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amyluvshamzah · 1 day ago
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HEAVEN AND BACK
summary: the song... basically
contains: smut, intoxicated!reader, molly, shower smut, bf!hamzah, bsf!hamzah ?, aftercare
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youre with hamzah, high off molly, making out in your bed when things begin to get hot.
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hamzahs fingers slip under your shirt, each soft touch feeling so much more than that as the pill takes it effect on you.
your breath is heavy as your shirt is removed.
"y'okay?" he whispers. hes gentle with you on your trip. even as his fingers dip into the waistband of your lacy panties.
you hum your answer. your voice suddenly doesnt work as your mouth goes dry. his fingers slide over your clit as you whimper.
he lays next to you, eyes on yours as he has his hand down your pants.
"ha- hamzah." you breathe, gripping his forearm.
hes so pretty. his blond hair with his glasses slightly crooked from how his face is pressed against the pillow.
he just looks majestic.
he smiles at you softly before slipping your pants off of you, leaving you naked.
hes still fully dressed in a silly t shirt and sweatpants. you climb on top of him, just now listening to the music playing in the background.
you remember the party going on outside of your locked bedroom door.
it excites you, knowing everyones outside. while youre naked on top of hamzah.
you pull off his shirt in one smooth motion. your eyes take in the sight before you.
hamzah laidback under you, hands resting on your hips, letting you take over the pace of the night.
he awaits your next move.
you decide to lean into him, kissing his neck. his head angles to give you more access.
it goes to show that even though hes letting you set the pace, its still him in control at the end of the day.
"i want it in the shower." you whisper, testing him.
you want to see what he'll do.
he smirks, apparently liking the idea.
he grips your hips tight as his arms wrap around you. you hold on as he stands, carrying you to the bathroom attached to your room.
he sets you on the cold counter top in the bathroom as he fixes the water in the shower. the room quickly become steamy as he starts to pull off his pants.
youre both naked as you step in first, letting the water drench your hair. the water feels nice but different as it flows down your sensitive body.
"what are you doin'?" hamzah stands in front of you, pulling you to his chest and out of the stream of water. you feel his hard cock against your stomach and you get an idea.
you slide down onto your knees, palms flat against the tops of his thighs. his cock is straight out, hard as ever and ready for you.
you begin to work your mouth over his length, pressing open mouthed kisses all along the side.
his hand curls into your scalp. his eyes are glued to your lips as they wrap around him. he grunts, a curse falling from under his breath.
hes silent for a while, just focused on you and the way you work his cock into your throat.
you gag a couple of times but ease off of him, standing to your feet as you kiss him. he groans, pulling you closer to his body. he lifts your thigh, situating his cock as he quickly slides into you.
its all so fast you dont know how to react except for a moan leaving your lips.
hamzahs hands grope your ass as he uses your body to move his cock in and out of you. this feeling is heightened while youre high.
you and hamzah are great in bed together. but youve never felt like this before.
its like heaven.
"stay with me baby." his voice brings you back. you blink, letting go of your bottom lip that was unknowingly bitten between your teeth.
"s'good. so good. hamzah...!" your head falls back as you lose control of your body. you feel everything and nothing at the same time.
the way his cock rubs against your walls, including the best spot. his hand cradles the back of your neck, holding you together as if your head will fall right off.
your lips are parted as your eyes roll back. he watches in awe as you exhibit a feeling of pure pleasure. all because of him.
you feel tears roll down your cheeks. or maybe its water from the shower. you cant tell.
but you wouldnt be surprised if they were tears. this overwhelming feeling isnt normal but youre okay in it. you dont mind it all that much.
you squeeze your eyes shut, your orgasm suddenly exploding inside of you. you cover your own mouth, moaning so loud- even the shower cant hide the sounds.
hamzah curses under his breath, fucking you through your pleasure before flipping you. youre against the cold tile, ass jutted out in the air as he fucks you from behind.
"is this good, baby?" he asks, fingers rubbing over the curve of your ass. you nod, "so good." you mutter.
he continues his thrusts until he finishes and you both wash up in the shower. he washes your hair and body for you as you sit pretty under the warm stream of water.
he washes himself- with your help of course- and you both climb out. he wraps a towel around your shivering body, tying another towel around the top of your head.
he watches as you climb in bed, covering you with your duvet. he takes the towels once youre dry.
your wet hair spills about over your pillow.
he pulls out his phone to take a candid picture of you laid out on your pillow. your eyes are low as you feel the sleepiness consuming you.
"you look like you went to heaven and back. little angel." he murmurs as you fall asleep.
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okay woah.
idk ab this one kinda boring ngl but eh
i might delete later i dunno AGH
kind of a filler for the night idk what else to write im shriveled up
sweetest dreams poo
i love u - amyluvshamzah
TAGLIST: @hamzahshoe @hamzahslvt @babyunicorndoll @xoxo-yamil3t
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pitchcom · 4 months ago
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watching dwts again and i NEED to make a celebrity oscar x pro dancer carlos fic
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tomwaterbabies · 1 year ago
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genuinely obsessed with this scene. Romeo KingOfPuppets spends the whole game up until this point desperately trying to communicate with you- all of it amounting to countless failed attempts. every messenger cut down. every word indecipherable to pinocchio who only hears, at the time, garbled nonsense. by the time you arive to strike down the king of puppets he has one final attempt which takes the form of a puppet show. like that's what his desperate final attempt looks like. incredible
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toytulini · 3 months ago
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oh yeah: Tank Rescape!
#toy pic post#undescribed#90gal#got a bigger whale 👀#still not 100% happy with it but the plants feel like they make more sense and arent just randomly strewn about#and the whale is using more of the depth of the tank instesd of all being clustered in the front#but goddd that back corner my fucking worstie. my beloathed. when i tell you i never want a fucking tall tank again...............#next tall tank i have better be one i can just fucking step into i swear to god#if i inherit that 180gal from my dad its a useful tank size in theory but ill have to try to trade it for something that doesnt turn me#into the joker!#anyway. ignore the bucket i had to take the breeder box with the pregnant shrimp and new snails out for the water change and then it became#A Different Temperature. so. i was floating them. if i shower today i will release the new snails! excited about them#got another zebra nerite (hopefully to distract Doppio from the long suffering Espresso Bean??) and 2 ive never seen before that we just#got in: pink lady nerites???? theyre soooooo cute. teeny tiny. adorable. i dont know if i want coffee names for them or coaster names.#also Espresso Bean fell on its back again. so. gotta fix that..#i fear once i release the pink ladies i will never see them again theyre soooo teeny. at work i thought they were pieces of gravel#but maybe! i have black sand so maybe theyll stick out!!!#and i thought id lose robusta whos barely bigger than them and i see him sometimes still#this is rapidly just becoming a snail tank. theres just so many cute nerites tho look at em......#i also have 2 uhhh tiger nerites now? need to name those too#and i requested we order red racers at work 👀#and if we get cool ones. the snails may soon outnumber the fish#cos now im at. 8? jesus. this is a dangerous line if work for me
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depresseddepot · 4 days ago
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started planning out an actual real budget to see what sort of housing I could afford if I lived alone and it is. not great !
#i think i might still try to do it though#im purposefully not burning any bridges with my family so i can have a place to move back into if it doesnt work#but i make literally JUSTTT enough to afford it#with my retirement and life insurance i can afford to put away an extra $300 on top and have like $150 (MAYBE) left for the month#which. is less towards savings than i really want#because im trying to save for grad school a new car and a down payment#i did budget for $400 a month on groceries which doesnt include what i would get for food assistance or from food banks#which is a little bit more and helps me breathe a little#but this all hinges on my ability to find rental housing with all utilities included for 1k or under#there ARE some near me that have all or most included for less than that but obv until im actively looking to move out im not banking on any#sorry i know people dont like hearing money talk but i need to talk momey very frankly for 3-5 hours#after which i will promptly and unexpectedly burst into tears and thats how you know the conversation is over#im also an idiot dumbass and didnt really pay attention to how much i was spending on gas when i drove from the bigger city near me#(aka the place i will probably end up living)#i dont want to lower my savings though :( i like to save :( number go up#and also the idea that it could take me longer than 10 years to save up for a down payment fills me with teeth grinding rage#i want to live alone so badly i want to make it work#i have to remind myself that im rounding expenses up and paychecks down on purpose#but i also. dont know what the next step is?? i have it all saved already lmfao#i cant move out until august at the absolute earliest but like. because i live at home do i just. sit and wait? until i find a good place?#things happening in rapid succession scare me and it seems like the turn around for apartment touring -> moving in is very fast#i was 16 when i last moved idk how to do that!#but like. do they just. move the stuff in#yes this is exactly how moving works i know#i think really what i need to do is tell my parents in august that im going to move out#because if they're ready to move furniture then maybe the brain can take over and make decisions and sign contracts quickly#before the loser has time to even start getting freaky about things#any ghosts looking to be a second source of income
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httpiastri · 7 months ago
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SUUPPER HAAPPYY FOR PAULITOO but they said he will solely be a reserve driver next year and won't race in any other series just like jack this year. I don't know how to feel about that. They'll probably make him make tea for them uuggghh
ah they said that? makes sense, however that doesnt surprise me or upset me too much. sure, it'll be tough to not see him race and it's bad that he doesnt get that extra experience – but i assume they will put him in for tons of sim work, which is something he seems to enjoy and which will get him a lot of experience for his outings with the f1 car. and just… especially with the new fp1 rule, we know that he'll definitely be in the car next year! which is INSANE to me and such a good step in the right direction!!!!
and as the sole (? havent seen any other announcements of other reserves yet, but there could come more who knows) reserve driver for the team, he'll be at every race and we will get tons of content. we'll see him standing there in the pits all the time… chatting with engineers and oli and everyone…….
AND AND AND!!! imagine him being a co-host for f1tv pre/post race shows????????? my heart is melting
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hwsforeignrelations · 9 months ago
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RANT
#hey boss#u uh- u said i was working sun n wed- can i have more consistent days so i have days to block out for interviews?#.#uve been forewarned#ok so its four months into my gap year and HOLY SHIT JOB SEARCHING IS SO FRUSTRATING#so im working as a clerk at this law firm mon and wed (only 8 hours total tho)#n i THOT i had my reatil job in the bag but then boss goes “yea im really sorry but i cant give u three days - only sundays and weds”#so i was like great ok i need another job thats cool ill just bliock out sundays and weds for potential employers#THEN on sat boss texts n goes “ahhh i dont need u till next week- also can u switch ur wed to fri”. ??????? MA'AM#so i go#she says sorry kid i dont WHICH IS FINE I APPRICIATE THE COMMUNICATION#so i have an interview the next day at a coffee shop for a time THE MANAGER OFFERED#i show up after having pit my day aside for this noon interview#i walk in employees go “uh ho manager stepped out”#she camnt come back for the rest of the day AND doesnt apologize in her email- just “unfourntallyyyy i didnt have time to check my email”#MAAM YOU SEND THE INVITE#whatever#luckily last friday i was invited to this job fair by like four diff locations in san fran n was immeditaly hired#(first trial shift tmr yay!)#but the commute is gonna be KILLER#however im hopeful n i love coffee so yay#also my pet sitting is taking off ive got two sits booked for october#which is suprising bc im also traveling for half the month#manchester edenbrough st andrews milan lake como babayyyyyyy#also this thursday im heading to chicago and maine for a wedding (yay go love!) and to tenessee for another wedding in jan#so now ive got law firm retail associate barista dog sitter n i just KNOW when the holidays roll around n both retail jobs will be wack ill#be floored#but. ahem anywats good things frustrating thinsg stressful things but GOD am i glad i took this gap year#oh yea and ive been hiking tones! lands end trail#tilden park
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hallowed-somnolence · 2 months ago
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too much techincal stuff i dont understand my head hurts orz
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crosswordgf · 6 months ago
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tiger balm save me
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macarons-and-poms · 1 year ago
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I do think there's a funny observation to be made as Elder Scrolls 6 becomes more of a possibility
At least in my corners of the Internet I've seen a general pessimism over it, from those who've followed the trajectory of TES as a whole, with the continued dumbing down of RPG elements into what might be a nothing burger of a game like Starfield
And I just think that's so funny because clearly someone at Bethesda thinks that simple and minimalistic is the way to go with game mechanics and story. Have a wide swimming pool, but keep it shallow
Meanwhile Baldur's Gate was made with the exact opposite ethos and not only is it one of the most critically acclaimed games ever but it also attracted a wide fan base including a good number of people who don't typically play "complicated" RPGs.
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shirleyjacksonesque · 1 year ago
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i think my parents are slowly realizing that, really, this move to arkansas hasn't been that good for us
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cerealandchoccymilk · 2 years ago
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my whole family got Opinions about my aunts parenting choices. the bitchers (speaking very quietly w the door closed in the room my parents are staying in)
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whalechief · 2 years ago
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so its no secret that i've been struggling mentally for a bit and this year really pushed me too far
i drew at most 2 drawings per month it seemed...and that was on the months i DID draw
there are a lot of factors that lead to my drop off in art, but 2024 i really want to make a come back if i can
thank you to everyone who's stuck around and was just THERE, even if it was just on my timeline, it still felt like i wasnt alone and that people would be understanding when i was ready to come back
fr thank you, i hope to have lots of fun and make many memories with everyone on my favorite hellsite, tumblr dot com :) see you in 2024 <3
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whimsypeddler · 2 years ago
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having Big Feelings in the tags. you neednt read them, but you should go drink water and stretch your eyes
#makin one of those posts thats all tags bc i need to just do emotions for a sec#98% of the time i fuckin love being aroace. i like how i exist in the world and our flags fucking baller#but wooo boy that 2% of the time (my current state)#nothin makes you stare into space despondently while crying silently like knowing therenothing *wrong* w you per se#but there something fundamental to your existence that means your emotional needs will very likely never be met the way you need them to be#my roommate whom i love with my whole entire soul has their partner over whom i also love with my whole entire soul#and its making me so agonizingly jealous bc i want what they have so badly it actually literaly fucking aches in my chest#i want the banter and the cuddling and the intimacy and the love. the goodnight phonecalls and the undeniable proof that i am loved just#as much as i love and that i am a peiority in someone else's life to the same degree that i prioritize them#but i know i dont get to have that because i cant do it the way almost anybody wants#i want to fall asleep next to someone but i dont want to date. i wont do it. it makes me so uncomfortable#but without performing romance theres almsot no chance ill get to have that kind of deeply intertwined life#and like. i love my friends dearly and deeply. i vall them the loves of my life bc they are#but even those relationships wont get to be like what i want so bad. they all have or want romance and i know how that works#it doesnt matter that they love me too because when you have a partner thats the priority. i get it. its fine.#i dont mind stepping back from my friends to give them room to build the lives they want.#i jusy want somone to want to build a life with *me*#dont mind me in just tired and sad and experiencing the agonies of being 22#theres a part of me that looks at all this and just says 'maybe someday' but ive been living off nothing bu 'someday' most of my life#and im dead fucking tired of it#idk man maybe im just mentally ill and have mommy issues who knows#anyway im going to bed now#if you know me irl and you read all this 1)this is NOT meant to imply youre doing something wrong. not your fault amatonormativity is this#2) ill be fine i just need to sleep and 3) i love you more than i know how to say and i always will no matter what shape our lives take
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danielnelsen · 2 years ago
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oh when was someone gonna tell me that you can download the source files for dao level layouts and face morphs (:
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mechawolfie · 2 years ago
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zoom call survived (multiple people edition)
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