#it is constantly checking my bfs chest to make sure it is rising and falling

[delyldia]

Sometimes the reality of childhood CPTSD hits you like a truck. You've shoved that core truth down for so long, not even able to consciously consider anymore that what happened in your life actually happened. It's so fucking scary how you can go through things not really there and only when you're lucky/unlucky enough to have revelations about it, are you able to even consider getting help. No one can convince you that you actually need help when that reality is so deeply buried in your mind in a really weird convoluted way. You just say "I'm fine I'm fine I'm fine" all through life, for years (or most of your life) while your health deteriorates. And it's all because you never learned to trust yourself to feel correctly. It's something that's SO common sense, like "uh, yeah" to the people around you, but you don't feel it in a viscerally, coherently internal way that often. And when you do, it's so unpleasant. Idk. CPTSD is something that I think is so hard to directly talk about and it's much easier to just. Point to things that are related and speak the truth of it by association. Guess that's why storytelling hits so hard and why I've always wanted to be able to express myself in that way, at least. I think storytelling of that sort is entirely self serving, but it's side effect of making others feel less alone is a fortunate and worthwhile consequence.

[blairxbear]

Hi! I just wanted to say that I enjoy reading your work so much. I especially love the general headcanons with all the characters included. I would really love to see All Might next for the boyfriend headcanons if that's okay! Have a wonderful day! 😊

A/N: Heyyyyyyyyy so my prayers are answered with another lovely person who loves all might as much as I do. Bro I would die for smAll Might. Coming right up with some All Might Bf headcanons

Boyfriend Headcanons - Toshinori Yagi (All Might)

What It’s Like Dating Toshinori Yagi (All Might)

The Protective, Gentle, Old-Fashioned Romantic Boyfriend

Dating Toshinori Yagi is like being loved by a man who has spent his whole life protecting the world and now finally has someone he wants to protect on a deeply personal level. He is devoted, affectionate, and incredibly thoughtful, always making sure you feel safe, supported, and cherished.

Toshinori is not a flashy boyfriend, but he is deeply romantic in a quiet, old-fashioned way. He may have spent years as the Symbol of Peace, carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders, but when he’s with you? He can finally relax, let his guard down, and simply be a man who loves you with everything he has.

The Protective, Overly Considerate Boyfriend

Toshinori has spent years protecting people—it’s instinctive at this point.

If you’re walking together, he positions himself closest to the street.

If you’re in a crowded area, he naturally places a gentle hand on your back to guide you.

He constantly checks in on you, even over small things.

"Are you warm enough?"

"Did you eat today?"

"Are you getting enough rest?"

If anyone makes you uncomfortable, his entire demeanor shifts.

Normally, he’s kind, smiling, and lighthearted.

But the second someone crosses a line, his tone drops into something serious, commanding, and firm.

"I believe you owe my partner an apology." (It’s not a threat. It’s a promise.)

If you ever get hurt, even a little, he takes it SO seriously.

"Oh no! That looks painful! Here, let me—" (Immediately fussing over you, gently touching your injury, and looking like he blames himself for not preventing it.)

"I should have been paying better attention. I’m so sorry, my love."

The Gentle, Affectionate Boyfriend Who Treats You Like You’re Precious

Toshinori is incredibly gentle with you, both physically and emotionally.

He’s spent years being the strongest person in the room, but when he touches you? He is so soft, so careful, like he’s afraid of hurting you.

His hugs are warm and protective—you can feel the steady rise and fall of his breath as he holds you close.

Loves running his fingers through your hair.

If you’re lying on his chest, he’ll absentmindedly comb his fingers through your hair.

If you do the same to him? He melts completely.

Loves forehead kisses.

He gently cups your face, leans in, and presses a slow, lingering kiss to your forehead.

"My dear, you are more precious than you know."

Loves holding hands.

He always clasps your hand firmly but never too tightly.

If he’s feeling especially affectionate, he’ll bring your hand up to his lips and kiss your knuckles.

"It is an honor to hold the hand of someone so wonderful."

The Old-Fashioned, Hopelessly Romantic Boyfriend

Toshinori is an old soul, and his idea of romance is incredibly classic.

He opens doors for you, pulls out your chair, and insists on walking you home.

He writes you handwritten love letters—his words always beautifully poetic.

"My dearest love, if I had a thousand lifetimes, they would all be spent loving you."

Loves taking you on meaningful dates.

Stargazing while he wraps his coat around your shoulders.

Quiet café dates where he listens intently to everything you say.

Museum visits where he gently laces his fingers with yours and softly whispers about the art.

He prefers simple, intimate moments over flashy dates.

He loves slow dancing with you, even when there’s no music.

He’ll hold you close, sway gently, and rest his forehead against yours.

"There’s no one else I’d rather dance with, my love."

The “I Miss You Even When You’re Right Here” Boyfriend

Toshinori treasures every moment with you, because he knows how fleeting time can be.

If he has to leave for any reason, he hates being apart from you.

He’ll write you a sweet message before he goes, just so you have something to read while he’s gone.

"Even when we are apart, know that my heart is always with you."

When he sees you after time apart, he holds you like he hasn’t seen you in years.

He’ll wrap you in his arms, pressing a kiss to your hair, whispering, "I missed you."

If you say you missed him too? He gets SO SOFT.

"My dear, you have no idea how much it means to hear you say that."

The Protective but Respectful Boyfriend

Toshinori doesn’t get jealous easily, but he is fiercely protective.

He won’t glare at people or act possessive, but if someone flirts with you, he just calmly steps in.

"Ah, I see you’ve met my partner. They are extraordinary, aren’t they?" (His arm is already around your waist, pulling you closer.)

He respects your independence but always wants to be someone you can rely on.

"If you ever need me, I will be there in an instant."

And he means it. No matter what, he’ll drop everything to be by your side.

The Kind of Boyfriend Who…

✔ Sends you good morning and good night texts, always incredibly sweet and thoughtful. ✔ Remembers every single thing you tell him and brings it up months later. ✔ Always walks on the side of the sidewalk closest to the road to protect you. ✔ Will hold you in his sleep without even realizing it. ✔ Praises you constantly because he truly thinks you’re amazing. ✔ Calls you endearing pet names like "my dear," "my love," and "beloved." ✔ Treats you like you are the most precious, wonderful person he has ever known.

The Absolute Best Things About Dating Toshinori Yagi

He makes you feel SAFE. You never have to worry about being alone or unprotected.

He is endlessly supportive. No matter what your dreams are, he believes in you with all his heart.

He is affectionate in the softest, most meaningful ways. Every touch, every glance, every word is full of quiet adoration.

He never takes you for granted. Every moment with you is a gift to him.

He loves you with everything he has, because to him, you are his greatest treasure.

Final Thoughts

Dating Toshinori Yagi is like being loved in the purest, most devoted way. He is protective, gentle, endlessly affectionate, and full of quiet but powerful love.

He may be the former Symbol of Peace, but to him?

You are his peace, his light, and the most important thing in his world.

Ko-fi / Masterlist

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[ayellowcurtain]

Can you write a drunk eliott seeing Lucas at a party Emma’s throwing because Lucas had to come late and he asks the boys if they know who that boy is and they say oh that’s Lucas, but he has a BF and eliott gets all sad not knowing he’s the boyfriend in question. Lol and eliott being all clingy and cute and drunk and Lucas taking care of him.

Part 3

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Eliott has never been so happy. It’s hard to keep his hands to himself when Lucas is around but he’s managing. He tries to keep his happiness and their relationship to himself, but sometimes are harder than others. Especially when there are drinks involved. It’s late, Eliott lost count of much he drank already, his head feels like a cloud, he can’t really grasp his thoughts quick enough, everything is a little too light and fuzzy.

“Here, some water for you.” Lucas comes back from the kitchen, putting too much intent in his words, with a threatening look in his eyes that make Eliott open the bottle and drink half of it at once, looking at Lucas as he drinks.

“What are you now? His babysitter?” Arthur teases, nudging Lucas with his elbow, looking at Eliott, but Eliott just smiles, not taking his eyes off of Lucas. Meanwhile, Lucas is looking at the floor beneath his feet, drinking his beer way too slowly. He’s still upset about the whole thing with Lucille.

They’re just talking when it’s extremely necessary. Whenever Eliott manages to sneak inside their house to sleep with Lucas, he’s constantly worried, checking a million times if the door is locked and Eliott is forbidden to get out of the bedroom by himself. Eliott justs wants them to enjoy their relationship, it shouldn’t feel like a burden and it seems like it’s one for Lucas.

The boys already moved on to some other subject, but Eliott is worried, staring at Lucas.

“What’s up with you today?” Lucas looks up at Eliott through his lashes and he just shrugs, drinking his beer.

“He must be worried about his hook up.” Yann says, touching the bottom of his beer against Lucas’ like he’s toasting, proud of his best friend. Eliott is lost, looking from one to the other.

“Hook up? Who is it?” Lucas finishes his beer to avoid rolling his eyes, putting the bottle at the counter behind him and Eliott is staring at him, looking for any reaction, but Lucas just looks bothered that he’s the subject matter.

“We don’t know. He’s keeping whoever it is a big secret. We tried to get some information, but his lips are sealed. But he has someone." Yann teases, wiggling his eyebrows and Eliott laughs even though he’s trying so very hard not to be jealous. Lucas hasn’t talked to his friends yet or anyone so they’re not public yet and they’re not always together at parties. Maybe Lucas might have kissed someone else. Whoever it is, Eliott needs to know what happened and who it is.

"Oh, he has someone..." He tries to get more details about the person, but the boys just shake their heads and don’t seem too excited.

"It's Lucas' dirty little secret, he never tells anything about it, but maybe it’s getting serious and he’s just waiting for a little to tell his best friends," Basile says with a straight face and Yann and Arthur just keep looking at how uncomfortable Lucas is getting. He gets grumpy so easily and apparently, that’s the most fun the boys are getting tonight so they’re enjoying themselves. 

"But he's in love?" Eliott asks and Lucas looks at him again and he’s angry, but Eliott is curious now. If the person it’s him, there’s nothing better than to know by the others how Lucas feels about the whole thing. If it’s a stranger, he needs to know if Lucas is falling in love while still with him. His heart would break. 

"Oh! 100%! I've never seen Lucas like this. He’s our party animal and now he’s always the first one to leave, saying that he needs to go home, but lucky for him, mec! he’s definitely getting more sex than any of us."

It’s what Eliott needed to hear, he doesn’t try to hide how happy it makes him hear it, but the boys don’t seem to get why. And Lucas is finally talking, telling everyone to fuck off, getting another beer and disappearing back inside the party, avoiding Eliott’s eyes. 

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Lucas is finally a little more relaxed. The sun is starting to rise outside, but it doesn’t matter. All Eliott wanted was to make Lucas feel good tonight, no matter what. He needs to get over his issues with Lucille, it wasn’t his intention to hurt her and Eliott is sure she knows that, they just need some time and maybe to talk a little and everything will be like it was before Eliott.

The air is warm underneath the sheets, but not enough where it bothers. Each piece of clothing got lost during the last hour or two as they were getting warmer and warmer. Eliott watched Lucas’ expressions change as his hand wandered lower on Lucas’ torso, inside his tight underwear. Eliott could feel how tight it was inside the briefs when they were kissing and he wanted to help. 

He watched as Lucas arched his back, biting his lower lip to keep is moans inside his mouth. It was probably the longest handjob Eliott had ever given, but Lucas was enjoying it, too lost inside his own head to manage to form words, but as he got close to the edge, he moved his hip up and when Eliott continued to go slow, Lucas turned his head against the pillow to look at Eliott and he begged for Eliott to go faster and he obeyed. 

Lucas was still running his high when Eliott pulled him closer, wrapping his arm around his waist and Lucas was finally in a better mood, purring as he relaxed his body and let Eliott drag him closer.

One of Eliott’s favorite thing to do is look at Lucas, even better if it’s as close as he can be. Lucas just stays quiet, relaxes, watching as Eliott stare at him, paying extra attention to every feature for a few seconds.

Sometimes he’ll even quietly bring his hand to touch Lucas’ face to see if he’s real, how his skin feels under the pads of his fingers. Eliott’s fingers slip from Lucas’ jaw slowly through his neck, finally getting to the final destination: his collarbone. 

Eliott is always careful not to leave any marks that other people could see on Lucas but he doesn’t mind leaving a few on his chest, on his side, close to his ribs, on his inner thighs, where nobody will ever see, just him. The newer one is still fresh on Lucas’ pale skin, the red mark is turning darker by the minute and Eliott touches it when he sees Lucas closing his eyes.

As expected, Lucas grumbles and open his eyes, looking at Eliott so fondly he has to come closer again and kiss him, but he stops himself before they can actually touch lips and Lucas whines, putting his hand on Eliott’s neck to pull him closer and finally kiss, but Eliott doesn’t move, he just smiles. 

"I wanna kiss you, can I?" Eliott asks as he comes even closer, one elbow on each side of Lucas' pillow to hold his weight. Lucas wasn’t really paying atenttion to his words so it takes a moment for his eyes to actually focus on Eliott and understand that his boyfriend was talking.

"I'm always the one talking my feelings out, you're gonna have to say it loud this time, Lucas." Eliott brushes his lips against Lucas’, still looking at him, waiting for an answer.

"Yes" Lucas whispers, trying to come closer, staring at Eliott’s lips, but Eliott turns his head just enough to the side so he can’t reach his lips.

"Yes what?" Eliott raises his eyebrows and Lucas wiggles a little under him to try and have a little more freedom to pull Eliott closer if he tries to deflect again.

"Fuck, you're so annoying when you're drunk..." Lucas looks away to the side, frustrated, but he's smiling and blushing a little.

"I love you" Eliott's feelings just slip out of his tongue like it's no big deal. They never said it before, maybe it's too early and Lucas doesn't feel the same, but now it's done. 

Lucas is looking at him, completely in shock. His drunk mind doesn't let him regret saying it. And he's not expecting a reply either. So he brushes Lucas' hair back like he always does, kissing his cheek and finally dropping by his side, tangling their naked legs under the sheets.

Lucas is still looking up where Eliott was a second ago and Eliott can't stop looking at him. It's not so dark, they forgot to close the curtains before going to bed so Eliott can clearly see Lucas' messy hair that he loves so much, it looks soft, probably from all the touching he was doing until now. His lips are slightly parted, breathing very slowly, his profile is perfect. Eliott comes closer, lying his head on Lucas' shoulder, still watching every little movement that he does. 

It still blows his mind how they ended up like this, together in a mess of tangled limbs after a long night with their friends and the last few hours lost inside their bubble.

Lucas finally turns his head to look at Eliott as much as their position lets him, his fingertips just barely touching his the nape of Eliott’s neck, playing with his hair. 

"I love you too" he finally says with confidence and Eliott's heart gets so big and warm he can barely handle.

"Took all this time to figure out?" Eliott wiggles his eyebrows, trying to keep the conversation as light as he can and Lucas smiles at him, readjusting his position to be on his side, closer to Eliott.

"No, it's just that........I hope these are not just empty words. That this lasts." Now it’s Eliott’s turn to be a little surprised. Only in his best dreams Lucas would want them to last. The statement makes him a little more sober, caressing Lucas’ back.

“If it’s up to me it’ll last forever. I’m not leaving you, ever.” Eliott is aware of what he’s promising and how much weight that has to Lucas, but he’s sure of it. If this kind of things really exist, then Eliott is sure they were made for each other.

[bigbtx7-react]

BTS REACTION: your BF doesn’t want you anymore and BTS, who’ve been your friend for a long time and have been crushing on you, comfort you

JIN: 

As soon as Jin saw your messaging saying that something had happened between you and your boyfriend he rushed out of the dorms and ran to your apartment as fast as he could. When he arrived the door was unlocked and he found you on the bathroom floor, your head buried in your hands, sobbing loudly. 

“Hey Y/N what happened?” he asked, voice heavily laced with concern. 

He wrapped his arms around your fragile body and held you whispering ‘it’s going to be ok’  and ‘don’t cry’ every so often until you calmed down. Once you were calm you told him everything that had happened from your boyfriend canceling dates last minute to him saying that you weren’t good enough for him anymore. Jin sat listening and was in utter disbelief as to how someone could treat you like that. He thought that if he was your boyfriend he would never say or do those things, that rather he would tell you how much he loved you every single day. But he knew now wasn’t the right time to bring up his feelings for you. His main priority right now was you.  

“Why don’t we go cook your favourite food? Food always makes you happy.”  

He wanted to do anything to make you smile again. 

One day, he thought. One day I’ll tell her how I feel and I’ll show her how a real princess should be treated. 

SUGA:

“Hello? Y/N what’s up?” he said as he picked up his phone and held it to his ear. His heart broke the second he heard a small cry escape from your mouth. 

“Y/N? Y/N are you crying? What happened?”

“He broke up with me…” you said whispering quietly. 

“HE WHAT? Y/N what did he say to you?”

The line was silent. 

“Y/N…..” 

You told him word for word what your boyfriend, or now ex-boyfriend, had sent to you. The more he heard, the angrier Yoongi became. His hands were in fists and his jaw was clenched tightly.

“What an idiot! I can’t believe he did that to you, especially over text! I really can’t believe it..”

You let out a small chuckle. You couldn’t believe it either. 

“That ratbag doesn’t deserve you Y/N. I wish you would stop dating those stupid guys and date me instead. I love you so much yet you don’t even see it! I could treat you so much better….”

You were both in shock. Yoongi had just realized what he had said and felt instant regret. You couldn’t believe that he had felt this way towards you and never said anything. If he had said something earlier it would’ve saved you from all this heartbreak. 

“Shit- Y/N I’m so sorry, forget I said tha-”

“Yoongi,” you said but he ignored you and continued apologizing saying that he had just messed everything up.

“Yoongi!” you said a bit louder catching his attention. “I love you too…”

J-HOPE:

You and Hoseok had planned to meet in the dance studio so that he could help you practice some new choreo you had just learned. You were already waiting inside when Hoseok arrived. You heard your phone buzz beside you and as soon as you read the message you stomach sunk. You could feel the tears well up in your eyes but you didn’t want Hobi to see you like this so you ran out of the room.

“Yo Y/N wha-” he was cut off by you pushing past him and running away. He stood there shocked for a moment before he started chasing after you, following you  through the corridors until he saw you disappear into the toilets. He was confused and concerned as to why you suddenly ran off. 

Maybe she just reaaally had to go to the bathroom? he thought but after you didn’t come out for 10 minutes he knew that wasn’t what had happened. He really wanted to check on you but he was a bit embarrassed about going to the girls’ bathroom. 

Come on, Hoseok! You have to make sure she’s ok! You can do this! He gave himself a small pep talk before walking in, with his hands covering his eyes of course. 

“Y/N what’s going on? Are you ok? What happened?” he asked frantically.

“Hobi…..” 

He could hear the sadness in your voice and suddenly felt overwhelmingly sad too. 

“It’s ok, you can uncover your eyes….”

“Yah! Who’s making my buttercup sad like this?” 

Tears were pouring out of your eyes, your makeup was smudged and your shirt wet from all your crying. His instant reaction when he saw you like this was to cheer you up so he started doing aegyo, dancing, acting silly- basically doing anything to cheer you up which eventually led to you joining in and feeling much better.

“I never want to see my buttercup sad like that again ok? I’ll make you the happiest person in the world.” He whispered in your ear as he held you close. 

RM:

He could tell that something was off. You weren’t laughing like you usually were. You didn’t try to make any jokes or even engage in conversation. You were constantly staring off into the distance and every so often he would see tears well up in your eyes. He couldn’t stand seeing you like this. He knew he had to talk to you and make you feel better so he grabbed your arm and pulled you off to his room.

“Y/N I know something is wrong, just tell me.” 

He sat and listened while you explained how badly your boyfriend had been treating you and that he had broken off things between you. You told him how you felt like you were never enough for anyone and that you weren’t surprised that he didn’t love you anymore.

“No one is ever going to love me” you exclaimed while crying.

“You never know Y/N…. Someone very close to you may be in love with you but you wouldn’t even know it.” 

He wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled your body into his. You rested your head in the crook of his neck and eventually drifted off as all the crying had tired you out. 

A small smile appeared on his face as he looked at you resting peacefully, you chest slowly rising and falling, lips slightly parted, hair falling in front of your eyes, clinging to him tightly.

“I love you Y/N. Please don’t be sad over that fool. I’ll be here waiting for you.” 

JIMIN:

Your boyfriend of 2 years just broke up with you. He said that he had found another girl and that he didn’t love you anymore. After you heard this you didn’t know what to do with yourself anymore so you just decided to lay in your bed and cry for the rest of the day. After a few hours, you had passed out from crying so hard and laid sprawled out on your bed. What you had forgotten to take into consideration was that Jimin was supposed to come over to your house for a movie night. 

When he entered your house, he found it strange that you weren’t sitting ready on the couch with popcorn, soda and a ton of blankets like you usually would. 

Maybe she forgot and went out with her boyfriend? A frown spread across his face as he thought about you and your boyfriend being together as he had been in love with you for the past 3 years, you just never noticed. 

He entered your bedroom to see if you were there and found you sound asleep. He was about to wake you when he saw the tear stains on your sheets and the makeup on your face smudged. He felt a pang in his heart. He hated seeing you upset. Immediately, helaid next to you, pulling up your blanket, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you close. 

You suddenly felt a presence next to you, a familiar smell lingering in your nose.

“Jimin?” you asked confused.

“Shhhhh Y/N it’s ok now. Go back to sleep and rest. We’ll talk later.”

V:

It was raining and Taehyung was on his way back from the store to pick up some noodles for himself and the others. The rain was getting heavier, it was getting colder and it was getting darker. As he was walking, he saw a figure slowly trudging along in the distance. When he got closer he saw that the person didn't have an umbrella or even a jacket on. 

Damn that person looks so familiar…who is it?

Then it hit him. It was YOU. 

He immediately ran to you to see what you were doing.

“Y/N! Why are you out here in the rain alone? C’mon lets go back to the dorms.”

When you got inside he took you to his room, gave you a towel and a spare change of his clothes.

“You must be freezing!” 

Suddenly, you started crying. You couldn’t help it. Seeing Tae actually care for you made you so sad because your own boyfriend never did that. In fact, he had just broken your heart by ending your relationship. 

Tae panicked as he thought he did something wrong.

“Y/N? IM SO SORRY WHAT DID I DO? ARE YOU OK?”

“I’m sorry Tae, you didn’t do anything….”

“Then why are you crying?”

“He broke up with me.”

He sat down next to you and patted your hair as you told him what had happened. Once you were done he started telling lame jokes, making cute faces, hugging you, doing anything that would make you smile or laugh again. 

“Your clothes are still wet Y/N go change.”

You listened to what he said and went to the bathroom to change. When you got back you laid next to Tae in his bed.

“Wow. You look super cute in my clothes, I should let you wear them more often,” he said as a rosy pink colour dusted your cheeks.

JUNGKOOK:

He was shocked when you first told him. He didn’t know how to react; how should he comfort you? Should he ask questions? Was this his perfect chance to confess his feelings?He was quite flustered. He was so deep in thought that he didn’t realise how long he had just sat therre in silence.  

“Sorry I shouldn’t have bothered you with this,” you said as he got up to leave.

“Y/N wait I’m sorry!” He grabbed onto your wrist and pulled you back down onto his lap. You started to blush like crazy, turning bright red, from the position you were now in. He leaned in close and whispered in your ear.

“I’m sorry I just didn’t know how to react.” He paused for a moment. 

“You know what F**k it. I think it’s finally time to tell you something I’ve been hiding for a long time. Y/N I like you. No actually, I love you. I hated seeing you with that ass. I can’t believe he’s such an idiot that he would let such a beautiful girl like you go. I promise I’ll make sure you never get hurt again.” 

Now you were the one who was shocked.

“Jungkook I don’t know what to say…..”

“You don’t have to say anything,” he leaned in closer and planted a soft kiss on your lips.

“Damn where did all this confidence come from?”

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