#isnowthetime

[holdonendure]

Is Now the Time?

[oliverbenjamintblr]

is now the time?

[michellelyall]

A smile can change the whole day. I remember a time when I lost my smile and even when things that would normally bring it out happened, I kept my self sabotaging thoughts through it.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Now, it's my go to. smiling, laughing, joy and happiness. even in the moments when tears creep up and sadness makes its way into my day, I still catch the moment and smile.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ It changes the day, especially when you face it, for me, It crakes me up to smile when I don't think I want to.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Once there is a crack in the armor it's easier to break through.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ So many things make me smile just because, I t's hard to think of just one so I will say the most recent one. The smile on my daughters face today when she came by for a massage.⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ What is the last think that made you smile just because? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #laughingasmedicine #laugh #genx #yourlifecoach #itsyourlife #choicecreates #startnow #whatsnext #wateringlife #100yearsfromnow #askmorequestions #letsdothis #isnowthetime #beingyou #accessconsciousness #youarenotwrong #superpowers #lovefern @laughitout.lol https://www.instagram.com/p/CDFYX0TA8_M/?igshid=1ms4q1o4jkkh5

[michellelyall]

Do you have the idea that letting go means forever, or even better, you chose it so you must stick it out. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Twice I defeated myself with the point of view, I made this bed, I have to lay in it. The first time it nearly killed me and the second was more convoluted. So many reasons to stay. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I’ve let go a lot in my life. A LOT!! From possessions to relationships and everything in between. The hardest ones we’re with my parents and my kids. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Guess what, letting go has always created greater. More space to truly see myself, my role in the situation and finding my way to the ones that really mean something to me in a new light. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ What ever is heavy on your heart today. A small choice or a big choice, there is a gift in giving it space. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I promise. And I don’t say that often or lightly. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #laughingasmedicine #laugh #genx #yourlifecoach #itsyourlife #choicecreates #startnow #whatsnext #wateringlife #100yearsfromnow #askmorequestions #letsdothis #isnowthetime #beingyou #accessconsciousness #youarenotwrong #superpowers #lovefern #i❤️nojudgmentdiet @laughitout.lol @nojudgmentdiet https://www.instagram.com/p/CC1m4bCgWuQ/?igshid=1n52jp5otka27

[michellelyall]

We want to close up, close off and resist when something hurts, what if there is more to it? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ What happens to our capacity to love if we lower our barriers and receive, even the hurts? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ A friend said to me after divorce number two, it’s amazing that you can look at men, the idea of dating and relationship with so much curiosity and enthusiasm, not putting every man in the category of the last. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ I don’t know how I do it, maybe it’s my confidence in ones ability to strive to show up the best version of themselves or simply the hopeless romantic in me. Either way, I like creating space in my big heart for those who can fully receive me and along the way, I’m having the adventure of my life. No time to be miserable with what ever “that” was. 😘 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ What do you choose to do with the hurts of the heart? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #laughingasmedicine #laugh #genx #yourlifecoach #itsyourlife #choicecreates #startnow #whatsnext #wateringlife #100yearsfromnow #askmorequestions #letsdothis #isnowthetime #beingyou #youarenotwrong #superpowers #lovefern #i❤️nojudgmentdiet @laughitout.lol @nojudgmentdiet https://www.instagram.com/p/CCywi2Pgx4j/?igshid=1jr89u7br85tp

[michellelyall]

If you fundamentally have the best interested for your kids at heart, you really can not screw it up. And... no matter what you try to do, you will likely not get it right. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ The best I’ve done as a parent is focusing on myself and being the best version of me. That is not the perfect version I tried to be and often required apologizing when I screwed up (without excuse). I’m okay with that. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ With five kids, I had the perfect playground to navigate different personalities, reactions and needs. In all of that, I was one me. Jumping through hoops, walking on eggshells and trying to get it right for each of them landed me hopeless and confused. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Bring me, flawed and non conforming granted me laughter, relationships and space to breath. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ When you gift your kids with health conscious, from scratch, chocolate cake, they will ask for boxed Betty Crocker. When you by them frozen pre cooked meals, they will ask you for homemade. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ All you have to get right is simply being you and when they are grown, they will call you up and thank you for the thing that they recognize in themselves that they got from watching you. ❤️ and you won’t have to figure out who you are without them. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #laughingasmedicine #laugh #genx #yourlifecoach #itsyourlife #choicecreates #startnow #whatsnext #wateringlife #100yearsfromnow #askmorequestions #letsdothis #isnowthetime #beingyou #accessconsciousness #youarenotwrong #superpowers #lovefern #i❤️nojudgmentdiet @laughitout.lol @nojudgmentdiet https://www.instagram.com/p/B_koQxDA3O-/?igshid=11okulk5e7rrv