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[bugwolfsstuff]

I think converting to paganism was the best thing to happen to me because like

I never felt God or Jesus and only prayed when I slept at my grandparents house and they made me pray for 'mammy and daddy' or at lunch during school when we had to sing that 'bless the hands that made the food' song (I cannot remember the lyrics)

But i've felt Dionysus at my best and worst moments, dancing with me at my crazy messed up sugar high moments and holding me at my worst suicidal moments telling me i'm okay.

and i've felt Apollo when the sun shines brightly as I listen to music or write.

and i've felt Artemis, Áine, The Morrigan, Nemesis and Arawn be angry for me when i've prayed for some form of revenge/justice against some creepy old boy/man

and i've felt Hekate in some form as I pray for protection when things go bump in the night and i'm a little too paranoid.

And I know i'm not the best pagan because i'm primarily a riordanverse blog and I like to read comics based off the pantheons I worship but I really feel like the gods don't care about who I am here

[crow-crystal]

@honey-minded-hivemind

Au idea!

An au where mutants are vampires, some more feral than others, with powers that come with it.

This oc inspired me a bit for a vampire au, so ya.

I feel like most humans would either hunt vampires, fear them, or not care much depending on where in the world you were. Some towns and cities are better than others. It just so happens that (Reader or Oc) lives in a town tucked away from the world. One that, while everyone knows how to deal with vampires if needed, simply sees them as normal people. This means that when (Reader or oc) finds a passed out man on the edge of a river on their stroll through the forest to get food, they don't care much for the sharp teeth and too pointy ears. Simply bringing the man to their home and patching him up best they can.

I don't know if (Reader or oc) would be a bby vampire or not, but if they were, i feel like the town would know and not care. Knowing (let's just say reader) gets their blood from animals and only from people if they offer in times of need. Either way, this is a great way to get a (feral) logan and / or creed to meet Reader. After a fight, they wake not in the wild but in a small cozy cabin. The scent of a stranger alerting them in their (probably) still feral state of mind. Yet, at the sight of a young (child, that's a child, a bby) stranger entering from what seems to be the kitchen with food (blood? Smells like it.) They calm down a bit. Perhaps what caught their attention was the fact the stranger was a vampire too, though it was hidden well, or maybe how young the kid was. Sure, they were probably an adult in human years, but vampires always did have a different way of aging.

Thus begins the (probably? Imma say yes) feral mutants path of getting attached to Reader and used to the mutual care. Reader, let's them stay and doesn't judge, and in return, they helped keep Reader safe when they hunted with the kid. (That became normal, too. Reader might be a feral one as well. Possibilities, Possibilities)

At some point, they get back to a less feral state of mind and realize they should probably go back to the others. (Brotherhood and xmen Rivalry could still exist in this au. It's possible) Yet they didn't want to leave their bby Reader alone. The kid barely talked to anyone in the village when they weren't selling animal meats and hides. Heck, the kid was all alone, taking care of themselves. No kid should be doing that!

So, thus, begins the writers decision.

Does the reader decide to leave with the vampire they, too, got used to? It's been so long since they actually did something other than survive, and having someone around was.. nice.

Does the reader stay, unaware that the vampire they helped would come back soon. With more friends to watch over the poor bby vampire that stays all alone and isolated?

Who knows but it's a fun idea!

[staytrueblue]

organizing this is a part time job in of itself

[jazzums]

is anyone who they were yesterday

[seancamerons]

[cwtchzl]

weird fishes / arpeggi's lyrics where it says "everybody leaves, if they get the chance" but as in mike hanlon watching every one of his friends leave one by one and loneliness settling into him with every goodbye he whispers in their tight-knit hug

[hammill-goes-fogwalking]

when you're again listening to a plague of lighthouse keepers and only 3 minutes left. Then someone calls you to visit a real lighthouse NOW SPONTANEOUS but. GIVE THESE 3 MINUTES. ONLY. 3. YOU GET ME?

[theunfairfolk]

the spirit is unwilling and the flesh it feels not so good also

[post-punk-revival]

Autistic trauma is so devastating and yet so corny. You'll be doing everything perfectly normal in public but someone will sneer at you and you'll spend an hour agonizing over yourself like "fuck what if no one told me it was Don't Wear Yellow Thursday"

[muzzledmikey]

sometimes im like "wow holy shit im being really fucking annoying. i should stop talking" and then i pull out my magic 8 ball and it says "youve always been annoying and your friends chose to talk you anyways. youll be fine" and im like wow thanks magic 8 ball. and then the ogre attacks me

[kiyomitakada]

liking an unpopular ship is like being dehydrated in a desert and liking a popular ship is like being dehydrated in the middle of the pacific ocean. you understand

[whereisthesun]

I HATE MORAL OCD. well i shouldnt say hate thats a strong word. and i dont want to sound like i hate people WITH moral ocd because i dont of course. i just hate having it. but i shouldnt think that, i do like having morals, its just stressful to be thinking about them so constantly and scrutinizing every little thing i do or think. but really thats the least i could do so i should at least try, right? just because i suffer from— no, struggle with moral ocd doesn’t mean i should just stop thinking about things all together, thats not what im saying and i should make that clear, but i

[spikehunter]

the xbox is a Machine. the playstation is a Device. the switch is a Toy. the personal computer is also a Machine. what the world needs, is a way to play video games on a Contraption

[artbyblastweave]

I remember meeting a guy at a bar a year or so ago who told me he worked at the international consortium that does the porn parodies of all the top-grossing film releases. He said that the whole Barbenheimer situation presented his combine with some spectacular highs and lows. Because he said that with Barbie, right, the thing about Barbie is that there's already kind of a three-way ideatic, structural parallel between the curated artificiality of Barbie as a children's toy, the curated artificiality of Barbie as a mass market film, and the curated artificiality of pornography as a genre. Add on top of that that Barbie as a film is already feeling this tension, right where it's trying to be about a character graduating from the platonic sexlessness of a children's franchise to the functional-and-frank sexuality of being a living human woman, but it's also being bogged down in the "Everyone-is-beautiful-no-one-is-horny" aesthetic restrictions of any contemporary big-budget mass-market film so the two states end up looking pretty similar, he said. I mean the film itself is very aware of that tension, right, with that joke about how "casting Margot Robbie is the wrong move if you want to make that point," all that jazz. So, all that in mind, Barbie-themed pornography, he said, is in a weird way actually kind of complementary to the extant project, gesturing at unaddressed tensions and ideas, a dark mirror, the shadow self it wants to deny but can't, there's a lot of room to play in the space. He used the adjective "Lynchian" a couple of times, he seemed super stoked, he was talking with his hands. Oppenheimer, on the other hand. Oppenheimer he said presented a problem. Because obviously you can eroticize the detonation of an atomic bomb, we're all probably three mutuals removed from someone on this site who does exactly that, but obviously that's a niche market, and moreover it's a market that has a ton of overlap with high-minded thinkers who treat the historical use of atomic weapons against Japan with the level of gravity that atrocity demands. So they were stuck. They were really stuck. He told me that they'd been pulling their hair out for months trying to square the circle and all they had to show for it was a big whiteboard with the phrase "Grope-nheimer" written on it

[jazzums]

i let her smell my mouth if shes good