#ideserve it more

[gadgetcopter-moving]

ripjackwalten -> ososan YAY

[newskinfortheoldceremony1974]

they got a new intern but now the intern is sick so basically im doing all the work which is like whatever they dgaf business as usual my fault for being sooooo good at this #understaffed #overworked #dying #WeHaveOneLife #MyOneLife #GiveMeARaise #iDeserve to getpaid more #PayMeMore

[orphiclovers]

(world's most innocent smile) How have you enjoyed my counterplay, dear orphic? I hope it finds you well; your art deserves more attention, anyway.

I must say, you pushed me to make a power play much sooner than I expected. Two entire pieces of art, so absolutely charming, all for a silly little songbird? And with that delightful framing? I confess, I filled my room with laughter when I saw your reply. I was terribly tempted to concede. It was very, very well done. I owe a great deal of thanks to hehearse, who so kindly agreed to lend me the shelter of their wing.

But, well-- I did warn you I wouldn't just let myself be caught. I wonder; have I liked the post yet? Have I deemed my camouflage sufficient? I shan't say, of course. That would be too easy.

Of course, now I have spent that ammunition, so I will have to tread more carefully. Perhaps I'll have to pay you with a hint, if your next move is as delightful as your first.

-your songbird

I saw how you CONSPIRED with my MUTUAL against ME!!!! I thought we had something special....turns out you would rather sing for someone else instead...I see how it is.......I meant nothing to you after all.....

I THINK Ideserve some kind of hint as recompense for this heartbreak Ive suffered....its only fair😒(guilt tripping🤭) Ill forgive you if you just drop a hint.....(threat😁👀) you dont want me to be sad dont you....🥺

[haver-of-wives]

Hey Tommy, just checking in! It sounds like things could be a lot better right now, and I’m sorry about that ;-; There’s no shame in asking us anons for reassurance, u know that right? Also… I’m pretty sure Dream murdering you cancels out the ““niceness””, because no amount of faux kindness makes up for literal torture. A good thing to remember is that he’s still manipulating you, every action of his has an ulterior motive and none of it is benevolent. The sad thing is he does care… about making u suffer for his own evil satisfaction, nothing more. Remember the end of exile? Remember “he was only here to watch me”? Yeah, that still applies unfortunately. I rly hope someone rescues u soon Big Man, I’m not liking the path Dream is dragging you down ;-;

thankk youfor the remidner i apreciate it. adn im surprised anyone still beleives inme honestly. but idont know iftheres any point anymore. im stuck with Dream now. maybe ideserve it. maybe. maybe i deserve Dream

[nemesyaaa]

yes, i know for sure jj is the ass pleaser

I WANTED THIS, I THOUGHT ABOUT IT AND OMGGG TY LORD FOR BEING THIS

- and watching pope and jj kiss? oh my fucking god. i got you frrr, this must be so hot

- anyways they are literally the best bfs ever. popes the more calm and romantic one. He’s the one that ends up cleaning your guys messes a lot. JPOP WIN GUYS

- they’re very much so in denial at first, and they both are strictly dating you for a little. That is until you finally get them to admit how gay they are for each other.

my love for them is insane. i really want both of us, ideserve them

JJ GETTING INTO FIGHTS ? MY MAN IS WILD

POPE IS MORE AFFECTIONATE AND SWEET ? YES YES

my pretty bfs

Can I request JJ and Pope being in poly relationship with a female reader? NSFW and SFW pls if you can

AHHH id love to THANK YOU SK FORB THIS

SFW

- they’re very much so in denial at first, and they both are strictly dating you for a little. That is until you finally get them to admit how gay they are for each other.

“Just admit it, you guys are so in love!” You attempted, watching both boys shake their heads but look at each other at the same time.

“Nope.” JJ protested.

“I mean… I’ve thought about it, but I don’t think I really…”

JJ’s eyes snapped up to meet his, quirking an eyebrow. “You’ve thought about it…?”

you’re wearing a smirk and clapping your hands together in victory.

- anyways they are literally the best bfs ever. popes the more calm and romantic one. He’s the one that ends up cleaning your guys messes a lot.

-and JJ is the more chaotic but charming one. It’s a perfect balance.

- days usually start like this…

“JJ, what did I tell you about leaving your clothes on the ground?” Pope groaned, frustrated as he picked up the boys dirty clothes and threw them into a hamper.

“Sorry!” He shouted from the living room, you giggling at the boys.

- anyways dates are a mix of super cute and also chaotic. Like you guys cannot go anywhere without jj saying some dumb shit that makes you both look at him with a “seriously dude?” look.

- but you both love him for it anyways.

- JJ is also the most protective one in the relationship. Doesn’t let anyone say shit about either you or pope. has gotten into multiple fights for it and will continue to do so, Pope is lecturing him and telling him to stop before he gets locked up and your wrapping his wounds. He is more obvious and loud about his affection.

- and Pope is the most secretly affectionate out of the two of you. He showers you both in compliments, most of them discrete.

- JJ is one for pda and pope is not.

“Jesus, stop- stop, both of you.” He shot you both warning glares, watching you both be those couples who couldn’t keep their hands off each other.

“Oh, so I have a super hot girlfriend and im supposed to not wanna touch her all the time? That doesn’t make sense.” JJ teased, wrapping an arm around you.

“We are literally outside a McDonald’s.”

- they both scream casual dominance !! specially pope

NSFW

- okok AHHH. pope is much more gentle with sex, he’s the one telling JJ to be slower sometimes, to go easier on you..

- JJ is more fast and fervent when it comes to sex. He practically pounces on you both.

- THREE. WAY. KISSES!! All of you love em and they’re just so so sexy.

- and watching pope and jj kiss? oh my fucking god.

- you all pope always have hickeys. Jj just loves them too much.

- if you’re into anal, JJ loves fucking your ass while Pope has your pussy :3 he calls it his hole, and pope calls him a freak for it.

- speaking of freakiness I think we all know jj wins in that category. He dgaf, he pretty much down for anything and everything.

- also pope has the biggest fucking load ever. when you first fuck you and jj are like 👁️👁️ does it ever stop?

- two words. Eiffel Tower.

- you ask to hold them when their soft. And jj is like why not and pope looks at you both like you’re from another planet.

[997]

iDeserve more tattoos, i really do, but.... in this economy......

[vexacarnivorous]

i don't know if this is a serious question or not, but i'll reply as though it is, just because i feel like answering this and that if i rb my thoughts it could start an interesting discussion & could be useful to any starting compsci students ^^

the common rationale i've heard for people doing this (coding problems) is that it's supposed to help you practice:

problem recognition, and where the right data structures and algorithms fit in

gathering requirements for the problem

talking your way through the problem like you will in an interview

coding on a whiteboard or paper, not a computer (google interviews have you code on a whiteboard, for e.g.)

coming up with time and space complexity for your solutions

testing your solutions

personally for me it's also just quicker for me to work on, especially when i don't have the time or motivation to work on actual projects and i don't want to get rusty (also i get given coding problems for homework so i don't have a choice haha). i can work on different problems everyday and see what things i need to improve on, and then target those key areas

that said, i definitely agree that working on projects can be more useful for the programmer, especially for beginning ones. these target actual things you'd likely want to work on in your job (depending on what you want to do), and having to juggle and troubleshoot multiple problems is a good thing to have to experience, especially since any problems you encounter w/ projects are ones that you most likely need to know about so you can avoid it in the future

useful/relevant links (honestly more for my sake):

solving problems:

Algorithm Design Canvas

How To Find A Solution

How To Dissect A TopCoder Problem Statement

coding interview question videos:

IDeserve (88 videos)

Tushar Roy (5 playlists)

Nick White - LeetCode Solutions (187 Videos)

FisherCoder - LeetCode Solutions

challenge/practice sites:

LeetCode

HackerRank

TopCoder

Codeforces

Codility

CodeWars

Geeks for Geeks

AlgoExpert (created by google engineers)

Project Euler (very math focused, and not really suited for coding interviews)

projects:

100ProjectsofCode

Project Ideas & Solutions

"I Need Practice Programming": 49 Ideas for Game Clones to Code

10 Coding Projects for Beginners

13 Coding Projects and Programming Ideas for Beginners

More project ideas to improve your coding skills

Computer Science Projects

Programming Project Ideas: 22+ Top Side Projects for Software Engineers

DevProjects

App Ideas

13 Project Ideas for Intermediate Python Developers

42 Projects to Practice Programming Skills (this one's not for those just starting out, unless you're one of those people who like to jump off the deep end into the depths lmao. it's part of a challenge called #42SkillsChallenge)

leetcode

i dont get practicing by using leetcode over projects why cry over one small problem when you can cry over a dozen interwoven ones at the same time? i thought computer scientists liked efficiency

[tnews-blog2]

Lyle Anthony To Drop Debut Afro Pop Album “The Love Project” Tomorrow

Breakout LGBT Breakout Popstar #LyleAnthony will be releasing his new debut album #TheLoveProject tomorrow.

#YesGirl The Afro-Pop Sensation and South Africa’s very own International #PopStars Winner who currently resides in Los Angeles is debuting his Letter of Love Afro-Pop album to the world. The South African Popstar currently has a new single #IDeserve and his latest music video #LoveWins. The album celebrates Love, Inclusion, his journey of self love, his life, loss and all-around happiness. He is making waves worldwide since the release of his title track and debut single “Love Win,” which first premiered earlier this year and was birthed during the coronavirus pandemic.

Anthony is a singer/songwriter, LGBTQ+ Activist, Dancer, Model and empowers from every angle. The EP will feature five tracks that has reportedly touched many hearts and continues to increase in streams and played on all music-streaming platforms around the globe.

Along with his debut album set to release tomorrow, it marks the 9th month to the day of the loss of his older brother, Lee - who was murdered in his hometown of Johannesburg. The number 9 also means completion, perfection and the end of a cycle. He explains that it is the end of the mourning and the beginning of celebrating his brother and his life through Love, Forgiveness and starting over in this new normal.

His new single “I Deserve,” was written for his brother and to remind him that no matter what we’re facing, we deserve happiness and to start over. Lyle hopes that everyone who hears the song will have a bit of a life changing moment through whatever challenge they’re facing. He also explains the inspiration behind “The Love Project.”

"The Love Project" was birthed when I first wrote "Love Wins" which is the title track of my album and was written on the onset of Covid-19 when I saw a need for a fun loving, happy song during the crisis that left so many saddened, lost and especially with the political climate at the time surrounding the LGBTQ+ community which I love and represent, I felt that so many people, my people needed a reason to smile, laugh, dance and love again. The song was so well received that it made me head into the lab (studio) and write my "Afro Pop" letter of Love with the assistance and production of Carl McGrier and the Wiidope team who have produced for the likes of Jojo, Ciara, Tamar Braxton, Todrick Hall and so many other amazing artists. The album very much represents my love for Pop music and the love for my country and my South African culture as can be heard in all of my songs".

Anthony expressed how much he missed his hometown. “Absolutely,” he said. “More so with the loss of my big brother, being with my family and also my nephew Noah, who was born on 09/04, Beyonces Birthday (who is a huge inspiration to me and my craft).” He added, “LA is great too! Im so blessed to be a South African, like Trevor Noah and few others, who was granted an extraordinary talent visa to be able to live out my dreams and make magic in the US.”

Congrats to the Anthony on the release of his new album.

[phillipbloch]

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is I leave #2017 behind I begin a whole new life this last year was so transitional and tumultuous I have done so much spiritual work and I know I have so many more lessons to go but I #believe this time I know what #Ideserve and I know what I bring to the table so #fellas #brothas #guys #sexybrothas #men #gameon #bringit #showmelove #adventure #humor #hubris #generocity of #spirit #reciprocity #dedication Integrity #honesty #spirituality #faith #love good clear #communication thanks for the #inspiration @lexitelevision #originalinfluencer #phillipblochiseverywhere

[asdfjkl12345678910q]

Maybe I deserve it all. All the anger in this world, all the hatred. Maybe I deserve to be treated this way because I treated her like this. But was this how unreasonable I am? I don’t know, but ideserve it all though. Because even when something was wrong, I’d push it away. Did I get tired of myself? Did I get tired of her? Why did I leave? So many questions left to ask. And here we are burying it with time so that when all is lost, we could no longer feel it. When time has passed we could no longer remember how we used to be. Did I make her this way? Was it all my fault? I wish I knew, because then I’d know what to do. I’m just getting treated like a piece of shit. But was this how worse I was. I don’t think so. After all, I love her more than anything. Our situation was too tough, and she was suffering. Now, I have to suffer too. But how could someone be so cruel. She turns me upside down.

[thenewmizzluvliblack]

I dont want to go back and fourth anymore. I don't want to argue. I don't want secrets. I just want pure, true, real LOVE. I'm exhausted. I know I'm a great person. I'm not perfect! I'm over being told how great I am but yet, IM STILL DRAINED. I want to give my all to who is giving me their all. No competition. Just Us. Tell the world you ready.. I'm ending this cycle. My King will not allow anyone come in between us. No more baggage. My King will reveal himself to me.. I'm just doing me right now. I've tried. I've dropped everything. I've done what I need to do. I'M JUST EXHAUSTED... I CAN'T CONTINUE TO DEAL WITH WHAT'S NOT MOVING FORWARD.. Don't bother me unless you're ready. I don't need to feel like I'm making a mistake. I just want to be LOVED. I JUST WANT TO BE ME.... MY King will come. When he does, BABY I'M READY... IM FOCUSED. COMMITMENT OR NOTHING.......... I'm ready whoever you are... 💜 #imtied #direction #choseyourpath #imsingle #imready #nomore #standing #ideserve #thenewmizzluvliblack1 #timeforchange https://www.instagram.com/p/BxFTrGUgE32/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ciawdj7m34vp

[hooks-and-chains]

it is Feb 19th. I am deep in the pits of pain and self loathing. if I play my cards right I can be in this state again in 28 days when I trry to convince a specialist my life is hell and Ideserve more pills.

[babyawacs]

you?aeh..arejustnotso?d e v e l o p e d like the germans becauseyoudontlet em fuckyou orevenmolest yourknee  .@law .@laws .@harvard_law .@fisa .@snowden @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @law @harvard_law @h aaretzcom #sgerman cmon nowyouknow howgermans are: opposite of frivlouls: add to file FUCKIT. sgerman  they cant solve thesudokus thatguysolves but he shouldbe more ill ogical so it fits to the virginity. allrightallrightallright allright then the total prostitute oftheland. toomany messed and he charged us germans. then he aeh is my german ssssssssssssssexxxxxxxxxxxxx slave ‎ and ideserve his billions from his inventions and

you?aeh..arejustnotso?d e v e l o p e d like the germans becauseyoudontlet em fuckyou orevenmolest yourknee  .@law .@laws .@harvard_law .@fisa .@snowden @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @law @harvard_law @h aaretzcom #sgerman cmon nowyouknow howgermans are: opposite of frivlouls: add to file FUCKIT. sgerman  they cant solve thesudokus thatguysolves but he shouldbe more ill ogical so it fits to the virginity. allrightallrightallright allright then the total prostitute oftheland. toomany messed and he charged us germans. then he aeh is my german ssssssssssssssexxxxxxxxxxxxx slave ‎ and ideserve his billions from his inventions and

you?aeh..arejustnotso?d e v e l o p e d like the germans becauseyoudontlet em fuckyou orevenmolest yourknee .@law .@laws .@harvard_law .@fisa .@snowden @ap @reuters @bbc_whys @france24 @law @harvard_law @haaretzcom #sgerman cmon nowyouknow howgermans are: opposite of frivlouls: add to file FUCKIT. sgerman

they cant solve thesudokus thatguysolves but he shouldbe more illogical so it fits to the…

[truthskil]

#tbt❤️ Every day I must wake up and remind myself that I AM worthy, that I deserve great things and that I am enough. I must say these affirmations every day; I have gone through many days and nights believing that I was not worthy. In the past, I would wake up with a negative attitude even before I opened my eyes. These were the days that I worked for less money and less respect because no money was not an option. These jobs I worked also treated me as an option while I worked there. I believed that I was not enough and that I deserved to be only an option. These thoughts and beliefs have crept into my head and stayed there for so long, that even without being in the environment of jobs that I have had there are thoughts that still want me to believe in their false truths. These thoughts make me sad, deeply sad. So, no longer will I do that to myself. No longer will I let my financial situation or jobs or lack of jobs allow me to believe I deserve to be treated as less. No longer will I believe the negative thoughts that creep into my head. So, today I will believe I am worthy and I am more than I have thought about myself. Today I will love myself. SKiL #loveyourself #todayloveyourself #sadthoughts #mindtricks #dailyaffirmation #positivevibes #positivethinking #instadaily #notanoption #iamworthy #ideserve #iammorethan #smiletoday #mytruth #lovemyself #SKiL https://www.instagram.com/p/BozSYlVFzUm/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qv5j1ezlbs8e

[elinormillerblog-blog]

I love what yoga teaches me... In this morning practice, we worked on our balance a lot. I noticed that the more I focus on my core, the less I need to us my hands. Just like in real life, the more I am connected to myself, the more I am clear about my values and my goals are the less I have to do... I will most likely do things right in the first time, the path will be clear, I will not spend time on rethinking everything I do. When I am making those decisions from my heart when I am in sync with who I am there will be no mistakes made. As we were finishing our practice, I was laying there in the dark, trying to relax... I didn't allow myself to stretch my arms and legs as far as I wanted, I was thought I was getting out of my math to the person behind me... So I didn't enjoy my favorite part, stretching and relaxing after class.... I didn't enjoy it as much to find out that that I was far enough from the yogi behind me, I never touched anyone else's mat.... It made me think how many times in life I am not allowing myself to stretch as much as I should, to take the space I deserve just because I am too concerned that it is not my space.... I know better, I wouldn't be here if there wasn't a space for me, the creator made enough of everything for all of us, all we need to do is accept it, allow it to become ours.... I learn that unlike most of us think, the way to get more is not by fighting for it, is by allowing it to come into our lives.... May we all allow ourselves to have the space and everything else we deserve. Namaste, Elinor #y2yoga #space #Ideserve #livepurposefullytoday

[steviehapless-blog]

Here it is again. That same old feeling. Not scared of death again because life seems to want to throw me under the bus and make me hang on while my body scuffs the pavement and I acquire every injury while remaining alive to tell the tale.

My best run on sentence, maybe. I dont want to exist, the pain is too much of a burden. Not suicidal though, I just don’t care if I go, I wanna make sure everyone else is okay and then at the end of the day, If I am not, oh well.

 Too many times I have stayed up late fighting for my life. Debating an ER trip, debating if my heart is going to murmur another time or if I’ll be able to sleep again. If I will be well enough to make my daughter dinner and tuck her in, to keep my cool, not yell again. Pardon my french, but I can be a bitch, a shitty fucking mom and I dont fully realize it until it’s quiet. Its the end of the day, my thoughts come out to play and my daughter is peacefully snoozing away. SHe’s so beautiful, precious and most importantly smart. Shes a million things I’ll never be, she is so much more gorgeous than most art I’ve seen. All of my babies are. But that’s the thing, I’m not good enough. I never will be. I have too many things wrong with me, I overthink, I overanalyze everything, I throw myself into panics and I take things way too seriously, but that feeling comes again.....where....I am just like....fine life, you can get rid of me, give me to death, seems like that’s what you’re wanting. I get tired of fighting these all night battles to keep my heart rate stable, to make food for myself, to rink some water to ask someone for help. Not like most my family gives a shit, the ones I thought should anyway, my mom cares only about herself and talks about how much she loves us but her actions show she has always loved her boyfriends more.

stranded. alone. isolated. the only person who I thought gave a shit thinks being 70 miles collecting paper for some wench who thinks its a good idea to have a 7 day minimum notice if you need to leave work for A FUCKING DAY.... I could be gone in a day....whether it would be by nature’s plan or I just choose to walk away, I cannot, i will not be treated like I’m just an inconvenience, but the thing is I know I am....but to be treated like it hurts twice as bad. I need nice things to be said and to feel like I matter to someone, other than my children, or child, the only one who understands who I am and she would rather be with dad.

today I let death win, again, this is not about suicide, this is about not fighting life if it just wants me to die. Yes, i might have a purpose in life, but if life is wanting me to die, isn’t that my purpose? Why do i HAVE to fight? Death will just take someone else and intensify my pain to makeup for not taking me.

Some of my babies don’t know me and people don’t love/treat me the way Ideserve anyway.  so if death wants me...it can have me. I’m not fighting  fate anymore.

But I’ll have you know, what I really want is to just not be unhealthy anymore and to live each day without this pain and suffering....  I dont WANT TO DIE, I just dont want to FIGHT anymore.

goodbye