#it doesnt feel real!
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weve officially hit that part of moving where all the dishes are getting put up and were going to be eating off of paper plates and plastic cups augh
#im so excited and nervous#it doesnt feel real!#we leave on friday and i will be free of this shithole state!
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#politics#america#trump#donald trump#us politics#this is a serious thing and im trying to take it seriously#but at the same time#this whole election is so much of a fucking joke#it genuinely doesnt even feel real
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god please take away the hate that maya henry is about to get triple it and give it to johnny depp
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School drawings because I'm internally stressed as heck right now AHHHHHHHHHHH
And someone was playing deltarune in school and I can't stop thinking about that now I'm filled with jealousy and rage (/j, though I don't have anything to play deltarune with, I'm doomed when new chapter comes out wahhhh)
Last drawing of Papyrus with save point is just au stuff that I might never talk about :')
I love them so much
#undertale#papyrus#undertale art#deltarune#sans#kris dreemurr#noelle holiday#susie deltarune#susie last name deltarune wowie#manifesting Papyrus to appear or at least be mentioned (not just by Sans) next chapter please please please pl#i feel so sick i miss them so much#sanest undertale/deltarune enjoyer#sanest..... san...... sans?#it all makes sense now (help me)#i miss my wife#that doesnt actually have anything to do with any of this#i just miss her#Alternate universe where Sans works at an OXXO is real trust me
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a redraw of the first drawing i posted here to celebrate the fact that ive been in tumblr for more than a whole year posting my shit and havent deleted my blog in panic yippee \:D/ (mushy rant in tags)
#i realised too late that it has been more than a fuking year (august 9)#and for context: ive had 3 different intagram art accounts and i deleted all 3 of them a few months before creating them. anxiety amiright#here it has been so different bc people are so nice??? it has been a pretty plesant experience here w all of u really#im so glad to have found myself in such a wonderful part of the fandom and amazing mutuals that i never talk to bc im shit w texting#the atention has been overwhelming ngl. i have over 2000 followers which. holy fuck???#it doesnt feel like a real number and for my own sake im nnot gonna treat it as one#like i apreciate the support and ppl liking what i do but im not here to make number go big yk? im here to connect w other humans#and yall have been amazing humans ^^ thank u for all the wonderful tags and comments and the support overall#it has been so cool sharing my art and finding other artist whom i respect oh so very much. some of them even follow me back wtf#i hope to continue being here for as long as i can and keep growing as an artist and sharing that process with other without fear#also my amy redesign actually goes so hard idk why i forgot about it nxnfbcncb#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#amy rose#nov.aart#nov.junk
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playing around w slightly different hair renders
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fushiita#yuuji#megumi#cries megumi fought tooth n nail..... i refused 2 flip the canvas tho >:(#i vastly prefer drawing him facing right bc fr some reason it makes his hair look better silhouette-wise#so having him face left is alr a Challenge#but also having him slightly look down (difficult angle + changes the silhouette) had me bashing my head in2 th TABLE#same thing happened earlier this month w gardening megu middle pose . i did not learn my lesson#but even worse w this one yuuji's head is blocking th main pointy part tht basically carries the entirety of the shape language#u can imagine my distress i am sure#anyway th render made me a lot happier with it thank god. colours hard carry bless <3333#i didn't plan on making it a full sheet but i needed 2 remind myself that im good at drawing megumi#so i threw in solos of each of them n tried slightly different render flavours#idk how Different all of them look visually but th process fr each ws Very different so i am satisfied#fight aside this ws useful i think! got 2 break out some Clunkier chalks n dust off a few of my smoother blended brushes#think i picked up some things i can keep also !! which ws. u kno. the Goal#tbh every time i do art studies i feel like i am kirby#one time i got called an art ditto by one of my fav artist mutuals when i did a style challenge#SUCH high praise from her it lives in my mind i take it out on days when i feel like trash#it doesnt Sound good when u say u r good at copying but real talk it is such a good skill i am very happy 2 have it in my arsenal
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BDHSJSJDJD THE SHAKY THUMBS UP IM,
#asks#farcille#always love the way you draw falins signature smile like this thank you#i guess this is what i mean about topping being subjective bc this doesnt technically count for me but i know it would for others#like regardless i LOVE this. falin being all glowy and happy while marcille is shambling like a skeleton. this is real and true#but it feels like 90% of it wouldve been falin grabbing marcille's ass and fucking herself while going wild on the praise kink in her ear#not to mention if the dick is homegrown she wouldve needed mad fantasy viagra to keep up with miss 5/5 stamina stat over here
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exy fans + twitter (the trial: day one)
#DISCLAIMER THIS IS NOT REAL#if any of my posts need a disclaimer its this one#this one is not going to be funny#it is very hard to make a murder trial funny#just keep in mind this is fiction <3#cos theres a tiny part of this that doesnt feel quite right to be making memes about so#i hope this is??? okay???#aftg#all for the game#socmed au#mine#dan wilds#kevin day#andrew minyard#aaron minyard#renee walker#matt boyd#neil josten#nicky hemmick#allison reynolds
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i never know how to phrase it but something about the way beatles biographers and people in general view paul's reflexive placating persona and determination to smooth things over as manipulative or duplicitous and john's reflexive barbed persona and habit of lashing out as brave and subversive despite both being equally defensive mechanisms to shield themselves from the world that resulted in them saying things that weren't true says more about how we culturally view kindness or friendliness as inherently untrustworthy or flimsy and anger and carelessness as more believable as someone's true nature than it says about either of them in actuality
#the beatles#john lennon#paul mccartney#mclennon#idk if im explaining this well but it always gives me whiplash to read how 'beatles historians' elsewhere view them#bc it seems like for all that theyre able to make the simple connection between johns past and trauma to his behavior#as a protective mechanism to shield him from vulnerability#far fewer people make the equally reasonable connection between pauls past#with parents that never said i love you to each other or told their children about a serious illness#and an adult paul who doesnt examine his own feelings much less speak candidly about them#or stories like mike mccartney talking about being beaten by jim while paul yelled at him to just say that he 'didnt do it' so it would sto#and an adult paul who has clearly internalized the basic cause and effect of the things you say and the consequences that come from them#and how the truth is less relevant in those situations than the obvious path of least resistance that will spare you needless pain#idk i have a lot of thoughts and feelings on how people see paul mccartney#i want to shake some of these biographers and be like this mid-20s kid experiencing a level of scrutiny and pressure#the world had never seen before#was not puppeteering everything to meet his vision#he was trying to protect himself and his friends from the very real danger of public perception!!#my posts
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stalemate
#i was just about done w this anyways i may as well share. just bc im in the financial trenches right now doesnt mean i stop twsting#i have a vision for this okay hear me out. 2 OBs facing EACH OTHER. each trying to better the world. at a stalemate forever#and they both CARE abt each other and wish each other no harm. but ALSO theyre in the WAY of saving the world ITS GOOD ITS PEAK#some overblot silver deets are absolutely inspired by my friend lav's from ages ago. shefs kiss. i hate designing shit i do#this feels like a two-yr sequel to the one i posted at 7.3 which i think is nice. maybe ill make this my new twt header#im going to do a bigger post for it tomorrow btw but i for real want to thank u all for ur help already. im. blown away. ive wept#paid my water bill today and my car cost $300 thus far which is FAR better than expected so :)))) WE WILL PUSH THRU#staring at my bank acct more than i think is healthy but what can u do. ive always had a nervous relationship w money so we'll see#twst#twstファンアート#twisted wonderland#twst silver#malleus draconia#suntails#im looking forward to the ssr. silver fans need food in the form of cards. its been too long
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being incredibly parasocial right now but im glad phil talked about dan going off and doing his own thing triggering a similar crisis of "who am i without the branding". i feel like everyone discusses dans pov on that a lot and assumes phil had no qualms about his identity because he just doesnt talk about these things as much! thank you for sharing king
#like idk as a phillie i feel like#i get him i dont like to talk about shit like that either but that doesnt make it not real!#IDK#phan#dan and phil
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free my boy from his own show he did nothing wrong
#they did him soo dirty wth and no one gaf about him at aaaal jentry started to being a dick i mean yeah sure understandable but the rest#of the cast?? they didnt interact with him but judge him as if he was the worst they didnt care to know him uug the show was okay there's#just things like this i didnt like at all i belive it was a wasted opportunity to befriend michael and stella with kit they would definitely#get along i also hated the fact jentry told stella kit wasnt a human when it is something sensitive for him she just came out him and showed#no remorse and faced no consequences that felt so out of character i swear😭 AND I ALSO DISLIKE michael and jentry as partners#it feels as if they are just trying to make their childhood crush real yknow i dont fucking see any intimacy between them besides their#first interactions i mean i dont ship jentry and kit but dude their emotional intimacy is deep they even kinda share the same vision of live#anyway go watch jcvtu so i can know what the sigma happens next i swear if kit doesnt revives i swear#myart#sketch#fanart#jcvtu#jentry chau vs the underworld#kit#kit jcvtu#okay so talking a lil about my sketch mmm i used that photo for the pose because there's no way ill break my head over it and well the thing#kit has in his hands is supposedly the thread he uses for his humans cosplays#if theres anyone reading this excuse my grammar is just that idc im having fun
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ok ok so. i saw a video and there were sun catchers in them so i was like "lol apollo would love those." then, i kid you not, i saw a post about him liking them. i took it as a sign, ofc, as you do
thyese exist now have fun
#guys trhis adds to my lester (the body not apollo) has audhd hc...#wait let me yap abt that rq#okokokso i hc that lester was basically a real person and zeus just kind of stole him for apollos mortal form. and the guy had audhd.#apollo doesnt (hes a god so i feel like thatd be finnicky) but when in the mortal form he basically shares a mind with him#and he picks up those habits lester had. even when he returns to godhood.#anyway...#trials of apollo#the trials of apollo#toa#toa apollo#lester papadopoulos#meg mccaffrey#doodle#ophii#ophii draws things
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being grounded from devices means nothing when you have a robot boyfriend
#i think im getting better with different angles#its obviously not perfect but this is like 1 of 3 times i've ever drawn a character at this angle#n was unreasonably hard to get right here but uhmm i figured it out hopefully#she IS winning. gamer pro#real talk. n would be cracked at fps games. he's been living like one for at least a couple years#he also sits in the tism way. it just feels right i think#dont ask how uzi's playing on that controller she doesnt know either#art#murder drones#murder drones uzi#murder drones n#serial designation n
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thinking about how kim dokja thinks he's alone in the world and there is no one in the world who understands him or can possibly understand him.
but. there yoo sangah is. yoo sangah who discusses literature with him. yoo sangah who understands kim dokja bc she is very perceptive about people and very empathetic and also bc they have the kind of friendship where words aren't needed. yoo sangah who read every book in the library about kim dokja bc she was genuinely interested in her friend's life and bc she wanted to understand him. yoo sangah who figured out it was 49 and not real kdj and figured out what he did but didn't say a word bc she understood and respected his decision even though she wanted her friend back more than anything.
yoo sangah who witnessed his mundanity and monstrosity both, and loved him either way. loves him despite every irredeemable quality he thinks he has. yoo sangah who wants to be his best friend in every lifetime and live together right next to each other. yoo sangah, his best friend who understands him without words.
#orv#orv spoilers#yoo sangah#kim dokja#idk i just feel like she gets him in a way that few people do and wordlessly#like ofc she's never been through the things he has and cant relate in that sense#but she doesnt need to bc she just gets him. bc shes really good at reading people and very empathetic#but also their conversations are like.. they have this silent understanding. tacit understanding we have a phrase for it in mandarin#LIKE SHE JUST GETS HIM#THEYRE PLATONIC SOULMATES#THEYRE BEST FRIENDS IN EVERY LIFETIME#PLATONIC DOKSANG ENDS ME. THEYRE MY EVERYTHING#PLATONIC SOULMATES ARE REAL AND THEYRE IT#IS2G!!!#i wrote the post in calm language but im actually screaming and clutching my head in agony#mp: orv
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