#im mentally married to this man
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im not saying fucking nasty and becoming obsessed with each other would have solved everything....it would have probably only made them worse actually....but i think they should have tried it anyway. for science
#im so serious when i say i need a fic about these two where like#jaemin gets sent to a mental hospital and suhyeon tries to become the man his parents want him to be#and then years later (i have no idea what the law is in a case like jaemin's) suhyeon learns jaemin is getting out of the hospital#and because he always has the best ideas he goes to pick jaemin up instead of getting married#and he tells himself (and jaemin) that it's because he doesn't trust jaemin not to go after daon#and it's true at first but then it becomes much more complicated#and personally i don't want them to be completely sane and fine so idk maybe jaemin helps deal with suhyeon's parents#and by 'deal' i mean. well#let's just say suhyeon's father shouldn't have kept that rifle where anyone could reach it#and then they take over the company together and jaemin starts to worship at another altar#and suhyeon thinks a lot about deals with the devil but people also say that lucifer was the most beautiful of all angels#and suhyeon has to agree#ANYWAY#secret relationships#kim suhyeon#sin jaemin
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learning abt friendship decay and "not reaching out to your friends for months at a time unprompted is not neurotypical behaviour" has me feeling a certain way
#experiencing some BIG FEELINGS OVER THIS REVELATION#listen i have never ever been bothered abt not seeing someone in a while or making time to talk to them bc in my mind its like not thst muc#time has passed. i mean it with every fibre of my being that when im like 'oh its ok even though we havent talked in a while and have our#own things going on it doesnt mean we're not friends anymore since we left things on a good note 8 months ago' i sincerely believe that#and for the longest time i just thought everybody makes peace with it at some point and not automatically assuming the other person doesnt#wanna talk to me anymore or smth. my longest lasting friendships are with ppl who work the same way i just thouhght that was normal#whatever organ everybody has that makes them reach out to their friends and plan hang outs i probably dont have it#i was already hesitant to ask out Alex bc i spend almost every waking hour doing smth that isnt talking to ppl unless they happen to be in#the vicinity. and at first it was bc i planned on making sure i had everything set up so i dont get stressed out and do it one at a time#but then i find out theres a friendship decay mechanic? and after dating and marrying someone you lose -10 friendship points for every#day u dont talk to them?? actually ive probably been losing friendship points this whole time without knowing bc of this?????#and i notice a lot of my own habits are also reflected in how i play bc ive been avoiding getting close to pierre and marnie since its more#of a professional relationship. like i know theyre npcs but im approaching it the way i would in real life its fucking nuts#i think its a little relieving im playing /as/ a character than myself bc as im playing im just making up little interactions in my head#than approaching things the way i would myself so it takes a bit of the stress off trying to put myself in there as a spectator. but well#being in a relationship demands a certain amount of energy even more so when theyre things that already take up energy on its own#like making time to talk to your partner and make sure they know theyre loved. i dont always have energy to put all my mental focus into it#and this is true for real life so im not really bothered by not dating anyone. but when its a game and i want my character to be with someo#and i know its fully optional and i know i could just apply the same logic to this i dont /want/ to. sometimes i want to experience#the same things other people do at least to a certain degree without the same emotional andmental stakes#no offense krobus#yapping#stardew#stardew valley#puppy plays sdv#sdv#this game has me by the ankles man
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Stardew Valley Discourse: A Summary
shane: i have depression
person: aww poor sweetie im so sorry ily im always here for u
shane: *exhibits symptoms of depression*
the same person: ew there's no excuse for that
#some of yall.........#i have been in this fandom for like a week n im already sick of folks doing this man dirty#“but he doesn't even keep his room clean after you marry him” he has DEPRESSION#“he should fix his problems before getting into a relationship” if we all waited for our messiness and struggles to magically disappear#we would be waiting for the rest of our lives.#do people with mental (or otherwise) health struggles not deserve love and understanding too?? did i miss something???#like bruh if you personally can't deal with someone's baggage that's fine you don't have to sacrifice your own wellbeing for theirs#but at least stop blaming people for HAVING A MENTAL ILLNESS#sdv shane#shane stardew valley#shane sdv#stardew valley#.....but also relevant to real life.#txt
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Sorry I forgot Hanneman suggested Byleth undress after they show up with a different hair color. And I miss Hanneman. And also while swapping between Houses and Hopes and seeing Hanneman pop up to help in a Hopes paralogue is just devastating since he doesn't ever actually join you at all and I am denied my old man rights.
So I had to draw this. Thank you for understanding.
#fe three houses#byleth#hanneman von essar#i like that Byleth just kinda stares at him and he realizes WHAT HE SAID and the implications and is like#step back uh forget that I said that#like man so zoned in on research he blurts that out and has to backtrack mentally to AH socially bad to say that my bad#if i need to tag this as anything lemme know even though it is a conversation in game basically (minus the marriage)#also if you have never married hanneman i genuinely enjoyed his s support and was VERY surprised and hes just#honestly one of my favorites overall in 3h ?? and im still bummed i cant play as him in thropes like thats just mean#also i think if byleth was like oh well if its awkward to see someone undress randomly#then marriage would solve the awkwardness this is truly the best deduction#which is really funny that i can see it happening with both leths despite my hc of them#with fyleth as bi and myleth as ace i think both would just be like AH cool we can avoid awkwardness by marriage#and hanneman just wants to go lie down in a ditch because he said something like that#and and byleth doesnt even know about religion while working at church school they dont know about school regulations#that wasnt really on their mind to check ok just saying you could tell byleth no to something#and then they just go oh school policies i understand unfortunately#and the person is like no we just meant its frowned upon to do archery practice in the tea garden its not technically illegal just dont??
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Your version of John Doe is my life force
AWAAAA
AWAWAWAWAWAAAA THANYKG YOUUUUUUUUU 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
IM HAPPY TO HEAR WE LIKE HIM HBDJDHDHDHEHDHE EEEE
I just think it’d be neat for him to be a big violent feral creature while also very much silly and tameable and cuddleable but also still very much a big creature 👉👈
#one has a feeling they know who this is considering the recent activities but also brain still feels like its unsure but regardless AWAAAAAA#i also just wanted to draw and put a big feral grown man in heels im starting to have a track record with that.#forsaken#john doe#ive seen a few other feral john headcanons which bring me joy but i also want to see more of him acting on still being very much feral#but still at the same time conflicted or hesitant on harming the survivors if he could help it. especially jane but also not just her too.#him being silly and friendly while still completely taken over mentally by instinct and the silly shenanigans of it and frhrgrghrhrgrgr#literally some married guy who can work a grill before all of this. babygirl.
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People get all pissy when people ship two people of the same sex together and say shit like “oh why can’t they just be friends” and then turn around and do the same thing to a man and a woman who have even less chemistry.
#IM TALKING AB LILA AND FIVE#PLS GOD NO HE LOOKS LIKE A CHILD#IS MENTALLY AN OLD MAN#WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT WHYYY#SHES LITERALLY MARRIED W 3 KIDS#THEIR PLATONIC BOND WAS EVERYTHING TO ME NONONO#the umbrella academy#MARRIED TO HIS BROTHERRR
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ngl im straight up feeling like im myself in the sims 2 and got rejected a hug from someone and started crying right after just like when you argue with someone in game (:
#happy mothers day :))))))))))#like YES GO SIDE WITH YOUR HUSBAND WHO LIKE A MONTH AGO LITERALLY YELLED AT YOU CALLING YOU STUPID#I stg this has gotta radicalize me#how can someone side with a dumbass man who calls her stupid every time an argument gets a little heated and loves to offend everyone#like idk man. gotta rethink my wants in life#being a wife sounds worse than being a mother somehow#im sorry if being invalidated abt my mental health shit makes me angry and I talk back??? maybe i should just submit and accept shit 24/7#nah man I'm not gonna be like this when/if i marry or shit#rants
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ive decided i headcanon hickey as being raised catholic
#the terror#this man has some thoughts & issues with religion#i think his parents werent married and he was raised by his catholic mother who died when he was a young child#and then he ended up first in orphanages and then on the street#so he has Some memories of a happy-ish/okay childhood and of keeping his religious upbringing a secret#but also So Many More memories of terrible things happening to him and fighting for his own survival#he stopped believing in catholic god like a year or two after his mom died#and convinced himself nothing matters except his own survival#but has a huge hatred for being disrespected#and part of him still wants to have that kind of connection to sth bigger than himself#up to ep4 he looks for that in crozier because hes still committed to atheism#then hes too busy surviving again and being mad at crozier#and then. cue tuunbaq#theres also so much other stuff going on like his mental health stuff (ao3 convinced me he had bpd now but im not That stuck on it)#& also the leadpoisoning#but i looove the idea of formerly religious hickey who doesnt Hate religion but thinks its a waste of time. until he gets desperate enough.
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had the very cathartic experience a couple days ago of telling my mom one of the stupidest exchanges me and my dad have ever had and watching her go ????????!!! WHAT. WHAT???????!!!!
#for my siblings it's the time he said my poor facial memory was an issue of discipline#and i could/needed to practice remembering ppl's names and faces using flash cards#she was like comically shocked#she says (and i agree with her) that he is a very smart man who just has some cognitive empathy limitations#like he does Not get a lot of experiences if he hasn't had them. esp true for mental/emotional stuff#he is also excruciatingly stubborn even on his most abysmal takes (see the 'atunal' debacle)#ANYWAY it was really funny. im telling you that's who you married
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alright so DND NIIIGGHHHTTT but the dm just told me that depending on how shit goes i may get a little bit too feral for one of the characters and idk how this is going to go for me
#dnd#dnd campaign#dnd joke#dnd session#man#im mentally married to hua cheng#and also march of fields of mistria fame#i cant marry another guy right now !!!!!! its not allowed#i dont have the brain power for that many men.......#or the stamina..........
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it wasnt that lewis wasnt good enough for clark, per se, but clark already had preperceived notions of what he would do after the expedition: settling down w a nice lady and having a whole buncha goddamn kids, just as his father did. lewis was an unplanned event in his life, and when the (kinda) menage á trois between the two of them and julia didnt work out, he picked his future as a father and grandfather instead of being a lifelong bachelor living w his co-captain. but he clearly never threw lewis away for good. instead, he continued to support lewis, loving him unconditionally despite being apart from him at the end of lewis' life. if given the chance to (read: if they lived in a society where homosexual relationships werent criminalized), clark would've chosen lewis everytime.
#guys its possible that im mentally ill BUT#theyve been on my mind constantly for days#literally the closest clark could get to marrying lewis (or seeing the man w his lastname)#WAS NAMING HIS FIRSTBORN SON AFTER HIM#you cannot tell me that they didnt want each other soooo bad#lewis and clark#meriwether lewis#lewis and clark expedition#william clark#early 19th century#early 1800s#jeffersonian history#american history
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sometimes I feel like there's a narrative on here that like. people who work and live not with their parents in their 20s are somehow privileged and its really annoying as someone with 0 family and 0 built in support system lol
#this has nothing to do with the previous post i was just reminded of some unrelated posts I've seen#like i get what people mean but i really dont consider it a privilege to have to graduate at 16 and immediately start working to pay rent#causing a severe worsening of ny physical and mental state so that i can afford to eat#and i would just like to say for the record that id never judge someone for living with their parents because im so envious lmao#just like. of the idea of having parents that would take care of you. ive always been so fascinated by that#because my sister got married at 19 to get out of the house and then depended on her husband bc she also has trouble#working due to disability. were both physically and mentally disabled so we have that in common lol#and then she had to contend with becoming entirely dependent on a man who then had incredible power over her#and now theyre divorced and she has to try to figure out how to do all this stiff at 33 that our mother never taught us#and that ive figured out on my own over the past 7 years. and i just think damn i wish we had family lol#like maybe if we even had 1 relative who cared enough to like. check in with us even?? let alone help#thats always just seemed really incredible to me. and ill never really be able to wrap my head around it
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ive been having Gender Thoughts for roughly the past year and a half and so far my way of dealing with them has been "that's a problem for future me!" but lads I fear I am now future me
#i can't tell if im just not particularly married to the idea of being a woman because I don't feel 'grown up' enough to not call myself a#girl (i am 23) or if I am just. not particularly a woman. the lacroix of women to be precise#i have been mentally testing different pronouns on myself and like I don't FEEL much about them apart from being mildly miffed if i think#of myself as a man in the context of work just bc i have not clawed this long at being a woman in stem for that lmao#but also I don't mind referring to myself as a guy. or a girl. or whatever. i like 'she' or 'they' but im not especially worried about#either#but also I was scrolling Pinterest this morning and felt such a bizarre amount of gender envy at (embarrassingly) a pic of davey t in very#2000s glasses i do not know what to do with this#RAMBLING BYE#tbd
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i miss my wife tails. i miss them a lot
#(im not legally married to be clear im too stupidbabycore for that. i just like calling my partner that its funny)#(idk if anyone actually thought i was but someone did once so im just being clear i dunno)#if i go to school i get to see him irl again but also im gonna be tired and feel like shit after going to school#and im also really anxious about going bluhh#but i miss my wife and my irl friends and .. guhh#i wish i wasnt so mentally ill man#awoo
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if the only reason there's more fucking nago art in the nago tag is bc of elphelt x nago I'm shooting myself
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im not in love with him but I'm also not not in love with him
u know?
#like. gfdi#or maybe i just haven't had a romantic connection for so long that im blurring the lines here for myself#tho last year he confessed he had a thing for me#but it passed and he got back with his gf and they married last month#and. we met tonight again for the annual company dinner#and gdi man#im also not in a good aaa mental place for a relationship so i dont even entertain the possibility of liking him#but. AHSHSJAJAKALLAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#ugh.#to delete later#im sure im gonna delete this in the morning#its 2am#we talked for all throughout the drive here and all throughout dinner#probably bad grammar there there's alcohol involved#anyway.#personal#go cab
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