#it's 2am and i can't sleep..
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i am my own worst enemy, you know?? always shitting on my work and my accomplishments, always self sabotaging myself with my own lack of motivation.. but like- why can't i write now that i'm not about to borderline sl¡t my wrists.
#sorry if like tw.#it's 2am and i can't sleep..#this is like a regular thought and i thought since i'm eating stale ass sugar fucked cereal eh-#🤷🏻♀️🤷🏻♀️#✌️😜#personal
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𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑔𝓁𝑜𝓇𝓎. 𝒾𝓉'𝓈 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔.
#MY 1200 LAYERS AND I MADE IT TO THE RENDER LINE WITHOUT DYING BESTIES#i've been wanting to make this for a while now i have a lot of emotions about this#i can't believe how lucky we are that this show exists#ofmd s2 spoilers#ofmd#our flag means death#my gifs#making gifs at 2am on a work night instead of sleeping? more bloody likely than you think
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Pétronille thoughts tonight, chat…
Its not too far off to think her parents were physically abusive: Her immediate reaction to being touched without warning is to scream or have a violent outburst, which, you know, isn’t necessarily normal (Of course its not her fault she reacts this way--trauma causes scary reactions.)
I'd also like to mention how she explained to Bonnie that her “scared brain” takes over whenever she’s unprepared. Simplifying PTSD down to “hey when you do this my brain does this and its not your fault” is actually a pretty healthy way of explaining to a child what a traumatic reaction might look like.
And then there’s Bonnie having to run away from the Kings curse…which directly reflects how Pétronille once had to do something similar, except this time it isn’t just due to personal battles but a nation wide threat. Adults not only failed Nille, but Bonnie as well. Which stinks!!! Because that means Bonnie had a glimpse of what running away from home might have felt like for Nille. And now Nille has to live with that guilt. Which also stinks.
#in stars and time#Yk with the whole “Bonnie having the most basic understanding of PTSD” thing in mind#I would imagine they would have a pretty good idea on how to handle Siffrin post loops#its 2am and i can't sleep#isat spoilers#isat bonnie#isat petronille
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Lie to me, watch me bleed 💔🦂
#This is super messy and confusing but it's 2am and I can't sleep cuz I'm sick#Trevor Philips#Gta v#Gta 5#Grand theft auto 5#Grand theft auto v#art#fan art#sketch#character art#Gta#He's meant to be all scrunched up laying on his side. I think
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//OOC
My moot: *online when it's nighttime in their timezone*
Me: *swinging at them with a broom* SLEEPY NIGHTY TIME
Also me: *awake right now at almost 2am, vibrating* I am going to WATCH POLITICAL MOVIES and WRITE and WORK on SCHOOL PROJECTS due in A MONTH and READ and DANCE and GIVE THERAPY and GNAW ON THE WALLS and I'm going to FIGHT GOD FOR FUCKING UP MY MOOTS LIVES and I'm going to SHERLOCK HOLMES MY WAY ONTO MY BESTIES CYBERBULLY and I'll REDECORATE MY ROOM and LEARN A NEW LANGUAGE and I'm gonna-
#ooc post#everybody has to go to sleep at their bedtime except for me#I have lost sleeping priviledges for tonight I have decided#Because I watched the Apprentice and made myself angry at the American government#(when I live in central europe lmfao)#And now it'll take ages until I get that anger out bc I can't go on my bike at 2am
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Jack can't keep a straight face. After the 15th they finally got the perfect shot.
(Try to guess which song i was listening before going to bed :pp)
#merida dunbroch#rapunzel#jack frost#rise of the brave tangled dragons#Hiccup is in the post production team. Only him and rapunzel know how to use the programs#my art#fanart#digital art#me: i can't draw good. also me when i wake up at 2am with one idea and enough sleep to numb my judgement:
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Wasn't mettaton a tumblr sexyman why is he a box
#i would continue playing undertale but it's 2am and the computer screen is attracting all of the bugs in a 2km radius#and the roommate's sleeping so i can't turn on the big light sob#grimm official speaks
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Even if Sauron had come back after the war of wrath, and been good again and all, Curumo would still fall.
Imagine: little Mairon comes back, all messed up, crying or at least very miserable and all sorry, and all that.
What does Aulë do?
Aulë kind and humble, and not vengeful (see: him not being wroth at the Noldor ruining away like he was in BoLT)... I guess we can agree that he would throw a party. Because he would. He absolutely would.
And Curumo absolutely would feel offended by it. (Going with your assumption that he's somewhat jealous). And probably not only him.
But now, there's this problem when you are kind, but not great at interpersonal skills, and instead of two kids to manage you have a whole workshop of them, and they don't always voice their concerns clearly, and you don't read minds (well, unless they let you).
Aulë would either fail to notice that Curumo had a problem, or fall to explain to him that he's not less loved and all that.
And sooner or later, there would be results.
#yes. yes i am making that reference#also: alternatively the whole Ossë situation may have sent Mairon on his downwards spiral#he very much feels like this kind of guy#the post i wrote at 2am because i can't sleep#silm#silmarillion#tolkien legendarium#the silm#the silmarillion#sauron#mairon#curumo#aule#also: written on phone in the night so there may be autocorrect weirdness#also Yavanna would be against the whole throw a party ideas of we go with Christopher Tolkien's take on her personality and not with bolt#BoLT personality Yavanna would be extremely enthusiastic about the party#and able to decile Curumo#bolt Yavanna my beloved#the best Yavanna to ever Yavanna#nah... decided not to tag you'll know I thought of you when i wrote it anyway#because now a certain painting lives rent-free in my mind where there had one only been words#it's not bad#but I do tend to put characters in the scenes i like#so: this
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[ One-shot | Kaijou/Puppyshipping | Valentine's Day '25 fic ]
Summary: Seto knows what he has with Katsuya is a quiet kind of love, built upon small actions and passing moments. So, each morning he wakes, converging the essence of self in the stillness of the hour, and asks: what is it that he, Kaiba Seto, considers his centre? An introspection-driven relationship study of Seto and Katsuya. Note: Happy Valentine's to our boys! I decided to write them quietly happy for once (mostly; it's properly happy this time, really!) and living in bliss – because despite my withered husk of a heart, I only really want them to be (kinda realistically) happy c':
Click below for a few preview paragraphs!
It was 4.57am.
Seto awoke in the quiet, right on cue.
Whatever the impetus, this had been the single constant that followed him throughout his life. It was a habit he had cultivated from years of necessity – school, work, Gozaburo, stress. Once a product of authority and fear, Seto had since reclaimed its association, determined to cycle its rebirth from a past buried into a present of peace and rest.
Now, these hours he reserved for the anchoring of self before the ionisation of a day; a moment of him, for him – reflection rotated around the tightrope of interlude that separated his twilight from the awakening of the day.
It was one of the few luxuries Seto allowed himself.
He slipped, from his bed warmed by two into the embrace of quiet, footsteps light even though the bed hardly stirred. The shadow of his form the manual flicker against the slice of the city projected into the cover of their bedroom – constellations of city lights scattered across the corner of their duvet – gliding past the sliver at the edge of the curtains, one that fell just wayward of its seam against the corner of the wall. An imperfection, from when Katsuya caught the tail of the fabric a morning moons ago, sleep heavy in the clumsiness of his motions.
An imperfection that neither had rectified since.
(Read the rest of the fic here!)
#joukai#kaijou#puppyshipping#katsuya jounouchi#seto kaiba#yugioh#violetshipping#ygo#yugioh fanfiction#ygo fanfiction#joey wheeler#my writings#valentines day#I ALSO FINISHED THIS IN TIME I CAN'T BELIEVE IT#a proper vday fic written for these two wow /looks at the tens of vday kaijou wips I've abandoned over the years#again another happy fic because the depression of my reality actually makes me want something light and soft#it's also a fic I've been floating around for ages and finally got around to writing#and yes so much for a short fic 5k is not short for me my brain is dead each time I even have time to write#still on a half-inactivity thing due to work being an absolute nightmare#I miss my january level of OT this new level of work is bloody ridiculous I barely sleep 2-3 hrs daily lasmf;asm save me#had this done last night but I was out from 12pm to 2am so ha ha ha
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#sleep token#sleep token iii#sleep token iv#iii#iv#guys it got better#iv boops his nose#bye#my gif#its 2am and i can't deal
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cant sleep here's a Nami I drew for practice
#one piece#cat burglar nami#panel redraw#one piece spoilers#At times when I wake up at 2am and can't sleep I wish I wasn't up to date in one piece
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Why are we as a fandom not talking more about this scene ??

Clive is literally asking the professor to come back and stop him. Like this isn't him pretending to be Future Luke : he looks genuinely upset/displeased even after the professor promises to come back. He only goes back to smiling after the professor says, and I quote "I wouldn't dream of leaving things here in that state" before talking about stopping his future self. Clive wants confirmation that Layton is actually going to confront the bad guys, that he won't just solve the mystery but fix it too.
And this is literally so important. Clive's speech at the end, about getting saved. This is concrete proof that he had truly meant it from the start, because he's asking for Layton to stop him and thus save everyone here. Which, hey- he didn't just hope and wait to get saved, he tried to save himself too.
Yep, that's right. The game talks about how dangerous it was for Clive to bring Layton underground : it doesn't talk about how even more dangerous it was to let him leave. He could have brought back cops (he did). He could have gathered precious knowledge out there (he did). He could have never come back (and yet he did !!). Clive letting Layton leave is the biggest threat to his plan, and yet HE DID. And you know what else he did ? Make Layton promise to stop him. You can't make a clearer call for help, you just can't.
"Oh but it doesn't make his crimes more forgivable, now does it-" of course not. This isn't about Clive's redemption, it's about Clive trying to avoid needing a redemption : his efforts are vain the moment he started using the fortress. But. There were efforts.
#Damn Syl ! Back at it again with the nonsense/stating the obvious !! <3#Actually nope I don't care. I know how it feels when your self is working to achieve a goal your essence is actively against.#You just feel TERRIBLE. Shouldn't I give in ? I want to give in. It feels wrong but fighting it feels even worse. I'm tired#This exchange is so important. The despair. Asking for help when he knows at that point he's not getting saved it's too late#Like he's been working on the mecha he knows it's done he knows he's starting it. He knows Layton will be his enemy#And yet he still asks him to fix things. He still lets him go when Layton would have understood if it wasn't possible#It's about Clive asking/trusting Layton to keep the fight going and win even when Clive himself knows he can't keep fighting#I feel like I'm repeating myself. It's 2am and I'm sleepy ahah but I needed to get this one out <3#clive dove#professor layton and the unwound future#professor layton and the lost future#unwound future spoilers#lost future spoilers#My analysis#(Scheduling this one to post when I'm sleeping. I wonder how this one will go lol)
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this is so not my lane but I'm up anyways. Correct me if I'm wrong but was there ever a real reasoning outside of being terrible people why Tamlin & Rhys's father hated their friendship so much?
Like I know Lord Spring (none of the people have names so I'm giving their monikers) made Beron look like a good person and Lord Night wasn't far better but like an actual reason.
One thing I could think of politically is that both Tamlin and Rhys are the strongest high lords, respectively (this is retconned anytime SJM feels like but we're going with it). It stated that in hand to hand Tamlin is winning but with magic Rhys is.
They were both clocked as heirs (even while having siblings and them being older in Tamlin's case) basically from birth.
Now me personally, if I was as paranoid and evil as Lord of Spring and Night, I definitely wouldn't like someone with that much raw power being able to influence my son in any capacity. Like the courts seem to be pretty insular and only come together in times of war and marriage.
Also, sidenote but not really. I know a good portion of them are dead post-Amarantha but I feel like the other High Lords would've hated it too. These heirs who are both showing leagues more powers than their already powerful and frankly crazy fathers are friends now....how did that slide.
There's so many questions from that time period and since SJM refuses to either leave Tamlin alone or kill him, I hope we get answers
#this was done at 2am and also in good faith so please be normal#rhysand#rhys acotar#acomaf#like technically#tamlin#tamlin acotar#acotar#high lord of the night court#high lord of the spring court#tamsand#kind of#like platonically#I can't sleep so ....#i find tragedy intriguing
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Craziest crossover ever, my brain somehow can't comprehend this what is going on why is Julien Bam in a video with bbno$, what the heck??
#like this feels unreal#just went onto insta to go see the squid game teaser announcement#and then second thing it shows me is this#i#i can't even really explain but this feels so surreal right now#because like#it kinda shouldn't feel surreal#they have similar vibes#and if a german youtuber is known in the us then it's gonna be julien bam#but like#huh???#idk man (gn) maybe i'm too tired for this#it's 2am and i need to sleep because i gotta get up at 7:30am#also i've had pollen allergy so strong for the last two days that it felt like i had a cold#so maybe my brain is just too fried right now from the allergy and the being tired#and maybe tomorrow this feels less unreal#this would be a baller collab tho#they need to make a song together they'd be unstoppable!!!!#lea's random thoughts#julien bam#bbno$#german stuff
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Would I Choose these Fairy Tail guys over a bear?
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Natsu: On one hand I fear for my life because of how destructive he is. On the other it's a bear and Natsu is someone you could be safeish around.
Yeah
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Gray: He's obvious. Doesn't try any tricks knowingly. He strips. Juvia.
Yes but how likely is Juvia to try to kill me?
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Gajeel: Pre joining the fairy tail guild? Fuck no give me the bear. After? He's a sweetheart would be intimidated a bit though.
Maybe.
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Laxus: Battle for Fairy Tail???? No. Man is the reason why the question exists in the first place. After the S Class Trials?? Definitely better. My man learned and grew. Still intimidating as fuck though.
Depends.
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Loke/Leo: While he is a playboy he is a respectable one. I don't know what I man with that but it's fine. He treats Lucy and Aries great. Want to see more of him. Not intimidated at all.
Yes.
#fairy tail#fairy tail anime#anime#man or bear#it's 2am and i can't sleep#natsu dragneel#fairy tail laxus#gray fullbuster#fairy tail loke#fairy tail leo#fairy tail gajeel
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A fucking cockroach crawled on me, so enjoy these doodles I did bc I can't go back to sleep.
#I feel itchyyy#eughhhh#ewww#it's 2 am and I can't sleep bc of a stupid mfing roach#:(#ninjago doodles#ninjago morro#Persona: Beepzt#ninjago wyldfyre#mr frohicky ninjago#lloyd garmadon#ninjago lloyd#ninjago#vickzie draws#2am doodles#Fuck you roach🖕
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