#if anyone wants to talk on discord feel free to message me ^^

[sleepyicon]

i’ve come to the conclusion that tumblr is the only sensible place to interact with the ck fandom

[auricbound]

don't mind him. he's being used as a pillow right now. it's actually quite the fulfilling existence, he'd like to argue. edward is wonderfully warm - when he's not complaining about it being cold, that is. at least he knows he'll be sleeping easy later because of it.

[javelinbk]

PSA: Don't believe everything you read online

Tl;dr version: there is a user out there who has been plagiarising fics, and they’re still doing it

A while back, I noticed a fic that had quite a few similarities to one of my own. There were about six instances in total, but it was nothing too obvious - snippets of dialogue and emotional beats etc, and there was no way to prove intent. So I let it go.

But then it happened again with the same writer, with other people’s fics. And this time, it was obvious. Entire paragraphs, entire scenes were copied, almost word for word.

They got called out on it. They denied it of course, claimed it was unintentional and that they’d asked permission with each writer personally - which is not only nonsensical (how can you accidentally do something that you’ve pre-agreed?) but also just untrue. The authors were contacted after the allegations, not before, and were reassured that it was any similarities were circumstantial. Credits were added, words were edited. But at least they'd learnt their lesson.

Except they didn’t. A few weeks ago, they posted another fic, again insisting that, although they’d been ‘inspired’ by someone else’s fic, they’d 'generously' been given the author’s blessing. But once again, they’d copied almost an entire chapter (with just enough changes to make it not exactly the same), which is definitely not what the author was expecting.

It shouldn’t really need saying, but this is not cool. I’m pissed off for the people whose work has been stolen, but I’m also pissed off for the people that have read and commented on these fics.

I’m not going to post their username here. I’m sure a lot of people reading this will know exactly who I mean, and believe it or not I don’t want a witch hunt. I just want it to stop.

So, if you see a fic that claims to have been ‘inspired’ by another one, please check the extent of this. All may not be as it seems.

Edited to add the ao3 terms for reference…

[camirawrites]

still logged in. [part 2]

part 1

tw: obsessive behaviour, cyberbullying, mild swearing

fem!reader

word count: 1314

★ yandere!hacker who used to feel proud every time he wiped a troll off the internet, disabling accounts one by one. it was thrilling at first, the justice of it all. but lately, it feels more like a duty. because now you’re getting popular, and the wolves are circling. jealous viewers. fake friends. disgusting dms. whenever someone calls you a slur or says something cruel, he gets to work. one by one, they fall like flies. you never see the mess. you only see peace.

★ yandere!hacker who beams with pride from watching you thank the chat for being so kind lately, saying how grateful you are for having such a wholesome community. he smiles to himself, knowing it’s only because he took out the trash. after the fiasco with the company refusing to pay your sponsorship, your popularity has skyrocketed, with thousands of people flocking to your channel to support you. naturally, he's happy that his precious lovely lady is getting the support she deserves. but still, moderating your streams for free without your knowledge does pull his attention away from his data-selling business.

★ yandere!hacker who hears you call it fate. a "guardian angel" you joke, laughing off how the trolls just vanish. "someone out there must really love me," you say with a grin. he whispers "i do" to his screen like it’s a prayer. you look so radiant when you're happy, it makes the virtual blood on his hands so totally worth it.

★ yandere!hacker who notices the way your eyes linger a little longer on one viewer’s messages. a new regular. someone kind, funny, a bit geeky and nerdy. someone who gets your references. someone who makes you chortle with their witty remarks and comebacks. he takes a mental note of the person, who goes by the username sunnyboi.

★ yandere!hacker who at first tells himself it's fine, harmless. just a fan who wants to interact with you. but then they collab with you. they get your number. you talk with them off-stream. you sound excited. and after a few weeks of interacting with sunnyboi, you allow him to moderate your streams. it makes the hacker sick. it makes him furious. who the fuck is this bastard who dares to talk with you?

★ yandere!hacker who knows he fucked up by being too kind towards you and giving you too much space. he should have ripped the little weed out before he even got the chance to blossom. frankly, he feels hurt that you would give sunnyboi the role of moderator after a few weeks, whilst he works tirelessly day in, day out to keep your online space safe.

★ yandere!hacker who reroutes sunnyboi’s internet through a junk server. adds a tiny script that makes his stream drop frames every few seconds. enough to make things awkward and glitchy during your collaborations. a subtle chaos that makes him look unreliable. he watches as sunnyboi tries to laugh it off, fumbling with his settings while you stay patient and sweet. too sweet. annoyingly sugar-honey-syrupy-sweet. sweet enough to give anyone diabetes with your mere presence. you apologize on stream, covering for sunnyboi. the hacker watches with narrowed eyes and clenched fists. why are you defending him? why do you sound so worried? you're worried about the wrong person! after the stream, sunnyboi posts a long apology message in your discord dms. the hacker deletes it before you can read it.

★ yandere!hacker who sees how you slowly begin to lose patience with sunnyboi, complaining to him how he should appear more professional when streaming with you. after all, viewers need high-quality streams. he sees how you become more agitated as the weeks go by, and sunnyboi's stream quality worsens.

★ yandere!hacker who does feel sad whenever you're upset. you deserve peace, relaxation, and rest. but he brushes his feelings aside, convincing himself that he's only doing this for your own good. to teach you a painful, yet ultimately valuable lesson.

★ yandere!hacker who leaks a deepfake video of sunnyboi saying awful things about you, how he's only with you for the clout and popularity, how he finds you ugly, unappealing and a fake bitch. he digs into sunnyboi's past and finds things that are... harmless, mostly. old tweets, cringy posts, late-night vent rants. nothing that should ruin someone’s life. but he tweaks them just enough. adds a few lines. removes context. edits a few screenshots. crafts a narrative. lets it leak as well, fueling the controversy. the internet does the rest.

★ yandere!hacker who cackles like a mad dog when sunnyboi's monetization gets flagged. hate raids show up during his streams. it's a perfect revenge.

★ yandere!hacker who, as usual, hides his tracks well. nobody suspects it was him. nobody can trace anything back to him.

★ yandere!hacker who listens to your confused voice on stream as you defend the guy at first. "it must be a mistake... my lovelies, please refrain from making speculations until we have sorted things out..." but over time, your voice shifts. unsure. shaken. you remove sunnyboi from the moderator position and block him on all socials. you stream alone once again, only socializing sparsely with other members of the streaming community.

★ yandere!hacker who watches you fall back into your old rhythm, a little sadder, a little wiser. you’ve stopped talking to most people behind the scenes. you don’t collab anymore with the first person who is nice to you. your streams? they’re peaceful. your community is kind, mellow, tightly knit. you start laughing again and smile more. you start saying things like, "i think i’m okay being alone. Maybe i just needed time to remember what i’m doing this for."

★ yandere!hacker who clicks his tongue and shakes his head. "no, my lovely girl, you shouldn't be alone. you have me, your guardian angel." he bends forward and places a soft kiss on his monitor where your lips are. he imagines the feeling of your soft lips pressed against his. "you're mine... i'm always going to be there for you... your guardian angel." he whispers to himself.

★ yandere!hacker who spends his nights drawing fanart of you. cute stuff. sketches of you laughing, making peace signs, wearing cat ears. silly little au comics he never posts. obviously, it's an au where only you and him exist in the universe, where he has you all to himself. his room is covered in printed frames of your reactions, your memes, your merch. he makes stickers out of your emotes and slaps them on his pc. he might need to buy a new one soon.

★ yandere!hacker who submits one of his drawings under his alias, ilovenekogirls420. it’s a cozy piece of you sporting your signature merch, sitting at your desk with a mug, headphones on, eyes closed with a serene smile gracing your lips. you open it on stream, eyes lighting up as you gasp and share it with your viewers. "this is so cute!" you squeak, your voice radiating excitement you can barely contain. "ilovenekogirls420... i remember you! you're one of my regular viewers! you're so talented! whoever you are, thank you sooooooo much!" you pause for a second, almost asking who the artist is in real life, but stop yourself at the last second. "i wonder what the backstory behind your username is... oh, well. you must like it, and that's all that matters in the end, right?" you smile, close the fanart, and move on, reminding yourself to be careful. you interact with your "lovelies" but keep a respectable distance from them, not wanting to involve them in your private affairs. no need to make everything personal, right?

★ yandere!hacker who leans back in his chair, satisfied smirk plastered across his face, content yet cocky. he doesn’t need you to let him in.

because he’s already there. watching you without you even noticing.

[poolverine-holiday-big-bang]

Poolverine Holiday Big Bang Sign Ups

Hello friends, the interest in this has been off the charts, which makes me unbelievably happy! The fact people are interested in an event I want to run literally is such a good feeling. So, allow me to open sign-ups officially! Keep in mind, this will be my first time running an event, so if you have questions or concerns, message this blog or my main blog. Click the title of this post to sign-up now!

Current Stage: Sign-ups open~

The (tentative) timeline:

Sign-ups begin: June 13th Sign-ups close: July 18th Fic ideas submitted by: August 1st Claims begin: August 5th Claims close: August 20th Teams decided: August 25th Check-ins: September 15th, October 13th, November 10th Posting date range: November 21st through December 31st All pieces should be posted before the start of 2026~!

FAQ, rules, and other info below the cut! It got long, but it should have all the answers you need. If anything isn't answered, once again, message me on this account or on any other social media!

People on this blog are: Noa (event runner): @ufohoaxes Rowan (event helper): @k1ng-r0wan Zai (event helper): @jabberpool Garnish (event helper): @that-final-garnish

FAQ

Q: What is a big bang? A: A big bang is a collaborative event between artists and writers! Wristers submit a fic idea and then artists get the chance to pick ideas they want to work on. See the rules for more specifics on how that works.

Q: Who can partake in this event? A: Anyone! Beginner artists or newbie writers to veteran creators who've done this before. Any and all talents are welcome to join, the more the merrier!

Q: How do I join? A: Once sign-ups officially close, I will reach out to everyone who filled out the form personally with a link to the Discord server created specifically for this event. Be sure you've allowed messages from people who don't follow you when that time comes so you don't miss the invite~!

Q: What happens after I join the server? A: You'll be assigned accordingly, as either a writer, artist, or beta. You'll be free to chat amongst each other in the server until pairings are created! Once you have your partner, you're free to work on your piece. You'll have your own channel in the server to communicate, that only you and your partner will have access to. Please do not discuss your pieces outside of the server!

Q: Is NSFW stuff allowed? A: Yes! You have the choice to draw NSFW pieces or write NSFW fics, there will be a question about if you're 18+ when the sign-ups do open. All ages are allowed, but everyone will be sorted accordingly when we get to that point. If you're worried something you might write might not be allowed, just send me a message!

Q: Can I be both an artist and a writer? A: Truthfully, I wouldn't mind if you were both! But it will depend on the answers in the sign-up form for me to determine this.

Q: What's the theme? A: Of course! The theme! The theme is holidays. Any holiday, any celebration, even the most obscure ones. National donut day? Sure! Talk like a pirate day? Absolutely. Put Barbie in a blender day? If that's what you choose, so be it! Just make it's a concept you're happy with.

Rules

1.) First and foremost, no AI allowed. None. Zip. Zilch. Zero. If you're caught using AI, you will be banned from the event.

2.) Writers have a 5,000 word minimum. Please include the holiday you chose in the fic idea submission! You can go above that, that's just the very least amount of words. If this doesn't work for you, or if your fic is 4,620 words, send me a message and we'll work it out! I'm here to help you out, so don't be afraid to message me on any social media!

3.) Artists have a one fully finished art piece minimum. If you're willing to do more than one piece, you might be tasked with more. Just fill out the form accordingly.

4.) Poolverine is the main focus here, however, Spideypoolverine, Cablepoolverine, etc are allowed! As long as Poolverine is in there somewhere, it's totally good to go!

5.) You will be asked to include tags when your fic submission is, well, submitted! If you're worried something might not be okay to write about (such as a specific kink or theme), the most likely answer is yes. I will let you know if what you submit to write crosses a line, but I sincerely doubt that will happen. Just message me if you're concerned.

6.) For claims, how it will work is artists will be given all the summaries of the fic submissions, they will pick their top 5, and from there, it will be randomized which one you get. This way, it's not first come first serve, and it's fair to people in other timezones.

7.) Platonic works are okay as well, it doesn't have to be romantic if you don't want it to be! Just be sure to have fun.

Miscellaneous Stuff!

This is my first time running an event, and if this goes well, I'm open to running more events. I will listen to all concerns, questions, and comments intently. Please feel free to reach out to me on ANY social media, they're all listed on shinycelebi.carrd.co, I will answer everything accordingly. This event is run with fun as the main goal, and any feelings I have towards things have ZERO impact or influence on how I will run it. Thank you for your interest, and thank you for allowing me to do this

Noa ˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗

[pasteldreams]

idk how many ppl this will reach but after finding out about other people’s experiences with @/sturniololuv08 (backup acc: @/letstrip1975 ) i’ve decided maybe it’s time to post my own. (i might delete later who knows…)

also i want to give @endereies a shoutout for being brave enough to post this piece about the same person 🤍

following post has mentions of mental illness (ptsd, schizophrenia, DID), self harm (explicit!), eating disorders, and addiction — read at ur own risk and pls be kind

so my contact with them started when they posted in a discord chat soon after i joined saying that they were going to start writing a fic where nick has dissociative identity disorder. i told them i knew a lot about DID and they asked for my help, i msged them privately abt it later on.

i initially kept quiet about this whole situation because one of the reasons im so knowledgeable about DID is because i was professionally diagnosed with it around 3 years ago. i told them this. i dont tell many people, but i have a fear that if i dont admit it outright now they might use it against me after this post goes up. so how u feel abt me after this is up to u but i need to tell my story how it is

as we talked more and i gave them more info about the disorder (from academic knowledge and personal experiences), i quickly realized that they were only interested in using the disorder as a tool to portray more of the dark characters and relationships they ‘specialize’ in

unfortunately at this point after i had already tried to back out, i started worrying that they could now use the information they had about me and my mental illness against me, so i agreed to continue helping. fortunately, i stalled enough that i didn’t have to. on top of this, the explicit messages about self harm were sent with no trigger warnings

mainly, i am putting this out there because a lot of their stories and content use the triplets as props to portray horrible representations of toxic relationships and mental illnesses (schizophrenia!chris, sadistic!matt, cannibal!chris, cNC, r*pe, etc.). i cant stand by and ignore it anymore like i have been in the discord chat. as someone with a degree in psychology and currently studying to be a therapist, their msgs and content make my stomach hurt. i feel gross for the interactions ive had with them privately, in the discord chat, and publicly on this account.

thank u to anyone who has read this far <3

feel free to reblog/comment as needed

[persephoneprice]

gratitude for the new year

(inspired by @the-sun-and-the-sea)

over this past year, i have had so much fun on here with all of you. i appreciate everyone on here- the mutuals, the lurkers, the og trilogy fans that for some reason put up with the nonsense! all of you have made this year so much easier for someone who was struggling elsewhere in life <3

i hope we can all continue to be silly, fun, creative, and a little a lot unhinged into the next year. this fandom is such a lovely and supportive little corner. i’ve been inspired to do things i never thought i’d do- writing fanfiction, doing a fic exchange, unhinged cannibalism thoughts- the usual.

(under the cut for the gratitude things!)

- i want to start out by saying how much i appreciate anyone who sent me and ask over this past year! especially you my lovely anon friends! it’s been so much fun and in my…far too many years on tumblr i’ve never been able to interact with so many people! i cannot overstate how nice it is so have so many people will to engage about our silly little guys.

- i also want to say how much i appreciate the corso creatures discord as a whole! when we made it, i’m not going to lie, i really thought that would fizzle out quickly. so i’m so happy to see it thriving and everyone having fun on there together. thank you again, @coryo for helping make a place where can all truly be together and be ourselves!

now onto some people who have made this year so wonderful for me:

@the-sun-and-the-sea - i remember messaging you for the first time and honestly being so intimidated! you seemed like such a cool and popular blog + so many amazing fics and seemed wayyyy too cool to be talking to the weird tbosas girl. i couldn’t have been more wrong! you’re the sweetest, most genuine, and supportive person i’ve had the privilege of being friends with this year.

@felixravinstills - you have inspired me so much over the past year! before i started this blog i was so embarrassed by my interests and i felt so silly and stupid. then i met you, who was so talented and creative and insane about you little guy! and it made me feel more okay with being open about my little guys and to be a little weird about it! please forever stay the person you are <3

@fairyhagmother - my appalachian friend (in my head. you are one of us.) i was so, so excited when someone on here was so educated on appalachia and wanted to talk about it! i never would have thought at the time that in just a few months we could be talking about…coriolanus snow’s grandma’am and toxic yuri. i still think about that festus/pippa/liv ballet post you did btw. love u my friend.

@ylvisruinedmylife - hannah i couldn’t possibly fit how much i appreciate you into a post! i love bouncing off insane ideas with you and torturing hils together. i’m always amazed by how intelligent and creative and talented you are…and you’re still so friendly and supportive! your support, especially with my jessup nonsense, means the world. thank you for not killing you know who in you know what. i hope treemina never frees you.

@moreespressoformydepresso - fun fact: i also was lowkey intimidated by you for a while! imagine my surprise when you wanted to befriend me and dm and tell me about all of your fun aus! now, i couldn’t imagine my fandom experience without you. thank you for being so friendly and supportive and down to yap with me <3 you’ll never escape me 😤

@spiralling-thoughts - i love how you keep the tribute fandom alive and give so much life to all the minor tributes! you’re one of the first friends i had on here, and i really appreciate you sticking with my over this year! please always feel free to tell me all of your ideas, i love hearing them!

@majorsoapfan - AH you’re so sweet and talented! i love yapping with you in the dms and coming up with silly ideas! not to mention the absolute masterpieces of works you create!

@sparklebear11 - you fr are the maude ivory to my barb azure! you’re so silly and fun, please never change that about you. i hope the covey haunts you forever so you’ll stick around with us!

@keeperofsecretsunderthehill - i wish i had the creativity that you do! you’re always coming with such different, yet equally interesting, ideas! cranedove ceo always <3

@xtabithanala - not only did you create one of my favorite fics and help me love liv even more- you’re also so kind and supportive to me?? an angel! i hope we can talk more over this next year and get to know each other better!

i’m so looking forward to getting to know all of you guys better over this next year! @thatthingilovewith (can’t wait for more bobbin), @tumblingghosts (i miss yapping with you!, @meekmedea (always such a lovely presence but i’d love to talk to you more!), @little-de-vil (please keep yapping about the d2 lore in my dms forever), @ilovepersephoneprice (pippa friend!!!! we have so much more yapping to do!), @vampirehizzies (my mizzen sized mutual that i am so proud of!), @solar-halos (love u girlie let’s yap more), @mr-nauseam (you’re a great friend and your kindness and patience is amazing!), @ritalinrae (let’s yap more!), @threestargirls (i’m so looking forward to yapping with you in the new year!), @mollywog (we don’t often interact but i love when we do- i still think about that playground thing you said!), @jinglebellpeppre (how have we not yapped together about miz?), @julietasgf (talented artist queen) <3

if i forgot some please feel free to yell at me and i’ll tell you how much i appreciate you and why

(honorary mention to bel who i miss dearly)

have a lovely new year everyone <3

[roachrotting]

Creepypasta Server Announcement!

Hello! Are you a Creepypasta fan? Do you want to hang out somewhere cool and fun? Rejoice, because I and @reaminaart have made our own Creepypasta Community Discord server!

The Basics:

- This server is mainly focused on sharing Creepypasta-related art, stories, and headcanons! We also want to focus on building a really relaxing, yet fun social space for Creepypasta fans to meet, roleplay, tell jokes, and share ideas.

- Our rules are fairly simple, and as someone who has moderated quite a few servers in the past, I am determined to make this server a safe and fun place for all who join.

- There is a 16+ age limit. No sexual content is allowed in any channel.

What we Have:

- A comfortable, organized space to hang out and talk.

- Places to share your art and thoughts, and people who will actually respond and engage with you!

- A concise, no-frills channel system, with moderators who will listen and consider your suggestions for new channels, categories, and/or essential bots!

- An entire roleplay category of channels, where you can request your own, self-moderated channel for any specific plotlines, characters, or scenarios you want to roleplay! OCs are allowed and encouraged! No character applications required, no character reservations, and no limit to the amount of characters you can play.

What we Don't Have:

- Drama, exclusionism, judgment, promotion of cringe culture, spamming, and non-consensual assholery is explicitly banned. We will do our best to keep that out!

- We do not have a moderator/non-moderator social heirarchy. Outside of the ability to perform necessary server functions, moderators are members of the server like anyone else.

- A lot of our server is currently a Work-in-Progress. However, any and all suggestions for improvement will be taken into consideration.

- We don't have you! Our server is very quiet and empty right now. We'd like you and your friends to change that!

If all of this sounds cool to you, join us at:

If you have any questions, comments, or concerns, please feel free to message me here, or add me on Discord! (laughingjackinabox)

See you there!

[devilish-cherry]

small update

hey guys! first off, i just wanna say i’m really sorry for going totally radio silent. it’s been almost a month since i posted anything, and i didn’t wanna vanish without an explanation. thank you so much to anyone who’s stuck around during this long, unintended hiatus.

fair warning: i’m gonna vent a little (nothing graphic or heavy, promise), but if that’s not your vibe right now, totally okay to skip!

basically, my mental health’s been at its absolute worst lately. i started writing because it gave me something to focus on after the absolute trainwreck that was my last relationship — 3 years down the drain, cheated on, isolated, the whole fun package. writing became my safe space and my way of feeling like myself again.

i’m in therapy now, which helps, but this past month just hit different. motivation? gone. energy? non-existent. but i’m trying to pull myself out of it, and part of that means slowly getting back to the things i love — like writing and talking to you all.

so with that said… if anyone wants to fawn over jujutsu kaisen with me, please please feel free to send me your discords or a message (mutuals or not, doesn’t matter)! i’m really trying to make new friends right now, besides my best friend, i don’t have many people in my life at all, and i think having more than one person that i regularly talk to would do wonders for my brain.

i’ll try to get back to posting little things soon. maybe not daily just yet, but i’m easing into it. thanks for being patient with me, seriously. you’re all amazing and i appreciate you! 🖤

[weedgator-mommy]

Taking commissions

Welp I've had a bit of interest in some folks wanting me to draw them stuff so guess I'll open up on taking commissions. I can draw just about anything both sfw and nsfw. Full body shaded sketches are about 20$ and the fastest thing I can produce. Other stuff I guess we can talk about it if anyone wants anything in particular like full art ect. Kind of hard to price my weird ass art so it's a case by case I guess. Feel free to DM me on Discord if your interested : salviaweeddarling_53690

or message me here, either or what ever works

[traumaandkink]

Years ago, I tried to get a kink friendly trauma discord server going, but I kind of abandoned it and stopped trying (I was using a smaller blog to try and talk about it so I wasn't getting a lot of interest. I was too anxious to share it on my trauma blog), and honestly, all this community here makes me feel a bit tempted to try again. For the little interactions we had on it, it was really nice and validating.

I wanted a place to talk about my kink, but also my trauma and how it interacted with it. It also was becoming a place to safely talk about things and ask questions to each other.

I still have the server set up with all the rules, and channels and whatnot. Some of the messages are from 2021, but like hey if you want to come join and hang out in there with me and see if we can get it going, feel free to message me for the server link. (I won't post it publicly because I'm really trying to keep it safe.)

Please CONFIRM with me that you are not a minor. Also, we don't kink shame in the server, but a couple channels are role locked so you don't have to see certain things you aren't comfortable with.

My Dom is in the server with me, and I do use honorifics for him and I know others have before too so while you are welcome to join if you haven't tried kink yet but are curious about it, please don't do so if you aren't comfortable seeing some interactions. (They aren't inappropriate interactions.)

There are a few rules, but I think a couple I really want to share before someone wants to join are:

7) Your Kink Is Not My Kink But Your Kink Is Okay. As long as everyone involved are consenting adults, we do not kink-shame

8) What happens here stays here. Do not talk publicly about someone's kinks that you learned in this channel, or otherwise violate their privacy.

6) This is not a dating server. Don't go up in anyone's DM's propositioning them. You will be instantly banned.

[mosskissed]

RULES + INFO

BEFORE YOU FOLLOW:

↳ ; this is a strictly 18+ blog. make sure to have your age in your bio or pinned post to avoid being blocked. basic dni criteria also applies i.e., do not interact if you are a bigot in any way, shape or form.

↳ ; this is a dark content/proship friendly blog! do not follow if you aren't comfortable with that! it will always be tagged appropriately, but some topics to expect are: stepcest / pseudocest / incest / yandere / dubcon / noncon / major power imbalance etc. warnings will be tagged as ‘___ cw’ such as 'stepcest cw', 'dubcon cw', etc.

if you'd like me to start tagging certain things or if i ever miss a tag, send me an ask to let me know!! remember that you are responsible for your media consumption when things are tagged appropriately.

↳ ; the characters i write for will always be written as at least in their early/mid 20s. if you have any issues with aging characters up, this is not the blog for you.

i do my best to keep my reader as neutral as possible description-wise, though if i miss anything please feel free to let me know! 99% of the time reader will be fem/afab though.

HOUSE RULES

↳ ; please do not recommend me on any other social media. do not copy/repost/feed my work to ai under any circumstances.

↳ ; this blog is discourse free! anything discourse-related that's brought to my inbox will be deleted.

↳ ; please hard block if you want to break the mutual for whatever reason !! there’s no hard feelings but it just protects your space bec i will probably assume i unfollowed by accident and try to interact shfjdj likewise i will do the same, so if you think i've unfollowed you feel free to shoot me an ask because it was definitely an accident!

INTERACTION GUIDELINES

↳ ; this is a social media site more than just somewhere for me to post what i write !! the main reason i joined tumblr was for the community aspect ^^; my inbox is always open to everyone for a chat nd i perk up like a golden retriever whenever people interact — trust ( ◡̀ . ◡́)ᕤ

my messages are open to mutuals (+ feel free to ask for my discord if you'd prefer)

↳ ; the best way to get to know me is to talk like we've always been pals!! i love love love using petnames (beloved/my love/angel etc) so if that ever makes you uncomfortable just let me know! likewise, i'm a little flirty with my friends so if i overstep just lmk!!

↳ ; mutuals + non-mutuals are free to tag me in posts/fanart/fics/tag games etc !! u get a flower tucked behind ur ear every time u do :3

INBOX GUIDELINES

↳ ; my inbox is always open for thirsts/suggestions/general yapping. sometimes i might be a little slow on answering but i try my best (^ω^)

i don't formally take full-fledged fic requests unless specifically stated for an event, but again my inbox will always be open for thirsts!! i'll leave a list of my fav kinks and characters if you’re unsure who i’ll write for c:

↳ some of my favourite things to write about are degradation/humiliation, manhandling, choking, omegaverse, dacryphilia, pet play, pussy slaps, sweat kink, anal, knife/weapon play, piss, somno, dubcon, noncon, stepcest/pseudocest and predator/prey

if there's anything not listed that you aren't sure about, just send in an ask anyways!

↳ DON'T SEND THIRSTS ABOUT ; scat / vomit / feederism / ddlg / cheating + there's probably some more things that i'm not thinking of, please be respectful of my boundaries! i'll add and take from this list over time and if i write anything from this list, it's at my own discretion

↳ some of my favs (not an exhaustive list! i can and will thirst for anyone :p) ;

haikyuu: hinata, atsumu, seijoh4, kyoutani, bokuto, osamu, ushijima, kita, meian, yachi, ukai + honourable mention to every other character

honkai star rail: mydei, kafka, boothill, jing yuan, phainon, blade, himeko, welt, sampo, gallagher

blue lock: reo, bachira, kaiser, sae, shidou, oliver

my hero academia: shinsou, kirishima, bakugou, hawks, dabi, izuku

demon slayer: douma, obanai, sanemi, mitsuri, tanjirou, tengen

OTHER: miyuki (daiya), chobei / yuzuriha / shugen / jikka (hell's paradise), yuuji / gojo / nanami / sukuna / toji (jjk), narumi / hoshina (kn8), sousuke / rin (free!)

[the-blind-assassin-12]

Spring Cleaning Update:

Hey there, everyone! First and foremost, Happy Wednesday - I hope you’re doing well and taking care of yourselves the best way that you can.

Secondly, I figured that now o’clock seems like a good time to share some updates since it’s been a while and some things are changing.

Writing Things:

I’m going to be slowly but surely migrating to AO3 as my main fic posting place. A long ago version of me once thought that I’d keep up with posting to both places but I quickly learned that I’m a one trick pony (one site poster) and at the time, tumblr became the numero uno. But with all this talk of it not being around anymore, I’m jumping back over to the archive.

New chapters of ongoing wips will still be posted here until the wheels fall off. (until tumblr dies or the fic is finished) I’m going to start cross posting with shorter pieces/one shots, but the goal is to get it all on AO3. But until further notice, you’ll be able to find new chapters to ongoing series here as well as eventually there.

New stories will only be posted to AO3. I’ve already started this with The Contractor. I’ll still make announcement posts here when new chapters are up, again, until the wheels fall off, but new stuff will only be posted to AO3.

I’ll still be here in the meantime! My inbox is still always open, and so are my DMs. I’ll still be here to chat and gush about fictional characters and do tag games and support other writers and other members of the community and all that jazz!

But in case of fire, I’m also on discord. Same name over there, same dashes between the words. I’m not always the quickest to respond, but feel free to come say hi!

The March Fic Madness Mega Masterlist is live! Come and get your fic recs, folks! And if you’re still compiling your rec list, no worries! Send me a message or tag me whenever it’s complete and I’ll add you!

Bonus update: Currently working on Survivor Blues and The Contractor, so expect some Joel soon!

Putting the rest under the cut because it’s personal stuff and that’s probably not why you’re here.

Personal Things:

Mental health? Not good. Not going to mince words, I’ve been struggling a lot more than I ever really have before, for a longer period than I ever really have before. (I know that I’m in no way the only one going through this, especially right now with the world in the fucking toilet, and I’m so sorry to anyone else in this boat. It sucks so damn bad.) It’s been so long since I’ve actually felt like myself at this point that I’m worried that I’d walk right past her on the street. Being ground into the dirt for a prolonged time is just making it very hard to stand back up recently. I’m very lucky to have a great support system, so that does help a ton, though most days I still feel like my brain is in the dark and my lungs are shrink wrapped too tightly.

Physical health? Ha! Because of the aforementioned issues, I definitely physically feel like garbage most of the time, too. I haven’t slept a solid 6 hours in months at this point and I look it. I’ve also lost weight that I didn’t want/couldn’t really afford to lose, and I look it. Headaches and racing heartbeats have become a new normal that I absolutely hate. The very second that I have access to healthcare (unfortunately I’m uninsured at the moment) I will be seeking medical help for both the mental and the physical issues, but until then I’m doing what I can to keep on trucking.

Okay two bad things are enough, how about a good one? I’m starting to focus a little more of my attention and energy (when I can) on some original fiction! I’m challenging myself to submit pieces to writing contests as well as literary magazines, and I’m planning to partake in nanowrimo this November. My first deadline for a flash fiction (1k words or under) contest is in a few days, and it’s a spooky themed event!

Okay! I think we’re all good and caught up, now. (Bad and caught up, too.) If you have made it this far, please know that I’m sending you a hug through the internets. 🫂 💚

[dorkynerd23]

Hello!! I'm Looking For Anipoke + TRio Moots To Be Friends And Talk With. ♥️✨

Hi There!! My name's Jasmine, but you may call me Jazzy for short as well and I'm currently looking for some other fans and anyone who's in the Anipoke Community who's obsessed and interested in the Anime and Franchise itself. I've been in the fandom since the beginning of December of last year so I've been a fan for awhile now and I've been obsessed with the Anime since discovering and watching it for the first time. And just to quickly clarify, I'm really only and mainly a fan of the OG/4Kids Cast and first 8 Seasons of the Anime, but I've seen some of the other ones such as DP and XY series and enjoyed those and had fun with them. But I still haven't seen the other seasons yet such as Sun & Moon, Journeys or Horizons but will eventually.

But anyways, I've been hyperfixating on the Anime now more than ever that it's become a comfort series, but I'm also a fan and have an obsession with the characters of Team Rocket, mainly the TRio themselves Jessie, James and Meowth, they're such comfort characters for me and they're the best part of the show in my eyes. As Much as I enjoy and love the twerps as well, TRio will forever have my heart! ❤️🚀 But, although I've been able to talk and meet some fans through Pokemon which I'm very grateful for. I've still really struggled to make more connections through places and others in the fanbase especially on here and it's been difficult and unfortunate.

I've been wanting to make some more friends in this community and I'd be more than happy to meet anyone and be given the chance to talk with anybody who's interested in the Anime & TRio and just getting to know some of you and make new friends. So, if there's anyone who'd love to chat away and discuss about anything Pokemon or TRio (+ Rocketshipping) related, please feel free to message and DM me, I'm also on Discord as well if you're more than happy to talk over there instead, really excited and hope I'm able to make some more and new friends and speak with some of you lovely and wonderful people. 💗👍

Have a safe and wonderful day, everyone. Thank you so much for reading and I'll see you all later, bye. 💜

(Other Quick Things To Note)

I'm A Die-Hard RocketShipping Shipper. ✨♥️

I'm 22yrs And Bisexual. 💜🩷

An Experienced Roleplayer/Been Doing Rp's For 5+yrs.

OcXCanon Enthusiastic/Supporter!! 💖🫶

[pandafishao3]

Hi friends, I miss you! I'm on a little break because of health and work stuff, but yesterday I sloooowly started to write again. I'll be updating my fics in the pace that I finish them, so just sit tight and I'll have them all out eventually <3

But here's something I wanted to say:

I loved writing and posting Kinktober, but some fandom-related stuff came with that whole thing that had me needing to take a step back for a moment unfortunately. Ao3 and fandom spaces on Discord have been my safe little world for a long while and I feel my happiest when I get to be here and interact with other writers and readers. I started this particular tumblr a small while back to be able to post and talk even more about fanfics, and while it really has made me become closer to some really awesome people out there, it has also sadly opened me up to that less-nice part of tumblr. I've been on my other tumblr account for about a decade now, and I've kept it extremely anonymous which has allowed me to escape a lot of negative energy so far. But this account is under my "name", under Pandafish, and that made things different.

I don't have any wish to go into details, but anyone who is familiar with tumblr or just open fandom spaces knows the kind of people I'm talking about. People who want to make things into fights simply for the sake of fighting, or people who take advantage of the feeling of fandom spaces being safe and friendly. I tend to trust people within the fandom, I like living in a world where it's rewarding to trust people, and I spend too much of my work time needing to pick fights to want to do that in my spare time. But I've started to feel more uneasy on Tumblr specifically because of some people. Thankfully only very few, but still. This is why I've turned off anon comments. This is also why commissions won't be opening up again for the forseeable future.

Like many other fanfic writers, I work several jobs. Like many other fanfic writers, I'm disabled. I'm not saying this because I want sympathy; I'm saying it because I want people to understand what it takes to continue to write and publish fanfics like so many of us do. I write because it's my favourite hobby - it makes me happy and I love it. What I love even more is the friends I've made because of it. I love how I've found people to be silly with, to be honest with, to be safe with. Fandom spaces have been - and are to an extent still - the only space where I've been able to fully express myself.

For that, thank you.

Here's the rule I want for my online spaces: if you don't have anything nice to say, be quiet and find something you like instead. If you dislike an author or their work, simply leave it alone. If you want more of something I've written, that's awesome, of course you're allowed to tell me you want more. But if I don't respond right away, be okay with that. Sometimes requests can feel pressuring; other days they feel uplifting. I promise never to be rude about a well-meaning comment, if you promise not to leave rude comments.

I want to post more on here. I want to talk to you guys more. And most of all, I want to trust that everyone who messages me wants us to be friends.

If you want the same thing, you're welcome to stay. If not, the internet is a big place. You're free to find a space that doesn't include me.

[scooburst]

So here’s everything you need to know about the current situation.

My whole phone is on lockdown. I’ve been told when it finally comes back, I’ll have to delete tumblr and discord. Hopefully I can use the website and get around it. My parents are looking at blocking it on my computer as well. I don’t think they can, but thier also monitoring it so I’ll have to be very careful. I have five minutes after 7:00 AM EST to be here before it’s over. Throughout the day, I will be on for one minute twice (two one minute sessions) just to check in. From there I might be able to answer one or two asks and quickly peak at my notifications. I’ll say in the mornings a few things; what happened yesterday, updates on the situation, and if I’m okay. That will be all I’ll be able to post. Sometimes if I have it at night, I’ll come on just to say goodnight or answer a few more asks. But again, it’s only a minute. I’m trying my best to stay calm for this but it’s not going great.

What exactly happened is a bit more complicated. I’ll recount it for you all just so it’s understandable. My parents at some point looked over my computer, which was logged into tumblr and discord, and decided I was talking to complete strangers and being dangerous. Yes I was talking to people online but I was being safe, and I don’t think they’d listen to that. But that isn’t exactly stopping me from talking to those “strangers”. I don’t think my parents really even see you people as humans that are good people. But. You know. I can’t fix that. So now my phone is locked down. I can only text them and one of my friends. I can use the bare essentials. All I know is at some point it’ll be unlocked, and I’ll have to delete these sites. I’ll try to plan for that best I can. But that’s essentially what’s going on.

As for the discord if anyone’s on that. The management of it is being handled by people I trust most there. Use it however you like, and to those two: Do whatever you want with it, but keep it free and open to anyone. All I want is for you all to continue making sure the people there are okay. I will pop in every day and say I’m alive, but really not much else. And yes I will read the messages, as much as I can.

Now that that’s over, onto the newly scheduled post.

Date of writing: 11/1/24

Am I okay: not really, but I’m alive and “healthy”

Things that happened: today, I have a hockey game, and we got evacuated early from school because of bomb threats. At home I kinda just walked around. I played a little bit of guitar, I’ve been listening to music and built legos. I’m doing some puzzles as well. I’m trying to take care of myself to hopefully get my parents to let me back here.

Log: today, I was taking the chance I had to look through my notifications. And I cried. At everything you all wrote to me. I’m going to miss you all so much. You all are such amazing people. I can’t say I didn’t think you’d all say that, but it still caught me off guard. Thanks. I’m glad you all are still going, as far as I know. Keep that going. Dying isn’t good for you! I also saw someone made a whole blog of days without me. That’s insane. I don’t know what to say to that. Hopefully, it doesn’t have to count to high. I’m gonna write your urls all down so I can visit you all when I can finally be back officially. I know this is all probably really confusing with me still responding to things, but it’s just a very complicated situation right now. It sucks tp not have things like this to vent and feel better, but I have started to keep a journal so I can place my thoughts somewhere and I’m going to eventually try to open up to one of my close irl friends to hopefully have someone to talk too. I’m probably never going to just move on from this, it’ll always be something I remember and maybe something that still hurts, but it’s still some of the best memories I’ve ever had even if I cry thinking about it. I’m doing my best here to distract myself, get back into reading, maybe slowly try to build my parents trust that I can handle my phone, even though I could already. But it’s fine. Ive found a lot of entertainment in the photos app recently. Maybe when I come back I’ll share it all with you. Sorry these posts are so long. I’m just trying to stay here as much as I can. But jsut know not to worry, becahse I’m still okay, and I’m alive. Apparently I’m going to be talked to about discord and tumblr. There is some hope I can stay, but we’ll see. Either way im a sneaky boi :)

The last thing I want to say is that whoever made that blog counting how long I’m gone, you are so appreciated. I appreciate all of you really. And all of you who’ve made a post tagging me about whatever experiences you’ve had with me or put it in my askbox, you’ve made me feel so much better about this just knowing I didn’t fuck it up with you. If you didn’t make anything like that, don’t feel obligated to. Just knowing you’re alive is the best thing for me right now. Stay safe, if not for yourself, for me, and if not for me, then for someone else. I’m doing the same for all of you.

ALSO! Ima probaly make a tag list for this so you can get this as soon as possible! I know this is almost becoming a newsletter but hey that works. So if you wanna be on it, just say so (preferably in a reply or reblog to this post, with nothing but that you want in, separate from any comments about the post itself. It helps!)