#idk. idk. so so sick of being perceived
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pir8 · 2 years ago
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so sick of having to be a real person..... i wish i could be invisible and not have to interact with anybody but Also all my friends know who i am and love me. i just dont have to ever express who i am or anything about myself while still getting to know people and experiencing all the benefits of mutual human connection. i think this is a fair thing to want
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iwanturfeelins · 2 months ago
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get me out, i need to leave the country,,,,,
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favorskill-moved · 9 months ago
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hrmmm
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elytrafemme · 2 years ago
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also like. life update. since coming to college i think i've decided i want to be less online in general, because i don't think it benefits my mental health to be on any online website too much. i know i still have strong ties to fandom and whatnot but i'm trying to reconcile my relationship with the things i've created knowing the headspace i was in when that happened; cs is more of a diary to me than anything, at least where i'm at currently. i DO want to be on discord more this break because there's people i want to VC and catch up with-- but ultimately i think i'm like exactly the worst kind of person to operate with any kind of stability on the internet so we're going to mess around with what that looks like for me for a while. love u guys and once finals are officially up in two days i'll be back to say hi :]
#nightmare.personal#i just think like. idk. i don't really know how to compassionately phrase this#but i realized with all the stuff happening in the world that like.#it's just far better to host those conversations and do those actions irl?#for a lot of reasons. one of the major ones being that its easier to weed out people in real life who are like#wildly antisemitic and awful shit like that. vs being online its like people do that for breakfast#it's also just easier to do meaningful things. so then kind of from that i was just thinking and like#it's weird! because i don't miss the act of posting or opening discord or anything#but i miss the people. but also the way you interact with online friends is so distinctive?#like i can't just get everyone's phone numbers. it'd kind of be sick if i could but you know. everyone feels diff about internet security#so like i'm constantly drawn back to tumblr because i miss people and same with discord#but i don't really adore being on here that much so it's like. really weirdly perplexing#i'm also so goddamn bad at keeping up online friendships and everyone i know here has the patience of a saint#which i deeply appreciate it's also just kinda like.#if we were here in person i could so much better convey my appreciation for you all#so i just hope you know that i do appreciate you. it's weird.#i also have to separately reconcile with the fact that i'm an evolving person IRL#but online that comes at a lag? so like i don't even know how anyone perceives my personality#because it's not that i ever really faked it its just kind of like. we all start somewhere#i don't know what i'm saying. it's disorienting is my point.#i guess i could fix this if i got the discord or tumblr app but#i'm not going to do either of those things but like. i don't know#i wish i talked more regularly to people but the actual process of doing that feels so odd to me#i dunno. we party
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debtsunpaid · 2 years ago
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thinking about john constantine, personification of a black hole, VS manny, personification of the sun.
a creature who by nature is lightless, whose assigned guardian is a creature who by nature is brilliant. an annihilator, an insatiable eater, a freezing thing that drags you closer, VS an eternal creator, an essential provider, a burning thing that can only nurture from a distance. collapse VS equilibrium.
like?? no wonder manny's fucking evil, god hitched him to a dying star and expected that to bring him peace.
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digyoman · 2 years ago
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thinking about earlier this year and even last year when i was so deeply hyperfixated on lloyd & he was all i could think about and yet i barely shared any of my thoughts on here. i kind of want to kick myself about it now actually because i know i had so many things to say and so much i wanted to do but i never made it happen. why was i a coward.
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joyridingmp3 · 2 years ago
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boss just sat me down and basically asked what's wrong with me again
#i went home sick last friday and i guess someone said i did something wrong at work#when im 99% sure i didn't??#anyway. they also think I've been quieter lately#i feel bad. im mad because of the whole situation with my shitty coworker#but my boss slipped up and said 'we're friends - well. sorry. we're not /friends/ I'm your boss but -'#so clearly he views me as a friend but is trying to set professional boundaries#I just feel guilty#i don't even know why this is getting to me so much#i guess it feels like someone just listed off all of the things I'm doing wrong and pointed them out to me#and that paired with the fact that I was caught off guard by it#i hate being caught off guard#idk#anyway the apartment cat came over to hang out for a bit but she was distant#so the perceived rejection really hit me#i swear to god i don't realise how insane i am til i write all this out#anyway. i don't have any drugs left other than some random opioids#which is basically russian roulette#in terms of dosage because they're all wildly different#so I'll probably stay sober tonight#which is for the best :/#if I want to wake up on time to work tomorrow#it's not even anything. im mostly just trying to avoid my creepy shitty coworker#but i can't say that! so i guess everyone just thinks i hate them noe#now*#and they probably all secretly hate me#since he said that a few people have mentioned that I've been quieter lately#so I'm not even doing a good job putting up my ♪~ ᕕ(ᐛ)ᕗ facade#which is like. my only skill and asset#anyway. time to think about dying and never eat again ig#mine
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hetchdrive · 3 months ago
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this sounds so much like Taylor Swift wth
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bunnyboy-juice · 11 months ago
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its so interesting having a therapist who is openly anti-work bc for the first time like. ever. i can go to my therapist and be like "look. idrk if I Want to work today" and she takes that as a valid reason to explore taking the day off & the anxiety underlying the whole thing and like... Isnt trying to convince me i Should Work bc i physically Can, but rather just trying to illuminate the whole situation and give me a safe environment to acknowledge my Wants as well as my Needs and like idk. i just really appreciate that
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amarantoestrella · 1 year ago
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survived my shift and learned that pookie bear is possessive lmao. I work again tomorrow 🥹
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pikaclerc · 2 months ago
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I always find it ironic how much these far right men who make Star Wars content love to talk about Anakin Skywalker/Darth Vader and love to present themselves as experts on the character.
Isn't Anakin the character whose portrayal you disliked so much that you bullied a child off the movie industry? Isn't Anakin the character whose portrayal you disliked so much you made Hayden Christensen not want to be seen in public for years?
These men love to present themselves as just "passionate movie lovers" and justify everything they did to Jake and Hayden with "we were just criticizing bad acting". No what you've always disliked is how Anakin is shown as someone who at some point in his life had people he cared about, people that cared about him, he's shown as someone who at some point didn't just feel hatred for everyone and everything. It's not enough that at the end of the day, Anakin still turned into Vader, no the fact they dared to show him cry, love, as not being the "alpha male" these men think of themselves as, made them decide it was their life mission to ruin the careers and lives of two actors. Personally I've also always had the suspicion that Hayden Christensen never appearing to be anything like these men in interviews he gave also set them off.
And what has changed in the past couple years or so isn't how Hayden portrays Anakin or anything, it's the fact the fandom has turned so much on the idea he was a bad Anakin, that these men no longer sense they have an audience who will tolerate them berating him. The moment they think this has changed, they'll turn the chip right back on.
All this to say none of the reactions you are seeing right now regarding one of the most recent Andor episodes (if you don't know what I'm talking about be careful looking it up as it is triggering) are about the writing in Star Wars. Star Wars does a good job portraying an oppressive regime in the form of the galactic empire. The problem is these men don't care about what Star Wars is trying to tell you, these men care about using Star Wars and all the characters as vessels for their sick world view.
EDIT: Apologies I'm very stupid when it comes to Tumblr so Idk who wrote this but to the person who reblogged this post with "They want their fascist empire to be badass not ugly" you 100% hit the nail on the head.
EDIT 2: I decided to take out the "unlike you" part because I think it's kinda taking away from my main points. It doesn't really matter what these men have/haven't felt before, they despise any portrayal of emotions they perceive as weak, regardless.
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plethorawrites · 4 months ago
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(A/N. Things from my drafts literally get moved to the queue based on if I had the energy to tag them when I wrote them. If I did, they'll be published wayyy sooner than the ones I was too lazy to tag and just saved as is. Idk why this is important. It just is. )
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I like to think that Jason Todd is "romantic" without realizing it. He assumes he's really bad at being in love because...well, he was never really taught what it was supposed to look or feel like. But he's actually very good at it accidentally. He never felt like he fit in, so in order to stay relevant to his family he became useful. The habit kind of developed within his relationship with you, as well. He'd fix things around the apartment to save you the time or trouble, if you had an early day he'd wake up even earlier to make you coffee and breakfast. He'd be useful.
He'd peel your oranges without thinking about it, bend down to tie your shoes without you asking, zip up your dress the second he saw you slip it on. Never really thinking about it being perceived as sweet or romantic. He just wanted to stay important so you wouldn't leave him. He'll wash your hair, bring you stuff when you're sick, do an oil change on your car before you even knew it needed to be done. Most of which, without asking or telling you. Because he didn't need you to appreciate those things, he just needed you to think he was relevant. He poured his soul into making your life easy and enjoyable, not at much of any expense to himself, because he couldn't screw it up like he had with his family. They might not need him and he could make peace with that, but he had to stay useful to you. Otherwise, he'd have nothing.
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bradshawed · 6 months ago
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this going to sound even more stupid but you’ve just got to fake it. and the more you do, the more natural it becomes.
for example, i modelled how i wanted to act and be perceived after film characters i admired (bc i’m a huge film nerd) and then gradually, i made it my own.
the harsh truth is no one cares about how you act in social situations. they barely notice because they’re too busy focusing on themselves and how they’re perceived. you mentioned that you don’t care about how anyone thinks about you, so you’ve got to own that in your interactions.
(the first step is the realisation, then the acceptance, then you embody it in little things until it’s there in everything)
if the awkwardness is from not knowing what to say, practice little phrases that you can use in most situations. pretend ur the reader in a fic, having that easy conversation with ur crush. it all comes from practice.
but babe, you don’t have to change. it’s perfectly normal and acceptable to be a little anxious and uptight in social situations. you’re human and that’s okay. if people are judging you for it or making you feel uncomfortable for being yourself, then fuck them. they should love you for you and that includes this.
this is gonna sound so stupid. but does anyone have any tips for not being so awkward and uptight in social situations 😭
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arottenlust · 2 months ago
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cuz im pretty when i cry (the inspiration)
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everything started with that edit. i don’t know what it was, but something about it was hard to look away from. ive rewatched it like a hundred times at this point. the song and the smile on his face inspired the first iteration of this story.
spoilers for the series below (kind of? It kinda fucks w the immersion i think. Idk its spoilerish to me)
one where youre desperate for any crumb of his affection, desperate to have your affections returned, and sukuna is willing and happy to enable your sickness. it grew from there to it instead being a misunderstanding of sorts- sukuna is showing his love and dedication the only way he knows how, with action instead of words. you, used to the very hot and cold and emotionally abusive environment you grew up in, don’t know how to pick up on this. it leads to you slowly falling apart more and more, miserably obsessed with keeping your place beside him, lashing out at any perceived obstacles, despite the fact that sukuna never planned to leave, would never want to. And, blinded by your seemingly easygoing nature and the fact that he quite enjoys your increasingly psychotic behavior, knowing that it stems from your love for him, sukuna doesn’t notice anything is amiss until the cracks begin to splinter and break you apart.
I didn’t plan to make you yandere esque, but it seems that the more twisted parts of me leaked into the story. Oops?
im not sure about including smut. I think i might but im still on the fence about that one…. I probably will tho
it has a happy ending. I didn’t want to give it one, I wanted it to just be a sad, horrifically desperate, story, but this route seemed a little more interesting to write. I think I’ll probably write a different version in the future, one where sukuna really doesn’t care.
the relationship is unhealthy in the sense that a well adjusted person wouldn’t frame their entire life around another person the way you do in this story. i.e youre a yandere. in your head, sukuna could keep you locked up and treat you like his dog-servant-thing, and you’d be happy because you’d be the sole object of his attention. (While u may be unaware) He feels the same in reverse, and he wouldn’t do that anyways, because he’s obsessed and he values you more than you value yourself. That’s why it’s unhealthy. And also because you tweak out if he talks to other people at all with anything on his face other than complete and utter indifference…. but hey! You’re working on it. Basically, It’s written um, romantically? Yes I’m romanticizing the codependent yandereisms sue me. But ya not super heart breaking and depressing. just putting that out there because I get really like unreasonably hurt when i read unhealthy -> very sad fics instead of unhealthy -> very in love and reciprocated fics
dykwim?
ugh. I’ll need to write a prequel or something. I want you all to see the way you go from normal and unattached to fighting the urge to stick cameras in his room and huff his underwear. You’re so weird. Stop fantasizing about killing the people he talks to, they dont even exist!
i originally planned to make it as gender neutral as i could but a lot of the scenarios don’t make sense if youre not fem, so that’s that. if that changes throughout the course of writing out the series, i shall let you all know.
also. should i make a playlist?
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yorshie · 5 months ago
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sees your requests open and slides in like a penguin on ice 🧊
possibly showing off a new swimsuit in front of the turtles in hopes it gets Raph's attention because every other hint you've dropped has gone wayyyy over his head (...or so you assume) 👀
showers you in love and sparkles!!! ✨️💕🫂
Kkkkkeeeeeiiiiisssshhhhhhaaaaaaa. *clings to you like a wet noodle*
I scrolled all the way down to the bottom of my requests and gasped when I saw your name. >:3. I gladly shower in the love and sparkles, and hope you forgive me for the amount of silent pining I’m about to shove down everyone’s throat. lol.
Bay Raph x fem reader (I think the only gendered terms are two pieces bathing suit but idk does that count in 2025? Question mark? Idk I’m tired)
SFW
Ok. Breathe. You can do this.
The mid-morning sun cut through the lacy curtains and across the tiny vanity surrounding the sink. The bathroom you were holed up in was better suited for the sixties, with the chair rail topped with faded, flowered wallpaper and the worn floor that couldn’t quite hide the handmade nails driven in to hold the boards in place. You knew plans had been made and then discarded over and over concerning updating it, but no one could quite agree on how to update it, and hardly anyone came up to use the little bathroom cooped up at the end of the hallway to be reminded about it.
Which was precisely why you were holed up in it now. Even though the door hadn’t locked for years, it was the safest place to hype yourself up.
You were failing miserably.
“You got this,” You told your reflection for what felt like the hundredth time, gaze flicking down below your chin before resolutely jerking back up to your face.
A second ruled by your thundering heartbeat, before you gave in. “Nope. I can’t do this.”
It’s just a bathing suit. You reasoned with yourself. Just a bathing suit, modest even for two piece standards if you were being honest but…
God, it….. it was so red.
The exact same shade of red as Raph’s bandana.
You’d hunted for that exact shade of color, of course. You practically had it tattooed to the back of your eyelids, had lost countless hours imagining what the feel of that bandana would be like under your fingers if you were only brave enough to reach out.
You’d contemplated it, once, when leaning against the back of the couch while bantering with Raphael. Had thought about just… reaching out, twirling the nearest loop of fabric about your fingers and wrist like it was something commonplace, something you were allowed to do-
But your bravery had deserted you the moment Raph had looked over his shoulder at you, eyes crinkled soft in silent laughter, relaxed and carefree in the conversation. Something you had thought impossible when you had first met him.
You couldn’t have handled it if that soft look had disappeared, if the armored walls he had slowly lowered during the time you’d known him snapped back into place.
You stared at the red bathing suit again, tugging on it gently in the hopes it might cover up more perceived flaws, like it might answer your unspoken questions, like it might give insight on whether or not this would work.
None of the other things you’d chanced to show Raph how you’d felt had worked, after all.
You wanted… You just wanted to show him…
You let out a pained, warbling curse, head dropping to rest in your hands as you contemplated sneaking back to the room you were sharing with April and pretending you were too sick to go downstairs.
A heavy knock sounded on the door, a muffled voice quickly to follow. “Hey, princess, ready to go?”
You startled, badly, tripping on the worn, warm rug laid out in front of the claw footed tub and having to catch yourself to keep from going completely ass over tea kettle into the cold porcelain.
It hurt, no matter what, slipping on the rim and sliding into the hollow, swim suit bottom riding up painfully on the descent.
Raph called your name out in question while you internally panicked, staring at the door while dread coiled oily and dark beneath your sternum.
”I’m- fine!” You called back, wincing internally when your voice cracked in a lie between the two words.
Evidently Raph heard the tell as well. “uh, huh. Yeah, sure. Try that again, peaches. You good?” There came a testing rattle of the doorknob, and your heart leapt. “You didn’t fall, right?”
“Don’t-“ you struggled to get back on your feet, hands and hip slipping on the tub with a loud squeak when your skin stuck to the cold surface. “Don’t open the door!”
The testing jiggle of the doorknob stopped, and you could feel the stare Raph was leveling at the door through his pointed silence. “You did fall.”
Accusing. You flinched at the sound, stumbling towards the door and leaning both hands against it like that might succeed in keeping him out if he decided otherwise.
“I promise I’m fine!” You hurriedly looked around for your T-shirt, anything, a towel for god’s sake, to wrap yourself in. A helpful thought flitted through your mind that you had left your clothes on your borrowed bed to avoid the exact scenario of trying to hide the bathing suit, and your head thunked against the door in internal shame.
Raph shifted on the other side, feet scuffing slightly. You could hear the sound of stiff fabric rubbing against scales, and realized he must have been on his way out to the pond when he came to check on you, the stiff sound of swim shorts unmistakable.
“Ok…. Well, I got a towel for ya, if you want it, so you don’t have to sit on the grass when we’re done swimming. You ready to go?” It was a lot, you knew, for him to give up the line of questioning. It made the answer you were about to give him sour all the more.
You gripped the door knob tight, your other hand clenching tight enough to drive your nails into your skin as you waffled. “I- I don’t think I can.”
A pointed silence. Then: “What? Why?”
It was your turn to shift, weighing each word. “I’m uncomfortable.”
Raph turned that over for a moment in silence, before you heard another rustle of cloth. “Here- open up.”
You gripped the doorknob tighter, parroting him in words and tone without meaning to. “What? Why?”
“S’ my shirt,” The door opened despite you clinging to it, just a smidge, just enough for him to wedge the article of clothing through the crack. “You can cover up with it, so you can still have fun.”
You took the shirt automatically, staring at it like it was a foreign thing while Raph shut the door once more with a soft click.
It was worn, likely years old, the seams frayed and a number of small holes dotting along the neckline. It would likely swallow you whole, take several rubber bands to hold to your frame, but…
It was red. A more muted color than your bathing suit, but-
You swallowed, hard, setting the shirt on the sink and laying a hand on it for comfort, before steeling your spine.
You heard Raph take a preemptive step when you turned the knob, backing up out of the way, but your eyes were fixed somewhere on his midriff as you stepped out into the hallway next to him.
”You…” His words trailed off, sounding a bit higher pitched than you were used to, and you chanced a look up at his face.
Green eyed wide, he stared at you, gaze tracking down over your torso before he seemed to remember himself and his eyes snapped back to your face. The finer scales around his beak and cheeks mottled, turning a more muted color, as blood rushed to his face. “You -ah, s’… nice-”
He snapped a hand up to his face like that might stop the train crash of words leaving his mouth, and you felt the first warm ember creep alive in your chest, that oily feeling lessening.
Silence, for a long moment, as you both considered each other. Sunlight streamed through the far window across the opened space beyond the bannister, backlighting the side of Raph’s shell and his face a golden color. Somewhere below, you could hear Donnie humming a song.
“I… liked the color.” You told him softly, finally, wrapping one arm around yourself and leaning against the door jam, breaking the stand off.
Raph made a low noise, muffled, behind the meat of his hand, and your gaze dropped in time to see his other fist clench tight before tracking back up the scutes covering his chest.
”You good?” You asked him with that same, quiet voice, feeling that beat of self consciousness grow the longer he stayed silent. Chancing another glance up at him, you found a deep look settling over his face, thoughts flashing like rapid fire hits as microexpressions twisted the features around his fist with an alarming rate.
’Yeah,” he finally breathed, hand dropping to clench at his side with the other. “Yea, m’fine. You uh- you ready, then?”
He still had that slightly hunted look, barely stepping to the side as you nodded slowly and moved past. Your elbow grazed the hard plating of his plastron as you stepped past him, and you heard him suck in a sharp breath at the sensation.
Goosebumps erupted down your spine as you felt him move to shadow your steps down the hall, but when you turned to look over your shoulder his gaze wasn’t on you, that still rather thoughtful scrunch between his eyes. “Your shirt?” You reminded him, gesturing back down the hall.
Narrowed green gaze considered you for a moment, not looking back towards the still lit bathroom. They tracked down your form for a moment, and you felt that kernel of warmth once more.
”Leave it… unless you need it?” The second part was intoned like a revelation, half turning like he’d go back for it.
Your hand on his arm stopped him in his tracks. ‘No,” You squeezed, and felt the muscle ripple in response. ‘I don’t.”
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makeitworse · 4 months ago
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MAGAZINE sweet n’ sour ʚ𖦹ɞ
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a full relationship timeline of the highly publicised and rocky romance with pop princess y/n and rapper thanos.
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the release of her debut album ‘sweet tooth’ hallmarked y/n as a music phenomenon, sweeping the charts with lead single ‘sugar rush’ breaking pop records.
all eyes have been on y/n since she’s been crowned a pop princess— which caught the fancy of fellow artist thanos, known for his rap music and signature purple hair.
LOVE AT FIRST GLANCE
the couple first encountered via instagram, where the popstar had shared an array of sultry mirror photos. thanos left numerous comments under the post, brashly stating his attraction to the singer.
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ttthanos ✓ DAMNNN MAMACITA 😍😍🔥🔥 ttthanos ✓ check your dms mamaaaaaaas ttthanos ✓ you gotta bf ??? can he fight user does he know we’re also seeing these??
thanos even took to his instagram story, reposting it and publicly shooting his shot.
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the crossover had fans of the artists in an uproar. the pair’s contrasting style and music made for an interesting match, which fans of the singer quickly started shipping.
however, after days of no public acknowledgment from y/n, thanos vaguely confirmed in a comment that the popstar had declined his advances.
user someone tag me when she responds ttthanos ✓ nah she playin
despite this, fans didn’t stop shipping the two, and their hopes would later be fulfilled, as a month later y/n shocked the world with a post of thanos.
via her instagram story, y/n alluded to a budding romance with the rapper in a casual photo paired with a cheeky caption.
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user OMGGGGG user he actually pulled her wtfff?? user i’m going to be so annoying abt this
a source close to the pair shared, “they have friends of friends, who got the two in contact.”
the insider confirmed that y/n originally ignored his public advances, but she grew ‘tired of hearing about him’ and passed on her number— where they ended up hitting it off.
they stated that she’s very adamant on thanos behaving himself publicly now. (the silence on thanos’s end had made y/n’s story post all the more surprising, but now we know he was warned not to embarrass her!)
CALM BEFORE THE STORM
various sources report how the couple get on very well. “his flashy lifestyle aligns with her own fast-paced schedule. but she’s able to ground him when they need to wind down from their busy lives,” a close insider states.
thanos himself posts looks into his relationship with y/n, albeit his social media presence is more toned down now. he often shares candids of her, one captioned with what fans believe are lyrics to a possible future single:
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ttthanos ✓ found her amongst the weeds, she’s my beauty flower
user idk if i wanna be her or him user y/n i could treat you better 🙏 ttthanos ✓ shut the fuck up
other than the odd post from thanos, the two kept it relatively private.
trouble in paradise began early: only a few months into their relationship, blind items detailing thanos’s alleged drug addiction began to spread like wildfire:
the team of the newest pop princess is adamant she must break up with her rapper boyfriend if she wants to maintain a good image. his infatuation with pills will sabotage how the public perceives her.
yourname / thanos
fans also took to reddit, where an alleged sighting of the couple went viral.
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i was out at club pentagon saturday night and saw y/n and thanos with a big group. thanos was being super loud and was all over her, y/n looked so sick of him. they had an argument and she ended up leaving with her friends lol
user why didn’t you take a vid?? user girl i’m not turning my phone flash on in the club
y/n had kept up her usual posting, announcing collaborations and events. radio silence from both ends concerning the rumours had fans worried for the worst.
one user states their opinion on the matter: “she’s a busy woman, she’d need a little quiet from her sudden surge in fame. thanos loves partying and getting high. i’d imagine some nights she wants to just stay at home and they’d fight over that.”
however, fans were relieved when y/n subtly put all of the gossip to bed by including a picture of the rapper amongst others in an instagram post.
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yourname ✓ last few days sure were sweet
user crisis averted guys user i can’t have two divorced parents
while the two masterfully avoid any paparazzi encounters in their time away from work, thanos is often spotted as her plus one at events or watching her live performances.
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popnews rapper thanos photographed with fan at lollapalooza, where pop sensation girlfriend y/n was performing.
user i was there!! they were fighting before y/n went on but my friend said she saw them making out later 😭 user what were they fighting abt?? user idk but he looked like he was tweaking on smth
y/n has been booked and busy since ‘sweet tooth’ dominated the charts— now constantly on the move, thanos can be found often tagging along, some insiders to her team have confirmed.
“they’re very in love,” one reports. “he’ll follow her anywhere she goes.”
there were also whispers that thanos has been drafting new singles while travelling alongside his popstar girlfriend, sparking discussion of a future collab.
BREAK UP AND MAKE UP
fans were left stunned when y/n wiped her posts clean of boyfriend, thanos, alongside recent blind items reporting that the couple had called it quits. neither of their teams make public statements which leaves fans panicking.
amidst the gossip, y/n takes to instagram to announce her new extended play ‘ecstasy’ — following a year after the release of her debut album ‘sweet tooth’ that catapulted her into the spotlight.
in the following days, thanos completely clears his instagram account, with fans sadly concluding that the pair are really over.
speculation ignites that y/n’s EP will spill the details of her relationship through to her break-up with the rapper.
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yourname ✓ ecstacy out tmrw who tuning in
user oh he fucked UP user is it called that bc of the rumours he was a junkie omg??! user have you listened to his music? it’s obvious
an interview with the singer for the EP’s release was published, where y/n prefaced the interview bluntly: “it’s exactly what you think it’s about.”
when asked about the details and specifics of the tracks, she said plainly: “you’ll just have to listen and find out.”
the EP’s release the following day was met with immense love and support, praising the artist for her vulnerability in the songs.
user “saying you can’t stand me, so let me sit on your face baby” HELLO?? user the little death has been on repeat all day user PLS GET BACK TOGETHER 😭🙏 user nahh he fumbled so bad aint no way user in grievance it sounded like she’d forgive him tho
the EP quickly climbed the charts, with fan favourite ‘the little death’ reaching #1. however, all the noise for y/n was halted when thanos surprised fans with new single ‘comedown’.
serving as a response to the EP, which is loaded with details on thanos’s shortcomings as a partner, ‘comedown’ is an earnest account of thanos’s struggles post break-up— as well as his desire to make it up to y/n.
thanos gets vulnerable in admitting to his addiction and how it impacted their relationship. his regret is evident, and fans couldn’t help but sympathise, rooting for the couple to find their way to each other again.
POWER COUPLE
after months of silence following the release of y/n’s EP ‘ecstasy’ and thanos’s follow-up single ‘comedown’, the pair make headlines once again as they’re spotted rekindling their romance.
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tmz ✓ pop singer y/n spotted in a club cozying up with ex-boyfriend, rapper thanos 👀
user I JUST WOKE UP WHAT???? user WAR IS OVER user she listened to comedown and unblocked him fs
while neither of the stars put out official statements, an insider close to y/n’s team stated: “they’ve been figuring things out for a while, but now they’re officially back together. he had to make it up to y/n for messing up the first time round. she’s not the type to let him off easy.”
fans rejoiced at the news, and thanos’s former regular posting of y/n continued, signalling that they were really back.
later that month, thanos announced his third studio album ‘pretty things’— which coincided with the release of a music video for new track ‘muse’, starring his singer girlfriend.
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ttthanos ✓ PRETTY THINGS. OCT 2025.
user MOTHER AND FATHER ARE BACK yourname ✓ is the girl in the vid single? ttthanos ✓ never again
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yourname ✓ muse mv ♡
user i’m so glad they’re back together ttthanos ✓ ong
the couple’s had far from a quiet relationship, yet through their very public ups and downs, it seems these two lovers are too stubborn to be swayed by media coverage of their relationship (and it’s made for some great music!)
with reports from insiders that the two are “happier than ever”, and y/n being plastered all over the teasers for thanos’s newest album ‘pretty things’, fans wait eagerly for their new era as a power couple.
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ttthanos ✓ my heart beats only for you 🫀
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a/n: thank you for reading this far! ♡ a little different from my usual content. i felt very inspired after seeing this post — thank you to op!! all pics used were t.o.p himself (loser mv, tazza hidden card) & norafawn
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