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gomzdrawfr · 6 months ago
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heyo :3 if ya feeling generous!
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 7 months ago
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Out of sight, out of - wait.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#granny wen#a-yuan#It's always fascinating how colours translate from the page to the screen.#It would probably surprise a lot of people to see what some of these comics actually look like in physical form.#My lighter colours takes about 3-4 washes before it shows up on scan which means it tends to ripple the page.#And my yellows and oranges are drastically different colours when scanned compared to the ink colour.#There's about 20 or so comics where everyone's hair is purple - because it scanned in the exact same colour as my light grey.#Wait my book is right here in front of me so I can...yeah...Comics 57-77 were indeed purple.#This is all to say - is it not fascinating how what we see is often not the full truth of what the subject truly is?#Is it not fascinating to open another episode that reminds us that despite everyone's claims they could totally spot the evil YLLZ-#-The man walks around among them for months as no more than a man haggling for deals like the rest.#It's almost as if he's just a person. It's almost as if none of us - no matter what we do are really anything more than just a person.#Your good acts will be overtaken by how other's interpret you in negative light.#Just as easily are people willing to forgive crueler actions if they hold you in high esteem.#But what's real? Is the page I hold the real version of this comic? Is it the one you look at?#Is the man known as Wuxian the most himself when he is alone or on the battlefield?#Perhaps he is and has always been a scared orphan boy lost in the market.#I think there is no good answer to any of these questions.#But I do know that panic rising in WWX as he frantically looks for A-yuan was for more than one boy.#To be human is to have layers around a delicate center. We only really grow around our wounds from childhood.#In other words; Donkey from Shrek would also probably call Wei Wuxian an onion. I'll see myself out now.
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morrigan-sims · 1 month ago
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🎭Rune Lovelace🎭
she/they/he/it | changeling | bard | college of dance | charlatan | former acrobat she is beauty, he is grace, they will punch you in the face!
[some extra info under the cut]
Rune is going to be my character for the new campaign my Monday group is starting!!! (RIP Kiran, who I never got to show off on this blog because he was a Tabaxi, a Dragonborn, and a Thri-Kreen. I'll miss it. Bugs and kisses.) We're playing Heckna! which is a Domain of Dread-adjacent horror-comedy campaign. The entire party is very macabre, and we should fit right in! (But hopefully not too much...)
Anyways, more about Rune. She's a changeling college of dance bard (a new subclass with the 2024 rules, kind of like a combo between a monk and a bard), and they used to be an acrobat at a circus. Since whatever world this party came from is clearly some kind of grimdark dark fantasy setting, the circus itself certainly had its eerie moments. (And of course, it was a magic circus.) When he wasn't up on the high wire, Rune also dabbled in doing tarot card readings for the circus guests, lying through her teeth about their pasts and futures. (While they used their true changeling form while performing in the big top, she used a specific guise when she did the readings, an older woman who used a different name.)
Rune carries with them a porcelain mask, largely featureless, but gilded with gold. When among people who do not know his changeling identity, she pretends that the mask is the source of her ability to change shape, putting it on every time they shift forms.
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#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4 CAS#ts4 CAS#adventures in cas#my sims#cas#dnd sims#ts4 dnd#sims 4 dnd#ts4 fantasy#sims 4 fantasy#oc: Rune#I love them so much. She's outgoing and chatty but every so often says something just ever so slightly unnerving or macabre#and it throws people off. Generally he's pretty likeable though.#Kiran was also a genderfluid circus performer (in all three of his versions) and I really really liked those vibes so I brought them back.#I never got a chance to talk about Kiran on here sadly bc I wasn't ever able to recreate any of its versions in the sims.#Version 1 was a tabaxi open hand monk who was also an acrobat. Died in the session one tpk. (This was a Planescape game.)#Version 2 was a dragonborn moon druid who spent most of their time as a velociraptor. She survived the rest of the sessions.#Version 3 was a thri-kreen swords bard who played bagpipes and dual-wielded scimitars. It could also sing at the same time bc telepathy.#That version died in a not-quite-one-shot from a Reverse Gravity spell. It literally went bug-splat.#(The wizard could have saved me with Featherfall but I was already at 0hp and I thought it would be a funny way to go out.)#(that's where the Bugs and Kisses joke comes from. It was an actual quote from one of the other players after it died.)#ironically we were fighting an insectoid hivemind... Kiran was going to play them a funeral dirge after the fight but never got the chance.#hmm. Need to think of a tarot card for Rune though...#Kiran was absolutely the wheel of fortune.#Rune might be the high priestess or the magician....#I guess I'll have to wait and see how things play out.
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rebouks · 1 year ago
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Previous // Next
[Robin scrambled over the back of the sofa and wedged himself beside Oscar, absently watching TV. Part of him hoped his father wouldn’t wake, but he was a notoriously light sleeper so the chances were slim. Sure enough, Oscar stirred, sleepily wrapping an arm around his son with a cosy hum] Oscar: Mmh-.. what time is it? Robin: I don’t know. Oscar: Late, then… [Robin shrugged a shoulder, the steady rhythm of his father’s heartbeat soothing his frayed nerves; he wished they could just stay like this forever-.. Oscar’s breathing softened as he threatened to drift off again though, reminding Robin why he’d clambered out of bed in the first place] Robin: Papa.. can I ask you something? Oscar: Anything. [Robin held his breath, readying himself for the inevitable barrage of Oscar’s unpleasant memories] Robin: Can you tell me the truth about what Larry said? I asked grandma, but she made me promise I’d ask you too-.. that you’d explain it better than her. Oscar: Is that what you’ve been thinking about this whole time? Robin: I don’t want you to die again… Oscar: I’m not going anywhere, I promise. Robin: You can’t exactly promise something like that. Oscar: I promise I’ll try my best not to, then. Robin: You still think about that sorta stuff though, don’t you? How do you know it won’t happen again? [Oscar sighed as he righted himself and settled Robin atop his knee, wondering what on earth Sidney had told him] Robin: She said you knew the risks-.. why’d you do it? Oscar: I wasn’t thinking straight-.. bit off more than I could chew. I was in a pretty bad place at the time. Robin: Why? Oscar: I like to keep things to myself, but it doesn’t do you any favours; I used to use all that nasty stuff to bury my feelings, to numb the pain it caused me to keep it all locked up n’ keep going. Robin: But everyone has secrets, don’t they? Oscar: They do, the fewer the better though-.. I think you’re as bad as me for bottling stuff up, but it’s so important to talk about things n’ let people help, ‘cause otherwise you’ll just end up finding unhealthy ways to cope instead. Robin: So, it happened by accident? Oscar: Yeah-.. it was pretty scary, to be honest. Robin: But it definitely wasn’t on purpose? Oscar: Sometimes I figured it’d be easier, but I didn’t want to die, no. Robin: I don’t want you to either, not ever. Oscar: It’s normal to be frightened of losing the people you love. Robin: Really? Oscar: Yeah-.. I used to worry about my grandad dying when I was your age. Sometimes it’d randomly pop into my head and I’d wonder what I’d do without him n’ get all pissy with everyone ‘til I could be alone, then I’d cry about it. [Robin felt a twinge of sadness yet smiled faintly, feeling slightly less weird for worrying so excessively] Robin: Sorry I asked grandma first… Oscar: It’s alright, being curious is normal too. [Oscar squeezed Robin tightly, semi-wishing he’d explained a little sooner; he was so mature for his age sometimes] Oscar: I’ll never ever be upset with you for asking questions, okay? There’s nothing you can’t talk to me about. Robin: I didn’t want to make you remember. Oscar: The past is what makes us who we are, buddy-.. I just hope I’ve made enough mistakes for the both of us…
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acekindaneat · 4 months ago
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I'm opening commissions again as things have been getting financially tight once more but I want to continue my education.
I'll be taking 5 slots at a time, which I will be updating via my bio!! So keep watch of that :]
For inquiries, feel free to dm me on tumblr, instagram or email me at [email protected]
ADDITIONAL NOTE: Payment can be half upfront, then the rest of the payment after the commission is done.
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ripplefields · 3 months ago
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I don't go there but top 5 Great God Grove characters 🙏🐛
1. PAAATTYYYYY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
2. inspekta/hector
3. cobigail
4. click clack
5. probably vibiano tbh
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mirror-to-the-past · 19 hours ago
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Oh yeah also Kris and Ralsei give such Ella Enchanted vibes. That's the last thing I wanted to say, k, night y'all
#mr 'park your butt right there' mr 'turns into whatever the fuck you ask for in any given moment'#and then meanwhile kris is out here doing malicious compliance or interpreting actions when they are vague enough#so that they can still feel autonomy or act in ways true to themselves#'ok yeah I'll open the door to Asriel's web history- but my eyes are closed'#'sure I'll say this thing you want me to that I don't agree with in the weirdest way possible so everyone around me#figures I'm lying or picks up on weird undertones'#or- in a more silly topic- 'show compassion = mutual splat on floor'#kris and ralsei truly are two bearers of the obedience curse in their own ways lol match made in heaven of wonky personhood#deltarune spoilers#deltarune chapter 4#deltarune#I really do love Kris so much#the biggest tragedy of deltarune is that I love what I know of Kris' character and want to know more about them#but we can't both exist- Kris can't express their full influence without my own presence and desires impressing upon them somewhat#I can try to be a benevolent dictator- pick options that I think would benefit or even align with Kris#but I'm still a parasite tainting how they bond with others and straining their very mannerisms#I wish we could both coexist... my poor child... I like them so much but they cant stand me out of practicality and discomfort at least#and strong guilt and moral opposition at worst#in many ways it feels allegorical of remaining as a parental figure in the life of an aging child who is reaching for independence#you can be kind and want the best for them- but your mere presence may restrain how they are able to learn and feel themselves as a person#kris is the aging child I want to nurture- and kris is the stifled one#sorry the coming of age narratives are makin my brain a certain way#people often get rightly frustrated of what often feels like a wide media obsession of exploration of adolescence fiction#as opposed to exploring other developmental stages- and I agree in that I would love more stories centered around honest portrayals of#the elderly (if you have books/movies/shows suggestions hmu)#but deltarune and other stuff (kh twewy etc) really is reminding me of just how compelling adolescence can be when paired with the fantastic#like. sure we're all doing crazy wild magic shit but tear back the curtain and it's all about these kids who are weird and misplaced#and their integration into the wider world is magnified by this magical and desperate world of a medium#and just. agh I love it. I understand why writing about teenagehood is fun. it's so honest and vulnerable at its best- like in deltarune#I see aspects of myself in all these funny guys from when I was younger and it's. making me feel things again
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handweavers · 1 year ago
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have been dyeing and spinning for long enough now that as i'm sorting through my stash i keep finding bits of unlabelled wool that i am 100% certain i dyed myself but i have no memory of doing so and i have to go back through my old dye notebooks to figure out what breed of fleece it is
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warm-mangoes-with-chai · 2 months ago
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Just found something after 3 years,,,, life is with living still,,,,🥹
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Bottom line? NEVER give up, my fellow yuri soldiers 🧡🤍🩷
#I'm actually so happy i can't believe it#it was just this specific acoustic song and matching thumbnail but i for never find it no matter what i looked up#as I'm listening to lofi i get tired so i go to a section of the playlist w my usual repeats#i let another lofi mix okay after n lo n behold - as I'm searching 4 the video again in another tab i hear the opening chords#I've been yearning for🥹 n then as i found that. i just became hyper specific w my inquiry n found the wallpaper used for the thumbnail too!#i think the specific vid I've been searching for was taken down bc i think it was a cover of this song. this is more lofi#but the one I'm looking for is more acoustic. just guitar n piano. I'm wondering if myb THEY were first n lofi beat them in popularity? idk.#but I've got the song n the wallpaper. I'm still looking for the acoustic ver but if it comes to I'll learn to do it myself :D#wait I've been listening on speaker this whole time but i just plugged in my earphones- this is definitely a remix. the search is still on#but i really needed this bc I've been messed up since this time yesterday. why did nobody tell me gachiakuta has an SA plotline. hello#it wasn't handled that badly but it fucked me up so bad. i ended up staying up till 8 and sleeping till late afternoon#i couldn't get my bearings back till like. 6am. bruh.#ig i have to look up warnings for all ongoing stories too huh. man.#on that note. it ended on an ominous note n granted I'm not caught up but if the author kills the victim there's was no point to any of it#I'm tired of stories of abuse being used for shock n ending with the victim dead or in the same spot#granted i do think the author was trying to explain the effects of that kind abuse and ways to move forward but i hope they commit.#otherwise they could've left it out and i wouldn't have spiraled so bad yesterday.#on that note - the recent influx of degenerates advocating 4 gross shit in fandom spaces???#i kno I'm already ia from here but i might leave twit too 4 a while bc as a victim it's so hard to deal w the fact people don't care at all#genuinely gross n disheartening. huh#but anyways. found my random yuri wallpaper n lil song. im getting caught up w green yuri n hikaru's summer- u kno#kagurabachi kaiju no 8 undead unluck#i would've finished undunl last December but it genuinely brings me so much joy that i didn't want to end it so soon so i put it down#i just love fuuko n dem do much. my motherfucking family 🥺🥺#man I've missed rambling in tags. hahaha#ki log#music
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fluxweeed · 1 year ago
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hey. hope this message doesn't bother you. I love you. I love your work. you are one of my favorite fic authors, I am absolutely obsessed with everything you write. reread everything ten times over, drarry or not, fluffy or angsty - even when it absolutely shatters my heart (e.g. for lack of wanting, SUCH a great fic btw i'm so obsessed with it). the four doors? life changing. two to lie and one to listen? engraved into my brain for eternity. what's mine is yours? what a ride holy shit, im VERY normal about it. wrapped? my comfort read. and so it goes.
if I could aggressively smother you with kudos and love I WOULD!!!
awhile ago you said that there's no such thing as "big deals" in fandom and I 100% agree but at the same time you are a big deal TO ME!!! not in the sense of any kind of hierarchy but purely based on the fact that I think you are such a cool person and your writing is amazing and poignant and your presence in fandom makes it so much better. it's been a pleasure following you here on tumblr and just reading your tags and posts.
idk I just think you rule. that's it. thank you for hanging with us. MWAH 💛
ahhhh anon sorry for leaving this message sitting in my inbox for a couple of days but !! i have zero idea how to react to this!! you're so kind!! thank you!! please discard any and all inclinations u have that i am a cool person bc i can assure you i am NOT!!
#tumblr tag essay time? tumblr tag essay time#why can't i do this in the main body of a post u ask? pure obnoxiousness ig idk#scarier when it's not greyed out and in a little whisper innit#1) anon i love and appreciate you + your kind words so so much but i rly cannot stress enough that literally nobody here is a big deal 😭#like i know u don't mean it in That Way but even so!!!#this is a hill i could write another 1k words about before i die on it again but i will spare u 😅#2) ur also v v kind to say the thing abt my presence in fandom#but unfortunately i'm coming to terms with the fact that my presence in fandom is v much on the sidelines#a non-presence#i'm embracing my role as the crotchety old hag who does not attend the functions#i have a hut in the woods and u can find me there (here in tumblr tags) muttering to myself#occasionally i'll wander into the town square (ao3) and present an unnerving thing i made from mud and twigs (a fic) and then i'll fuck off#that's about all i can handle in terms of group settings i think 😅#but the door to my hut (my DMs) is always open if u want to stop by!#3) i can't even begin to acknowledge all the nice things u said about my fics kjhsdf you are truly too generous 😭#let me smother YOU with love!!! cmere!!!#4) this is the second nice anon message i've had in the last couple weeks which is !!!!#anon(s) i'm kissing you wherever u consent to be kissed!!!#but ofc now i'm paranoid ppl will think i'm sending these to myself skdljf#can't stress enough how open my DMs are on here/twt/discord if ever u wanna chat in a way that i don't have to post publicly to reply to 😅#5) i'm soooo sorry about these tags#could have just said “thanks!” couldn't i#please put me right in the bin#anyway sorry again thank you again ilu very much ❤️
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kakusu-shipping · 2 years ago
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Guess who's finally trying to understand Self Ship Moodboards
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songsforthedeaf2002 · 7 months ago
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my bpd & adhd fighting over which one will ruin my life first
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EDIT: i have no idea how total strangers are finding this but please stop liking this if we're not mutuals. what's happening why are strangers here. sorry i'm sure you're nice but please leave me alone
#keatposting (sad edition)#Do not click more tags or whatever if you don't wanna deal with my bullshit i just gotta SAY IT ⬇#i repeat do nottt open tags if you don't wanna hear my bullshit ⬇#i'll get over it in like a day or two. Anyway#on one hand at least half of my brain is convinced none of my friends actually like me and even if they do i'm like very low priority#and i should actively go out of my way to make myself more interesting so i can finally feel worth it for once and not feel detached from#like 90% of people i know. like seriously i think there's maybe 3 or 4 people i thoroughly enjoy talking to during these moments#which is scary lowkey because if i get another FP i'm actually fucked. (i don't see any signs yet at least not any of the negative signs)#but on the other hand i'm too busy staring into nothing and doing and thinking nothing so i just forget what i was worried about in the#first place but the sinking feeling in my heart is still there and i don't really knowwhy because I forgor 👽#and because i do nothing i end up feeling irritated at myself for not doin things and at others for trying to get me to do things#galloping coroners (i can't spell the band name from memory for the life of me) SAVE ME#they give me that horrible feeling in my chest sometimes so maybe i am Not so stupid & shallow that i can't feel anything from art#cause i do... these guys get me.i don't know a lick of hungarian but i feel the music in my bones...#I mgiht be stupid though i think i am i think it's a mix of the adhd & learning disorder i have not been diagnosed with because my family-#-and therapists and doctors think i'm just hard on myself. Yeah i am because i have an untreated disability duh#i'm gettin off topic. i should go listne to something =P
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gfwooyo · 1 year ago
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what songs would you recommend to someone who wants to know what kind of music ateez makes?
ooooh okay this is a hard question bc their discography is SO diverse I feel like they really experiment with everything but this chart (missing their latest album) is a super helpful starting place if you know what kinda vibe you prefer
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but my PERSONAL favorites that also show their range are inception, hala hala, turbulence, halazia, promise, take me home, be with you, cyberpunk, mist, guerrilla, eternal sunshine, answer, the real, django, fever, and outlaw (also shout out to silver light, youth, it's you, and crazy form from their most recent album. also everything if u like ballads and matz if u like hip hop) (it's killing me not listing more songs like it's actually painful they're soooooo good)
they're def more known for their anthemic songs and their performances but they have suuuuch a varied discography I feel like everyone could find something they like! also this flow chart is cool if u don't like that other chart
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it's missing halazia and the world series but it covers the majority!! and then finally this tiktok is a cool way to quickly see but just know even this barely scratches the surface
sorry I couldn't give u a simpler answer and info dumped but thank u for giving me the opportunity 🫂
ps. HIGHLY recommend looking for performances when u find a song u like bc they're so fucking good. mvs too if it's a title track
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jlf23tumble · 1 year ago
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I sent the anon about a lack of gay rumors about Harry. I don't think you read all I said because I never said he was straight and I never said there weren't any gay rumors. I even said that I didn't think he was straight. I was asking is it possible that all these women who said they've hooked up with him, and there are tons, all lying and were put up to it by Jeff? Like the bachelor contestant? Love island contestant. Influencers, models. Is it all lies or is it more likely that he is bi?
My apologies, I had a lot of similar asks come in all at once that were a) long-winded, b) didn't clarify what they were asking, and c) went off on tangents that kept me stuck on the first bit, and in this case, yeah, I got stuck on your ask's "there aren't any gay rumors" about him because, uh, there are?? Like, a lot?? To answer your question, I don't think Jeff has the ability to encourage random women to make that kind of claim (or the interest: it seems like a lot of work, and he reads as a shirker), and as a rule, I don't think women are liars. That said, are there really "tons" of women saying they've hooked up with Harry Styles, like, truly? I can think of one or two one-off anecdotes, but it gets muddied by media speculation, randos "connecting" "dots," or people linked to him officially. And all of THAT said, I have no clue as to Harry Styleseseses' real-life sex life, but since you ask, sure, he could be bi! Annnnd I think he could also be exploring his own sexuality in a much deeper and layered way than a lot of people in today's tumblr.biz fandom space are ready to consider because, frankly, a) they can't handle too many levels of nuance and b) don't understand that the deepest, most private real-life facets of someone else's sexuality are none of their biz. And that pulls in another part of this ask that kind of raises my hackles, and it's the "is it all lies" bit because none of us are owed the truth from someone we don't know. We see *maybe* 5% of any person's actual lived life! Anyone telling you they have it all locked in w/r/t a stranger is full of shit!
ETA: check out the replies for stuff I should have included but was too sleepy to really get to because YEAH, NAILED IT FURTHER
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defness · 1 year ago
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→ drawing the same pose over and over again and feels cringe
→ realizes that these drawings are simply pre-ref drawings to figure out one's design so I can Draw Them
→ no longer feels cringe
#jic ur wondering why all of them are drawn w that same arms out legs semi open pose#do i obsessively worry about this to an unhealthy degree? yeah#do people not verbally tell me that seeing me draw the same pose over and over again is Boring or Lame or stupid or smth? yes but i get#like. stupidly anxious and start thinking about things like that which i obviously know probably isn't the case and that in actuality#no one cares about how i draw more than i do#but it's still difficult not to ruminate on thoughts of people subconsciously rolling their eyes at my art because its so plain and boring#and static and stiff and it doesnt feel lively and dynamic like the artists i aspire to be like#but then i also remember im only just starting my art journey. by this year I'll only have been drawing for 4 years. 4 YEARS.#which seems like alot honestly? especially w the progress I've made#but most; if not everyone who isn't me have spent 7+ YEARS of drawing and i remind myself that. oh#yeah! im on the same path they were#maybe they had the same issues i did#but ill get through it :) i want to experiment more this year w my art#i say that but i need to COMMIT#i need to commit. to actually put in effort to learn posing and perspective instead of trying to lazily scrawl color on a digital canvas#but it all seems so daunting#but; you know; in time it'll come. seeing the difference only a few months has done to my art is also truly refreshing#it lets me know that im still learning and improving my technique and that really helps iron out any anxieties i have.#sorry this got super rambly super quickly lol
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eddsworldstuck · 1 year ago
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i am once again jumping around in writing and wrote part of a chapter in act 3 while writing more of A1C1
and i am not okay
it was very cathartic tho
...i wrote it at 2 in the morning
on my phone
...do i need to mention again that this AU was revived to be a representation of my grief and help me process it, after playing both persona 3 portable and reload made me think about its core theme quite a bit?
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anyway have this doodle from last month from my doodle psd cause it's cute and to offset the sadness (guidesprite duo cause they both merged with their guidesprite when ascending)
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also the height difference is pretty accurate (heightcomparison.com)
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