#im feeling whimsical to day...
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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#whimsicore#whimsy#whimsigothic#whimsigoth#whimsical#mental health#positive mental attitude#mental health awareness#mental health awareness month#humanity#feelings#love#you are loved#you are not alone#you are beautiful#you are enough#you are worthy#you are amazing#you are valid#you matter#im glad yourâe here#words of encouragement#words of love#being alive#being human#my followers#lovelife#message for you#message of the day#may
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organizing lore for my completely stoic zero fun tragic wraith girl like hehehehehehehehhehehhehehehehehehehheehe
#she's so difficult and annoying and that's what makes this fun#one day astarion i will gift you someone who is witty and light but not at this point#thank god my friends are here to make jokes because im like well. at least the memory wipe gives her a chance at happiness that she never#will feel in really any Universe#the only funny/happy/whimsical characters in this story are people she never meets#its all SO dreary like DAMN get the vampire in here so she can have some fun (bad news)
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saw a post talking about how they love to go to a different coffee shop every week :) and ask the barista to make them a special unique drink just for them :) and maybe they & the baristas they interact with live in a significantly different world than my own but the worst thing a customer can do is make me pick what they're going to order and this opinion has been completely ubiquitous across all food service positions & locations ive worked. maybe some employee out there has the whimsy in their heart for this. they must. but gods honest truth every single coffee shop i've worked at would start listing different ways to kill you the second you left the building.
#'i just know im making people's days by bringing kindness into them!'#girlie has anyone told u that you made their day???????#im doing 12 different things and i have 4 different timers actively running in my head. i do not want to think about you.#and sometimes people get MAD at you if they dont like their drink. especially people who come in acting like gods specialist little prince.#i am so sorry to tell u this but it is not a whimsical job#i dont work in food service anymore but i dont want to clean my apartment so im putting my feelings about that onto this annoying person :)
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vintage style pictures of my day spent picking blooming stars and making little friends with a crab spider.. â¨đˇđˇď¸
#vintage aesthetic#feeling cute#feeling beautiful#dreamy vibes#nature lovers#whimsical#springtime aesthetic#like a Victorian painting#beautiful day#star of Bethlehem flowers#life of a spring goddess#an Easter afternoon#im my own muse#nature is beautiful
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110% sure i spoke about it before but it bears repeating the most american interaction ive ever had on the internet was like 4 years ago when this person I was talking to was proudly telling me about her oc, schnee, "which in german means white". and i felt so awkward having to tell her you dont have to give me german lessons bc i am german literally living in germany and that's NOT what schnee is btw so i was just like. cool :)
#gu6chan's musings#the curse of speaking american english too well ..........#another fun interaction that ALSO haunts me is when I was on vc with them we were giggling about something and their s/o comes by like#''wait you're above 18 right? i have a joke but don't wanna be inappropriate' and i was like 'HUH????' because i was like 25 đ#its probably my biggest height/soft or high-pitched voice blunder next to still getting carded for energy drinks back home#(they don't do that in the us I don't think and it makes me feel like a badass) and that one time i went to take the bus to flint#wearing my hello kitty bucket hat and whimsical garfield shirt and the bus driver looks at my ticket and is like 'this is kind of a big#drive for you. is your grandmother over there coming with you? :)' and i was like ...sir im 27#another day in the life of being small and whimsically autistic ig đ#there was also the time my little sister got mistaken for my mother at the Walmart đ which tbf she is a LOT taller than me#but she's also like 10 years younger than me ouagghhh...... đđđ
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on roblox straight up going it. and by 'it' i mean. ninja. hha
#roblox games just be anything these days bruh#blabberpar#roblox posting on main... . its cause im feeling whimsical right now#yes the mii was on roblox . Mfs really do just make anything#me when someone asks me if im normal abotu lloyd and they see him on everything that i play and own
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i donât want to jinx it but i think the flareup might actually be over :D
#iâve felt better the past few days#obviously i donât feel *good* lol that never happens but i donât feel like throwing up and dying#which is definitely an improvement#it could be the emotional weight lifted off me since i finally told my mom everything that was going on with me health wise#it was scary and idk yet if im glad that i did but itâs definitely a relief to not be hiding it (as much) anymore#to be fair after last mondayâs episode it was kinda hard to keep up the illusion that i was healthy đ
#anyways hereâs hoping that the flare up is over and that i donât have an episode tomorrow#because this has been the worst flare up so far itâs really taken a toll on me#and itâs lasted like two months#usually they only last like two weeks#ugh#itâs been awful iâm not gonna lie#my mental health isnât pretty right now tbh#but iâm staying whimsical despite the horrors#my friends are having some struggles so im staying strong for them#hopefully these next few weeks (months? đ¤) will be better#plus drama is starting!!!!!!! iâm really excited for the show weâre doing itâs going to be so fun#and iâm going to have something to do with my time other than sit around in pain and falling asleep#i do hope the stress of drama doesnât set me back again though đŹ#anyways weâre not going to worry about that right now#praise be to god for helping me out of this even if itâs just briefly :]#being functional feels great#hope yâall are having a good month!!! <3
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#guys ignore me please but. feeling homosexual in this chilis tonight (work breakroom)#i want to do someones makeup for them but like gaystyle theyre in love with me style#ik i get paid to do ppls makeup sometimes but i dont get to mcfucking choose what im doing and i dont get gaystyle kissies afterward#so whats the goddamn point? twenty dollars maybe? fuck off#anyway. need to have a day off once in a while so i can go get silly at the club til someone falls in love with my whimsical ass
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me when the feel sad and scared about everything disease is making me feel sad and scared again
cw for sombre thoughts in tags i might delete later tho xwx
#dont get me wrong i havent actually been diagnosed with anything i just very clearly have a problem#the initial realisation that this wasnt just me feeling blue for a few days hit hard#and that was 2 months ago#and i keep telling myself its nothing whenever i feel okay#so its hard to explain this to some people#i feel like an unreliable narrator about my own life the way my outlook switches so quickly from sad to hopeful to sad again#its not fair to feel whimsical one day and to feel extremely (redacted) the next#dw tho im literally scared of dying#thats why its such a weird feeling#i might delete or edit this later but#its just been bothering me the way i should be feeling alright but at the end of the day i shut the door of my room and#i feel this bottomless pit within me and i just feel constantly sad#constantly scared#and i dont really know where its coming from or how to make it die down#bc often it goes away when im having fun#but when im done its all back again#vent#may delete later#cw vent#tw#cw#tw depression#cw depression
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Glitter & Crimson
kwon ji-yong x american pop star!reader

summary: you and ji-yong live busy lives. as both of you start preparing for new albums and tours, as well as manage long distance during the holiday of love, the pressure of it all seems to get to you. set in the same universe as like we were in paris
warnings: hurt/comfort, fluff, reader is working herself too hard, mentions of not eating, not proofread, implied age gap (reader is mid twenties), reader crashes out a lil bit, if i missed any lemme know and ill add it (i still donât know how to use tumblr)
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natâs notes: hey yâall!! in honor of valentineâs day i wanted to write SOMETHING, and this is what came out. i donât actually know how romantic this is butâŚitâs more of american pop star & jiyong sooo im not gonna complain. i also didnât tag anyone causeâŚfor some reason that scares me so whoops. OH the little divider thing below is by strangergraphics btw
Valentineâs day, a cliche holiday that people often either love or despise. You usually felt pessimistic, for years. For years, you spent the holiday with your friends, going out and drinking nights away, dancing in clubs and wearing flattering outfits. If you werenât doing that, you were curled up at home surrounded by your favorite snacks as you binged watched your favorite show. You didnât like Valentineâs day, but you took the day to take care of yourself.
And then you met Ji-yong.
It was almost embarrassing, how easily that man swept you off your feet. A whimsical fairytale of unexpected friends to lovers. He made every day an adventure, one way or another. Never a second did you doubt your love for him. Not even when the two of you went months without seeing each other, swept up in busy schedules. Not even when the two of you kept your relationship a secret from fans and the industry for years. That didnât go well, considering you two leaked it yourselves by locking lips at a Chanel fashion showâŚoops.
You grew to love Valentineâs day, the both of you using it as an excuse to share how much you adored and cared about each other even more than you already did. Flowers, chocolates, romantic dates, you two had done it all at this point. So, you couldnât help but feel a little ache in your heart as you walked into your LA dance studio, getting ready for tour rehearsals.Â
While Ji-yong was busy himself with rehearsals, preparing for his new album, his new show, and everything else that comes with G-Dragonâs comeback, you were worrying about your own. Your fifth album was released a couple months ago, and the pending start of your tour was coming quicker than you anticipated. After the fashion show, and a few remaining days with your boyfriend, you had no choice but to return back to America and continue getting ready. You two barely had time to bask in the reality that everybody knew about your relationship, now separated by the ocean.
Your days were filled with chaos. From the Grammys, to meeting with stylists and trying different pieces, to rehearsals for choreography, to overlooking the stage setup and the designs, to picking out your microphones, meeting with various crew members, you barely had a moment to breathe. With the time difference adding on to that, you and Ji-yong found keeping in contact a bit harder than usual. For years, it didnât matter. If one of you was busy, the other wasnât, and the two of you could compromise schedules, take phone calls at random times, and find more free time to travel back and forth. But this? This was different.Â
You were standing in a large studio with your backup dancers and your choreographer, all of you covered in sweat, your body's aching, and your hearts pounding against your chests. Valentineâs day was this week, and you tried hard not to focus on it. It was your first Valentineâs day that you wouldnât be with your boyfriend. And while in reality, that wasnât that big of a deal, it hurt knowing that you werenât even certain when youâd see him next.
Trying not to dwell on it, you focused on your work. Pushing yourself farther than usual. You moved with precision and acted as if the studio was your stage. Your choreographer, who youâd been working with for years, watched you intently as you and your dancers swung your hips to the beat. You held a microphone to your lips, singing along to your latest single. You strut, looking at the mirror and the would-be crowd. You felt every movement. It burned. It ached. It stung. Your lungs felt like they were going to collapse. You hadnât worked this hard, this long, since your first world tour. Back then, you felt like you had something to prove. New to the industry, blowing up alongside some of the best artists. You wanted to show that you were meant to be there.Â
In a way, you felt like that now. Five albums later, your fourth world tour, and you felt that need to prove that you still were that American pop-princess they crowned you to be. Maybe it was the press finally getting to you. Comments on how your last tour wasnât as extravagant, how you havenât been in the media as much the last few years, resulting in a potential downfall in your career. Maybe it was the need to please the fans, knowing theyâve been waiting for almost two years for this tour. Knowing they were going to want it to be good, better than before. Maybe it was your team, who constantly had their own thoughts and opinions on what your setlist should be, what outfits you should wear, where your tour dates should be. It was normal, expected when youâve been in the industry. Knowing that still didnât diminish the weight on your shoulders as you moved your legs with an articulate move.
One of your dancers, Raphael, was trying to hide the concern on his face as the two of you continued your dance for another song. He had been one of your dancers since your second tour, and a good friend along the way. He knew you better than most people here, other than maybe your best friend who was quietly watching from the sidelines. Heâd seen you working hard like this for weeks. Even before you left for Paris, he had started to get worried as he watched you push and push and push. You could take a lot, you were strong and ambitious, things he admired. But everybody had a limit.Â
He thought you would have gotten some rest after your performance in Paris, taking a few days off to spend with Ji-yong before coming back to LA. That had given him some temporary relief. But when you got back, his concern was back more than ever. He noticed how little you did anything else. You were hardly eating, coming into your work days with circles under your eyes, you had started to become more agitated when anyone made mistakes, especially yourself. You barely took breaks. When the other dancers were sitting down, drinking water, eating their lunches, you were still on the floor, practicing harder moves and trying to perfect them.
Raphael was staring at you now, watching as your body faced him, your head still angled towards the mirror as you sang. Your hand pressed into his chest, pushing him slightly as the two of you moved in sync. He walked backwards, watching you closely. Your eyes were glossed over with exhaustion, red from lack of sleep, and your skin was sticky with sweat. His eyes danced over you, watching the way your hand shook holding the microphone. The way your legs started to move with less precision. You missed a note. Other dancers noticed, keeping up with their own routine but sending looks at Raphael and each other.Â
You slowly blinked as you moved with them, seemingly out of it. As you spun, everything around you seemed to, too. Your vision blurred, the room rotating in odd angles as you started to stumble in your steps. Part of you knew something was wrong, but another part of you refused to accept it, pushing. You kept the microphone up by your lips, continuing to sing despite the way your lungs were burning for more oxygen. Your choreographer stood up straight, her eyebrows furrowing. You pulled the microphone away to continue a dance break, but as you started the first difficult move, the room began to spin in a nauseating way.Â
Your brain couldn't catch up as you started to fall forward. Raphael wrapped an arm around you, yelling your name in panic as the two of you collided with the floor. The choreographer quickly stopped the music, everyone in the room starting to crowd around you. Your friend came over, bottled water in hand, and their phone as they looked you over. In a few moments, your eyes fluttered open, and in the one moment your body stopped overworking you could feel the way every part of you was hurting.Â
��Y/N, are you alright?â Your choreographer asked, looking you over. âGive them some room,â Dancers started to step back, their eyes never leaving you. You groaned, sitting up slowly as Raphael kept a hand on your shoulder. âWhat the hell happened?â
âIâm fine,â You answered shortly, reaching for the water in your friends hand. âI just havenât drank enough water today. Iâm good.â
Raphael and your friend shared knowing looks. âY/N, maybe you should take a minute. You just passed out, again-â âIâm fine!â The two of them watched as you pushed off the floor harshly. You still swayed in your steps, but you remained upwards. You started chugging the water, crushing the plastic before throwing it towards the trashcan. You shook your limbs, as if that would erase the exhaustion. âAgain!âÂ
Raphael clenched his jaw, knowing that you couldnât go on like this. If you did, tour wasnât going to last more than a couple shows. You had passed out at a practice a couple weeks ago, too. When you and your crew were getting ready for the Gala Des Pièces Jaunes event, you had over-exerted yourself and collapsed. That time, Raphael hadnât been able to catch you, and you had landed harshly on the floor. And though he had been there to catch you this time, you might not be so lucky if you were on stage. He looked in the direction of your friend, who was back on the side lines. They were thinking the same thing.
But you werenât listening. At every concerned comment your friend made, you brushed it off with a dismissive huff, and any time Raphael suggested to you to rest, or eat, or take a day off, you shot back with a snarky remark. You were too busy to take a break. You had too much counting on this tour. You had to be perfect.
So, they had to reach out to the one person you would listen to.
Ji-yong was entirely unaware of exactly how much work you were putting yourself through. He knew you were busy, as he was doing many of the same things you were. And sure, he noticed some tension in your voice when he asked you about your days, but he thought it was just anxiety. Youâd always been so nervous when big projects were coming up. It was what made your shows so amazing, the way you cared about your work, your fans. The message was clear in every lyric, every dance, and more.Â
So, when he got a phone call mid-afternoon from Raphael, he was a little confused. The two of them were friends, of course, but they hardly talked one-on one. Still, he answered it, bringing his phone to his ear as he excused himself from the room filled with management. âHello?â
âHi, sorry to bother you man,â Raphael says. In his voice, Ji-yong can here something that he couldnât exactly place. Like something was lurking behind his tone.
âNo, itâs fine,â Ji-yong says kindly. âIs everything okay?â
Thereâs a lingering silence, some shuffling on the other end. Raphael sighs as he takes a moment to find the right words. âNo, uh, not really. Itâs Y/N.â
Ji-yong tenses, his thumb playing with the rings on his fingers. âWhatâs going on?â He asks warily.
âHas she told you about the tour?â
âParts.â Ji-yong says, trying hard to keep his tone light and unnerved. âSheâs been busy, so we havenât talked about it in detail.â
Raphael scoffs slightly, âSheâs been busy, alright.â Ji-yong hears Raphael shuffle more, âWeâre worried about her, man. Sheâs been working herself to the bone.â
Ji-yong blinks. âIs she stressed?â He thinks about all the things the two of you did to cope with anxiety. Whether it was breathing exercises, meditation, listening to music, he thinks about mentioning it to him-
âSheâs more than that. Sheâs barely sleeping, eating, she passed out at practice againââ
âWhat do you mean again?â
Raphael exhales loudly, âShe didnât tell you about that either?â He is chuckling lowly. Ji-yong is looking at the floor, his mind all over the place. âFor that gala, she was working so much, she fainted at practice a couple days before the show.â
Ji-yong is pacing, unable to stop himself. How had you not told him? How had he not noticed? He always asked you if you ate that day, he always texted you little reminders to eat breakfast, drink water. You had always done the same for him, too, knowing his own struggles with his mental health and working himself too hard. A guilty ache in his gut made him suddenly feel uncomfortable in his skin.
âSheâs not listening to anybody. Weâve all tried telling her to take a break, to eat, to take a fucking nap. She just gets mad.â Raphaelâs words make Ji-yong wince, painfully understanding what that was like. âWhich is why I called you.â
Ji-yong is looking around the building heâs in, looking out the window. Seoul moved around him like it always had. His team was in a room just a few feet away, working away at his album, his tour, his press tours. And yet, all of that felt silly now as he thought about you. His partner who he truly cared about more than himself. He clenched his jaw, scratching at his hair as he tries to think clearly. He could call you, scold you for your carelessness for yourself and try to knock some sense into you. But he knew you better than that, just like you did. You knew how upset heâd be at you for working too hard, so you hadnât mentioned it, leaving out key points in conversation. And he knew you wouldnât listen, not to a phone call.Â
So, desperate times call for desperate measures.

As the week of Valentines continued, so did you. You continued working hard, refusing to acknowledge worried comments from your co-workers. Even your manager had tried to say something, only to get snapped at (which didnât happen often). If your choreographer conveniently got sick, like today, that didnât stop you from going to the studio and continuing practice alone.Â
The music blared from the speakers, but your own heavy breathing and the squeaking of tennis shoes was louder in your ears. You chose not to sing today, the only leniency youâd give your body. Instead, you focused on the set, practicing a new song that was going to be released with the deluxe version of your album. You moved your arms with the music, tilting your body in various directions, imagining your dancers were there to help create the perfect image. You swing your body in a sensual motion, sinking lower to the ground. Your body was screaming at you, almost begging you to stop as you stood back up. You glared at your own reflection. You could see it. The exhaustion. The stress. You could feel the pressure scratching into your muscles like claws.
Tears pricked your eyes as you stared at yourself. You had lost weight, probably from the lack of meals and the extreme amounts of exercise. Your eyes red with bags under them. You looked almost sick, from how tired you were. You could feel it. And yet you didnât let your body stop. As a particularly intense part came up, tears streamed down your pale cheeks as you pushed. Every move was hit exactly as it should be. Extreme, fast, smooth, and a hint of flirtation as you beamed at the mirror like your fans were watching from the other side. You ignored the way your throat burned at the sobs threatening to escape you. You ignored the way your arms were aching every time you moved. You ignored how your feet suddenly felt to heavy to move.
Until you hit the floor.
Your legs had given out on you, letting you land in a heap of limbs. You scrunch your face up in pain, tears falling more rapidly. You pushed yourself up slowly, staring down at the floor like it had pulled you down. It wasnât good enough. You werenât good enough. This tour was going to fall apart, and itâd be entirely your fault. Your fans would be disappointed, your dancers and your crew would lose their jobs, your team would be mad at you, and you would have to face it all alone-
You let out a scream of frustration, slamming your hands against the floor repeatedly. The scream eventually contorted into a strangled sob. Your body shook, no longer having the energy to get up. You leaned back down, your forehead resting against the floor a you heaved. All of the stress, the overbearing pressure, the weeks of working hours and hours a day. It all washes over you like a bone crushing tsunami.Â
You didnât notice the door opening, something dropping to the floor, and running footsteps until someone grabs you.
Initially, you flinch at the touch. Expecting it to be Raphael or your friend, you shoot up from the floor, trying to scoot away from them. But instead, youâre facing a wide-eyed mint-haired Ji-yong. Your boyfriend. Who was, last you checked, supposed to be in Seoul, not LA.Â
You blink. Were you hallucinating? For a moment, he just stared at you. Heâd never seen you like this. Stressed? Tired? Absolutely. But this was different. Oddly reminiscent of his own past. The thought shook him to his core. His expression softened as he reached for you, his hand falling on your shoulder. You looked back at him, his touch bringing you back to reality. This was real, he was in front of you, and heâd just walked into your studio to see you in a pile of tears.Â
âWhat are you doing here?â You ask, your voice hoarse. You look him over, he looked in much better condition than you. Except for the worry in his eyes that made you shrink back into your guilt.
âYour friends called me.â Ji-yong explains, reaching up and pushing your hair out of your face. You felt warm to the touch, too warm. âTheyâre worried about you, and so am I,â You looked away from him. You didnât want to face the guilt, the anxiety, the feelings bubbling up in you the last few weeks. âTalk to me,â
You could only shrug, meek. You looked around the studio. âItâs not going to work.â You whisper. He frowns. âThe tour. Itâs going to fail. Iâm going to mess up, or itâs not going to be good enough, and everyone is going to hate it, and I canât risk that. I canât mess this up-â
âJagiya,â Ji-yongâs voice cuts through the air with an unexpected warmth. You look at him. âAll of this will be perfect, but none of this is worth basically killing yourself for.â He slides closer to you, âYou canât give it your all if youâre like this. You of all people know that.â He was right. His clear calm words sinking into you. âYouâre not going to mess this up. Youâre not going to disappoint anyone. Youâre not going to fail.â You feel tears roll down your face, and then you feel his touch. As he wipes them away, you lean into his palm for comfort.Â
âI missed you,â You whimper.
âI missed you, beautiful,â He whispered back. Slowly, you came forward. You let his arms wrap around you as you curled into his chest, letting out a slow sigh as you finally let your body relax. He ran his fingers through your hair, holding you close. He rested his chin on top of your head, sitting in silence for a moment. His heart hurt with you, for you. You had always been your own biggest critic, he shared a similar testament for himself. But seeing you like this, something so unlike you, made his chest ache. âFor the rest of the week, youâre relaxing.â
You sit up again, wide, fearful eyes looking at his calm ones. âI canât! We have dress rehearsal-â
âYouâre not arguing with me on this. Your choreographer already agreed.â His tone was slightly more stern, remaining soft whilst still showing how serious he was. You pressed your lips into a line. âIâm here all week, and you and I are both going to rest.âÂ
âBut you have so much to do. The album-â
âCan wait a few days. I promise.â He lifts your hand, pressing a kiss to your knuckles. âLetâs get home. Iâll run you a bath and we can watch your favorite show.â
You stare at him, pondering the offer. But he can see as your expression softens, the dark cloud looming over your features fading away. âCan we make hot cocoa?â You ask quietly.Â
He can only smile. âOf course.â He tells you. You crack a smile, then. He slowly starts to stand up, pulling you with him. As he turns to grab your bags, you tug at his wrist. He spins back to face you, gasping as you kiss him harshly. His hands find their home on your waist, pulling you into him. It had been a few weeks since the two of you saw each other, and neither of you expected your reunion to go like this. You poured out every feeling into the kiss, letting him know just how much you missed him, how much you loved him, how truly excited you were to see him underneath your layers of exhaustion.Â
He never let go of your hand, managing to carry both your dance bag and the bag heâd haphazardly packed before basically running to the airport in one hand. The two of you looked at each other, the conversation slowly flowing into non-work related things. It was like he could see the weight lifting off your shoulders. His presence alone bringing some sort of peace to you. He knew you needed this, and in a way he needed it too.
And when Valentineâs day finally rolled around, heâd made sure to pull out the stops. Youâd woken up to breakfast in bed, a ribbon-wrapped box with an expensive necklace, flowers, flowers, and more flowers. Youâd done what you could for him, too. Getting him some new rings and scarves, a sentimental handwritten note filled with words of adoration and love. For part of the day, the two of you stayed in your tangled sheets. Fingers tracing bare skin and soft kisses. Whispers of love and arms wrapped around bodies.Â
When the evening came, Ji-yong had told you to dress nice. The two of you ended up at your favorite restaurant, the first nice place you took him to when he came to visit you for the first time. Of course heâd been in LA plenty of times before, but the time with you was different. It was more special than all the rest. And now, he remembered that fondly as he watches you sit at the same table (merely a coincidence, or fate he thinks), your eyes finally filled with that familiar love and light. You looked at him, smiling wide. He could die happy knowing he was ever the cause of that smile.Â
âI love you, you know.â You said casually, admiring him. He blinks, his cheeks flushing a soft pink that was still noticeable in the warm light. You tilted your head, smiling even more. This is it, you think. This is what you wanted life to be like. You and Ji-yong. You realize that everything else could disappear, fall apart, slip from your grasp, but as long as you had him youâd be okay. This wasnât the first time marriage crossed your mind, but it was the first time you ever imagined your wedding and confidently believed it would eventually become reality. The idea of walking down the aisle to your Ji-yong. Picturing him looking at you dressed in white. Spending the rest of your life with him. It all seemed like a dream, but it felt like it was all exactly what you wanted.
Ji-yong reaches for your hand over the table. Heâs sure heâd never let you go if he had the choice. He looks at you, watching the way youâre glowing even in the dim lights. The way you looked at him enough to make him melt. He knew that you were it for him. You were the person he wanted to come home to every night. The person he wanted to kiss every day before he walked out the door. The person he would hold when he was upset. The person heâd bicker with until you were grey and old. The person heâd have a family with. It wasnât a question, and there wasnât another possibility to him. It was all a matter of time. Whether it was tomorrow, next week, next year, whenever. He didnât know where his life was taking him, but he knew it was all going to be with you.
âI love you, too.â
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hello hello tis me again, the regulus fanatic. im not aware if you saw my message yet but i ADORED your regulus fic and so iâve prepared another if youâd like
get this, regulus x (once again, im obsessed) whimsy slytherin reader where sheâs touchy and affectionate towards everyone especially close friends and one day regulus finally works up the nerve to ask her iut and shes just like âsuređâ thinkings its just a normal day and reggies just acting weird
cut to like a week later when regulus leans in for a kiss and readers all like âWHOAđ˛â cue awkward conversation about how theyâve been dating fir a week then readers rushes to tell everyone because sheâs been pining for him for YEARS
sorry if thats a lot and have a wonderful wonderful morning evening and night!
Hello again! I had so much fun writing this! â¤ďż˝ďż˝ â¤ď¸ â¤ď¸Still getting used to whimsy!reader so I hope it's okay that reader is highkey a yapper. They are both pining in this and just, augh! Fluff.
My turn to yap: I had a similar situation to this when I was younger. Fully convinced I was dating this guy for a few weeks before finding out that he had a girlfriend and he thought we were just "hanging out" despite going to very date-like places.
This story is nothing like my experience - Thank you for this very cute request â¤ď¸
Mr. 'Allergic to touching'
Regulus Black x Whimsical!reader
4k words
cw: fluff, pining,
Personal space isnât a concept youâre familiar with. Well, it is but you like being in everyoneâs, especially those you are close friends with. Youâll lean over the backs of chairs and couches as your friends sit in them, often reading or occasionally doing homework. You are always holding hands with your friends as you walk to class together. When you are relaxing somewhere, you are either draped over someoneâs lap or pulling them into yours. That is just the edge of it too. You greet everyone with a hug, even if you are meeting them for the first time. It is just how you are. And you are blissfully unaware of how it bugs some people.Â
Regulus, however, isnât one of those people. Everyone expects him to be with his cold demeanor, how he snaps at first years for being too loud, and the fact that he doesnât tolerate that amount of touching from anyone else. There is something about your touch that makes Regulus feel warm and content. Thatâs why he doesnât mind it, but he wonât tell anyone that. Barty and Evan would call him âsoftâ if they heard that. It would be even worse if they knew how Regulus fully feels about you; they know that heâs friends with you and tolerates your touches, but thatâs all they know.Â
Still, the idea of having your gentle touches and words of affection to himself makes Regulus smile. Itâs a vice, he tells himself. Heâs supposed to keep a plain expression, to be indifferent toward frivolities of his peers and their petty drama. You have a knack for breaking his resolve, especially when itâs lap youâve laid down in or his chair youâre leaning over to see what page heâs on in his book.Â
âOi, Regulus, you coming?â Barty calls from across the common room.Â
âYes,â he replies dryly from where he is sitting near the fireplace.
Your friends are going to the library in an attempt to study and actually get something done. A group of third years playing exploding snap in the common room wasnât allowing any of them to focus. Dorcas had been the one to angrily slam her hands into her book and swear at the younger students, and then you suggested the library. At least Dorcas would be able to study there. Regulus assumes that heâll end up sitting across from you, or next to you, and he wonât be able to focus.Â
Regulus follows behind the group. Youâre in the middle holding hands with Pandora. You have a floral print tote bag slung over your shoulder that likely has Pandoraâs things in it as well. Maybe heâd be the one holding your hand and carrying the bag one day⌠And now heâs smiling.Â
âExcited to write that essay for Slughorn or something?â Barty asks, falling into step with Regulus.Â
The smile disappears as quickly as it appeared. âBecause essence of dittany uses is such an interesting topic,â he says sarcastically.Â
âYouâre the one who was smiling, mate. Something made you crack.âÂ
âRemembered something funny. Merlin forbidâŚâ Regulus gives Barty a sideways glance, hoping that his answer would satiate him.Â
Barty just flexes his eyebrows and adjusts his stride to match Evanâs. Regulus doesnât mind that the rest of the walk is silent for him. The rest of his friends, including you, take part in livelier conversations, but Regulus is content just listening in.Â
Just as he predicted, you sit down next to Regulus in the library. You place a hand on his arm.
âCould you help me with this Charms assignment? Unless youâre doing Potions with Junior?â you ask.Â
He had already finished that assignment, but it is you asking. How could he say no to you?
âItâd be my pleasure. Have you started it?âÂ
You shake your head.
âAlright. Thatâs no problem. Letâs get the books you need.â
He stands up and you follow him into the shelves. You hum to yourself as he selects a few books. You like how easily he finds everything in the library and that he just knows which books youâll need for the assignment. He doesnât hold them out for you to carry. You see it as a polite gesture. Regulus is just nice like that.Â
Back at the table, Dorcas is working earnestly on her homework. Evan, Barty and Pandora are having a hushed discussion that gets even quieter as you and Regulus retake your seats. Regulus starts flipping through the books to find the pages youâd need to reference. You watch him for a minute before realizing that you should be taking the assignment out.Â
Once you look ready, Regulus moves one of the books right in front of you and explains which part of the assignment the passage relates to. Instinctively, you scoot your chair impossibly closer to his. Regulus tenses slightly; being so close to you will certainly make focusing on your assignment. He takes a deep breath to steady himself. You donât notice. Youâre too focused on trying to understand the point of a knitting charm.Â
âBut I can knit. I enjoy knitting. Why would I bother learning a charm to do it for me?â you ask in a defeated voice.Â
âWell, what if I needed something knitted? I donât know how to knit,â Regulus says in a fairly quiet voice, being that you are in the library.Â
You tilt your head slightly and rest your chin on your hand. âI could knit it for you. Iâm quite good. Remember that shirt I knitted for Casâ girlfriend?âÂ
You casually leave out that you charged Dorcas for the shirt. You wouldnât charge Regulus. If he needed something, youâd be more than willing to make it for him.Â
âThen itâs for all the poor sods who donât know the same wonderful people I do,â he says before realizing that heâs just called you wonderful. Outloud. To your face.Â
His face burns in embarrassment.
âOh, youâre so sweet!â you coo, hugging Regulus and being completely oblivious to the red shade of his face. Then you school your own emotions and turn back to your assignment. âRight, poor sods who are lonely and friendless.âÂ
Regulus puts all of his attention on the assignment. He needs to ignore the way his body still feels your warmth minutes after you let him go.Â
âRight, âm bored. Kitchens?â Barty announces after some time.Â
Pandora and Evan agree immediately and stand up. Dorcas waves them off, still working on her homework. The three donât even wait for you or Regulus to respond. You both had your heads down, exchanging whispers about your assignment. Regulus is trying not to think about how close you are, and youâre grateful that Regulus is being so patient with you.Â
After a while, Dorcas excuses herself and says sheâll see you back in the common room. Itâs just you and Regulus now. Youâve almost finished your assignment. Youâre tired of it, if youâre being honest. You would have given up a while ago if it was anyone else helping you, but itâs Regulus so youâre trying your best to stay focused.Â
âAnd youâre done!â Regulus says with a small smile. âYou did it.â
âThanks to you,â you tell him. âI wouldâve turned in a half-finished assignment.â
âDo you do that often?âÂ
You shrug. âWhen the assignment is stupid and pointless.â
Regulus chuckles softly as he stands up to put the books back. He wasnât expecting you to follow him into the shelves but you did. You donât say anything, rather humming to yourself again and watching Regulus. You like the way he carries himself and heâs just pretty in general so who wouldnât want to watch him? Once your things are packed up from the table, you walk back to the common. In your usual fashion, youâre holding onto Regulusâ arm, which means youâve unintentionally disabled his ability to think clearly.
âSorry you didnât get to work on your Potions essay,â you say.
âDonât be. I wouldnât have made much progress on it anyway.â
âYou know, I find dittany to be quite pretty. Wish it grew naturally around here. My mum grows them at home, a large section of our garden actually. Itâd actually be helpful if our dorms werenât in the dungeons. Then I could grow it in our dorms. Iâm sure Pandora agrees with me,â you ramble and you keep going.Â
Regulus canât help his smile as he listens to you. He fully meant what he told Barty earlier; he didnât find dittany, nor its essence, all that interesting. Your appreciation for the plant? Heâd be willing to write down every word that was coming out of your mouth. Before you start to descend down the final staircase before the common room, Regulus puts a hand on yours where it's holding onto his arm. His gut is telling him itâs now or never.Â
âWould you like to go to Hogsmeade with me this weekend?â he asks, his voice steady but stomach flipping with nerves.Â
âOf course! If the weatherâs anything like last weekend, itâs going to be beautiful out. Although, I wouldnât mind if it was a tad less windy.â
âIt was windy last weekend, wasnât it?â
âIt was.âÂ
You give his arm a little squeeze before you head down the stairs and into the common room. Once in the common room though, you spot Pandora and Dorcas and rush over to them. Regulus doesnât mind your sudden departure. The warmth of you on his arm not only lingers, but the fact that you agreed to go on a date with him? He could catch a snitch without his broom. His smile doesnât falter as he strolls through the common room and disappears into his dorm.Â
âOi, youâre smiling again,â Barty says when Regulus sits down at his desk with the intent to work on that stupid Potions essay.Â
âSmiling illegal now?â he deadpans.Â
âNo⌠but itâs weird when you do it. Youâre not a smiler.âÂ
Regulus doesnât answer, but he knows what Barty means. He canât help it though. You agreed to go on a date with him.
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You meet Regulus at breakfast on Saturday, dressed nicely and casually at the same time. Regulus outdressed you easily, but that was to be expected. Even his most casual outfits tended to be more formal and expensive. He is a Black, afterall.Â
Regulus did eventually tell Barty about the date. After some teasing in their dorm, Regulus managed to convince him to not make a big deal about it. If it didnât go well, Regulus didnât want everyone knowing about it. He fully hopes itâll go well, but given the chance it doesnât, he wants to be able to move past it without any issues.Â
You grab Regulusâ hand when you leave for Hogsmeade. Holding his hand rather than his arm makes Regulusâ heart pound in his chest â oh, the effects you have on him.Â
âDo you need to go into Spintwitches? Didnât you say you were running low on broom polish?â you ask.
Regulus stares at you for a moment before nodding. He barely remembers having said that sometime this week, before he even asked you out. He appreciates that you actually pay attention to what he says more than he can express.
âOkay, so weâll go there and then, if you donât mind, can we walk around Tomes and Scrolls? Iâve been talking to the owner about expanding his stock on Divination products and I want to see if heâs got anything in yet.â
âErm, yeah. Anywhere you want to go, darling.âÂ
Even though youâre on a date and holding hands, Regulusâ face still heats up when he realizes he let a pet name slip. He silently thanks the fates that Barty and Evan didnât âjust happenâ to tag along today; if they had heard him call you that, Regulus would never hear the end of it. While you notice him looking away from you, to hide the blush, you donât think much of it. Itâs just an odd quirk that heâs been doing around you more and more.Â
Regulus tries to not take too much time in Spintwitches. He only ever uses one brand of polish, but since heâs buying it, he has to mentally debate if he needs more rags or a sharpener for his tail-twig clippers. He decides against both. The whole time in the store, you held onto his hand until he needed it to get out his money to pay.Â
You swing his arm a little bit as you head to Tomes and Scrolls. As soon as you step into the shop, you pull Regulus toward a âNew!â stand. Regulus feels apprehensive as he eyes the stand. It has more mainstream Divination books, but also ones that are more focused on crystal energies and aura readings. Regulus has to bite the inside of his cheek to prevent himself from scoffing at a âNargle Repellant Kit.â He is fairly certain that nargles donât exist. You scan the whole stand, even dropping Regulusâ hand for the second time so you could crouch to see the lower items.
âThis is brilliant!â you exclaim, pulling out a book with depictions of constellations and crystals on its cover. âDora will be thrilled when I show her this!â
You almost make a comment about how youâre surprised that she didnât come today. Itâs rarely ever just you and Regulus. You like that it is, but the point still stands. Itâs not common.Â
You grab two more books and head to the register. When the owner tells you the cost, you go to grab your money, but before you can even open your coin purse, Regulus has placed the correct amount on the counter.Â
âOh, I couldâve gotten that,â you say, a bit shocked.
âItâs my treat.â
âThen thank you, kind sir.â
Regulus gives you a soft smile and takes the bagged books from the owner. It wasnât your tote of school supplies, but it was close enough â Regulus would carry it until you returned to the common room.Â
âAnywhere else you want to go or should we go for butterbeers?â Regulus asks.Â
âHmmmâŚâ you hum, taking Regulusâ hand again and giving it a squeeze. âButterbeers. And then Honeydukes before we go back to the castle. I will eat all my Bertie Beans in the Three Broomsticks if we stop at Honeydukes first.â
Regulus chuckles. âThat I know. Nothing like butterbeer to wash down the delightful flavor of earwax.â
You giggle and squeeze his hand again. The Three Broomsticks is busy, which isnât surprising in any way. You find a booth for the two of you and a small wave of guilt falls over you. It feels wrong to take up an entire booth with just two of you. You make a mental note to invite any of your friends over if you see them.Â
âTell me, how did you get Mr. Brown to order these books?â Regulus asks, patting the Tomes and Scrolls bag next to him.
âIt was so difficult. But really, I think Dora and I just wore him down. You know, asking and asking for these type of books and telling him itâs vital to our education. Little bit of forgeryâŚâ
âForgery?â Regulus repeats.
âWell, he wanted a note from Professor Dawntry saying that they were necessary, or beneficial at least. And do you think sheâd write that? No. So⌠we took it upon ourselves to write it. Itâs all thanks to Junior for forging her signature. I think that really sold it to Mr. Brown.â
Regulus smirks. âAnd what if he ever talks to Dawntry in person? Asks her about the books that sheâs endorsed?âÂ
âI already purchased the books, silly,â you say with an affectionate eye roll. âYou purchased the books technically. But whatâs he going to do? Force me to return them?â
âI suppose business is business.â
âExactly! And itâs not like Iâm requesting books on the Dark Arts.â
Then you start to explain the more intricate details about this particular branch of Divination that youâre looking into and how the Hogwarts library only has so many books on it. Youâve even read the books on it that are in the Restricted Section with real notes from Professor Dawntry.Â
âThatâs where we got the signature for Junior to copy,â you say.
Regulus nods and you continue. Heâs more than fascinated while listening to you ramble. He hopes his staring is more âattentive listenerâ than âcreepy stalkerâ or âyou have something on your face.âÂ
Youâre pleased that Regulus doesnât look bored with you right now. Youâve talked about this subject in the past to a variety of people and most of them give you skeptical looks and try to change the subject. And then there are the few who look more bored than the average student in Professor Binnsâ class. Regulus is just attentive and it fuels the butterflies in your stomach.Â
After a few butterbeers, Regulus hands Madam Rosmerta a few galleons before you head over to Honeydukes.
âI can pay you back for that,â you say, once again reaching for your coin purse before Regulus puts his hand on your arm.
âDonât. Told you, itâs my treat.â
âWhat? The whole day? Reg, you already got my books!â
âI invited you, darling. Todayâs on me.âÂ
A faint blush dusts your cheeks. âDamn, you should invite me to Hogsmeade more often.â
Thatâs the plan, Regulus thinks. He feels it wouldâve been too forward, too flirty to say out loud, but it is the plan. If today continues to go well, he plans on being your Hogsmeade date quite often and being your date to the Yule Ball and asking you to wear his extra jersey to quidditch games and being your study buddy and⌠He is getting ahead of himself. He needs to finish the first date strong before he can plan out the rest of your relationship.Â
You donât take long in Honeydukes. Both of you know exactly which sweets you want and where they are. Having stopped there every visit since you started going to Hogsmeade in third year, itâs a well rehearsed visit. Once more, Regulus pays for your things. You donât protest at all this time, knowing that heâll insist that itâs his treat. Itâs a tad bizarre the longer you think about it; you donât recall him paying for anyone else that often. Usually when the whole group goes to the Three Broomsticks, everyone throws a galleon or a few sickles on the table before you leave, based on how much each drinks or if someone ordered food. Your solution? Just donât think about it. Heâs being nice and you donât complain when someone is being extra nice to you. Definitely not when itâs Regulus.Â
On the way back to the castle, you tell Regulus about the games you used to play with cousins using Bertie Bottâs Every Flavor Beans. Some of the games youâve played at Hogwarts through the years, but your cousins have their own rules and methods of telling the flavors apart. Regulus tells you about the Chocolate Eternals that Sirius would sneak him when they were younger.
âHeâd have to remind me not to chew them every time. Mumâs only given me enough to get two so we each get one. They donât melt. Make it last.âÂ
You give him a slightly pitiful look. âI guess sweets werenât too common growing up?âÂ
âNo. Mother believes they are for special occasions and even then, they are limited⌠Come to think of it, Iâm not sure Mother actually gave Sirius the money for the chocolates. He probably nicked it from her purse.âÂ
Regulus chuckles at the idea and youâre glad the conversation returns to its previous light-hearted nature. Regulus is able to keep his unspoken promise to carry your things all the way back to the common room.Â
âThanks for everything, Reg,â you say, giving Regulus a hug before taking your things back to your dorm.Â
Regulus smiles to himself as he heads back to his. He feels proud of himself. He had a great first date with you and you seemed to enjoy yourself.Â
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Regulus starts placing himself next to you as much as he can. Or, at least, thatâs what it feels like. Youâre not complaining by any means. Itâs nice and you like it. Itâs just different. But you do notice that heâs becoming more relaxed around you, more himself. There have even been a few times where itâs just the two of you and you fall into easy conversation.Â
After dinner on Friday evening, you sit next to Regulus on the plush couch in the common room. Heâs got out the Transfiguration textbook, clearly doing the assigned reading. You have no intention of doing so. Regulus becomes less stiff as you sit down. Itâs a miniscule change but you notice it. You scooch closer to Regulus and he moves his arm around you, holding you closer into his side.Â
Pandora and Barty, having witnessed this, exchange curious glances. Regulus had told Barty that the date went well and he just assumed you were on the same page, that you are now dating. You had told Pandora about Regulus buying and how sweet he was the entire time, followed with a desperate âDo you think he might like me?â Both Pandora and Barty had never seen Regulus put his arm around someone like that and he definitely never pulled someone in closer to him. His apparent tolerance of touches applying to only you was one thing; this was a whole new level.Â
âYou smell good,â you mutter into his chest.Â
âHm, thank you,â Regulus says quietly.Â
Then he musters all his courage and presses a soft kiss to your forehead. Your eyes go wide and you sit up, staring at him. Pandora and Barty have similar looks of surprise on their faces. Their quiet and previously boring evening in the common room just got interesting.Â
âYou⌠just⌠You kissedâŚâ you stutter out.
Youâre unable to actually finish your thought. You arenât completely oblivious. You know that Regulus doesnât give affection.Â
âErm, is that okay?â he asks, suddenly looking bashful and unsure of himself.Â
âYou donât⌠You donât⌠do that?â you say, sounding very, very unsure of what just happened.Â
He wets his lips nervously. âI thought itâd be okay, with you, you know, since weâre dating?âÂ
You sit up even straighter.Â
âWe are?â you gasp.Â
Regulusâ face burns bright red and out of the corner of your eye, you can see Barty trying not to fall out of his chair with suppressed laughter.Â
âSince when?â you add.Â
âLast week? I asked you on a date and it went well? At least, I thought it went well⌠I had a good time. Did you not?âÂ
You gasp louder and throw yourself at Regulus, burying him in a hug.Â
âMerlin, I didnât realize! No, it did go well!â You pull back from him with the widest grin he has ever seen. âYou like me?âÂ
Regulus adjusts himself next to you, turning slightly to be more facing you. So apparently you werenât on the same page about everything, but you seemed open to it.
âHe doesnât go around kissing everyone, sweetheart,â Barty chimes in, earning himself a glare from Regulus.
âIs that why you paid for everything? Because it was a date?â you ask Regulus.
He nods and you pull him into another hug.Â
âSo weâre dating,â you say.
âIf thatâs okay with you?â Regulus says, still sounding unsure of himself.
You pull back again and this time itâs you nodding. Then you get off the couch and practically jump onto Pandoraâs lap.
âDid you hear, Dora? Iâm dating Regulus!â you say happily. âOh, I need to find Dorcas! She needs to know!â
And you are bounding away in search of your friend. You donât hesitate to tell everyone that you pass that youâre dating Regulus Black, yes, the Regulus Black. You canât help it â youâre just so excited that this yearslong crush has manifested into something real.
âAbout time too,â Pandora says once youâve disappeared up the stairs toward the girlsâ dormitories. âSheâs been smitten with you for years.â
âIâd say youâre perfect for each other. Mr. âAllergic to touchingâ and Ms. âAlways touching,ââ Barty adds.Â
Regulus throws a pillow at Barty, which sends him into a cackling fit. Barty knows that Regulus must really like you to let him get away with that comment. After all, Regulus couldâve thrown his Transfiguration book at him.Â

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blooming season
what's blooming in your life this spring?â.ŕłŕżđˇ
PAC reading
hi my loves! hope you're having a beautiful day, im back after a long hermit period (not painful don't worry) that's why i haven't posted any readings <3 plus i had so many projects and exams but im finally free!!!
to celebrate spring we are taking a look at what's blooming in your life during this season!!
how to choose your group?
take a deep breath and relax your body, look at all the pictures and pick the one you are the most drawn to, don't think about it to much. you might be attracted to the picture or the number. REMEMBER this is a general reading, take what resonates and leave what doesn't. nothing is set in stone. if you are not drawn to any of the pictures this might not be the reading for you loves. that said, let's get into it!

pile 1: flower girl đŞť
hi and welcome pile 1, happy spring and i hope you're doing amazing my loves đ¤ let's get into your reading.
be excited for spring because your reading is giving me MAJOR romcom girl vibes. there are not any signs of relationships or romantic interest in you're reading but i feel this season you're not looking for that. you're open to the idea but it's definitely not a priority! i feel this last months/ years you tried to make sense and figure out what you want your life to look like, your passions, environment, friends, career, goals... you had a white canvas in front of you but no colors to paint with. you felt "lost" because the person you once were no longer existed and at the same time you were discovering and building your new self <3 well this spring life is giving you the paint you needed to make a beautiful and unique

the chapter of surrendering to the unknown is over, spring is lighting up the way for you. your lust for life is taking over. spirit is saying you are TRULY starting a new life with a childlike wonder for everything. i was going to say that maybe you're starting a new project but really you're starting A NEW LIFE đˇ taking risks, socializing, indulging in activities that make you feel like life is exciting and fun again!! this spring clarity is assured and the fog is clearing, you're moving on from your old life, friends, ways of thinking, girl even your own self. i feel so whimsical in your energy but grounded, you will find the balance to enjoy the beautiful life ahead of you while having a routine that makes you feel stable and secure. perfect balance between surrendering and control. i'm truly watching a master in action babe ⨠spirit is showing movies like enchanted, 13 going 30, uptown girls, how to loose a guy in 10 days, etc. and let me tell you that's the fucking vibe you are giving in spring!!! that main character in a 2000 movie excited for her new beginning and pursuing her passions and dreams đ§đźââď¸ i see you working in a project that's very important to you, very driven, talented and passionate towards it good for you my love!!! like seriously this is a 10/10 reading you have nothing to worry about and all to be happy for <3 i also see you going to social events (could be with friends, a wedding, a party you're invited to) and having LOTS of fun đЎ
spirit is also advising you to compromise yourself to that project or goals and dreams you have. make a promise to yourself but don't rush and exhaust yourself. balance is a common theme in your reading and it's the key to maintaining the energy that's blooming this spring. ofc it's totally normal to feel down sometimes, don't beat yourself up over it!! i just see you so so SO happy and proud of the life you're building and that's what you deserve 100% đŞˇđŚ˘ prosperity is on your side and you're definitely in the right path (for those who needed to hear it). TAKE SPACE, DANCE, SING, PAINT, IDK JUST GET OUT THERE AND BE YOURSELF!!!!! trust please just trust and have fun. i'm hearing that some of you will connect with your loved ones more or if you had family problems lately spirit is advising you to resolve them. maybe call them, have a heart to heart conversation and try to find common ground if it's possible (take that as it resonates pls it's only for a few of you).
dear pile one, you've cheered me up with your energy so thanks for that lol 𪡠i hope this reading was helpful and i send you lots of love
NinaË ŕźâĄ â・Ë
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pile two: bumblebee đ
hi and welcome group number two, if you choose the cute bumblebee this is your reading for what's blooming in your life this spring, let's get into it!! <3
my loves right away it was SO easy for me to tap into your energy and focus in channeling, i think you definitely indulge in some spiritual practice. when i opened to your energy i felt like something was being hidden from you (not in a bad way!!), spirit is keeping something hidden from you because it's a surprise, and overall there's this mysterious vibe from you. there are so many synchronicities in your reading, for some reason most of your cards have people with their eyes closed and i've had this deck for a long time and never noticed that, plus the song The Lady In Red started playing. And omg the lyrics also mention "not seeing". listen to it cause i feel it may be a sign or message (and the song is so precious too đ¤)

i see that in the past you went through a situation where you were in a constant battle with someone (?). i strongly feel you were fighting for someone's love/affection/approval. you felt in competition with another person but things didn't end the way you'd hoped. to be honest this past energy feels a bit toxic, im picturing someone spying another's phone (not saying this is you), betrayals, playing dirty, etc. as a result from this your world crumbled into pieces and i feel the pain you felt. i'm being shown yourself from that time and you now and my loves let me tell you, you're a new person đŞˇ. that experience made you realize there's zero point in begging for someone's affection, far less fighting another girl for a boy đ (that's for some of you take it as it resonates). this situation put you in the path of self love and self respect and you're still learning my love (we're always learning don't be hard on yourself <3).
well that's the past, this spring i 100% see you so so SO focused in your peace, in pouring the love and care you deserve into yourself and taking your time and energy seriously, in a soft and ethereal way. it's giving me classic disney princess. they way they moved, talked, the way they see the world and how kind they are! all that but towards your own self đŚ˘đˇ you will be in your own world and you'll LOVE IT, because its the one you built for yourself, one that makes you feel safe to be your true self without anyone's approval. you're ignoring hate, toxic gossip (yes i believe there's healthy gossip lol), jealousy and judgement.
im so proud of the progress you made and the one that's in the future for you pile two, really. i see you in my minds eye, how you see the world with innocent and curious eyes. doing the things you love, being so genuinely kind to everyone and helping as much as you can. you will have love not only for others but for yourself too. okey snowhite i see you ;) â¤ď¸

now with that said, i can move to the last message. since this spring you're in your own little world, you won't notice this new love coming in. you might now them already or not BUT LISTEN, this is not the past person we just talked about please. i know you are smarter than that and i also know the work you've done to heal, so don't be stupid babes. spirit is not telling me much... omg that's what the song i channeled was about shut tf UPPP. you won't see this person coming because you're in your own world doing your thing, but i see them watching you and planning on how to approach you. for some of you it could be through social media and they might be an earth sign (taurus, capricorn or virgo). yall its coming sooner than you think im so excited for you, be open to get to know this person because spirit and the cards are saying they are a really good match for you. oh and commitment is assured đŤśđź
my loves i hope this reading resonated and gave you clarity. let me know how this unfolds for you!! i send you lots of love đЎ
NinaË ŕźâĄ â・Ë
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pile three: magical horse đ§đźââď¸
hi and welcome pile number three <3 let's get into your reading. your spread is really complex and it's about career/studies/goals you're pursuing. if that doesn't resonate i suggest you to choose another group.
welcome my boss ass bitches i know a queen when i feel this type of energy â¨, spirit took over this reading and they want to give you advice, it seems important because i tried to ask for what's blooming for you in spring but they kept insisting on giving you guidance!! i see you are a person with so much ambition but you feel unhappy with your job. you have so many options to choose from but you're scared to take a leap of faith into a direction aligned with your goals. yall your workplace is EXTREMELY toxic, i see that some of you are scared to make this move because you know your boss or people in higher ranks will "punish you" for "betraying" them (wtf???). babes listen to me, these people are purposefully bringing you down, making you doubt yourself and gaslighting you in hopes that you won't noticed the power, influence and potential you have. they're trying to keep you in their shitty environment because they KNOW you have the power to succeed and most definitely outsmart them. you know that place is not for you group three, i can feel their energy and it's disgustingly manipulative. it reminds me of that video of Robert Downey Jr. visiting Wall Street where everyone is going crazy and he says "if money is evil then that building is hell" (you being Robert obv).
you're overthinking your next step as if you don't know the best option is to GET AWAY FROM THERE, like seriously this place is reminding me of Scientology girl idk where you work at or what environment are you in but you NEED to pack your things and leave spirit is saying. tell me why the song "you don't own me" started playing... BIG SIGN. okey for a few of you this has to do with legal issues and contracts, spirit says they have your back and there will be justice for you, because i see that maybe you can't leave because of a contract. don't stress over it, justice will prevail. trust your intuition, there is so much abundance, success and happiness on the other side. you're used to being in the dark you think there's no place better than in the shadows. spirit is saying you're meant for bigger things, i know you have that idea/project/goals that just thinking about it makes you shine inside out, DO IT ⨠its totally okay to be scared of the unknown but please trust that the best is yet to come đЎ. what's blooming for you in spring is this new opportunity for greatness but only if you take a leap of faith and follow your inner voice! you're a driven and powerful person i know you can do it!!!

i asked for more messages since they only gave you advice and this is JUST PERFECT. in spring you'll celebrate this new beginning in your career, i see social gatherings, traveling, planning ahead, and an overwhelming amount of happiness and love. so wholesome, i see your loved ones being there by your side celebrating this huge milestone. âď¸ monetary and emotional fulfillment is coming for you this spring AS IT SHOULD!! i just heard the song "APESHIT" by BeyoncĂŠ and her ugly ass husband when he says "you need me i don't need you" PERIOD THATS LITERALLY THE BEST WAY TO DESCRIBE IT!!! listen to it now i feel it's a sign
pile three i believe in you and spirit does too, i hope this readings gave you clarity and let me know how this unfolds! đ¤with so much love
NinaË ŕźâĄ â・Ë

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i love the way you write towa 𼺠i notice a lot of people seem to struggle to write him but the way you portray him feels so true alongside just generally beautiful writing i love it đ
vibrating with excitement THANK YOU ANON!!!!!!!!!!!! he's such a cutie i write towa with nothing but love in my heart bc he's so transparent and friendly and he will always have a special place right in my heart bc i love how he is. he's so whimsical and full of love. i can't help but adore him bc despite the horrors he's probably had 2 face, he's still kind. yk he associates u with a flower meaning "hope", "resilience", and "transformation"? i think that's beautiful, personally.
but also anon u poisoned me bro i started thinking abt towa and since im on an unhinged!char arc rn (im so sorry if u don't like unhinged towa) i present 2 u:
Flowers Can Talk, Too! (Towa Otonashi x Reader, Tokyo Debunker)
Part 1: Anthurium Andraeanum
a/n: here we are again. again and again and again i find myself here in my little chair in front of my little desk in my little room where i type up my little on my little laptop and smile at the thought of a little appreciation for my work. this has become so familiar and my heart is full of love for it. towa makes me find happiness in the small things, i think.
sorry. was that too much?
summary: towa gifts you a flower you don't quite recognize.
cw: idk if this counts as perverted or uhhhh yandere but towa's behavior will escalate after this part, so be warned. for now there's only a few sexual innuendos n stuff yea. MINORS DNI!!!!!!!
Itâs not exactly Valentineâs day, but Towa gives you a gift anyway.Â
When a big bouquet of charmingly mismatched flowers arrives at your door, smelling a lot like the saltwater in Jabberwock, you immediately know itâs Towa. Yellow dandelions, white babyâs breath, orange roses, and blue irises made up the small, tightly packed bouquet, tied with a pink ribbon. There was a lone red flower you didnât recognize, with what appeared to be an unusually large stamen and one bright, sanguine petal. Initially, it almost appeared like a mixed message, but Towaâs been teaching you enough about the language of flowers and how their meanings tend to vary in context.Â
You peer through the bouquet, ensuring you hadnât missed any flowers, before gently trailing your fingers over them, labeling their meanings in your head one by one.Â
Yellow dandelions for strength and transformation⌠Blue irises for faith and trust⌠Orange roses for passion and desire⌠and, babyâs breath for purity and everlasting love. Your heart swells as you put together the message. It was a reminder that he cared for you, and that youâd get through this. For your own sake, you ignore the romantic subtext implied by the roses and babyâs breath. You smile to yourself, and step back inside the chapel, closing the door. You wished you had a vase or something to hold these in, but maybe a bucket would have to do.Â
You take one of the buckets the cats leave around for repair and fill it up with water, carefully placing the bouquet inside of it. The flowers leaned rather inelegantly, but it was good enough for now. As you study the bouquet, your eyes fixate on the red one.Â
Youâve seen them before at funerals and weddings, but those were always white. This one was a vibrant red, like the blood running through your veins or the sun during a summery sunset. It stuck out like a sore thumb in comparison to the rest, so much so that you wondered if Towa made a mistake putting it in there. Despite the odd choice in color combination between the rest of the flowers, they still had some congruency, their shapes and colors complimenting one another in just the right way. This one felt like an accident or a standout.Â
You reach out and pluck it from the bucket, twirling it in your hands. The red petal is shaped closely to a heart, and the stamen sticks straight up from the top end. You smile to yourself, scoffing at it. Itâs almost funny, the way it sticks straight out. Maybe youâd be able to find this flower if you looked it up?
A quick web search later, and you discover its common name: Laceleaf. They were commonly associated with hospitality. You hum, looking back at the flower as you twirl it around in your hands. Was he asking you to come over to Jabberwock? To be fair, it seemed more like he meant that Jabberwockâs doors were always open, but, well, you wanted an excuse to see Towa. So, he must be asking for your company.Â
One look at the sky told you it was too soon for Towa to talk to you, but you could still go and see him anyway. You hold the red flower in your hands, its stem too long to fit in any of your pockets, and begin to make the trek to Jabberwock.
Though theyâre on the far side of campus, it doesnât take too long to get there. Youâve studied the route by heart, and made enough trips there for the long trek to feel more like a brisk walk. The moment you open the door, youâre greeted by Ren, laying down in the tall grass, clearly hiding from Haru.Â
He looks up from his tablet at you, nodding at you before his eyes just as quickly return to the screen. âSenpai.â He says, acknowledging your presence, but making no move to get up or even further tear his eyes away from his tablet.Â
You exhale, amused, and nod back at him. âRen.â
You do not ask him what heâs doing in the grass, and he doesnât ask you what youâre doing at Jabberwock holding an odd-looking flower. He knows who youâre here to see, and you know who heâs here to avoid.Â
You gingerly take a few steps into the dorm, closing the door behind you. As you turn your head side to side, looking for a trail of petals or a shock of silvery periwinkle hair, Ren clears his throat. âHeâs by the lake.âÂ
Youâre about to thank him sarcastically when you see hair as red as the flower youâre holding zip towards you at an alarming rate. âAnd heâs coming this way.â
You have barely finished your sentence when Ren jumps ten feet from the grass, attempting to run before heâs seen, but the red-headed blur veers off course before stopping suddenly, holding Ren by the collar of his uniform.Â
Haru ignores Renâs protests and cries, dragging him by the collar as he walks back to greet you.Â
âHey!â Haru nods happily at you, beaming, and Peekaboo chitters in greeting. Haruâs gaze flickers down to the flower youâre holding, and a knowing look crosses his face. âI think I saw Towa with that earlier.â He quirks an eyebrow at you. âHere to ask him what it was?â
You nod, scared that if you open your mouth youâll laugh at the utterly defeated expression on Renâs face. Haru points off towards the mountains, smiling apologetically. âBy the lake, as usual. If youâre going out there, remind him to actually feed the animals instead of just playing in the water, would ya?âÂ
You glance back at Haru, nodding. âSure. Thanks!â You wave to him and Ren before trotting off towards the lake.Â
This trek, in comparison to the one across Darkwick to get to Jabberwock, was one you hadnât made as often, and was arguably longer, if not the same length. If ever Towa wanted to go out there, and you were with him, heâd simply scoop you up in his arms without warning and jump, leaving you to scramble to hold onto his tie or shoulders to find some semblance of grounding despite his grip being pretty firm. Despite how often it gave you near heart attacks, you couldnât complain about it. It was nice to lean into Towa, and he always smelled of saltwater and wildflowers, with just the slightest hint of musk underneath it all. Not to mention that, if you pulled on his tie hard enough, youâd get a glimpse of the pale skin underneath his sloppy uniform, making you wonder what lay even further beneath his shirtâŚ
When you finally shake yourself away from your less than appropriate thoughts, you see the lake just up ahead, Towa kicking his feet in the shallow water. You spot some dandelions near your feet, and pick a couple to offer to Towa. You knew heâd appreciate them regardless, even if they were freshly picked from the ground mere meters from where he was.Â
You canât ever sneak up on Towa, a fact youâve burned into yourself. You are still, however, disappointed when he turns suddenly despite the silence of your steps in comparison to the noise of splashing water. Towa chirps excitedly when he sees you, barreling towards you and wrapping you in a hug before you could say anything. Some clouds move from the sun and it almost feels unbearably warm. You inhale as youâre huddled up in his grasp, and catch a whiff of the familiar scent of seawater and wildflowers. There was a bit more musk than usual, thanks to him being in the sun for so long. You try not to be happy about that.Â
He pulls away a moment later, humming excitedly, rocking back and forth in place. You hold out the dandelions you picked, and he stares at them for a moment before bending down and chomping on them, smiling at you in thanks. You sigh and shake your head, as though you shouldâve expected this, and he hums noncommittally, probably agreeing with you.
He turns towards the lake again, heading towards it and reaching behind him and grabbing onto your uniform blazer without looking, dragging you along. You follow his grasp at first before quickly realizing you still have shoes on and start pulling back. âWait, Towa, I still haveââ
He looks back at you and wordlessly points at his own shoes, discarded on the shore. You look at them, and then glance at your own shoes and thigh high socks. You hated putting these on, and you hated taking them off. You didnât want to put them on over your wet feet, either. You pull back on Towaâs grip a bit more, and he releases you, his brows creasing downwards. He pouts at you, crossing his arms. The sun is no longer glaring in your face, and is instead hidden by a few clouds. You sigh at him, and gesture to your socks.
âNot today, Towa. Maybe another time, when Iâm less dressed up?â You shrug awkwardly, giving him a pitying look. He harrumphs and pouts harder, dropping his arms and walking towards you. This time, when he picks you up, you feel inclined to panic, yelping as soon as your feet leave the ground.Â
âT-Towa!â You push against his chest, wriggling to free yourself. In response, he only grips you tighter, limiting your movement. You almost give upâbracing yourself for the embrace of cold waterâwhen you find yourself sitting on a large, dry boulder some ways into the water. You look around, finding Towa knee-deep in the water, glowering at you like he wanted an apology. You sigh with relief and shift to a comfortable position on the boulder, smiling apologetically at him.
âSorry, Towa. I thoughtââ Youâre rudely interrupted by Towa flicking water at you with his fingers, giggling at your change in expression. Before you can retaliate, he turns away from you, going further into the water. You still reach into the water to flick some back at him to retaliate, but it barely hits him, a few of the droplets reaching his hair and neck. He giggles again, before diving in entirely, getting his whole body wet. You can still catch sight of his pale legs kicking in the water before he swims too far for you to see. Youâre only worried for a moment before the water suddenly breaks some ways away, and he rises from it, his clothes fully drenched and clinging to his body. He chirps at you again, happily trotting towards you, as something pink and glowing follows him in the water. It dances around his legs, weaving between them. Towa excitedly gestures at it, and it bobs above the water to greet you in a high-pitched trill before diving under again, swimming around Towaâs legs. It almost looked like a plastic glow-in-the-dark fish. The scales didnât even look real.Â
You watch as Towa dances around the anomalous fish, giggling and exclaiming with every move he made. You donât have the heart to interrupt his happiness with any attempt at discussion, so you remain on the boulder, watching with an idle smile on your face. You glance down at the laceleaf you held, smoothing out its lone petal, before looking back up at Towa. Eventually, youâd have to remind him to actually feed the animals.Â
Itâs sunset now. After some time, youâd managed to convince Towa to stop playing with the plastic-looking anomalous fish and to feed the animals, lest Haru lose any more sleep. You were a bit wet, thanks to Towa being soaked, but you were at least safe on dry land again. You quickly move away as Towa shakes himself free of excess water, some of it still clinging to his hair and face. He smiles at you, holding out his hand for you to take, inviting you to walk back to the Jabberwock dorm. You smile back and take his hand, following his lead.Â
You look up and notice that the sky is darkening quickly. Towa should start speaking soon.Â
âDandelion.âÂ
Speak of the devil.Â
You turn towards Towa, smiling at him. Heâs peering at you from the corner of his eye, his gaze flickering between you and the laceleaf you held. âWhyâd you bring that here?â
You hold it up, turning towards him questioningly. âTo ask you what this flower means.â You turn your gaze back to the flower, twirling it in your hand again. âI know it means âhospitalityâ, but not much elseâŚâ You trail off, surprisingly mesmerized by the shine of the red petal as it spins.Â
Towa giggles, stopping his pace and standing next to you. He gently plucks the flower from your grasp, holding it up against the quickly dimming sunset, twirling it like you did. âThis flower is called an Anthurium Andraeanum,â he says, with what you can only assume is perfect pronunciation. âItâs red, so itâs got a different meaning from the white ones you usually see.â
Finally, you were getting somewhere. âAnd what might that be?â You sidle closer to him, looking up at him as he looks at the flower, still twirling it as it catches the final minutes of light.Â
âIt can mean love, romance, sensuality, or abundance.â You donât miss how Towaâs smile widens slightly as he says âromanceâ. You have to admit that youâre hardly paying attention, though. Your gaze is more interested in trying to look anywhere that wasnât Towa's shirt clinging to his hardened nipples. Towa finally drops his arm, bringing the flower close to his face. After gazing at it a while, he finally turns back to you. âBut, I didnât add this one for the meaning, Dandelion.â His voice drops a few notes, and you tilt your head, confused at his tone and at his intentions.Â
âThenâŚâ You trail off for a moment, before gesturing at the flower. âWhy did you add it to the bouquet? It kinda stuck out like a sore thumb.â You canât hide your confusion, blinking up at him. If the meaning didnât matter, then what was it there for?
âI added it for its name.â He brandishes the flower towards you, his smile widening and his eyes narrowing with mirth. âDo you know what this flower is called, Dandelion?â
You tilt your head, studying the flower. âLaceleaf?â You say, almost uncertainly. It was called laceleaf, but why did you have a feeling that wasnât the answer Towa was looking for?
Your hunch was right, as Towa laughs and shakes his head. He holds the flower close to his body again, and steps closer to you, leaving just enough room for the petal of the laceleaf to span between you. âNo~. These are called something different here.â He holds the flower in front of your face, close enough for you to examine it. âWhat does it remind you of?â
You pause a minute, before looking at the heart-shaped petal. âA heart?â
Towa chuckles and shakes his head again. âPfft, no, no!â He holds it horizontally, and wiggles it so the stamen-looking part dangles up and down. âHere, maybe this will jog your memory.â
You watch it as it dangles, unimpressed. âTowaâŚâ You start, frowning. Your nose wrinkles. â...Is this supposed to be a dick joke?â
To your surprise, Towa shrugs instead of laughs. âSorta.â He holds it vertically again, twirling it with both hands. He looks up at you and leans in until his lips are right by your ear. âThis flower is also known as a Naughty Boy Flower, Dandelion!â
He sounded all too excited to share that news with you, but you can hardly focus on that with his hair dripping cold water onto your cheeks and his warm breath circling your ear. You only realize youâd stiffened when he pulls away, and you relax, shivering slightly. âIt reminds me of you when I look at it. Thatâs why I put it in there.â Towa is all smiles again, but youâre having trouble coming up with why the flower would remind him of you.Â
You look back down at the flower as he twirls it, the look in his eyes getting darker by the second. âHow does that flower remind you of me?â You ask slowly, pointing at it and trying not to state the obvious.
He smiles wider. âThatâs because you get me all stiff, like this flower!â As he says this, he flicks the flower, making it wobble a bit in his grasp. "You make me a Naughty Boy, Dandelion."
You have to blink a few times to reorient yourself. It feels like you were just struck with lightning and revived in a split second. You look up at him, still blinking rapidly, before turning your gaze to the flower again. You barely register the genuine openness of his face, but reject it anyway. He couldnât possibly have meant that, and not in that way.Â
âUmâŚâ You start, looking at the flower again, searching for answers as though the truth wasnât something you craved. âWhat do youââ
Towa steps closer, interrupting you. Your chests are almost pressed together, and he looks down at you, the water from his hair dripping onto your face and uniform. âI think you know what I meant, Dandelion.â His voice is in a low whisper, and his eyes catch yours.
Desperate to look anywhere but Towaâs face, you look down at his nipples, still showing through his shirt. You bite your tongue and look to the side instead. If what he said was true, looking down might actually kill you.Â
âDandelion.â Towa says your nickname so gently, you canât not at least turn to him. So you do, albeit reluctantly, glance at him questioningly. When he doesnât budge, you uncomfortably force yourself to look at him head on, biting your lip.Â
You feel the tip of something poking into your lip, and look down to see the flower. Towa presses it into the plush of your lips before pulling back, and pressing it into your lips again. You remain still, your gaze flickering between the tip of the stamen poking your lips and Towaâs gaze, locked onto your lips. He taps your lips one more time with the stamen before he holds it there, slightly pressed into them. He leans forward further, and you feel his heavy breathing caress your face. His forehead knocks into yours, and he stays there, keeping the rest of your bodies only so far from each other.Â
His eyes glaze over in the dim light of the day, the sun just barely peeking over the horizon. âDandelion?â He asks, his hazy gaze still focused on your lips.Â
âYeah?â You answer hesitantly, trying not to let the nerves you were feeling show in your voice.Â
You watch as Towaâs pink lips part in a sigh, and his tongue runs over them before he finally says, âIf I tapped something a little bigger on your lips, do you think youâd open wide for me?"
AND WE'RE DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONE!!!!!!! if i told u i wrote this in one setting would u believe me? bc i did it's true. i sat at my laptop and wrote this in 3 hours with little breaks in between 2 have the accursed Visions⢠of what my writing would entail.
anyways. i love u guys, thank u 4 loving my writing. ofc as per usual shameless bit that I LOVE when you tell me how much you liked my writing!!!!!!! i love likes, but especially comments, asks, and tagged reblogs detailing how much you love my work! please don't be shy!
ok i was technically supposed 2 be in bed like. an hour ago LOOOOL gn everybody ily
songs i listened 2 while writing this:
roses - the chainsmokers, rozes (craving, yearning, reminiscing on times we knew, rebuilding love)
weak - ajr (falling for the same thing over again)
where would we be - nicky romero, rozes (reminiscing on the best and worst nights of your life, when you were in love)
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ditched and delirious
SYNOPSIS: deserted by your friends in the chilling haunted house, you bump into yeonjun, another soul stranded in the same spooky predicament.
彥 pairing: stranger!yeonjun x reader 彥 genre: crack, fluff 彥 warnings: jumpscares & a lil romantic tension ;)
SEUL SPEAKS! this is based on something that actually happened to me except i never got my candied apples so im turning my trauma into purpose !!
halloween had always been a magical time for you. ever since you were a child, the arrival of october brought an unparalleled sense of excitement and anticipation. the crisp autumn air, filled with the scent of fallen leaves and pumpkin spice, made everything feel more vibrant and alive. you loved how the world transformed, embracing the whimsical and the spooky with equal enthusiasm.
each year, you meticulously planned your halloween costume, often starting weeks in advance. you enjoyed every step of the process, from brainstorming ideas to putting the finishing touches on your outfit. the creativity and imagination that halloween inspired were unmatched by any other holiday. the colorful costumes, from classic witches and vampires to more unique and creative characters, always fascinated you. walking down the streets and seeing the array of costumes made you feel like you were part of a grand, fantastical story.
this year was no different. you had been looking forward to halloween for months, and your friends had been buzzing with excitement about the new amusement park that had recently opened in town. the park promised an unforgettable experience with its elaborate halloween decorations, spooky attractions, and, most notably, the scariest haunted house in the area. despite your initial reservations about haunted houses, your friends' infectious enthusiasm was hard to resist.
the amusement park was a sight to behold. as you and your friends entered, you were greeted by towering scarecrows, giant inflatable pumpkins, and cobwebs that seemed to stretch endlessly. the air was filled with the sound of eerie music and the occasional scream from one of the haunted attractions. everywhere you looked, there were people dressed in costumes, their faces lit up with excitement and anticipation.
your group had arrived early in the afternoon to make the most of the day. you rode roller coasters that twisted and turned, leaving your heart racing and your adrenaline pumping. the feeling of the wind in your hair and the weightless drops made you scream and laugh in equal measure. between the rides, you indulged in the array of carnival food. you couldn't resist the smell of freshly made funnel cakes, and you and your friends shared cotton candy and funnel cakes, making sure to sample a little bit of everything.
the games were another highlight of the day. you tried your hand at the ring toss, aimed for the highest score at the shooting gallery, and even managed to win a small stuffed ghost at the balloon dart game. each victory, no matter how small, was celebrated with cheers and high fives. the carefree fun of the amusement park made you forget your initial hesitations about the haunted house.
as the sun began to set, the park transformed. the cheerful, bright atmosphere of the day gave way to a more mysterious and eerie vibe. strings of orange and purple lights illuminated the pathways, casting a haunting glow. fog machines created an otherworldly mist that floated around your feet, and the sound of distant, ghostly laughter echoed through the air.
the anticipation for the haunted house grew with each passing hour. your friends couldn't stop talking about it, sharing stories of previous haunted house experiences and speculating about what horrors awaited inside. they showed you pictures from the amusement park's website, showcasing the elaborate and terrifying decorations that awaited you.Â
by the time you made your way to the entrance of the haunted house, the sky was dark, and the moon hung high, casting a pale light over the park. the haunted house stood before you, a massive, decrepit mansion with eerie lights flickering in the windows and fog rolling down the steps. the intricate decorations were both impressive and terrifying, creating an atmosphere that sent a shiver down your spine.
"are we really doing this?" you asked, trying to sound braver than you felt.
"come on, it'll be fun!" one of your friends said, giving you a reassuring nudge. you noticed the mischievous glint in their eyes but brushed it off, thinking they were just excited. they had been talking about this haunted house for weeks, hyping it up with stories of how terrifying and thrilling it was supposed to be. you tried to feed off their enthusiasm, but the knot of anxiety in your stomach only tightened.
as you took a tentative step forward, the creaking of the gate made you jump. your friends laughed, their faces lit up with excitement and anticipation. you forced a smile, hoping to mirror their bravery, but inside, you were already regretting your decision. the ticket taker at the entrance, dressed in tattered victorian clothing and sporting a disturbingly realistic ghostly pallor, handed you your tickets with a sinister grin.
"enjoy your stay," he said in a low, gravelly voice that sent chills down your spine.
with a deep breath, you stepped inside. the moment you crossed the threshold, the temperature seemed to drop, and the atmosphere became even more oppressive. the sound of creaking doors and distant screams filled the air, creating an unsettling symphony of terror. dim, flickering lights barely illuminated the narrow, winding corridors, casting long, eerie shadows that danced on the walls.
you clung to your friends, trying to steady your nerves. every corner seemed to hold a new horror, from ghastly apparitions that materialized out of thin air to grotesque figures that lunged at you from hidden alcoves. the haunted house was a labyrinth of terror, with each turn bringing fresh waves of fear. the animatronics were disturbingly lifelike, their movements jerky and unnatural, their eyes following you with a malevolent gleam.
as you navigated through the dark, narrow hallways filled with jump scares and creepy animatronics, you realized something alarming: your friends were nowhere to be found. panic set in as you spun around, calling out their names, but the only response was the echo of your voice and the occasional sinister laugh from the haunted house's speakers. your heart pounded in your chest, and you felt the walls closing in. alone in the haunted house, every shadow seemed to move, and every sound made you jump.
the narrow hallway you found yourself in was lined with portraits whose eyes seemed to follow your every move. the floorboards creaked ominously underfoot, and the walls seemed to close in with each step you took. you turned a corner and found yourself face-to-face with a mirror. in the dim light, your reflection appeared ghostly and distorted. a flicker of movement behind you made you whirl around, but there was nothing there.
"guys? this isn't funny!" you called out, your voice echoing back at you. a cold sweat trickled down your back as the realization set in that your friends had deliberately left you alone as part of a prank. the mischievous glint in their eyes earlier suddenly made sense, and you felt a mix of fear and anger. you were stuck in a nightmare, and your friends were nowhere to be found.
you tried to retrace your steps, but the layout of the haunted house was disorienting. every hallway looked the same, and the constant barrage of scares kept you on edge. a mechanical zombie lunged out of the darkness, its eyes glowing a sickly green. you stumbled back, your heart racing, and took a wrong turn into a room filled with fog.
the fog was thick, swirling around your ankles and making it difficult to see more than a few feet ahead. the room was eerily quiet, the only sound the soft whisper of the fog machine. you moved cautiously, every sense on high alert. the fog seemed to part just enough to reveal a path, and you followed it, hoping it would lead you to an exit or at least a familiar part of the house.
as you navigated through the fog-filled room, you felt a growing sense of unease. shadows moved at the edge of your vision, and you couldn't shake the feeling that you were being watched. you heard a faint, rhythmic tapping, like fingernails on glass, and your nerves frayed further. you moved faster, desperate to find your way out of this nightmare.
suddenly, you bumped into someone, and you screamed. the impact sent you stumbling back, and you barely managed to catch yourself before falling. your heart raced as you spun around to face whoever you had collided with.
standing there, looking just as startled as you felt, was a tall, handsome guy with dark hair and wide, frightened eyes. despite the spooky atmosphere, his presence was more comforting than anything else in the haunted house.Â
"oh my god, i'm so sorry!" you exclaimed, your voice trembling. "i didn't see you there."
"it's okay," he replied, his voice just as shaky. "i wasn't expecting to run into anyone either."
you both stood there for a moment, catching your breath. the dim light and swirling fog made it difficult to see clearly, but you could tell that he was just as scared as you were.
"i'm y/n," you said, trying to break the tension. "are you here alone too?"
"yeah, my friends thought it would be funny to ditch me," he replied with a nervous laugh. "i'm yeonjun, by the way."
"nice to meet you, yeonjun," you said, managing a small smile. "i guess we're both in the same boat then."
yeonjun nodded, his expression softening. "it seems that way. how about we stick together? it might be less terrifying if we're not alone."
you agreed, feeling a bit of the tension ease. having someone with you, even a stranger, made the haunted house seem a little less menacing. as you started to move through the fog-filled room together, you felt a sense of camaraderie forming.
"have you been through one of these before?" yeonjun asked, his voice breaking the silence.
"not one this intense," you admitted. "i've always liked halloween, but haunted houses have never been my thing. what about you?"
"same here," yeonjun said. "i usually avoid them, but my friends convinced me this time. i didn't think they'd actually leave me here alone."
"me neither," you said, shaking your head. "i thought it was just going to be a fun night out."
you both laughed, the sound a welcome relief from the constant tension of the haunted house. as you continued to talk, you felt yourself relaxing a bit more. yeonjun's presence was comforting, and the conversation helped to distract you from the scares lurking around every corner.
just as you started to feel a bit more at ease, a loud bang echoed through the room, followed by a figure lunging out of the darkness. you screamed and instinctively threw yourself at yeonjun. he yelped in surprise, his arms wrapping around you protectively.
for a moment, you both stood there, clinging to each other, hearts racing. then you realized that the figure was just another animatronic, and you couldn't help but laugh at the absurdity of it all.
"you scared me more than that clown!" yeonjun said, trying to catch his breath.
"i could say the same about you!" you replied, still giggling.
the shared scare broke the ice completely. as you continued, you noticed that yeonjun, despite his initial fear, was trying his best to be brave for you. his attempts at bravery were endearing, and you felt a growing fondness for him.
the haunted house continued to challenge your nerves with more intense scares and intricate scenes. at one point, you found yourselves in a room filled with eerie whispers and dim candlelight. yeonjun took your hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze.
"just a little longer," he said softly.
as you cautiously moved forward, the floor suddenly erupted with the sound of firecrackers being stepped on. startled, both of you began jumping around in panic, but each step only caused more firecrackers to go off. the room echoed with the cracking sounds, creating a chaotic symphony that made it hard to think straight.
"fuck!" you screamed, trying to find a safe spot to stand, but the relentless popping continued.
"watch out!" yeonjun shouted, but it was too late. both of you stumbled over your feet, finally collapsing onto the ground and catching your breath. lying there, you couldnât help but laugh at the situation's absurdity, the initial fear giving way to a sense of shared relief.
the next room plunged you into suffocating darkness. a sound, like nails scraping bone, skittered across the floor. yeonjun's grip on your hand tightened, his fingers digging into your palm. you shuffled forward, your fear a distant echo compared to the cold dread radiating off him.
suddenly, a figure lunged at you from the shadows, and you both screamed in unison, clutching onto each other in a moment of pure terror.
yeonjun's reaction was immediate and instinctive. without thinking, he pulled you in front of him, using you as a shield against the approaching figure. his heart pounded wildly against your back as he pressed you protectively against himself, his whole body trembling with fear.
you could feel his ragged breath against your neck, and it matched the frantic rhythm of your own heartbeat. the figure hesitated, realizing the scare had backfired, and retreated into the darkness, leaving behind an eerie silence.
for a moment, you both stood frozen, the adrenaline still coursing through your veins. then, with shaky breaths, you turned to face each other in the dim light filtering through the fog.
"sorry," yeonjun muttered, his voice barely audible. "i... i panicked."
"it's okay," you assured him softly, turning to face him with a comforting smile despite the lingering fear.
you took a few deep breaths to steady your nerves before cautiously continuing through the haunted house.
"you know," yeonjun said, trying to lighten the mood, "if we survive this, we should definitely get some candied apples together."
"i'd like that," you replied, smiling despite the lingering fear.
as you walked out of the haunted house hand in hand, relieved to be out of the terrifying atmosphere, you noticed your friends waiting eagerly outside. their faces lit up with anticipation, ready to catch your reaction to the scare fest they had orchestrated.
instead, their expressions turned from anticipation to utter bafflement as they watched you and yeonjun approach, hands intertwined. you could practically see the question marks forming over their heads as they exchanged confused glances.
"hey, guys," you greeted them casually, trying to ignore their bewildered stares. "meet yeonjun. we... uh, ran into each other inside."
yeonjun smiled warmly at your friends, his hand still firmly clasped in yours. "nice to meet you all."
your friends managed awkward hellos in response, still processing the unexpected turn of events. they had planned to prank you, not witness you leaving the haunted house hand in hand with a guy you had just met inside.
"we were just about to head over to the carnival games," one of your friends finally managed to say, trying to break the awkward silence. they shot you a playful grin, eyebrows raised suggestively.
"yeah, come join us," another friend chimed in hastily, shooting you a curious glance. "or are you two planning to haunt the rest of the park together?"
you chuckled nervously, feeling the heat rise in your cheeks. glancing at yeonjun, you couldn't help but ask, "what about your friends?"
yeonjun shrugged nonchalantly, a mischievous glint in his eye. "man, forget them," he replied with a grin. "they ditched me back there in that house."
your friends exchanged surprised glances, not expecting such a blunt response. "looks like you're stuck with her now!" one of them teased with a laugh.
"we'll be by the carousel if you need us," another friend chimed in playfully, "just one call away!"
as your friends started walking away, you and yeonjun started walking toward the direction of the candied apples stand, and you heard your friends' laughter trailing behind you.
"so, about those apples?" yeonjun nudged you gently, a playful glint in his eyes.
you chuckled, feeling a surge of excitement at the thought of spending more time with him. "lead the way."
with each step, hand in hand, you and yeonjun continued down the path illuminated by twinkling halloween lights, anticipating a cozy and memorable end to your adventurous night.
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points at this SO HARD. THIS. THIS IS CANON
Eight hours of work over four days later!!! say hello to Marzenie
A cold, quiet wasteland of inescapable familiarity, not a place to hide, but a place that is actively hunting you
You are not safe here. Itâs just as bad here as it is out there
[cough cough ⌠so in case this is your first time seeing me posting about Marzenie, the general idea is that itâs an omori au that shows things from Basilâs perspective- giving him his own inner world and a deeper look into what heâs actually going through, given omori is from Sunnyâs perspective we donât really get the most in depth idea of how things are in Basils own mind other then the vague idea that itâs really badâ Marzenie is an AU that hopes to elaborate on Basils character and inner struggle in ways that Omori does not. And yes that means sending him on a fantasy adventure in his own mind but like- when I say fantasy I mean In the same way as a game like Fear and Hunger is âfantasyâ]
#OH FUCK YEAH#i saw opâs initial concept for the map (the post with the side scroller church and the anatomical heart shaped headspace)#and actually could not stop thinking about it for days and was patiently waiting for more content because god#YOU GET IT. YOU GET BASILâS MIND ENTIRELY.#AND GOD THIS IS SO GOOD#The whole artstyle for this reminded me vaguely of fran bow and little miss fortune so itâs cool to know some of the inspiration-#-came from there#Also the labyrinths from Madoka magica#The focusing on religious guilt and basilâs parents??? Dudeeeeee#I disagree with the prospect that any character in the cast can have a Sunny-like headapace#And I mean that in the most basic way#No one should have a headspace like SUNNYâs#no matter how much you tweak it not everyone in the universe ever is gonna have the same coping mechanisms as Sunny. The cast is diverse#HOWEVER#What you SHOULD do is this kinda cool awesome fucking amazing shit here#that actually focuses on the characterâs interpretation of life and their own struggles#Rather than a whimsical fun happy time#because not everyone views life like that! Not everyone will be coping like Sunny! Not everyone is actively hiding from their trauma#im pretty sure itâs canon from an omo interview that basil does have a form of a space inside his head but that itâs just chock full of-#-disturbing imagery#and this is EXACTLY what I think basilâs space would be canonically#its just so goddamn horrifying and beautiful and canon I canât get over it op pat yourself on the back this is phenomenal#I wanna go like full cleg analysis mode but I feel like Iâm kinda yapping in this personâs tags- But yeah. Holy shit man. This is incredibl#only acceptable basil space Iâve seen so far I fucking love this so much I need to draw some of these landscapes#Itâs so beautifully detailed⌠you can tell op really paid attention to how they made this#theres so many little things embedded in here that they even point out themselves and discuss that I didnât notice at first! Itâs just#its just so#like#omg. Please just look at this#omori
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