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"In the brain research over the last thirty years there is found a phenomenon in the functioning of our brains: We take continuously into us more information. Simultaneously there are less and less connections between these separate pieces of information. We have a hunger for “still more knowledge”, and at the same time the splitting of contents in our awareness is proceeding at an alarming tempo. The way to inner integration demands exactly the opposite: the connections between separate contents of our psychic structure. This concerns not only the new pieces of information that we receive in life through discussions, readings, pictures and experiences, but particularly of the contents that at each moment are stored in us – consciously or unconsciously."
Extract from "The Birth of God in Us" by Agnes Hidveghy. Available in German, now in preparation in English.
(Thanks to Reijo Oksanen)
#Reijo Oksanen#quotes#brain research#information overload#knowledge#inner integration#Body Alive#Structural Integration Atlanta
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Mindscape, based on this post I made weeks ago
The yellow light is Flapjack's life force 😭😭😭😭
#toh hunter#the owl house#hunter noceda#hunter deamonne#smol hunter#toh edits#loz's edits#putting therapist-related notes here in the tags: Understanding Willow is my fave Season 1 episode --#coz exploring mindscapes..seeing your inner selves - esp the inner child - is a metaphor for something you can absolutely do in therapy#so this scene can easily be something that Hunter's therapist is guiding him through. in his imagination#it might not necessarily require the use of the same spell that Eda or the CaTTs used to enter Willow and Belos's mindscapes#and besides - for those episodes..other people were exploring their mindscapes. so this is different I guess#it could easily be a therapy exercise to connect to his inner child#and note: this is different from EMDR therapy as per my EMDR-related Hunter posts. this could be under a diff style of therapy --#such as Internal Family Systems (IFS therapy)#if it's EMDR...then it'd likely involve both Hunter's therapist & him exploring his memories. Hunter reports to the therapist what he sees#and the therapist would not be allowed to interpret the memories by himself/herself/themselves#his/her/their job in EMDR would be to reflect whatever Hunter shares back at him and guide him towards integrating traumatic memories
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It’s a good day to be happy 🤗
#connection#union#trust#conscious communication#communication#calm#love#self love#respect#integrity#growth#commitment#share#truth#beauty#freedom#evolve#joy#inner work#flow#intention#beautiful mature#lifestyle
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book Murderbot likes its humans when they possess functioning self preservation skills, more or less. tv murderbot grows to like its humans despite their magnificent incompetence and frankly even when its humans are capable it doesn't get to see them being so. much to consider about this
#'my clients are the best clients' in ASR vs 'their assistance was anoying at best and a liability at worst but I kinda appreciated it's#something about like. TV murderbot feels more. Emotionally Motivated? I have many more thoughts on this but the words haven't found me#like something about seeing it externally Vs hearing its inner monologue creates an impression of a subtly different person#at least to me. in all my wisdom.#mine#book Murderbot appreciates competence! its traumas are in large part associated with a crushing sense of responsibility!#its presaux clients being able and willing to take care of themselves is p important in them developing a reciprocal relationship#which is. just kinda way less true for show presaux. murderbot and presaux there have like a legitimately insane power dynamic and I mean#DYNAMIC. like it is property but they will die without it. murderbot says that it's cheap and an old model but we don't FEEL that how we can#FEEL the impact of its education modules being shitty. like there's this sense that its clients being experienced field academics means they#have a legitimate skillset as a crew that is different and complementary to the skillset murderbot has.#and like. that's all without even brushing over the whole 'im asking you to keep your helmet down' Vs 'im advising you of the impact your#helmet choices will have' and like the internal fighting to abide by that to be understood and integrated Vs the eye contact torture scene.#yknow? there's something here. there's like a butterfly effect of adaptation happening here.
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In 1926, Virginia Woolf wrote about how, when one is ill:
All day, all night the body intervenes; blunts or sharpens, colours or discolours, turns to wax in the warmth of June, hardens to tallow in the murk of February. The creature within can only gaze through the pane – smudged or rosy; it cannot separate off from the body like the sheath of a knife or the pod of a pea for a single instant; it must go through the whole unending procession of changes, heat and cold, comfort and discomfort, hunger and satisfaction, health and illness, until there comes the inevitable catastrophe.
Woolf knew well about bodily interventions, suffering as she did from a range of symptoms pertaining to what today we call bipolar disorder. Yet the body intervenes constantly, whether one is ill or not. It is the mode of intervention that conditions how well, or unwell, we feel. A state of wellbeing is one in which we do not need to think about our embodied organism in any way other than the sensorial pleasures it affords, where we are immersed within our environment, engaged in an activity, involved with others. But one of physical or emotional pain affects the very foundation on which the sense of self we otherwise take for granted rests: what we feel ourselves to be can be upended. When this happens, we may realise that what we feel ourselves to be is in fact constructed. How we exist as embodied selves is a highly complex business involving the brain and body engaged in constant interaction.
Over the past few years, scientists working in neuroscience and psychology have been listening in on these brain-body interactions – in health and illness – and analysing how they constitute the always embodied self. They have been studying the sense of the body from within, which is called interoception. It is a term you will be hearing increasingly. This research is dismantling the pillars of a belief system that has long endured within those fields – as well as in the popular imagination – that the brain is an information-processing machine that can be understood apart from the rest of the body, as if our conscious, reasoning self were the output of a disembodied brain, and as if we were not fully biological creatures. This shift within the mind sciences is game-changing, and merits attention. Yet perhaps because we are in its midst, even its actors might not be fully aware of its historical and philosophical significance – and of its potential cultural and clinical implications. The time has come to take stock of the revolution under way.
Since the publication in 1994 of his first widely read book, Descartes’ Error (followed by four others), which showed how embodied emotional processes are integrated into rational ones, Antonio Damasio has been the most visible and influential neuroscientist to develop this reconception. Since then, research into the embodied sense of self has accelerated. And now a new generation of scientists is building on the insights first elaborated by Damasio. Over the past decade, there has been a six-fold increase in publications on interoception. Questions about the self – self-consciousness and bodily consciousness, our sense of body ownership, and agency – once the exclusive domain of philosophy, can now be investigated empirically. The emerging results have the power to transform our vision of what we are, as well as ground in scientific detail what we may intuitively feel about ourselves. They can provide insights into what it is that may be breaking down when the always embodied sense of self is disrupted, when that window pane is smudged. This is particularly important in understanding neurological and psychiatric disorders – psychotic events and schizophrenia, as well as autism, attention disorders, dyspraxias, somatoform disorders, body image and emotional-processing disorders such as anorexia, alexithymia (a difficulty in identifying or acting upon felt emotions) and more.
Interoception consists in the perception and integration of all signals from within our body, whether we attend to them or not. These include autonomic, hormonal, visceral and immunological functions: breathing, blood pressure, cardiac signals, temperature, digestion and elimination, thirst and hunger, sexual arousal, affective touch, itches, pleasure and pain. Interoception therefore lies at the core of our very sense of self: physiology and mental life are dynamically coupled. The central and autonomic nervous systems act on each other, higher cognition and emotional states interacting constantly. We sense, monitor and adapt ourselves to the situations we find ourselves in, often without our realising it – homeostatic processes thanks to which we physiologically adjust to the changing environment, and to which interoception corresponds.
The neurophysiologist Charles Sherrington was the first to use the term ‘interoceptive’, as long ago as 1906. He used it to refer to the sense of our own viscera (today’s visceroception). The term homeostasis was coined in 1926 – the year in which Woolf published her essay – on the back of the concept of ‘milieu intérieur’ (‘interior milieu’) that the biologist Claude Bernard had first described in the mid-19th century. As the historian Stefanos Geroulanos and the anthropologist Todd Meyers have recounted on Aeon in light of their book on the topic, it emerged following the carnage of the First World War, which had led physiologists and clinicians to reconfigure their understanding of the body as ‘an organism that organises itself’, as ‘an integral whole’. Damasio wrote in his book Self Comes to Mind (2010) that though the principles of homeostasis ‘are applied daily in general biology and medicine, their deeper significance in terms of neurobiology and psychology has not been appreciated’. But now, just a few years later, they are both appreciated and far better understood.
It is in relation to others that we acquire a sense of self, which develops in this embodied interoceptive way from infancy
The meaning of interoception expanded after the neuroscientist A D Craig, nearly a century after Sherrington, revised it to encapsulate what he termed ‘a sense of the physiological condition of the entire body’: these translate as ‘“feelings” from the body that provide a sense of [our] physical condition and underlie mood and emotional state’. Emotional feelings are distinct from emotions, and they are ‘mental experiences of body states’, as Damasio had advanced with his somatic marker hypothesis – summarised by Craig as ‘the subjective process of feeling emotions’, which recruits brain regions involved in homeostastic regulation. These feelings, ‘grounded in the body itself’, are crucial to our ability to make decisions. We don’t merely think through our decisions, including those that seem most rational, such as those concerning finances: we experience feelings about their possible outcomes that determine how we act – and if the brain areas involved in the processing of emotional feelings are damaged, our ability to make decisions is impaired. Craig identified the interoceptive pathways that provide a cortical image of homeostatic processes from all the organs, and which translate as feelings when brought to consciousness. As detailed in How Do You Feel? An Interoceptive Moment with Your Neurobiological Self (2014), he and his team individuated projections to the brainstem of neurons in the spinal cord called lamina I: these provide to the autonomic nervous system, or ANS, input about the ‘mechanical, thermal, chemical, metabolic and hormonal status of skin, muscle, joints, teeth and viscera’ from small-diameter nerves throughout the organism’s tissues. It is from these lamina I projections to brainstem that ‘sensory channels’ ascend to areas of the thalamus, and from there to a brain area called insula, the ‘interoceptive cortex’.
In contrast to interoception, the notion of proprioception is more familiar to most of us – the sense of our dynamic, musculoskeletal body in space. It is how, for example, I know where my arm is when I wake up in the dark. It is distinct from interoception, but functionally and anatomically connected to it, as is also the case for exteroception, the sensory perception of the outside world. These senses can be manipulated, as has been done to great effect in the much replicated Rubber Hand Illusion (RHI) first conducted 21 years ago, where one sees a rubber hand being stroked synchronously with one’s own hand – itself unseen – with the resulting sense that the rubber hand is one’s own, an effect dramatically demonstrated when the experimenter hits the rubber hand with a hammer and the subject almost invariably recoils as if the hand belonged to him or her. The RHI has served research into the fundamental sense of body ownership and the related sense of agency – the sense we normally take for granted that my leg, say, is mine, or that I am moving my own arm. Complex processes enable this sense to develop and be maintained, or, as can be the case in somatosensory and sensorimotor pathologies, disturbed. The RHI, and related experiments triggering a full-body illusion show that ‘multisensory integration can update the mental representation of one’s body’ and that exteroception can influence self-awareness, as reports the psychologist Manos Tsakiris, whose research within these areas has been yielding important insights.
But, as he and his team have found, this induced change in conscious body ownership results also in nonconscious changes in the physiological regulation of the self – that is, in interoception. The anterior insula is involved in both these exteroceptive and interoceptive processes, resulting in how we feel that our body is oneself and that the self remains unified and stable amid exteroceptive inputs. Moreover, it has been shown to be activated during both interoceptive and emotional experience, and also to be involved in the distinction of self and other. This in turn bears on the related capacity for empathy – with consequences for racial bias that Tsakiris has recounted here on Aeon, in a finding by his team that throws light on the neurobiology underpinning our social and political emotions. Other brain areas involved in the bodily self-consciousness arising out of the processing of multisensory signals are the fronto-parietal and temporo-parietal regions, as reported by the cognitive neuroscientists Olaf Blanke and Andrea Serino, who perform key research on how multisensory perception gives rise to the embodied, spatially located, self-conscious subject of experience that we each are (with eventual applications to prosthetic limbs).
However crucial a finding is the involvement of these areas, and of the insula in particular, in the formation and maintenance of a core selfhood, it is the interactions between brain and body that are the centre of our story. The body sends signals to the brain, and vice versa, in a constant feedback loop that involves the ANS acting in response to external inputs and interoceptive states, enabling and disabling our various states of arousal and fight or flight reactions. In this way, ANS serves homeostatic adjustments. Recently, the notion of allostasis has been gaining ground in accounting for these adjustments: where homeostasis refers to a stable condition, allostasis refers to the process that the organism engages in to achieve stability, ‘the regulation of bodily states through change’, as Tsakiris and the neuroscientist Anil Seth define it. So for instance, one homeostatic imperative is to remain within a specific temperature range: we would die if we were unable to anticipate how environmental temperature influences body temperature, and so to adjust our actions accordingly, dive into the cool sea when the sun is baking, say. Allostasis is this anticipatory adjustment – what ‘enables the organism to proactively prepare for such disturbances before they occur’, writes the philosopher Jakob Hohwy with Andrew Corcoran. The same process applies to all basic bodily functions. We need to get hungry before we faint, thirsty before we get dehydrated, and so on.
These complex interoceptive processes are happening all the time, whether we are aware of them or not. They are modulated by the ANS, ensuring constant adjustments as well as basic survival. In cases of stress, these evolved responses of the ANS can go into overdrive, affecting gut function and vascular health, triggering the various immune and inflammatory responses that result in illness. Investigations regarding this all-important brain-gut interoceptive pathway are ongoing. But the equally all-important brain-heart connection has been particularly crucial to our understanding of interoception, because of the ease in performing heartbeat detection tasks to test individual interoceptive ability otherwise challenging to measure precisely because it is the stuff of our subjective experience. The neuroscientist Catherine Tallon-Baudry has hypothesised a ‘neural subjective frame’, connected to homeostatic regulation, necessary to subjective, perceptual consciousness, which depends on ‘how the brain registers information on the heart’. Important experiments have been conducted, most notably by the neuroscientists Sarah Garfinkel and Hugo Critchley, that show how emotions are modulated in synchrony with cardiac rhythms. Emotional self-knowledge is a multilayered affair: Garfinkel and Critchley have also identified how interoceptive accuracy, sensitivity and awareness are distinct from each other, reflecting respectively the ability to detect one’s heartbeats, the evaluation of one’s own ability to do so, and one’s ‘meta’-ability to gauge one’s own awareness. We all differ in these abilities, and in our corresponding sensitivity to the ongoings of our body. These exquisite distinctions between levels of self-awareness translate into pain threshold, anxiety level and so on – into our ability to experience feelings, to have a sense of what they correspond to, to track and modulate them, or not.
These abilities even translate as character traits. So for instance, people with a higher interoceptive accuracy – that is, a greater ability to monitor their own internal states, identified by heartbeat detection tasks – are less prone to be taken in by the RHI than those on the lower end of the scale, Tsakiris and colleagues have found. This means that their self is more stable, and their capacity for empathy higher: as Tsakiris and the psychologist Clare Palmer report, ‘interoceptive processing acts to stabilise the model of our self’, so we can ‘attribute emotional and mental states to the self or to others without blurring the distinction between “self” and “other”’. This matters hugely in our day-to-day lives. In a major review article in Neuropsychoanalysis, the psychologist Aikaterini Fotopoulou – who studies in particular the centrality of affective touch in interoceptive processing and emotional development – and Tsakiris argue that the self is shaped from early infancy – when one is entirely dependent on the carer for homeostatic regulation and hence survival – by embodied interactions with carers that centrally include affective touch. This confirms insights from psychoanalysis: affect is ‘the background of all subjective, conscious experience’, they write. Our capacity to modulate affect begins with the carer attending to the infant’s embodied needs. Out of the processing of sensorimotor signals initially integrated into a basic, minimal or core self arise what they call ‘embodied mentalisations’ that progressively lead to our ability to form a boundary between self and other – a process that cannot happen in isolation. It is necessarily in relation to others that we acquire a sense of self, which develops in this embodied interoceptive way from infancy on. We sustain a constant sense of selfhood in dynamic relation to and distinction from others, and, in turn, our ability to form a boundary between self and other is a function of our ability to feel our embodied selves from within – this is the important novelty of their claim. An unformed or badly formed boundary can translate into psychiatric pathologies.
Our brains serve our bodies, rather than the obverse – a liberating idea
This picture integrates a useful model from artificial intelligence, principally developed by the influential neuroscientist Karl Friston, called Predictive Coding, which is increasingly widespread in accounting persuasively for interoceptive and homeostatic/allostatic processes, and for psychopathologies, including depression. It reconceives the brain as a ‘statistical organ’ that makes predictions about sensory information on the basis of previous instances. It ‘generates explanations for the stimuli it encounters’, Friston writes with Anil Seth, ‘in terms of hypotheses that are tested against sensory evidence’ from our visceral sensations. The actions we undertake in response to interoceptive signals – that is, the allostatic regulation that our homeostatic needs impel us to engage in – serve to reduce prediction errors with regard to our expectation of environmental inputs. In this way, our present is made of a constant projection into the future out of the past. So, as Fotopoulou and Tsakiris write, an infant will ‘progressively build generative models regarding the possible causes of their sensory states in the external world’. The brain predicts the probability of an embodied feeling state occurring as a result of an input – ‘embodied mentalisation’, in their coinage. This physiological, homeostatic reaction turns into the ‘psychological feelings’ they call ‘mentalisation’ and that form the core of the infant’s minimal self. The stability of the self in an always changing environment, Tsakiris and Seth have argued, is ensured by our engaging in allostatic prediction. This stability is never given: our constantly revised engagement with the world is a dynamic process.
In Self Comes to Mind, Damasio argues that ‘the body is a foundation of the conscious mind’: our brains serve our bodies, rather than the obverse – a seemingly provocative, but profoundly liberating idea that arises out of the oft-forgotten fact that life began without nervous systems. Our inherently homeostatic selves are on a continuum with homeostatically governed single cells and bacteria. As he writes, ‘the special kind of mental images of the body produced in body-mapping structures, constitute the protoself, which foreshadows the self to be’ – and eventually culture, art and meaning, as he has also continued exploring in his most recent book, The Strange Order of Things: Life, Feeling, and the Making of Cultures. The structures responsible for this, as Craig showed too, are in the evolutionarily ancient upper brain stem, below more recent cortical structures, ‘attached to the parts of the body that bombard the brain with their signals’, forming a ‘resonant loop’ as somatic markers. That these processes begin with homeostasis shows how deeply continuous our very consciousness is with the most primitive fabric of life. It is a potent rebuttal to René Descartes. And as Tsakiris has put it: ‘By grounding the self in the body, psychology could, at last, overcome Cartesianism and make the bodily self the starting point for a science of the self.’ We are indeed beyond the starting point now.
This shift away from Cartesianism – let us call it the interoceptive turn – has a long history within Western thought, at the crossroads of philosophy, medicine and psychology. We may begin when there developed over the 17th century mechanistic and corpuscularian models of nature – attempts at forging a new scientific method to re-describe matter, motion and living bodies. These freed natural philosophy from the Aristotelian strictures that had prevailed for close to 2,000 years and had ensured the mind-body, human-animal continuum. Descartes is infamous for loosening the connection of matter and mind. His ambition to replace the Aristotelian system with his own mechanistic model was broadly successful within philosophy – and later within medicine. Echoing St Augustine’s idea that the very existence of thought presupposed a disembodied, thinking self, Descartes performed the introspective turn that we are outgrowing – theologically locking himself into a system that required the conscious mind to pertain to an immaterial, immortal soul, a ‘thinking thing’ separate from the realm of ‘extended’ physical things. And he thereby sundered the continuum of higher, self-conscious thought with the other functions of all living beings, denying beasts any sort of mindedness. There were alternatives to this substance dualism – and he himself accepted that mind and body do interact, in emotional experience. Many physicians, attuned to the realities of ailing patients, adopted Gassendism, an adaptation of ancient atomism and Epicureanism to Christianity, which maintained the continuum of nature. Over the 18th century, vitalists battled against mechanism in philosophy and medicine, arguing for the inherence of soul in body. There were attempts from then on at a psychosomatic medicine. As materialism rose along with secularism, the notion of a separate, immaterial soul lost its function.
But it took a while for the empirical study of the embodied mind to become enmeshed with the philosophical study of knowledge and self. Realms of enquiry remained divided until the birth of scientific psychology, in the second half of the 1800s, when modern neurology and psychiatry took shape along with growing knowledge of the anatomy and physiology of the brain and nervous system. Freud himself specialised in neurology when the discipline was new, before realising that the neurobiology of his day would be unable to yield the secrets of mind. He eventually posited an unconscious field of mental action, often somatised – as in the case of hysteria, today’s somatoform disorder – but accessible through talk, creating psychoanalysis. The notion of a scientific psychology was coined by his older contemporary Wilhelm Wundt, who elaborated an introspective ‘experimental psychology’ to build a theory that would account for subjectivity. However, what first kickstarted a quarter-century ago the perspectival shift that has led to where we are today is the resurgence of William James’s scientific psychology, as given in his Principles of Psychology of 1890 and in his 1884 article on emotions – mainly his notion that emotions are the product of the body’s autonomic response, only thereafter translated as behaviour and experienced as feelings, and that consciousness is a continuous ‘stream’ of embodied experiences. (It is the very stream that formed the core of Woolf’s writing technique.)
Western medicine mechanistically chops up the body and leaves patients confused about the nature of their ailments
Until then, philosophy had remained largely disengaged from empirical investigation (in contrast to early modern practices), while the belief prevailed within cognitive science that our brain might ‘just’ be a machine that computes information, performing functions that could be studied irrespective of the biological structures upon which they operate. It was a transposition of mind-body to brain-body dualism – as if biology were incidental to the higher activities of an ultimately disembodied mind. This functionalist focus on the algorithmic operations of cognition had followed upon behavioural psychology, which, partly in reaction to Wundt’s introspective psychology and in an extension of Cartesianism, posited that behaviour was the outcome of reflex-like responses to environmental stimuli rather than manifestations of emotionally rich intentions. Cognitive science outgrew the behaviourist model from the 1950s on, absorbing neuroscience and evolutionary theory into its accounts of individual and social psychology, and elaborating scientific protocols that put the mind back behind the behaviour. The analogy of the brain with a computer, however, remained powerful.
Computational neuroscience continues to grow. Friston’s Predictive Coding theory is one of its fruits. But the hold of ‘strong AI’ has loosened since the 1990s – just as Damasio’s insights into embodied emotions and the emotive self started putting the whole organism together again. By then, the body had also become a popular theme in the humanities and social sciences. And the centrality of the body to the mind began around that time to be analysed within an anti-cognitivist neurophilosophy first made popular by Francisco Varela, which combined an outgrowth of the phenomenology of Maurice Merleau-Ponty with Buddhism: for ‘enactivism’ and related approaches, cognition and the sense of self depend upon a body endowed with sensorimotor capacities embedded within the world. The philosophers Shaun Gallagher or Dan Zahavi work within this lineage, and the hybridisation of disciplines has enabled philosophers such as Frédérique de Vignemont to analyse neuroscientific data, and, conversely, for neuroscientists to work with philosophers. The minds of animals are studied on a continuum with ours. The remnants of substance dualism endure in AI and some everyday thought habits. But we can no longer escape the reality of our biology, as scientists are showing us, a fraction of whose work I have presented here. And there is much more ahead.
Yet insights from theory have always been hard to apply straightaway, if at all, to the clinical realm. There is today an increasing dissatisfaction with mainstream Western medicine, which mechanistically chops up the body and leaves patients confused about the nature of their ailments, and concurrently a growing market for alternatives that take holism seriously. (In Germany alone, psychosomatic medicine is an institutionally established clinical field.) In parallel, practices such as yoga continue to grow worldwide. The science of embodiment might provide eventual protocols for the testing of such holistic treatments and practices, to help target them to particular conditions, especially psychiatric and neurological. Biofeedback, the use of sensory stimuli, physical therapy, etc, have been shown to help reduce the anxiety caused by the combination of high interoceptive awareness and alexithymia (as Fotopoulou and colleagues have shown), and often found in autism, heighten interoceptive awareness in anorexia and attention disorders – or lower it in depression and somatoform disorders, where, as the neuroscientist Georg Northoff has argued in his book Neuro-Philosophy and the Healthy Mind (2016), one’s body becomes the predominating content in awareness, at the expense of the environment. And just as mindfulness has become a widespread tool, which the psychologist Norman Farb has studied in relation to interoception, so the practice of yoga, which powerfully modulates interoceptive awareness, could benefit from inputs from the scientists investigating embodiment – and vice versa.
The interoceptive turn is a historical step to the other side of our mind’s looking glass, into the heart of our complex organism, reconciling us to our mortal embodiment, forcing us to consider our mental makeup with humility as just one aspect of biology – a far cry from the posthumanist future that Yuval Noah Harari and others warn us about. It does not dissolve the mystery of how we are able to think and speak sophisticated thoughts, create art and meaning, or indeed investigate self and world: science does not replace experience, and though it is indispensable to serious thought about human nature, and to the advancement of clinical care, so is a humanist eye on what the best of science can tell us about ourselves. Yet this new picture has a transformative power. It can help understand, to an extent, how we relate to each other as embodied beings, how we feel at each moment of our lives, why Woolf’s ‘creature within’ feels what she does when unwell. It can help us understand each other in our animal nature so as to regain harmony with nature, and in our inherently social nature so as to regain harmony with each other – and to maintain our psychophysical integrity in the face of the ‘procession of changes’ that Woolf writes of. No window pane into the self is perfectly transparent. But we are clearing up some smudges.
#Interoception#the inner#articles#Aeon#philosophy#physiology#neuroscience#cognition and intelligence#science of mind#Body Alive#Structural Integration Atlanta
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okay fine let's address the elephant in the room i've abandoned this blog BUT i needed to cope after singapore yall after a good two months of no contact with any media of my pookie danny and the subsequent exposure to THE maxiel paddel date (ft. temporarily adopted paddel prodigy??) i'm ready to be back on my bullshit
this time? angsty introspective danny and max comforting him, aka ao3 hasn't been hitting and im in crisis
if it sucks it's because i haven't written fanfic in ages (started uni and it kicked me in the teeth, the only reason i can justify spending time on this is because at this point it's a Coping Mechanism™)
also i know the whole part things is a pain in the ass but tumblr wont let me write posts as long as i want them to idk i hate technology i was born in the wrong century (id rather die of the black death at 20 than have to deal with hyperlinks again thanks for asking)
read it here
#daniel ricciardo#danny ric#dr3#like seriously this fic is 90% danny you've been warned#max verstappen#maxiel#not beta read we die like redbull's integrity whenever millions of dollars are dangled in front of them by a shitty sponsor#rpf#f1 fic#hurt/comfort#crack (ish)#domestic fluff#does this count as character study?? inner monologue?? danny ric is my pookie hours??#writing shitty fanfiction as a coping mechanism#duolingo notifications being used as a plot point#minor scooby doo reference#confusing punctuation and grammatic mistakes we'll be labelling as artistic choices#i wrote this while listening to the grand budapest hotel's soundtrack and i think you can tell based off of... the general vibes??#it's not okay#it will be#oh also christian horner being a greedy bitch that's sort of the main point of conflict? i guess?
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🌈 Remember this: You were doing the best you could with what life threw at you. 💖 Don’t let newfound wisdom become a weapon against your past struggles. Instead, forgive yourself for yesterday so you can thrive today! ❤️
#beauty#beautythrive#flowers#innovation#inner thoughts#inner peace#insecurity#inspiration#inspirational quotes#inspirational#inspiring words#inspiring quotes#integrity#instagram#inner child healing#inner child#intimacy
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#personal growth#growth#healing#healing journey#love yourself#love others#shadow work#healing the inner child#spiritual healing#spiritual awakening#spiritual growth#mental health#mental growth#personal improvement#integrity#accountability#self love#self improvement#self awareness#awareness#spiritual awareness#self respect#self care#mindfulness#mindset#motivating quotes#motavation#healing quotes#healing art#life is a garden dig it
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The high-minded man must care more for the truth than for what people think.
- Aristotle
#aristotle#truth#critical thinking#heart#mind#care#freedom#honesty#integrity#conscience#awareness#feeling#thinking#inner strength#power#humanity#understanding#knowledge#growth#tuning in#reality
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fake severance fans who've never heard of carl jung are going to be so cooked when everyone gets reintegrated
#mostly talking about reddit users but also some on here#the entire show references the shadow self and the inner child and the need to integrate them to be psychologically whole. hope that helps#severance
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how dare you gatekeep my breakthrough behind a quest
#LET ME GO TO THE FOUNDATION STAGE!!!!#the most cringefail cultivator in this town#i am READY to face my inner demons!!! let me fight them!#objectively funny that my character calls other characters senior brother/sister and she is the only supervisor in this sect#due to footing the bill for the majority of the buildings#finally have access to the other realms..... i can finally give gifts!!!#will become an elder purely by R&D alone. cause clearly MY GOLDEN CORE IS BEING GATEKEEPED FROM ME :(#immortal life#hey shijie why are you planting tomatoes in winter? bc rng fucked me shidi.#xie's voiceline when you just chat with him is just. he sounds so sad#the audacity for chen to go. hey shimei you should build me a house.#AND THE MATERIALS ARE LOCKED BEHIND SOOO MANY QUESTS#like. xie wasn't even AWAKE YET#and he is integral for quests later on#back to fishing in the mines you go shixiong. your house wants the most fucked up materials
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Hi there 🖤. I don't know if you post a lot of your own thoughts on here, but I was wondering, how you keep yourself in this energy that your blog exudes?
When I see your posts, I think about the wise and healthy way of embodying the "dark feminine" energy everyone is so obsessed with, but they end up portraying/exuding it unhealthily. Are there any authors, books, or philosophical ideas that you hold dear and which shaped you?
It's understandable if you don't want to share and sorry for the like spamming 🖤. I hope you're having a wonderful day/weekend.
Not at all, it’s perfectly fine to ask, and I appreciate your message. I’m always open to discussing the energy behind what I share. The atmosphere of my blog reflects something lived, not curated, a slow inner shift that’s been unfolding over years. I’ve gone through experiences that forced me to meet the shadow aspects of myself, not in rebellion, but in truth. What you sense here is a reflection of that process, not a curated "dark feminine" aesthetic, but a lived embodiment of the more mature aspects of that archetype: introspection, reflection, emotional honesty, and a deepening connection to what feels true. It’s the result of a long inner journey, one marked by shedding, silence, grief, and the slow reclamation of what had been exiled within me. The dark feminine you sense here isn’t a performance. It’s an integration of what once felt too much, too soft, too fierce, too sensual to be accepted.I believe the dark feminine, when expressed in a healthy and integrated way, is neither chaotic nor performative. She doesn’t chase destruction, she restores. She sees. She holds paradox without collapse. There’s fire in her, yes, but it’s tempered by discernment. She doesn’t scream to be seen, she becomes the terrain others walk through and feel changed by. This reclamation includes not only emotional truth and ancestral memory, but also the instinctual, intuitive, erotic, and shadowed parts of us, the ones long labeled dangerous or shameful. To walk this path is to accept the darkness within, not as something to suppress, but to honor, listen to, and ultimately transmute. To me, the dark feminine is not chaos, nor aesthetic rebellion, she is the one who remembers. She carries the pulse of sensuality, sovereignty, regeneration, the sacred and the raw. She allows contradiction. She moves with desire and discipline, softness and clarity, stillness and fire.I resonate most with the path described by Dr. Maureen Murdock, especially her work on the Heroine’s Journey, directly inspired by Joseph Campbell’s Hero’s Journey, but her work was also a response to its limitations in capturing the full depth of the feminine experience which maps the return to self after a woman has internalized the split between the masculine and feminine. Her teachings speak to descent, grief, the mother wound, and the sacred work of restoring connection to one’s body, instincts, and wisdom. The dark feminine, in this context, is not seduction or spectacle, she is truth. She is the quiet force that brings us back into wholeness.Other thinkers who’ve shaped my path include Carl Jung, whose work on shadow and individuation has been foundational, and Gabor Mate, whose insights into trauma, embodiment, and authenticity resonate deeply. Mythic figures like Persephone, Inanna, and Lilith offer symbolic echoes of this descent and return cycle, the archetypal path of many women, and many more.
My path is still unfolding, still deepening, still becoming. But if something here speaks to you, know that it was born from a place of honest transformation. And I’m honored if it meets you somewhere along your own.
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[completely accurate, i am posting as a ghost rn]
anyways, here's the original "greed in a frilly apron" pic!
*please note that greed is not completely TWA-compliant in his design here. refer to image for notes as to why.
there he is. Mr. "I want everyone to have everything and then still crave for more". I imagine this is before he ends up making and serving pancakes to people [to promote his brand image, obviously.]
bonuses [felt like doodling]
there they be.
also, for the summary doodle i mentioned i'd post with this
#terrible writing advice#twa#twa art#jp#twa jp#twa ego#inner critic mentioned#look! the guy. the ceo guy. i think.#i didnt have a reference for greed's gauntlets in the original so it doesn't look accurate#twa JC#JP cannot make pancakes#i refuse to believe he can make pancakes im sorry#neither can inner critic and that's why he just heated up the pancakes on the stove#jp is not allowed near the stove#JC IS REAL AND ALIVE. send his ass BACK behind the shed IMMEDIATELY.#plot convenience.#self insert#this death was sponsored by NEBULA#i need to draw more of the expanded universe characters tbh#also just the TWA characters in general.#don't worry inner creativity... you'll get your post eventually.#also you inner integrity.#can you tell the inners are my favourites?#that sounds lame but i just. I like them a lots. they represent a concept i really enjoy.#[that concept being separating different aspects of a person into distinct personifications.]#twa greed#twa jc#i forgot his apron when i was doing the silly ahh skit so i made the JP art as an excuse tbh#but i like it.
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Our weekends will be filled with Joy and Happiness 😘 💋
#love#romantic#mommyandme#mature mom#ontario#feelings#weekend#share#truth#conscious community#hourglass#beautiful#integrity#inner work#let’s be friends#joy#happiness
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pjoblr will never surprise me bc im hearing the same excuses now that folks would make for the last like 4+ years when myself and countless other marginalized bloggers were getting harassed for calling attention to riordans bigotry like y’all truly don’t have any dealbreakers?? that wasn’t convincing enough?
#like the mouse and their promo machine will go on! it will continue! no need to worry about the game and succes that series will have#so it’s ok to put it down and have a sliver of integrity#your inner child will survive. you’re 28#grown asf#fame and success***
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maxiel(ish) drabble pt 1
Daniel's sigh was so loud he wasn't even surprised when Sassy looked at him, perched atop one of Max's book shelves ("Why do you have so many, Maxy? It's not like you actually read" raised eyebrow, thick lips parting for a beat before quirking up shyly "Shut up" "These days you just meow on livestreams, right? Busy schedule" a full smile then, pink tongue darting out to wet his full, chapped lips, so wonderfully feminine "Shut up, Dan" "Is it like when you bought that Hermes bracelet and you just never let it go? Is it about being all fancy? Maybe we should ask George for some vocab tips" a full laugh, head thrown back against the pillows and crinkled corners of his eyes "I think it makes perfect sense, no? Why would I not have bookshelves. They're classy, and the cats like them. Who doesn't have bookshelves?" oh, okay, his voice is more nasally in the morning, it's more noticeable when he says more than two words. Yeah, it's been years and Daniel knows this already, but he could still drown in the raspiness of it, suddenly back to day one and awkward chuckles in hotel rooms "Who meows on a livestream?" "Shut up, Daniel"). The way Sassy looked at him wasn't even concerned, it was mostly annoyed. And, sure, Daniel hated dogs - er, hated, was terrified of, had been chased by back home, same difference -, but there was a certain autonomy about cats that unsettled him. Those lucky bastards didn't need attention like a wilting, desperate plant needed fresh water, like Daniel needed love to breathe. Enchanté, nice to meet you too, did I tell you I'm jealous of my boyfriend's cats? No, I don't go to therapy anymore, how did you know?
Ugh. Daniel scowled at himself for that shitty self-pitying monologue. He briefly considered calling his therapist again, but he didn't like feeling like he needed a crutch, and he wasn't as distressed and hurting as he was back in the McLaren days. He could manage, really, and he'd rather that than going through the shameful motion of crawling back to his therapist after assuring (read, lying) to her he could cope perfectly fine on his own, with his stupid little journal (abandoned shortly after Belgium, because everything was blindingly bright in his future and he'd get to write it down later, now he just wanted to focus on the feeling of being on top of the world) and his stupid little breathing techniques. He was fine, really. He was just... ugh.
He sighed again, still staring at his phone screen, prompting Sassy to send him another one of her patented annoyed looks. Her feline eyes, already perpetually displeased as if inconvenienced by the existence of her owners (oh, we only feed, shelter and pamper you, I'd be annoyed too, you expensive little brat), seemed even more judgy in the stuffy Mediterranean heat of the afternoon. The living room was so poorly designed (as was most of Monaco, because money couldn't buy enough space to build a decent apartment when every single millionaire on Earth decided to cram themselves in the same five or so blocks) that Daniel was beginning to run out of air in his lungs, but maybe that was because of his own... shit ("Yes, of course I'll remember my breathing techniques, I'll be fine, besides, you'll be late for your next client. I promise I'll be fine").
It came so easily to lie, sometimes.
part 2
#daniel ricciardo#danny ric#dr3#like seriously this fic is 90% danny you've been warned#max verstappen#maxiel#not beta read we die like redbull's integrity whenever millions of dollars are dangled in front of them by a shitty sponsor#rfp#f1 fic#hurt/comfort#crack (ish)#domestic fluff#just wait for it guys we're getting there#does this count as a character study?? inner monologue?? danny ric is my pookie hours??#writing shitty fanfiction as a coping mechanism#duolingo notifications being used as a plot point#WE'LL GET THERE I PROMISE#tumblr has a weirdly short word restriction? so it's forcing me to post it in parts#i wrote this all in one go
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