#in fyozai they're painfully equal

[goofycattycat]

Chuuya, Fyodor (and Odasaku) are those who got the closest to understanding Dazai, though I believe nobody through the series really got him fully;

Chuuya understood him because of how much time they spent together, Fyodor because of his intelligence and their equality(, while Oda did because dazai desperately wanted him to – he's more open with him than others). Soukoku and fyozai are pretty interesting and deep ships because of it, given that Dazai doesn't really show much vulnerability throughout the show nor manga.

Man, I need more fyozai. And vulnerable Dazai.

Speaking of, I think that Fyozai shows us much more thrown off guard Dazai than we ever get, therefore more of his real vulnerable self. Dazai likes their game at first, but as time passes by, he gets tired of it, and we can see some interesting reactions because of that.

[dazaiimeows]

You like the dark aspects of Fyozai, don't ya? This is a guilty pleasure for intrusive thoughts for me. Just silly, gory, dark and a little bit of romance.

yes I need them to explode!! most people ignore their actual dynamic due to mischaracterization and make one have power over the other when that's just not fyozai at all, what I love so much about them is that they're so painfully equal they can't do anything about it, I could rant hrs on end about them