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flameontheotherside · 7 years ago

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Changes

There have been changes since this journey, thought I would share them with you.

I no longer feel the need to laugh at witchcraft. In the beginning I thought spells were fucking stupid. Then I realized maybe some people just like the act of doing them. Without realizing it, some of the things I do like pray is sort of like casting a spell. So to make fun of it is pretty stupid now.

The spirit spouse thing is something I stopped identifying with only because Erik isn't just a spirit. He's my Twin Flame and I was starting to feel a certain way about it developing a new opinion of it just for myself. The idea of myself being "married" to a spirit not my Twin flame is gross. More power to you though. *shrug*

My telepathy is a hell of a lot better. I still use my pendulum. Sometimes I question if it's legit and Erik assures me that I am "hearing" him right or starts over. Having my pendulum gives me peace of mind.

Getting back in touch with God. Since talking to him for support I feel very much at peace with a lot of things that happened. I'm re-reading or listening to an audio book of a simplified version of the Bible.

I'm speaking up more. It's something still in development. I'm trying not to pussy foot around and just say what's on my mind. Being more like myself or how I feel I should be. Stick to my beliefs while respecting others and just worry about what I do instead of worrying about what other people are doing with their lives. Honesty and straightforwardness is better than telling people what they want to hear.

Going after my goals and working hard. Normally I wouldn't have kept this blog or started a business. Projects and plans always kind of fell off because I don't like reading and writing a novel. Now I've been pushed out of my comfort zone, this is the only thing I've ever really committed to.

Becoming more in touch with my feminity is a big one. I'm still a tomboy and have days I rather wear board shorts, Van's, and a funny t-shirt. I have a collection is geeky and wordy shirts. However I'm getting more interested in girly shit too. As a Devine Masculine it's kind of weird. I feel like there are two sides of me.

Riding a different vibration than others causing isolation or a break off from relationships. I got on Facebook after a long hiatus to realize none of those fucking people are my friends. As I'm switching to a new reality I'm feeling disconnected with some and I'm not mad or sad at all. It part of my spiritual growth. I'm on a vibration they aren't. I will attract others who are on this vibration as well. It is what it is. Why bother, right?

Im trying to stop wanting to please everyone. I find that it's hard for me to keep my mouth shut now. Usually I would keep a lot of things I really want to say to myself and feel irritated that God forbid I upset someone and now I have to hold my tongue. I then realized that people who are looking to be offended by honest and straightforward speakers are weak. It takes someone with courage to just take off the muzzle and just be honest. We live in a fascist society where people are so selfish and self entitled in that it prevents growth because they can't handle an opinion of another.

I've humbled a lot by having this experience. Maybe some times I might come off arrogant or crude but I mean well. It's hard to understand by just reading a screen. Having a dead tf has given me the opportunity to share my story and hear from others about theirs. Having a tf in spirit is so hard. All stories are interesting. Some sadder than others and I'm always looking at things grom another perspective.

I'm so much happier when I'm helping people through my psychic work and having this blog. So many have written to me saying how happy they are to have found someone like them or to have found this blog at all! Some have also sent me blessings and make sure I'm okay when I have my down time. It nice to know some of you really care and I'm so honored to have touched the lives of some of you for sharing my gifts and experiences.

For a long time I thought love was something I'll never have. Because of my past and disappointment with this current relationship I had given up on "happily ever after". It just isn't for me and I'm going to die sad and completely alone or kill myself. Seriously I was a mess the past two years and right before I met Erik, I really was suicidal. I have more hope to be happy an content now having Erik. Even though he's dead, I don't feel sad or alone. I realize that it's not too late for either of us for the kind of love we always wanted. Reconciling with our past, we have grown a lot. Him more so than me.

No time for pettiness. I'm wasting my time on things that have no purpose in my life. At least I'm trying to. I don't get my panties twisted over other people as much. What ever they do is a reflection of them and not me. Stupid people waste time on tedious counterproductive bullshitting. Some people don't want to learn. It's a two way street for everyone. I'm learning by taking the high road and worry about my growth from an experience instead off crying about someone having a different opinion of me or being jealous. Yeah ignorant and jealous. So fucking stupid. Some people really think my life is better. For fucks sake they have no idea how painful this experience is! Retards. Okay okay I'm done. Still trying to rise above ignorant people. Wooo saawwww...

As always yall I love you guys,

Good night! 😘 💞💕❤️

Oh! I wanted to take a moment to thank...

Those of you who have sent me well wishes and encouragement to keep this going. You guys see first hand how difficult this experience is. At times it's disabling and easy for me to be all poo poo. In attempt to keep this blog honest I'm obligated to share even some of the most painful things I'm going through. Yall have like no idea how much it means to me. Without your love and support I wouldn't be where I am now on this journey. I love you guys so much. So happy to be alive and on this planet with you! 🌹😘💞💕❤️

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*:・ﾟ✧Don’t forget to take a look at Erik’s blog ran by his amazing mom Dr Elisa Medhus. Lots of stuff about his afterlife and shit. channelingerik.com … And YouTube

There is a new Twin Flame in spirit support forum: Spirit Spouse Support Group check it out!

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trip-downtheriverstyx · 8 years ago

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DO HELLE love me im trash for the ghost children

🌱- When is their birthday? Where were they born? What was the time of day?

Opal- Nov 30, 11pmBellamy and Aiden- June 12, 3am 🔠- Who named them? What does their name mean?

Opal- Hades named him after dead mother, her name means “precious stone. Bellamy- named after Belle, name means “fair friend.” Aiden- named after Hades, name means “little fire” or “ardent.”

💤- Was it difficult to get them to fall asleep at night?Opal- She’d fall asleep, but she’d wake up a lot. Bell and Aiden- both were basically nocturnal as children because they couldn’t control ghost stuff and the ghosts would bother them at night. snoozed a lot during the day. 🌀- Were they a social, giggly baby? Or were they a shy baby who did not like forced socialization?Opal- curious child. She didn’t mind getting held by others, but she like kind of looked offended if it happened like “omg mom dad wtf is this?” She also touched things a lot. You couldn’t leave her alone because she’d find her way into something.

Bell/Aiden: They were finicky kids who had bad separation anxiety I feel. Aiden was /louder/ than Bell and more demanding but both had issues with ppl ahah. 🍳- What is their favorite childhood dish?Opal- uh. Fresh. Strawberries.

Bell- icing on cupcakes

Aiden- the cake part of the cupcakes. 🐻- Did they have a favorite teddy bear/stuffed animal?

Opal- Opal had a blanket she carried everywhere and she sucked on the tail end of it.

Bell- he carried around his fave PICTURE BOOK started young ppl

Aiden- he was more of a lego and blocks kind of guy. 🏡- What kind of environment did they grow up in? Was it in a rural or farmlike home? Or did they grow up in the cities? Or were they a small town/suburban child?They grew up in Swynlake! In Belle’s house! So small town life, surrounded by magic. Stable household in that their parents loved each other and never like coddled their children. Unstable household in that i’m sure u know disasters erupted all the time.

👦🏻- What was preschool/kindergarten like?

Opal- she found like a few friends and honestly loved going to school. Loved bringing home her assignments to show her parents was a goodie goodie two shoes

Bell- stuck to Aiden’s side like glue. Daydreamed a lot and got into trouble for it.

Aiden- stuck to Bell’s side like glue. If he made other friends-- he probably made one or two-- he told them they had to be Bell’s friend too. Talked during class and got in trouble for it. 👧🏻- What was elementary/middle school like?Sort of in the saaaame vein, Opal still loved school and loved her homework. Aiden was warming up to it more and he was probably separated from Bell at this point so he had to make other friends which u know, he did more or less-- made one or two. He started to like getting #praised for assignments and shit so he took school more seriously.

Bell meanwhile was still a daydreamer though he excelled at literature and probably history. He was def the faves of some teachers . 👱🏻‍♀️- What was high school/college like?

At this point, Aiden became VERY competitive of Opal and hated coming up behind her since she was a fave of her teachers and /everyone/ knew Aiden as “Opal’s Little Sister.” He took school very very seriously and started getting involved. He was pretty popular though he wanted popularity for the status, not because he cared so much about what people thought of him honestly. Opal-- was a goodie two shoes ahah though by this point she probably was getting into magical hijinks that made her late or made her have to ask for an extension on her paper. Still cared about school but cared more about what she was investigating out/side/ of it. Very Hermione Granger esque as you can imagine.

Bell kept to himself, didn’t really havea lot of friends, but was involved in those pockets of passion-- probably in a book club, probably worked in the school’s library, probably ate lunch with the librarians ahahah. He is the least interested in magical hijinks. Whereas Aiden probably uses his powers to get ahead and is interested in mediumship (it’s something that distinguishes him form Opal), Bell sees them as just another part of his... being like-- he has blue eyes, he can talk 2 ghosts so what.🌋- How often did they get caught doing something bad?

Opal- tbh-- enough. By the time she’s a teen, she’s up to her neck in magic(k) drama. Uses what I honestly think is a -puff secondary to skate by tho bc she’s a genuine hard worker. Also, people don’t expect it from Opal haha

Aiden- he’s a slippery guy so not that much. Can talk his way out of it normally.

Bell- is dragged into drama bc of his siblings ahaha but he’s no snitch. /has/ taken the fall once or twice but makes sure Aiden and Opal pay him back for it haha. 🌡- Did they get sick a lot as a child? Did they ever have to go to the hospital for any reason?

Opal- i gave her a heart tumor

Aiden- his sensitivity to ghosts means that he is cold and when he was younger, he would get headaches and got sleep deprived a lot. He feels the pain of ghosts more potently than his brother because he has worked harder to be in touch with his powers (this can mean that he can spontaneously develop an allergy if he’s channeling a ghost ahha)

Bell- same vein as Aiden but not as sensitive. deprived HIMSELF of sleep bc he reads too much. 🎀- What kinds of games/activities did they like to play?

Opal- she liked to read, write, doodle, play pretend!! probably loved charades and also she liked acting, mostly for the community more than like a, desire to be on stage or anything. Though she also always wanted to be a lil ‘special’ soooo maybe u like the stage more than u think.

Aiden- reading, writing, likes chess and puzzles like his dad. cheats at battleship. he got into student council and the like at school and was also interested in magic and the occult bc of his powers so u know demonology, ghost hunting etc

Bell- reading, reading, reading. History buff (likes talking to ghosts mostly for the /history/ he can learn). Also likes science fiction more than fantasy tbh because magic is just an ingrained part of his life so science fiction seems /more/ fantastic to him so I think he would have an interest in astronomy too. Has a telescope and like star charts on his wall. 🎏- Did they have a lot of friends? Can you describe a few?

Opal- definitely had friends, i feel like she had like 2-3 that followed her up through all those years of schooling. Made some theater buddies also

Aiden- made most of his friends in high school but they were ‘school friends’ to him and so he didn’t hang out with them that much outside of Swynlake (besides to work on school projects). I can see him having some girl best friend who he ended up dating tbh i could see him having a high school relationship the most.

Bell- friends with librarians, teachers, and his mother lmao. kidding. He definitely had one or two friends in book club or astronomy club ahah. If you asked him, he’d say Aiden and Opal are his best friends. 💢- Did they ever have a rebellious phase?

Opal- sort of? I dunno, Belle and Hades would be trusting parents who gave their kids freedom and independence. Once she was diagnosed with a HEART TUMOR maybe then she’d go wacko for a bit ahaha try to like have sex and go to parties and have a teen life crisis. She def sometimes skipped classes or didn’t tell her parents where she was going but... its fine.

Aiden- honestly, no. He /seems/ like he’d be a rebel but he’s sort of all hot air and performance. He’d get into some of those darned magical hijinks ! but Opal is usually the ring leader, not him. Ironically enough, his rebellious phase was like-- becoming a hardworking popular student in order to compete with Opal lmao. he rebelled the opposite direction.

Bell- uhhh no, not really ahah. he can have attitude problems though for sure. Probably smart-mouthed to teachers he doesnt respect or wasn’t sensitive to kids in his class and would ignore Belle and Hades about chores and stuff. Also lies for his siblings all the time. He’s not an instigator but he is an enabler.

❓- Did they ask a lot of questions when they were younger? Did they like to explore the world?

YES. in their unique ways, they do! :D

🗯- How well did they get along with their siblings?

Pretty well overall! They feel like a “team” and they are like a little over a year (18 months? sure) apart. Aiden clashes with Opal the most. Bell doesnt like when Opal tries to “mother” him and Opal can feel alone sometimes when its the Aiden-and-Bellamy show which it is a lot bc ghost powers and communicating thru ghost-speak but-- overall, they always have each other’s backs and they love each other WAY more than they like other people.

#teamacheronunite 🔷- Free question! idk i love them all a lot

#about #helle #meme #mischievousmarvelousmagicalmaui

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travisjamessanders · 8 years ago

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Quality Mediumship: Has it diminished!? By Travis Sanders

I love watching other mediums demonstrate. I think we can learn a lot from observing others work. Both in the sense of adapting and adopting positive traits, and shying away from negative aspects of what we observe. Often times I find myself on youtube watching platform demonstrations of every level of mediumship and every level of medium, from home circle messages to packed thousand-seat theaters.

Over the past couple years I noticed the same person, an older lady, commenting on the majority of mediumship related videos, hell, she even commented on one of mine. Her schtick is this- like a broken record on nearly every video she rants about how the quality of mediumship is diminished and accuses even the most brilliant of mediums, in my opinion, of simply being psychics and not working on the level of Spirit. A pretty bold statement.

Now this lady, whom I’ll call Alice, is not the first Ive heard to talk about the quality of mediumship today. And Ive even said it before, that American Mediumship can be lazy- and perhaps the quality of presentation has plummeted- but I have a hard time believing that there is a lack of mediums with same level of giftedness or connection to Spirit that there was 50 years ago.

Certainly we don’t often see the same displays of message work that we saw with Richard Ireland, Clifford Bias, or Gordon Higginson, whom Alice likes to compare every working medium to. Or even the quality of physical mediumship as was seen in the days of Mina Crandon, The Bangs Sisters, John Slone, Leslie Flint, Eusapia Pallidino, or Florence Cook. But we must also consider that the mediumship isn’t supposed to be the same. Society has changed and perhaps the level of what is needed has also. Over the decades our air quality has changed, our food and water has chemicals in it, we don’t sleep in natural cycles with the setting and rising of the sun, we stare of electrical devices giving off radiation…and perhaps this has effected what mediumship looks like.

Now, Spirit is not stupid, mediumship isn’t going to be squashed by such societal and global changes, BUT Spirit may have to altar its approach in what is achievable and why it’s being achieved. This being said isn’t an excuse for a lot of what I see today. In our McDonalds society too many people take a weekend course or workshop, learn a few tools, and then run out and hang their shingle as a medium. Ghastly. If there is a lack in quality or presentation of mediumship modernly it is this! The best mediums unfold slowly, and I cannot stress the importance of a development circle under a competent medium or in the least a group of fledgling mediums who dedicate time each week to come together, build power, and practice their connections with Spirit as they unfold their mediumship potential.

Alice likes to proclaim the one and only way that mediumship should work is precise mind to mind, auditory (clairaudient) conversations, and that any other way of working is simply psychic and not mediumistic. I see this sometimes. Mediums looking down on psychics. As Alice pipes on about Gordon Higginson as the holy grail of standards I would like to remind that Gordon stressed the importance of developing and working with the psychic/soul. Not only that, determining the quality of your mediumship should not be based on how you connect with Spirit. Regardless of whether you’re seeing pictures, hearing, feeling, or knowing, (Alice claims is not true mediumship- any level of having to interpret what is given is simply “psychic”) that is not the determining factor of genuine mediumship. The determining factor is that the personality, clear evidence, and healing is brought through from Spirit to the recipient.

One element of presentation that I myself am guilty of, is asking questions. Now many genuine mediums ask questions and are not fishing of information, but they state what they received from Spirit after the question, and if we only took the time to catch ourselves to switch this around, our mediumship would seem much more polished. For example: “Was your mother a dog groomer?” .Yes? Good!..”Because Im seeing dogs and brushes.” If only we’d say “Im sensing your mother worked with grooming dogs, you would understand, yes?” It states what you’re getting before seeking confirmation, and it sounds much more confident and polished.

I had mentioned Alice’s obsession with comparing all mediums to the late Gordon Higginson. Gordon Higginson was a brilliant medium, gifted in mental, trance and physical mediumship, and in no way would I discredit his talent, or devotion to Spiritualism, however even Gordon would sometimes ask questions of the recipient of the message….not as much information…and damn good information, as he gave out, but still, I say this to show that there is NO SUCH THING as perfection with mediumship.

Another criticism Alice makes is that a medium should know exactly who they are going to in the audience, and if that is not the case, they are simply working on a psychic level. Mediumship has evolved, as Ive stated. Many talented mediums today such as Tony Stockwell, Lisa Williams, John Edward and my teacher, Sharon Klingler use “Spirit Centered Mediumship” rather than going directly to a recipient. And in fact I feel that often times going direct to the person can actually lead to more of a psychic read than a genuine Spirit Connection. As we look at some of the more well known or media based mediums like John Edward or Theresa Caputo, although they may be talented, do not present in the style that is taught or deemed acceptable by the Spiritualist churches an organizations. I make this point to state that while Spiritualist churches seek to preserve the quality and standards in mediumship, not every medium is or wants to be a Spiritualist.

And at the end of the day if you or any other medium feels the power of the Spirit, gives personality, evidence, and messages of survival, and the client or recipient is pleased and received healing comfort- that is what is important. Not a standardized list of do’s and don’ts. Not whether or not they stayed on the platform or walked into the audience. Not wether or not they work client centered or Spirit centered in their approach. The importance is the connection, and the message. Thats where the healing is. Could there possibly be greater healing and stronger beliefs if we as mediums accept personality responsibility to hold ourselves to our own standards of quality as far as what feels right for us and our relationship with Spirit? Absolutely.

At the end of the day every person is different, and we are all going to connect with Spirit differently. As times change, styles of mediumship change, or come in and out of popularity. We see this now with a resurgence of physical mediumship in new energy based styles. So don’t compare yourself to other mediums, or hold yourself to unrealistic standards. But please do strive to do better, to push yourself, to grow, to not be complacent, to connect stronger, to hone, to polish, and be willing to be flexible and learn more…to be the best voice for Spirit you can be.

Mavis Patilla, a talented medium of Higginson’s tutelage, once said in a talk ‘I never want to get to the Other Side and have someone tell me I didn’t get it right, or that I took their name in vain” She explained that we will all answer for the works we did and when we encounter the souls we’ve linked to on the Other Side we should be able to have those encounters knowing that we were the most sincere and integrity based channel we could be for them. I wholeheartedly agree!

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