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Mina Murray, May 9, her very first letter:
I have just had a few hurried lines from Jonathan from Transylvania. He is well, and will be returning in about a week. I am longing to hear all his news. It must be so nice to see strange countries. I wonder if weâI mean Jonathan and Iâshall ever see them together.
Mina Harker, October 31, heading towards likely (un)death:
The country is lovely, and most interesting; if only we were under different conditions, how delightful it would be to see it all. If Jonathan and I were driving through it alone what a pleasure it would be. To stop and see people, and learn something of their life, and to fill our minds and memories with all the colour and picturesqueness of the whole wild, beautiful country and the quaint people! But, alas!â
She always wanted to travel with Jonathan as a couple so badly. But, alas.
#both when she was in whitby waiting for a letter from him and now seperated from each other most likely forever#dracula#mina harker#jonathan harker#harker#instead they are seperate#dracula daily
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clown 1 and clown 2
#my art#absolutely do not need these to show up in tags#is it still only the first 5 ?#or has tumblr changed?#anyway 2 seperate art block breaker doodles with not so great success#in that I didn't finish either of them for so long and then decided I needed to finish Smth and these were the closest to done#I won't be able to draw digitally over easter and I'm already đ§ about it... my art time.........#there's so much wrong with them but I'm knocking my hands away these are Not worth fixing hdfuihgd#anyway it turns out that if you don't wanna draw boots and take them off socks look so off. ugly toes instead I'm sorry...#I'm yapping I'm yapping I feel like I woke up for the first time in days but also I should've been asleep 2 hours ago#if overtired is not a term in english it needs to be !#tloz#a link to the past#these do not need to be posted on their own But. they also need to get out of my folders so I can post smth real soon... soon........
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Hello i am in love with your prince yandere. If it's up your alley could you make one of us taking off/running away with a hidden lover who isn't anything like Anul and what he would do when finally finding us with the said hidden lover
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yandere!prince who's main goal for around 2 weeks is to locate you, he's completely enthralled by your presence and it kills him (literally kills, im serious) every second he's away from you, his immune system has slightly shut down with every passing moment and he's about to lose hope before he could find you.
Anul is glad he hadnt gave up, he's currently on an island, completely secluded from the mainland asking people around if they've seen a woman, h/c hair who reaches up to about his chest. a local shopkeeper points him in the direction of a small cottage home, something quaint and modest. so like you.
he knocks on the door without a second, his heart leaping when he hears your all to familiar voice, "just a moment!"
you open the door without a second thought and your stomach drops. "Anul, w-what are you doing here."
Anul looks at you in confusion, "You've been missing a long time, shouldn't I be asking you that question?"
you don't get a chance to answer before another voice is heard from the inside of the room, asking politely who was at the door, Anul couldnt see the man but he'd heard the deep rumble of his voice, felt the weight of his body.
you flinch, glancing at Anul nervously. he's already begun moving inside by the time your eyes reach him.
pale violet eyes meet icy blue ones, blonde hair and massive shoulders. "who are you?" the man asks suddenly on gaurd when you come stumbling in, anxiety etched on your face.
you stand between the two men as they begin a stare down to each other.
"I'm the Prince of Senttion, who are you."
"Im Jacob, her lover." Anul physically recoils.
"Her what." he spits, inching closer to you and the man you'd been living with for the past few days, despite the man being much larger than you and a hell of a lot more strong you didn't know what your vicious prince would do. and right now he was unpredictable.
"how about we all have some tea!" you interject, praying the both if them would listen, and luckily enough they did.
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your explanation and green tea hadn't made things much better, they were nearly about to kill each other before you called things done. it was final, anul had no other choice but to return home and find someone else for sutible for his tastes, and at first he does. to hurt and emotional unstable to think kf doing abtthing else, but then he comes back, stubborn as ever and ready to make him love you.
step one was to change his appearance, jacob was completely different from him, he had the girthy strength of a bull but the hair of a baby chick, along with and obvious differences in eye color. he hadnt even been aware of the fact that maybe he just wasn't your type, but that was easy, all he had to do was become your type.
easier said than done, he dyes his hair, cut's it short, trains like a dog and wear contacts before showing up at your doorstep to which you are horrified.
"Anul, what..what did you do?"
Anul smiles but it doesn't look the way it's supposed to. to bright, to cheery.
"I changed", he says simply.
"yeah..alot.." you mumble in disbelief, not only was he here but he was drastically different and not in a good way.
Anul frowns, "what, you don't like it?"
"I..." you didn't know what to say. "how about you come inside for a moment, have a drink."
Anul immediately begins looking around in suspicion, "is Jacob here?" he asks bitterly.
you sigh, "no my prince, jacob is out rught now, so if you want to speak with me, do it now or forever hold your peace." anul softened at your words, flicking his eyes over your body in obvious pain.
he stepped inside and as soon as you shut the door wrapped his arms around your waist, breathing into your neck. "Gods, i've missed you [Name], how long has it been since i've held you like this?"
you patted his ahoulder awkwardly, trying to pry him off of you, but it was no use, he was just as strong, if not stronger since the last time you'd seen him.
"Anul please..I, this is inappropriate."
Anul scowled, "why because of james."
"yes because of jocob, i dont think he's appreciate seeing you holding me like this."
anul didn't let go, "god why do you care about him so much anyway, what's he got that i dont! i know sure as hell it isn't the money, and so i thought it was the looks. didn't know you were into blondes by the way. so what is it, he's got some secret talent hidden...or don't tell me..did you have sex with him already! it can't have been good if you did, tell me is wasnt."
you flushed violently and made wild gestures into the general direction of the prince, "dont be so crude! it's just...just..."
anul craddled your face again, tilting his head to try and find your eyes, "just what? you can tell me, i would never judge you..."
but before you could get a chance to answer a switch and click came through the door, there was jacob standing...pieces of wood and grass in his hair, watching another man hold his woman in a rather suspicious position.
"h-how could you..." he speaks, dropping the wood in less than ten seconds flat.
oh no, nonononono! this was completely wrong, it looked, completely wrong.
"jacob wait!" but he was already gone, you pushed anul away in desperation but you didn't run after him, not while the problem was behind you.
"why did you come here...to ruin this? to ruin my life.." you wondered a loud.
anul snuck his hands around you, a grin invisible to you spread acorss his face. "i didn't come here to ruin you or your life, i came hete to ruin what was getting between us, and out life. and right now, i'd say this ia a job well done. "
#im gonna say this is seperate from the other times reader has escaped to keep his reactions to a minimum#reader would be tied up and in a cage by now#also kind of the au where he sobs instead of trying to intimidate you#jacob really said im the owner of this house LMFAO anul you've been one-upped#yandere fic#yandere drabble#yandere writing#yandere oc#yan boy#yancore#yandere male#yanblr#yandere#male yandere x reader#tw yandere#yandere blurb#yandere concept#yandere headcanons#yandere imagine#yandere imagines#yandere oc x reader#yandere oc x you#yandere scenarios#yandere x darling#yandere x you#yandere x reader
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LMAOOOOO ROCK THAT SHIRT MISA
#death note#light yagami#l lawliet#mikami teru#misa amane#THE group 4..#i supposeâŚ#do not seperate!! say hello to mikami#redraw frm that one post#edit: dont get me wrong love mikami but i couldve added matsuda instead im huuhuhhuuhu#my art
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I think prodigy Leoâs Big Character Arc would be like. Just being a hero in general. He was NOT into the idea đđđ
#Raph n Mikey n Donnie were ready to GO#Leo was the one going um. guys. !!#we could play Xbox instead !!!#I have sonic generations !!!#anyway#messy doodle but I had 2 get the thought out#u know how it is#tmnt#rottmnt#rottmnt au#prodigy au#rottmnt leo#rottmnt Mikey#rottmnt Donnie#rottmnt raph#rottmnt seperated au
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Hereâs my @heropartnerweek make for days 2&3, species swap (squirtle has become sprigatito) and trust!
A little piece for my best friend bc itâs nearly our ten year friend-iversary. =)
#heropartnerweek#hero partner week#pokemon#cross stitch#sprigatito#Vulpix#hard to show the species swap here bc this is posting first#and cross stitch takes a million years (plus hand injury) so I havenât ended up having seven seperate pieces for each day to post#I main squirtle in mystery dungeon and Vulpix is Jaiâs fav so my pieces are us going on an adventure =)#and then sprigatito bc I am herb-kitty and weed cat stole my identity (I have been herbcitty since 2009)!#Jai#mine#herbcitty#blocking this didnât work unfortunately =( idk what I did wrong I never have much luck with it for anything#ended up lopsided for a hoop in the end so I will be framing it instead but I donât have the frame yet to stretch it nice for the picture#so this is what you get. day 7âs piece will look better and I think day 6âs will also but Iâm still sewing it!
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HI
Time poll! I've separated Time into three parts, posted ereyesterday, yesterday, and today- what his physical age is, what his mental age is, and how big the gap between is. It's about time we saw each others thoughts on this hehehe >:)
Choose what is closest to what you think (in canon)
Quick refresh, there's a longer explanation below-the Hero of Time's mental age is more than his physical age by the time it took for him to complete his journeys. Due to time travel, he ended both Ocarina of Time and Majora's Mask in the same body as when he started.
The gap between his ages is the amount of time he's spent time travelling- at least both his adventures.
Edit: And vote based on the numbers, not the words in the options!
I have tried. So hard to figure out good numbers for this. ....I hope I did ok TT
Evidence so far in Lu on Time's age:
-he is the oldest
-his mental age is different than his physical age-his mental age is MORE THAN his physical age. The difference is determined by how long his adventures were. This is because he time traveled- adding years to his memory and life lived, but ended up in his original child body by the end.

-He had to 'grow up again' with years of life from his journeys not shown in his physical age, hence the difference.


-Jojo put him as 'an older adult age' because in his games he was a child, teen, then child again, then more child while not changing from child, then we next saw him as the hero's shade, which is a skeleton ghost thingy, aka really old.
-the boys take bets on his age and apparently think he's 60 (making 60 an essential option in the polls)


-idk if you caught in there- from 'Malon 2', Epona was specified to be an older adult horse in Lu, having lived with Time from a fairly young horsie in Majora's Mask. So for numbers, this factors into his age because the time since his journey is comparable to Epona's. For reference horses live to 30 years on average.
Aaand I will be copy and pasting the explanation on his poll posts, sorry, I don't want to write this out every time.
-this does not account for his 7 year sleep at the beginning of Ocarina of Time. His sleep did not have an effect on his current bodies physical age, nor his mental age. For his total time with years he has lived (outside of this poll), that would add seven years.
All the art and words are from Jojo @linkeduniverse au :D
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#linkeduniverse#linked universe#lu time#lu polls#ugh puns#finally lost to the temptation to put a time pun in...#and at the very top too gidbfhifneufnr#smoll art#I drew a picture :D#the picture is twilight's being a meme and they're all trying to figure out times age#they don't stand a chance but they're trying#wars and legend are betting on if he's 60 lol#I'm probably gonna post that photo again djdhdhdbdn seperate and or in the master post thingy#that might be a scan instead of this photo tho#ah but I'm rambling#It's my sisters birthday which is why this is later#djfhdhfhfh I wasn't able to get her a gift and I'm absolutely devestated. don't think she cares that much as me but still :'
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I keep thinking about how Ezio's Family became the overall theme song for Assassin's Creed, and it upsets me so much. I've got nothing against the song, I love it and it's a beautiful song, but in my head that's Ezio's song, and it feels so wrong to hear that song in games he's not a part of, if that makes sense.
#asscreed#ive been listening to the soundtracks a lot lately and it's just got me thinking#it's such a non issue but it bothers me so much lmao#also closely looking at song titles; revelations main them simply being titled as ''assassin's creed theme'' makes me think#that was the first attempt at establishing a main theme#which it's perfect for the desmond/altaĂŻr/ezio storyline#bias aside... i wish that one caught on instead ngl#anytime a new game comes out and i see ''Ezio's family [insert game] version'' i audibly sigh#i'm glad each game/character still gets their own seperate theme though#but i wish that was all that they did#unfortunately they just gotta add Ezio's Family into each game now bc that's just part of the brand now ig#idk i think I'm just yapping now
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a combo(s pretzel),,, will save him,,, from being K.O.
[the context/idea of this is from a stream i was on with a friend!!]
((link to stream/vods post below, since it was posted separately))
streams over! heres is the link to the stream post from my main. done separately due to being rated mature tho ASFADA
#isat#in stars and time#isat isabeau#isat bonnie#if that message is still there after stream i forgor i am so sorry ASFASDAS#fun fact the version on twt was seperately done way earlier#just because i didnt feel like finding the way i tint stuff for the combos at the moment ASFASDA#additional fun fact u cant actually just desaturate this version for pure black and white#cuz of use of off bw means itd turn grayish instead ASFADA#also random but i didnt realize until#like after i was done making this#that neither bonnie OR isa should be having cheese in general#cuz bonnie is weak to cheese per their bio#and i am pretty sure isa also mentions something about cheese??#OOPS ASFASDADA#are⌠are the people who wield rock craft more susceptible to being lactose intolerent????#is that a thing?????#anyway tag talk over stream time wooooooooo
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"there was no way for arthur to save yellow and really he didn't want to be saved at all" and "arthur constantly comparing yellow to john, someone yellow does not remember, and telling him that no matter what he does, he'll never be john, and he'll never be good enough, ultimately contributed to yellow's inability to change" are opinions that not only can co-exist, but actually must. inside my mind.
#arthur's attitude towards yellow was a mistake but THERE WAS NO WAY FOR HIM TO NOT MAKE THAT MISTAKE.#he was told he'd get john back and instead he got someone entirely different. and he wasn't ready to approach yellow as a seperate entity#but instead a less human version of john#a version of john that he couldn't save#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent spoilers#malevolent s3#yellow malevolent#arthur lester
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so i heard we're making Circusclan ocs now. yes, i know the clan already has a leader, no i don't care.
here's Masqueradestar the ringmaster, and her cringefail loser son Jesterpaw!
@circus-clangen
#circusclan#ocs#warrior cats#warriors#warrior cats ocs#circusfan#instead of speaking jesterpaw makes clown horn sounds bc i think its funny#masqueradestar wants YOU for her evil circus! join today!#yes i drew masqueradestar twice instead of just adding the clothes on a seperate layer what of it?#masqueradestar is a lykoi bc i think they're cool#my art#oc: masqueradestar#oc: jesterpaw
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Obsessed with what hypothetical terror trio Noah Izzy and Sierra would look like
This is how I envision the Terror Trio becoming friends.
* In the Celebrity Manhunt episode, Sierra mentions a rumour about Noah having false teeth- it's later revealed that Izzy's the one who's been feeding Sierra 'information' on the cast. So Izzy was the one to spread the rumour. That's why Noah gives her a look here, he knows Izzy's been airing his secrets.
#Mostly just an excuse to bring up Noah's false teeth again#In the Psycho Noah AU he really does have them! They're a pair of novelty teeth with googly eyes glued to them.#total drama#td izzy#td noah#td sierra#psycho!noah au#ophe doodles#an actual attempt at something comic adjacent! instead of just seperate images#replies
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I'm torn between yay women character-> mother pipeline and the yay women character-> people better not make her being a mother her entire characterisation and role mentality
#Im guilty of setting up a little found family in my head after watching a show and sometimes assigning little roles instead of allowing-#-them to break the nuclear family roles like I should#but then I'm also thinking âthis contains underlying misogynyâ#and that these women are interesting and complex in their own right seperate to the male protagonists and don't need to be their mothers#but then I want my little guy to have a positive maternal relationship#supernatural#sam winchester#dean winchester#castiel#jack kline#kelly kline#jody mills#donna hanscum#mary winchester#bobby singer#spn
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i'm a huge huge fan of the dynamics and story that's present in the dreemur's divorce in deltarune. what a core for a story to be built around.
#deltarune spoilers#deltarune#like okay i always liked the dynamic between asgore and toriel where they found that#when things weren't good anymore. they held different values dear#i really liked the portrayal of a couple who really did love eachother for a long time. but have been altered irrevocably#like. toriel saw asgore make a hard choice. but it was one she disagreed with completely#one that shifted the way she saw him#and asgore seems to think that his guilt and his ideals are enough to counterbalance action. but toriel doesn't agree#in the end. asgore and toriel disagree on what should matter most#and they still do! in scenarios where asgore hopes for forgiveness from her. he's dismissing what matters to toriel#now. in deltarune. the circumstances that lead to their seperation are unclear and only implied#BUT! i honestly think it's probably safe to say that the feelings and crux of it are the same#asgore seems to think that if he just proves something to toriel. proves his good-heartedness. proves whatever. that everything will#go back to the way it was. he keeps giving her flowers that she throws in the trash. he dumps his feelings on kris. he makes them act as a#liason. he tries to get them on his side.#it's awful. and it happens all the time in real divorce (child of divorce voice)#and toriel. in deltarune specifically. seems on the surface to be more together than asgore. but she's seeking distraction instead.#in work. in choir. in sans.#the jitterbug scene at the end of chapter 4 is sickening in its projected tonal clash from the events prior#and regardless of her intention the message that gets shown to kris from toriel in that moment is 'you don't matter to me'#which! obviously i'm not saying either toriel or asgore don't love their children.#but the fact is that kris' parents divorce is fresh. right when they lost their brother to college. in a family where they already felt#out of place. the chapter 3 darkworld is spawned of kris' intention. tenna exists because he wants everyone to be together and happy again#or at least that's what he's representative of#the fact is. kris is lonely. they are being controlled and puppeted by an outside force. and none of their family notices#noelle. their childhood friend who they haven't truly spoken to for maybe years. is the only person to even hint that something seems wrong#asgore and toriel don't notice at all#and susie's never known them any other way#what a story. what a divorce.#anyway if it's not clear i do Not want the Dreemur's to get back together
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i bought rounded sunglasses (like Gojo's yes I'm a simp, moving on) and now every photo I take w them in frame feels like it could be on Gojo's IG reel
example:

#would he ever drink black coffee? no but moving on#i might take a few and make an ig reel kinda smau đ¤#anyway theyre cute glasses lol#burrito talks#gojo satoru#im BRIMMING w ideas and i love using my own stuff instead of idk pinterest#ill think of more and make a seperate smau heheh#jjk smau#gojo satoru smau
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every robin gets a freebie
reverse robins in the aftermath of the death of filipe garzonas
A CD was in the mail within the next week, blank but for a note that slipped out when the envelope was opened. You should really trust in your birds more often, B. Learn from your mistakes for once.Â
Jason felt bile in his throat. It was body cam footage, blurry and half obscured, of Robin and Garzonas on the roof. Footage that still clearly showed Garzonas taking a too-far step back, Robin lunging to reach him, and thenâŚ
But thatâs not what happened, Jason doesnât say. His tongue feels swollen and thick in his mouth.Â
Batman takes off the cowl solemnly. âJaylad,â he says. âJason. Iâm so sorry for doubting you. I never should haveâŚâ
He canât be here anymore. He canât be in this cave, canât stand Bruce looking at him like that, canât stand to even be in the vicinity of the Robin uniform he no longer deserves.Â
He bolts for the exit.
âJason!â he hears Bruce call, but he doesnât stop. He canât. Not even when he nearly runs into Alfred, not when Damian tries to grasp his arm, not when Duke asks him whatâs wrong or when Tim yelps in surprise and drops his cane jumping out of the way. He just runs, out the manor door and into the night.Â
For a split second the figure on the roof is overlaid with Gloria. Beautiful, resigned Gloria, who was so scared of what Felipe would do to her that she would do anything to stop it.Â
Then he blinks, and heâs on the rooftop with the Spoiler.Â
âRelax,â Spoiler says, âIâm not gonna jump. I'm only three steps into my five-step plan for world dominance. Canât leave that unfinished. Imagine the paperwork.â
âI dunno.â Jasonâs hands are shaking. âYou seem like the kinda freak who would enjoy that.â
Spoiler lowers her mask, and Stephanie Brown smiles at him.Â
âHow did you do it?â
âDo what?â
âYou know.â His voice wavers. âYou know. You know what I did. How did youâŚwhy did youâŚwhat was the reason?â
âDoes it matter?â
âYes!â
âCall it tradition then, I guess.â Steph sounds almost amused. âRobinâs flock together.â
âBut you donât like me.â
âWho told you that?â
No one, but she doesnât exactly go out of her way to talk to Jason. He just kind of assumed.Â
Timâs awkward around him. Sometimes theyâre fine, like when he wandered into the library where Jason was and asked if he wanted to get ice cream together. Other times he wouldnât see him for three weeks. Jason tries not to think about the nights Tim has had dreams that left him cackling loud enough to wake Jason up the couple times heâs stayed the night at the Nest, or the things he heard Tim shout about little birds and broken nests when he was fear gassed.Â
It kind of sucks, being your brother's biggest trigger.Â
(Those three weeks may be a case of mutual avoidance, but Jason will never admit it.)
When he doesnât say anything, Steph sighs. âHow much do you know about when I was Robin?â
âUh,â he says, caught off guard, ânot much, I guess?â He knows that it was because something was going on with Tim. Thatâs about it, really. He asked once, when he was still new to Robin and the Manor. He didnât ask again after he saw the look on Timâs face.Â
âBruce didnât really want me. Damian didnât think I was worthy of the mantle, and took every chance he could to remind me. Tim was pissed at me for it. None of them wanted me there, and I tried so hard to prove them wrong. To be the Robin I knew I could be.â
ThatâŚcanât be right. The few times he had asked about Stephanie Brown, Tim had nothing but good words to say. Bruce and Damian spent so much time wallowing in their regrets it was insane. For her to say nobody wanted her there, when her absence was a shadow that followed them constantly around Wayne Manor, was baffling.Â
Steph looks down at the helmet in her hands. âAll I wanted was their approval, and it made me stupid. I overestimated myself. Thatâs how you get killed in this game, kid. Donât get too cocky for your britches, and all that.â
Jason is shaking again by the time they get to the Nest. He hesitates at the window, sending a pleading look to Spoiler that she completely ignores ushering him in.Â
Tim spins around in his tricked out gaming chair, frown pulling oddly against the wide scars on his cheeks. He flicks his comm off. âSteph?â Then his eyes found Jason. âJason! Thank God, we were starting to get worried about you. Duke told everyone to give you space, butâŚâ
His mouth is too dry to say anything in response, so he just shrugs. Tim tilts his head, examining him, before looking at Spoiler questioningly.Â
She takes off her mask again, lowering her hood and shaking out her hair. âWe need some help,â she explains, and nudges Jason forward.Â
He stays stubbornly in his place, head tilted towards the floor. Steph sighs. âIf you donât tell him,â she says, âI will.â
He whips his head around. âYou promised!â
âMy name is literally The Spoiler.â She bares her teeth at him. âI get that youâre nervous, kid, but I do not have time for this.â
âFor what?â Tim says. God, Timâs going to be like a dog with a bone with this. Heâs never met a mystery he didnât want to solve. âJust tell me whatâs going on.â
âI killed Filipe!â He blurts out and freezes, moving immediately to hide behind Spoiler. She doesnât let him, grabbing his shoulder and holding him firmly to the spot.Â
Tim gapes at him. âYouâŚâ he trails off, slowly turning to Steph, who holds his gaze steadily. âThe footage?â Â
âI have connections.â
âOf course you do.â He rubs a hand over his face. âHow are we playing this?
What?
âWe keep going along with whatâs been presented to him,â Spoiler responds without hesitation. âBâs paranoid, but heâs also the king of denial. Thereâs no doctoring on the tape itself, he wonât look any deeper.â
âAnd Damian?â
âLike he gives a shit.â
âTrue,â he admits. âDuke wouldnât care enough to check either way, so that just leaves Cass.â
Steph swears. âFuck, Cass. Do you think sheâll say something?â
âYes. Ugh, yes she will. Fuck.â
âThink you can talk some sense into her?â
âMaybe.â He squints at Jason. âIâll probably play up the âridden by guiltâ and âwill never happen againâ angle. He definitely reads it.â
âWhat the hell are you two talking about?â Jason finally says, lungs fighting for air. âIâI killed someone!â
âNot according to Bruce, you didnât.â Tim tells him.Â
âYou want me to lie?â
âYes.â
He looks at Steph imploringly, begging her to explain, but she doesnât even look at him. âChill out, kid,â she says, âWe all get a freebie.â
âDamian got more than a freebie,â Tim points out.Â
âHeâd tell you it was his right as the blood son.â
âStop joking!â He shouts, chest heaving for air. âJustâstop it! Why arenât you telling Bruce? Why are you making plans to lie to him? Whatâs wrong with you?â
Tim exchanges a heavy look at Steph, before reaching his hand out to Jason. Jason takes it, trembling.Â
âPlenty of vigilantes have to make hard choices when it comes to stopping people the law canât touch,â he tells Jason gently. âI work with people who all choose different things. When it comes to people like Garzonas, who will keep doing it over and over with no remorseâŚitâs not a method I recommend, but sometimes thereâs only one way to stop them. If Robin made that choice, I wouldnât blame him.â
He canât stop the tears from welling in his eyes, because this is Tim Drake saying it. Damian was the first Robin, yeah, and Steph left her undeniable mark with her cheer and wit, but Tim wore the mantle twice. He made it into something new, something a bit brighter in the dark nights. Then, after Steph, he made it into a memory. Bright yellow for her hair. Red for Superboy. Even after they both came back Jason wore their colors, because Robin was persistence, and spirit, and clever words followed by hard punches, and bravery and a million other things, but it was also hope and love and remembrance for the lost.Â
He wouldnât forget that. âWhy are you so okay with this?â
âYou know Iâve had to make that choice too.â
Jason almost laughs, but refrains. Heâs heard the stories. âNever sounded like much of a choice.â
âIt was.â His eyes snap to Timâs at the sudden edge to his voice, and Tim meets his eyes carefully. âI was fully aware of what I was doing. Itâs not something Iâll ever do again, but it was my choice, and I wonât have that taken from me.âÂ
âI donât think I can be Robin anymore.â
âWell, we all have to give it up sometimes.â
âAre we really doing this?â Tim asks, after he thinks Jason has fallen asleep.Â
Jokes on him, Jason doesnât think heâs gonna sleep ever again.Â
âAre you seriously getting cold feet now? I thought you loved lying to Bruce.â
âI donât love lying to Bruce, itâs justââ
ââânecessary sometimes,ââ she finishes. âWhatever. Like you donât love the thrill of it.â
Tim doesnât bother denying it. âThis isnât just lying to B, Steph. This isâare we really going to cover up a murder?â
The room drops ten degrees.Â
âIf youâre not going to back me on this, we can go somewhere else. Donât want you getting your hands dirty or anything,â she sneers.Â
âYou know Iâve always got your back,â Tim says. Jason thinks back to what Spoiler told him earlier about her time as Robin, and wonders if that might not be as irrefutable a truth as heâd always thought it was. âIâm worried about Jason.â
âYou wouldnât need to be if you would just help him outââ
âYou saw him. The kid looks like a ghost. He looks like I did. Donâtâno, Steph, Iâm serious. Iâm worried about him. At least I didnât have to hide that I killed the Joker. You think keeping this bottled up will be good for him? Itâs going to kill him.â
âThe alternative is telling Batman that his precious Robin killed someone. You remember how that went last time?â
Thereâs a long pause, and then he hears Tim hiss an exhalation behind clenched teeth. âDonât bring that into this. Jasonâs not me.â
âThatâs the fucking problem. You were his golden boyââ
âSeriously? You think I was the golden boy?â
âIâm hardly his favorite,â Tim scoffs. âJason is.â
Thereâs a shocked silence. Then Stephanie scoffs. âYou canât seriously be jealous.â
âIâm trying to tell you itâll be different from me. Have you seen him with Jason?â He waits, but Steph doesnât answer. âHe laughs. He laughs, he smiles, heâs fuckingâŚhappy. Jason makes him happy. I never did that. None of us everââ
âJesus, Tim,â Steph says roughly. âYou made him plenty happy. Damian, Cass, Duke, you all make him laughââ
âNot like Jason does.â
âYou willing to risk the kid on that?â
A beat, and Tim sighs. âNo. But itâs different now. Jason has us. All of us. It wouldnât be like last time.â
âJasonâs not me.â He pauses, almost like heâs debating what heâll say next, before he says, âHeâs not you, either.â
Steph stays silent for so long Jason wonders if she climbed out the window and left.Â
Finally, she exhales. âHeâs not you, and heâs not me,â she agrees, âbut Bruce is always going to be Bruce.â
They sit in silence for a long moment. Finally Steph speaks up. âAre you really jealous of him?â
âNo, Steph. Jesus.â
âYouâre such a liar.â Itâs affectionate this time, though, clearly poking fun.Â
Tim sighs, heavier than the teasing warrants. âItâs not him. Itâs not him, and itâs not you, I justâŚI was never able to give up Robin on my own terms. I neverâŚI never got to feel like I was putting it down. It never stopped feeling likeââ
Stephanie doesnât say anything. Eventually, one of the chairs slides back, and Jason hears a cane clacking on the ground. A cabinet opens. âDid you want coffee?â
âWhat happened to those awful sodas you were addicted to?â
âI assumed you wouldnât want one,â Tim responds, voice dry. Thereâs no indication of their discussion in either of their tones. âConsidering the first thing you ever did in this apartment was go through all my stuff and make fun of my taste.â
âFuck it. Iâm feeling abominable tonight, I should have something to fit the mood.â
âShut up.â The fridge opens and shuts, and thereâs a quiet thunk like a hand catching something out of midair. Then two drinks crack open.Â
âGod, I forgot how awful these were.â
(some undetermined amount of time later)
Bruce: Dick you canât kill Tony Zucco. Batman and Robin do not kill.
Dick: Steph said Robin gets a freebie >:(
Bruce:Â
Bruce:
Bruce: STEPHANIE-
#OKAY SO I HAD A TON OF THOUGHTS ON THE LINEUP OF THESE CHARACTERS AND THIS UNIVERSE AND I AM GOING TO PUT THEM HERE#duke joined batman first at 16 as signal- he's more of a barbara figure than anything else really bc he operates seperately from batman#but still works with him. (instead of we are robin it is we are batman. not as catchy đ)#but he doesn't take the place of oracle and when bruce goes missing later he's the one who becomes batman. rip duke sorry man đ#damian as nightwing obvs#tim as the second robin then the fourth when steph dies to black mask while he's grounded#stephanie brown as the red hood#at least a stand in for him- she goes back to her identity as spoiler#while tim is operating as robin again. after her death he gets kidnapped by the joker becomes jj and shoots him#he's left disabled by the electrocution and torture and can't go out into the field so he becomes oracle#cass is batgirl rn and will still become black bat#and bruce is. u know. bruce#it was always my plan for this fic for jason to be overwhelmed with the guilt and come clean to bruce but because he has a much wider#support system and bruce has now had multiple children who have killed and so it doesn't go WELL but it doesn't go as badly as it would#in canon. bruce tells him he'll always love him but batman and robin cannot kill and jason agrees and thus moves on from robin#i make this sound calm. it would not be calm. but in my mind he's right about this batman and robin SHOULDN'T kill#bruce is also incredibly pissed at Tim and Steph for trying to get Jason to lie about killing a man#Noooot their best look even if their hearts were in the right place#i <3 mess + drama and bitterness#batfam fanfic#jason todd#stephanie brown#tim drake#reverse robins#also i'm not trying to cheapen dick's reasoning for naming himself robin. in my mind the og dick's love for his parents is so strong#it transcends time and space and makes it so that robin is ALWAYS a symbol of love and hope#and so i want to keep that spirit even when he isn't the first robin. later when he joins he will make the title his own#with his own extremely personal meaning behind it#in universe tho damian went out on the first day of spring to symbolize new beginnings#and the papers started calling him robin for the first bird of spring
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