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Words can't begin to describe how much I hate that he has to write this and has to deal with that lunatic again and has to play nice.

#i also dont want to know or imagine what he must feel right now#america basically signed ukraines death tonight#is there a tiny bit of hope? yeah#but fuuuuuck#its going to be so much harder#so many more deaths#and we might actually see the genocide of the whole of ukraine and their end#not to mention the death of ze and his team#putin wont take them as prisoners#he will kill them if he ever gets his hands on them#i will never understand how people can be so full of hate and selfishness that they destroy everyone elses lives#make your own life miserable but leave everyone else alone#if europe had balls the war would be over now#ukraine would be free and peaceful#trump wouldnt be president#and ze would chill with his family at home and enjoy his life#sincerely fuck you to everyone who hesitated who didnt support who was a coward
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AU where Adrien was a model from the 90's that disappeared, only for his ghost to be found by Marinette on accident and now he wont leave her alone
#miraculous ladybug#marinette dupain cheng#adrien agreste#my husband has been joking abt how focused with death i am so i figured this was right up my alley#anyways this au has been haunting my brain wrinkles for a minute#a dead 90s teen model who is a little tiny bit of a unintentional jerk?#uh yeah i sure hope he is#i have so much i wanna express abt this au but who knows if my will is strong enough#ml ghost au
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doodled some disciple era peak lords because i needed to take a break and chill out lmao



and also a little bit more aged up ↓




#i made these in my morning class today i needed to chill out hfgjkf#i havent drawn anything in a while uni is making me wanna explode#anyway whatever#mu qingfang#qi qingqi#wei qingwei#liu qingge#technically shen jiu but he is only there for a bit#rip to everyone else not depicted lol my bad#anyway the peerless future hopes of cang qiong everyone hgfdkj#i just enjoy them being stupid little kids#i might make more of these in the future idk#also of course tiny little peeled mqf everyone look fhdkjsh#anyway yeah the baby whiskers bit is sponsored by my mqf and wqw both being depicted with facial hair lol hfdj#mqf was first and wqw then called dibs#disciple era
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She's so wonderful, I love my daughter.
#volcano princess#rose fryberg#gosh i was playing a little bit the past few days cause i have to keep getting up to deal with cats and like#i can easily just hop up for em if its this game and get back and yeah#so i basically just am back to loving my daughter on main (aka three peoples DMs have suffered for this)#i love that i was telling one person oh man i love how wholesome and pure and non toxic these romances are and -#but then i went to another person and was like ACTUALLY since you told me i could talk about vp lemme just say#we got so many wholesome relationships lemme tell you about the toxic ones and what we coulda had but dont (for the better)#and then i went to the third person who i have not said ANYTHING to about this game and started rambling about the toxic dynamics#and followed up with yeah its so cool how wholesome most of it is though these people love my daughter and so do i#and she was like i did not expect the whiplash from your first part to the wholesome part at all#and then i was like oh buddy yeah no i can promise you this game gives you whiplash every five minutes#you will never know peace if you play it like look ! i tamed a horse which is cool#except also horrifying because i now get horse milk every month i hate that#and the person is like. absolutely baffled and says she had looked at the game on steam once and now hearing about it? she was more confuse#than ever on what it was like and i just yeah............... thats fine#miss my egg wife a lot and she was like who the fuck is the egg wife what are you talking about#anyway i also ramble about it in a server a tiny bit if i feel like i should stop flooding dms#and that server has also experienced the whiplash of the game courtesy of me#so anyway hi i love my daughter and i really want this poly ending i hope i did the requirements correctly#im on the end of the last year for it so i just have i think four months left ? in game? so soon ill figure out#if i get the poly ending or not
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With a glass body
You bear the weight of the world
Praying for safety
#ariart#isat#isat au#isat spoilers#of gems and pages au#ogap au#i am ngl reeeaally proud of this one esp cuz its done in a perspective i have not tried at all and! i think i pulled it off nicely!#the tinies are too cute in a piece thats filled with angst for the big odile honestly. whenever i worked on the tinies#and then zoom out once im done im like: oh yeah... forgot bout that angst-- cute tinies... pain odile#i also added a smaaaall gimmick to this cuz i wanted to try if i can pull that off too and looking at it rn i think i did!#click the image to see it! wtv is written on her tho is meant to be shuffled and a bit hard to figure out the direction of#how to read it as like-- a reflection of her own mental state rn being as cracked as her body is#edit: not me noticing a mistake one hour after i alrdy uploaded it. quick fix with layers-- there we go. no one noticed that i hope...
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B-15 and that face.
(Loki s2e2, “Breaking Brad”; “Deadpool & Wolverine”)
#that character arc though#from pruning varients with impunity#to grief for her own self as a kidnapped and brainwashed varient (“I looked happy”)#to learning about The Void and realizing the people she'd pruned had been going to a horrific wasteland instead of peacefully disappearing#to the grief of watching countless branching timelines get bombed#to fear and grief (and a tiny bit of hope) over just one universe#yeah it's copaganda but it's so well done that I can't be too mad about it#hunter b 15#verity willis#loki series#loki season 2#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#media analysis#water logs
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Ever since I saw that post that was going around on here a little while ago, I have really been trying to embrace the "leave comments on fics with the enthusiasm of a drunk girl in the ladies' room at the club" approach and it is fun and I don't regret it.
#i mean not that i personally go to the club but i get the concept#do i still worry a tiny bit that i'm being annoying? yeah. but i hope it's annoying in a positive way i guess?
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love the idea that stan, pre-realisation, would just put any “my brother-“ thoughts that popped up into the ‘shermie’ category into his head
my brother… the genius … always won the spelling bee… we were so close… i learnt to fight because i was uh. protecting my…. (much??) older brother? damn was he a wimp or something
stan, calling shermie up post everything: do you happen to remember like. a flying dinosaur from our childhood or is this another ‘wrong brother’ situation
shermie, who was very much not there: what.
aksdjfhsd yeah!! also I imagine there being a ton of angst potential because Stan remembers ("remembers" my ass, he doesn't remember shit) himself and Shermie as being fairly close as kids, because everything involving "my brother" is conflated with Shermie, until the Mystery Incident got him kicked out. But Shermie wasn't super close with either of his brothers because of the age difference, and also because I hc him as not being home very often and getting the hell outta dodge as soon as he was old enough. So poor Stan has an imagined closer brotherly dynamic with Shermie, who isn't maintaining this dynamic into adulthood because to him Stan is his younger brother who dropped off the face of the earth (sad) at age 17, popped up a few times in newspapers to get arrested and/or scam people, and then dropped off the face of the earth again at 27.
#i should make an ask tag#stan (singular) au#stan: i wonder why shermie never tried to contact me in those ten years i was wandering around homeless#shermie: oh god yeah i forget i have brothers sometimes lol. lets not think about that too hard#SHERMIE ALSO HAS ISSUES TRUTHER#i hc that he joined the army as soon as he turned 18#went to war. got fucked up. possibly got injured. came home. got a girl pregnant. girl left him. has to raise baby alone.#got a tiny bit of support from parents (somewhere in here his brother got kicked out???? busy dealing with ptsd+injury+newborn). left for#left for california as soon as he had the money to do so#didn't look back for Years#dad died. went to funeral. continued raising son. occasionally called the brother who did not get kicked out of the house. brother visited#him and his kid a few times until said brother went off the deep end and started accusing everyone of being a demon before going radio sile#for like 30 fucking years#eventually gave up trying to connect with brother because good lord this family is fucked up#has not thought about stan other than 'man i hope he's doing alright because god knows none of the rest of US are'#uh. anyways#im a little incoherent from that hiking trip i was talking about
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I know so much has already been said about his (lack of) social media strategy but seeing some people say there wasn't that much support for him at the track as there was for other drivers, it stings 😔I want him to be celebrated too and he deserves to be
yeah, i've seen a few of those posts 😞 i feel so sorry for him because he loves that place so much, it means so much to him and you can tell he wants a win there more than anything. it's literally his home crowd, and at times it just felt like it was any other random race on the calendar.. idk. it makes me quite sad, especially right now, when it has been such a shit couple of weeks with these rumours.
to think of the love he got there in 2021 through that qualifying session...
#i know its a tiny bit different because he was driving for a british team then#but still...#i hope one day silverstone as a whole will finally love him back.#answered#(i feel like a lot of things have contributed to this#some of it out of his/the team's control#but yeah. idk. i feel like so much more could be done for him#and a lot of it depends on the team too...)#(i thought a lot about this the past few days but i dont want to be a debbie downer all the time)
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A Christmas Volena event! Merry Christmas to all of us! 😍😍😍🥹🥹🥹❤️❤️❤️
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#THE LOOK AT EACH OTHER 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#the event was yesterday but it gives me hope that he could celebrate at least a tiny little bit christmas with his fam#or at least olena#THAT WAS SUCH A NICE SURPRISE#and thats so sweet that he accompanied her 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹#but why is thaT SCENE NOT IN THE VIDEO#i wonder if she got the flowers as a present for the people or if she got the flowers from them#or (my headcanon) they are from vova 🥰#just imagine vova picking her up and having the flowers with him#“yeah dont worry about it ill get some for the family”#and olena doesnt think anything about it because they are for the family#and suddenly he pulls out another bouquet from behind his back just for her 🥹#Youtube
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imagine being the guy who supposedly inspired Henry's character and discovering thousands of complete strangers on the internet are violently thirsting over your fictional alter ego
#good lord i hope the poor man rejects modernity as much as henry and doesn't have an internet connection#imagine if he found out about ao3#idk for you but im suddenly very aware of my socks#the secret history#henry winter#tsh#also i listened to a tiny bit of The Podcast (u know the one) and he has a really soothing voice#but alas i have the attention span of a ferret and the journalist (?) was annoying as hell so like#i guess that's about as far as this endeavour goes#but yeah the man has a really nice voice like wow#read to me señor
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it's actually super rude to say and do a bunch of really sweet and nice things say you want to be with me and that you will visit for my birthday and a bunch of other stuff and then two months later barely speak to me but confirm you still like me and thinking of me you just are busy and going through stuff and then to go to ignoring me to the point I have to reach out to you for you to go oh yeah sorry I'm seeing someone else like you spinless chickenshit of a person I outta strangle you
#omg kiera no one cares#told me he wanted to communicate better and stuff because that's how his last relationship ended like yeah brother i can see why#cant grow up at least there is peace your new one will probably fail too might just last a tiny bit longer since of course she lives near u#woke up pissed off i hope everyone on earth happy dies
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damn. the one time they make a character with dark skin who isn't the villain or fetishised to high heaven they have to whitewash her in their twitter posts
#totk salt#everyone say fuck you nintendo#take notice how raurus colour pallete is the exact same as it is iirc#loz#i had a tiny bit of hope left for totk and actually liked the art until i realised how wrong this is 🙃#(jsyk i'm a super pale person and my opinion isn't as important as an actually poc persons so yeah)#(but i'm also not from a white family or anything so-- idk)#whitewashing is never OK so its so dissapointing that Nintendo themselves did this)
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I thought of this with a carnival in mind but feel free to interpret this any way you want. Looking at you, Radioapple shippers
#Hazbin Hotel#Lucifer Morningstar#Lucifer Magne#Alastor#Fanart#I love their dynamic so much#There are still things I'm not completely happy with but this took embarrassingly long and if I look at this any longer I'll go insane#So yeah. I thought the idea was funny#I hope nobody has thought of this yet. And if somebody has don't tell me bfjsjsjw#Yeah I'm still frothing at the mouth#The songs and characters have been bouncing around in my head ever since the show came out#Oh btw I changed their outfits just a teeny tiny bit#Namely the buttons and Lucifer's collar#Can you tell I had no idea what to do with the background#And that I have zero idea how to draw hands#Yeah those were not fun to draw. So yeah. Started making it had a breakdown bon appetite#My posts#My art#Swearing#Okay yeah click on the pic for not fucked up quality. Thanks Tumblr
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okay i want to take a minute to talk about the exact way in which i think lute hates herself because i don't think i really have yet.
(this one ended up pretty long so i'm going to put it under a cut.)
the blueprint (and part of it) is her exact flavor of internalized misogyny. she's a pick-me girl - any woman with even just an amicable relationship with adam is some level of that by default and lute goes the extra mile. and, according to my understanding of the subject, the pick-me girl is characterized by her hatred of women despite being a woman herself and, as a result, desperately trying to distance herself from her idea of shameful femininity and mocking women who don't, often for the purpose (whether conscious or not) of being accepted or given attention by misogynistic men. the pick-me girl forces herself to be a certain way, perhaps a way she didn't really want to be in the first place, because she wants to be able to love herself and be loved in a patriarchal system and doesn't have the awareness or the willpower to fight it. she hates what she is, hates herself, but warps herself and her view of herself and others to escape it.
now i'd like to argue an extension of this principle when it comes to heaven vs. hell.
the storybook opening, regardless of how biased its author may have been as so many people in this fandom like to argue (and they do have a point but some of them take it too far and use it as an excuse to ignore - not the point), presents a clear theme: heaven represents order and obedience while hell represents chaos and freedom. lucifer and lilith are "rebellious dreamers". however, with the way the conflict between adam and lilith is presented, gender is woven into this dichotomy as well. heaven is the patriarchy; hell is the feminist rebellion against it.
(queerness could probably also be incorporated into this model as well, but. this is already an entire fucking essay and it's not extremely relevant to the topic at hand. but it does mean a homophobic homosexual lute would track.)
with this added context, adam and lute hating hell as vehemently as they do - especially with the subtle differences in the way they each do - can be read as, at least to a certain extent, a symbolic + abstract representation of their misogyny.
(something important to note here and maybe something that i just want to talk about, also, is the way vaggie embraces femininity after falling. after falling, she can finally be feminine in the way she want to, not the objectifying and restrictive way that was forced upon her as an exorcist. after what may have been years of healing and encouragement from charlie, she wears a giant puffy bow and does not give a damn. and it's beautiful and i love her for it and i love her so much and - oops got sidetracked there. basically: hell allowed vaggie to express her gender freely. heaven did not. patriarchy. freedom. big bow. pretty woman. i bow and walk off stage.)
and you can kind of see something similar to her internalized misogyny in her hatred of hell. i mean, it is, of course, not a 1:1 comparison given she actually IS an angel, but some elements persist. there is still that desperation to distance herself, even at the cost of basic reasoning ("Angels don't make mistakes"). there is still that forcing herself to be a certain way. there is still that warping of her view of herself and others to escape her self-hatred - or maybe, in this case, a more accurate way to put it would be: to escape her self-hatred-inflicting-guilt and the doubt threatening her unfathomably thick defenses against that guilt. there is still that apparent fight for male - or, in this version of the conflict, angelic - attention, specifically from adam.
(side note 2. a lot of the comparisons i drew here also are/related to stuff characteristic of many cults, which the exorcists - at least as far as the mental and emotional effect on the members goes - functionally are. maybe there is something to be learned there, about the intersection of cults and misogyny/sexism. maybe not. i don't know actually sometimes i straight up have no idea what i'm taking about.)
although, this method of analyzing lute only REALLY gets interesting when you look at her hatred of vaggie with it. vaggie, who was an angel - just like lute is! - once, but is now fallen (for daring to step outside the violent orders that police them, another thing that's mere possibility terrifies lute) - just like lute could be! vaggie, who is happy in hell. who is happy being all of the things lute hates, from perhaps both a heaven vs. hell perspective AND a gender perspective. (and possibly a sexuality perspective too.) and if it is not only possible for an angel to be like this - hellish, and perhaps more importantly FREE - but also for an angel to be HAPPY like this, then. that's fucking horrifying! so she of course doubles down on her hatred and tries to maim/kill vaggie. so that she never has to face this - the reality that the hatred she is consumed by could so easily include herself. that maybe it already does.
and THAT'S why she begs to be killed when she loses the fight in ep. 8, i think. it's a combination of two things: 1. she does not want to face reality and 2. she hates herself. (also she has self-worth issues. did i mention she has self-worth issues? yeah she has self-worth issues. at least when it comes to her compared to adam. natural consequence of being a loyal follower and dedicated lieutenant of someone like him. her self-hatred and self-worth issues are thoroughly intertwined, though, just like vaggie's are.)
that's also why she just fucking. tears off her arm as soon as vaggie leaves, too. she does not care about physical pain or keeping all of her limbs attached, she is far too wrapped up in a. trying to preserve her intensely unhealthy mental state by Not Thinking About Things b. wanting to sacrifice herself in some way, even if it's just losing a limb, because of said mental state c. trying to get to vaggie so she can kill her and be rid of this plague on her conscience d. trying to get to adam too so she can fulfill her desperate (after?)lifelong mission to be of service to him to fill the void inside her caused by her deeply repressed doubt and inner conflict. probably? but then again i'm just a fallenwings girl at heart so idk honestly.
tl;dr: lute hates herself. she makes herself perfect in the way she understands perfection to avoid this. after that, she shoves her hate onto others to distract herself from her own internal conflict and, in some cases (vaggie), she hates others (vaggie) because they (vaggie) exhibit the traits she hates that she has driven out from herself. (although, despite my fixation on fallenwings, this probably extends to other exorcists showing weakness/making mistakes in general.) finally, she works feverishly for approval to reassure her of her place in the grand scheme of things from the man whom she, for reasons brought about by her blind, unquestioning efforts to cling to the version of right and wrong forced upon her and that she has also forced upon herself, views as the paragon of everything she strives for: adam.
she does not fight the system. she breaks herself apart to fit into and work for it.
#hazbin hotel#lute#hazbin hotel lute#yes this is the lute + gender + lute gender thesis#i think i've said most of the stuff i said here in some context before#but that's okay i needed to organize my thoughts anyway#and it's good to have a lute masterpost of sorts#writing this was constantly fluctuating between#“oh yeah it's all coming together”#and “what the FUCK am i talking about”#hope it ended up somewhat reasonable if a tiny bit out there#this ended up being more than a thousand words...#i am so normal about lute#and vaggie#and. adam i guess#i do have more thoughts about him specifically than i let on i think but today is not the day i share them
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Some thoughts on the characterisation
Kanata: It's cool. I really like how it deviated from Makoto to be closer to game Hero, like with him asking Yukari about Pharos' contract. He's very man standing emoji especially in the scene in the hospital which is on point but it was really funny. He also dreams about 10 years ago after awakeing his Persona which was really cool. His actor sounded really close to Ishida's leader which is wild.
Yukari: It's Yukari! WM made her character a lot different, but this is just Yukari! I mentioned Kanata's body language too but it's on point all around. Despite Kanata just introducing himself he must look at her evoker because they do the 'why do you have a gun' bit but they really play it up the game's is kind of lame I kind of prefer that. One thing they added I really like is that at the start Kanata calls her Takeba-san, but she tells him to just call her Yukari. It's a really nice way to clean up how he refers to the girls. They really did make her a lot less suspicious of him, but it actually makes her characterisation a bit more consistant since she is nice to him, and that suspicion just kind of goes away after those first 5 seconds and nothing's done with it.
Junpei: Keeping the trend of Junpei's actor being great why is that so consistant. I think maybe Junpei's just a fun character. He is less jealous than usual, but like Yukari being softened, I think people are just exaggerating something that, while it is there, both doesn't really affect anything and isn't bad. It probably doesn't get as much show just because the full character arc doesn't actually happen here, so it would just end up not going anywhere.
Fuuka: She's really soft spoken here, but that's just how she sounds. Again it's just Fuuka! Not really much to say. Oh they actually had Natsuki here and when she and Fuuka reconsiled they played Gentle Blindfold from WM which made me really happy.
Mitsuru: She also sounds oddly like Tanaka it's so strange. Mitsuru doesn't actually do much early game so there's not much to say.
Akihiko: He sounds really weird it's actually quite similar to Saab's Akihiko but I got used to it. Yeah again it's Akihiko!
Ikutsuki: So I can't speak Japanese and a lot of Ikutsuki's characterisation comes from what he says. But it was really weird? Him and Pharos are the only ones who really have anything to say, which is actually really cool since they never get anything else. But yeah they used him as comic relief I think which like yeah he makes his puns but when Kanata first meets him he's like making a joke with Mitsuru? It could be good with showing how he can change like being jokey and fun then serious I'm both missing conext and waiting to see where they go with it. It just kind of ended up being dissapointing what they did with him because again Ikutsuki's just. Not had anything in any other version, so there's a lot of potential.
Pharos: I have lots of thoughts about Pharos' character I'm the only one who's right about him and while it went in a different direction, it's a really interesting direction. They emphasised both him being ominous and him being a happy little guy so he swaps between them it's so interesting. One thing that was really cool was that he puppeted Kanata and that's why he found the monorail break, I'm so invested in this version of him it's so good. He sounds bad though but it's Pharos I'm not sure there's a way for him to sound good.
Uhhhh idk what my conclusion is. I really liked it it was fun.
#p3l#currently its nothing special but act 1 of wm was the worst so i have high hopes im really looking forward to the next#the lighting wasnt very varied? it was all just kind of blue idk if they just didnt have green lights but yeah#thanatos' animation was kind of silly he just swipes at it#they tamed him :(#well it is more obvious thats pharos' fault they fiddled with what he said there like a mix of the manga and movies#but they should have still let him go feral#yeah its really fun how pharos and ikutsuki are the ones that get changed the most i love that they dont get enough love#it ended on blacked out strega art with wms strega theme playing i hope they get that too#its reload so there should be the strega episodes at least#uhhh there was a tiny bit of shinjiro but they obviously didnt have anyone yet so it was just his coat lol#the 2 new songs are kind of banges i especially love pharos' theme#they played mistic during sees' introduction with meaning of armbands is that now sees' theme instead of nyx'?#hmmm. they could make that absolutely slap but i dont think they will
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