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elsdolly · 3 days ago
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boss!sevika who calls you out on your disorganized behaviour, asking you to go to her office for a moment.
mdni fingering mentions of spanking sev is kinda mean afab!reader squirting
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you were actually scared, thinking it was over for your employment. maybe you'd fucked up too much this time. you'd never been the best at arriving early and everyone at the office knew, but being over 15 minutes late was a record— even for you.
"you know you can't act like that, right? we're a company. i pay for your time, not just sitting there, eating yoghurt as you pretend to do paperwork. you think being twenty minutes late is acceptable?" she questioned, though her voice had a hint of amusement she really tried to hide behing a mask of annoyance.
"i- i'm sorry. i just fell asleep, and i had a problem with the..."
"i don't care." she interrupted with total honesty. "could just fire you and get this over with."
"please don't! i promise it won't happen again, ms." you insisted fervently, sitting up suddenly.
"what about a little punishment?" she suggested with her characteristic side smirk, her voice shifting to something deeper, more primal. you had never actually seen this side of her, but you couldn't deny that it turned you on more than it should.
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there you were— tummy down on her desk, perked nipples pressed against the hard wood, ass bare and aching more than necessary because of the countless slaps she gave you with her prosthetic hand and two of her fingers plunging into your sloppy cunt over and over, rubbing your g-spot with too much force— not that you minded. your poor body couldn't take all that she gave you, and you knew you would be screaming if it wasn't for her tie gagging you, letting only a few small whimpers come out of that pretty mouth of yours.
"so fucking pathetic, aren't you?" she mumbled, her voice raspier than usual. you nodded furiously, not even caring to defend yourself. what was even the point? "you're not even getting a raise for this." she mocked, but the only thing you cared about was her fingers.
you started shamelessly moving back and forth to increment the sensation of her fingers even more. as she felt your climax approaching, she added a third finger to make sure you came as hard as possible. as your legs started to give up, you gripped the edge of the desk, her thrusts getting firmer.
"gonna cum?" she asked, suddenly untying your dripping mouth.
"yeah- 'vika, please." you begged, not even controlling the tone of your shaky voice.
"come on." those two words were enough to make you weak, and the knot in your stomach finally snapped as you squirted all over her hand.
seconds later, when you opened your eyes and turned your head to look at her shyly, she was still playing with your pussy, gathering your juices in her fingers. "so messy." she commented mockingly, bringing her fingers to her mouth as she put your skirt back in place with the other one. at least you still had your job, right?
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hi guyzz first time posting here im so nervous (¯―¯٥) idk if this is good but anyways if u have any request or suggestion pls tell me!
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joanyio · 2 years ago
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“diary of the merciless evil devil guest from hell”
is what im calling the big 5 from now on
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fluffylino · 9 months ago
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no nut november with minho 🍮
you realise eating pudding is his way of controlling himself...
-contains suggestive themes (plz he's pudding boy)
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you think minho is great at holding out.
its november and from the very first day of the month, he grumbled about how stupid the whole idea was.
accepting the challenge when you tell him you made a bet with jisung for fun.
both of you being full of pride could not possibly lose to jisung, who you were sure would end up jerking off on the 2nd day of november.
to your surprise, he had faithfully vowed to practice no such actions.
minho, on the other hand seemed to get through his days fine. a little too fine, because even you found it difficult to not drool over your boyfriend.
you know him to the extent that you know how he sticks to challenges.
there is no way he would ever let y'all lose against jisung. just so he could rub it in his friend's face about being the winner.
he does the normal things he does. washing up, sitting with his head on your lap after a long day, eating pudding with you.
lots and lots of pudding.
dozens of them stacked in the lower shelf of the fridge.
its the 26th of november and you have to admit its getting harder and harder. for you atleast.
"min, whatcha doing in the fridge?"
you walk into the kitchen, finding him crouched down. he had been there for longer than five minutes.
"mmhmm" is all you make out with what he's saying.
"huh?" walking over to him in confusion.
"m' eating pudding" he tries to say more clearly. and you peek over the fridge door to see three empty glasses of pudding.
"didn't you just eat pudding like two hours ago?"
and he blinks at you extremely slowly.
still seated on the floor with a glass of pudding in his hand. keeping his eyes locked on yours as he feeds himself another spoonful.
in defiance. like a cat doing something its not supposed to do but would do it anyway to prove that its not listening to you.
"you're an addict. i swear, you're addicted to pudding!"
you laugh. patting his head even though you know the risks of doing that.
"a man needs his pudding to keep going"
minho mumbles while going as far as to tipping his head back to lick the inside of the container clean. it does something to you and you mentally slap yourself.
if he was so good at keeping himself sane, you were sure you could do it too.
"theres caramel on your nose pfft"
the thick sugary substance painting the tip of his nose. theres some more on his chin and...
"minho, you have it on your cheek too!"
it was getting funnier. and he glared at you, clearing his throat.
"i was hungry." he mutters, packing up the other puddings. you notice his eyebrows furrowing in discomfort when he stands up.
typical old man behaviour.
"give me a hug" you whisper, wanting to actually hug him.
maybe being close to him would make your unforgiving sex deprived mind shut off for a while.
"no" closing the fridge and placing his hands on his hips.
"minhooo give me a hug, please?"
standing on your tip toes to peck the tip of his nose. he turns his head away, trying to control his expressions.
you take the chance to catch him off guard, jumping onto him to tackle him into hugging you. he playfully matches your energy until he freezes in your hold.
"ah-"
a small moan escaping his lips. his eyes widening while he bites down onto his bottom lip. stopping any other noise from leaving him.
your mouth dropping open in shock when you feel his hard-on pressing against your thigh.
"did you get a boner-"
"no."
he whispers, masking his surprised expression with faux annoyance. you squint at him with a glimmer of mischief in your eyes.
"were you eating pudding to distract yourself?"
"...no."
placing his hands on your shoulders to lightly push you away. creating some distance between your bodies.
"im not that deprived, trust me" minho mumbles quietly. your lips pursed together.
"what if i say its getting harder for me..." you mutter, moving closer to him. he doesn't stop you.
"really, baby? can't live without my dick for a month?"
you stay silent. looking away from him sadly. you're not embarassed anymore.
because now you know how he copes when he gets horny. pudding!
"...can't live without you either" and you smile. happy that he admits it.
he groans, throwing his head back dramatically. squeezing his eyes closed.
"god, i can't stop imagining you crying my name when i push into you. its haunting me. for fuck's sake"
minho grumbles, groaning when you hug him again. his arms wrapping around you.
"and i can't stop thinking of you pushing my head down into the bed while you fuck me from behind"
you pull your phone out of your pocket hastily when it buzzes nonstop.
"its jisung..."
"what'd he say?"
"he...LOST!"
you shriek. practically jumping onto minho. trusting him entirely. he picks you up with no struggle.
"does that mean..."
"yes. im fucking you. right now."
"but november isn't over!"
"jisung lost. our opponent lost. that means this stupid no nut shit doesn't apply to us anymore" he grumbles. you catch onto him tight when he practically darts to your shared bedroom.
"admit it...you missed it, didn't you"
a huge smile on his face. a glimmer of pure happiness in his eyes. like how he'd look at his favourite pudding.
"have you ever seen me this excited before-"
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pudding boy lino. i watched his whole live and then ate pudding🍮
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fleuryns · 3 months ago
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PRINCESS TREATMENT ✶ 엔하
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❪ 𝑜EUVRES ❫ 愛 𝑙'──엔하이픈 & 𝑓!reader ᵔᴗᵔ fluff scenarios headcanons non-idol au   114O established relationship use of pet names physical intimacy
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HEESEUNG has become your personal chaperone ever since you started dating, because he insists on driving you everywhere. he takes you to your appointments and is always there to pick you up afterwards, looking at you like you're crazy when you suggest you could take the bus instead.
HEESEUNG loves to tie your heels for you, every time you wear them and ask him for help he's already sitting down to take your foot on his leg and gently close the little clip, caressing your calf in a swift motion before moving to the other leg, smiling softly to himself.
HEESEUNG takes you shopping anytime, gives you his wallet without a second thought and carries all your bags. if you hand them yourself, he'll quickly accept everything with a smile. but if you don't, he'll frown, gently taking them away. “don't strain your pretty hands with these” he mutters “that's my job”.
JAY works for hours in the kitchen just for you, to cook the things he knows you like. “i made your favorite” he says softly, eyeing your reaction expectantly. he's the happiest when you eat the food he cooked, always fulfilling your requests with a smile, no matter how crazy and difficult they are to make.
JAY is obsessed with and holds your hands at all times, like the true gentleman he is. he occasionally presses his lips softly on the back of your hand or on the inside of your wrist, in a feather-light kiss that leaves a tingling sensation on your skin, making you shiver.
JAY has developed a habit of serenading you at any given moment, and you want to curse whoever introduced him to the guitar. it started kind of as a joke, but now he's very much serious, spending time to carefully select his words and compose the prettiest melody for your ears and your ears only.
JAKE spoils you by buying whatever you want all the time, he allows you to drag him to endless shopping trips and pays for everything with a lovesick grin that shows just how happy he is to get you anything you want. whenever you end up in a store he ends up buying everything you touch without a word.
JAKE would drop anything he is doing if you ever so much call for him. you're his top one priority, because your well-being is also his. he has always his phone on for you, and he always picks up right away. his time is all reserved for his princess, if she wants it.
JAKE just helps you without being asked, sensing what you need like a sixth sense, maybe even before you even realize it. with him by your side, you won't struggle with anything anymore. when you're having trouble with something, he's by your side already and always reassures you with a smile that he's got it.
SUNGHOON carries heavy things for you with a shy insistence, because that's his job and he takes pride in that. he looks up at you when you call him, and he's by your side immediately, rolling his sleeves and getting ready to show off his strength, only for his princess.
SUNGHOON gets you flowers as a gift, no matter the occasion. even just randomly like that, he shows up to your place or to your dates with a fresh colorful bouquet. “pretty flowers for a pretty girl” he announces shyly, handing them to you, his smile growing when you accept them with a happy squeal.
SUNGHOON always finds an excuse to carry you. when it rains a lot and the street is filled with puddles he effortlessly scoops you in his arms silently. when your heels hurt too much he immediately picks you up bridal style despite your protests. “let me help you, baby, im strong enough” he mutters, keeping you close.
SUNOO makes sure to be slightly ahead of you when entering a place, always determined to open the door for you every time. even when you get in a car, he always opens your door first and makes sure you're comfortably seated before closing it and quickly moving to the other side to get in as well.
SUNOO takes your breakfast in bed often, chuckling at your sleepy surprised face even after all these times he's done it. he has all the food arranged neatly on the tray and he just watches you lovingly while you eat. he even occasionally brushes your hair away from your face so it doesn't get in your food.
SUNOO could never get mad at you. the things that usually annoy him when it's other people responsible for the deed, if it's you he doesn't even bat an eye. “it's okay, don't worry about it, angel” he reassures you softly, embracing you in his arms to prove his point.
JUNGWON lets you choose everything you do. he lets you choose the movie you watch, the food you eat, the place you go… he doesn't care that, every time, you end up in the same restaurant or watch the show you like a little too much. he really doesn't care because the smile on your lips could repay anything. 
JUNGWON always pulls the chair for you when you sit down at a cafe or a restaurant, with a simplicity that brings butterflies to your stomach, but his smile hints that the action is very much purposeful. of course, he knows you could do it alone, but the feeling of getting to spoil you like that is unmatched.
JUNGWON makes you feel like royalty just with the right nickname. “my princess~” he muses at the most random moments, hugging you from behind or cupping your cheeks in his hands. the nickname is filled with such devotion that you can't help but melt a little.
RIKI gives you his jacket all the time. it doesn’t matter if he'll be cold, he finds you too cute drowning in his big jacket anyway. but he pretends like it's not a big deal, shrugging while putting his hands in his pockets to mask the fact that he's completely head over heels.
RIKI is always ready to make you feel safe, that's what you noticed after you started dating. he reassures you when you're scared, taking his knight in shining armor part very seriously. he pulls you in his arms and holds you there, whispering soft reassurances in your ear until you feel all better again.
RIKI 's eyes never leave your figure, he especially loves looking at you from across the room, just making sure you're comfortable and happy at all times. he hates when you're sad, he never wants you to be. and since big flamboyant acts of service were never his forte, he keeps an eye on you to make up for it.
© 𝖥𝖫𝖤𝖴𝖱𝖸𝖭𝖲 | 2025
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wonyology · 1 month ago
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Blueprints Of Us
(m!reader x IVE's WONYOUNG) - part I
part II - part III - part IV - part V (finished)
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Summary: A heartbroken architect. An ambitious girl. They didn't know each other existed - until the day they met in Hong Kong. What began as a pleasant encounter slowly turns into something neither of them planned: a connection, and perhaps... a new beginning.
Tags(?): fluff, post heartbreak stuff, wony being beautiful, i don't even know man
WONYOUNG x yourself/Original Male Character
Word count: ~10k - big shoutout to @stewpidcheescatarinabluu for the hong kong suggestion, i tried something new this time so... hopefully u guys like it. also, i know nothing about architect. as always, enjoying reading!
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Incheon International Airport
It was 11:00PM, you sat quietly at Gate 21, the ice americano in your hand somehow tasted really bland now. Too bland. The terminal was quiet, not the peaceful quiet kind - just empty. A few other passengers sat scattered across the rows of seats, some half asleep, others just looked dead inside, just like you. You weren’t in a rush since your flight to Hong Kong wouldn’t board for another 40 minutes. Moments like these just sucked somehow. 
You scrolled through your phone again. Nothing to check, Just the usual emails from work, maybe too many unread group chats that you didn’t even bother to open in days, and that message - still sitting on top of your Kakao like it was waiting for you to accept the truth. 
[내지민이🩵]
(My Jiminie🩵)
im sorry oppa
let’s not keep dragging this out
you know we’ve been over for a while
You stared at it for a moment. No typing dots. No follow-up.
It was from your now ex-girlfriend, Jimin - Yu Jimin, your hoobae from SNU. You met on campus, she was in Interior Design and you were finishing up your architecture degree. She was popular - the looks, the bright energy, the bubbly personality, she had it all. People noticed her. A lot of guys chased after her. But somehow, she’d only looked at you. She was the one who confessed first - bold, smiling, a little nervous. You still remembered the way she’d asked if you always looked that serious, even when the sky looked nice. Somehow you’d ended up together. For almost 2 years. At one point, Jimin was even talking about moving in together. But… it hadn’t been good for a while. She said she’d been tired and you had no better excuse than ‘I’ve been busy’. You weren’t cheating. You weren’t lying. You loved her too much for that.
But last night - the look in Jimin’s eyes told you she was serious. You got down your knees in the middle of the street, apologizing and begging her for one last chance with tears in your eyes. You never thought you’d ever be that desperate, pleading guy in a drama. You never really begged for anything before. But last night, you begged for her. Jimin cried too, but she still walked away. No yelling, no accusations. She said it hurt too much to keep this relationship alive. She didn’t hate you but she couldn’t survive loving you like this anymore.
You cried too. Harder than you ever had. So much that you weren’t even sure if you could make it to Hong Kong today. But somehow you managed. 
Your studio, DPR, was young but quickly gained a reputation for its thoughtful and unique design. It was catching attention, even getting shortlisted for awards in the recent months. You’d joined it after graduating from SNU - one of their only rare junior hires as the team started expanding. The founder - your boss, Yu Barom, was only in his late 30s - maybe a bit young for his field but respected by many for his work. There was something easy about talking with him - not quite a mentor, more of a close friend. He noticed the shift in you for the past few months but he never pushed. When a partner in Hong Kong invited your studio to consult on a small renovation project, he offered it to you.
“Take the job, Haejoon-ah.” he said. “Explore Hong Kong a bit, maybe get lost for a few days. Might help.”
You knew it wasn’t about the project. Still, you were thankful for the chance - not just for work but also for his understanding behind it. You were still lost in that thought when the boarding announcement echoed through the terminal. Well… enough sadness. It was time to get your shit together and board the plane.
Somewhere in the sky, you found yourself staring out the window, watching Korea disappear into clouds. Becoming an architect was never really something you planned - maybe not at first. But you were good with your hands, better with space than words and building things just felt like the one thing you could make sense of the world around you. You weren’t from money, nothing was ever handed to you easily. But you worked your way up, maybe got lucky along the way - through school, through military service, through sleepless nights at SNU until you ended up here. Thirty years old. Employed straight after university, luckily, in this economy. Respected. And still somehow feeling like something or maybe someone was missing in your life.
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The next few days passed in a blur - full of site visits, meetings and late night drafts. The renovation project wasn’t anything massive - just a quiet redesign of a small hotel tucked along Sheung Wan. The work culture in Hong Kong was a bit fast paced but nothing you couldn’t keep up with. You spent your days listening, observing and sketching like you always did. Hong Kong was packed but beautiful, chaotic and sharp-edged in a way Seoul wasn’t.
A bit like that game, Sleeping Dogs. Minus the kungfu part. Underrated game.
Until that day, your early meeting had been canceled and you decided to wander around with no purpose, letting the city carry you away. At some point, you ended up at Tsim Sha Tsui harbor, the scenery looked exactly like those in the 90s Hong Kong movies. And there, tucked at the end of the Star Ferry Pier was a clean, minimalist cafe. You’d seen a bunch of those cafes before. Clean concrete, soft wood counters, art gallery vibes. A cup of coffee won’t hurt. But damn, Hong Kong was fucking expensive. You wandered near the window to calm yourself down while watching the world move. The bitterness hit a bit but you didn’t mind. Not there for the coffee anyway. 
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Then she walked in. She took your breath the moment she got into your vision. She was wearing a matching cream and navy stripes crochet set. The cropped cardigan clung lightly to her shoulders, unbuttoned to show the black top underneath. Her high waisted shorts helped compliment her long legs, making her already tall frame even more attractive. Her long hair was braided over one shoulder, giving her look a retro but not too old fashioned vibe. A thin choker with a small pendant was wrapped around her neck, and those earrings just made her look so elegant and rich.  But the main point of her look was the glasses. She walked in while adjusting them - casual but confident, like she knew people were watching her. She looked like she’d just stepped out of a fashion magazine. She ordered in English, voice soft but confident? Sounded a bit American? Tourist?
You didn’t really care at first, not until she ran into trouble while paying. Her card wasn’t going through. She shifted awkwardly and laughed it off with the barista then muttered something out of frustration. In Korean, loud enough for you to hear.
“아 뭐야, 또 왜 이래…?”
(What the hell, again…?)
Korean!
Before you could think of anything else, you stood up and walked to the counter, phone already in hand.
“It’s ok. I’ll pay for her.” you said in English - more confident than you thought.
 She turned, blinking in surprise.
“Oh no! Please, you don’t have to…” in English again.
You shook head slightly and switched back to Korean.
“I’m Korean, too. It’s fine.” 
She hesitated for a second then offered a small bow with a tint of pink on her cheeks.
“Ah… thank you so much. Really.” voice now relieved. “I didn’t expect to run into a Korean here.”
“Me neither.” you offered a small smile.
She took her drink from the counter then just stood there clutching her cup of coffee with both hands for a moment. She wasn’t moving away. Her eyes flickered around the cafe then landed back on you.
Shit… she’s so beautiful.
You glanced at an empty table near the window.
“Do you… want to sit with me?” you asked, hoping you didn’t sound too desperate.
“Ah-umm…” she was caught off guard for a second, eyes dropping to her drink then back to you. Then she let out a soft laugh.
“I mean… yeah. Sure.”
The both of you moved to sit down, she carefully placed her cup of coffee before adjusting her cardigan slightly. You noticed how she kept tucking those few strands of her behind her ear, like she was nervous of something. Neither of you said anything for a moment. 
“I swear I’m not usually this clumsy.” she finally spoke first, the corners of her lips curling slightly.
“No, you’re doing fine.” you smiled.
She nodded, taking a sip of coffee before smiling again.
“...Can I ask for your name?” her voice was a bit more confident now. “Feels weird just saying ‘thank you’ to a stranger.”
You chuckled under your breath. 
“Yeah, it’s true. I’m Haejoon. Han Haejoon. And you?”
“I’m Jang Wonyoung.”
“Nice name. It suits you a lot.” you meant it.
There was a beat. Then she tilted her head, slightly blushing.
“Can I ask how old are you, Haejoon-ssi? Just… you know. So we know how to talk.”
You smiled.
“I’m thirty, in Korean age. International… twenty nine.”
“I’m twenty two, so… Oppa?” she replied immediately, her eyes were sparkling - like she was testing you, waiting for a reaction.
Fuck.
You coughed. Only once. Just enough to embarrass yourself. You then looked down at your coffee like it suddenly needed your attention.
“That’s fine. I mean, if you’re comfortable with that…”
You scratched the back of your neck.
“Or not. I don’t… mmm, whatever works best for you.”
She laughed - really laughed this time, covering her mouth with two hands. She was clearly enjoying how flustered you got.
“You’re really shy for someone who just rescued me with a cup of coffee, oppa.” she teased.
You raised one eyebrow, trying to recover.
“Yeah, well. Confidence is situational sometimes.”
Wonyoung took another sip of her drink, eyes quietly scanning you from head to toe then landing back on your eyes.
“You don’t look like a tourist, oppa.” she said, tilting her head. “Are you living here?”
You shook your head. “No, I’m here for work. A short project.”
She nodded slowly, fingers playing with her cup. 
“I thought so. You look like you just stepped out of a meeting or something.”
You glanced at yourself - slightly dark tailored suit, the shirt still stiff from rushing in the morning.
“Too obvious?” you asked, smirking.
“A little.” she grinned. “But in a good way. Sharp. Clean hairstyle. Professional. Korean vibe, definitely.”
“Thanks… I think.”
She covered her laugh with her hands again. Feminine. Effortless. Drawing you right in.
“Where do you live in Korea, oppa?” her tone still playful but curious.
“Uhm, Seoul.” you replied. “Mapo-gu side. Not too far from Yeonnam-dong.”
“No way. I live over there too. Right on the edge of Yeonnam, close to Mangwon market.” she gasped a bit.
“Really?” you blinked.
“Um, my friends and I are actually planning to open a floral studio somewhere around that area.”
You leaned back, surprised but kind of amused.
“That’s fairly close.”
“Fate?” she teased.
“Are you stalking me or something?” you narrowed your eyes, taking a risky shot.
Wonyoung gasped, clearly playing it for effect.
“Oh no… I’ve been caught. I guess I’ll have to find a new victim.”
You laughed, shaking your head.
“Nah, you don’t look like the criminal type.”
She sipped her drink with a small smile. “That’s how we criminals get you.”
You leaned forward a little, resting your forearms on the table.
“Floral Studio? Is that your full time job?”
She pouted her lips a bit before answering. 
“Kind of. Maybe not yet. I just finished school a few months ago. Took a break to travel around with my friends before… you know, real life hits.”
“Graduated from?”
“Ewha” she replied. “Fine Arts. I focused on stuff like fabric theory or styling but ended up falling in love with floral work along the way. I guess it also makes sense because I’ve liked it since I was a kid.”
“Floral work… Like not exactly a florist but arrangements and stuff?” you hummed. 
Wonyoung nodded, swirling her coffee around.
“Yup, like styling, visual work… Maybe it sounds a bit corny but I like how flowers can change the vibe of a place. I did a few stuff with bridal studios, concept shops, even a magazine shoot, once. I guess it just clicked along the way.”
You leaned back again, amazed.
“So not a shop that only sells flowers.”
She smiled.
“Definitely not that. I don’t just want to sell flowers. I want to create spaces and atmosphere that bring memories or scent to people. Does that even make sense?”
“Actually, yeah. It does.” you gave her a small nod, impressed.
There was a brief pause before she spoke up again. 
“I don’t know if it’ll work yet,” she said, looking down at her cup then back at you. “But we’re giving it a shot.”
“And ‘we’ is…?”
“My friends. Two of them. We’ve been dreaming about it for a long time now. I’m actually traveling around Hong Kong with them right now.”
“That’s brave. Really.”
Wonyoung smiled at your words, cheeks faintly pink - then she suddenly looked away and pressed her lips into her cup before speaking up again.
“Why did I just overshare like that?” she mumbled. “I don’t usually talk this much with people I just met.”
“It’s okay. I don’t mind. It was nice to hear.”
She glanced at you from under her lashes, a little flustered. Then, she straightened.
“Anyway. What about you, oppa? What’s your job? Besides saving girls with card problems and drinking coffee at expensive places.”
“I’m an architect.” you let out a soft laugh, shaking your head.
“Ah, called it.” her eyes lit up.
“You guessed?” you blinked.
“Nice tailored suit. Clean look. Sharp eyes. You’re either an architect or a rich guy who works in finance. Or IT.”
You raised a brow. “Are you always this observant?”
“Only when I’m bored.” she smiled again, this time relaxed.
Then she paused, eyes narrowing.
“Wait. If you think I’m that observant… guess my MBTI, oppa.”
You let out a quiet laugh.
“We’re moving on to MBTI already?”
“It’s fun, oppa. Every Korean has to do this. C’mon, one guess.” she said, leaning in.
You studied Wonyoung for a second. Confident posture. Confident speech. The way she caught herself oversharing but owned it anyway. Stylish. So goddamn beautiful, too.
“You gotta be an E…”
Her eyes sparkled a bit.
“EN… No, ES… ESTJ.”
Her mouth dropped open.
“How?
“Confident. Bright energy. I’d say organized but a bit dramatic. The good kind. I’d say stylish too but that doesn’t really count in MBTI.” you just smiled, taking a sip of your coffee like it was obvious.
I got a bit lucky too, Wonyoung-ah.
Wonyoung squinted at you.
“Okay, wait. That’s scary. I’m an actual ESTJ.”
“I’m good, right? Got it on the first try.”
“I’m suspicious now.” she said, narrowing her eyes playfully. “Do you just study MBTIs in your free time?”
“Nope. An architect’s instinct. I worked with many different types of people too.”
She smiled. “Alright, my turn. Let me guess yours.”
You leaned back, enjoying her presence.
Wonyoung’s lips slightly pursed in thought.
“You’re definitely not an E. Too calm. Quiet but not too awkward. You seem like you hate small talk but… listen well. Hmm..”
Here’s your chance. 
You saw your chance and went right for it. 
“Maybe I do hate small talk.” you said, your voice steady. 
“Just… not with you, apparently.” 
Smooth. 
Wonyoung’s eyes widened just a bit - not expecting that. She blinked then let out a lovely laugh, flustered but pulling her hands up to cover her face.
“...Wow, okay.”
“That was smooth, oppa. You don’t really seem like the flirty type.”
You shrugged, a faint smirk playing at the corner of your mouth.
“No, I’m not. Also, confidence is situational, remember?”
Wonyoung shook her head, laughing into her hands for a second before finally lowering them again. Her cheeks were a soft shade of pink, eyes still amused.
“I swear, if this is how you talk to every girl you meet…”
You raised both your hands in defense.
“I swear on my architect degree, from SNU - you’re the first.”
Wonyoung blinked.
“Wait. Seoul National University?”
You nodded.
“No way.” she stared at you for a second, genuinely taken aback.
“Why? Is that surprising?” you smiled, a little unsure.
“Yeah, that’s like the SNU. Our country’s top school so… you must be something yourself.”
You chuckled, shy now.
“Well… yeah. It wasn’t easy.”
She shook her head slowly, lips parting a little.
“That’s seriously impressive, oppa. I’m kind of… wow. No wonder you’re all quiet and mysterious.”
You laughed under your breath.
“Mysterious? That’s a first.”
“You’ve got that hidden backstory energy, oppa. Do you like, build buildings and stuff?” she asked, sipping her drink.
You smiled at her wording.
“Not exactly. I don’t physically go out with a hammer, if that’s what you’re picturing. I design them. Sometimes interior stuff too.”
Wonyoung laughed, covering her smile again with her hand - a habit you were finding endearing. But it was her eyes that got you. The way they shut lightly when she smiled or laughed, crinkling just a bit at the corner - genuine. Soft. Like the kind of laugh that showed she wasn’t pretending with you. You didn’t mean to stare, but you did. Just a bit longer than you should have.
“Do I have something on my face, oppa?”
“Nothing… Uh, your eyes look pretty when you laugh.”
She paused, her ears turning pink.
“...Well, that’s nice of you to say that.”
You were now aware of how warm your face felt too.
“I mean, it’s true.”
You leaned back slightly, gaze drifting toward the window before returning to Wonyoung. An awkward pause before you spoke.
“Anyway… yeah. I’m taking the architectural license exam this August. And then two other stages… at the end of the year. Then if things go well, I will finally be a licensed architect.”
“Hmm… that’s a big deal, isn’t it?” Wonyoung blinked, clearly impressed.
“It’s… a long time coming.”
“That’s amazing,” her voice sounded so genuine. “Like, really impressive. You must’ve worked so hard for this.”
You shrugged. Wonyoung’s words hit deeper than you expected. She then leaned forward, resting her chin in one hand with her eyes on you.
“I don’t know. There’s something really attractive about people who build things. Like it’s not just work… Care, thought, vision…”
You let her words settle in the space, trying to figure out what this beautiful girl is trying to do. Then she tilted her head slightly with her chin still resting in her palm.
“Wait… can I ask you something a bit random?”
“Sure.” you replied, curious.
“Did you do your military service already? Or are you one of those guys who contribute something big to the country and get exempt status?”
You laughed, it did catch you off guard a little.
“I’m not that lucky. I did mine right after high school.”
“Wow, so you got it out of the way early.” her eyes widened a bit. 
“So if someone dates you now, oppa… They don’t have to worry about you disappearing for two years?”
“That’s one way to… put it.” you said with a low laugh. “Guess I’m low risk that way.”
She nodded, like she was seriously considering it.
“Good to know.”
A short pause came again. Wonyoung glanced at you, down at her coffee, swirling around for a bit. Then she spoke with her eyes still on the cup - quieter this time.
“Umm… can I have your number, oppa?”
She peeked up at you, her tone casual but her cheeks a little pink. 
“Just in case I need to repay you for the coffee. Or, you know… if you feel like talking again.”
You smiled - couldn’t help it.
“Sure,” you said while pulling out your phone. “I’d love to meet you again.”
She took your phone gently, fingers moving quickly as she typed something in.
“Oh - do you want my Instagram too, oppa?” she asked, glancing up with a slight tilt of her head. “Just in case Kakao feels too formal.”
“Sure. Just head into the app and follow your account.” you chuckled.
She did exactly that, tapping around before handing it back to you. You looked at the contact name and had to bite a laugh back.
워녕이녕이🐰
(Wonyoungie🐰)
“A bunny?” you asked.
She looked smug, proud of herself. 
“People say I look like one.”
“Hmm, accurate.”
You barely had time to glance up when two other girls walked in - both stylish, maybe around Wonyoung’s age, laughing about something between them. One girl spotted her first.
“Wonyoung-ah!”
Wonyoung turned, eyes lighting up.
“Oh, unnie. Here!”
But then, the other girl’s gaze shifted to you - and paused. Recognition ran straight to your brain instantly.
“Haejoon-oppa?”
“Yena?”
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The four of you ended up at the same table, drinks in hands. Yena sat between you and Wonyoung, occasionally throwing glances your way, while Hyewon, her other friend, chimed in now and then with curiosity. 
Yena and you had always had a nice relationship - playful jabs, easy conversation and banter, which was easy when you did military service with her older brother years ago. She’d seen you through highs and lows. Wonyoung seemed both surprised and amused - not uncomfortable. If anything, she looked a little more relaxed now, sipping her coffee as conversations bounced around. Then, in a moment when the other two were distracted, Yena leaned in closer to you while lowering her voice.
“Oppa… are you cheating on Jimin in Hong Kong?”
You froze a bit, the question hitting harder than it should’ve. You absolutely forgot about Jimin when Wonyoung got here. Which was incredible - considering Jimin was on your mind 24/7 ever since you landed in Hong Kong.
“No.” you swallowed once. “We broke up like almost two weeks ago.”
Yena’s brow lifted. “Really?”
You nodded slowly.
“Just before I left for Hong Kong. She didn’t tell anyone yet, I guess.”
She leaned back slightly, eyes scanning your face, maybe she was trying to figure out if you were serious or you were considering cheating on Jimin with the girl sitting next to her. You met Yena’s gaze. You weren’t in the mood to defend yourself - especially when things already ended the way it did.
“Damn. I’m sorry.” her voice genuine, a mix of apology and shock.
“I mean… it hadn’t been good for a while.”
Yena didn’t press further. She just nodded the turned back toward the others, tone shifting back to light as if nothing just happened. Then, you felt Wonyoung glancing at you - her gaze was curious. She hadn’t heard the exchange. But something told you she noticed the shift in your face. And you weren’t sure if that made you uneasy or a little more drawn to her. 
How did I forget about Jimin so easily when you got here?
The conversation drifted back into easier topics - the weather, their trip, stuff in Hong Kong. You stayed mostly quiet, letting the girls talk, sipping your coffee while catching Wonyoung’s gaze looking at you now and then. Then, Yena suggested, casually.
“Oh, oppa. We’re going to eat somewhere at those skyline places tonight. Wanna come?”
Wonyoung looked at you. Her lips pressed like she was trying not to smile but the tiniest spark lit up in her eyes. She didn’t say anything right away, but the others knew.
You looked at Hyewon.
“Are you sure?”
She just smiled and shrugged, totally chill. 
“It’s fine, oppa. More people, more food.”
Yena raised an eyebrow at you, half a smirk on her face - clearly excited.
“Soooo?”
Your gaze turned to Wonyoung, who now was clearly staring right at you.
“Umm… yeah, I’m in.”
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You sat on your bed in the nice hotel room that Barom booked for you, studio money - crazy money by the way. You were still in your suit, tie slightly loosened now. A lot went through your mind after you left the cafe. For some reason, you didn’t want to be alone with your thoughts for too long. Like usual, you tapped into your contacts and hit call on your favorite person whenever you were in a situation like this
[다빈형] (Dabin-hyung)
He picked up on the third ring.
“Uh. You alive over there? In lovely Hong Kong?” 
“Barely.” you let out a breath, tired. “Also, hyung, are you on the toilet?”
“I’m efficient with my time, man.” he said, completely unbothered. “What’s up? You miss me or are you in trouble right now?”
You rubbed your face. “No, not really.” “Got time to walk around Hong Kong yet? You’ve been there for like one, two weeks?”
“Barely.”
“Site visits killed you already?”
“Nope, not that.” you lied back on the back, staring at the ceiling. 
“I met someone today.”
There was a short pause. Then a groan came from the other line.
“Damn… Don’t tell me you fell in love mid site visit like that. Is she from Hong Kong? Or is it a he? Wait… is it a he?”
“Hyung, shut up. It’s not like that. I just… I don’t know. I feel weird.”
“What kind of weird?”
You hesitated.
“Good weird, I think... Bad timing.”
“You thinking about her again?” Dabin hummed knowingly.
You didn’t even have to mention who her was.
“I forgot about Jimin today,” you said. “Just… like completely forgot. The second this girl walked in.”
“Is she from Hong Kong?”
“Uh… no, from Korea. Seoul. Lives near Yeonnam-dong too. Super weird.”
“Really?”
“Yeah, I’m not kidding.”
“She’s traveling with her two friends. One of them is a close friend of mine, I enlisted with her brother at the same time.”
“That’s really weird.”
“Yeah, but this girl… She’s bubbly, cute, beautiful… said she’s about to open a floral studio with her friends. There’s something about her, flirty but just enough. She… uh.” you trailed off, suddenly self conscious. 
“She called me oppa like five minutes after meeting me. I swear, hyung, my brain just shut off right there.”
A snort came from the other line.
“Jesus Christ. You’re down bad.” he said, his American accent popping off.
“I’m not, hyung.”
“You are, Haejoon-ah. You forgot your ex for hours because the way a pretty stranger said oppa sounded so sweet. That’s not normal, at least for you.”
You groaned, dragging a hand over your face.
“I’m just… confused, okay? I didn’t plan for this.”
“No one plans to fall in love in foreign land, Haejoon-ah. It just happens.”
You laughed, maybe at yourself.
“She’s different, hyung. She’s bold but sweet, confident but also shy. She actually listened when I talked about my architecture license exam - like, really listened.”
“Huh… that’s a first. You rant for hours about this and it always scares women off.”
“C’mon, man.”
A beat passed, then Dabin’s voice softened.
“Look, I get it. You’re in a weird place - post breakup, in Hong Kong, maybe tired from all the work. But it feels ok to feel something, even if you don’t know what it is yet. Just overthink it too much.”
You closed your eyes for a second.
“I’m having dinner with them tonight.”
“Already? I thought you’re shy and all.”
“No, not like that. Yena’s there. Our mutual friend. She invited me.”
“And you said yes.”
You hesitated. “Well… yeah.”
“Good.” he sounded satisfied. 
“At worst, free dinner and maybe a decent view. At best, you get a second chance at romance.”
You didn’t reply to him right away.
“Maybe I’m her type.” you added under your breath. 
“The way she talked to me… you know.”
Another snort.
“You’re so screwed.”
You stayed quiet for a second, and he didn’t let that slide.
“Seriously, though - this is why you can’t do casual, Haejoon-ah. You were built to be a hopeless romantic.”
“I’m not-” you groaned.
“You are, dumbass.” he cut in, in English, then the latter part back in Korean. 
“You look and act quiet all the time but deep down you want to be in love. You just won’t admit it.”
You turned around on the bed.
“She smiled so prettily, hyung.”
“Oh god.”
“I’m serious.”
“I know. That’s what makes this fun to watch.”
You smiled a little.
“Shut up and get out of the toilet, man.”
“Already did. I multitask really well.”
You shook your head. 
“Anyway, thanks hyung.”
“Anytime, man. Don’t overthink stuff. You always do that. Wear something good and enjoy the dinner. You’ll be fine.”
“Yeah, I overthink a lot.”
“Yeah, go impress your floral girl. I’m out.”
And he hung up. You stayed there for a moment longer, staring at the ceiling again. Maybe you were really screwed. But you didn’t hate the feeling.
The steam still lingered faintly in the bathroom mirror when you stepped out of the shower. Were you nervous? Not too sure. You dried off and ran your hands through your hair and sprayed on a bit of cologne. Then you reached for the shirt - the striped Oxford you’d laid out before the shower. Clean lines, soft fabric. It slipped on easy, giving a casual but sharp vibe - yeah, you’d pulled this off before. You rolled the sleeves and went for the white trousers. Not quite clean fit but slightly wide legged, relaxed. Your shoes were black, polished, a little more formal but complimented the look well. Casual, comfortable, but presentable. Just the right line between effortless and intentional, you thought so.
You were reaching for your watch and glasses when your phone buzzed on the bed. It was Dabin.
[다빈형]
don’t chicken out man
just act like your normal self and you’ll be fine 
You stared at the screen, lips twitching. Typical. You slid on your watch, put on the glasses and gave yourself one last look in the mirror. You didn’t forget to grab the wallet before reaching for the door.
Let’s see where the night goes.
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The elevator doors slid open, and you stepped into what felt like another world. Hong Kong was really like those 90s movies, or even better. The restaurant wasn’t open air, it didn’t need to be with this kind of view. Glasses stretched from floor to ceiling, wrapping around the entire dining space, revealing the Hong Kong skyline in its night glory. The scenery below shimmered like jewels, skyscrapers glowing in all kinds of colors as the city exhaled into the night. On the far side, Victoria Peak…is it Victoria Peak?... cast a quiet silhouette against the fading sunset. Inside, the lighting was soft and warm - elegant and expansive. It was decorated with polished floors and golden accents. Everything didn’t feel loud - just intentional, to emphasize that quiet luxury vibe. A curved bar hugged one side of the room. Every detail, from the wine bottles gleaming to the jazz music felt like it was designed to make you stay longer and spend more. 
You scanned around the space - there they were. Near the window, seated at probably one of the best tables in the restaurant, Wonyoung along with Hyewon and Yena looked like they really belonged there. And next to Wonyoung, an empty seat was waiting for you. Here we go. You exhaled once, calming yourself before walking toward them.
Yena spotted you first as she lit up and raised one hand, half standing from her seat.
“Oppa! Over here.”
Hyewon turned and gave you a small, friendly wave. 
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Wonyoung looked up at you briefly then dropped her gaze with a small smile. A bit shy, maybe. You reached for the table. She was wearing a tweed mini-dress, the kind of clothing that looked straight out of a Milan runway but still fit her like it was custom made. Those golden sequin trimming sat at the collar, cuffs, and hem - giving her look a playful yet youthful, elegant vibe.  It caught the warm restaurant lighting so well whenever she moved. Her hair was down, long  and softly curled over one shoulder. Her bangs emphasized her features so well, giving her an almost doll like vibe. But it wasn’t just about the look. The way she carried herself - composed, like she was completely at ease in this kind of place. 
This girl must come from royalty.
You found yourself smiling at Wonyoung before you even realized it.
“Sorry, I’m late.” you said, adjusting your watch out of habit. “Hong Kong traffic was insane.” 
Yena scoffed dramatically.
“We were about to order without you, oppa.”
“Yah, you were not.” Hyewon added with a laugh, nudging Yena lightly.
Wonyoung didn’t say anything, fingers fiddling with her wine glass before looking up at you again.
“At least you made it.” she smiled.
You scratch the back of your neck out of habit.
“Yeah… wouldn’t want to miss the view,”  you said, eyes flicking briefly to hers before quickly adding.
“I mean, the city - the skyline.”
Wonyoung looked like she was trying not to smile too much. You nodded towards the empty seat toward the empty seat beside her.
“This one mine?”
“Obviously, oppa.” Yena smirked. “Where else?”
You then carefully slid into the seat beside Wonyoung - close enough to catch the subtle perfume she wore, faint but lingering. Deadly. Her arm brushed lightly against yours as she shifted, and neither of you moved away too quickly. 
“Glad you could make it.” she whispered loud enough for the two of you to hear.
You turned your head, this time not able to look her in the eyes.
“Me too. You look stunning by the way.”
That made her pause for just a short beat. Then her smile appeared - a little shy, a little warm.
“You don’t look too bad yourself, oppa.” Wonyoung tilted her head. 
“That shirt looks really good on you.”
It was your turn to be shy, unsure whether to thank or deflect this time, but-
“So how’s Hong Kong treating you, oppa?” Yena cut in, her eyes glinting as she leaned across the table with her face in her palm. “Working hard? Or just pretending to?”
You exhaled, wasn’t even sure if you were thankful or disappointed with this vibe shift.
“Umm… both, I guess. It’s not a big project but we’re packing in as much as we can.”
“What’s the project again?” Hyewon asked, curious.
“A small hotel in Sheung Wan. Mostly renovation. Nothing massive but enough to keep me up the past few nights.”
Wonyoung gave you a knowing glance.
“Sounds like you don’t get enough sleep.”
The corner of your mouth was tugging upward.
“Yeah, well… comes with the job, I guess. Can’t really complain.”
She hummed softly in response - like she understood more than she let on.
“Still… I hope you get at least one good night here. Would be a waste otherwise.”
You glanced at her, something light but still meaningful passed between the two of you.
“Sooo” Yena cut in, eyes sharp with curiosity. “What’s it like back in Korea? Your job, I mean. You said your studio’s in Seoul, right?”
“Yeah,” you nodded. “It’s on Mapo-gu side. I got snapped up right after I finished the five year program, it was hell - honestly.”
“Architecture major?” Hyewon asked. 
You nodded. “Yeah, SNU. Lucky enough to land the job straight out. The team’s pretty tight - a younger studio but we’ve been gaining attention lately. That’s why I can’t sleep these days.”
“Ooh, smart and stable.” Yena said with a fake dramatic tone. “Sounds like someone’s type.”
Wonyoung muttered something under her breath, half laughing.
You ignored the burning feeling on your ears and continued. 
“The pay’s not insane, but good enough for me to afford a nice apartment, help my family and still have enough to save… or splurge once in a while. I’m taking the architect license exam this year so… hopefully better pay after that.”
“Help your family?” Hyewon repeated. “That’s really good of you.”
You nodded, now a little self conscious under the weight of their attention. 
“I mean… they did a lot for me. Wouldn’t be here without them.”
Wonyoung gently traced the rim of her wine glass. The way she looked at you had changed. Warmer. Respectful, maybe. Enough to kill you.
“And what do you splurge on, oppa?” Yena swooped back in with a grin. “Don’t say boring stuff like books or anything like that.”
You chuckled.
“I mean… I bought a nice car off from a friend a year ago. Sometimes… travel, hobbies if I have time. And, you know - those dinners where my friends drag me out and the wine list has names I can’t even pronounce but I pretend anyway.”
That earned a laugh from Hyewon.
Wonyoung tilted her head.
 “Ooh, red or white, oppa?”
You raised your eyebrows. 
“I mean, they taste the same to me. Anything is fine, depends on the company.”
Wonyoung blinked before looking away at the Hong Kong skyline with a breathy laugh, tucking a lock of hair behind her ear like she was trying to compose herself.
“Oh, wow.” Yena muttered. 
“You really are someone’s type.”
You looked down at your glass. You didn’t mean to put it like that. Whatever the case was, it lingered in the air between you and Wonyoung, even as Hyewon and Yena picked the conversation back up.
“Okay, we need food before I get drunk. Who’s hungry now?” Hyewon was already looking at the waiter.
You relaxed into your seat, feeling Wonyoung leaning closer to you. But neither of you pulled away.
By the time the food arrived, the atmosphere had settled into something warmer. Comfortable. It came with good drinks and beautiful Hong Kong city lights, with laughter spilling out between bites. You were swirling your wine glass absentmindedly, half listening to Yena and Hyewon debate over where to go after this. Then the conversation drifted again.
“So how was that spot you and Yena-unnie went to see? The one near the bookstore?” Hyewon turned to Wonyoung as she asked. Wonyoung’s face lit up instantly.
“Oh, it was actually so cute.” she said, nodding. “In Yeonnam-dong, not too big but the lighting’s really great. Especially in the afternoon.”
“And the outside looks beautiful too.” Yena added, grinning. “We were already planning a small coffee counter in front and Instagram photo spots.”
Hyewon looked impressed. 
“You two were out there for like, what, over two hours?”
“Over one hour, unnie.” Wonyoung replied, smiling. “But we saw the vision.”
You looked between them, your architect side was genuinely intrigued now.
“Sounds like a solid location.”
“It is,” Wonyoung said, her voice certain. “We’ve been talking about this studio for so long, it finally feels like it’s happening.”
“We’re just basically waiting on the right person to help us design it,” Yena added, throwing glances your way.
Hyewon caught the way Yena looked at you and smirked. “You’re not even subtle now.”
You raised your eyebrows, not saying anything yet. Wonyoung, however, didn’t look away.
“We had someone before, but the timing didn’t work out. So…” she said, calm. “We’re open to new ideas.”
Then she tilted her head just slightly, her eyes meeting yours.
“Or maybe the right person’s already here.”
A short pause arrived at the table. You exhaled a small laugh, surprised but not at all opposed.
“That sounds a lot like a pitch.”
She smirked, smiling into her wine glass. You glanced down at your plate, suddenly a little more aware of how warm your face felt.
“I mean, I could show you guys some on the projects I’ve worked on. If you’re curious.”
Wonyoung looked up first. 
“Really, oppa?”
“Yeah, I got a few files on my phone. Not all flashy, but solid enough.”
“Solid enough?” Yena said. “You’re underselling yourself, oppa.”
“I’m just saying.” you muttered, “They’re not exactly viral cafe material or anything.”
“Still.” Wonyoung said, her tone softer now. “We’d love to see them.”
Her gaze lingered, warm and steady. She really meant it.
“We’re serious.” she added. “Send them later. Or show us now if you want.”
You hesitated for half a second, then reached into your pocket and pulled out your phone, unlocking it with a swipe.
“...Okay. Just don’t expect an aesthetic Pinterest board.”
Yena immediately. “Don’t worry, oppa. We’re not like that.”
You opened an app and tapped into a folder you hadn’t shared with anyone in a while now - site photos, render stuff, construction shots and a few finished interior works. Some cafes, a private rooftop home renovation, even a small art gallery for a chaebol’s daughter tucked in some corner of Gangnam-gu, that project paid really well. All designed just the way you liked it.
The three of them scooted in without hesitation, gathering on your side of the table. Yena leaned over your right shoulder. Hyewon peered in from across the table, leaning closer to get a better look. And Wonyoung - she was right next to you, too close. You could smell her perfume again. Then, without warning, she shifted even closer and rested her chin or your shoulder, like it was nothing. You felt like you were clinically dead. Her fingers reached out for the cuff of your rolled up sleeve. She began fidgeting with the fabric - gently folding it up and down, smoothing it out like it needed her help. Like she knew she was clearly setting every nerve in your arm on fire. Your breath stopped for a moment and your heart felt like it forgot how to beat. No one else seemed to notice.
For the next fifteen minutes, the restaurant faded out. They asked about your lighting choices, space planning, even what kind of clients you dealt with. 
“You can go into the other folder. There are more pictures…uh, easier to see how they turned out.” you said.
Wonyoung lifted her chin slightly and reached forward, tapping the screen.
“This one?”
“Yeah, that’s the finished shot.”
Her eyes scanned the photo, then she smiled - drawing you in.
“I like how you designed this space,” she pointed at a spot on the screen. “It feels like a nice touch. Like it’s lived in.”
And then - as if it was the most natural thing in the world - she replaced the hand that had been playing with your sleeves with the other one, letting her fingers drift along the back of your hand. She traced small circles there. You knew, she was actively trapping you with the gentlest, most casual touch in history. 
She’s got you good now.
You didn’t even know how to feel anymore. She didn’t look at you but her fingers never stopped moving. Yena and Hyewon, on the other hand, were busy talking and discussing about how the design would fit into their studio - where the flower prep area could be, how much the light could control the whole space, how their storage area could be hidden. And then, Yena swiped one more time before pausing. 
That photo. You were standing in the middle of a large gallery, dressed sharp and clean. On one side, Moon Seo-yoon - the chaebol’s daughter - radiant in a white jumpsuit. On the other side, her supermodel friend, Lee Gawon. Their arms hooked through yours and leaning a little too close to your shoulder, Gawon's face tilted toward yours like she had something to tell you.
Oh fuck. That wasn’t supposed to be in there.
“Wait, oppa.” Yena gasped. “Is that you?”
You cleared your throat, dreading this already.
“Uh, yeah, The small art gallery for the chaebol’s daughter I told you guys about a few minutes ago. That’s… uh, Moon Seo-yoon. The opening for her art gallery.”
Hyewon leaned in closer to confirm. “The Shinsegae girl?! You worked with her?”
“Uh… yeah,” you muttered, the wine glass suddenly looked so interesting.
Yena squinted at the screen. “Is that… Gawon?! The model Gawon?!”
You nodded slowly. 
“Yeah, she’s friends with Seo-yoon. That was…kind of a last-minute invite.”
Yena let out a low whistle. “You really are in the higher society, oppa.” 
“No, I’m not that kind of person. I just… work with them a lot.”
And just as you were mentally preparing for another disaster to strike, you felt Wonyoung’s fingers rhythm change - no more circles. She pinched the skin near your knuckle.
Once.
Twice.
Quick. Barely painful but somehow definitely felt too territorial. You turned your head slowly to look at her, your eyes wide. Wonyoung wasn’t looking at you - her face was perfectly neutral, like she was just watching Yena scrolling on the phone and nothing else. She nodded, playing along. You felt like she just claimed ownership of you in front of her two best friends. But her fingers returned to exactly where they were moments ago, this time resting against yours. 
And then, just as your heart began to settle, Wonyoung launched another attack. You felt a soft pressure on your shoe, the tip of hers stepping lightly on yours under the table.  Just enough to let you know she was there. That she knew exactly what she was doing. You couldn’t move. Not when she had a hold of your hand and foot.
Your ears were burning. Your chest was tight. You hadn’t felt like this in a long time.
Wonyoung said nothing. Then-
“Wait-” Yena spoke up, rescuing you from the moment. “Is that who I think it is?”
Hyewon gasped. “No way.”
“Huh?” you blinked, dazed.
“This one.” Yena turned the photo to show a photo of you, maybe a few months ago. You, standing inside of what looked like a sleek, private room. Behind you were works of art - like actual pieces from international artists, you didn’t know who they were but their paintings seemed too expensive for you. They didn’t pay attention to that. But more importantly, right beside you stood T.O.P from BIGBANG, hand over your shoulders, smiling while wearing sunglasses even indoors. To your left, an actor and some directors. Well, not an ameteur actor. It was the Lee Byung-hun. Yena looked at you, mouth open.
“Oppa. You know T.O.P and Lee Byung-hun? Why does he have his arm over your shoulder like you two hang out?”
“It was his gallery room at his house.” you replied, the pressure of Wonyoung was still on yours, like she was still making a silent claim. 
“I helped… uh, worked on that. Not alone, obviously. But he was really cool. I've been a big fan of BIGBANG since I was a kid so…”
“You were at his house?” Hyewon asked, eyes wide.
“Just for meetings and other stuff.” you said quickly. “And a few celebrations.”
Yena shook her head in disbelief. 
“Is this normal for you? Like high profile people and celebrities?”
You let out a breath, thinking of what to say. “No, not really. Our studio does a lot of stuff for those people, private commissions and stuff. I just happened to end up working with them sometimes.” you replied, trying to keep your voice casual.
None of those celebrities, those clients had ever made you feel as dismantled as you felt right now - under Wonyoung’s control. Still, you haven’t said a thing. No one else noticed the power struggle happening at the table, except the two of you. Wonyoung was winning. Effortlessly. Quietly.
Eventually, Yena passed your phone back with a shocked look in her eyes, muttering something about reevaluating her life. Hyewon sipped her drink and leaned back, stretching. Everyone shifted in her seats, the dinner settled back to its normal rhythm. Wonyoung drew her hand back and sat properly in her chair, crossed one leg over the other and turned her head towards you - her eyes soft and her voice calm.
“Oppa.” she opened, casually. “About the floral studio…”
You looked over at her, trying not to look too hopeful.
“Would you, you know… maybe help us with it?”
Her tone was light, but she didn’t smile this time. Like she really meant it.
“We want something warm and open. Something people walk into and just feel good by already being there. I think…” she paused, searching your face. “You get what we’re going for.”
There came the offer. No teasing anymore. Just honesty. You blinked twice before answering.
“Yeah… of course, I’d love to. Need a call to my boss but he trusts me.”
And this time, Wonyoung smiled. 
Damn, she’s beautiful.
Before either of you could say anything, Yena clapped her hands together.
“Then let’s celebrate. More drinks. Yayyy!”
Hyewon raised her glass. 
“Yayy! Cheers to our studio.”
“And to our new architect oppa who we found in Hong Kong.” Yena added, raising her glass.
You laughed under your breath as your glass clinked with theirs. Wonyoung took a sip, this one longer than the last ones. A few minutes passed in relaxed chatter, then Yena turned to Wonyoung, who was now resting her cheek on one hand, the other playing with her glass.
“Wonyoung-ah,” Yena said, suspiciously. “Are you okay? You know you’re a light drinker.”
“I’m fine, unnie.” Wonyoung replied, too quickly as she straightened up in her seat. “Totally fine.”
“You say that everytime.” Hyewon laughed.
“She’s almost at that stage.” Yena explained to you.
“She’s about to get all red, pouty and whiny. It’s slowly coming now.”
“I don’t pout.” Wonyoung mumbled in her breath, definitely pouting. You bit back a smile and looked into the scenery before she caught it. 
When the bill came and the plates were cleared, the mood stayed light. Yena stretched and stood up, slinging her bag over her shoulder.
“We were gonna walk around a bit before heading back to the hotel. Maybe grab something light to eat along the way.”
Hyewon then turned to you.
“You should come with us, oppa. You’re already out, might as well stay longer, right?”
Wonyoung looked up at you then, eyes softer, sparkling under the warm lights. You paused.
“Yeah. Sure… Why not?”
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The Hong Kong night air had cooled down just enough for the walk to feel nice. The four of you strolled along the Tsim Tsa Tsui Promenade, shoes tapping against the stone path as the city night life goes on in the background. Stunning. The skyline glittered on the other side of the water - skyscrapers lit up in colors, typical Hong Kong. 
Yena and Hyewon had drifted ahead, laughing at something between them. You knew it wasn’t an accident. They didn’t walk too fast - just far enough to leave you and Wonyoung behind. Wonyoung? She was blushing now - cheeks flushed, eyes sparkling from the wine, her steps were slower and a bit uneven. She was still very elegant. But her restraint was on a thin line, in the most dangerous way possible. And then, this girl reached for your shirt collar. Two fingers, light grip. Enough to pull you down, her lips were close to your ear, too close. You stiffened, holding back your breath.
And then, she whispered, slow and warm:
“...I know about your ex, oppa.”
Your heart dropped, heavy.
What the fuck?
“Yu Jimin.” she added. “Yena-unnie told me about her.”
You didn’t move any further. Well, you couldn’t anyway.
“She was beautiful, you know.” Wonyoung murmured, candies to your ear. 
“I spent like thirty minutes stalking her Instagram when I got back from the cafe.”
Her breath was so soft, hitting your ear and neck. Warm too. Her words did things to you that you couldn’t describe.
“Perfect skin. Beautiful face. The kind of girl that people noticed even when she’s not trying. Nice… body, too.”
You swallowed hard. You didn’t know what that tone of her was. Jealousy? Bitterness? That made it even worse. Then, Wonyoung let out a quietest laugh, enough to kill you.
“I was really sad when I thought you were one of those guys, you know? Fresh out of a breakup, walking around all polished and lonely. Looking for some new girl to satisfy your needs.”
No, I’m definitely not that type of guy.
She paused then pulled back slightly - just enough to tilt her head and look up at you, lashes heavy, smile lazy from too much wine.
“Oppa, you’re not those guys, right? 환승연애*…?”
*환승연애/hwanseung yeonae: like transit love, when some one’s fresh off a relationship, starting a new one but still deeply in love with the previous lover. Popular term recently in Korean, it went off due to a few dating programs.
Those words hit harder than any punch you ever took. You were about to answer, opening your mouth when Wonyoung cut in. 
“Yena-unnie vouched for you. Said you were a really nice, serious guy. Proper. Mature. The kind of man who does not play around. Just my type, oppa.” her smile widened, just enough.
And then she slid her hand up, slowly, calculated - the one that had been resting at her side, brushing over your chest before moving up to your throat, tracing around. Then, she hooked her finger at the second button of your shirt and unbuttoned it. Just one. But it felt like she had just stripped away all of your remaining confidence. Wonyoung then looked up, her voice low, dangerous.
“I’ve never been in a relationship before.”
You blinked.
“And I’ve never acted like this around anyone before…sober or drunk.”
And then she decided to finish you off with one last action. She poked you on your chest - right where your heart was - a few times, lightly.
“So… you better gain my trust, oppa.”
Wonyoung didn’t wait for a reply. She knew she had you in the palm of her hand. She turned and kept walking to catch up with Hyewon and Yena. Her hair was flowing in the wind, shining under the city glow.
Am I in a 90s Hong Kong romance?
You stood there for a few seconds. Breath shallow, chest burning. One button undone. Wonyoung did all that to you in just under one day. You dragged your hand over your face and exhaled.
Fuck…
The four of you eventually reached the end of the promenade, a quieter area where Yena was calling for the rides, Hyewon humming something while scrolling on her phone. Wonyoung was leaning slightly against a railing, Miu Miu bag over her shoulder. This girl looked far too classy and elegant to be tipsy - until you walked to her. She turned to you when you approached, eyes a bit wide, lips pouting in that dreamy, tipsy fashion. 
She could kill a thousand men with that look.
“Oppa.” she muttered. 
“Was I crazy… or annoying today?”
You blinked. “What do you mean?”
“Just wondering.” She leaned in again - the same way she had all night. 
“I don’t act this way normally. Or touch that much. Or…”
Her voice dropped, sultry but still had you waiting.
“...look at someone like this before. I just want to let you know that.”
Without waiting for your answer, she reached up to adjust the collar of your shirt, her knuckles intentionally brushing your jaw.
“I’m a little drunk.” she whispered, cheeks blazing. What were you supposed to say now? 
“But I still know what I’m doing, oppa.”
Her eyes wide, glassy, shining under the city glow. You could feel that lingering closeness. Then Yena called her, standing near a car. Wonyoung blinked slowly, like she didn’t want to let go before taking a small step back. One hand brushing her hair, the other playing with her expensive bag. Before she left, she said just one more thing. An order. Her voice low, sultry.
“Don’t disappear on me, okay?”
And then she walked away. You were now at a new chapter in your life.
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That night, you were on your bed. The hotel ceiling felt like it was spinning slowly above. Not from the wine, you were sure. You were on your phone, looking at her Instagram.
@for_everyoung10 - she already hit the follow button when you gave her your phone to add her contacts. She had already followed you back too.
140K followers. Not a celebrity. Not an influencer. Just… Jang Wonyoung. She wasn’t exactly a model either. But you could tell a few small local brands already caught on - tagged her in photoshoots for linen clothing, soft pastel colored clothing, “princess core” type of fashion. Nothing over the top. All clean, natural. Wonyoung looked like she belonged in every frame. You scrolled. Slowly.
A few GRWM (get ready with me) vlogs in her reels.
“Hi guys, get ready with me to…”
“Today I’m going for a smart casual look…”
“I’m using this foundation from…”
Fuck… her voice is so addicting.
A few clips of her dancing around with Yena and Hyewon somewhere.
A few clips of her trying out new cafes with her other friends.
You kept going. You didn’t even know you were smiling. Or that your chest was beating irregularly. What the hell was she doing to you? You were still staring at her feed when it hit you.
Shit. The studio.
You had casually agreed to a design project on the spot - with a girl who’d unbuttoned your shirt, poked your heart and walked off like she hadn’t messed up your whole system. You sighed before tapping on the group chat with Dabin and Barom.
[You]
you guys up?
[바��보스] (Barom Boss)
barely. why? don’t tell me u got arrested in hongkong?
[다빈형]
is it that girl again?
it’s 12am in korea rn
[You]
video?
The screen flashed. Incoming video call. You answered.
Barom’s face filled the top corner, probably on his bed too. Dabin joined later - his face already grinning.
“Okay.” Barom said. “Talk.”
You rolled over on the bed.
“Hyung, I may have… accepted another project.”
Dabin squinted. “Define may have.”
Barom raised a brow. “Define project”
You sighed. 
“A floral studio. In words. In Yeonnam-dong.”
Then Barom broke into a laugh, switching to English with his Australian accent.
“A what? Since when do you design flower shops?”
“Since he met that dreamy girl this morning.” Dabin added, not without laughing.
“Why do I have to talk to you guys in English everytime?” you said.
“Deal with it. I’m your boss, us two are 교포*.” Barom replied.
*교포/gyopo: ethnic Korean but born and raised/living in foreign countries.
“Heritage.” Dabin said.
“So what’s the story? Client fell for your crisp suit and mysterious vibe.” Barom asked.
“Nothing like that.” you replied.
“Tell us.”
“So they’re just starting the studio - flower based shop, maybe a small coffee counter at the front, photo friendly interior. It’s been a passion project for them. They had someone to work on it but it didn’t work out. Wonyoung - the girl, asked me over dinner. I said yes before thinking too much about it.”
“Wonyoung?” Barom asked, confused.
“The girl I’m… you know.” you replied, rubbing your temple.
Barom nodded, like he understood exactly what you meant.
“Look, I get it. Your performance over the past few months has been solid. And honestly, we don’t have a crazy load right now. You’ve been clean on deadlines since day one. As long as it doesn’t clash with other projects, I’m okay with it. But…”
He stared right at you through the screen.
“Don’t take the job just because she’s pretty. That shit doesn’t end well.”
Dabin nodded.
“Yeah, especially with you, man.”
“C’mon, man.” you replied.
“But hey, I trust you. When you come back from Hong Kong, talk to me more about this and if it’s okay, I’ll send you out to lead this project. Like usual, you do most of the work and I just take a look at it before signing it off. Perfect teamwork.”
“Hey, thanks, man. I appreciate this trip, you know. After the break up and all that.”
Barom nodded, understanding your position.
“Yeah, you needed a break. Honestly, I should’ve made you take one sooner.”
“You almost worked yourself into death.” Dabin added.
“C’mon man…” you sighed.
“So how did you meet this girl?” Barom asked.
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After 30 minutes of video call, you set the phone down on your chest, exhaling slowly to calm yourself down. For a second, it was quiet before your phone buzzed.
[워녕이녕이🐰] sent you 2 images
You didn’t even have the chance to text her first. This girl always managed to surprise you. You tapped on the notification.
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Wonyoung on her bed - makeup still there, cheeks a little flushed, long hair splayed around in that messy perfect way. The light was warm. Soft. Your brain short circuited immediately. Still staring when another text came. Stunning.
[워녕이녕이🐰] 
do i look cute?
hyewon unnie took it for me
she said i looked like i was in a drama  ㅋㅋㅋ
You hovered over the keyboard. Typing before you backspaced. Rewrote it.
[You]
i think you just ended me
[워녕이녕이🐰] 
so should i post it on insta?
or…
keep this between us?
like a gift for u
Your heart skipped. You didn’t even know how to answer.
Damn… she got you good.
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yayy!! wony is the best!!! so i tried something new. at least that's what i thought. pls let me know what u guys think about this. i had a lot of fun writing this. thanks for reading!!
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gyuuberryy · 1 year ago
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love potions (but make it legal)!
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pairing: tutor!jungwon x reader
summary: you had not been too excited about these tutoring sessions your potions professor had dropped on you. but, after meeting your tutor you couldn’t hope but think you both were brewing more than just potions, perhaps even love?
genre: hogwarts au, jungwon is a loser for the reader, initially slightly one sided pining, fluff, angst
warnings: some hogwarts lore references, mentions of failing a class, jealousy, angst, magic stuff, kissing, suggestive(ish)
note: they don’t actually make love potions in this but i liked the sound of it so i used it in the title hehe. i hope you guys enjoy this fic as you had given so much love to the heeseung one.
word count: 4.3kish
if you liked it please reblog or comment to give me your feedback! <3
to the anon who requested a jungwon hogwarts au im sososoo sorry for publishing this like six months later. i had a terrible writer’s block with this one. i’m terribly sorry, this constantly ran through my mind but i couldn’t bring myself to begin. i hope you like this!
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you were so screwed.
you felt like a deflated balloon looking at your mock NEWT results. you were literally failing your potions class. with all the time spent in balancing out your classes, quidditch and sessions at the room of requirement as a part of dumbledore’s army, you had not practised well enough for your classes that were practical based. 
seeing your grades drop from exemplary results to having mediocre grades and failing a class was depressing. so, your potions teacher had made you stay back to have a word with you which is why you stood off to the side. your head hung low in disappointment with yourself. if this continued, it would be hard to apply for an auror’s job, which was your dream. 
you were broken out of your thoughts by the sound of your professor clearing his throat. your head shot up and you looked around to see the room was now empty save for you both. he gestured to the seat next to his table, so you shuffled over.
he looked over the rim of his glasses as he scanned over your report card. you hated the pitiful look that crossed over his face, you were not used to this.
“you are one of my best students, i really wasn’t expecting this from you..”
you grimaced at his words, feeling worse about your situation. great, you were not the only one disappointed by yourself.
your professor must have noticed because his tone immediately became gentle as he gave you a comforting smile. 
“see, the only reason i asked you to stay back was because i know you can do better”, he shuffled through a register seemingly looking for something. “i’m sure you have your reasons as to why your performance went down. i know you can improve again.”
you nodded at his words, already starting to feel better, “yes professor i-”
“which is why i think you should get tutored”, he cut you off.
you froze. tutoring? this was so embarrassing, usually you were the one to provide tutoring to others, and now you have to be the one to receive it? no thank you.
you let out a small chuckle, “i understand professor, but i think i can handle it by myself.”
his brows creased at your words, “i don’t think you have enough time for that, the exams are nearing and you have managed to mess up even the basic things in the exam.”
you sighed at his words, silently accepting your fate because he wasn’t wrong. maybe you should swallow your ego and just get tutored, it was for your own good anyway.
taking a deep breath you put on a fake smile and gritted out, “okay.”
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the rush of your mary jane clad feet filled the hallways of hogwarts with clopping sounds. your feet skidded to a stop in front of the library doors and you placed your hand over your chest, trying to catch your breath from the ten minute long run. you were late for your first tutoring session because your evening nap went a little longer than expected. 
brushing out stray hair strands from your face you opened the doors and stepped in, looking around for your tutor. the only person other than you was a boy with raven hair, sitting on a bench completely surrounded by bookshelves. 
you approached him, assuming he was your tutor. 
“uh hey!”, you called out in an unsure manner. “are you my assigned tutor for po-”
“yes”, he cut you off curtly, not even bothering to spare you a glance. “take a seat.”
you frowned in confusion at his cold behaviour and pulled out a chair to sit next to him. he seemed to be shuffling through some papers and organising them. a few seconds went by with him failing to acknowledge your presence. you cleared your throat awkwardly and introduced yourself, trying to get his attention. 
his head immediately shot up as soon as he heard your name, his eyes widening in what you could tell was surprise. confused at his reaction, you just gave him a small smile. he was silent for a while, giving you enough time to take in his features.
bangs fell over the smooth skin of his forehead and he looked at you through glasses which fit perfectly on his face, adding on to his handsome features. you had seen him around a few times as you shared a few classes with him. he was one of the smartest students, loved by all his teachers.
“uh i’m jungwon”, his voice broke through the awkward silence.
you nodded, “hey. i’ve seen you around.”
his lips pulled up into a smile at that as he let out a small laugh nervously. you raised your eyebrows at his sudden shift in demeanour. just a moment ago he didn’t care about your presence and now he was smiling? whatever.
“professor told me you had been facing some problems with potions”, he looked down and tapped his quill on the table. “what can i help you with?”
you explained how you messed up the practical test for your mocks. he listened intently, never breaking eye contact with you which made you a bit nervous. 
you came to an end of your rant but jungwon still maintained eye contact with you, his chin resting on his hand now. 
you cleared your throat, “so..?”
he still seemed to be staring at you, his eyes out of focus as he dreamily smiled at you.
frowning at his odd behaviour, you waved your hand in front of his face which broke him out of his thoughts. his eyes widened momentarily as he shook his head, a small blush spreading across his cheeks.
“are you sick?”
he chuckled nervously, “no no i was just planning out how i could help you”
he picked up a quill and started writing a plan for you in neat handwriting. once he was done, he passed the sheet over to you.
“we’ll follow this for the next two weeks. meet me in the potions class at four tomorrow.”
you gave a once over at what he had written and smiled at him. “will do, thanks jungwon!”
he nodded and started packing up his things. when he was done he looked at you expectantly, “it’s time for dinner, let’s go to the great hall together.”
you smiled and gathered your things as well.
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it was the first day of your tutoring and you were early today.
or you thought so.
glancing around the potions classroom, you spotted jungwon already there. he was perched on a stool, arranging vials and flasks on the tables. unlike his usual composed demeanour in class, he seemed flustered, his bangs falling over his forehead as he fumbled with a particularly stubborn stopper.
he looked up as he heard you shuffle in, a relieved smile splitting his face.
"ah, there you are! i was starting to think you'd gotten lost."
"lost?" you repeated, a laugh escaping your lips. "in the potions classroom? hardly."
he chuckled, a nervous undertone to it. "right, of course. so, are you ready to tackle some invisibility potion today?"
you straightened your robes, a determined glint in your eyes. "ready as i'll ever be. though," you added, an unsure lilt in your voice, "considering my track record, maybe 'invisible' isn't the best thing to start off with."
jungwon's hummed, his cheeks flushing. "well, that's why we're practising, isn't it? to avoid another...disappearing act?"
you snorted. "exactly. though, to be fair, the professor did say my failed polyjuice potion was rather impressive in its...uniqueness."
he winced. "right. let's just focus on not achieving sentience with our cauldron this time, alright?"
the rest of the afternoon was a whirlwind of chopping netslime and muttering incantations. jungwon was a patient tutor, though his explanations sometimes devolved into nervous rambling when your eyes met. 
by the end of the session, your potion shimmered a faint, almost-invisible blue. not perfect, but a far cry from your previous disasters. jungwon beamed, his earlier awkwardness replaced by genuine pride.
"see? you're a natural! with a little more practice, you'll be brewing like snape in no time."
you laughed. "snape? now that's a terrifying image."
he chuckled, then cleared his throat, his gaze flickering away. "well, i should probably get going. i have herbology first thing tomorrow."
you nodded, gathering your things. "alright, see you then. and jungwon?"
he stopped at the door, his eyes questioning.
"thanks a lot for doing this. i already feel more confident.”
he smiled at that, making you do the same unconsciously.
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the next two weeks flew by in a flurry of potion-making and stolen glances in your sessions, and outside of it whenever you both crossed paths. you had made a new friend and you were grateful for his help. you found yourself approaching the cauldron with newfound determination. your brews were improving steadily, and the playful banter during your sessions only added to the enjoyment.
one particularly chilly evening, you hurried down to the room of requirement, the usual meeting place for your secret DA practice sessions. you entered to find the familiar sight of your fellow students practising disarming spells and dodging jinxes. but amidst the chaos, you spotted an unexpected face – jungwon.
he was facing away from you, expertly deflecting a curse with a flick of his wand. you blinked, momentarily speechless. you never knew jungwon was a part of this! a warmth bloomed in your chest, a mixture of surprise and a strange sense of pride.
"nice one, jungwon!" , you called out, a wide grin on your face. jungwon turned, his eyes meeting yours. a flicker of surprise crossed his features before he broke into a wide grin.
"hey there," he said casually, striding over to you. "didn't expect to see you here."
"me neither," you admitted, a smile playing on your lips. "i guess you're not just a potions prodigy, huh?"
he chuckled, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. "turns out i have a few other hidden talents."
the rest of the evening flew by in a whirlwind of practice. seeing jungwon in this new light – confident, skilled, and fighting for a cause you both believed in – made your heart flutter. he was everything you admired and more.
admire? since when did that happen?
shaking your head to rid yourself of such thoughts, you got back to practising your charm. although, over the duration of the practise, your mind couldn’t help but wander towards jungwon’s recent behaviour. he had been sweet to you since the beginning, always ready to help out. and the way he blushed around you and quipped with you, you couldn’t help but think that maybe he also felt something? 
as the group started dispersing, you lingered near the room's entrance, feigning the need to adjust your cloak.
"hey," jungwon's voice startled you. he was packing his bag, a casual smile playing on his lips. "didn't head out yet?"
"actually," you began, fiddling with the strap of your bag, "there was something i wanted to ask you about."
his smile widened in invitation. "shoot."
you took a deep breath. "it's about dumbledore's army. we've been working on patronus charms lately, and well, i'm struggling a bit." shame tinged your cheeks. you weren't used to needing help with spells.
jungwon's expression softened with understanding. "a patronus charm, huh? tricky business, that. but hey, i might be able to offer some pointers."
relief washed over you. "really? that would be amazing!"
he gestured towards a secluded corner of the room. "come on, then. let's see what you're working with."
you settled onto the dusty floor, explaining your struggles. you could conjure a faint wisp of silvery light, but it was far from the actual form you needed. jungwon listened intently, occasionally asking clarifying questions.
"okay," he said once you finished, "it seems you've got the basic idea down. the key is focusing on a strong, happy memory. something that evokes a feeling of pure joy and warmth."
he saw your hesitant expression and chuckled. "don't worry, it's not a competition to see who has the most embarrassing childhood memory."
you forced a smile. "no, of course not." but your mind struggled to find that perfect memory.
jungwon seemed to sense your frustration. "close your eyes," he instructed gently. 
"take a deep breath and try to visualise a place that makes you feel truly happy. maybe a familiar place from your childhood, a special time with a friend, anything that brings a smile to your face."
you closed your eyes, following his guidance. images flickered through your mind – family picnics, winning a quidditch match, late-night talks with your best friend. but none of them seemed to spark the necessary warmth.
just as you were about to give up, a memory surfaced. a smile bloomed on your face. you opened your eyes and met jungwon's gaze. "i think i have it," you whispered.
he nodded encouragingly. "focus on that feeling. the warmth, the happiness, let it flow through you and into your wand."
you closed your eyes again, picturing the memory that brought you happiness. it was a little hazy as you tried to focus on the touch and sounds from that memory. with a deep breath, you pointed your wand forward and muttered the incantation.
a wisp of silvery light erupted from your wand, growing and solidifying into a shape. it wasn't perfect – the outline of a cat was more suggestion than a form – but it was a patronus. you had finally done it.
a cheer escaped your lips as you realised you had finally done it. you looked at jungwon, your heart brimming with gratitude. "i did it!"
he beamed, genuine pride radiating from him. "see? you're a natural. you just needed a little nudge in the right direction."
his words held a hint of something more, something that sent a shiver down your spine. you wanted to thank him properly, to express just how much his help meant to you. 
"thank you, jungwon," you murmured, your voice barely a whisper. you wished, however, that your patronus could solidify into something more impressive, something that truly reflected the whirlwind of emotions swirling inside you.
as if sensing your unspoken desire, jungwon stepped closer. his movements were subtle, almost hesitant. but before you could question it, he reached behind you, his hand gently wrapping around yours, enclosing both your hands and your wand within his hold.
a jolt of electricity shot through you at his touch. the air in the room crackled with a tension you hadn't noticed before. your focus on the patronus wavered momentarily, replaced by a hyper awareness of jungwon's warm torso pressed against your back, his fingers brushing against yours.
his warm breath fanned over your ear as he whispered even though there was no one around to hear you both, “now completely focus on that memory.”
the room seemed to shrink, the air growing thick with unspoken tension. you focused on the memory, it acting as a soothing anchor in the storm brewing inside you. but this time, something was different. the wispy light from your wand pulsed, growing brighter, solidifying. the faint outline of a cat sharpened, taking on a more defined form.
in the heightened focus, you were oblivious to everything except the memory and the warmth radiating from jungwon's hand on yours. the familiar nostalgia from the memory echoed in your mind, a beacon of happiness. with a burst of energy, a fully formed silver cat patronus materialised, leaping and frolicking around the room.
you gasped in awe, forgetting everything else. "it's perfect! it's actually a perfect patronus!" 
you jumped, unknowingly pushing yourself more into jungwon, making him wrap his hands loosely around you as he chuckled lowly. you spun around to share your joy with him.
but as you turned, your breath hitched. you were impossibly close to him, his hand still wrapped around yours, his face mere inches away. his eyes were dark and intense, a mirror of the emotions swirling within you. the air crackled with unspoken desire.
you leaned in, heart pounding a frantic rhythm against your ribs. he tilted his head ever so slightly, his lips hovering a whisper away from yours. his breath hitched ever so slightly, as you both leaned in, the space between your lips closing with each passing second.
just as your lips were about to meet, jungwon pulled back abruptly. 
he cleared his throat, his hand falling away from yours. "that's... that's amazing," he stammered, his eyes flickering away from yours. "a perfect patronus. you really are something else."
his words held a strange distance, and a knot of unease tightened in your stomach. the electric tension that had thrummed in the air moments ago had dissipated, replaced by an awkward silence. you weren't sure what had happened, but embarrassment washed over you in suffocating waves. the joy of your achievement felt strangely hollow now.
your patronus immediately vanished into thin air, leaving a trail of sparkles behind.
the tension in the room receded as quickly as it had risen, leaving a bewildered silence in its wake. you blinked, confused and slightly disappointed. why did he stop?
"i, uh," he stammered, looking at his shoes, "i think it's getting late. maybe we should call it a night?"
did he regret the near kiss? or was there something else at play? 
you opened your mouth to ask, but the words wouldn't come. the magic of the patronus lingered, a bittersweet reminder of what could have been.
"yeah," you finally managed, your voice barely a whisper. "it's getting late."
jungwon offered a small smile that didn't quite reach his eyes before gathering his things and hurrying towards the exit. you watched him go, a myriad of emotions swirling within you.
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disappointment gnawed at you like a dementor during your potions class the next day. your potions professor, inspecting your bubbling concoction with a delighted smile, declared it "exactly by the book."
he beamed, announcing, "it appears the extra sessions have paid off! perhaps we can consider them concluded, wouldn't you agree?"
a lump formed in your throat. you glanced at jungwon, expecting a playful jab or a celebratory nod. but he simply shrugged, a noncommittal, ‘sounds good to me,’ escaping his lips.
the professor's words should have filled you with relief. you were back on track, independent once more. yet, as the class ended, all you felt was a hollow emptiness. you caught jungwon's eye for a fleeting moment, hoping for a familiar spark or a shared grin. instead, he averted his gaze, muttering a hurried goodbye and hurried out of the classroom.
this became a pattern over the next few days. in the hallways, where you once exchanged playful jibes, jungwon now seemed to melt into the background whenever you approached. shared classes were endured in a tense silence, his friendly demeanour replaced by a distant politeness. 
you replayed the scene in the room of requirement over and over in your head, desperately trying to pinpoint where you'd gone wrong. 
had you misread the tension? had you moved too fast, startled him with your sudden boldness?
one evening, you found yourself lingering outside the room of requirement, the usual meeting place for dumbledore's army. you weren't sure why you were there, perhaps a desperate hope that jungwon would appear. the door creaked open, and your best friend peeked out.
"lost something?" she asked, her brow quirked in concern.
you shook your head, the words refusing to form.
"everything alright?" she pressed gently, her perceptive eyes searching yours.
you sighed, finally blurting out, "it's jungwon. did i…did i do something wrong?"
her knowing smile softened the blow. "ah," she said, pulling you into a hug. "sometimes, the most powerful potions are brewed in silence, simmering with unspoken emotions."
her words offered little comfort, but they planted a seed in your mind. maybe rushing something as delicate as what you felt for jungwon wasn't the way. maybe patience, like the perfect potion, required time and the right balance of ingredients. you resolved to let things cool, to focus on mastering your spells and potions, hoping that maybe, one day, the right opportunity would present itself, and the spark you shared with jungwon wouldn't need words to reignite.
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screw whatever you thought before. you couldn't wait for that ‘one day’ to come as you watched your classmate, a girl with hair like spun sunshine, practically cling to jungwon's arm in herbology. they were bent over, giggling like pixies at a particularly stubborn gillyweed.
fury replaced the embers of hope your friend had ignited. who was this girl? had he moved on that quickly? 
jealousy bubbled in your stomach as you stalked away from the window, hurt settling in your chest. but you were determined to make things right, even if it meant making your friendship(?) with him awkward, you needed to know what went wrong. 
the bell signalling the end of class was your cue. you bolted out, weaving through students, your eyes locked on jungwon. he noticed you coming, a flicker of surprise crossing his face, but before he could react, you were upon him.
he was walking with the sunshine-haired girl, lost in their own conversation, until a breathless, "jungwon!" ripped him from it. he turned, eyes widening further when he saw your determined, (slightly crazed) expression.
"uh, hi?" he stammered, glancing between you and the girl who stood blinking at you both, confused.
"excuse me," you said politely through gritted teeth to the girl, who, thankfully, scurried off with a mumbled ‘see you later, jungwon.’
now, alone with the reason of your anger and surging jealousy, you grabbed his arm and steered him away from the castle grounds. you marched him past the greenhouses until you reached a secluded clearing near the black lake. there, with a flourish that would have earned you points in charms class, you pinned him against a sturdy oak tree.
he stared at you, bewildered, as your chest heaved. "okay," he started cautiously, "what's going on?"
"what's going on?" you sputtered, finally finding your voice. "what's going on is, i thought we had...something!" you gestured wildly towards the castle, where you could still see a flicker of sunshine hair disappear around a corner.
jungwon blinked, then a slow blush crept up his neck. "we...we do! we had potions tutoring sessions, remember?"
you threw your hands up in exasperation. "ugh, not tutoring! this…this unspoken thing we have!"
his blush deepened, and he mumbled something inaudible under his breath.
"what?" you demanded.
he took a deep breath. "look, about that night in the room of requirement..."
"yes?" you leaned in, heart pounding.
he cleared his throat. "maybe i… i overreacted. i wasn't sure what you were feeling, and…"
he trailed off, his gaze dropping to the ground. you gaped at him, realising the truth. you hadn't scared him off, he'd scared himself off! 
but there was more. a flicker of insecurity crossed his eyes. "and to be honest," he admitted sheepishly, "the real reason i've been avoiding you… well, it's because i was trying to figure out how to tell you something...something big."
you blinked. here you were, fuming about a nonexistent threat, while jungwon had been battling his own insecurities. the situation was hilarious, almost. but mostly, it was endearing.
a slow smile spread across your face. "well, spill it, jungwon. don't leave me in suspense."
he fumbled with his words, cheeks burning a fiery red. "it's about...well, ever since the beginning of this year, i’ve looked at you…in a different light."
your heart thrummed erratically now, hoping he was getting to where you wanted him to.
"...and, well, you're not just funny and smart, you're kind and brave, and the way you laugh at my stupid jokes, it just makes me..." his voice trailed off, his eyes pleading with yours. 
his rambling was adorable, but the knot of frustration in your stomach tightened with every nervous stammer. you couldn't take it anymore.
grabbing him by the collar, you silenced him with a kiss. it started desperate, fueled by the need to know his true feelings, but as his lips met yours, it melted into something sweeter. you poured your unspoken emotions into that kiss, the frustration, the longing, the dawning hope. 
suddenly, jungwon spun you around, switching your positions so that you were pushed against the tree now. your breath hitched in surprise at his sudden show of confidence. he dove back into the kiss, his soft lips moving against yours in fervour. the intensity of your kiss increased along with your pulse and you were pretty sure jungwon could feel it with the way he was pressed up against you
when he finally pulled back, breathless and dizzy, a different kind of silence hung in the air.
jungwon stared at you as your cheeks flushed a brilliant crimson, mirroring the sunset bleeding across the lake. finally, a smile bloomed on his face, genuine and relieved. 
"see," he breathed, voice husky, "that was much easier than all that."
you laughed, a genuine sound that echoed through the clearing. relief washed over you, warm and tingly. "i should be the one saying that" you teased.
“yeah well i chickened out”, he scratched his head in embarrassment, “i wanted my confession to be perfect.”
you smirked, “yeah well what you pulled right now was very romantic. i didn’t know you had that in you.”
he rolled his eyes playfully and grabbed your hand, lacing his fingers with yours. “you liked it though. let’s head back now, it’s almost time for dinner.”
you smiled as you walked in step with him, swinging your intertwined hands back and forth. he squeezed your hand with a cheeky grin on his face.  you returned the squeeze looking up at him in question, when his next words had a blush blooming on your face.
“i hope you’re going to pay me back for those lessons with more of such kisses.”
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PLEASEEEE MATCHING WITH CAPTAINS ON TINDER WITH USHI AND KITA PLEASEEE IM ON MY HANDS AND KNEES 🙁 FROM ONE AUTISTIC TO ANOTHER I AM BEGGING YOU
❥ timeskip! haikyuu captains matching with you on tinder | wakatoshi ushijima and shinsuke kita
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warnings: timeskip! ushijima and kita, fem! reader size kink, protected sex, hayloft sex, unprotected sex, biting, marking, virgin! ushijima, soft dom! kita, spanking, rough sex, tendou mentioned, kind of dom reader for ushijima
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Wakatoshi Ushijima | Loosing his virginity
Ushijima wasn’t a stranger to people talking about their sex lives around him. His face was so stoic and statuesque that no one could tell if he was uncomfortable listening to the subject. The topics spoken in his vicinity ranged from how big a woman’s breasts were to how someone lost their virginity. He had to admit, he was a bit more awkward around those conversations because he couldn’t relate. He was a 26-year-old virgin, while his teammates and rivals had no doubt lost their virginity years prior. Some people even lost their virginity in high school. How scandalous!
He had contacted Tendou, his closest friend from Shirtatorizawa, to hopefully give him advice on the subject. Tendou was shocked at first (and found this entire situation to be completely hilarious) but offered his advice anyway. He told Ushijima that losing your virginity doesn’t have to be a big deal, that it doesn’t have to be romantic or special. It’s just something that happens, and everyone is different. Tendou also recommended downloading Tinder, which is a very useful resource. “If you want sex with no strings attached, look no further.” his words rang in Ushijima’s ears, his thumb hovering directly over your profile. You seemed like a good match for him, but he didn’t really know what he wanted yet. 
Shrugging his shoulders, he slid right on your profile and was surprised when you matched with him. He had very clearly stated that he was a virgin in his biography (Why would he not? It was accurate), so that kind of deterred people from matching with him. You messaged him instantly, suggesting he visit your apartment sometime this week. Of course, he accepted; that was the whole reason why he was on that app. He had one concern, however. Ushijima was massive, bigger than any other man by a wide margin. Could you handle him?
“Shh,” gentle sounds left your lips as you covered your dripping core above Ushijima’s length, observing how it was practically twitching with want for you. “We don’t have to rush things, okay? I know it’s your first time, baby,” you kissed the side of his cheek tenderly, your nails dragging themselves up and down his muscular chest. “Just let me make you feel good.”
He could only nod as your lips touched his once more, biting on his swelling bottom lip playfully. His hands rested on your hips, kneading the flesh between his calloused fingers. His usual stoic face was flushed, lipstick marks adorning his chapped lips and thick neck. He impatiently squeezed your hips, not daring to open his mouth just yet. 
“Oh? Are you ready now, ‘Toshi?” you purred, breaking the kiss to lower yourself down even further. “You have to tell me if you want this, baby. Or else I won’t do it.”
“P-please,” Ushijima mumbled, his eyes staring intensely into yours. He couldn’t take it anymore; he needed to feel you. He needed to know if the stories his teammates told him were true and if it felt like euphoria once he was inside you. Without giving you any warning, he thrust his hips upwards, pushing his pulsating shaft inside your sobbing core. “Sorry, couldn’t wait any longer. Fuck.”
“Shit!” you cried out, balancing yourself on his broad shoulders. “Y-you’re really fucking big. G-gimme a second, okay?” your breath was quick and shallow, your walls wrapping so perfectly around his huge cock. Was he really a virgin? There was no way in hell someone with that big of a dick was a virgin. After regaining your composure, your hips began to move up and down on his length, a wanton mewl escaping your lips as the tip of his cock brushed against your most sensitive place. 
“Go faster,” Ushijima demanded, gripping harder onto your hips. He wanted to take charge but had no experience in this department. What if he messed up? What if he hurt you? His left hand was the size of your entire ass, you were so fragile compared to him. “Wanna feel more of you.” He cracked his palm against your ass softly, massaging the stinging flesh soon afterward. 
You nodded, burying your blushing face in his neck. Your bruised lips peppered soft kisses on his skin as you continued to bounce up and down on his gigantic cock, his head brushing against your cervix so deliciously. All that could be heard in your apartment was the sensual sound of R&B music, your wanton cries of pleasure, and Ushijima’s occasional grunt or deep moan. He wasn’t very vocal, but he was close; he could feel his cock twitching inside of you, relishing in the sensation of your gummy walls, attempting to milk him for all he was worth. “I’m, fuck, I’m gonna cum soon. Feels fucking incredible.”
“D-d’ya wanna cum inside o-or on my tits?” you whimpered, feeling your own climax quickly approaching. He was just so fucking big, and his voice was so deep. Each word he spoke made your clit throb even harder. “P-please ‘Toshi!”
“Inside,” he demanded, bolding, leaning up to kiss you once more. The kiss was molten, full of fire and passion that he had so long oppressed. He groaned in your mouth as he felt you let go of your cock, feeling your body convulse around him. The sounds of your pathetic and fucked out mewls drove him over the edge, his cum painting the walls of your womb white. 
You broke the kiss and smiled at him, pulling yourself off of his cock with a pop! Ushijima groaned at the sight of his seed trickling down your thighs so beautifully, looking like a Renaissance painting. Was this the sensation his teammates were talking about earlier, was it this kind of beauty? 
“Was that a good first time?” you asked, snapping him out of his wandering thoughts. He nodded and got off the bed, dressing himself quickly. “Yes, I liked it. Thanks.” The faintest tinge of pink dusted his cheeks, his eyes not daring to meet yours. He knew that if he looked into your pretty eyes again, he would be included to stay, and he couldn’t risk getting distracted from volleyball. 
“You have my number if you ever want to, y’know, fuck again. You were really good for a virgin.” Was that a compliment or an insult? Ushijima couldn’t tell. Maybe it was both, he didn’t take it personally. He turned towards you, still not making eye contact. Fuck, you were so damn pretty. Was missing his practice tomorrow really worth it? Did he want to have you in his arms that badly? 
“Maybe I’ll give you a call some other time.”
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Shinsuke Kita | The florist
Kita loved the local farmers market. It was where he could sell his rice without worrying about the middleman. It was peaceful, seeing the mothers bring their children and pets. Seeing couples holding hands as they checked out the local food and drink vendors. This weekend, Kita wasn’t at his usual booth. He chose to browse instead, having turned an acceptable profit this month. There were stands that he had seen a million times before and one that was brand new. Fresh, the paint is not yet chipped off by children carelessly running into it. And it smelled beautiful, but that was no surprise. After all, it was a florist's booth.
He saw no one running the stand currently, maybe they were on break. Kita shrugged and took out his phone, opening Tinder to mindlessly swipe through it. It wasn’t an ideal pastime, but it beat standing around waiting for the floral stall owner to show up. 
You greeted him with a rushed hello, an embarrassed blush tinting your cheeks as you apologized for being away from the stand for so long. Before Kita could respond, you felt your phone vibrate in your pocket. Opening the notification, you saw none other but the profile of the man standing before you, looking incredibly attractive. 
“You matched with me,” you blushed, holding your phone for Kita to see. He smiled softly, thinking it was adorable how you could barely make eye contact with him. 
“It appears I have.”
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“Fuck, you’re squeezing me so well, princess,” Kita purred against your lips, thrusting into you so gently Like you would break like you were made of glass. “Think you can take more of me, darling? I’m barely halfway inside that pretty pussy.”
Fuck, his voice made you squeeze around him even harder. Here you were, laying under him in a hayloft with your hands clawing desperately at his muscular back whilst he thrust inside of you so slowly, painfully slow. Was he trying to be a tease? Was making you squirm his kink? “J-just fuck me already! Don’t tease. It’s mean!” you whimpered in frustration, attempting to angle your hips in such a way that you could feel Kita deeper inside of your core. 
“I’m not trying to be mean, sweetness,” he chuckled against your lips, pecking them softly. They tasted like vanilla and roses, a pure scent that did not fit you being defiled in a hayloft. “Just don’t wanna be too rough with you, that’s all.” he squeezed your wrists, pinning them above your hand with just one of his hands. “But if a pretty girl like you wants me to go rough, I guess I have no choice.”
The atmosphere changed instantly as Kita slammed himself into you at full force, his length pistoning in and out of your sobbing core. Your pathetic and adorable sobs of pleasure filled the hayloft, the occasional beg and plead thrown in as Kita destroyed your insides with his cock. He was holding back, not wanting to break any barriers you had set up. But when you beg him in that angelic voice to fuck you, who is he to refuse a darling such as yourself?
“Is this any better, sweetheart?” Kita groaned against your neck, trailing kisses down the already bruised flesh until he reached that sweet spot just above your collarbone. His teeth just grazed the skin as he continued to practically slam into you, shaking the sensitive wood of the hayloft with each powerful thrust inside your drenched core. “Do you like it when I fuck you like this instead, hm?”
“Yes! Fuck, Kita! M’close, holy fuck! I’m so fucking close, please!” you sobbed into his shoulder, your nails leaving angry crescent imprints on his back in accompaniment with the array of feral red scratches. “Please, please, please! Lemme cum!”
Kita moaned at your desperate words, the cadence of your voice making his dick twitch deep inside of you. He was close to his climax as well, your mewls of pleasure making the sensations he was feeling all the more delicious. “Yeah, you wanna cum pretty girl? It’s okay, cum on my fucking cock. Fucking make a mess all over me.” he bit down harshly onto your collarbone, punctuating every other sentence fragment with a powerful thrust into your weeping cunt. He felt your gummy walls attempting to pull him impossibly deeper, your orgasm approaching incredibly fast.
Finally, your orgasm washed over you like a tidal wave of complete euphoria. You sobbed as your release coated his cock, almost sending Kita over the edge in tandem. Quickly, Kita pulled out of your throbbing core and frantically fisted his cock, quietly roaring as his hot and sticky ropes of white painted your stomach so beautifully. He stood above you for a moment, admiring how beautiful you were from his point of view. Shaking from your orgasm, covered in his mess. You looked so fucking perfect.
“That was incredible,” Kita smiled at you, sitting beside you. He wrapped an arm around your shoulder, kissing the teeth marks he had left earlier. “Do you feel good, sweetheart?” His tone was soft, gentle, and kind. He wanted to ensure you knew you would be cared for, even though you both accomplished what you wanted. 
“I feel amazing, thank you.” you smiled, resting your face on his exposed shoulder. Your eyes landed on the scratches and marks you left on his back, fingers tracing over them tenderly. “Uh, sorry about all of this. I’m not usually this rough.”
Kita kissed the top of your head and pulled you closer to his form, caging you in his muscular arms whilst he whispered sweet nothings into your ear. 
“You have nothing to worry about, pretty girl.”
okay this ask was literally so sweet i love u nonnie
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natsswife · 1 month ago
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fwb nat x fem!reader
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something silly i wrote while listening to naked in manhattan<3 also im literally out of inspo rn HELP send ideas or sum PLSS
summary: nat broke the silent agreement of not falling in love w u:((
cw: mention of drugs, kinda suggestive, kinda toxic nat(?, oblivious reader, lmk if i missed smth!!
notes: def not my best work but i mean it when i say im out of inspo, writers block hitting too hard nsjkdksjd
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆˚
༘⋆ it all started with an innocent kiss during some party, you and nat were both wasted and almost didnt know what were doing
༘⋆ except for nat who for some reason got sober out of nowhere as soon as she realized that ur lips were on hers!! was almost hard for her to tell that it was real but oh boy seeing the girl she has complicated feelings for (love for sure was one of them) made her world upside down
༘⋆ the next morning was kinda awkward, the way u were very VERY oblivious/ignorant of what happened last night made her hopes go down instead, or well atleast that was what  nat thought
༘⋆ but what she didn't expect was for you to drag her behind the bleachers after a match and question her on everything that happened last night
“i have a feeling that i- we kinda fucked up last night right? tell me everything nat or im breaking with u”  fucked up??? That's what you call a long make out session with her?? it amazed her the way you didn't notice how that wasted kiss almost changed her life while u were there thinking that it was a MISTAKE????
༘⋆ after she told you everything nat could swear she noticed the way you were kinda happy? with everything that happened? after almost telling her that it was a mistake, you're now suddenly kinda curious about it, asking for details AND asking if you could do it again?
༘⋆ but who is nat to reject you and your brought from heaven lips??, so of course she kissed you again, this time longer, kinda messy but full of love (from her pov), careless that jackie or someone might be near and see u both, if you wanted to retrieve what happened last night she will make sure the job will be done ten times better than before!!
༘⋆ it almost turned into a routine, everyday, behind the bleachers, after a noisy jackie left because one day she almost caught you kissing and Nat being hands deep in your bra, till one day you made sure your parents left for 2 weeks and invited her over, everyday, after classes, till midnight.
༘⋆ those 2 weeks for you both were the best of the best, the sloppy makeouts, the way you let her touch your body, how you let her be the top and take care of everything, but for nat were something more, she knew that all this was just some silly extra friendship activities because all the mornings after in school you were still treating her as your “bestie”  but her heart was taking another direction, she started to enjoy it way too much for her liking, she hated the way her heartbeat increased every time the bell rang and you, like any other day, came to her desk, wait for her and then walk to your home and start the same “we are probably fucking up our friendship but oh god does it feels good” routine
༘⋆ but what she hated the most was that horrible feeling every time she watched you spend too much time with lottie, hated the way during lunch you ditch her and instead run up to lottie and spend the whole break with her instead of your “best friend” , the way sometimes you make your conversations about perfect charlotte mathews and how she’s a badass on field, has a lot of money, and how she gifted you some of her expensive jackets that she "swears goes very perfect with your cute style” and especially how you started wearing them almost everyday.
༘⋆ was it jealousy? maybe but nat wont accept it, anddddd wont accept that after seeing you spend a lot of time with lottie she started bad talking about her with you
“did you hear that rumor that lottie is using dirty ways to get clothes?”
“ I mean I'm no one to criticize her ways, but if she has a lot of money then…”
“ do you think lottie do drugs but the heavy ones? kevyn told me that he saw her taking some big white pills a few days, and let me tell you that those are the hard kind”
“also do you think that's the reason she’s so good on field? i heard theres some drugs for that”
༘⋆ especially wont accept how happy she got when after hearing the last one about lottie being on hard drugs you started to see her less often, now you're all for her again!! now there's no lottie or another disgraceful presence taking you away from her.
༘⋆ but nat should have know better, should’ve expected that having you, such a beautiful person, will always attract someone, and now there is no one else but her damn captain, jackie, someone nat knows cant mess with…
˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚ ❀˚ ༘♡ ⋆˚
Do not translate w/o permission, copy or use for ai training, train your useless brain instead<3
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ascendedice · 7 months ago
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ROBOTIC AFFIRMING - WHAT TO DO IF YOU TRIED BUT YOU STRUGGLED.
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soo hi guys sorry it's been a while I've been really busy 😭 anywayy, let's get into it. I'll show you the steps I followed that helped me start robotic affirming all the time. 1 - WHAT IS ROBOTIC AFFIRMING? in it's simplest form, the way I understand it - affirming something over and over without emotion (or with if you want, up to u) a lot. it can really help you with your shifting & manifesting mindset. basically you repeat it over and over again until your mind gets SICK OF IT and accepts it as a fact. you've probably heard of it, tried it for a little but got distracted and stopped instantly. me too so its alright 😭 how to start doing it? here's how I did it - 2 - PICK AN AFFIRMATION i really suggest picking one simple, straightforward and really open affirmation. for example: I am a master shifter or I am a master at manifesting from now on, the guide will be based around "I am a master shifter" because shifting can be used for literally anything 3 - YOUR BELIEFS AROUND THE AFFIRMATION first, what is a master shifter to you? i want you to take your time, make an actual mental note of what you want master shifter to mean for you. an example: "a person who shifts successfully on every single one of their attempts, no matter the reality or the environment they are in." an example for manifesting: "a person who manifests everything instantly without any time lag, as soon as they intend to" what is a shifting attempt to you? for me, it's simply having the intention to shift. that's all it is. therefore, you shift every time you intend to. no matter what. that's it for the beliefs, it goes the same way for manifesting too so no worries there :) 4 - HOW TO START ROBOTIC AFFIRMING i have a really hard time forcing myself to do something too, that's why you can try building a habit! basically, find something you do all the time. something like drinking water, writing, drawing, any of your hobbies/other habits and try to force robotic affirming onto them. every time you become aware/remember abt robotic affirming, start doing it and eventually in a few hours even you will start doing it subconsciously all the time you do that habit in without realizing it. that's how i did it, rn im trying to make myself robotic affirm everytime i win/lose a round in a game im playing and it seems to be working as well as the other things thats it! remember, YOUR BELIEFS SHAPE REALITY. just assume that robotic affirming even for 1 minute will change your entire mindset and it will lmao thats how easy it is
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turcott3 · 10 months ago
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matt rempe x fem! reader
warnings?: cursing, fluff, talks of anxiety, kissing
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“thanks mom.” you say hopping out of the car.
“now let’s hope he shows up huh?” she teases, waving to you as you walked to your ballet studio. it was being your boyfriend to class day, except you didn’t have a boyfriend. so you invited the next best thing, your highschool best guy friend. whom you’d also had a major crush on for the last few years.
you asked him to come, which he agreed, but said he’d have to come straight after his post practice shower and who knows how long that could be. and he was your ride home.
you stood awkwardly in class as everyone chatted with their boyfriends, one of your class friends included. you checked your apple watch a few times hoping for a text or something and your anxiety only grew as you got nothing. a few minutes later class had begun and you sighed. knowing you’d have to be standing in the back practicing something else, since this week was all about lifts for big performances, being in class was almost something you dreaded these days. ballet being something you love while also tearing you apart. you began warm ups at the barre as normal, still holding out hope that he would come. you continued your warm up, making it all the way through barre and out into center, eventually accepting that he wasn’t gonna show, before the door creeped open, matt peering in to make sure he was in the right place, smiling once his eyes landed on you.
“so sorry i’m late ma’am, lot of traffic.” he smiles at your teacher as he joins you by your side.
“i heard you play hockey? and you were coming here after practice.”
“yes maam.”
“well good, means you’re still nice and warm. when did you two get together, i feel like i’ve never seen you together.” she teases, him taking it extremely well as he dropped an arm over your shoulder.
“well, i don’t really think there’s a date, we were friends and then suddenly we just knew we were more than that. and now here we are.” he replies and your heart jolts in your chest.
he made up that lie on the spot, to spare you the embarrassment. you shook it off knowing you were never actually more than that, even if you maybe have thought at some points you were.
“thank you for coming, i was so nervous to be the only person without a partner.”
“come on y/n, i told you i’d be here. i’ll always show up.” he giggles.
“alright now that we have everyone we can begin our simple lifts.” your teacher states. you were nervous because you had never done partner lifts before, and matt is 6 foot 7.
“oooooh i’m lifting you.” he teases.
“i’ve never done lifts before, im scared.”
“you know i’d never drop you.”
“i know, i know.” you said grabbing comfortably on his arm.
this class was not going to help your feelings toward him at all. you’ve had a crush on him for quite sometime and now he’s gonna have his hands planted on you for at least the next hour. the two of you stood and listened, soaking in the instructions of a simple lift. simply picking you up and holding your chest in line with his forehead, to get a feel for how the rest of class will go.
with ease, he picks you up, chest to eye level.
“don’t be looking.” you smile.
“i am respectfully looking because your black leotard is all i can see.” he says, practically feeling the vibrations of his voice on your ribcage.
“now if you’re feeling frisky, hold her up higher.” you teacher suggests, matt instantly boosting you up above his head like simba in the lion king.
“holy shit.” you yelp, grabbing harshly onto his arms.
“relax, everything is gonna be fine.” he giggles, bringing you to him as he brought you back down, standing flush against his chest.
“alright now let’s try holding her above your head like you’ve just done, but with her in arabesque. your one hand will grab hold of her thigh and the other on the hip somewhere between the bottom of her ribcage and her hip bone.” your teacher says.
“which leg do you like?” he asks, asking great questions.
“right.” you said, lifting your right leg off the ground, his hand softly cupping underneath.
“this feel okay?” he asks, referring to the hand holding your inner thigh.
“yes, it feels good.” you nod as he places his other hand on your hip.
“okay, are you ready?” he asks and you agree, him steadily lifting you off the ground. you found yourself in the position high above his head, adjusting your position to be more comfortable. you began to shake in discomfort, him dropping you slightly but instantly catching you, a giggle leaving his lips as the teachers voice rose again, his arm placing delicately around your waist, his hand rested gently on your hip. in response, you rested your hand on top of his, giving his hand a light squeeze.
by the time class was nearly over, you became more comfortable with him picking you up. the last lift you tried being the riskiest, you still trusted him, catching you every time you began to fall.
this class was not helping your case.
“now let’s come center for reverence.” your teacher says, matt placing you carefully back on the floor.
“i am not graceful at all.” he mumbles as you both followed her curtsy.
“this is why you don’t do ballet matt.” you giggle, concluding your class. matt began to walk away before you grabbed his hand, pulling you up close to the teacher and thanking her.
“oh uh, thank you for having me maam, i had a lot of fun.”
“well thank you for coming! i don’t think i’ve ever seen y/n smile this much during class. keep it up matt, you seem to be good for her.” she smiles, thank you both for attending before you exit the building out to matt’s car.
“im sorry again for being late.” he says, taking your bag from you and tossing it in his back seat.”
“it’s okay, i’m just glad you came.” you replied as you both sat in his car.
“i had a lot of fun.” he smiles.
“you know, you didn’t have to lie to her about us being together. you didn’t have to spare my embarrassment.”
“well i said it because i wanted to, not just to spare you.” he says pulling out of the parking lot.
“what do you- what do you mean?” you ask, spiraling.
“i guess that was me trying to make it known that i really fucking like you, and i was excited when you asked me to come do this with you.” he replies. you reach for his hand that rested on his thigh and moved it to your lap, intertwining your fingers as you smiled to yourself, his thumb brushing softly back and forth on the back of your hand.
“i like you a lot too matt.” you say, looking at his perfect side profile.
“glad we’re in the same page.” he giggles, bringing your conjoined hands to his lips, pressing a sweet kiss to the back of your hand. a blush burned on your face as he returned your hands to yourself lap.
“what a relief.” you giggle, giving his hand a little squeeze which he returned.
“do you really not ever smile that much in class?” he asks genuinely.
“well not really, i don’t really feel as close to my classmates and stuff. i don’t know, it’s stupid.”
“no no y/n, it’s not stupid. i get it. well if you want, and if you can, how about i come pick you up after your class every week and i take us out to eat? yeah? anything to keep you smiling.” he offers kindly.
“i mean, that would definitely be okay with me.” you reply.
everything he was doing made your heart leap in your chest, knowing now how much he really cared for you.
“do you wanna come over?” you ask abruptly.
“like tonight?” he asks, pulling to a stop at the restaurant you’d agreed to eat at the day prior, it being both of your favorite restaurant.
“yeah, like do you wanna stay over? listen i’m trying to be bold, i don’t really know if it’s working.” you giggle nervously. smoothly, he closes the gap between you, pressing a soft kiss to your lips.
“it’s working.” he smiles, pecking your lips one more time before you both get out of the car.
you spent the dinner gushing over each other, adoring how much he spoke lovingly of his family. the closer you got, the more your feelings grew for the boy.
“matt you don’t have to pay for me.” you say lowly, the server asking how to do the check.
“i’m paying for it, sorry for the confusion maam.” he says to the server, turning his head back to you as he walked away.
“why are you paying for me?” you ask sternly.
“because this is a date isn’t it? it wouldn’t be very gentlemanly of me to not pay.” he giggles, signaling for you to take his hands in the table, much to your dismay, you found your hands rested in his large ones.
“let me take care of you. i know you aren’t doing the best right now y/n. i may be a man, but i’m not blind, especially when i see a girl i really fucking care about struggling, okay?” he says firmly, sighing with contentment as he finished his sentence.
“okay.” you reply softly, letting go of his hands as the server returned with the check.
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“you really are letting this thing get to you huh?” he asks as you lay on his chest, tracing circles on his skin as you cuddled innocently, both in your pajamas ready to sleep for the night.
“yeah i guess i am.” you reply, telling him about how torn you were about ballet.
“well how about this, you tell me when your next performance is, i will be there front row to watch you. i want you to keep going pretty girl, i just know you’re incredible. i wanna help you.” he says, running his gentle fingers up and down your back.
“thank you matt. i think just from class today that’s a big stride.” you giggle.
“i hope so.”
“anyways, why don’t we talk about something other than me before we go to sleep.”
“well why would i want to, i could listen to it all day.” he teases, a hint of genuineness behind his teasing tone.
“no, it’s selfish.” you giggle. the two of you spent the rest of the night talking about hockey, giggling over your favorite movies and shows and him listening to your college gossip. all stuff he didn’t know about but loved to hear anyway.
“i think it’s about time we go to sleep y/n.” he giggles after hours of chatting lovingly with you.
“yeah i guess your right.”
“but i can’t let you go to sleep like this.” he replies and you cock your eyebrow. he pulls himself away from you, laying on his side to face you.
“i have a question.” he says and your stomach drops.
“okay?”
“would you wanna maybe fall asleep tonight and wake up tomorrow, and like maybe spend forever and more as my girlfriend?” he smiles slowly as the words left his lips.
“yes matt, i would love to.” you giggle, your hands cupping his cheeks.
“sorry if that was tacky, i didn’t wanna be basic.” he giggles, pulling you toward him.
“it was perfect, thank you m’love.” you say pulling his lips to yours anxiously.
“anytime. now you better keep a smile on your face from now on, and i mean it. if you have any problems just come to me, you know i would never in a million years judge you, and also, i would love to come to ballet class again, it was a lot of fun.” he says resting his head on top of yours.
“i will matt, i promise you. and i will definitely let you know, who knows you may be the next big thing.”
“well i know i have a b-“
“now is not the time for a dirty joke asshole.” you giggle smacking him on the arm.
“i mean after all i AM just a man okay? dirty mind and all.” he scoffs.
“and it doesn’t change a single thing i feel for you.” you laugh as he kisses you one last time before you both drift off to sleep.
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shadebloopnik · 1 year ago
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Ik we all love the hc that Lucifer would be the one thats blushing and flustered in the relationship while Alastor's the calm one, but what if it isn't?
What if Lucifer is actually so much better at hiding his emotions and retaining a poker face? What if Alastor isn't as adept at keeping his emotions hidden as he thought?
Ok, clearly he isn't going to be a weird blushy mess, but like, at least to the hotel's perspective, to people who know him well enough, imagine he's like, super fucking obvious.
Plus points if he's oblivious as hell about it at first.
Like to the hotel residents they see Alastor absolutely go off the rocker when first meeting Lucifer, which, is a huuuuge step from his usual indifference. Then they think, oh man he hates the King so much. But then they also notice more things as the days go on.
How Alastor's ears perk up whenever the King enters the room. How his eyes would find their way to Luci almost unconsciously. The STARING. How he'd slowly be more touchy around the King. How Lucifer's meals always had a little something extra when it was Alastor's turn to cook. How his eyes would crinkle with genuine fondness when the King laughed. How the back of his coat would move as though a tail-they-def-don't-know-the-existence-of is wagging whenever the King would smile in Al's direction.
And the cherry on top, Alastor's face turning as red as his hair when he was asked about it.(bigger evidence: how the parlor had to be rebuilt after being demolished by him, but yknow we wont focus on that)
Once they get over the shock of Alastor having a massive fucking crush on the King of Hell, they then realize that, oh wow actually Alastor fucking sucks at this, he's hopeless.
So they all decide to wingman him, some more eager than others (Vaggie will forever bemoan the idea of having Alastor as a future step-father in law, overshadowed by Charlie's "OH MY GOSH TWO DADS")
They all have their different ways of "helping" and though Alastor absolutely loathes it, he has to accept the fact that he has no idea what he's doing and to 'shut the fuck up and let the experts handle this.'
The results range from mild success(Husk setting them up for a private drink at the bar), to awkward failures (Charlie making them wear a single get-together shirt) to humiliating uncertainty(Lucifer immediately excusing himself after seeing Alastor wear a backless suit that Angel suggested)
Idk where im going with this or if there's a fic like this, but I'd soooo love to read it. Just, an entire silly fic of wingman shenanigans please and thank you
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d3vilcvntz · 2 years ago
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PLSS WRITE MORE LEON 🙏🙏 that’s all im requesting but if you could make something rough w/older leon and younger reader??
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leon s kennedy x top male reader
a/n : reader is around 24 and leon is 34 (10 years age gap). leon is afab again (obsessed with afab leon mb), reader's gender isn't really specified but written to have a dick
you've always looked up to him, he's the reason why you wanted to became a cop in the first place. something about him, attracts you. thankfully, your parents is quite powerful so you got yourself in the same place as him. working with him is your dream ever since he saved you when you were a teen. he might not remember you, but he's been on your mind since then
you were lucky enough to finally get him as your partner later on. all the sweat and tears were all worth it because now you're finally assigned together. actually working by his side feels so unreal for you. after months of being together and you basically flirting with him all the time, it finally happened.
you both were drunk and one thing lead to others. you confessed to him and he accepted, though he did hesitate at first because of your age gaps but still, it very much surprised you that he actually have feelings for you since you entered the agency but never really have the courage to say it to your face. he never really have time for relationships as he was always busy with works, but you were glad that he's willing to be in one with you.
it's your anniversary today, it has been 2 years since you've been together with him and everything went smooth. though, you did ended up arguing with him a few days ago.
it was over some stupid stuff. he keep saying things about how being with someone's old like him isn't really ideal and you should find someone your age. he even suggested for you to see other people that will suit you better, which breaks your heart a little because how can he suggested something like that when he knows that you love him very much :( don't he understand that you only wanted him and he's the only one that's perfect for you ?
but, you do understand his worries, he think too much about what others said. 10 years is a lot to others, but to you? you don't really care, he can be 50 and you'll still love him nonetheless.
and tonight, is the time you'll show him, how much you love him.
you prepared the room with flower petals on the floor, lightly scented candle on top of the bedside table, and a towel laid in the middle of the bed. now you're just waiting for him to come home, sitting on the edge of the bed, playing with your phone
he came home a few minutes later, with flowers in his hands, surprised by your preparations, he gave you a big smile "happy anniversary" he said, passing you the flowers "i..apologise for what i said before. i wasn't thinking right and i know that i hurt your feelings that time" he said, putting his hand on your face "it's okay, i am not mad about it anymore. it's our anniversary, so let's enjoy it to the fullest" you responded, putting your hand on top of his
the flowers he gave you are truly beautiful, but not as beautiful as him, laying on the bed. legs spread, face flushed. you specifically told him to wear a special made lingerie for him. it suits him perfectly, the white laces looks really good on him.
pushing the panties aside to take a look at his pretty pussy. playing with his clit and spreading his hole. it's so wet that you're sure you don't even need the lube. blowing air on it to make him shivered. "hurry" he demanded. he's so cute when he act like this , but you can't give in tonight. you thought of something that you've always wanted to try. suddenly raising your hand and
plap !
the sounds of his wet pussy meets your hand. his eyes were wide, mouth opened, feeling shocked of your sudden moves. you didn't say anything though, just flashed him your usual smile
plap !
"w-wait! stop" he said, trying to push your hands away "hmm you sure? looks like you're enjoying this" you teased him again, putting your fingers in his hole, your fingers sliding in so easily from how wet he is. sweet moans leaving his pretty lips. as he was enjoying it, you pulled your fingers out, which caught him off guard. as he was about to say something, you raise your hand again
plap !
you spank his pussy again "what...? what was that for?" he asked, confused and aroused at the same time. face flushed from embarrassment, he never felt like this before. he had no idea why you're doing this all of the sudden, like you're treating him more rougher than you ever did before. he's not used to this but, he doesn't hate it ♡
you didn't answer, instead, you land another spank on his pussy making him shuddered. he tried to struggle to get away from you but your grip is just too strong !
plap !
again
plap !
and again
plap !
as you spanked his pussy for the last time, he squirted all over your palm. you were shocked to see how he became just from being spanked on his pussy, guess he's really enjoying this.
tears are forming in his eyes, looking up at you. you just flashed him a smile before sitting right above his face, pulling out your dick from your underwear.
"suck" you told him. he was hesitant but did as he told. as he was going down on you, you pushed his head, forcing your cock to the back of his throat.
he was struggling to breath, hands gripping your thighs. you pull out, just to push it all in again. you were using him like a toy.
it felt too good for him, the way your cock reaches all the way to the back of his throat made his mind all blank, all he can think of is your cock ♡ the more you thrusts, the more he feels like he couldn't breath but, don't ever stop, because he's very much enjoying this.
you came deep inside his throat, making him swallowed it all. he knew that you weren't done with him as you grabbed the lube that you specifically put on the bedside and pour it all over your hand. "let's try something new" you said, moving his hair out of his face
before he even had the time to respond to what you just said, you push a finger in his asshole, the excessive amounts of lube making it quite easy to slide in. "feels weird" he whimpered, you shush him, playing with his clit to distract him from this unfamiliar feelings. slowly, you keep adding fingers until you feel like he's stretched enough
you positioned your dick right in his asshole. "w-wait" you slowly pushed your dick inside him, stretching him out. he's still quite tight despite all the stretching you did earlier. his hands gripping the sheets. you kiss him and played with his clit to ease him.
you finally pushed your cock all in, his pussy's juice dripping all over your hand. you started thrusting slowly but becoming rougher and faster as he eventually get used to it
you fingered his pussy as you thrust your dick inside of his asshole. his moans filling up the room "im close" he said, hands gripping your shoulders
you pushed his legs further to his chest, thrusting your dick deep inside him. your thrusts becaming sloppier now that you're close. you came inside him after a few more thrusts and he squirted all over himself right after. he's so easy to squirt <3 you're glad that you laid the towel down on the bed before or you'll have to do extra cleaning later on.
you pulled out and laid beside him, his head on your chest
"what was that all about ?"
he asked, his fingers drawing circle on your chest
"proving my love to you"
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lilxmoo · 2 months ago
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the modern aesthetic of each crow ☝️
kaz - i have a whole post about this, but in the original books he quite literally combines rich-middle-aged white man fashion with what is the ketterdam version of being goth. This means that he quite literally makes his own aesthetic and therefore would probably do the same here. I think he would prefer maximalistic goth in his decor and stuff (black, lots of death symbolism, very anti-religion, and goths love crows), but for the sake of his image he would genuinely dress like,,,,,,,,,,,,a normal rich white guy. Just make it all black. 😞 So, Kaz doesn't actually have a modern aesthetic I can REALLY correlate him to, because he would make his own. (Brick by brick including his drip) The closest one i can think of his "business goth" (in other words, goth that has been sanitized so much for professional spaces that's it's not really goth anymore) but that's actually not too far off from his canon clothes anyway.
Inej - im a firm believer that Inej is a whimsycore girl at heart (flowy, muted colours, intricate details, kinda spiritual) but sadly whimsycore is almost entirely skirts and low cut shirts, which for obvious reasons i don't think would be okay with her :( besides, real hard to be active in those clothes anyway. Inej's clothes are specifically for her to blend in and be physically mobile, so I think she would wear darkly coloured, modest active wear. She would blend in easily, and it's literally designed for movement. However, Inej values staying true to herself a lot, so I think that alongside her bland clothes she would still wear pieces of jewelry that mean something to her. They might be of her saints, or remind her of her home, or she might just think they're pretty. Her clothes get the job done, but she can show who she is as a person as well :')
Jesper - his style is described as the brightest colours that no one EXCEPT HIM can pull off, textures of all kinds, but specifically "Barrel Flash" (aka, trendy clothes for the crappiest parts of Ketterdam) so, hear me out hear me out, very colorful streetwear. Think bright pants with patterns, graphic shirts so bright they're almost neon, alternative hats like beanies, baseball overshirts even though he's never played baseball in his life. it should be gaudy, almost cringe, but it is Jesper Lewellyn Fahey - he's pulling it off flawlessly. Kaz and Matthias hate it. Not much to say here, honestly, he's iconic!!! But I should add - ALWAYS has an airpod in. Like, always. Also probably has a Nintendo switch in his bag???? He never ends up using it while he's out, but he says "just in case"
Nina - EARLY 2000S NINA WHO IS WITH ME DOES ANYONE HEARR MEEEE??? It's colourful, (but not as much as Jesper's because shes a little more classy). It's very casually suggestive, but she is clearly dressing for the girls, the gays, and the theys. It also stems from an era of just,,,,how do i get explain it,,,being iconic??? Like the 2000s attitude is SO NINA BRO!! The tank tops, the jeans, the skirts, the hair and the makeup, I just really think she would love it!!! She would be the girl with seventeen lip glosses in her bag at all times, who lends it to random girls in bathrooms and lets them keep it. Plus, the 2000s aesthetic for Nina is semi-canon, since Matthias would find it gaudy and a little sexy, very trendy - he would Hate It™ at first!!! (But he loves it on her after like 10 mins). I wish I could give more explanation for this one, but the vibes were too strong
Wylan - comfy sweaters *bangs on desk* huge headphones *bangs on desk* baggy pants *bangs on desk* chunky sneakers that make him look a little taller *bangs on desk*!!! Wylan always tries to make himself feel more comfortable, he longs for safety, and no clothing gives you that feeling more than oversized, comfy, neutral clothes that you can collapse in bed in. Lots of browns, greys, dark blues. He doesn't want to be noticed, but it's still socially acceptable and the tall sneakers and headphones help him fit in with the more alternative crows a lot easier :) this aesthetic doesn't really have a name as far as I'm aware (it resembles "softboy" but I 1) don't like that name at all and 2) softboy is a little too bright and pastel for what I'm thinking), and I don't think Wylan would care much for how aesthetic his clothes are while he's caught in a criminal underbelly with all his anxieties 😮‍💨
Matthias - picture the cool male youth leader, but make him buff and with the presence of someone who plays golf. Congrats!! You've found Matthias' modern aesthetic!! Unfortunately, Matty is truly not beating anyyy cis straight white man allegations today 😞 he's wearing tons of caps, plain shirts, and shorts.....and that's it. He doesn't like vibrant clothes, he sees clothing as a necessity and that's all - he also would hate gaudy clothes. Nina and Jesper have bought him meme socks and wild hats/shirts for Christmas to tease him. When he dresses up, he's in football merch. I adore my boy,,,,,,,but he is not winning any fashion contests ☝️
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lvvcian · 2 years ago
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hello!! :D this is my first request ever so im sorry if i worded it or did it wrong. also english is not my first language so im sorry if this makes no sense.
i have a request for The disastrous life of saiki k with a romantic saiki x reader(gender neutral) pairing.
Heres my idea! so aiura and toritsuka start seeing some girl constantly following saiki during school and aiura and toritsuka are like “😨⁉️ lets help him get away from this stalker!” so aiura and toritsuka start doing dumb goofy stuff to sabotage the reader from following saiki and in the end it is revealed that saiki and the reader are dating so reader and saiki have been talking telepathically so it just LOOKS like the reader has been tailing saiki. so yea basically crack fic💀
maybe as a little bonus you could include some fluff between saiki and reader<3
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☆ aaah the famous trio <3 also first Saiki fic, very happy about it c:
☆ I AM SO SORRY IT TOOK SO LONG :'C it's 1:33am here, so I'm sorry if the ending is shitty , no energy fr but wanted to finish this today ":/
☆ (tw! slight bulling and not cool jokes ; swearing) ; gender neutral reader , fluff, crack fic ; Saiki has longer hair in here! Just a lil bit :)
☆ saiki talking normally ; saiki speaking in your mind ; your thoughts
☆ enjoy <3
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"Do you think we should tell some people about... y'know" You looked up at Saiki. It was a normal sunday and you two were supposed to have a so called 'date' (which was sitting in comfortable silence at some cafe and enjoying each others company). But the weather had some other plans and once you stepped outside it started to rain. Of course Saiki could've change it in matter of seconds but he suggested to stay at home. They were too many people from his school on the mainstreet anyway.
"And draw attention to ourselves? Definitly not. We just have to keep the distance between us for school time ..." Saiki looked down at you. Who would've thought that Saiki out of all people would be the first to have a partner. "Enjoy while you can... I'll teleport you on the roof if you hug me at school..." you just giggled and snuggled up closer into his chest.
It couldn't be that bad... right?
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Monday mornings weren't your favourite, at all. Shitty weather, cold shower and not so great breakfast. It was all making you fell even worse then you felt already.
It wasn't something natural for you to wake up in the middle of the night, but today your body felt extremely stressed. Something didn't let you sleep, your thoughts were going miles per hour and you could feel your whole body getting colder with every second (which was weird 'cause the temperature in the room was pretty high).
So you got up, rolled yourself in a blanket and went to close your window hoping it would get at least warmer, but as you walked up to it and started opening it...
"Holy shit..!" You backed away from the wall and fell on your back. There's was something standing right outside your window. It was horrible, like a ghost or a monster. It didn't matter at that time, you quickly run up to to window again and looked around your backyard.
There wasn't a single soul, just a stray cat walking around. You sat down on the floor and hold your face trying to calm yourself down.
After few minutes you were finally feeling better and decided to go back to sleep. At least try.
You were near PK Academy when you saw your lovely psychic and two other people. If you remember correctly one was a medium and the other... fortune teller?
"Its... Aiura and Toritsuka if I'm not mistaken. Should I say hi? Or just-"
"Don't do anything. They're already being very suspicious of you. Just walk past us as normal as you can. I'll meet with you at lunch." It wasn't something new for you to hear Saiki in your head. You didn't know why he was communicating like that, but you accepted it after a while.
"Sure, see you later then. I love you!" you saw Saiki close his eyes and shake his head a little, but you could see a faint smile forming on his lips
Giggling you walked past the trio with a small smile and went inside the building. Quickly you changed your shoes for school ones and headed to your classroom. You greeted some people on the way, saying 'hi' or just nodding at them.
Soon you saw Saiki entering the room too with Aiura. He looked at you, gave you a soft and quick smile and sat not far away from you.
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Around 2pm lunch break started. Saiki immediatly left the classroom, avoiding his friends and went to your meeting spot, which was next to vending machines near the caffeteria.
As he got there, you were nowhere to be seen. He saw you packing your things and leaving right after him so he thought you would be there in few seconds.
Few seconds turned into few minutes and then into half of the break.
"Where are they... they couldn't forget about it, right?" Saiki checked his phone for second time, scrolling through your messages and refreshing them. Even if you'd be late he would got a text about it, but there was nothing.
He tried to focus on your thoughts, but it was immposible with so many people around. He sighed at went to bathroom, locked himself in one of the cabins and used his 'crossed eye thingy' as you called it.
"What...?" He got up and teleported to you, making sure no one was around. You were sitting on the ground, all wet and cold, in one of the hallways. Your clothes were all soaked which made you shiver and Saiki knew you'd be sick in few days.
"What happened? Why are you sitting here all wet?" He said and kneeled next to you as he took your face in his hands, holding it gently. "Are you... crying?" He asked, but your lack of answer told him everything. He took your hand, helped you get up and brushed off some of wet hair from your face.
He held you tightly as he teleported you to your room. Saiki went to your wardrobe, grabbed some dry clothes and a towel and then went back to you. He started to gently dry your hair and your cheeks from tears. You were looking everywhere but not him, which made him worried.
"y/n, what is it? What happened, please tell me." He kneeled down and looked at you with soft gaze. You looked away and closed your eyes.
"I went to get some documents for teacher... I forgot to tell you about it. I-I don't know how... some stupid bucket of water was on the door to the class." Saiki noded and rubbed your back as he sat next to you. He thought for a second and shook his head.
"Just... stay here, ok? I'll go make you some tea" Saiki got up and went to the kitchen. He didn't care about school right now, he would deal with that later.
Day passed with sometimes even worse 'jokes' and incidents. Sometimes it was missing shoes, sometimes weird notes. At night you felt this weird feeling of being watched as cold air got into your house. You woke up with cold sweat on your face from nightmares and night terrors.
Saiki heard about everything, comforting you day after day. He didn't know why it happened, weirdly he couldn't find any person with thoughts of making another prank to you. It pissed him off a lot.
"I'm staying at home for few days... you can come meet me after classes." You said to Saiki as you covered yourself under the blankets. The temperature in your house was incredibly low which made you wear your warmest hoodie and cuddle into the softest and thickest blanket at your place.
"I'll be there soon..." Saiki answered. His voice was cold , but you could swear you heard some concern in it. You chuckled and buried yourself in the blanket.
Saiki was getting closer to the bathroom, making sure no one followed him or saw him. He could become invisible, but that would take too much time.
As he went inside one of the cabins, he took out his phone and checked his messages. There were few of yours, he could tell you were really bored, one from his mom and one from Aiura.
"Aiura? What does she want now...?" Saiki opened the chat, read the message and sighed. She wanted him to help out with something. "Good grief, right now?" He grumbled while texting you that he would be later.
Future teller told him to come behind the school. He got there and looked at her with bored eyes. It was a really pain in the neck to help with some irrelevant things...
"What is it?" He said with neutral and cold tone.
"Oh! Finally you're here! We need some help to... hang something." She said as she looked up.
"We?" Pink haired boy asked, quickly realising who was the other person. He rolled his eyes annoyed. He should be there with you by now... but no, he's stuck with two idiots behind the school. "Nevermind... I don't care, it's your problem."
He started walking away, not listening to Aiuras pleading and some offers (although they did grab his interests for a second or two). He shook his head and was already next to school corner.
"Saiki it's for your good! We're doing this to help you!" Kusuo heard another, not really pleasant, voice from above. "We've seen someone smiling and looking at you all the time! It's giving a creep vibe, you know?"
Toritsuka looked at Saiki from the top of the rooftop. Psychic stopped walking and looked at them both with confused look. "Stalking? What are you talking about..?"
"You didn't see it? There's this one creep whose staring at you in every class! They smile randomly when looking at you and sometimes even blushing! It's just... Ew!" auira said as she got closer to saiki. He frowned a little.
"Me and Mikoto have been making some pranks from time to time. One time we've scared them at night! I asked some ghost for help and spooked them!" Toritsuka chuckled, remembering the look on your scared face.
Saiki didn't say anything, he only grabbed his friends by the shoulders harshly and teleported them to your place.
"O-Oi Saiki! What are you doing man?" He didn't answer, only knocked gently on your door. He could've teleported directly to your room, but he didn't want to scare you with... his nuisances.
You jumped a little as you heard soft knocking.
"Probably saiki." You got up, still cuddled up in a blanket and went to the door. "Finally you-" You cut your sentence as you saw your boyfriend holding his two friends by their shoulders tightly. " Kusuo why are your friends with you?"
He didn't say anything, just got inside your place and leading his friends to the living room. You didn't know what was going on at.all. Saiki never brought his friends. Even Kaidou or Nendou which were much closer to saiki then Aiura.
you walked behind the three of them. Saiki dropped them near the couch and looked at it. You sat down and started asking questions.
"What's going on? Is everything alright? You could've told me you were bringing your friends, I would prep-"
"They're here to apologize to you." His friends looked at him surprised. Saiki sounded like it was an obvious intention.
"Apologize? Saiki, this person was-"
"They're my partner. We've been together for... some time now." Saiki said, looking away. He thought this 'announcement' would look different. Well he didn't thought about those two..
"Partner? Saiki actually pulled someone?" Toritsuka said, but he got quiet right after his head was hit with one of the cans from the table. "What?! You never told us about having someone! How could we know!" Toritsuka said rubbing his head.
"R-Right! We thought it was some kind of stalker or a creep...!" Aiura wad explaining their motives to Saiki and you thought about all the stuff that happened 'cause of them.
"Saiki it's alright, they didn't know. Maybe you should let go." Even tho you wanted to see what kind of punishment those two would get, you couldn't bring yourself to. Damn your good nature and big heart.
Your boyfriend looked at you and sighed. He loosened his grip and let his friends go. Saiki didn't expect that to happen. He really wanted to send Aiura and Toritsuka on deserted island and leave them for few days. But that would be against his principals... unfortunately.
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"I told you we should have said something..."
It was pretty late when you and Saiki cuddled together on his bed. The night was peaceful with clear sky and bright moon. It was nice and warm, even if it was middle of February.
You had your head on saikis chest as he played with your hair. He had his eye closed, resting them a little. His pink bangs fell on his glasses covering his nose and tickling his cheeks. He looked peaceful and relaxed. Finally after a week he wore his ring so there was no thought in his head. No annoying ideas, thoughts or questions. Only silence.
"Yeah... sorry I didn't know sooner.." Saiki looked at you with soft look. His eyes were half closed and his face was decorated with gentle smile. Kusuo being the 'tusndere' he is doesn't really smile often, but when he does toy cherish those few seconds. "Could've stopped them and prevent this whole thing..."
"Don't be, at least they know now." You looked up and placed few kisses on his jaw and face. He hummed in response, closing his eyes and breathing deeply. "Thank you for looking out for me.." You said as you finally planted last kiss on his lips.
"Always..." he smiled and cuddled you closer to him. He made the lights turn off and closed the curtains. You were finally able to have a peaceful and good night sleep and he would be damned if Saiki didn't try making it even better for you.
"I love you.."
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phoenixblaze1412 · 16 days ago
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I WROTE A LONG ASK BUT I FORGOT TO SEND IT AND NOW ITS GONE 😭💔AUGHDHDH
Wtv bru💔 i was feeling a bit down lately and wanted to req amusement park date with dotto, going out and playing games with him could heal me augh
Would he like to go to the hunted house?? What would be his fav game? Would he try to win the big prize for reader in one of those pop the balloon stands
U can add other games ofc
Have a nice day/night !! And thank you for your hard work:3
Of course blue!^^
We'll refer to Dottore as Zandik here.
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The summer sky was painted in fading gold and streaks of lilac as the neon lights of the amusement park flickered to life. Music and laughter floated on the breeze, mingling with the scent of buttery popcorn and caramel apples.
Beside you stood Zandik—blue hair tousled by the wind, red eyes glinting with amusement and a mischievous curiosity. Even dressed casually—black button-down slightly open at the throat, sleeves rolled down, and dark jeans—he still carried himself with that sharp, calculating confidence that made your heart race.
“Where shall we start?” he asked, tilting his head, the smirk tugging at his lips betraying that he already had plans of his own.
“Let’s just walk around first,” you suggested, wanting to take in everything.
And so you did, hand in hand, your fingers loosely tangled with his. Zandik wasn’t exactly the type to flaunt affection in public, but today was different. He didn’t seem to mind the curious glances from passersby—if anything, he seemed almost proud, his thumb occasionally brushing over your knuckles in absent affection.
You stopped at the ring toss first.
“I wager I can get more rings on than you,” Zandik teased, brows arching, eyes glinting playfully.
“You’re on,” you shot back.
He stepped up, rolling his sleeves up his forearm. With uncharacteristic concentration, he tossed the first ring—and missed.
“Hmm,” he hummed, as though calculating the velocity and angle like a living physics engine. The next toss landed perfectly, and then another. You did your best, managing to get a few, but Zandik ended up with just one more than you.
“Victory,” he purred, low and amused, before letting you choose the prize. You picked a small plush—something silly, a pink octopus that you thought would make him laugh.
He accepted it, staring at it as though trying to understand why anyone would want it. Then, surprisingly, he handed it back to you.
“It suits you better,” he murmured.
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Zandik wasn’t exactly a sweet toothed person but when you bought cotton candy, he couldn’t resist stealing a piece, claiming to be “conducting quality control.” You caught the faintest smile tugging at his lips when the sugar melted on his tongue.
Then you dragged him to the carousel. You picked a horse without thinking; Zandik ended up on the horse beside you. It looked hilariously too whimsical for him, yet he played along, resting his forearm on the horse’s neck and giving you an almost bashful glance as the ride began to move.
You laughed softly, and he rolled his eyes.
“Don’t look at me like that,” he muttered.
“You look adorable,” you teased.
“Blasphemy,” he deadpanned and looked away but his ears turned pink from your words.
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When you reached the haunted house, Zandik seemed utterly unimpressed by the cheap exterior.
“This should be entertaining,” he said dryly, as if walking into an experiment rather than an attraction.
Inside, darkness swallowed you both. Cobwebs, sudden shrieks, mannequins painted as zombies—it was all cheesy, but effective in the moment.
You flinched at a sudden loud sound, instinctively grabbing his arm. Zandik immediately shifted, pulling you closer until you were tucked to his side, his arm wrapping protectively around your shoulders.
“You’re safe,” he murmured, voice softer than usual. His heart beat against your side, betraying the calm expression he wore.
Another scare—a ghoul jumping from behind a corner—and you felt Zandik’s muscles tense just slightly, his instincts immediately made him punch the ghoul away. He scowled as the prop fell to the floor as though personally offended it dared frighten you and him.
“You dare,” he muttered under his breath, and you stifled a laugh.
By the end, you were both laughing—your heart pounding from the adrenaline and from being pressed so close to him the whole time.
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You dragged him to a shooting gallery next.
Predictably, Zandik was a natural. His aim was almost scarily precise. After knocking down enough metal ducks to earn a big plush toy of a crow, he handed it to you without ceremony.
“It’s inefficient to carry so many prizes,” he complained, but the softness in his eyes betrayed him.
You tried a claw machine together and, surprisingly, Zandik took it very seriously, muttering to himself about angles and weight distribution. The machine still cheated, dropping the prize last second.
“A worthless contraption,” he grumbled, glaring at it as though plotting vengeance.
Then you rode the Ferris wheel, the city lights unfolding beneath you. Halfway up, Zandik turned to look at you, crimson eyes reflecting the glow of the carnival.
“You look… happy,” he murmured, voice unusually gentle.
“I am,” you admitted, heart hammering.
“Good,” he said simply, but the corners of his lips lifted into the rare, genuine smile that made your chest tighten.
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After playing whack-a-mole (which you won, surprisingly—Zandik blamed “an inferior mallet”), and winning too many tiny prizes, you both ended the night with ice cream.
You leaned against the railing overlooking the park, the soft night breeze carrying distant laughter and the scent of fried food.
Zandik stood beside you, looking at the view, then back at you. Slowly, deliberately, he leaned closer until your shoulders brushed.
“I enjoyed tonight,” he confessed, almost begrudgingly.
“Me too,” you replied softly.
He was quiet for a moment, then he added, “I wouldn’t object to… doing this again. With you.”
Your heart skipped. “It’s a date, then,” you teased, smiling up at him.
Zandik chuckled, low and genuine, and before you could react, he leaned down to press a soft, almost shy kiss to your lips.
“Indeed,” he whispered.
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vryfmi · 6 months ago
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[major book spoilers]
my favourite concept that i barely see in l&co fandom being talked about is Lucy grieving Skull. whether you see their relationship as platonic or ship skullyle, it's stupid to deny the fact that Lucy grew to care about Skull, her actions in epilogue being the heartbreaking glimpse into the new reality for her and her friends after the events of TEG:
“I don’t know why you insist on having it with us for each meal.” (Holly) “It’s that horrid charcoaled skull Lucy insists on carrying around with her.” (Holly) I’d wrapped it up and taken it home, and kept it with me ever since, just in case.
here i want to say that im not a fan of idea of Skull eventually "coming back", re-materialising. it defeats the moral of Lockwood & Co and the growth that Skull underwent. past is meant to stay the past, living can only learn from it while dead will forever exist there. no one should disturb the dead, the past, it needs to be left at rest and let it hold its memory.
Skull wanted and longed for freedom, at first defined by breaking out of silver-glass prison, but later, very clearly defined by the peace of mind. he was scared of death as much as Bickerstaff was, that's why Skull turned his back on the other side, he chose to stay here, in the world of the living. i always read his decision to save both Lucy and Lockwood as him admitting that he could never be a part of the living world (cough could never compete with what lockwood, alive boy, could give lucy cough), so he pushed the two away as he stayed in the room with Marissa, Penelope and Ezekiel.
to me, the best ending to Skull's story is him passing on his terms, not the explosion destroying his connection with the source, but contemplating what he sees himself doing after Lucy suggested him staying with L&Co. Skull declines her offer. and chooses freedom.
obviously, that's my reading and how i prefer to interpret L&Co's ending. (it's also the reason i can't accept that christmas special as canon, im sorry, i hate happiness).
but that leaves Lucy and her newfound need of keeping skull near her at all times since Fittes HQ explosion, her wishful thinking that he'd come back. and i want to see her go through painful acceptance of losing Skull. losing a someone that she never got to know closer. losing a chance to get to know him as a friend, to admitting to have found a friend in Skull, a kindred spirit. losing someone who understood her and knew her deepest fears because these two deeply traumatised teens were so alike. losing something that she chose to define herself and her worth by. Lucy would have to come to terms with how much of a support system she had in Skull. and now, she'd have to navigate without it.
Lucy makes a remark that i can't stop thinking about.
Whenever I put my fingers on it, I got no psychic charge. The bone was dry and cold.
i could go on a rampage theorising why Lucy can't feel anything despite a) her having a strong Touch b) objects that are not sources are still able to hold strong psychic echoes. but i feel like Stroud was trying to wrap up the story and didn't want to introduce a whole new storyline of Lucy picking up fragments of Skull's past. which is a shame. i would kill for such story to be told. (please hit me up if you do.)
but say she really can't pick up anything, Skull is gone and there's not a psychic trace left of him. where does Lucy find herself then? constantly checking the skull with all her senses, wishing to see a green spark dance around the (former) source, to hear a whispery insult in her ear, to feel just anything with her touch. but it's all gone. there's nothing left. no one left. everyone else is moving on, hurries Lucy to get rid of that horrid old bone, but how can she? how can she bring herself to get rid of the only thing left? the only thing left on earth to remember a nameless boy by? the boy who could've been her friend, but she failed to trust him? failed to say thank you?
with each passing day Lucy’d feel worse because she knows how she looks to her friends, to agents, to the ones saving London from violent visitors every night, putting their lives on the line. and here she sits, wishing a ghost to appear in her attic room when she's the most vulnerable at heart.
bonus points for Lucy picking up a pencil and trying to recreate the boy she saw on the other side on paper while the memory is still fresh, while she still remembers. (but also, if we view books as Lucy's memoirs, it would make Skull's bare-bone description even more sad because that would mean older Lucy forgot the details).
what im trying to incoherently say is, Lucy would grieve. and having read almost all of the books Stroud wrote, i see that he has a very intimate relationship with grief and mourning the loss of someone dear to the point where he explores different sides and intensities of it, how each of his characters goes through it, in every single book of his. (i believe, i have three more books of his to read).
p.s. i don't want to be a hypocrite so here are fics about lucy grieving skull that i love to bits:
- i'm still painting flowers for you by terryh
- echoes by menina123
- it isn’t the same (but it is enough) by bluejay_07
- don't wanna go, but it's time to leave by fourohfourerror
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