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also i sent an email i kind of regretted. but also feeling that a large part of that was formed by the very intense emotional state i was in where i was experiencing crazy anxiety and doubts and shame about the way i acted and i felt like everything i wrote in that email was so terrible and also i felt so emotional and so ashamed of it and so sure everyone who knew it woild judge me and know how irrational i am and i could tell logically it probably wouldnt be a big deal but couldnt feel it and like. i feel a bit awkward now but ive fully calmed down and honestly? it was kind of fine actually. its just been a while since ive been UP THERE in that kind of state and i guess it kind of does give you perspective on how your emotional state really affects you so deeply and your perception of things. and like yeah i might retract a few things or be like "eh not mt best move" on some things but realising overall it doesnt matter and i can FEEL that. it is really crazy how many problems exist in your head and you can understand logically its not rational but you just have to bear it for a bit
#but thankfully i calmed down#but damn its been a while since ive been like that#wondering if this also ties into experiences in fhe past and fears about not being taken seriously or being seen as overly emotional#for no reason#that definitely played a big part in things#idk why im oversharing on the internet just felt like maybe i should start postinf all my random thoughts#and experiencing a bit of emotional clarity like after you reach a more balanced state ans go “damn i was strugglin”#but yeah....#ig my fear and anxiety really was#that i would be seen as so overly emotional and illogical and i wouldnt be taken seriously#and also in addition#the fear about thinking i have not communicated well how others acted torwards me and unneccessarily painting them as villians and using#language that was emotional to describe their actions#and my emotions were so strong i couldnt even handle to remember what i had wrote#but honestly i set clear boundaries and have explained my side of the story and although i dont know if i expressed myself perfectly#yes others did upset me and in my opinion act badly no i dont think its a long term issue and yes i will be taking distance from that happe#ing again#sometimes writing down your thoughts really makes them properly observable to you for the first time#and i am thinking about this writing this post
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Happyyyy 18 years to these fucking freaks 💥



s’been a while since I’ve drawn em but this game is somehow still my favorite in the decade I’ve known it and dozen times I’ve played it (it reallyy does not have that good replayability (?) I’m just weird and obsessive and have everything in the gameplay memorized atp)
#my super rare once in a blue moon non-looney tunes post woahh#super paper mario#dimentio#o’chunks#mr l#spm mimi#luigi#super dimentio#I’ve gotta work on that 100%ing a file again at some point
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Hey, uhhh, did you know birds are drawn to bright lights?
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#in stars and time#isat#loop#isat loop#one must consider loop constantly bothered by small animals#this is canonically what happens whenever siffrin is not at the favour tree btw#how many loops of shoo-ing away the birds until you give in and accept your fate? that is the question#and the joy of the time loop is that the birds never get used to their presence#so every loop they come over and investigate all over again like it's brand new :D#the horrors of the timeloop are unceasing#my art
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echoes
create/destroy | corruption
#razables#metroid#metroid prime 2 echoes#samus aran#dark samus#u-mos#u mos#emperor ing#oooouuuuuggghhhhh mp2e you’ll always be famous to me#idc if i did not like the game in the moment the story is enough for me to go crazy about#samus and dark samus directly reflecting aether makes me XRAAAZY#WDYM YOU HAVE TO BRING THE LIGHT BACK TO AETHER JUST LIKE YOU HAVE TO RETRIEVE YOUR POWERS#the ing stealing from aether in the same way dark samus stole from samus to create herself#just. AUGH#incredible .#fuck the spider ball guardian though💔waiting until there’s a remaster to attempt that fight ever again#also 12 pages to match the 12 keys ^-^ thank u to my brother for pointing that one out#the butterfly i referenced for dark samus was a blue clipper butterfly btw :)#just waugh. had a great time w this and I LOVE YOU MP2E#if anyone wants to send an ask about this...i'd be happy to share more details (shyly)
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catch us if you can! ☆
#the drawings that made my ipad scream in agony#project sekai#polysho#polysho week 2024#emu otori#tsukasa tenma#nene kusanagi#rui kamishiro#pjsk#prsk#proseka#colorful stage#wxs#wonderlands x showtime#and tbh theyre pretty overt so#emukasa#ruinene#emks walk into a store in plain clothes and see rui and nene and emu goes Tsukasakun its the detectives we have to hide !!!!!#and tsukasa goes heh.. no need emu.. without our genius disguises snd hair extensions on they wont recognize a thing!!!#(both talking at 200db) (nene voice) Are they stupid?#ruis just a bit too happy about being consistently outsmarted to notice. emks is only winning at phantom thievery by looney tunes logic tho#Emukasa are just team rocket-ing it. and wxs miku much like the detestable Meowth#POLYSHOW WEEK IS KILLING ME AND I ONLY DID 2 DAYS#i drew this whole thing literally just bc i wanted emu in the phantom thief suit. everything else was secondary#my petition to abolish the costume gender lock#I NEVER WANT TO LOOK. AT ANY OF THESE FUCKING OUTFITS EVER AGAIN. EVERRRR. NIGHTMARE DRAWING.#COUGHS UP BLOOD AND GOES TO LESVE THE ROOM BUT I HIT MY HEAD ON THE DOORFRAME AND BLACK OUT.#this is gonna be a bitch to post on instagram with it's Stupid fucking Crop. Guh#FUCK I FORGOT TO PUT THE SHADOW ON THEIR STUPID HANDCUFF LINK dont care dont feel like it [coughs up more blood
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The gang has returned

#chicken shenanigans#they are shenan-ing again#stack-o’-chickens#chickens#chickenblr#chicken doodles#chicken art#chicken#we’re getting the band back together#*sick guitar riff*
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i know i said i was busy but this is important this is DETEY we're talking about
i felt like drawing them slow dancing so i DID i want to finish this and my other 3 wips this summer so here they are
#dogman#petey the cat#detey#dogman x petey#do i wanna know#hozier#idk what bg music to put em in sorry bros#my art#animatic-ing again...
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"im so proud of you."
reference under the cut (from alienstage official twt!)

#🖼️ oz draws#lifesteal smp#princezam#mapicc#hannahxxrose#poafa#actually fucking crazy how hard the ref art goes please dont look at it and mine at the same time 😭😭😭 i feel so embarrassed#anyway i heard about mapiccs plan and something??? in my brain?? mustve connected somehow because i was like waiiiiiit hold on his unrelent#ing characterization of zam as a villainous mastermind reminds me of something . Hmmmmmm#not that i don't understand where hes coming from and all but like oh my god bro 😭😭😭#caption related to that btw. see if anyone can decipher what mess of things my brain was stringing together there#my sources r telling me this didnt show up in notes if it doesnt show up again im deleting and reuploadinv
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Hi it's just to let you know that the official romanization of Revaan's name is Raverne ! Also they have romanized Baul's name to Baur !
Twst coming back at us again with the least expected romanization! thank you everybody (oh god my inbox) (no it's great, I literally asked for this and the reactions have been INCREDIBLE, thank you all!)
I do like Raverne though, I think it's got a nice fancy sound to it! (I had kinda suspected it was going to be an R instead of an L, so the fact that it's SO close to Laverne except for that is hilarious to me personally.) and Dragoneye Duke is honestly probably the best translation for his title, I wasn't envying the localizers that one. :') Baur instead of Baul I was NOT expecting, but in retrospect I think his name's supposed to be a reference to the Bauru crocodile, so that actually makes way more sense!
someone else also said Meleanor has become Maleanor, which is the REALLY weird one to me, because I was so surprised it was written as Mel instead of Mal in the first place?! oh god no I can't decide which one I like better. 😭 (I wonder if they might change it to Mal...they have made romanization changes before) (like I remember House of Distraction being corrected to House of Destruction in Playful Land) (I did check and she's still Mel for now, but I dunno, they might Mal her up and some point and save me from having to make a decision about which one to use) (HECK I CAN'T DECIDE)
uhhhh thank you for letting me ramble about anime names, let's just say MONOGRAMMED SWEATERS FOR EVERYONE
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 4 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 4 spoilers#mel is so cute but mal fits with the rest of the draconias better#eng version no you were supposed to save me not make things MORE confusing#anyway raverne huh#that uh. that sure feels like it's supposed to evoke raven doesn't it.#what does it mean WHAT DOES IT MEAN#hold on i'm going to flail around embarrassingly about anime character theories now#(okay first a disclaimer: i do think we need to sit down as a fandom at some point)#(and have a discussion about exactly what is actual canon versus meta speculation versus jokes)#(because i think there has been. some confusion. over that re:crowley and raverne specifically)#(but i do feel justified in being like THEY ARE PROBABLY CONNECTED SOMEHOW RIGHT?! right now)#like i really don't think it's as simple as crowley being raverne but with memory loss or something#(and if they pull that on us i'm going to need an EXTREMELY good explanation to go with it to justify that)#they've gone out of their way several times now to make a point about them acting and sounding different and it feels very intentional to m#(and once again: i super 100% absolutely do not believe that lilia wouldn't recognize him with the top half of his face covered)#i just think the contradictions are a lot stronger than the connections right now but there ARE some connections and i'm 👀ing at them#to be fair the connections are mostly meta like crowley being diablo/raverne being evocative of raven#also the general 'raverne mysteriously disappeared and apparently had distinctive eyes' thing#versus 'crowley's past is unknown and he never shows his eyes'#(i will argue that crowley DOES seem to have some kind of canon connection to briar valley)#(since he is clearly some sort of fae and the masks are a briar valley thing)#and that is kinda it right now isn't it#okay hold on i had to delete some tags because i used too many (thanks tumblr for letting me know and not just vanishing them OH WAIT)#so tl;dr: i'm in the 'crowley is connected to raverne somehow but it's more complicated than just him being in disguise' camp personally#but that will probably change as we get more info and also don't take this as an anti-speculation thing because i love theories HOORAY
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i'd put these on bucktommy screenshots if i wasn't lazy but jsyk this is established bucktommy-core to me
#god please give me the “oh so im gross” bucktommy back#please im so tired of buck getting his heartbroken for no reason#send the weewoo writers the capability to give tommy a real arc and real reasons for why he left#and real motivations for why he wants buck back#real growth about hearing buck and trusting buck and apologizing for why he didnt#1 episode of mutual groveling then back to the “oh so im gross” core pls pls pls#anyway remember when i was trying to not care about these two#gonna take a step back again the last couple of days had too much bt-ing which took me back to my issues with canon and why i feel so pisse#off about tommy ultimately deciding buck was gonna be the reason they were gonna fail when buck told him he wanted a future together#and then he thought he could just walk it back with no real explanations or apologies like damn man is it that hard to have your characters#acknowledging their actions and with that simple addition being able to follow up on your storylines#mimi.txt#911posting#bucktommy
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you guys can’t keep correcting or "well actually--" ing me and being objectively wrong, okay? I can’t be right all the time AND have this nice of an ass. my ego is already massively inflated.
#also i'm blocking people who keep @ing me or reblogging that CNTW post saying I'm not considering something / i'm doing them/my readers harm#this is why writers are exhausted ok#how is using the CNTW tag doing HARM?? please touch grass#I'm begging you#rant#not to even mention all the other things i've been “corrected” on this week#that again#the person correcting me was objectively wrong about#like you can google it and they're wrong
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love that the point of the season (so far) seems to be why the fuck are you so concerned with vigilante politics when police and government corruption is running rampant. when fisk is mayor. “oh boy is the mask your true self or does it give you an excuse to be violent” who gives a fuck. he bashed a guy’s head in with a car door and you put him in office. you have bigger problems to deal with than some guy in a devil costume
#the social commentary is social commentary-ing#and I am here for it#daredevil#daredevil born again#ddba#ddba spoilers#star watches born again#marvel
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Laios Touden
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This stingy-ass grand slam finally doing something right. If you're getting into tennis it's like a rite of passage to watch this match in its entirety. Yes I do make the rules
#tennis#carlos alcaraz#jannik sinner#wait having the match uploaded in hd might actually motivate me to start gif-ing#and yes i will be rewatching the match and making it my whole personality again
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moms demand action having to disable a comment section because people were THAT amped up to yell at a gun violence prevention organization for disavowing gun violence felt like such a gut twisting turning point- that i felt like i couldn’t really articulate well to people who haven’t spent as much time in gun violence prevention as i have but. that to say of course when THAT pro street-violence line is getting hurdled over, of course people including Jewish children are going to get set on fire in the street. people will cheer this too, and the next guy that feels emboldened by that cheering and the next and the next.
it’s going to be a long summer and i am so pissed off and heartbroken and scared about everything. fuckkk man. just. fuck. this isn’t good for anyone anywhere. what the fuck are we doing.
#since this is taking off: to be clear i am a Goy#not jewish but not a f-ing coward either 🙏🏼#us politics#antisemitism#the promise of never again was such a bold faced lie#for shame
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No one EVER question Kant being Bison's sub again, that man was swooning fainting hypnotised by Bison's touches like completely under his control.


And don't even get me started on that kiss. Kant just got eaten alive by his dom 👀 Bro looks fucking dazed 👀👀👀


#i need to see bison tie kant down again 👀#never got to see ray attic wife-ing sand even though man was a jealous monster#bison all my hopes are on you#the heart killers ep 10#the heart killers the series#the heart killers#kantbison#firstkhao#kant thk#bison thk#thai bl#thai drama#asianlgbtqdramas
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