#it just doesn't compute
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I think I'm a little bit in denial that tumblr could disappear
I'm on bluesky already, wondering if I should revive my pillowfort too...
#cello rambles#what do you MEAN my 10+ years of active LoM fandom could be gone just like that#it just doesn't compute
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Honestly if I ever need any proof to myself that I'm ace it's the fact that I've always thought of sex as a concept rather than an actual act people do. Like to me, yeah, that's a way of showing physical closeness between two people or otherwise some sort of relationship. I never mentally make that connection that oh right, people actually do this for pleasure. Because it is, but I never consider that because I've never seen the enjoyment in it. This is something people find fun. I forgot that.
Whoops.
#asexual#acespec#deadass i often forget that oh right. sex is a real thing#babies just pop into existence okay dont ask me about shit#a bit embarrassing luv#we're not even sex repulsed its just that the wires in our brain connecting the idea that sex is something fun were never installed#and so that part of our mental hard drive just doesn't exist!#and so we often remember when seeing or hearing people talk or when reading or watching tv or whatnot that#right. this is something thats enjoyable to people its not just something that shows level of depth to interpersonal relationships#does any of that make sense? please tell me it makes sense#plum rambles#tw for implied sa and a bit of a vent for the next bit but. even with those of us who get comp allo and even those with hypersexuality its#never been about actual enjoyment. its been us seeing sex literally as a performance and about performing and giving ourself away for the#satisfaction of others who express desire over our body. literally something to be put on like a play and a set of stage directions to do#it just doesn't compute
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happy october :]
@scienceteamtober day 1: before the game
with lovely beautiful awesome forever character art by @winkreallyisntable goes CRAZY!!! full art below the cut.
#hlvrai#scienceteamtober#original things#3d renders#AHHH MY APOLOGIES TO SCIENCETEAMTOBER HOST POTIONBARREL BTW! I DID NOT SEE THEIR PIECE BEFORE I STARTED THIS...#it is beautiful to see similar concepts from different perspectives but STILL i hope this does not come across as nabbing your idea :wails:#also ignore the fact that gordon exclusively owns copies of kane and lynch 2 i thought it would be funny and it saved on time.#AND because i am a computers guy i have to ignore how much sense this doesn't make with my interpretation [if i'm taking hlvrai seriously]#of how the game shit works and happens#like bro they either would not exist yet or would not yet be installed u get me right#BUT THAT SAID LIKE!!!#i love the vibe of them Waiting. heaheahea. initially this was just gonna be benrey but then i got coda on board and it was silly time.#this was awesome to make. yay :]#yay moment#IGNORE THAT I AM . LATE IN MOST TIME ZONES. HAHAHAHA.
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So idea where Batman finds out Captain Marvel's identity and respects that he wants to keep it secret and still be independent but also is a little worried and saddened by him not having any people his age he can talk to about hero stuff so he sets up him and Damian as pen pals.
Neither one knows the other's civilian or hero identity (although Billy very strongly suspects it's Robin because c'mon) but they were each vetted by Batman so might as well?

#billy batson#damian wayne#They both like handwriting letters#Billy doesn't have regular enough access to a computer to do emails#and Damian likes that he gets to use his wax seals#(you can't tell me boy doesn't have those)#but they both have just the WORST cursive - Damian's is way too loopy and fancy and Billy's is always written super fast#they don't have to worry about someone else (batfam) looking at them because they're just illegible to everyone except them and Alfred#if anyone writes a fic with this you are LEGALLY obligated to send me a link btw#and they were pen pals#art I did
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Another computer/virtual assistant guy that definitely isn't codependent to an unhealthy degree!
(Please reblog or comment if you can!! I’d appreciate it)
#thankfully he doesn't want kill anyone like how it usually goes (that's another character's job)#he's just a little (a lot) sad#art#digital art#ms paint#computer#computer oc#computer dating sim... with computers#cdswc#objectum#tech#techum#i'd say hes my favorite but i say that about all of them lmao
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If the Kwami remember the old timeline, then Wayzz, Tikki and Plagg must remember Adrien and Marinette, right? Wouldn't they lead Fu to them? Or is something preventing Fu from doing that/Fu thinks it's too risky to make a move with Hawkmoth/Gabriel watching??
well... hm, there's kind of a problem. The timeline was mostly reset, but there are lingering echoes that things aren't right. For one, the Kwami remember the last timeline - so do the Sentikids, and in fact, so do robots/AI's of any fashion. Not only that, but some mechanisms, nonorganics, exist as though the last timeline was still in place, like passwords and lingering, half-corrupted photographs in dead links and dead blogs.
...so,
uh. ehe. oops.
#fu can't get into the miracle box because the miracle box identifies Marinette as the guardian#it doesn't matter if she is or isn't: she's physically the password to get inside it#Fu IS still scouting for people to have the LB and CN miraculi#he just... can't get into it. yet.#dad villain au#master fu#wayzz#my art#imagine trying to reset a computer back to default settings#but you can still only login using the most recent user's password#that's whats going on here
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bonus:
#good omens spoilers#gos2spoilers#good omens#good omens season 2#goodomensedit#aziraphale#crowley#og post#gifs#the thesis of this gifset is:#“aziraphale lies BADLY to crowley's FACE repeatedly for no reason and crowley ALWAYS takes him at his word#but crowley's the demon so he's the one who lies. apparently"#i just think its hilarious#and the fact that crowley doesn't notice aziraphale lying despite the fact he knows how he lies (see: Job) because “why would he lie to ME”#i don't think crowley thinks the inverse of aziraphale (“you're an angel. its not what you do”) because he KNOWS he lied to heaven#(again see:Job)#this took so fucking long i'd open photoshop and my computer would shit itself#even worse if i dare opened a longer video to make into several gifs#sacrificed my Firefox window to my computer like a newborn lamb so that photoshop may live but it barely even helped#apparently i do NOT have the needed ram for gifmaking#i mean i did do it. i completed it. but still#though it worked a bit better after i restarted my computer. so. maybe i should do that more frequently lmao#i tried to include “i'm a demon. i lied” but it just did not. fit. quite right
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Thoughts on TADC episode 5
ITS FINALLY HERE. This episode was genuinely soooo worth the wait!! Before the episode drop, I've been theorizing and commenting on what this episode will lead to. So glad to see that goose's writing exceeded my expectations, she did a great job developing mainly jax and ragatha this episode. On that note, THEIR DYNAMIC IS STARTING TO REVEAL ITSELF AND I WAS SO HAPPY WATCHING IT UNFOLD AND DEVELOP THROUGHOUT THE EPISODE AAA
In the episode, Jax seems to warm up to Pomni throughout the whole episode which a lot of people including myself were spot on about that. Jax starts to chill around Pomni and make jokes, not being the usual mean jerk everyone thinks of him as.
Although that adventure was shorter compared to the other adventures cramped together, it stands out so much in terms of character moments for Jax and Ragatha. When Ragatha whispers "not anymore," and the way jax looks at her like she had the audacity to talk.
I theorise that next episode they'll possibly explain what happened to Jax's friend. Not sure if during the intermission time, the door Jax stops at of an ex circus member was possibly his close friends but I can't wait until we get told more about that!!
Anyways, another scene that stood out to me was the bar scene (fooled us all into thinking it was a mafia adventure lol). Where Jax ACTUALLY apologises to Pomni of all members for what he did today. Pomni is taken aback by this similarly to episode 4, the Spudsy's adventure, where it was the 1st time we see them talk 1on1. (Can I just mention I'm so glad we get to see more of Zooble too tho?!? They're able to do something that they once enjoyed in their past life too!). Now the highlight and I'm sure everyone and their mother will be talking about this is the massive lore drop of each of the circus members past lives before being transported to the circus! Except for Kinger and Gangle who we've known have mentioned briefly about what they've done. But I mainly wanna focus on Ragatha's past life and how it ties into her general behavior.
Ok bear with me here cuz I'm gonna ramble endlessly about it lol. So Ragatha mentions having grown up in a financially stable family who owned livestock (which could be a huge farm that's well known which may be why they're fairly well-off). The moment she started to talk about her mother who verbally abused her and guilt tripped her back then, her body starts to tense up. God knows what kind of abuse besides verbal did her mother do to her as it's shown she clearly didn't enjoy remembering it all and even the other circus members including who jax looked really concerned for her.
I related to her so much in this scene because of this, when you grow up with a parent who guilt tripped, verbally abused you, one of the many ways you would cope is to vow to never be like that and be nothing like what your parents were before. So you try to be the opposite of them. While there is nothing wrong with wanting to be diff and prevent yourself from becoming just like your parents, but being nice may not always make you genuine to other people. It's just like what Jax and Gangle have mentioned about Ragatha that she tries too hard to hard and when you tell people they're loved and what not it loses its meaning. When you keep saying these things to people its hard to tell if they're being genuine.
They're probably the only ones to have been the most aware of this coping mechanism that Ragatha uses as a way to cope with the trauma of her verbally abusive mother. Ragatha doesn't know how to connect with the other circus members, so to do that she tries to be nice by helping them, encouraging and many other things. It's kinda like she's almost giving them so much of her love she's afraid they'll stop talking to her the moment she stops being all nice and loving to them. In fact, later in the softball adventure when Ragatha gets to sit together with pomni and have the 3rd (?) heart to heart talk scene in thsi entire episode, Pomni tells her "It's ok to let out your negative emotions sometimes and we all kinda have to be a jerk sometimes."
But Ragatha doesn't want to be like that because it likely just makes her be reminded of her mother back in her past life.
People like Ragatha who tend to be nice to everyone ends up being extremely lonely despite that. But it's kinda sad because ultimately she just wants someone to be close with and connect with someone. She tried with Gangle, possibly Zooble, Jax even though she hates him, Kinger and now Pomni. One could probably say Pomni is aware that Ragatha is tryna warm up to her and get her to be her friend but the way Ragatha and Pomni interact is pretty distant. While Jax the whole epsiode laughs with Pomni and even opens up with her.
I'm gonna credit @zoshizick for this point they made where they theorise Jax and Ragatha will be fighting for Pomni like a toy they want so badly. Not in a romantic sense, but both R&J are incredibly lonely people and just want someone to talk to. That's when the new girl (Pomni) comes into the picture and they both are so desperate to win her attention. For instance in the bar scene when Jax grabs Pomni and says obnoxiously "WOW, the first steps of a budding friendship. Right Ragatha." As if to purposefully annoy her and of course she looks at him like she's about to explode.
I wanna add on and say that Jax and Ragatha know that they hate each other but don't want to admit that they are both two sides of the same coin. It makes their character all the more deeper and complex cuz really who would they both fight for to be their friend? Zooble? She's distant with everybody except for Gangle but they're both already friends so nope. Gangle? She gets bullied by Jax and doesn't like him and she's kinda friends with Ragatha? but she's with her likely because rags defends Gangle from Jax. Kinger? Jax isn't that close with Kinger and just thinks of him as weird and Ragatha is fine with him but wouldn't seem like someone she would open up to like Kinger doesn't remember what they were even talking about 1 second ago unless in darkness. That leaves Pomni, the neutral person in the whole circus who hasn't made any connections yet. I think the next episode will raise the stakes with R&J's cold war of winning Pomni's friendship. While Ragatha does hates Jax, I don't think Jax really hates Ragatha all that much just probs want her to be herself more. Possibly even wanting to get to know her cuz they're not as lonely as they realise they are, just that they refuse to talk it out is all.
I think that's all I gotta say and amazing work from the team, animators and other people who worked on the episode!! I hope ya'll can understand by endless rambling about all of this as I was super hyped about the episode and the day it dropped although a day late to the party haha. Gosh my hands are in pain from typing this long.
#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc episode 5#bunnydoll#tadc bunnydoll#actually wasnt as crushed by this episode as a bunnydoll shipper in fact it makes me love jax and ragatha's dynamic more#tadc episode 5 spoilers#tadc rants#love when my favoruite character is a complex well written women who is a people pleaser and doesn't know how to make friends#me shaking my computer: ooh she just like me fr#100/10 episode next question#tadc ragatha#tadc jax#tadc pomni
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Okay I'm so sleep deprived so pardon whatever this is but something that's got me FUCKED up about ai generated pictures songs writing is that it just fucking kills the ability to analyse for me because there's no fucking INTENTION behind it. Like why was this decision made why were these colours used what does that say about the work NOTHING because a bunch of programming took work that DID have intent and theme and purposeful choices and turned it into SLOP. Like I COULD analyse this but it doesn't MEAN anything it's EMPTY I want to EXPLODEEE
#Like you can. You can technically analyse ai work for theme and visual literary etc motif but it's all fucking slop to me man#It's making me so cynical about like. Art. I guess. Given the state of corporations and capitalism and the endless stream of#MAKE MONEY BY ANY MEANS. FOR EVERY SECOND THE LINE DOESN'T GO UP WE EXECUTE A HOSTAGE#Like FUCK#I saw that fucking coca cola ad on tv and I wanna get violent man. Like the ad as a representation of all of. This#I know an ad isn't the same kinda thing it's just on my mind#Like nothing means anything anymore it's all gotta be slop it's all gotta be easy corporate slop to appease the market. Every fuckin thing#Ai generated shit is just an endless meaningless hole of malicious thieving garbage and I want to commit a crime#Sorry hi I've been back on that doing art professionally (kinda) grind and I haven't slept in a solid three days it's kinda wearing on me#Gonna be real lads#Oh also that's another thing this is my fucking. Like career path. I do art. And I have to monetize my one great passion. In order to eat#And pay for the constantly exploding rent prices. And now corporations are like hmmmmm#What if we didn't even pay you for that#What if. Hear me out. We stole people's work and made a computer do it#AND THE STUFF THE COMPUTER IS DOING IS GARBAGE#MEANINGLESSNESS SHIT ON TOP OF MEANINGLESS SHIT. FOR PROFIT#Uh anyways I'm going to bed now I have to get up in 3 hours I hope everyone has a better night than this and gets some rest!!#ai mention#vent post
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figuring out how to draw my darling angel <3
#art#digital art#sketch#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt raph#rottmnt leo#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt mikey#my art#i love raph but he is So Hard To Draw#idk why#he just doesn't compute in my brain#if anyone has any tips for drawing him pls let me know!!
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the mighty nein - critical role
this is a place where i don't feel alone. this is a place where i feel at home.
#also with softer vibes. i offer They#every silly little brainheart found family deserves a to build a home edit#the mighty nein maybe most of all. thats my family#also the lyrics deliciously well suited to m9.#when jester pulls that. stupid tarot card for fjord. home or traveler. and there's a carnival wagon. and veth says Thats Us! . them#i just think about . the tower is their home the xhorhouse is their home the lavish chateau is their home the balleater. the mistake.#the nein heroez. veth and yezas apartment. the dome. fjord and jesters living room floor.#a bar with a silly name on rumblecusp#also like. the song has stone and dust imagery. gardens and trees.#the inherent temporality of life and love and how that holds no bearing on how greatly people can love. im losin it okay.#ive been making this edit for days straight with my computer screaming at me for trying to shove 143 episodes of cr into a 2min20sec video.#crying becuase. theyre a family do you get it. they were nine lonely people and most of them had given up on seeing their own lives#as something that might be good. something that might make the world a better place. and in the end they're heroes.#and it doesn't matter if no one else knows because They know they're heroes. and they wouldn't've believed that was true when they met.#rattling the bars of my enclosure. to be loved is to be changed#posted on twitter and want to get in the habit of posting here too bc.#general reasons but also bc . i have noticed some of the ppl liking/sharing it are also ppl who shit on my ops by vaguing about my posts#which is in general whatever but does leave a funny taste in my mouth.#critical role#the mighty nein#cr2#caleb widogast#caduceus clay#jester lavorre#fjord#veth brenatto#yasha nydoorin#beauregard lionett#mollymauk tealeaf#my posts
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Oh hey long time no Toonkind DnD fanart! There was a recent game in which Mod's Gladstone expy met an Howl expy, it was. It was like looking in a mirror. Basically.
sketch -> page compostion -> colour script
Some WIPs because why not! look at these terrible blobs of colours before I clean everything up. can you believe the colour script is the most difficult step for me
#just wanted to draw a little post-canon scene X)#mydrawings#MyCharacters#Bisig#notmycharacters#Deltasong Danger#Toonkind DnD#i've never had a self-insert but actually i think the crab trio might be one dfgdgf#Bisig. Bisig no. Bisig you're too naïve he's terrible Bisig no-#(she wasn't in this game obviously)#i love that gander so much tho don't get me wrong#this was actually stressful to do because i haven't drawn Bisig in months and i had that infortunate computer incident that reset CSP#so my brain was like “oh no what if i've forgotten how to draw. what if the brush doesn't work like before. aaAaaah.”#BUT I DID IT
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¡Teen Cedric and Teen Greylock! (And my hcs on them)
Yeah so I was thinking about how much I wanted to draw Cedric with long curly hair
Greylock is hiding something behind his back. My hcs down ↓
I also wanted to say that Greylock enchanted his bag so that it has no bottom and he takes out many things from there. (There was no more space to write that lol)
#I'm a little upset because the color on my computer doesn't match the one here#and Cedric's clothes don't look as dark as they originally were#I am proud of Greylock clothing#Shit I forgot to put the projected shadow lol#anyways#I'm just a bit obsessed with imagining what things were like at Hexley Hall#cedric the sorcerer#greylock the grand#cedlock#kinda i guess#Honestly almost everything I do of these two is like that#sofia the fandom#hexley hall#cedric the sensational#headcanons#ushs draws#waaaaah im so angry at cedric's vest color#teenage cedric#teenage greylock#stf
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I Have No Mouth and I Must Smoke Weed.
#Despite being the most powerful ai computer in the world AM cannot roll a joint only pack cones#Ted doesn't care he just wants to get high off that good green gram and yet#the horrors persist#ihnmaims ted#ted ihnmaims#ihnmaims am#am ihnmaims#allied mastercomputer#Cw: weed#ihnmaims#i have no mouth and i must scream
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Voice from the wasteland
#half life#half life au#half-life#HL Hibernation au#gordon freeman#gman#g-man#hibernation gordon#hibernation gman#eye contact tw#shmorps art#trying comics now cause they're neat#My computer did not like me drawing so many layers on one canvas#Anyway I had the idea of some of the weird dreams/visions Gordon would have in this au#and that resulted in this#Always feeling haunted by Gman wanting him to succumb to the freezing temperatures#He doesn't even know why. he's just scared of her getting under his skin about it#I wish I could explain gman and gordon's dynamic in this au properly#Like. gman sees Gordon as a bug in a jar#or a pet she's just letting out for a bit before making him come back into stasis or just. letting him die.#anyway yeah silly
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I need every non-Human Star Trek character to start talking about their countries and hometowns NOW!! Tuvok definitely roots for his local sports team internally even though they suck and are horrible. He's gonna watch the game and he's gonna be frustrated with their performance every time.
Vulcans posting shit like this ☝️is commonplace in my mind
#I've seen people call Neelix calling Tuvok 'Mr Vulcan' like...offensive to Tuvok???#Or go 'does he not know that's not his name?? omg' like Yeah. He knows. v_v it's a nickname.#But back to the topic at hand - I view Neelix calling him 'Mr Vulcan' as akin to being called 'Mr Human' or 'Miss Bolian'#not offensive and never (that I've seen) framed as such?? (Think of Spock telling Bones off for calling him a green blooded computer etc -#that definitely IS framed as being aggressive and offensive to him)#I love Neelix but also there's definitely canon reasons to dislike him - you don't need to make any up#Star Trek is very..?? homogenous when it comes to aliens#Like aliens aren't FROM anywhere except their home planet (as opposed to Humans)#But I do believe that Vulcan and other planets have different regions and cultures#Both bc it'd be wild if they didn't and also bc we hear Vulcans with accents in TOS and with different skin tones in other series#The only Star Trek Planet I'd believe doesn't have that sort of thing is like...Bynar#comix page#Tuvok#and a well meaning security ensign#I know Tuvok to be a guy who's very proud of either where he was born or where he lives#not just 'Vulcan' but also his specific town#Elieth: This is a boring town where nothing happens I despise it here.#Tuvok: Boring? I see. Have you never visited the yun'ah temple?#Elieth: Father... / Asil: Please don't tell us about the temple again.#Tuvok: -driving them- The Yun'ah temple is one of the most sacred-#Tuvok isn't from ShiKahr - that's Spock's thing#I don't imagine Tuvok being a fan of sports in general but he IS root root rooting for the home team#I do have headcanons about the main three vulcan's hometowns#(mostly Tuvok and Spock - I haven't seen enough of T'Pol)#<- But I /have/ seen her house
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