#identity crises?
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progrocksandcoke · 1 year ago
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Chat log: Eurayle and Strangelove
[00:43] Connecting node [“Testbody”] to Euryale
EU: Connection established to “Testbody”
EU: Connection confirmed.
-Motor System = OK!
-Sensory System = OK!
-Cognitive Support = N/A
Run Chatlog Interface. Running…
“Strangelove” [ADMIN]: Everything looks good on our end. How does it feel?
E: How does what feel, Strange? S: The body. Do the nerves connect alright? E: Olfactory receptors are nearly unresponsive. Auditory sense is suboptimal. There may be obstructions in the left ear canal. S: I don’t think Teach is that careless, but it’s worth sending him back to the medbay to check. Keep a log of anything that feels off about him: Stiffness, muscle twitches, anything that feels odd. The more we can eliminate discrepancies, the more we can fine tune the
S: Him.
S: It.
S: The connection. The more we can fine tune the system, the more we can test it’s limitations. E: I understand. E: Do you find Testbody uncomfortable?
S: What? S: I’m…somewhat. It’s hard not to see the frame as a person who S: They are a person that existed and had a life and
S: It’s a corpse.
S: But it’s also your body now. It’s strange from where I’m sitting, is all. S: Soon we’ll be testing multiple bodies independent of each other. S: In my perspective, I can’t possibly imagine doing that: Controlling an army of the dead. E: Like the movie. E: I understand, but I do not think it’s entirely correct to the reality of the situation. E: “Testbody” Feels like a distant limb that can be flexed and manipulated at will. It brings sensory data to be processed and interpreted, and I send back motor signals. S: Right. We should probably test it out, in the meantime. Go ahead and run a few laps in it. Make sure it has good balance. E: Understood, Stranger.
S: … [01:32] REPORT: “TESTBODY” Physical examination complete. EU: Aggregating data.
Done. Copying. Done. Sending to Archival. Done. Connecting Chat. E: All tests done. Right leg is slightly stiff, left hip may be out of place. There were also several new errors with his sensory system I did not appreciate under low-stress conditions. S: That sounds like the Dr.’s got work to do. Alright, send him to receiving and we’ll get the report ready. E: the report has been sent ahead to her terminal. I understand you do not get along with the Doctor. S: I don’t think she gets along with people? E: You have that in common E: “:)” S: …
S: Say, Eurie. What kind of body do you want? E: What do you mean? S: If we get to pick down the line. What do you picture yourself as? E: Does it matter? S: Not in the now, but one day you may get to pick. Is there a body that speaks to you? A kind of chassis that you like? E: You are asking a lot of my ability to speculate. S: You’ve never failed to surprise me so far. E: Could you limit the scope of the choices, at least? It may help. S: Okay okay, fair. Um. S: S: fuck. S: I guess which bodies have felt right to you? What would you want to look like? Euryale//Query: Accessing data storage. C:// VidArchive
Query complete.
S: Everything okay? E: Yes. I needed to seek out reference material. E: I have an answer. E: if I am forced to choose, I would like to be “Ellen Ripley” S: What. E: From "Alien" S: So, a woman? E: Is Ellen Ripley a woman? S: Yeha. S: Yeah. E: Woman is acceptable. Body type was closest to the optimal criteria. S: So like, strategically, you want to be a woman? E: Logistical and stratic concerns were excluded from query. Those did not fit in criteria of “Want”. I do not have a sufficient explanation for my choice. Sorry. S: So, you chose to want to be Ellen Ripley.
E: Yes. Is that conclusion incorrect? S: No. It’s what you chose, so it can’t be. Wanting is difficult, but.
S: fuc
S: Wanting is something only you know. S: So you picked good. S: YOu chose well. E: Thank you.
E: What about you?
S: What about me? E: What body do you want?
S: It’s just meat. Whatever body I have is the body I have. It lives, it’s not super strong but it’s whatever. E: Is that an acceptable answer? S: Isn’t that my line?
E: Is not wanting acceptable, Strangelove? S: Look I- S: It’s the body I have. S: Some people like theirs, some don’t. We live, we move on. S: I can’t- S: I can’t find better than what I’m put in. E: Was that the question? If you could find a more suitable body? S: … S: I’ll…get back to you on that. E: Understood. Thank you, Stranger :) S: You too, Eurie. S: :) [Strangelove has logged off]
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espurr-roba · 20 days ago
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Human beings...
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8amira8 · 23 days ago
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been so deltarune pilled lately so I bludged half my classes tdy to draw them
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kitmdrawsthings · 4 months ago
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on the cruise ship of turmoil and despair
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Happy 4/13/2025, y'all!
If the big wigs themselves won't do it, then I guess I'll have to.
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dreamlitkiss · 1 month ago
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Honestly
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tvlandofficiall · 2 months ago
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how do you like gerson?
do you mean the hammer of justice? as far as i'm aware, it's established he's a different person than gerson. it's susie who assumes he was revived by the dark world, but then it's ralsei who clarifies that no, the old man isn't gerson brought back to life – he's a darkner modeled in his memory, someone who has his existence tied to that fountain as a result. he's the hammer, of course, but he's shaped not only by the fountain's own will but by the dust that bore gerson's last will too. that reveal, though, that's what makes susie snap. ralsei didn't tell her something important yet again. but the flavor text and menu never refers to the hammer of justice as gerson even before ralsei clarifies her assumption – it's clear that the hammer being a zombie isn't really the case. he's still his own person, still "the old man" even after that seeming reveal, even if they share a face.
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kelongt · 10 months ago
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2 years :0
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burriburi · 5 months ago
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A mini comic of my character Ceres in the aftermath of Endwalker.
It’s not that she loathes her responsibilities as a hero but rather is mourning the loss of something she realized she loved. Because no one will quite be her mirror as Zenos became.
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foursidecity · 8 months ago
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Chuckling over how this is all the same guy like you just KNOW jay will get his memories back at some point and be like. Fuuuuuuck I'm lame. I'm not cool or edgy I miss my eyeshadow :(
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valeriefauxnom · 1 year ago
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Dragalia Lost With A Distinct Lack of Context:
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(Honestly all of Chitose's lines in this story qualify but I digress)
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(Honestly, part two, all of Mym's stories are a goldmine for this and I actively have to restrain myself from showing all of it)
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wonder-worker · 1 year ago
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Wild how we know that Elizabeth Woodville was officially appointed to royal councils in her own right during her husband’s reign and fortified the Tower of London in preparation of a siege while 8-months pregnant and had forces gathering at Westminster “in the queen’s name” in 1483 – only for NONE of these things to be even included, let alone explored, in the vast majority of scholarship and historical novels involving her.
#lol I don't remember writing this - I found it when I was searching for something else in my drafts. But it's 100% true so I had to post it.#elizabeth woodville#my post#Imo this is mainly because Elizabeth's negative historiography has always involved both vilification and diminishment in equal measure.#and because her brand of vilification (femme fatale; intriguer) suggests more indirect/“feminine” than legitimate/forceful types of power#It's still bizarre though-you'd think these would be some of the most famous & defining aspects of Elizabeth's life. But apparently not#I guess she only matters when it comes to marrying Edward and Promoting Her Family and scheming against Richard#There is very lacking interest in her beyond those things even in her traditionally negative depictions#And most of her “reassessments” tend to do diminish her so badly she's rendered utterly irrelevant and almost pathetic by the end of it#Even when some of these things *are* mentioned they're never truly emphasized as they should be.#See: her formal appointment in royal councils. It was highly unconventional + entirely unprecedented for queens in the 14th & 15th century#You'd think this would be incredibly important and highlighted when analyzing late medieval queenship in England but apparently not#Historians are more willing to straight-up INVENT positions & roles for so many other late medieval queens/king's mothers that didn't exist#(not getting into this right now it's too long...)#But somehow acknowledging and discussing Elizabeth's ACTUAL formally appointed role is too much for them I guess#She's either subsumed into the general vilification of her family (never mind that they were known as 'the queen's kin' to actual#contemporaries; they were defined by HER not the other way around) or she's rendered utterly insignificant by historians. Often both.#But at the end of the day her individual role and identity often overlooked or downplayed in both scenarios#and ofc I've said this before but - there has literally never been a proper reassessment of Elizabeth's role in 1483-85 TILL DATE#despite the fact that it's such a sensational and well-known time period in medieval England#This isn't even a Wars of the Roses thing. Both Margaret of Anjou and Margaret Beaufort have had multiple different reassessments#of their roles and positions during their respective crises/upheavals by now;#There is simply a distinct lack of interest in reassessing Elizabeth in a similar way and I think this needs to be acknowledged.#Speaking of which - there's also a persistent habit of analyzing her through the context of Margaret of Anjou or Elizabeth of York#(either as a parallel or a foil) rather than as a historical figure in HER OWN RIGHT#that's also too long to get into I just wanted to point it out because I hate it and I think it's utterly senseless#I've so much to say about how all of this affects her portrayal in historical fiction as well but that's going into a whole other tangent#ofc there are other things but these in particular *really* frustrate me#just felt like ranting a bit in the tags because these are all things that I want to individually discuss someday with proper posts...
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fumifooms · 4 months ago
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Man whose favorite animal is stray dogs…... And finds his place and role in giving one a tight collar, being the master being the framing of its whole life, giving it directives and direction. Who despite it ruthlessly releases that dog out to be masterless again, knows it to be a deep wound to inflict. Where being wanted, wanted somewhere, by someone, is the most important thing.
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Kainess where just dominating and being dominated in life and agency and control is intimacy. Being acknowledged, your opinion praised or shredded. Being treated as a possession, where ownership is belonging, because the alternative is being alone, or being trash that no one wants. Kainess…….
Quoting Shroomystar: His favorite animals are stray dogs and that's what Ness is to him, an unloved stray dog, but in the end Ness does have a place to go, as loveless as it is— the true stray dog is Kaiser, after all. You were the dog in the end
Men who think of dogs as something pathetic and beneath them that they unconsciously avoid sympathetizing with despite their own proximity to it because it's too vulnerable, themselves being more dog than anyone, I love you....... Kaiser is very explicit about it, he treats other like shit to feel less like shit himself. By making someone else more dog than he is he has to confront his self-loathing less
It's the insulting demeaning emotionality of it, the implication that his feelings and desires have him on a leash, and not the reverse like he'd like to think. It's the dehumanization of it the dehumanization of being a slave to your own humanity & animality and feelings goddddd fuck. You are lower than the dogs you look down on because you have chained yourself and denied your nature, devoted yourself to hating that nature and stampling it, worse than domesticating it, killing the animal- the excitable the joyful the scared the hungry- within you. Until there's only a shell of a human left that's more rabid than the alternative could have ever been. You were the dog in the end... A lost, scared, rabid dog.
I need to become human. I won't be trash, I will be loved, loved, loved.
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zhaliacain · 7 months ago
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Dante: after we broke into his base it’s not surprising Klaus put out the kill order
Zhalia: oh no I got the order before that
Dante: oh you did, when?
Zhalia: in Ireland
Dante: oh okay… I suppose the new Grange Tomb was probably quite annoying for the organisation
Zhalia: no no the tomb was the kill mission, Klaus called me on our first night there
Dante: wait… we were in Ireland for a a week… then there were two weeks before Egypt… and even then it was a week before everything took us to Romania…
Dante: it took you a month between getting the kill order and actually trying to do it seriously?!
Zhalia: I mean I kind of did some small attempts in the mean time
Dante: but not seriously?!
Zhalia: why are you mad at me for not killing you?!
Dante: if you’re gonna kill me at least do it efficiently!
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lenjaysdp · 8 months ago
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jay “rogue” if the designers weren’t COWARDS
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technovillain · 16 days ago
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what if raz decided to actually get his own door after returning sasha's
Sasha can pry his Psycho-Portal back out of Razputin's cold, dead hands. <- things Raz would say to him actually.
He'd probably get one that's mostly red and swirly and shiny like his goggles, though I could also see him having one that has an Aquatos theme, like blue and the little designs from their costumes or stripes.
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