#it won’t be easy

[pen-of-roses]

Hmm yes this year i think i will love the mundane and little bits of life and seek out the good

[sexylittleslutsls]

Difficult doesn’t mean impossible .. it just simply means that you have to work hard with determination and dedication …. Let your dreams now be bigger than your fears …. Life is about these moments …. ❤️❤️

[blueskittlesart]

i hope everyone in nintendo’s management department dies and goes to hell no matter what and i’m not kidding

[nikoco11]

woes

[coniferouspines]

Stanley Pines is dying.

A good samaritan on the street found his unconscious body and decided to call an ambulance for him. Stan doesn’t remember everything that happened. He just knows that a few days and a multitude of tests later, he was unceremoniously diagnosed with a terminal illness in a random hospital in the middle of Oklahoma. Emphasis on terminal. The doctors tell him that without treatment, he has maybe two weeks to live.

Stan can’t afford treatment, nor the hospital bill he’s sure to be slapped with from his current stay. He sneaks out during the night shift and disappears. It’s one more debt added to the list but it’s not like it’s going to matter once he’s dead anyway. He finds the last place he left his car and spends the rest of the night awake in the backseat, wondering what he should do.

In the end, the conclusion is obvious: he wants to see his family. To say his final goodbyes to them in person. However, this brings a new dilemma. Stan’s family are all in different places. His parents in New Jersey, Shermie in California, and Stanford in Oregon. Stan, currently in Oklahoma, is stuck in the middle and with a decision to make.

He can’t visit them all. As much as he’d like to, Stan has neither the money, the gas, or the time to do so. He’d probably die before he could see all of them. He only has enough energy and resources to make it to one of them; he’ll have to be content with phone calls to the others to say his goodbyes.

When the morning comes, Stan gets into the driver’s seat and starts the engine of the car. He sits there for a moment, just breathing deeply. He has to pick a family member to see in person before he dies, and he doesn’t have a lot time, so he has to choose quickly.

It was never really a question.

He chooses Ford.

AKA a terminally ill Stanley makes his way up to Gravity Falls, Oregon to reunite with his brother. He wants to say his goodbyes and apologies in person before he dies. He’s not happy about dying, but he doesn’t think he has much to live for anyway, so he accepts it. He just wants to make things right between himself and Ford before it happens so he can go without regrets.

Stanford is not expecting his estranged twin to randomly show up looking like he’s literally on death’s door. Nor is he approving of Stanley’s plan to seemingly just lay down and die. Good thing Stan came to him. Now he’s given Ford a chance to do something about it.

All current research and projects get shoved aside as Ford focuses everything he has on a new, single task: take care of Stanley and save his life.

(Amazing addition by tinfoil-jones here)

[greenfiend]

Will power yes! Does it help that Will has a good support system? Absolutely. But Will needs to learn to love himself. He will need to learn that his fate is not yet determined. He is not destined to become the monster that has haunted him. He has free will! It’s his choice in the end. It’s not up to chance, fate, nor destiny but it is up to him. He will break the cycle.

Disorganized attachment is characterized by an extreme desire to be in an intimate relationship while simultaneously being intensely afraid of actually being in such a relationship.

Disorganized attachment is believed to be a result of extreme childhood trauma. While trauma can take many forms, this style is thought to stem specifically from traumatic situations where an attachment figure — a person a child feels dependent on for survival — becomes a source of fear rather than security.

A child who experienced verbal, physical, or sexual abuse, for example, may develop disorganized attachment, as would a child who witnessed an attachment figure commit a violent or abusive act against someone else. Neglect or abandonment can also be traumatic but are more likely to result in anxious or avoidant attachment styles. X

This is what Will is going through btw. Though not all hope is lost. Unhealthy attachment styles can turn into healthy ones in time.

Why Mike’s love is the key to saving Hawkins.

[balfeys]

#my shaylas🥺

[neotomiccccc]

That’s a weird looking cat

[stablefuse]

IM BACK NERDS

WRECKED FUSE I MEAN

[glowcowboy]

i wish there was a way to emotionally understand that even if the things that have broken my heart will stay with me forever, the things that knit me back together will too

[tyblackthornsheadphones]

why does no one care? all the non jews i follow are posting like today is a normal day. i want to scream. i want to break down. THEY DIED BECAUSE OF YOU and you can’t even put the effort into reposting a “sorry there’s six more jews dead now oops” post

[poedays]

I personally would like the next Porter and Treasure video to be a recreation of their first.

Porter approaching them at a club, but this time they’ve actually had a few to drink - “you’re stone cold sober”

Because Treasure didn’t clean up that pile of laundry, they didn’t clean their house out of anger, they didn’t suddenly become better out of spite. They laid in bed and rotted there, they hated being in their home. So they went out - and where else to escape to but the same place they’d met Porter to begin with? A ‘subconscious’ decision, they’d reason later, but in the moment: it was just where they wanted to be.

They’re alone - “Your friends suck” - they’re having fun - “you’ve got a face far too lovely to look so bored” - they’re “dancing and drinking” - generally having a semi-good time and semi-self destructive night.

And Porter’s found them through the loud club, and he wants them to sit down, he wants them to step outside - he wants to talk. But Treasure wants to have fun. They don’t feel like talking.

“I thought you didn’t want to talk to me?” They say as they smile, face lit up in flashing colours as the taste of alcohol lingers on their lips. Glittering makeup mimicking tear drops as it runs down their face.

And Porter’s the one out of the loop, instead of Treasure learning about Porter’s vampiric nature, Porter’s learning what human suffering looks like.

Because Treasure is depressed, dependant on any happy moment they can get, and in this moment - they just want to be feel better, even if it means destroying themself.

“I don’t know that I could make you happy, but I could make you feel good - and that must count for something. Right?”

[robertsugden]

the fact that every cast member was asked about robert’s return at the BSA's last night is sending me… robron’s impact is actually insane. all these years later and they’re still the moment.

[ovaryacted]

Just the thought of Jack Abbot having a fucking hand tremor and not being able to do his job to his full capacity much like in Grey’s Anatomy when Derek hurt his hand after the plane crash and he couldn’t perform neurosurgeries for a while until he healed. I’m deadass sitting here thinking about it not trying to cry. I’m gonna say he was just having slight PTSD during the mass casualty incident and he was fighting to prevent having an episode because his brain is trying to trick him into thinking he’s still a combat medic. HE WAS JUST TIRED! HE NEEDED TO SLEEP! 💔 To the anon who noticed that and sent it to rue ( @oldermenfucker ) to gif, count your fucking days. John Wells, you will be dealt with.

[laeana]

The amount of hate that Carlos takes just because he drove his race and didn’t roll over to let his teammate go, the same way would do most drivers, especially as he’s no longer part of the team next year, is funny to me, and I’m not even a Carlos lover. Like, leave the lad alone, focus on what your driver could have done better to end on the podium instead of blaming it on him idk

[holographic-mars]

(Wip) he was supposed to love me