#i'm kind of just staring..
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world building tamaran from the ground up has taught me a lot about societies... because i used to think tamaran would have been a great system to blueprint for a utopian planet. on the surface level, it has really good hallmarks for greatness... but then they send their children off world to train for a war they don't understand, usurped & replaced the throne of a child with her sister & shunned her to the point of hatred, they are so deeply embedded in religious / scientific / magickal psychosis that it's hard to pinpoint where exactly their prejudice towards other lies... and then... the planet fell so.
#i'm kind of just staring..#kori & kom never had a chance#i'm sure my actual thread will be finished by tomorrow night#from terra ⋆ out of character.
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blind bag pony minty ☆
#mlp#mlp fim#my little pony#mlp g3#mlp toys#blind bag ponies#mlp fanart#my art ☆#my pony art ☆#i've kind of had artblock for the past few days and i keep feeling like nothing looks right#so i wanted to finish a drawing to prove to myself that i could#and I'm sure if i stare at this long enough i can come up with loads of reasons why it looks really bad#but i will try not to 'cause that never helps and just makes it harder to draw#it's probably fine
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hi friends. sorry for my absence. i was out having fun until i wasn't. and now i am here to embarrass myself.
i had what was supposed to be a regular check up with my specialist today that didn't go very well. long story short, i have to have a small procedure here in two weeks that's gonna put me out of work for a few days, which would be fine if it wasn't for the fact i used up all my PTO after getting an infection a little while back, and my job doesn't give sick pay/time.
i'm sure things will be fine (though my jaw already hurts at the thought of what this bill might be if insurance doesn't cover it) but if you guys would like, you could support me here (:
i post pretty regularly if i can manage, and you'll also get early access to my works. right now i have the next chapter of "you're an angel // i'm a god" as well as the first couple chapters of a ghost x fem!reader story that hasn't been posted to tumblr or AO3 yet!
obviously no pressure, and know that i'll be fine no matter what, but here's a little update that no one asked for, and i hope you guys are well <3
#ilium revelation#totally didn't nearly cry while leaving the drs aha-#this is usually where i haha funny trauma dump but#honestly i'm just so out of it that i can't even do that much just stare at the screen#i'll probably be taking it slow these next few days and being kind to myself so sorry if you don't see me around for a bit
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Do you mind drawing Blitzbee and Blitzop?????, I just think it would be really funny if Blitzwing somehow managed to bag two Autobots and him being all smug about it.
And if your fine with it, maybe have set in your Shockdad AU, just think it would be extra funny (bro died by bagging the wrong bot). Only if you want to of course
(I just really like your artstyle + how you draw Bee and Blitz, so fun!!!!!!)
VERY BOLD OF YOU TO ASSUME BLITZWING WOULD BE SMUG.
This is the only time I'll draw BlitzBee because Blitzbee week is happening and I wish those people happy art-challenging. I respect it as a rarepair that got popular but it's really not something I can imagine nor want to create for.
#crispy answers#I drew this because I thought it would be funny but now that I stare at it I kind of just feel sick.#I like how it came out but just.#I wish I hadn't#tfa#maccadam#transformers#blitzbee#I almost don't want to tag the other ship because it feels kind of crushing#to be asked to draw a ship I don't like instead of the rarepair I spend a lot of time and effort into#i'm sorry anon. i hope you don't read these tags#blitzwing#bumblebee#optimus prime
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he's coming
I'M NOT READY
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 13 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 13 spoilers#OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OHMYGODOHMYGOD#armor of the dawn silver card...#(ahhhhhhh and the retrospect of sebek's card being the armor of eternal night AHHHHH)#show me the card twst. SHOW ME MY BOOOOOY#the schedule looks like it isn't even split up?! it's just going to be all of 13 at once?!#oh my god and lanterns goes til the 5th are we seriously#are we seriously maybe getting THE END OF EPISODE 7 NEXT WEEK#i know i said i wouldn't believe episode 7 was ending until we got diadorm reruns...but also. BUT ALSO#wishing lanterns you truly were the eye in the middle of the storm weren't you#god. if it really is the 5th then we gotta be getting the card reveal on monday or tuesday then right? right?!#welcome back to the best and worst part of twst announcements: the part where all our heads fall off as we shriek WHAT DOES IT MEAAAAAAN#(just me? whoops)#(i am feeling SO validated though between the card name and the timing so brb i'm gonna ascend to my final form of overthinking anime games#(i mean i was like 90% sure we were getting a silver card of some kind)#(but once wishing lanterns came out i was like 'oh maybe we're not getting it before the anniversary then')#anyway of course disclaimer that we don't know what it means yet and for all we know it could be something absolutely unexpected#(who could have anticipated half of these dreams honestly)#(STARING AT TREY)#buuuuuuut it sure does sound like we're gonna get some silver dream huh#perhaps some silver dream where meleanor never died huh#PERHAPS SOME SILVER DREAM THAT CAN ONLY BE SOLVED BY LILIA ACTUALLY SAYING THE WORDS 'MY SON' HUH#at this point if we get out of episode 7 without someone saying 'silver vanrouge' i'm going to be forced to do something drastic#(by which i mean rectify the situation with fanart)#(the best solution to anything)
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my ideal timkon don't get together until they've both already done some queer realizations and dated other guys a little bit, in part because on tim's end, i think he's been in love with kon since he was 17, but at 17 tim didn't even know he was bisexual, forget anything else. and his feelings for kon were so big but also so constant that he didn't even realize they were there or significant because they've always been there and been huge. for years. so he putters along and does his time in the torment nexus (the closet) and languishes a bit but slowly starts to figure it out.
meanwhile kon dates someone, mostly like omg im dating a guy this is ALLOWED !??!?! and its pretty lowkey and casual and doesnt last bc like . super identity issues, right. kon would Never just tell someone, but secrets and casual relationships dont last long etc etc. but just the entire principle of kon dating someone and then being like yeah idk im not really feeling it like hes nice and all but i think hes more interested in like… yknow, my hot bod, than me. its whatever tho. and tim just being SOOOOO mad that someone would date kon and not absolutely adore him. tim will not be unpacking why hes so mad about kon having a shitty boyfriend. obviously its just bc kons his bestie and deserves better. (😶)
so he's just grouchily tinkering on some upgrade for his car to get the grumpy energies out. like WHATEVER! (angrily turns socket wrench) he's not saying kon should dump the guy or anything (angrily turns socket wrench) but he's just SAYING, kon can do BETTER!!!!! (angrily turns socket wrench) and kon DESERVES better!!! kon deserves someone who will treat him RIGHT!!!!! (angrily turns socket wrench) like if TIM was gonna fuck kon he wouldn't do it like a goddamn quickie and just fucking leave (angrily grabs the next size socket and scoots further under the car) like kon OBVIOUSLY doesn't like that so why won't this guy GET THAT!!!! (angry tinkering noises) if he's that shallow he can go find himself a sexy body pillow to screw!!! leave kon alone!!!!
and cassie sitting on a chair nearby is just like. sorry what was that? "if i was gonna fuck kon"? did you just say--hey tim? hey. can you go back a step?
and tim's just. obviously this is a hypothetical everyone considers about kon. look at him he's . you know. besides, tim's just talking as his best friend who wants the best for him! ugh stop trying to read into it cassie, that's not the POINT--
#rimi talks#cassie: only one of us HAS fucked kon and yet somehow *i'm* not the one who's ever started a sentence with ''if i was gonna fuck kon''.#like i'm just saying tim. i HAVE fucked kon. and i have Never Once said those words in that order. fascinating huh?#tim (rolling out from under his car to give her the most withering look imaginable): oh so you're saying you think that's fine then?#like you Wouldn't do better than this guy?#cassie: literally not at all what i'm saying but also DO YOU HEAR YOURSELF--#the narrator: tim would not admit he's bisexual for another 5 months.#a few days later dick finds him on a rooftop brooding so so so hard and goes yeah bud??#and tim with the most thousand yard stare in the world is like. i think cassie was right about something. but i'm not telling you what#timkon#its important to me that tim is kind of stupid. you get that right#he's stupid and cassie is his bestie who means the world to him and also IS going to point and laugh at him for this for the next 4 years#tim#kon#cassie
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Abbot: I don't think we should move in. Mohan: *sadly* Oh, okay... Abbot: I think we should get married. Mohan: But--uh, what... Abbot: Soon. Mohan: Are you pregnant?
#incorrect quotes#incorrect the pitt quotes#the pitt#samira mohan#jack abbot#abbot x mohan#mohabbot#jack x samira#Gilmore Girls#If Jack isn't in the middle of explaining some complex procedure while Samira stares at him with soft eyes waiting for him to finish talkin#And then when he stops she gently asks him to go to dinner with her and he just sputters and smiles and says okay and blushes#If it doesn't happen exactly like that I'm sorry idk whose reincarnation I stepped on to not earn that kind of adorable ask out
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squid game season 3 spoiler
Gi-Hun (after the inevitable Frontman reveal): if i had a nickel for every time I played the games and formed a close bond with player 001 only to be devastated when my choices directly lead to them being killed, and then later find out that not only did player 001 fake their death but turn out to be the person in charge of running the games, I would have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice.
#squid game#seong gi hun#hwang in ho#the frontman#yes i binged squid game season 2 i currently have covid and I've been locked away in my home for the past 2 days what else was i gonna do#also... might be here for the toxic old man yaoi...#was very unexpected but the way in-ho would stare at gi-hun???? girl#i know he was ''studying'' him because he is fascinated by him and why he makes the choices he does instead of running away with the money#but like that's kind of hot. not sorry bc i can enjoy toxic things if i want.#and not like I'm rooting for a happy ending i just want them to fuck nasty and then inho dies because he's a terrible person#if gihun ends up killing inho >>>>>>>#but uhhh anyways season 2 was good just a little messy bc it is incomplete#I'm kinda pissed that they're advertising the next one as season 3 when it's clearly gonna be season 2 pt 2#maybe that marketing doesn't sell as well but it would be less annoying
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She gets really cold when pissed off
Taglist: @solxima @scint1llat3 @distant-velleity @twtysevapr @cynthinesia @h0neybane @viperbunnies @thehollowwriter @wafflethewitchboy @siphoklansan @jewelulu @skibidibabygirl @jadelover69 @savanaclaw1996 @officialdaydreamer00 (ask me if you wanna be added/removed!)
#Those are from the guest room lines btw translated by mysteryshoptls#No but I did this w/o a rough sketch underneath I'm so goated frfr /j#And taru's hair is lwk eating...#She's gonna regret everything she did once her anger passes#Like stare at the ceiling and question all her life decisions kind of regret#But it's okay she slayed#twisted wonderland#twst#twst yuu#twst oc#twst yuusona#twst mc#yuusona#azul ashengrotto#twst azul#jamil viper#twst jamil#I forgot to say#I love the idea of jamil just skedaddling JSBDJDJD#He gotta get away from that guy#Also imagine someone that short pulling you by the necktie 💀#She's tiny#taruchi#azulchi
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nobody look at me nobody talk to me im. I'M REALLY NOT OKAY....

#what the...... fucm.......k......#stares at his topknot lovingly#guys...... guy... s.........#holding back the tears in my eyes#how am I supposed to be normal under these conditions#I have so much to think about now#im just. staring at him#never expected to see him again#I feel so sad and so strange#to be honest I'm not even caught up on part 2 I'm like 30 chapters behind#I just read the chapter today#so I kind of. have no idea what's going on#it's like if you were watching a random show about random people you don't know#and then suddenly. the love of your life appeared#wtf wtf this is so messed up....#I don't want to even work today.....#I missed him so much I cannot#LIKE HOW IS IT EVEN REAL#AND TO BE CONTINUED??! WE WILL GET ANOTHER FLASHBACK OF HIM#I'm. so#hayakawa family pls save me
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okay this is actually just bias now so before you read what i have to say i did warn you. yes illario would never be able to beat lucanis at being a crow or an assassin but you know what he would beat him at. being a lord of fortune. hold my hand as i take you through my mind palace and introduce to you my ideal post-game vision for illario dellamorte
#ONLY HALF A JOKE. I THINK HE HAS MANY QUALITIES THAT WOULD ENDEAR THE LORDS TO HIM#like literally. finally people who would not give a shit that its lucanis and prefer illario for who he is#'i did try to kill my cousin and nearly caused catastrophe for treviso.' (the lord of fortune twirling their hair) 'and then what'#isabela caused a qunari invasion guys. it just happens sometimes. if he looks good and talks great and enjoys gold and glory. well.#also it would be funny for me if tyche gains a weird respect for him for being surprisingly good at this and lucanis is a little baffled#illario dellamorte#txt#veilguard spoilers#sorry that last post had neurons firing. i also think they fired incorrectly but i was allowed to think for too long#edit: i also like the idea of illario disappearing first (picture the melodramatic note)#('i cant stay here' 'your last act of kindness' 'dont look for me' 'i'm sorry' 'take care of the house for me' etc etc)#so when lucanis shows up in rivain. and illario is already there.#both of them r staring at each other like no fucking way we had the same stupid idea.
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Menelaus rambles a lot about not only Helen, but also Hermione. About how she used to say Olive like "Olifs". How she lost her first tooth running too fast and running into a low branch while out with Helen. How he'd sometimes wake up to Hermione leaning over him and poking his face to say, "Dad, can we go see the horses?" even though it was barely daylight. How she was much nicer waking Helen and how he thinks Hermione did that on purpose because she found "dad's face funny". How her favorite color was every color.
And Odysseus listens.
And he thinks about how his son only had a few teeth coming in when he left, teething on everything. How he could only say one syllable with his babbles. How his son needed balance to stand but Odysseus was so proud that Telemachus was very good at rolling over. How his son loved pulling at his and Penelope's hair.
How his son would be talking, walking, maybe even lost his first tooth by now. And he doesn't even know if he'll ever know his son's favorite color.
#Hi get sad with me :D#Odysseus and Menelaus are the Bros™ to me. I love them. Both simps who love their family despite being different in personalities#You cannot tell me they didn't talk about this and how this was painful for both of them :')#To make myself feel better. I like the thought of Athena kind of keeping him up to date :'D as he's her pet you know?#okay so this next bit ain't angst but imagine Hermione just coming in staring in the dark with the classic:#“Mom. Dad. I frew up🥺”#scaring the shit outta both her poor parents. Yeah I know she had nurses with her most likely but it's cute and fun!!!#I'm sorry but that's so fucking funny to me. I think every Parent has experienced that I'm pretty sure.#odysseus#menelaus#tagamemnon#greek mythology#this'll probably flop but oh well xD My homies can get sad with me >:)#odyssey#the odyssey#telemachus#hermione#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#helen of sparta#penelope#odypen
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[ids in alt]
doodles as i try to figure out how to draw these lads ψ(._. )> ichi and desscaras have such delightful hair to draw (as does everyone, but they're my favourites and i'll probably barely get to show it bc they'll get filled in solid black)
#hopefully i'll figure out how to stylize these lads for myself but for now i'm just staring hard at the manga <3#it took me so long to be able to look at togeice and not think “that's julia drawfee (pre-haircut)”#i have never been this kind of person before. i think the julia lookalike tierlist changed my brain chemistry#well. she's closer than blazekin#anyways. real tags now#ichi the witch#itw brainrot doodles#my art#madan no ichi#anyone have thoughts on tagging for ichi?? i feel like just 'ichi' isn't. the most precise#ichi#desscaras#chikutoge togeice#abyssalsnow#world hater majik#gokuraku kagami#richia kagami#kumugi#i never think about how many lads i'll have to tag when i do these...
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Jason Sudeikis as Ted Lasso Seasons 1-3 » T-shirts
#Ted Lasso#Theodore Lasso#Jason Sudeikis#*mine: gif#tedlassoedit#ugh you idiot with that face#stop staring at me swan#I think I got all the T-shirt moments for Ted. Can you guess the two scenes I forgot and had to go back and add???#I've also kept these in order of season/episode appearance and it feels kind of telling#not quite sure how I'm feeling about these and how they turned out#these are all from 2160p video files (I've only worked with 2160 one other time) and the timing of these frames looks off#I did my best to fix and readjust them#to the 5 to 8 people that read these tags let me know if I should keep trying/working with 2160p or just stick with 1080p#can we see a major difference in the image quality? I'm using all my same edit settings here#@chainofclovers I saw your tags about the black Joe Arthur shirt I was/have been thinking the same thing#I'm glad I got my o.g. laptop to power up to finish this gifset (definitely a power button issue)#will I ever make that mirror gifset idea??? probably not but I got a couple of mirror moments here#I almost used the other mirror moment from episode 7 but I wanted a different angle/view#this gifset could've been a lot more of Ted in bed wearing T-shirts tbh#¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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literally cannot stop thinking about this page btw. 'he didn't intend to hide it from you forever but it was too much to share with you at such a young age' but why didn't Shiba himself tell Chihiro sooner? he's old enough now to learn how to fight and to kill and to hunt down the stolen blades, but not to know the truth about what those weapons were used for?? once again we have this weird contradiction between Shiba wanting to protect Chihiro and his memory of his father and Kunishige's legacy while simultaneously allowing & enabling him to pursue this violent, dangerous quest for vengeance. this information about the Malediction & the enchanted blades could have even been helpful to that mission from the start but revealing it would have meant shining a light on a side of Kunishige that hurts Chihiro to see—not because he blames him, but because he knows he lived with the weight of the same guilt Chihiro himself is amassing and repeatedly resigning himself to hell for. at this point Chihiro has both seen & experienced what living with that guilt can do to a person, and while Shiba softens the blow by telling him truthfully how much his very existence helped Kunishige, I can't imagine this doesn't just. haunt a person. and I keep thinking about how many times we've seen people express relief that Kunishige wasn't alone all that time bc they probably knew how it would have eaten away at him without a reason to hope, a reason to try. a guiding light. rolling myself into the sea.
#remember when chihiro told uruha 'we had a good life' vs#'for nearly fifteen years your father struggled in the darkness' vs#'all along you were his guiding light illuminating a path forward'#vs 'we'll learn to do that together' can anyone hear me#yes this is word salad yes this makes no sense but i had a hell of a weekend#and this entire chapter is processing just now at 8 am on a monday and i'm ill about it#the singular braincell is working overtime#it also makes sense why samura was kind of weirdly understanding of shiba having not told chihiro the truth even as he ridiculed him in the#same breath#like samura is another example of how guilt buries a person. rokuhira eyes looking to the future vs samura blinding himself.#i need to stare at the sea#kagurabachi#kagurabachi spoilers#kagurabachi 83#togo shiba#chihiro rokuhira#kunishige rokuhira#liza reads kagurabachi#long post#scheduled
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how have I never thought about how Hawks' favorite hero was Endeavor, when he himself acknowledges that his quirk's greatest weakness is fire and Shigaraki's favorite hero was Eraserhead, the one hero who could take his quirk away
#i am unwell about the parallels between these two at all times but this hit me like a truck#something something the appeal of no longer bearing the responsibility of the thing people have been using you for almost all your life#or something#i've had emotions before about the whole 'you really are so cool eraserhead' thing but like i'm thinking about how technically#afo could have taken shigaraki's quirk away at any time#and shigaraki knew that#he could probably have even taken it and given it back to learn how better to teach him#kind of like what aizawa wanted monoma to do for eri#like. another layer to this for me to rotate in my brain#and also. both hawks' and shigaraki's quirks are so integral to the purpose they've been raised for be that to save or to destroy#me when i do basic reading comprehension: 😮#takami keigo#shigaraki tomura#liza blather#doing the theres no good tricks but old ones dvd commentary and i just stop and stare into the middle distance for a bit
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