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I also like that dropping a bomb of information and bracing himself for consequences is just Aldia's life now, for this or that reason!
He doesn't reveal his identity to Bearer of the Curse until only after they've waded through Aldia's Keep, a horrifying faculty of mad experiments on creatures AND people, conducted by him. And just now they know that the weird creature who gave them advice previously IS the one responsible for all they've just seen! But Aldia already explained them what to do prior, and is probably fully ready that Bearer would not want to see him again. He also changes sizes and in this conversation he is the smallest we ever see him, and even sounds more "vulnerable" than in literally every other conversation with him. Like, he is not proud. He expects the shock.
And this is just something I only wonder about, but maybe Lothric did not react well at all when Aldia suggested that he just does Not link the fire! Not only Lothric was groomed since birth to be nothing but a sacrifice, but also it'd hurt to hear the teacher he trusted to suggest simply "dooming" the world! But again, even if Lothric straight up yelled at him and told him to not ever appear again, I'd think Aldia already gave him enough information prior to The Hard Conversation for Lothric to think about it with or without him! (Though I also like to think that Lorian, THE person interested in Lothric staying alive, could nudge him towards reconnecting with Aldia and asking him to elaborate.. sure his teacher could not have just appeared to be a sneaky "heretic", it was just misunderstanding and Lothric must know it too, right?)
What I am saying is, I think Aldia used to get all important information out of the way before he has to say something that will most likely result in it being the last time he talks to someone. He has been through some weird shit but didn't lose his emotions, though, so he'd probably still prefer people to stick around, but it is what it is. Though for the latter thing like with Lothric, where he has to cause cognitive dissonance, I feel like Aldia himself misses the times when he didn't know what he knows. Well, Vendrick too, to think of it
#dark souls#dark souls 2#aldia scholar of the first sin#it is hard to explain lol#but like it is just his life now#whether he drops info about his own sins or THE information he learned in his experiments#also yeah just in case: he was lothric's teacher. not sulyvahn :p#though nothing says that aldia and sulyvahn could not meet in person
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Another “what other scenarios can I think of to make me already emotional about these two” idea
#gravity falls#stanley pines#stanford pines#stan twins#sea grunks#sketches#comic#my art#stan pines#ford pines#long post#i cant even explain how i got this idea#but that’s like most of my ideas lol#made a realization while drawing this:#that ford understands the sentiment#because he had to sort of say goodbye to stan with the memory gun#so some small parallels#or i’m just thinking too hard on it#no id
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A little zine about how I (still) have trouble saying the word aromantic.
I've never made a zine before! I was inspired to try it because @queerliblib mentioned a zine making night in an email. That hasn't happened yet - its on June 26th - but once I had the idea, I couldn't wait, lol. It was nice to put something down on paper and have the finished product to hold onto.
Image descriptions under the cut:
Page 1: Three tiny speech bubbles say: "Do you have a bf? Do you like anyone? What's your type?" A big speech bubble says, "Oh, I don't date." The big speech bubble comes from a heart colored like the aromantic flag.
Page 2 says: I could say: "Actually, I'm... ...aromantic." ...aro." ...aromantic asexual." ...aroace."
Page 3 says: But there are a few problems:
aromantic: Has been misheard as "A Romantic".
aro: Opaque if you don't already know the term.
aromantic asexual: A mouthful! And sounds...scientific?
aroace: shares The Big Problem: it may require a vocabulary lesson!
Page 4 says: It doesn't actually come up too often! Which is fine. My coworkers, my neighbors, and strangers don't need to know I'm aroace. I just wish I could say it sincerely when I do want someone to know.
Page 5 says: I always have to smile - laugh - hedge. "Oh, well, actually, I'm kind of like, aromantic? Basically just not interested."
It's been more than 8 years since the first time I said it out loud! I'm certain of it, but I still can't say it like I mean it!
Page 6 says: The most memorable time I said "I don't date" the guy I was talking to asked "Oh are you asexual?" and I said "Yeah, actually. And aromantic." And we moved on.
That was nice.
Page 7 says:
The times I've lead with "I'm aromantic" -- well, there's only one I really remember:
"I didn't use to think that was a real thing."
Other than that time -- even if I use the word, I always explain what it means first!
Page 8 says: I just hope that one day I'll feel like I can say, simply, confidently: "I'm aromantic" and "I'm aroace."
The words "I'm aromantic" are big and dark green, the color of the top stripe of the aromantic flag. The words "I'm aroace" are big and bright orange, the color of the top stripe of the aroace flag. Three hearts below the words are colored to look like the aromantic, aroace, and asexual flags.
#aromantic#aroace#aromantic asexual#zine#my writing#i realized today I don't own any pencils. there is some white out on page 7 idk if you can see it in the scan though#i did two and a half drafts. its hard to figure out what to say in just 8 pages!#and when I got the markers out today I did not want to do it again#so some of the spacing could be better but anyway I'm happy to have made something :)#i really could write whole paragraphs explaining what I'm trying to say here. I don't really want to though#i just realized i didn't use the word 'casual' at all. huh#page 7 was initially a lot longer but the other details aren't relevant. I hope the idea gets across clearly.#anyway yeah one of the ideas i had was to get into why i act and feel this way. but that needs more than 8 pages#some of it is justified. some of it is just me#anyway curious to know if anyone else feels the same#huh i guess i didn't really describe how i feel either - just what I do#there's actually. so much here. i should write a post or a journal entry or something instead of making these tags longer#might be able to do a better zine about it if i really knew what 'it' was lol because its a lot of emotions and a lot of factors#ngl its a little hard to say out loud in the privacy of my own room. that's weird right??#happy pride month everybody
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feedist kinktober 23 : bonfire bash
#oooh i can see the finish line !#kinda struggled a bit with this one#but fatguarddog was kind enough to explain this one to me#in the end i wouldn't figure out something with a firework or an actual bonfire bash so...#4k 10h firewood ASMR video it is!#also the fire on a screen was a real romantic move someone pulled on me - and poor thing it made me laugh so hard uvu#sry again lol#heavyheavycream#butter_and_jam#feedist kinktober#feedist kinktober 2024#vanilla comics#comics
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theory, (or stating the obvious?) the reason Leo’s shell is now a gardening project is his real one was horrifically damaged and needed a full makeover to not die. Hooray for Fay magic!
Bonus points if my wild more speculative guess of Leo having memory loss (not including JJ trivia) including the invasion and his family to some extent being on the money, lol.
full marks on the theory~ but alas, no bonus points or extra credit this time...
leo very much remembers the invasion and the events leading up to his displacement to the feywilds. and he is very much aware of the absence of his brothers.
[ ⚘ clover crown ⚘ ]
#rottmnt#rottmnt fanart#tmnt 2018#clover crown#rottmnt leo#rottmnt au#rottmnt comic#save rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt oc#fidgetwing#rise leo#asks#leo is working... very very hard to try to figure out a way back home#im aware that you totttallyyyy asked this question like way earlier on in the au and before i gave more info abt the story#but im answering urs anyway bc it suits the comic i wanted to post and provides/reintroduces general context#which is useful bc its been a hOT second since ive posted this lmao. and also lends v well to helping explain the background to this scene~#so like! let the record show! fULL MARKS... THIS WAS THEORIZED BEFORE I CONFIRMED THIS STUFF LOL...
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hold on when did the subreddit add this rule lmao
#dnp#dan and phil#phan#someone really needs to temp ban dnp they seem to be getting a free pass on rpf just for being famous smh#i swearrrrr this was not there when i last checked#someone asked for fic recs a month ago and that didn't get removed?#lmao i kind of wonder if the post i made about how they seem to have a no shipping rule that isn't listed anywhere made them add it#though it didn't get much attention so that seems unlikely#sure whatever. i get that moderating is annoying and some stuff is just banned bc it's hard to moderate and it's not a values judgement#but i don't think rpf is particularly hard to moderate though so this seems like more of a values judgement lol#haklgsfdjadglf i mean i left the subreddit ages ago for reasons like this so#lou is loud#r/danandphil#trying to 'discourage' shipping dan and phil on a dan and phil themed subreddit is so crazy when even dnp make so much phan content#but yeah ok that explains why the rpf poll kept getting removed#EVEN WHEN IT WAS LITERALLY JUST A SCREENSHOT OF DAN'S POST#i can't evennnnnn#what is going ON in reddit phannies minds i need to study them under a microscope#this is genuinely better than an unspoken rule. i will give them that#at least expectations are clear
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Emmrich Volkarin is stronger than any marine 🥓
#man remembers bacon???? and still gave it up :0#i'm guessing the vegetarianism is a choice they make later in life as opposed to from birth...#would explain how his father could still find employment as a butcher in Nevarra#emmrich volkarin#lace harding#scout harding#dragon age#dragon age 4#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age veilguard#dragon age the veilguard#da4#DAtV#veilguard#look I just love their friendship so i'm finally remembering to use the record function lol#Harding: oh wow this man's so fancy#Neve: lmao that man's so obviously from commoner means...
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I FINALLY FINISHED THIS!!!!!!!! I might tweak some of the wording, but this is for my school project explaining what goth is ☺️🫶



#YIPPEE 🎉🎉🎉🎉#Of course; this is only a light overview and doesn't delve too deeply into the history of it all#Buuuuut if you guys would like for me to explain the whole deal with visual kei and it's history then I could maybe do it in the future :3#not now though my brain needs a break 💀#i procrastinated too hard on this#Also for those wondering why I put so much emphasis on the politics while most people say that goth “doesn't have any politics tied to it”#it's because every aspect is very much political!!!!!!!!!! even if people themselves don't recognize it as such#<- which is why everyone (including myself) shit on conservative “goths” LOLL#my art#school#school project#comic#educational comic#goth#goth subculture#goth history#alternative#punk#counterculture#To add/clarify: I said everything began in the 80's because a. the beginning of goth in the late 70's and early 80's really blends together#b. goth's heyday truly became what we know it as from the 80's onwards#and c. I was just too lazy to go back and change it 💀 LOL#if you guys are curious about anything lmk
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have a few questions as an upcoming artist, I hope it's ok to ask:
what brushes do you use for sketching
how to you get the anatomy correct? every time I draw a bust/headshot the head looks too big
1.Recently using this brush! 2.10+ years of practice and study. Study lots of photos, start by tracing, then drawing side by side. Learn to "measure" with your eyes. Soon your eyes (and mind) will be trained enough to be able to notice any anatomy out of place.
Good luck!
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Hey! Just wanted to ask, got any tips for highlights in pixelart? Ive got shadows down decently enough that i can at least stand looking at them a week later, but i have struggled with highlights and brighter lights in general. Also, awesome stuff, your space elevator piece got me into trying pixelart and it has been a fascinating journey so far
honestly when i first started i worked a LOT in black/white/values. i also tend to work dark to light, so ill build a piece up from its darkest areas, then finish with the highlights.
here is some of my art edited so you can see the values:




contrasting highlights against shadows will always make them stand out more and be more striking. i usually add a lot of rim lighting to pieces bc it’s like easy mode for focal points so i def recommend looking that up and learning about that!! truly though working in EXTREME values will help you get to more nuanced values so def try to work with a small color palette for a few times and seeing how that changes your understanding. when i first started out a LOT of my art was monochromatic just because i was focusing on values instead of color and i think that helped a lot!! examples of that:
#artist on tumblr#art help#artist help#artist tutorial#pixel art tutorial#values#i hope this helps it’s hard for me to explain my thoughts a lot lol
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JD: Baby Tee Lore
(^in reply to this post)
hoooooo boy okay buckle up... @watchingblsnowandforever @cornflowershade
let me preface this by saying that i do not have tik tok so i have absolutely zero clue what is going on over there. everything i know i have picked up through osmosis on other plattforms.
sooooo: seems like there was/is a tiktok challenge going around based on "baby tee" by galchanie where people dance to it sexily, showing off their waist?? as i said, i don't have tiktok so this is my assumption here. btw, here's a screenshot from the original mv, to provide some extra context. note the crop tops:
now that we have all this out of the way, let's get to the actual lore...
(also idk if this is the complete story, but these are the parts of the lore i am aware of/that i remember. there's a chance i missed something)
on march 18th, 2025 dunk posts this video on tiktok:
it's a fake-out. dunk does not show off his waist. joong comments:

(note: as of me making this post on may 17th, 2025 the comment seems to have disappeared from dunk's video as far as i can see)
translation:
joong: i wasn't expecting anything, but I'm disappointed dunk: huh?
a fan posts a screenshot of this on twitter and comments:
(source)
translation:
fan: what was p'joong hoping for? 👀 [screenshot]
joong sees this tweet and following thread ensues:
(1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6)
translation:
fan 1: what was p'joong hoping for? 👀 [screenshot] joong: a hot dance in a crop top fan 2: but joong, you'll be possessive of dunk again 😔🤟🏻 joong: i'm not posessive! he can dance! go on hahahaha fan 3: not possessive because you wanna see it too, huh? 👀 joong: yes
dunk sees (some of) the tweets and also has something to say on that:
(1 / 2 / 3)
translation:
fan 1: what was p'joong hoping for? 👀 [screenshot] joong: a hot dance in a crop top dunk: show me, prof
joong then replies with a few videos of his own:
(1 / 2)
translation:
dunk: show me, prof joong: here na krub, student
unfortunately tumblr won't let me add more than one video per post, but you can find them in his tweet if you wanna watch them
joong also replies to another fan's comment on the situation:
(1 / 2)
translation:
fan: why does it seem like everyone (joong) is hoping that my child will dance to baby tee while also wearing an outfit that shows off his waist? i'm possessive, i don't want my child to dance, but if it's baby shark, it's fine joong: ohhhh sathu i hope dunk won't dance
the next day, on march 19th, joong posts his own baby tee challenge on tiktok and cross-posts it on twitter too:
(find the video on youtube here too)
again, terribly sorry, but tumblr won't let me add any more video, so you'll have to deal with more links. if you have trouble viewing any of the videos let me know and i'll cross-post them on tumblr
on march 30th, 2025 dunk has an event in which he is is taught to dance the baby tee dance and is made to dance it:
(fancam here)
note: he has his shirt tucked in and doesn't pull it out. once again we do not see dunk revealing his waist for baby tee
the next day, on march 31th, joong and dunk are on their book fair fansign. at one point joong says he heard that dunk danced baby tee the day before. dunk confirms. joong asks "how do you dance it?" dunk says "i forgot" and joong proceeds to teach it to dunk
(unfortunately i can't understand the comment that dunk makes afterwards, but i think i hear the word "shirt")
find the moment on youtube here (from 5:12 onwards if it doesn't open on the time stamp automatically) or on twitter here and here
(source screenshot)
note: once again dunk has his shirt tucked in, giving him a perfect excuse to not show off his waist yet again. joong still hasn't gotten to see dunk dance baby tee properly and sexily in a crop top
on april 5th joong does a twitter space in which a fan asks if there'll be a chance for "dunk baby tee". joong comments: "what's that? what's 'dunk baby t'? ohhh! dunk baby tee. the dance? has he danced it already? dunk might have danced it already"
(time stamp 22:15)
all of this leading us to today, D1 of lol fan fest 2025 on may 17th, 2025, where they surprise us by doing the full song on stage:
(video here)
joong and the fans finally got to see dunk dance baby tee properly and in a crop top even. everyone and their mother and especially joong can finally rest
and there you have it. the lore behind baby tee. and the reason why this performance is a Big Deal and very iconic™ in its own way, even if (to outsiders) it may not seem as such
also: minus points to dunk for straightifying the song by changing the lyrics from "boy you're my baby tee-ee-ee" to "girl you're my baby tee-ee-ee" and many plus points to joong for actually keeping the "boy" in "boy you fit in me"
#joongdunk#lol fanfest 2025#jd baby tee lore#baby tee#adrm#airenyah plappert#honestly atp i can start a jd lore masterpost tag or something along those lines lmaoooo#jd masterposts#there we go#alsoooo whew this took me forever i meant to save lol fancams over the past 2h but i ended up doing this instead jdfkjdsfk#but it's ok i need this post for when i explain the lore to my mother anyway#this way i'll already have everything neatly collected in one place#if anyone remembers any other jd baby tee mentions prior to lol fanfest please do tell!!!#anyway i never could have predicted this but let me tell you i was NOT surprised the moment i realized what it was#in fact i was both laughing and facepalming so hard bc like. OFC they'd choose baby tee. OF COURSE THEY WOULD#that is SO them lmao they really weren't lying about that
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lil reminder that prentice was beacon of the golden towers before he was arrested. both he and wylie probably thought that they'd see each other in the towers when he was a level seven. and wylie probably thought he'd see tiergan around the base levels as a mentor too, since he was still teaching there before he resigned in protest of prentice's arrest. and prentice and leto were probably work buddies alongside being in a rebellion together, since leto was beacon of the silver tower presumably before and after prentice's arrest.
just. y'know. bits of prentice's life before, and how that must've impacted his loved ones all the more long-term.
#prentice endal#wylie endal#magnate leto#or as he was back then#master leto#tiergan alenefar#iiiiiii always have to take a second to not call him tiergan endal. honestly i think he would appreciate that though#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc thoughts#lucas starts using a queue for once#i hope prentice and tiergan met up in various foxfire staff locations on occasion to catch up#and help each other w/ their work. like maybe prentice has a prodigy he's trying to explain something to and needs help wording it#and tiergan - ever the teacher - helps him out. maybe tiergan's having a hard time opening up in black swan meetings and prentice helps him#out right back. y'know. little things#maybe leto/forkle is just constantly observing their dynamic and they have no idea how he knows so much about their lives lol#i also hope there's a point where prentice tells wylie that tiergan's got a good heart even when he's distant. and that he cares so much an#wants the best for everyone. and that he can always go to him. it would probably eat both of them alive for at least a few years#i also hope that wylie's line in book eight about how tiergan was always adamant about talking things out was something that tiergan learne#from prentice. who knows how differently their lives would've gone if they'd kept just a few less secrets?#tiertice cognates haunts me regularly bro
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yeah i do think it really sucks actually that we finally get dwarf lore this game but it’s handled so poorly and completely at the expense of the elves. i also dont like that it flattens the dwarves & ignores what lore we have seen previously.
@ikarons pointed out to me that kal-sharok specifically is the thaig that destroyed the original cadash thaig for sheltering elves fleeing the tevinter emperium after the fall of artlathan (which is a huge glaring piece of information to exclude here). kal-sharok has both been previously abandoned to die by their own people and also committed horrific acts of violence and they are completely separate from orzammar (and resent them!) but this game presents the dwarves as this homogeneous entity that doesn’t hold any fault or complexity... we know there is a huge variation in dwarf culture and politics that just doesn't get acknowledged at all; they do them a huge disservice by focusing entirely on Harding and how special she is and how evil the evanuris are.
this was a real missed opportunity in my opinion to give more depth to both the evanuris and the dwarves, but we lose all of that in this game because people can only be good or bad and we can’t have any nuance, it was all the evanuris's fault and they did it just because they're so evil. and we'll blame the elves, too, while we're at it. sad!
#sorry this is an elaboration to a reply on that original post#also harding just fucking annoys me sorry.#that's just personal preference baby we're all allowed that#anyways. im trying not to bash too hard on this bc i do get it. it's nice to finally get dwarf stuff. but.... sigh#also can i say as someone that never played the descent dlc the information around the titans in this game is conveyed SO poorly#i dont even know for sure if that one suit of armor you fight is meant to be sha brytol. cus they dont explain it at all lol#datv critical#datv spoilers#da posting
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Why people don't like 3rd person pov? Genuinely asking because as a non native I prefer 3rd person. And tbh it doesn't matter to me anyways, sometimes I read books till the middle and realise they're 3rd pov (maybe I shouldn't say that💀) but my point is both are easy for me to understand and doesn't matter to me.
#tiktok is so determent to say 3rd pov is hard to understand and I'm like...#how?#I started reading in english with fanfics and most of fanfics are 3rd pov#now 2nd person is what I dislike lol#specially those character x readers...#and that's because I don't like to imagine myself with my favorite characters? Damn idk how to explain#it's a me problem#bookish#books#booktok#booklr#bookstagram#booklover
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a little comic of my favorite trope for these two haha
#medalist#medalist fanart#yodatsuka#jun yodaka#tsukasa akeuraji#ladsofsorrow24#i really love drawing sweaty tsukasa... and happy yodaka... 😊#he's happy to know tsukasa do like him...#idk man i just like yodaka who is straightforward when it comes to love... but he's not good with words#so it's kinda scary how he never explain shit lmao#and tsukasa who have a hard time accepting that he IS dating the man he'd been worshiping for YEARS...#dude have to unlearn his parasocial relationship to yodaka jun lol#good luck buddy
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Pertaining to the last ask, to your friends, what does a person like them notice when a system (like you) is switching alters/headmates?
Some answers from our partner:
- Voice changes, pitch, tone, way of speaking. Even when masking there are tells like pauses between words, or different words used, or pronounciation of words (like the brits pronouncing words brit-way and Mahito's "t"s).
(Mahito's "t"s referring to Mahito pronouncing his t's very harshly in most words.) Some of us speak with more energy even when masking (like Red) or much less (like Dain).
Some people (Soul, Vince) use words like "quite" much more often than others. There's other vocabulary differences like that.
- Ways of moving. Different way you sit, different ways you walk, how much you trip, some people (Merlin) act like they've never had legs before.
We've been told by others that Crowley walks with a "smug aura" and that Vena walks "like a businessman". I think a friend once said Vince has a "overly confident straight male" walk.
Shrapnel and Onslaught are known to sit as spread out as possible (subconsciously, they aren't deliberate about it)--to the point where Onslaught's girlfriend has to remind him. Onslaught and Heart tend to put their feet up where possible. Dain tends to sit making himself as small as possible.
Some people need our cane more often than others because they're worse at walking--Merlin, Mystery, Fin, Mike, etc.
What foods/drinks you go for.
Vince and Shrapnel both have different regular cafes they prefer to go to--Shrapnel having specific drink orders as well. Merlin is known to mainly go for fruits and berries if he can get his hands on them, while Shrapnel and Rave normally go for something spicy.
So.... In the end, it's a lot of small patterns people can notice that might seem like regular day-to-day differences. After all, someone pronouncing things a little weirdly and wanting to go to a specific cafe one day doesn't make them a system! But sometimes, those things happen because of a system. But because differences in routine and life are part of being a person in general, there's not really that much of a line between "singlet who wants to go to this store for a change" and "this headmate really only likes this one specific store and fronted for the first time in 6 months". That's why it's hard to identify a system unless they tell you, in a lot of cases--if you can't see what's going on internally, differences are easy to brush off!
#hope that explains some of it!#theres more but its hard to gather details without like#putting out a survey of “what have you noticed about the interstellar system and their differences in fronters” lol#ask#anonymous#sys artist: soul#interstellar speaks#cdd#cdd system#osddid#dissociative identity disorder#disordered system#did system#actually did#plural#pluralgang#actually plural#plural system#plurality#alterhuman#pluralpunk#syspunk#endo safe#cdd inclus
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