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feel like we don't talk enough about the fact that shen qingqiu was fully prepared to die in the invasion of cang qiong to save his disciples, and not just in terms of without-a-cure. when he challenged sha hualing to a palm strike, he expected to die, his exact thoughts were "with this one strike, he'd ensure there were no winners", and he went in expecting his body to self destruct before liu qingge showed up.
it's such an important piece of characterization because shen yuan is often ranting in his head about "surviving at any cost" and "cheating his way out of it", but when he's actually faced with any kind of danger, his very first reaction is to protect the people around him with his life, without hesitation.
#i love shen yuan<3#shen yuan be like 'im so selfish i pick my own life over any other'#also shen yuan: oh youre in danger? i will be your human shield#jumps in front of binghe. jumps in front of his disciples. self detonates. puts himself in the water prison#had horrible sex to save the world#my dude i WISH you put yourself first for once#his worst crime is that he could be considered 'idle'#which is literally just him reading books on his peak and sleeping in between classes#its not that he skips classes because he DOES teach his disciples!! hes doing all of his work#but also reading and sleeping#which is like...... just a millennial Doing His Job#just AH again!! ppl considered shen yuan's worst traits to be that he slept read and ate treats#THATS IT#(in the extra the peak lords said that sqq seemed ''more idle'')#hes such a good guy sobsobsob#svsss#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#scum villain
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What??? Why can’t I keep what I’ve got and not have to pay more for extras I won’t use? I don’t want to blaze anything! I don’t go over the limits for posting, queuing or liking! I bought Ad-Free because I wanted to get rid of the ads and support a website I liked using. Now I have to go back to seeing ads and stop my support! This isn’t what I want at all!
@support @staff this is a really, really, really bad idea!!! Please walk it back or you will lose this subscriber. Just let me keep the plan I have! Don’t try to gouge more money out of me for the same service (I will not use the extras!) or you will not get any more money from me at all.
#tumblr premium#ad free browsing#horrible#i already slept really badly last night and now I’ve got to see this#i've cancelled the subscription fuck it
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new to me 🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻
#hey it’s been a while i’ve been so busy#let’s do quick life update#so a while age I stopped talking to this guy cause he had hinge while we were a thing#like the whole time#well guess what! i’m talking to him again#he’s also an alcoholic and just a horrible horrible person#I am also in this weird no expectations type situation with a guy twice my age#which has been going on for a little over a month now#he’s sooo hot and is interested in all the same things I am. it’s so wonderful. he has insane stories#he’s like a freak though and I kinda hate it a lot#ofc hes a freak hello he’s going after an 18 yr old#why I do this to myself?#idk#couldn’t tell you#I think I thrive off of disturbing my peace#anyways yeah that’s what’s going on#and I haven’t fully slept in like 3 days#loveee AP testing season#70s rock#70s music#led zeppelin#robert plant#jimmy page#i was meant to be a groupie#i need him#robert plant one chance please
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I love how they set taub’s biggest issue up to be the fact that he cheats on his wife. like that’s the only thing wrong with him really. and everybody dunks on him for it. meanwhile wilson has been causally dropping the fact that he’s a serial philanderer since season 1 and nobody bats an eye because there’s just so much else to unpack that it might be the most normal aspect of his personality
#house md#chris taub#love that clinically insane manwhore#james wilson#like yes he is proudly unfaithful and prone to affairs but the emotional cheating he be puttin those poor women through with house is much#much worse#I could tolerate my husband saying he’s slept with other women. like obviously horrible thing to do and I’d be mad. but it’s not outlandish.#if my husband called me up like ‘yeah I need to go take care of my manchild boybestie. he’s having legal issues and I need to#sacrafice my career for him. see ya later!’#I would kill him with my bare hands
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tank top Lanyon from the qna
this was originally a sketch that got noticed by sage but I cleaned it up and coloured it digitally

and yes i am forever going to be SO annoying about the fact Sage liked it
#sorry i took like two weeks to finish this lol#exams ended and i got super horrible burnout and slept most of my free time#the glass scientists#my art#finger art#I'm gonna draw out all the Lanyon simps with this one muehehe#tgs lanyon#tgs robert lanyon#also silly behind the scenes thingy but the name for this piece in my ibispaint was 'tank top lanyon mm 🤤'
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Cold War has me back in its clutches
#i cant stop thinking about them#They have such a complicated but interesting dynamic#they're plaguing my mind every second#ALSO sorry for disappearing for a while#i got horrible sick and literally could not get up so i slept through most of the last several days 👍#BUT IM BACK#call of duty#cod cold war#black ops cold war#cod adler#russell adler#bell cod#bell cold war#belladler#adlerbell#russell adler x bell#guys if i crash out in the next week or so#ill most likely be fine /j#the worms are telling me to draw them#Tw1nkee art♣️
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i feel like my life is falling apart and then my friend makes tiramisu and gives me some and asks if i wanna come to the little gathering on wednesday i feel alone in the world and then another friend asks if i want anything i feel unloveable and then we gather in my room with candles and blankets to watch a film all together until midnight it all becomes so much warmer w friends
#i feel like it'll all be nothing and then over a call he says his friends are proud of me. it all feels too messy to fix and she says she#believes in me . theres a layer of seperation between everything and then she puts her hands through mine. we listen to music together#they drag me to the gym. he carries my bag when the groceries are too heavy. she says she has a special ringtone#for when i call her so she knows to answer. and she asks me for advice and tells me about the girl hes seeing and#were about to put a coffee table in the living room i ask if they want tea#we need to buy more throw pillows and blankets. the mattress we have for guests is used often#sometimes i get tunnel vision but i have reasons to be happy#and im rly grateful#i was in bed today feeling so horribly guilty about having to take an extention and my professor sent an email hoping that i was and to tell#him when i feel better etc. and said hed send a recording of the lecture for me . it like#moved me so much that i started remembering all the lovely thibgs#anyway i havent slept#im grateful for the extension but i alrdy pulled the all nighter djdh ok lecture at 4pm we can sleep until like...2pm
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“I love watching you sleep. Testing how close I can get before you wake up. So far you've never stirred once.”

Commission by @saccharineheartx
#(⸝⸝ᴗ﹏ᴗ⸝⸝) ᶻ 𝗓 𐰁 I 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 how 𝓅𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓎 and 𝓅𝑒𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓁 ⊹₊⟡⋆ my Self Insert looks sleeping ~#Completely unaware of the 𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐅𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆 situation she's in!!#Meanwhile Grant looks SOOOOO 𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐏𝐘 and 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐘 watching her sleep!!!!#The intensity of his stare paired with the little heart high lights in the eyes does an 𝗮𝗺𝗮𝘇𝗶𝗻𝗴 job showcasing his obsession ♥︎#He's so 𝗻𝗮𝘀𝘁𝘆!!!!#akldjf;lKSDL:KNDFLKJndjlkazn#🥴🥴🥴#IWANTHIMSOBAD#WHITE KNUCKLE GRIPS THIS ART#I need him ri𝗚𝗛𝗧 now i love him i love him 𝗶 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺#AHhhhh (⸝⸝⍢⸝⸝) ෆ the color and lighting look 𝐵𝐸𝒜𝒰𝒯𝐼𝐹𝒰𝐿!!!! Especially the details in their clothes and the bed!!!#I lovelovelove the extra 𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗲 they gave her silky pajamas!!!!#hhhhhhOH MY GOD _| ̄|○ don't even get me started of how 𝗵𝗼𝘁 Grant's eye bags look.#The entire quote -> 𝗚𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘁: I love watching you sleep. Testing how close I can get before you wake up.#So far you've never stirred once. Should really look into getting a better lock on your door love.#There's lots of horrible people out there. I wouldn't want anything bad to happen to you. <- WEIRDO WEIRDO 𝗪𝗘𝗜𝗥𝗗𝗢𝗢𝗢𝗢 Σ(°ロ°˶ )!!!!#THE FACT HE GENUINELY BELIEVES HE ISN'T A THREAT TO THE PLAYER IS 𝗪𝗜𝗟𝗗𝗗𝗗𝗗𝗗!!!!!!! get him in my beD NOW#Along with the fact he canonically slowly felt comfortable getting closer and closer and 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐫 to the player as they slept.#To the point he felt comfortable enough 𝗞𝗜𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗧𝗛𝗘 𝗣𝗟𝗔𝗬𝗘𝗥 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗟𝗘 𝗧𝗛𝗘𝗬 𝗪𝗘𝗥𝗘 𝗔𝗦𝗟𝗘𝗘𝗣 💋💋💋!!!!!#How he tells you this so nonchalantly over the phone and when you OBVIOUSLY get 𝐒𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐄𝐃 he loves it. Even asking you afterwards:#𝗚𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘁: Does this excite you sweetheart? You're breathing faster. Or are you just anxious for me to come get you already?#UGHHHhhghGhHDH HE'S THE WORST!!!!! Anyway 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 go commission Saccharineheartx they make 𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗥𝗘𝗗𝗜𝗕𝗟𝗘 art!!!#Unknown VN#TakenForGranted#Self Ship#Self Shipping#Yumeship#Grant Turner#Yandere Visual Novel#Unknown Visual Novel
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I flew back home after spending the week with my family, my wife and bestie had saved my birthday presents for when I came back, and I want to show off what they got me ♡
She got me an illustrated version of Gaston Leroux's Phantom of the Opera! It's SO beautiful, the illustrations at the end of the book made me begin to cry! (If i have to cry, so do yall)



She also got me earrings with beads from the broadway chandelier! The earrings are very pretty, I'll have to find something nice to wear them with

And this pretty little broadway musical pin 🥺

And my bestie got me the collector's edition of Phantom of the Paradise! I'm so happy I don't have to rent the movie anymore hehe (the subtitles are completely wrong and I'm sad about it but at least i have the movie)

#i had an AWFUL morning at the airport tho#i was having horrible anxiety in that massive airport and then they moved me to a different flight and I was there for like 5 hours#after only getting like 3 hours of sleep#its okay i slept on the plane#glad to be back home though#but now im just super tired#im glad i dont have to go back to work until tuesday#gonna watch phantom of the paradise a billion more times eee
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every glimpse we get of Jame makes me think 'no wonder Helena is like that. thank god she isn't worse'
#he's got like 15 seconds of screentime total and i am so afraid of him#it's 6:30 AM i have barely slept and i'm so sick and scared of that horrible old man😭😭😭#are we gonna get some kind of parallel to woe's hollow next week#i can't do that again i'm not strong enough#severance spoilers#severance
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as someone who normally reads a script over on the tv writing site every day while eating breakfast like it's the morning paper, but who didn't have time today because i'm trying to meet a deadline on my own script that i've been slow to work on due to an assortment of fire related stress as a resident of los angeles this week........ i am experiencing some severe fomo over these new spn script drops
#waaaaaa i want to read them now ;-;#but i'd have to speed read to get through a whole one while i pause work for lunch#and i prefer to take my time#also i don't think i'm allowed to call myself an angeleno yet#i've been living here five years and i think i have to hit a decade before that's allowed#hence using the awkward descriptor of ''resident of los angeles''#also if anyone is worried -- we're in a little pocket of the county that has remained safe thus far#so we're fine though we've had go-bags ready all week just in case#but i know multiple people who've lost their homes#thankfully they all evacuated in time but the loss is devastating#and i've been glued to the watch duty app any time i haven't been writing (read: attempting to write)#constantly checking against google maps whenever it looked like something was getting close to people i know#it's genuinely horrible and i don't think anyone here has slept much this week#one thing we *are* dealing with directly at our place is the hazardous air quality. it smells absolutely toxic & is full of ash#enough that it looks like flurries of snow in the air#luckily i never stopped masking so wear an n95 whenever i've had to go outside#cass says things
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I have this rare disease where images of Caitlyn Kiramman utter “You think you’re big tough men?!” and then taking a drag of a cig and downing a pint at The Last Drop while elegantly shooting the toothpicks that hang out of the mouths of the rough-eons at the bar while a mesmerized love struck Vi stares hungrily but lovingly in an opened button-down-white-collar shirt with suspenders falling off her shoulders dance in my head
#it’s sickening and incurable wish I could fucking draw#caitlyn kiramman#caitlyn arcane#vi x caitlyn#vi#vi arcane#violet arcane#caitvi#titanic#violyn#arcane#league of legends#league of lesbians#piltover's finest#****this is so grammatically horrible it’s worded bad I know I haven’t slept in over 24 hours but the intention and heart was there lmao
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last night i was half asleep looking for something to help lull me but it felt like i was going to get contacted by either angels or aliens with my suggested videos
#diary#i slept so horrible again. i really did a number on my neck/shoulders#it’s so hard to do ANYTHING omg and i want to draw so bad!!!!!
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a couple of messages left in my yearbook 😭
this is my legacy
#but i’m officially done with high schoolllll#guys life has been so crazy lately#so upside down#I haven’t slept at my house in ages it feels like#just been couch hopping#I got in a car crash lol#not my fault!!!#ive started smoking cigarettes now for some reason#????#idk why#I also like the 1975 now???#I think it’s an act of rebellion bc this guy twice my age who ruined my sense of self hated them#I blocked him btw#we got in a huge fight#dude I hate that hoe#I did shit for him that was so against my moral compass#never go for the man twice your age!!!!!#it will ruin you#oh I got asked out by a guy in his late 20s?? do I go?? ik it’s a bad idea#ugh i’ve just been so sleep deprived and lost and high too often lately. I just need to get my life together again lol#I will do that soon#I have my first rave soon btw#we’re gonna take edibles there#even though it’s scary clown themed#so probably a horrible idea but we’ll see#ok bye bye ily all sm#70s rock#70s music#led zeppelin#robert plant
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I just. I just think.
#don't look at this for too long i made it in one sitting#1am me was committed#slept horribly after#win few lose many#did duman bite someone or is yllidith just a bad yllidad#the answer may surprise you#(both)#nab draws!!#barely!!#winx club#winx headcanons#winx fanart#winx villains#winx yllidith#wizards of the black circle#winx duman
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i want to be a hero btw if you even care
#slept horribly and anxious about seeing the kids today after friday which is STUPID BUT whatever#so clearly the best way to cope is play the bnha stage play i want to be a hero on repeat :)#and it’s my anime playlist so like the bsd character songs are on there too lol#but iwtbah hits DIFFERENT#same with bewitching screens tbh#anyways ignore me lol#anxiety is DUMB#googles how to have a better back bone and not let everyone get to me#also had to wear a bra today and OW#corey talks:)#stage plays
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