiss was too mundane.
Steve and Bucky came together like two titans clashing, like opposing forces of nature, where one had to submit or they would destroy each other. Bucky shifted his grip on your elbows to one hand and used his free hand to tangle his fingers in Steve’s hair. 
He disconnected the kiss, and Steve groaned softly. You felt it as intensely as if it had come from your own throat. Bucky raked his teeth over Steve’s bottom lip as they parted, his blue eyes darker than they’d been before. He ran his thumb over Steve’s bruised mouth, mirroring what Steve had done to you. 
“You give her your cock when I say you do. Not before.” 
Through some unspoken agreement, they reversed positions. Bucky released your arms and Steve caught your wrists in a single hand before you had a chance to fully appreciate your freedom. He dropped onto the couch with you sprawled on his lap. 
You huffed out a breath. 
“I can move on my own, you know.” 
“We like moving you.” 
Bucky knelt between your and Steve’s spread thighs. 
“And you like being moved by us.”
He looked up at you and whatever smartass comment you were thinking of disappeared into thin air.
 “Wider, Stevie. I want to see all of her.” 
Steve responded, spreading his thighs and parting your legs further. Bucky ran his thumbs up the dip where your thigh met your pussy, exploring, his expression intense as if committing every bit of you to memory. 
He glanced at Steve, and that was all the other man needed to guide your hands down to the couch on either side of his hips. 
“Don’t move.” 
Steve spoke softly in your ear, as if too much volume would break through the spell Bucky wove around you three with his touch. Steve released you and you realized that he wanted his hands free, too. 
Lust made your head spin. 
You nodded, “Okay.” 
Out of the corner of your eye, you could see the quirk of his lips. 
“Good girl.” 
Steve ran his hands up your stomach and cupped your breasts as Bucky dipped his head and dragged his tongue up your center. Your body went hot and cold, tight and unfurled, all at the same time.
You gripped the edge of the couch cushions with everything you had and bit your lip hard. It was only when Steve nudged you back to lean fully against his chest that you realized you were frozen in a half sit-up, waiting for Bucky’s next move.
The man between your thighs chuckled, the sound vibrating across your skin to your clit. 
“Let Steve watch, Sparrow.” 
Steve moved your thick hair to the side with one hand and dragged his mouth along the line of your shoulder up to your neck. His beard prickled against your skin, which only made the smooth slide of Bucky’s tongue even more intoxicating. 
Your brain couldn’t handle the onslaught of sensation. 
Bucky’s hands gripped your thighs as his mouth worked your pussy. Steve played with your nipples as he sucked on the pulse point in your neck. A sound came out of your mouth that you’d never heard before, a keening cry that was more animal than human. 
“There you are,” Steve murmured.
Bucky speared into you with two fingers, and then a third, spreading you almost painfully, the sensation completely at odds with the way he sucked your clit. He met your gaze and then looked over your shoulder, and you knew he and Steve were watching each other as Bucky ate your pussy. 
The realization sent you hurtling into an orgasm that blanked what few thoughts you had left in your head and bowed your back sharply enough that you would have fallen off Steve’s lap if both men hadn’t held you down. 
“Oh shit, oh shit, oh my god, oh shit.” 
You were just saying words as you experienced the feelings.
Bucky brought you down gently, giving your clit one last thorough suck and shifted to ever-widening circles as your pulses slowed down. He nipped your thigh and sat back on his heels. 
“We’ve barely gotten started.” 
You blinked at him. 
“I don’t know if I can survive more.” 
“You can take it.” 
This from Steve. He reached down and cupped your pussy, his fingers huge and causing you to dream of his cock.
“Change your mind yet, Sparrow?”
“Is that a trick question?”
They had gotten you off harder than you’d gotten off… well, ever. You weren’t about to stop now.
“I want this.”
Bucky didn’t take his gaze from your face as he unbuttoned his jeans and underwear and replied, “Good.”
You weren’t as polite. You stared at his cock.
Holy shit, you thought.
You’d known he was big, but he wasn’t just big, he was big.
“Oh fuck,” was what you said aloud.
“That’s the idea.”
Steve lifted you and turned you around as Bucky caught your hips. You ended up with your hands on the back of the couch on either side of Steve’s head, your legs wide on the outside of his thighs as you were bent over, tits very nearly in his face. 
You looked from his beautiful eyes down to his jeans, to where his large cock was straining against the heavy material. You licked your lips, but Steve used a single finger to tilt your chin back up.
“Not. Yet.”
Bucky stroked his metal hand down your spine and gripped your hip as he lined up at your entrance and you tensed, thinking he would slam home in one thrust.
Or maybe you were hoping.
Instead, he held you tightly so that you couldn’t throw it back on him, and teased you, one delicious inch at a time. 
“More, Bucky, moreeeee…”
You were desperate.
Steve shut you up with his mouth, his tongue twisting over yours as Bucky shoved into you to the hilt. Steve cut the kiss off prematurely, then sat back with a smirk as Bucky started fucking you.
“Oh. My. GOD!”
Bucky drove into you again and again, making you sob. He felt so fucking good. Pleasure spiraled through you, and you didn’t know if it was Bucky’s cock, or the way Steve was watching, or both, but you were so close so soon.
Bucky stilled, buried deep, then leaned over and braced his hand on the back of the couch, caging you in with his chest to your back. 
Steve moved, sliding down to sit on the floor.
“What are you…? Oh fuck…”
The words choked out of you as Steve captured your hips, his and Bucky’s hands entertwining around you, and then his mouth was on you.
“OH GODDDDD.”
“Not God, Sparrow, Steve.” 
Bucky started moving again slowly, and you weren’t able to do anything but take what they were doing to you.
Steve was relentless, and there was nothing restrained in the way his mouth moved over your pussy. He tongued your clit even as Bucky fucked you, and their hands clasped you so hard, that you were sure there would be bruises later.
The thought brought you closer to the brink.
You were gripping the couch so hard that your knuckles went white, and the wood inside was cracking from your strength.
The sight of Steve's golden head between your thighs, of knowing exactly how close it was to Bucky’s cock sent you speeding toward the edge.
Bucky seemed to read your mind. 
“Another time, and it would be a stroke for your pussy and one for his mouth,” he chuckled as he palmed your breast and rolled your nipple.
“You’d like that.”
“Yes!” you gasped.
Like didn’t even begin to describe how that image made you feel. And when Bucky’s fingers laced through Steve’s hair, holding him to your clit, it was too much. You could only imagine what Steve was doing to Bucky as well as you. And the image tipped you over the cliff.
Your orgasm buckled your knees and it was Steve and Bucky that kept you on your feet. They held you in place as Bucky kept fucking you, his strokes becoming wilder.
How could one person endure this much pleasure?
The pressure built until you couldn’t hold it any more and then the pleasure caused you to release, squirting all over Steve and all of you melted into a puddle on top of him.
You were speechless, as both Bucky and Steve soothed you with their hands, and words that were meaningless murmurs because of the blood rushing in your ears.
There was no mistaking that this wasn’t over yet. And that you didn’t want it to be.
Bucky stood up, and lifted you in his arms, looking at you for a minute as Steve started down the hallway ahead of you, stripping off his clothes.
You heard the shower start as Bucky murmured.
“Been one hell of a birthday so far. Stay with us tonight?”
“Yes,” you managed to whisper as Bucky claimed your lips again.
“Happy Birthday Bucky Barnes.”
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galaxy-stardust · 5 months ago
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Simon Ghost Riley x you
He teaches you the language of his work
You sat cross-legged on the bed, watching as Simon cleaned his gear with practiced precision. The way his hands moved—effortless, efficient, lethal—had always fascinated you. Tonight, though, you wanted more than just to watch.
“Teach me,” you said suddenly.
Simon glanced up from his work, an eyebrow raised. “Teach you what, love?”
You gestured toward the radio earpiece resting on the nightstand. “Your language. The stuff you and the team say during missions. It sounds like code, but I want to understand.”
Simon leaned back slightly, arms crossing over his chest as he studied you. “Why?”
You shrugged. “Because it’s part of you. And I want to know every part of you.”
His expression softened just a little before he shook his head, smirking. “Alright. Let’s see what you can handle.”
He picked up his radio, flicking a switch before tapping the side of it. “First thing—comms check. We always confirm we’re on the same channel before anything else. So if I say, ‘Check, one-two,’ you say…?”
“Uh… Check, three-four?” you guessed, grinning.
Simon huffed a laugh. “Smartass. You’d say, ‘Loud and clear.’”
You nodded, filing that away. “Got it. What else?”
He set the radio down, eyes glinting. “Breach and clear?”
You thought for a moment. “Going in and making sure the area’s safe?”
“Good girl.”
The praise sent a shiver down your spine, but you bit your lip, staying focused. “What about ‘Oscar Mike’? I’ve heard you say that one.”
Simon smirked. “Means ‘on the move.’”
“Okay,” you nodded. “And what about ‘RTB’?”
“Return to base.”
Your eyes lit up. “See? I’m getting it.”
He hummed, clearly amused. “You are. Alright, one more. ‘Sitrep.’”
You tilted your head. “That’s like… an update on the situation, right?”
Simon’s smirk widened. “Look at you, pickin’ things up quick.”
You felt a warm flutter of pride in your chest. “Maybe I should join your team.”
Simon’s expression darkened instantly. “No.” His voice was firm, leaving no room for argument.
You blinked. “I was joking, Simon.”
His jaw clenched, and he exhaled through his nose, running a hand through his hair. “I know. But I don’t like hearin’ it. Don’t want you anywhere near that life.”
The intensity in his voice sent a different kind of shiver through you—not fear, but something deeper. Possessiveness. Protection.
You reached out, fingers tracing his forearm. “I just want to understand you better. That’s all.”
Simon’s eyes softened, his fingers curling over yours. “You already do.”
There was a pause, thick with tension, before his smirk returned. “But since you’re so keen on learnin’, let’s see how well you follow orders.”
You arched a brow. “Orders?”
Simon leaned in, voice dropping to a low, teasing rasp. “How about this, love—‘assume the position.’”
Your breath hitched, heat rushing through you. “And what exactly does that mean?”
Simon smirked, his hands sliding to your waist as he flipped you onto your stomach in one swift motion. He leaned over you, his lips brushing your ear.
“Means you listen, you obey… and you don’t ask questions.”
Lesson learned.
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not-yossarian · 2 years ago
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I hate software I hate people who make software I hate computers. For a small stipend, I could make some of the software on some of the computers slightly less broken. I couldn't possibly be any worse at this than the people who do it now. But nobody will let me, because of the economy
#all i wanted to do was make an account on this personal finance app thing. not an obscure one. big famous huge one#that you would think would do what it's supposed to do at least a little bit.#after an hour and a half of jaqueline from tech support telling me to try different platforms with slightly different settings#i have an account. on the mobile app. i can't add a password through the app and i can't log in anywhere else without a password#i don't particularly want an account anymore (being capricious and prone to giving up on things)#but i entered my bank account info in the one i half-made so i want to delete it#obviously the first step to delete your account is to log in. the thing i can't do.#jaqueline from tech support disconnected (devastating betrayal) (after everything we had been through together) (didn't even say goodbye)#so i'm going to have to try to explain all of this to some new jaqueline who isn't paid enough or given a procedure to follow#when there's an actual problem that can't be solved by a somewhat technologically literate end user#and they're going to be like 'have you tried it in chrome with cookies triple enabled under the full moon after turning it off and back on?#and i'm going to be like i don't want to try it in chrome again i want to arrange a pistol duel#with one or more of your senior backend developers please#and i want my brother's computer science professor to start explaining how ocaml works properly so i don't keep having to drop everything#every time he has a homework assignment due to walk him through it line by line#and then i want my college tuition refunded and a do-over of my entire adult life and a personal heartfelt apology from anyone who ever sai#that you should learn to code instead of majoring in underwater basket weaving#because i'm pretty sure you don't need years of experience you have no way in hell of acquiring#before you can apply for an '''''''''entry level''''''''' job as an underwater basket weaver#and your teenage coworkers at your retail job don't act all surprised and confused and like there must be something wrong with you#(there are several things but that's not the problem)#when you tell them that you're having a hard time getting hired to weave baskets#because the market for that kind of thing is really oversaturated rn actually#and basket weaving is a beautiful traditional art form that also happens to be quite useful#because the thing about baskets is they fucking work.#:wq
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sockeyesoren · 2 years ago
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I love computer
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