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28/04/2025 Doctor Beverly Crusher @SpaceDocMom Incoming TransmissionâŠ
I'm writing all of you a prescription for at least one little bit of joy today. It can be tiny. It can be something you don't think anyone else would count. It doesn't have to negate your depression, your sadness, your trauma, or your pain. It can be a single sparkle. emojis: black heart, blue heart, masked, spoon, sparkle
#star trek#doctor crusher#star trek the next generation#star trek memes#star trek tng#kindness#support#care#compassion#health care#spoons#spoonies#joy#it's okay to not be okay#it's also okay to give yourself a break
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gray how do you not yap about fanfiction you're working on.
I'm realizing how big The Fox and The Butcher will be if I write what I'm thinking/ how big it has the potential to be if I flesh it out a lot and it. It's a bit daunting. And I want to yap about it. Since realizing how big I could make this part of me feels like I should like do it chronologically and not publish anything au 39 or 40 related till I do some things in the 2 year gap and then 35 and all but I want to talk about it. so much. I wrote part of a conversation that takes place post 35 last night and I want to scream about it (it's not amazing. I wrote it at like 2 am when I couldn't sleep. But there are a few particular lines that I love and HHHHHHH I want to scream about them.) but I also feel like I should finish that First Meeting fic first but that's going no where at the moment or do something pre 35 at least that's purely hitman Noel related but. I want to think about how realizing Dennis's target was the man he was told to help affects his brain in the day between 35 and 39.
And it's making me think about The Man in the Mirror and yeah I wasn't caught up on malevolent during those 7 months so I wasn't there in person but like did you talk about things? How did you not talk about things? Did you keep any secrets in a vault. Gray how do you not talk about exciting ideas and fun lines. Like you spent 7 months writing this guy's back story.
And Also! Noel's (Charlie's) just neat. Call us the King in Yellow the way we're in this guy's head.
And it's an AU!!!! (tfatb that is.) This isn't even canon Noel! or canon divergent! But I sit down to think about a wip like the 3 years earlier au or like the "What if Arthur mentioned to Noel that the KiY had made him not hear John and then the moment where John forgets who Noel is has more implications for Noel" idea from a bit ago and suddenly I have The Fox and The Butcher doc open instead. I can write canon compliant fics! I have! I just also can't stop thinking about the differences between canon Charlie and tfatb Charlie and it makes me sad and suddenly I'm typing a whole lot (as seen in this ask)
So feel free to make anything on any post I ever make Charlie Dowd related because yeah I get it. I also want to yap about him. I want to put him in stressful circumstances and then have someone show him the tiniest bit of concern. I want to tear apart the masks and lies and layers that are him and those that he's been dealt.
So like. How do you not yap about things. Or do you? Do you just yap about things?
HI this is an absolutely delightful ask
so first of all your fic sounds so so good and long huge fics take A LOT out of you. So make sure to pace yourself and TAKE NOTES! I cannot stress this enough. Take. Notes. Anything and everything even if you donât use it. Write it down somewhere.
and if you need to take a break please for the love of god do it. I never would have finished TMITM if I worked through my burn out there at the end.
that being saaaidd. Eight months. It was eight months working on it. I started in the beginning of August. But fun fact! I didnât join tumblr until October I think.
and about the yapping truuust me once I got comfortable with my mutuals I did not shut up. I posted snippets on Wednesdays and chapters would go up on fridays. I vague posted so much.
but honestly? I never ever would have finished if it werenât for @lordofthesoups. I could talk to him about anything and everything and the last few chapter titles of New York underwent SERIOUS renovations. Being completely honest New York wouldnât have been anything if it werenât for them.
what Iâm trying to say is, talk about it! Get people excited! Itâs just as good for you as it is for other people to get interested in your work. My dms are always open if you need help or if youâre just really excited about some dialogue. Itâs hard work, but the pay off is phenomenal.
#Iâm sorry hi Iâm feeling a little sentimental#Bas has already heard my endless admiration and praise but it deserves to hear it over and over#OH also about the fics you mentioned in the beginning you donât have finished#Donât force yourself!!! Take breaks!! Thatâs kinda what I was saying in the beginning w the burnout. Itâs evil. It sucks. Donât let it win#Itâs stupid cliche advice but itâs correct. Youâve gotta keep having fun with it or else itâll never come out#Uhhm hope that helped a little hi#Behind the scenes of TMITM was insane. I tried not to give any major spoilers as I went but ya snippets and vague posts were my jam#Okay okay signing off now#Have a blast Iâm looking forward to tfatb#grayâs yapping again#With friends!#The man in the mirror
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idk who knows how it's supposed to work really but horror games are usually just such a survival grind to me like it's kinda grating??? lol
#like i'm super vibe curious#but it's not really scary just like nagging#like oh wow cool liminal spaces you got here oh wow knifing creepy looking kids with dual knives time again OKAY ugh#and i sympathize with horrors a lot so that's an experience#i mean random jumpscares that aren't followed by clumsy combat are always cute though#i just feel like if i had to be scared in real life i'd be so pissed off like fuck do you mean do i EVER catch a break#me when i'm on all levels but the not real one an exhausted person#hi how's your cat did you give him a treat today#yeah i get lazy pretty easily sometimes c':#hey you just got statistics on my average attention span :D#yeah look i'd love to be replaced actually like imagine what kind of nightmare i could've grown into in this place#scary to think about#your new job is kinda sick btw now if only all their pizza was vegan and they also sold seal plushies fr#always have such curious concepts in your head do you?#look you know the achievements are kinda crazy and yet i don't feel like dunwall city trials grinding right nowđźâđšđ#so look the outsider walks among us#just so you know#man eating rats in the sewer#rat swagđ#hagfish vibeđ#dunwall waterworks alright#ok i'm saying this because it's really funny but dishonored is more like dieselpunk first of all#it has magic it has the outsider it has religion based on hating everything void absolutely fascinating and detailed worldbuilding and >>#>> storytelling you're aware of art style yourself and there's quite a number of interesting characters#and the best way you can manage an all around dark and fundamentally magical post apocalyptic vibe out of something like that#and fun gameplay on top of all that#and whales and a bit of cosmic horrors#oh and really neat level design too#its biggest con is all the monarchy but you might be aware of that alreadyđââïž#idk it's just like funny how it's the most me thing possible in the entire world forever pretty much
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Jujutsu Kaisen Observation #4:
i do not like how well i can understand Mai. geez.
#imagine giving everything you have and doing your best to break past barriers that you dont know HOW to break#seeing other people do what you're ALWAYS short of doing no matter how hard you try must feel like a personal fault and punishment#especially when you dont feel like theyre working HALF as hard as you. not you: who is ALWAYS struggling#not you: who digs your fingers in the dirt and drags your own body forward like dead weight#not you: who has NEVER taken a break NEVER made an excuse and still the blame for your weakness crashes down on you anyway#not you: with SO MUCH POTENTIAL all this power bubbling underneath your skin and NO WAY TO LET IT OUT#and it stays and it stays and it boils you alive#and you hate yourself for letting it but what else could you have done?#what else could you have done#and the only thing you can do is let go but how can Mai let go? shes a kid. shes hopeful. shes hurt. shes angry.#she wants to go home. she wants to HAVE a home.#what else is she supposed to do? how can she ever ever let go?#that would never be peace for her. it would be death.#fork big brain moment. i think me and gege just synchronized for one magical second#so like. yeah. i get how having that person ALSO be the ONLY one you could look up to and the one who always kept YOU the weakling safe#could just. lead to a seething mass of raw and tangled emotions. and its so- so PERSONAL.#thats the kind of thing that doesnt ever just go away. no matter how much time passes.#ugh. i knew i would end up sympathizing with mai. and shes such an a-hole too. *silently sheds a tear for meself*#and the self-pitying thing shes got going on. and the helplessness. always so forking helpless.#you rage in an effort to change and look. youre still exactly where you started. you'll never be anything but this. pathetic.#OUGH#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen spoilers#jjk thoughts#Jujutsu Kaisen Observations#Observation Series#Im gonna make this a Thing#for the amusement of absolutely no one by myself#i must derive pleasure from something okay I Am Going Insane
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Knock You Down a Peg or Two
Pairing: Husband!Bucky Barnes x Female Reader
Summary: Someone learns the hard way that it's a bad idea to upset Bucky's wife.
Word Count: Over 1.5k
Warnings: Established relationship, violent threats (not against the reader), protective vibes, implied sexy times, Bucky Barnes (he's a warning, okay?).
A/N: I'm in a mood, lovelies. We can consider this in the same universe as Mr. and Mrs. Barnes and Handsome and Beautiful. â€ïž Not beta read and written on my phone, so any and all mistakes are my own. Please follow @navybrat817-sideblog for new fics and notifications. Comments, reblogs, feedback are loved and appreciated!

Bucky was no longer the Winter Soldier. He told himself every day he wasn't a cold killer anymore. He did his best to make amends and worked hard to clear his name. From time to time though, people pushed his buttons and got under his skin. You helped him brush it off. Their opinions didn't matter at the end of the day, only yours.
You mattered to him more than anything else. So, if someone bothers him, yeah, he could let it go. Someone upsetting you? He wouldn't stand for it.
Bucky's eyes narrowed as he spotted the little weasel sitting at the table in the break room alone. A few hours ago, you called him to vent about how this guy repeatedly tried to make you look bad in front of your superior during a meeting. It wasnât the first time either. Your tears of frustration were obvious by your tone on the other end, though you tried to hide them. You worked hard, harder than anyone else he knew, and you took your job seriously.
He saw red when he heard you sniffle and it was the only color he had seen since then.
âGive me his name.â
âBucky, no,â you had argued. âThe guyâs a prick and I just needed to vent, so you donât-â
âPlease, baby,â he whispered, knowing full well you could handle yourself, but you were his wife and someone took joy out of your day. Not just that, they made you cry. He took this personally and he wanted to defend you. âJust give me his name so I can take care of it.â
You softly gave him the name, and he made it a priority to find the asshole. It didnât take him long. No one even questioned why he was asking. It mustâve been his âmurder strutâ and glare. You once said it could break even the strongest of people.
He headed toward the empty chair beside the agent, careful not to make a sound. His stealth assisted with that. Once he reached the chair though, he made it a point to scrap the chair across the floor to get the prick's attention. The annoyance in his eyes quickly shifted to fear when he realized who he was looking at.
Good. He hoped he pissed his pants.
He made a show of slipping off his leather jacket before taking a seat, making sure the agent got a good look at his metal arm. He also made a show of getting one of his knives out, one you gifted him. âI think we can skip the introductions since you know who I am and I really don't give a shit who you are,â he began, his voice low as he twirled the knife between his fingers. âBut I understand you know my wife and, well, sheâs the reason Iâm here.â
The guy blinked when Bucky made eye contact, the blade still expertly weaving in his hand. âS-Sure. Everyone knows your wife.â
Bucky smiled softly, taking a second to glance at his wedding band. âIâm usually not one to brag, but I canât help it when it comes to her. She works hard and deserves all the praise she gets, but sheâs still humble. Appreciative. Loyal,â he boasted, still smiling before he glared again. âSheâd never throw anyone under the bus, especially in front of a superior.â
The little weasel cleared his throat, sitting up a bit straighter in his chair. He seemed to notice for the first time that they were the only two people there. âLook, I donât know what your wife said, but-â
Bucky pointed the blade at him. âI would think very carefully about what comes out of your mouth next,â he snarled, his eyes as cold as ice.
There was a beat of silence as the guy squirmed in his seat and averted his gaze. Bucky wished you were there to see it. And Steve and Sam. âI may have run my mouth a bit. I just wanted to knock her down a peg or two, you know? She keeps getting promoted andâŠâ he swallowed when Buckyâs eyes narrowed to slits. If this fucker even thought about implying that you slept your way to get where you were today, he may actually cut his throat. âPlease, don't kill me.â
The silence after that statement may have been uncomfortable for some, but Bucky didnât break a sweat. No, he was just thinking of all the different ways he could put him in the hospital for even thinking he had a right to put you down. Putting the knife away, he slowly got to his feet. âGet up,â he said quietly, flexing his hands in intimidation.
âFuck.â The man nearly knocked his chair over as he stood. âListen, Iâm sorry,â he blurted out, putting his hands out in front of him. âIâll apologize to her first thing tomorrow, I swear.â
âYou think that makes up for it? And are you sorry for trying to make her look bad or are you sorry that youâre under my radar now?â Buckyâs stare remained steady as he knocked his chair out of the way, the piece of furniture nearly splintering when it hit the wall. âEveryone knows what I'm capable of, but do you know what happens to people who upset. My. Wife?â
Bucky refused to say that you cried. The asshole might take that as a sign of victory and he wouldnât give him any sort of win. He didnât deserve it. He didn't deserve to be in the same space as you.
The guyâs mouth parted as he took a few steps back on shaky legs. âI-It wonât happen again! I swear!â
âNo, it won't, but how about I cut your tongue out so you canât run your mouth again? Maybe pull out your teeth, too?â Bucky knocked the table away next as he advanced. âOr how about your eyes so you wonât look at her either. Hell, Iâll settle for taking your arm. Weâll match.â
The man let out what sounded like a whimper, his teeth nearly chattering from his fear. Scaring people had given him nightmares, haunted him, but it fueled his fire when he terrified anyone in your honor. âI wonât bother her ever again! Iâll tell my boss she deserves another promotion! I'll transfer! You have my word! Iâm sorry!â
Bucky laughed after a moment, a bitter, chilling sound before he held up a hand. âIâm just fucking with you.â
His eyes were still wide with fear. âW⊠What?â
âI was just trying to scare you a little. You should see the look on your face,â Bucky chuckled again, lightly smacking the guyâs cheek. âListen, you donât have to transfer and Iâm not going to torture you. Just apologize to my girl and weâre good, okay?â
âOkay.â He let out a breath and chuckled, too. âYou really wonât torture me?â
âNo, I wonât,â he grinned, grabbing his shoulders. âBut I will knock you down a peg or two.â
The prick didnât see the headbutt coming, but he felt it before he hit the ground. Bucky knew heâd feel it in the morning, too. He got off lucky.
âYou know, after you apologize to my wife, I hope you do stay so you can see her continue to thrive,â Bucky toed the guyâs body with his boot. âAnd speaking of, I need to go buy her some flowers, chocolate, and wine. She deserves it.â
Grabbing his jacket from the broken chair across the room and brushing it off, he whistled as he left the room. He waited until he was a good distance away to call. You picked up on the second ring.
âHey.â You sounded much better than you did earlier. âSo, whatâs the damage?â
âHey, baby,â he smiled. âI headbutted the prick. And before you ask, my head feels great.â
The former assassin may get suspended for that and damaging the table and chair, but he doubted the asshole would have the balls to speak up about what happened.
âBuckyâŠâ you sighed. You were probably pinching the bridge of your nose. âWhat am I gonna do with you?â
âYouâre gonna let me eat you for dessert when I get home,â he smirked. Not that he needed an excuse to dive between your legs, but he'd take any chance he had. âFigure I'll give you at least two orgasms before dinner.â
âIs that right, Mr. Barnes?â
âThat is right, Mrs. Barnes.â
The sound of your giggle spread warmth through his chest. Your happiness was his happiness. âBetter not keep me waiting,â you teased, pausing for a beat. âThank you.â
âNothing to thank me for,â he said. You always stuck up for him without question.
âLove you.â
His heart swelled more. âLove you, too.â
Heâd have some more explaining to do once he got home and would probably have to pay for the damage he caused. He was also sure that you were plotting the demise of the manâs career and would tell him that he didnât need to do anything, but he wanted to. He was no longer the Winter Soldier.
But he was your husband and heâd defend you with his life, no matter what.
Violence isn't the answer, but this is fanfiction and we all deserve a loving Bucky. â€ïž Love and thanks for reading! â€ïž
Masterlist â Bucky Barnes Masterlist â Ko-Fi
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 âą âź summary. . . having a sex dream about your best friend is incredibly embarrassing but when he drags the information out of you and delivers something better than your dreams, it's hard to stay feeling that way. . .
.pairingïčê. â â â â gojo satoru / readerâ â â â â âââ ââwc.ââč 9.5k
warnings.á.á 18+ only, smut, pwp, swearing, dirty talk, dry humping, cunnilingus, biting, fingering, p in v penetration, unprotected sex, creampie, multiple orgasms, cum eating, manhandling, big dick gojo, tease!gojo, pussy drunk gojo, obsessive!gojo (like the tinniest bit), afab!reader, no pronouns used, that's all !!
Having a sex dream about your best friend â Gojo Satoru â was not on your bingo card for this year but it happened and the result of it is you avoiding any and all eye contact with him. This would be significantly easier if he wasnât always hanging around you, it would also be easier if his favourite pastime wasnât invading your personal space.
Your odd behaviour mustâve reached a breaking point for him because heâs sat next to you on your couch, pouting out, âWhy are you being so weird?â
âIâm not,â you deny despite your very obvious weird behaviour, still not properly looking at him.
Suddenly, his head is on your lap, eyes analysing your reaction to him, âYouâre a bad liar.â
âWhaâ What are you doing?â He has you fumbling and it only embarrasses you further. âGet off me.â
âTell me why youâve been avoiding me or Iâll literally never get off you, in fact⊠I will only get closer,â one of his hands moves to grab at your waist but you slap him away.
His head weighted on your thighs has you remembering your explicit dream of him and you canât help but grow a few degrees warmer in temperature. âI canât tell you.â
Gojo frowns at that and you hate how youâre noticing just how attractive he is even though heâs growing annoyed, âIt involves me directly but you canât tell me?â
âThatâs right,â you cement, like it shouldnât even be an issue.
He sits up again and stares at you dead on, âTell me or Iâll tell all our friends about⊠the incident.â
A small breath of disbelief leaving you, âYou wouldnât dare.â
âTry me,â his eyes stern, heâs completely serious.
You try bargaining, âItâs not that deep, Satoru⊠give me another week or two and Iâll be completely over it.â
âI donât believe you.â
âSo, youâre blackmailing me?!â
âI wouldnât call it that, thatâs such an ugly word,â he shakes his head.
Your brow raises at him, âWhat would you call it then?â
âI donât know but not that,â he shrugs easily.
âYouâre so annoying, I canât believe I evenââ you cut yourself off, realising you were about to freely give away that you couldnât believe you had a sex dream about him. Itâs annoying that it was such a good dream too because heâs so annoying in real life.
Despite you stopping yourself, he clings to your words, ââYou canât believe you evenâ what?â
Playing dumb is your only defence but to be fair, you arenât entirely convinced youâre playing anymore, âI donât know.â
He stares at you for a moment before speaking again, âOkay, well, Iâm calling it blackmail now, Iâm officially blackmailing you.â
âEvil, evil man,â you accuse.
He motions at himself with his hands, dismissing your words, âMhm, now tell âToru all your problems.â
âEw,â you grimace at him, âthat was almost as bad as when you referred to yourself as âdaddyâ.â
Smirk on his face at your response, âWould you prefer that? I didnât know you were intoââ
ââI said almost as bad!â
âSure, whatever,â he rolls his eyes, ânow tell me whatâs going on, I wonât let you wiggle your way out of the main issue at hand.â
âFine,â you groan, giving in, âbut you have to promise to not be weird or make it a big deal.â
His head tilts at you, âWhat? Like you mean how youâve been doing?â
âJust promise, stupid,â you grumble at him.
âI promise,â he pauses, âsort of.â
âSeriously?â
âI said I promise, now come on,â he leans in, ready to listen, âlay it on me.â
Ignoring his giddy attitude, you take in a deep breath before carefully letting it out, âWell⊠the other night, I was sleepingââ
ââTruly groundbreaking stuff.â
âDonât interrupt me or I will never tell you,â you glare at him.
âMy bad,â he raises his hands in surrender.
âAnyways,â your heart is hammering in your chest because itâs so embarrassing to be looking at him as you try to confess. It feels like youâre being crushed under his intense gaze, itâs making you even more nervous.
He must be able to tell youâre working yourself up, âGeez, calm down, sweetheart, whatever it is itâs not that big of a deal.â He moves to pat your head as a means to comfort you but you flinch away.
And before you can control it youâre suddenly blurting out, âI had a sex dream about you the other night and now I feel really funny around you.â
The reaction from him isnât immediate, only blinking back at you for a moment before suddenly turning his head to the side as he tries to hide his laugh but the snort he lets out gives it away. Your lips are downturned as you suffer through the agonising moments of mostly silence, the embarrassment youâd already been feeling growing tenfold at his reaction.
Wordlessly, you rise from the couch and go to walk away, to go away to anywhere but here in this moment. Gojo stops you though, his hand on your wrist pulling you back to the sofa. Now closer to him than you had been before, something youâre overly conscious over. Keeping your head turned from him, annoyed at his reaction and also your lack of tact.
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry,â he apologises, âIâm not laughing at you, I swear.â
âYou need to get out of my apartment.â
âDonât be so harsh,â he whines, âI have follow up questions.â
You pull your wrist from his grasp, still refusing to look at him, âI donât wanna answer them, you only want to torture me.â
âNot true!â
He tries to get back in your line of sight but you keep turning your head away. Your arms cross over your chest, almost like youâre trying to shrink in on yourself.
âIâm curious about a few things now though,â he hums at you, âsince your reaction to having sex with me has been so cute.â
His phrasing is so poor that it has your head whipping to look at him and his overly pleased expression, âI did not have sex with you.â
âRight, right,â he waves off, âyou dreamt about having sex with me.â
âI dislike you so deeply right now.â
âIf you agree to answer my questions I will literally never bring up the fact that you had a wet dream about me ever again.â
You point at him angrily, âIt was not a wet dream! What the hell is wrong with your phrasing of things?!â
He smiles sweetly as he grabs your finger, using the hold he has on you to unfurl your hand and loop your fingers together to hold hands, âAre you gonna answer my questions or not?â
âIf I do⊠youâll never speak about this again, right?â You try pulling your hand from his but his hold on you is firm.
âSure,â he agrees all too easily.
You glance down and away from him, âFine.â
âPerfect!â
And at his incredibly joyful tone, you canât help but feel like youâve made a misstep somewhere along the way. Maybe you shouldnât have told him⊠or maybe you shouldâve concealed your reactions more effectively⊠or better yet, your stupid brain shouldnât have conjured the image of you and him having sex to begin with.
Glancing at your interlocked fingers, you ask, âCan you let go of my hand now?â
âWhy? Is it making you uncomfortable?â His tone isnât upset or accusatory, only curious.
Sighing at him in response, âIâm embarrassed to even look at you right now, of course itâs making me uncomfortable.â
He, thankfully, releases his grip on you. Choosing not to taunt you any further but you have a feeling itâs only a small reprieve. Just as your heartrate is finally calming, he asks, âWas I good?â
Youâre completely taken aback, knowing what heâs asking but still confused by his bluntness, âWhat?â
âWas I good?â He repeats shamelessly. âIâd be a little offended if I werenât.â
If you have to answer his ridiculous questions then youâre going to be purposefully vague, âYou were⊠fine.â
He hums thoughtfully, âYou wonât even look me in my eyes and you said youâre feeling funny around me so I was either horrendously bad or really great, which is it?â
âI donât like your questions,â you grumble at him.
âI wanna know though,â he whines at you, âItâs your fault for being so weird about it.â
Your body droops into the couch, head resting against the back of it, âA normal person and good friend would take this information at face value and let me live quietly with my shame.â
âI disagree,â you can feel his eyes on you but you still wonât look at him, your own eyes closed. He continues on, âIâll let you live quietly after you tell me everything I want to know⊠probably.â
You squint your eyes open at him, âThere is literally nothing in this for me, youâre blackmailing this information out of me.â
He grins at you, âAre you saying you respond better to positive reinforcement?â
âIâm saying Iâm still reluctant to answer your embarrassing questions and itâs starting to feel like if I do, Iâm only giving you future blackmail material.â
âThis is untrue, Iâm blackmailing you, yes but I also agreed to never bring it up again if you answer my questions.â
âOh my god!â this is getting annoying, steeling your nerves, you decide youâre just going to answer everything so you can end this quickly, âYou were good, it was a good dream.â
A stupid and happy smile takes over his face, you donât bother reading too far into it. âYou said you were feeling âfunnyâ, what do you mean by that?â
âHuh?â
âFunny could mean any number of things, Iâm asking for specifics here,â heâs still too happy and itâs annoying you because you donât really understand why.
âHmm, likeâŠâ you look at him intently to better think about how you feel, your heart fluttering as you do, causing you to close your eyes as if youâre in thought, ââŠI feel embarrassed to have had a dream like that about you.â
He pushes back on your answer, âThatâs all?â
Cracking an eye open at him as you chirp, âYep.â
His gaze is already trained on you, apparently never having stopped looking at you, âYouâre such a bad liar.â
You deflate at your failed deception, âI think weâve just known each other too longâŠâ
âYouâve always been a bad liar though?â He claps his hands together suddenly and it makes your heart skip a beat, âNow, out with it.â
Quiet as you start your explanation, âEvery time I look at youâŠâ he nods his head as if to encourage you, ââŠI think about the dream and it makes me feel funny, thatâs all, can you leave me alone now?â
His lips purse as he mulls over what youâve just said, âYou sure youâre not just horny?â
âSatoru!â you chastise him, shocked and also frustrated that heâs pretty much hit the nail on the head. Ever since your dream you canât help but look at him differently, mind feeding you images of what having sex with him might be like.
âIâm being genuine.â
âThat makes it worse,â kicking your legs a little about it all.
He starts giggling, âYou had a dream about getting fucked by me so good that just being around me turns you on.â
âStop!â you move to sit in front of him properly, face clearly unhappy, âI did not say that.â
âYou basically did,â he dismisses, âSo⊠what did I do to you?â
Itâs a bit ridiculous that heâs going in this direction but you shouldâve known he was going to do this. You need to shut him down because just his words alone are effecting you more than you care to admit, âIâm done answering your questions.â
Itâs his turn to groan and grumble, âAww, but it was just getting good.â
Rolling your eyes at him, you say with the intention of ending this interaction, âSatoru⊠It doesnât matter what you did in my dream because thereâs no way youâd be that good in real life.â
The smile on his face drops, âI canât help but take that personally.â
âTake it how you will,â you shrug, âthereâs no way you could live up to the dream version of you, itâs not logical.â
âWanna find out?â
âDonât be childish,â you brush him off, overlooking the way those words send a shock through you.
He pushes, âTreat it like an experiment, I wanna know whatâs better.â
Blinking back at him, âYouâre so weird.â
Quickly pointing out, âMaybe, but youâre the one who dreamt about fucking this weirdo.â
âYeah, dreamt, it was a dream.â You shake your head in disbelief at him, âWhy are you acting like youâre jealous of dream you?â
âMaybe I am jealous of dream me.â
âThatâd be stupid.â
âYouâre always telling me Iâm stupid.â
Gojoâs eyes keep flitting to your lips every time you speak, the look in them suddenly much darker than the glee that was held in them when he was teasing you earlier. Trying to be stern but not entirely convincing when you state, âIâm not going to have sex with you for a reason as stupid as that, grow up.â
âBut youâll have sex with me for a good reason?â
âStop putting words in my mouth,â you tilt your head at him in exasperation, âwhy are you even acting like this?â
Ignoring your question and instead posing his own, âYou sure youâre not curious, not even a little bit?â His hand cups the side of your face, his thumb pulling down on your lower lip, âI know I am.â
That simple touch has your heart leaping bounds, suddenly so hyper aware of how deep the effect he has on you is. It scares you, how much you want him, how much you want to say yes. You shouldnât get carried away, heâs being ridiculous, this is all so ridiculous. Your years long and best friendship could be ruined because of this moment.
All things youâre worried about, all valid concerns, all thoughts that slip from you so quickly when he leans in and licks teasingly at your lower lip. The gasp you let out his entrance into your mouth, his lips plush and demanding against yours. Eyes falling shut as you let yourself get lost in his kiss, full and delightful and something youâve never felt before. Â
Itâs messy and uncoordinated, like heâs not really focusing on how to kiss you and more on the fact that he gets to kiss you. Youâre getting dizzy, body buzzing pleasantly at how he sucks on your tongue. String of saliva keeping your lips connected when he pulls back, snapping as he wipes his lower lip with his thumb, only to then push it into your mouth. Your immediate response to suck, feeling depraved but enjoying the look on his face you get when you do.
He speaks under his breath, eyes a little dazed, âFuck.â
As soon as your tongue licks against the tip of his thumb, heâs pulling it from your mouth and hurriedly slotting his mouth over yours again. Barely giving you a moment to think before heâs kissing you so completely, consumed by his need and the delicious way he partakes in your lips.
Itâs so overwhelming, to be desired like this is foreign and has your thighs clenching together. Gaining confidence when you finally wrap your arms around his neck, a move he appreciates if his groan and grabby hands are anything to go off of.
The way he parts from you is full of huffed and short breaths that only ends in him kissing you again, like heâs fighting with himself to say something, to do something more but ending up not strong enough to move on from your lips.
A pathetic moan that you donât even recognise as your own leaving you, the sound only spurring Gojo on. Using his body to push against yours until your back is on the couch, not bothering to explain what heâs doing, far too busy and far too fixated on how you taste.
Filled to the brim with thoughts about how good his kiss is, how kissing canât possibly be this good, how youâd let him do more. Fingers threading through his hair, nails scratching against his scalp in a way that pulls a shudder from him.
What feels like far too soon heâs properly pulling back, quickly putting distance between you both so heâs not immediately gravitating back. Arms holding himself up, hovering over you, taking his sweet time to appreciate the look on your face. Pride exuding from him at what heâs reduced you to with a few kisses.
âStop staring, Satoru,â your voice comes out more whinged and unfortunate than you were hoping.
âNo.â
Itâs a simple response, one thatâs weighted with meaning and intention. Maybe if you werenât only concerned with how good of a kisser he is, of how you want more, of how he looks indescribably good over you, youâd ask him why heâs acting this way. Maybe youâd even ask what this means for your friendship but when youâre in this deep and enjoying it this much, thinking that deep slips from you all too easily.
âIâm gonna touch you,â his gaze wanders over your body before looking back to you, âokay?â
Already nodding back at him, âOkay.â
And only when you verbally affirm him does he let his greedy hands travel your body, sitting back on his knees so he can grope at your thighs and hips. You can tell heâs enjoying your squirming immensely, eyes simultaneously lidded low and lit up.
Quickly glancing to meet your eyes when he asks, âWhat did I do to you?â
It takes your brain a second to catch up to his words, stuck on his big hands resting against your hips, his fingers digging into your plush skin. âYou meanâŠâ
âIn your dream,â he slips into your waistband and starts to slowly pull your pants off, âwhat did I do to you in your dream, sweetheart?â
You feel your skin heat, his fingers tickling against your thighs. âIâm not answering that.â
A low hum sounds from him as your pants are finally removed and tossed to the side, âWhy not?â
Keeping your legs together, self-conscious of the fact youâre in your underwear below him. Though heâs not bothered at all, groping and massaging at your thighs, âWhat happened in that dream is private.â
âThat hardly seems fair,â his eyes bore into your own, âsince I was there and all.â Paying no mind to your small protests as he manoeuvres one of your legs to rest against his side, feeling much more exposed now that heâs spread your legs.
âSatoru, you canât just!â mmphââ
Further protesting cut off abruptly when he places his palm on your lower stomach, thumb drawing over your covered slit. His touch there was unexpected but not unwelcome, small shocks of pleasure thrumming through you.
âDid I use my fingers?â he keeps stroking your cunt, touch light and nowhere near enough to satisfy. âHow about my mouth?â pausing to blatantly stare at your pussy, not even really addressing you when he adds, âplease tell me I used my mouth,â his last words come out pitchy, almost like heâs begging for it to be true.
âI donât know,â youâre feeling overwhelmed, head foggy, âI canât remember.â
âI donât know why you keep bothering to lie to me,â he murmurs low, using both thumbs to pull apart your folds, pressing into your hole only to be stopped by the material of your panties.
His action has you shooting up, face to his chest, your hands grab onto his shirt and all he does is chuckle at you. âStop playing with me,â you huff at him.
Leaning down, he drags his lips over your skin gently. Leaving behind soft kisses all over your neck and chest, blowing air by your ear just to make you twitch. Voice almost a whisper when he asks again, âWhat did I do to you?â
âYouâre embarrassing me,â you look through your lashes at him.
His smile is pleased, âYeah, well, youâre turning me on.â Grabbing you by your hips and pulling you into his lap, your cunt pressing right into his erection, âFeel that?â He canât help the way he gives small grinds into you, your warmth too enticing, âAll your fault, so tell me what I did to you.â
The way he grinds into you feels too good, heâs big and so hard and couldnât he just, âCanât you just put it in?â
He laughs airily, surprised by your need, âI think you can feel enough to know that I canât.â
âYou were nicer to me in my dream,â you pout at him.
âSomehow, I doubt thatââ his head drops back and a soft groan leaves him, getting lost in how youâve started to rut down into him.
Thinking back to your dream, you decide to mention, âYou did.â
Distracted reply coming from him, âHmm?â
âUse your mouth, I meanââ
Just as youâd gotten the words out, heâs pushing you flat on your back again, not even pausing to think as he pulls your panties off in one movement. Settling between your thighs impatiently, eyeing up your cunt, âYou been holding out on me.â
Your legs thrown haphazardly over his broad shoulders, âWait just a secââ
ââWhy?â Tongue already hanging from his mouth and hovering over your pussy, just about drooling onto it.
The sight of him has your brain rebooting, âNoâ nothing.â
Keeping his eyes intently on you when he licks your whole pussy, smiling at how your mouth drops opens and hips squirm, âYouâre cute.â
âYouâ youâreâ hnnââ you donât get to retort properly, his tongue flicking at your clit each time you try to say something.
âMhm,â heâs enjoying this, you can tell, his tone too amused. âYouâre so wet, practically begging for me to put my mouth on you.â
And then he shoves his tongue inside you, holding your hips down so he can fuck you with it. Delighting in the moans tumbling from your lips, cunt syrupy sweet and begging for him to stuff it full. Swallowing down all you have to give him, shudders running down his spine as his cock jerks in his pants. Heâs been horny ever since you admitted to having had a sex dream about him.
It feels a little cruel that you kept it from him for so long, he wouldâve gotten on his knees for you the second you asked him to. Groaning into your pussy when your hole tightens around his tongue, pressing his face closer to you. Nose stimulating your clit with how desperate he is to taste your cunt.
Heâs messy in how heâs devouring you, sloppily making out with your pussy. Small groans leaving him as he relishes in it, like heâs getting just as much out of this as you are. Itâs too good, back arching and thighs fighting to close, held open by his wide frame between your legs. This is the first time someone has gotten you so close so quickly, itâs almost embarrassing how easily heâs about to make you cum.
Gojo knows youâre close, it excites him, he wants your cum in his mouth, he wants to feel how you shake underneath him. But thereâs something wicked inside him that wants to tease you a little more, waiting until youâre just about to finish before pulling back.
You whine at him, eyes wet when you look at him in confusion. He only smiles back at you, tongue licking his lower lip before he asks innocently, âI forgot to ask, did you cum like this?â
Brain taking a moment to catch up before realising heâs still asking about that damn dream, âI donâtâ I think so?â
Pressing open mouthed and wet kisses over your inner thighs, remarking, âNot very memorable, was it?â
Somehow, it feels like heâs trying to compete with his dream counterpart and the thought is just ridiculous. âIt was very memorable,â youâre only hoping to be a little teasing but by the look in his eyes he takes it personally. Opening his mouth wide and chomping down onto your thigh, biting you enough to nearly break skin. You jump at the shock, âHey!â
âSorry, sweetheart,â he murmurs into your skin, licking over the impression of his teeth before pressing a kiss to it, âtry remembering this instead, yeah?â
Itâs a little bit cute of him to be so jealous of your dream, âYouâre stupid.â
He knows heâs stupid, heâs all too aware of it but that changes nothing to him, âIâd be more careful with your words if you wanna cum,â blowing air onto your clit, reminding you of how close you were.
âSatoruâŠâ you donât really like how heâs got you backed into a corner right now.
He hums in acknowledgement at you, âNeed something?â Head leaning against your thigh as he smiles smugly up at you.
How frustrating of him, to know exactly what you want but choosing not to give it to you for his own enjoyment. âYouâre a tease,â you huff at him.
âHmm⊠not usually,â his hand slides up your inner thigh, single digit slipping inside your hole, âI think thatâs something you bring out of me,â pleased with the small sounds you let out at his finger stuffing you.
Gasped moan leaving your lungs, trying to tell him how unbearable he is, âYouâreâ hnn!ââ
A sound of awe leaving him as he drags his finger out, âHow obscene, you really are so fucking wet.â He says it like you should be ashamed of yourself but heâs smiling too big, eyes full of loving obsession. Clearly incredibly happy with how dripping and soaked your cunt is, âBasically drooling for it, sweetie. How embarrassing~â
You might have to kill him because he really is embarrassing you. Hell, it was already embarrassing doing this with your best friend and now heâs teasing you, âStopâŠâ not able to help the completely pathetic look on your face, ââŠstop being so mean to me.â
Gojo feels his heart drop and then start beating a million miles an hour, youâre so cute that he canât help but breathlessly laugh, âMy bad, will making you cum make up for it?â
âYes,â you assert.
Ah, his head is spinning, you might be too much for his poor heart to handle. He canât bear having you upset with him though, pressing soft kisses to your pussy lovingly. Itâs as if heâs apologising for being so cruel to you, deepening his kiss to your cunt by stuffing you full of his tongue again.
The way you twitch and moan under him really does drive him wild, how heâs going to stay sane while fucking you is beyond him. Lapping at your sopping cunt so devotedly, eyes dazed and pussy drunk as he watches how your eyes roll and brows pinch. Giggling to himself at how surreal it is to be tongue deep inside you, to have you this needy for him.
When he suddenly pushes your legs back, you squeak. Damn near folded in half and bent for him, âSatoru, you canât justâ mmph!ââ
He doesnât grace you with listening properly, simply going back to eating your pussy like itâs his last meal. The way heâs holding you is pornographic in nature, a position youâve never even thought to be in and heâs easily manhandled you into it. Lower back no longer even touching the couch, held up by Gojo.
With how heâs positioned you now, all your dewy slick and his saliva slides from your cunt and drips crudely onto your poor couch. Head dizzied as he gets you closer and closer to finishing, building you up so much faster after the loss of your last orgasm.
âIâ ah!â so closeâ mmphââ you donât want him to stop, hand holding onto one of his on your hip tightly, begging that he doesnât pull away again.
Lucky for you, he desperately wants you cumming for him. He barely brought himself to deny you the first time, thereâs no way he could do it a second. Completely and whole heartedly dedicated to making your pussy cream for him, salivating at the thought alone.
Moans you donât even register pulling from your lungs as he finally pushes you over the edge, hips shaking as you try to ride out your own high with little success. The position youâre folded in keeping you at his mercy. Orgasm feeling oh so sweet after he denied you, lashes fluttering as it washes over you.
Gojo hums happily into your pussy, drinking down all you have to give him and then still not parting from you. Too addicted to your scent, to your taste, ignoring all rationality as he keeps licking and sucking at your cunt. Whining when your weak fingers dig into his hair and pull him back by force, shaking underneath him from how heâs nearly forced you into overstimulation.
âToo much,â your voice trembles with your words.
His lower face is a complete mess of you and youâd feel bad but the stupid smile and dazed look heâs wearing tells you that you donât have to. âYou got a great pussy,â he compliments, moving his thumbs so he can lewdly pull your cunt wider for his greedy eyes.
âAh!â stop staring, have you no shame?â
Eyes flicking to yours when he states seriously, âNone.â
Youâre feeling far too exposed in this position, âCan you let me moveââ
Ignoring you and instead musing aloud, ââHow many fingers do you think you could take?â
âWhat?â
âYour hole was tight around my tongue so maybe only one?â Slipping a single finger inside you and stroking against your walls. Your back fights to arch and a soft mewl sounds from you, âahh, thatâs a nice reaction. Letâs stretch you out yeah?â
âYouâre soâ hnn!ââ barely biting out, âYouâre such a pervert.â
His head tilts at you, âDid you expect anything else?â
Managing to babble out, âWerenât soâ hahâ pervertedâ hnnâ in my dreamâ mmphââ
âI take pride in that,â his chest vibrates with his words. Of course he takes pride in it, why wouldnât he? Stuffing another finger inside your snug cunt and scissoring them, trying to open you up enough to be able take him, âThis sweet pussy might fucking kill me, I donât know how youâre gonna take me.â
Could he have a bigger ego? âDonât be ridiculousâ hah!ââ
âIâm not just being cocky, sweetie.â Fingers brushing up against so many spots you can never quite reach on your own, âYou might actually struggle to take it all.â
Eventually giving you a third finger, spread wide around his digits and leaking into the palm of his hand. Heâs got you a squirming and moaning mess under him, mind melting from the mouth-wateringly sinful way heâs playing with you.
âSatoruâ hnn!ââ
âSomething wrong?â
Now he knows damn well⊠âPlease, justâ hahââ
He laughs at your whimpered neediness, completely aware of how bad you want him inside of you. âBeing real cute right now.â
âDonâtââ
ââDonât what?â Using his fingers to tease your most intimate spots.
ââToruâ hnnâ please,â lower lip wobbling as you pout at him, âI want youâŠâ
Thatâs not fair, youâre not playing fair at all. âYouâre evil,â he mumbles at you, cheeks and tips of his ears flushing red with how turned on he is, âbut Iâll give you what you want, since youâre so adorable.â
Thick fingers drawing from your cunt, the loss of him pulling a whine from you; it makes him smile. Youâre genuinely so pathetic right now and aside from how horny itâs got him; itâs also got his heart stuttering in his chest.
âTake your shirt off,â he points at you, letting you finally lower your bottom half to the couch.
Grumpily following his instruction, feeling especially docile right now, âYouâre being too bossy.â
His words come out a little muffled as he pulls his own shirt off, âYour pouting would have more effect if you werenât also listening so well.â
âMaybe Iâll stop listening then.â
He stands from the couch to tug down his pants and boxers, brows drawn together and head tilting, âWhen youâre this close to finally taking it all?â Holding the base of his hard cock, tone smug.
Embarrassed for yourself at how your cunt throbs for him, desperate in a pitiful way that youâve never imagined yourself being over him or anyone. âAre you in any position to be this big of a tease?â
âFor you? Always,â he taps your thigh and leans onto the couch again, ânow spread your legs for me.â
Already opening your legs to give him room before really thinking twice on it, hating that youâre this willing to follow his instruction. His hands on you are gentle, almost reverent in how they trail along your inner thighs.
Gojo canât help himself, touching you as much as he can, wanting to prolong this whole experience. Your skin so soft and delicate under his touch, fingers digging into your flesh just to see proof of him touching you. Completely bare and willing under him, heart hammering in his chest at this fact.
Dragging his cock through your sopping wet pussy, shivering at just how gooey your cunt is. Not intentionally trying to torture you but doing so anyways, squirming and impatient under him the more he plays with you.
âSatoru,â voice pitchy, âplease.â
Not moving immediately, only cursing as he gazes at you all lost.
You wrap a single leg around his waist and pull him forward, encouraging, âCâmon.â
Smug expression suddenly back on his face, âAlright, here we go,â tapping at your entrance a few times first. âOhh, biiig stretch,â word drawn out and provocative as his cock head slowly slips inside you.
Big stretch is fucking right, chest squeezing as you struggle to adjust. Hands gripping onto his biceps for dear life, needing to be grounded.
One of his hands reach out and strokes against your head, you keen into his touch and he chuckles. Leaning down to whisper, âYou need to breathe, sweetheart.â
His hips have stopped moving forward but it hardly seems like it, already feeling obscenely full. âH-how muchâ hnnâ more?â
Gojo dips his head down to look at where your cunt is bulging around him, teeth digging into his lower lip as he stifles a strained laugh, âNot much at all.â
âAre you lying?â Unable to help the way your lip wobbles a bit with your question.
âYeah,â he thrusts just a little bit more into you, âbut youâre doing so well, feel fffucking fantastic.â
Youâre clawing at his shoulders, feeling like youâre being stretched to your limits, âWhyâ ah!â why is it so big?â Somehow, you feel annoyed at him for it.
âIâm Godâs favourite,â is how he chooses to reply, ego growing tenfold at how youâre falling apart just from the shallow thrusts heâs delivering.
How the hell are you meant to take all of him, âHowâ hahâ how much?â
He canât take his eyes off how youâre sucking him in, hands gripping your hips and thumbs drawing circles into your skin soothingly, âWhy donât you just watch for yourself?â
You shake your head at him, eyes scrunched shut, âNo.â
âAnd why not?â Still, heâs feeding you more of his cock, your pussy pulsing around him making him dizzy, âItâs a good fuckin view.â
âDonâtâ hnnâ donât torment me.â
Blinking your eyes open to give your best glare, it only comes across half hearted. Completely taken with the look on Gojoâs face, flushed pink with his pupils blown wide, teeth digging into his lower lip again to stop from whining. Eyes flicking to yours and heâs completely melting when seeing just how pathetic you are under him, moan stumbling from his lips so suddenly that it takes him by surprise.
He's just as big of a mess as you and it has your cunt positively creaming around him, turned on by the fucked out horny look on your best friends face. Gojo shudders at your pussy getting slicker around him, his dick jerking inside you.
âGetting thisâ hahâ wet over your best friendâŠâ fucking his hips quickly, pelvis now flush to yours, ââŠhow shameless of you.â
Youâre quivering around him and writhing under him, the feeling of being completely stuffed full overwhelming on its own. His taunting cruel and mocking and unfortunately turning you on that much more, upset that youâre letting him get away with it.
Lips downturned when you fire back, âYouâre more shamelessâ hnnâ pervert.â
Gojo can only be charmed by your weak insult, especially since heâs pretty sure youâre unaware of how your hips are twitching under the weight of his hold. Fighting upwards for the hope of getting fucked but kept frustratingly still by him. Your neediness has piqued his interest, now wondering how long he can stay still until youâre shedding tears out of frustration. Quickly growing addicted to the idea of teasing you like this.
He's so still itâs driving you crazy, able to feel his dick twitching inside you, veins throbbing against your sensitive walls. Obviously wanting it just as bad as you but still not moving, shifting one of your hands to tap at his on your hip, gaining his attention.
Eyes on his, âWhat are you waitingâ mmphâ for?â
God, the look on your face is killing him, so sweet under him. Itâs almost like youâre falling apart already, his hands dig into your thighs and it has you keening under him. Pathetic whine leaving you as your hips start grinding into him quickly, trying to alleviate some of the desire youâre feeling.
âNow why on earthâŠâ he straightens his back up more, pulling your lower half up with him, not giving the chance for his cock to slip from you, ââŠare you this touch starved?â
âHuh?â itâs the only response youâre capable of giving, having finally seen just how heâs shoved inside you. Cunt stretched obscene around his fat dick, dripping happily and syrupy sweet around him. Chest fluttering at the shock and excitement.
âIâm so sorry for not noticing, sweetie,â he coos at you, âI wouldâve helped you if youâd told me.â
Complaining back at him, âI am not touch starved.â
âYou definitely are,â he trails his hand from your hip, up your side, just to show you how you twitch into it, âitâs okay though, Iâll take good care of you.â
Pussy shivering involuntarily around him, giving away that youâre lying. How he managed to know you were deprived, you have no idea but the fact he did is embarrassing to you. He doesnât need to be aware of how long itâs been since you were last touched so intimately.
âIââ
ââDonât bother lying again,â he keeps caressing you where he can reach, âIâd much rather hear about how much you like when I touch you.â
Maybe heâll start moving if youâre honest, âI like whenâ hahâ you touch me,â pouting slightly and barely fighting off the shudder running down your spine at his touch.
âGood,â he smiles at you, all glib, ââCause Iâm gonna touch you. Lots.â
Eyes sparkling at him, hoping, âDoes that mean youâreâ ahâ hnnâ actually going to fuck me now?â
âWhy?â his head tilts at you, âDo you want it?â
Giving your best glare back at him, heâs proven to you sufficiently by now that he can read you incredibly well, much to your dismay. Muttering out, âDream you wasâ hahâ much more indulgent of me.â
âOuch,ïżœïżœ though he says that, he doesnât seem hurt at all, âDream me was a fool then âcause youâre much more fun to play with like this.â
Heâs being so annoying, âCanât you just give me what I want?â
âI might,â his gaze is lecherous as his eyes rake over your body, âif you ask for it properly.â
âSatoruâŠâ you try to call out to him as sweetly as possible, ââŠplease fuck me?â lip quivering slightly as your neediness bleeds through your façade of togetherness, âplease?â
Gojoâs heart squeezes in his chest, heâd planned on tormenting you a little more but heâs not sure heâll be able to keep his sanity any longer. Already he feels like heâs falling apart for you, caught between wanting to give you everything you want and teasing you until you cry. He guesses heâll just have to settle for fucking you until you cry this time, next time, he promises himself heâll tease you properly next time. Â
âSatoru?â
Your voice breaks him out of his reverie, grin back on his face, âI heard you, pretty. Iâll give you what you want.â
Dragging his cock from you slowly, so slowly, the heavy weight of him pulling out driving you up a wall, insides shuddering. Broken and gasped moans leaving you, rushing out quick, âThank you, thank you, thank you, ohââ
The laugh that leaves him is too attractive, amused by your gratitude for something like this. Itâs cute how the thank-yous just keep tumbling from your lips over and over as he keeps pulling back to the tip of him.
âDonât thank me for thatâŠâ his hands dig into your hips more, ââŠthank me for this,â slamming into you all at once with his last word.
The wind is completely knocked from your lungs, shocked whine louder than youâd want it to be. Desperately clawing at any part of him you can reach, struggling to take it and keep it together. Feeling like youâre completely melting, head spinning as pleasure thumps through your veins.
âMmphâ Iâ ahhââ barely coherent as your eyes fight to not roll to the back of your head, âthank hnnâ you.â
Small giggle leaving him at just how adorable youâre being, heart hammering in his chest as he sets a consistently mind ruining pace. He canât wipe the fucked out smile off his face as he keeps pounding into you, giddy with how he gets to have you under him like this.
Babbling varied compliments, âYouâre so adorable,â he huffs out a whimper, âhnnâ and youâre so fucking tight around me,â less coherent as he carries on, âGod, and so fffucking wetâ hahâ what theâ so hotâ Iââ
He feels insane, how youâre this warm and perfect around him has him at a loss. Almost like you were made just for his cock, something heâll let himself believe because the idea of you being with anyone but him breaks his heart a little bit.
Hypnotised by how youâre sucking him back in, clinging onto his dick desperately. Itâs almost like every time he pulls out, youâre begging him to fuck right back in, and of course heâll comply. The idea of pulling out before heâs finished with you a painful thought, not willing to give up this moment even if someone walked in on the two of you.
All you can do is take it, take all of the jaw slacking and toe-curling pleasure heâs delivering you. Your pussy making obscene sounds as he fucks into you, skin hot from how depraved it all feels. Gojo looks so completely wrecked, eyes glazed over, lips still moving as he continues to mutter out sweet praise. Praise that would probably have your insides flipping and body growing hotter but you canât hear anything but your heart thumping in your own ears.
Delirious grin making its way onto his face as heâs struck with a wicked realisation, large hand sliding its way from your thigh to your stomach. Pressing down the littlest bit and watching how you squirm and shudder under him, gasping for breath and hands slapping at him, trying to speak.
âDonâtâ hnnâ donât do thatâ ah!â too muchâ it feels tooââ
âWhat? Good?â He hisses out, still managing to be taunting.
âItâs too muchâ hahâ mmphâ Iâm too sensitive,â your eyelashes feel wet, like you mightâve started crying but you canât even be sure of that right now.
His hand presses down more into your tummy, âI know you are~â he giggles a little, âitâs turning me on.â
âSeriouslyâ hnnâ donâtâ Iâm gonnaâ ah!ââ
Heâd completely ignored your pleas causing you to cut yourself off with a moan, orgasm suddenly washing over you. Spasming hot and snug around him, so sinful that heâs shocked by his own high, cumming deep inside you as you shake and shiver around him.
âOhh, youâreâ haahâ youâre killing me sweetly,â Gojoâs head feels like itâs spinning, swimming in so much pleasure as he grinds into you.
Youâve slumped under him, trusting him to keep a hold of you, not even thinking to chew him out for making a mess of both your cunt and sofa. Brain feeling all fuzzy and melted in your skull, blissed out from how good youâre currently feeling.
Busy basking in the afterglow when your world is suddenly spinning, Gojoâs taken advantage of your rag-dolled state and flipped you over onto your stomach. Quickly realising that heâs still hard when your hips are being pulled up and his cock is sliding through your folds.
âYou gotta stay with me, pretty,â he groans, positioning his tip at your hole, âweâreâ hnnâ not done yet.â
âSatoruâ ah!ââ
Both your moans are debauched and loud as he stuffs you so fucking full all at once, lungs seizing in your chest. If he werenât holding your hips so tight, you wouldâve collapsed to the couch. Your fingers dig into the cushions below you, biting back pitiful sounds that so desperately want to leave you.
âDonâtâ donât do that,â he shoves inside you somehow that little bit more, âlet me hear you, sweetie.â
Sulking back, âNooâ hahâ itâs embarrassingââ
ââItâs arousing,â he counters, skin on fire with how badly he wants to hear you moan for him.
He supposes itâs fine though, heâll just have to drag those sweet sounds from you himself. Giving sharp and angled thrusts, purposefully driving right into all those delicious spots he found earlier while playing with you. Grinning wide, overly pleased with himself when you squeak out the cutest moan heâs ever heard.
Heâs falling apart inside you, wrapped around your little finger and you donât even realise it. He didnât even intend to cum earlier, you just felt too good. All sticky cum and clingy walls, he couldnât help himself.
Able to feel how his cum leaks out around him, hear how your pussy gushes with his cock inside you. He feels borderline feral, something possessive dancing around in his heart at how your cunt squelches around him, stuffed full of his hot semen.
The desire to see his face hits you, remembering just how good he looked as he got lost in how pleasurable everything felt. Whining pitifully below him into the couch, feeling far too shy to tell him how much you enjoy looking at him while he fucks you stupid.
âSatoruâ hnnâ itâsââ drooling onto the couch as you moan out to him, âitâs goodâ hahâ itâs too goodâ itâs good~â nearly sobbing with just how damn good it feels.
âI bet,â he chuckles, loving your reaction.
Biting at him, âHnnâ shuddupââ
Easily ignoring you, âNow be honest⊠whatâs better?â
Your eyes are rolling to the back of your head, you canât focus on whatever the hell heâs saying when heâs fucking your gooey sweet spot so perfectly that youâre in bliss.
âFocus,â he fills you completely and stills his hips, refusing to move, âwhatâs better? This or your dream.â
Cunt so creamy and cock drunk for him, throbbing and pulsing so lovingly on him. Heâs a little bit annoyed that he has to stop but he needs your answer. Hips twitching back into him, small noises of frustrated and deprived pleasure slipping from your lips.
He purrs low at you, âIf you want me to move then you gotta answer me,â hand smoothing down your back, âyou know I will torment you until you do.â
If you werenât so turned on and delirious youâd recognise it as the bluff it is, he may have been able to torment you earlier but his patience is barely hanging on by a fucking thread at this point. But you are that turned on and delirious, so instead you answer earnestly, âThis, this is better. Itâs lots better, now please. Move.â
âThere ya go,â he pats your ass a couple times, âsuch a sweet little thing when youâre fucked full of my fat dick.â
Words meant as a warning but failing to hold any weight, ââToruâ donâtââ
ââDonât stress, pretty,â giving you a single thrust, âIâll give you what you and your pussy are begging me for.â
Your response is smothered into the couch cushions, âPlease.â
Groaning a giggle at how you reply, finding it cute that youâre displaying manners you donât usually bother to with him. You must have it bad for him right now because otherwise you would not be so docile under him.
Fucking into you so you can feel it, really feel it. Intending to pull you apart so perfectly, wanting you to feel this just as much he is. Pelvis smacking into your ass obscenely, admiring the way your back arches for him, damn near presenting yourself to him.
âMoreâ hahââ you stutter out at him, trying to explain what you need, âI wantâ hnnâ I want you to touch me more.â
His eyes close and he intakes a deep breath, controlling himself as he registers your words. Arm reaching around you to pull you up, his chest to your back. Heâs pressed so close to you, warm and comforting. Youâre keening into him again, relishing how close he is to you, how much of him you can feel. Butterflies dancing in your stomach at how intimate it is and how itâs so much better because of it.
His hands grope at you, your hips, stomach, tits, anywhere he can grab, âSomeoneâs being greedy.â
Huffing back at him, âHahâ I am not.â
âI wasnât talking about you,â amused with himself as he breathes into your ear, thrusting desperately into your dripping cunt.
You grab hold of his hands and tug, encouraging him to wrap his arms around you properly. All too easily, he gives into your will, holding you tight. His face tucked into your neck and breathing in your scent, lips delicate as they trace your skin.
Brain hazy and muddled as you babble out your feelings to him, âItâs goodâ I like your dickâ hnnâ I likeâ hahâ I like you.â Head turning to the side to press a small kiss to his head.
Heâs quick to move so he can capture your lips with his, groaning into it. His dick grows impossibly larger inside you at your small confession, throbbing and leaking inside your tight heat.
Pulling back with a last suck to your lower lip, âDonât say such sweet things to me, pretty,â tongue licking your ear, teeth nipping you, âor Iâll never leave you alone.â
âYouâ hahâ youâ hnnâ do that anywaysâ ah!ââ
âIâm about to become much worse,â itâs more of a promise than anything else, you thought of him as clingy before but heâs about to become so so much more worse.
The idea of that alone should probably be less appealing but while stuffed full of his aching cock, you canât find it in yourself to feel anything other than pathetically whipped for him. Pussy weeping around him, begging for more, for it to never stop.
His dick so deep it feels like heâs in your lungs, spasming around him as your high gets closer and closer. Pleasure climbing up your spine as you melt around him, loving his touch on your body, his breath by your ear.
Gojo moans, head tipping back before he leans forwards again, âYouâve got me obsessed with you, sweetheart,â voice cracking with a whine, âboth youâ hnnâ and this sopping wet pussy of yours.â
Sobbing out your warning, ââToruâ hahâ ah!â Iâm gonna cumââ
âHmm?â his chest vibrates against your back, âGonna cum because I told you Iâm obsessed with you? Thatâs pretty lewd of you.â
Cheeks wet with your shed tears, âDonâtâ hngâ donât tease.â
âJust let yourself enjoy it,â hand pressing into your stomach like he had earlier, âyour cunt sure does.â
Long and pitchy moan leaving you, orgasm knocking into you like a tonne of bricks. Trying to curl forward but unable to, Gojoâs arms are firm around you, not letting you go anywhere as he keeps fucking into you. His pace suddenly much quicker as he doubles his efforts from behind, chasing his own high.
It doesnât take him long at all to follow behind you, face burying into your neck, teeth biting into you as he shudders. Muffled whimpers vibrating against your skin, his hips jerking shallowly, he canât bring himself to stop fucking into you. Youâre too stupid to think about telling him off, not even sure youâre able to process thoughts let alone talk coherently.
Eventually he stills to a complete stop, planting kisses over his bite mark. He doesnât want to let you go, content to hold you up like this but youâre on the verge of passing out. Gentle in how he lowers you down onto the couch, the pair of you groaning when his cock slips from you. Shared cum connecting his dick to your stuffed hole obscenely, he has to bite his lip to stifle the most pathetic sound at the sight.
While you gather yourself, he kneads your back, his large hands digging into the knots there. The massage nice and calming, helping to soothe your aching muscles after the way he manhandled you to his hearts content. Almost feeling like you could fall asleep like this, feeling so safe and warm under his ministrations.
He leans over to check you, âStay awake,â fingers brushing against your cheek, âyouâre gonna need a shower.â
âNo moving,â you protest.
âYes moving, I know if you fall asleep like this you will be pissed when you wake up,â he brushes down your spine delicately, âand youâll be pissed at me⊠which Iâd personally like to prevent.â
âCanât do it.â
âIâll help you,â he hops off the couch, âCome on.â
Groaning dramatically the whole time as you sit up, standing in front of him with the help of his hands on you. Legs wobbling under you, balance precarious. As soon as youâre on your feet, his cum leaks from your cunt and down your inner thighs. It catches Gojoâs attention who crouches down to get a better look.
âWooow,â he comments.
Shy at his reaction, âWhâ what?â
He glances up at you and looks deep into your eyes, âI came a lot inside you,â eyes dropping to stare at your pussy obviously, âsorry but this is really turning me onâŠâ
Barely finishing his sentence before his tongue is lolling out of his mouth, head tipping forward to lick up the mess. Mouth swapping sides to travel up each of your thighs, eyes locked onto yours as he does. Itâs overwhelming you, feeling beyond embarrassed at the lewd display. His grip the only thing keeping your wobbly legs from completely giving out from under you.
Gojoâs actions are ravenous and simultaneously dazed, somehow both feral and on autopilot. Moaning into your pussy as he licks and sucks your cunt clean, tongue hitting so many over-sensitive places. Your hands dig into his hair to pull him back only to see the completely pussy drunk look in his eyes. If it had been possible, heâd probably have hearts in his eyes, so far gone.
âStopâ hnnâ you need to stop,â legs shaking much more now, âtoo sensitive,â grip more forceful with your last tug.
He pouts back at you, âBut youâre so cute when youâre overstimulated.â
Pulling back from you to stand to his full height, smirking down at you. All self-satisfied and also blissed out on the taste of your shared cum. Your tummy is full of butterflies from how heâs been treating you today, legs still weak under you as your knees cave. Thankfully, heâs quick and catches you, effortlessly picking you up and carrying you to the bathroom to wash the both of you up.
Letting yourself be wiped down by him in the bathroom, sitting on the sink as he uses a warm cloth to clean you up better than his tongue could. âI was serious you know,â he says unprompted.
Head fuzzy and a little lost on what he means, âAbout?â
âIâm obsessed with you.â
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pairings : frank castle x fem!reader warnings : argument, crying, hurt / comfort, happy ending, established relationship au, shouting, implied size diff (like my fav trope if you canât already tell) silent treatment summary : after an argument with frank, you both end up giving eachother silent treatment, until the tension gets too unbearable for you in the car. wc : 4.5k a/n : i got a req for this a few days ago but i think i deleted it or something i canât find it nowđ but it was from an anon so thank you for this one because i loved writing this ALSO!! thank you to everyone who leaves feedback + little comments on my frank fics i notice it happens more when i write for frank and itâs the absolute sweetest
the air in the apartment felt heavy, charged, like a storm was brewing right there in the middle of the living room. frank was pacing now, his big hands flexing at his sides, his jaw tight enough that you swore you could hear his teeth grinding. Â
you didnât fight - not like this. not with him raising his voice and you trying so hard not to let yours crack. it wasnât how things usually went. frank was tough, sure, rough around the edges in a way that didnât really go away even when he was at his gentlest. but with you, he was softer. he made an effort to rein it in because heâd told you once, in a rare moment of vulnerability, that he didnât want you to ever be scared of him. and you never had been.
but tonight, he was angry. angrier than youâd ever seen him at you, and the worst part was you werenât sure how it had even escalated to this. Â
âso what?â frank barked, spinning on his heel to face you, his broad frame taking up what felt like the entire room. âyou think iâm just gonna sit back and let this slide?â his voice was sharp, cutting, and it made you flinch, even though you knew deep down that heâd never in a million years actually hurt you. âyou think thatâs who i am?â Â
you held your ground, even though your heart was pounding against your ribs. âitâs not about letting it slide, frank,â you said softly, your tone calm, measured - a stark contrast to the heat in his voice. âitâs about not making it worse. escalating doesnât fix anything.â Â
âescalating?â he repeated, his voice rising, almost incredulous. âthis isnât escalating, this is handling it. you donât just let people treat you like crap nâ walk away. you should know thatâs not how it works.â Â
âsometimes it is,â you said quietly, refusing to match his volume. âsometimes walking away is the only thing you can do. not everything has to be a fight.â Â
âbullshit.â the word came out harsh, and the bite in it made your chest tighten. frank rarely swore at you, and when he did, it was never like this, never with this kind of edge. Â
your hands trembled slightly, so you folded your arms across your chest, not in defiance but as a way to steady yourself. âfrank, please. i donât want to argue about this.â Â
âyeah, well, maybe you shouldâve thought about that before you went and tried to handle this on your own.â he threw his hands up, his frustration spilling over like a dam breaking. âyou didnât even tell me, and now iâm supposed to just sit back and be okay with it?â Â
âi didnât tell you because i knew this is how youâd react,â you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. Â
his face twisted, a mixture of disbelief and something else - hurt, maybe. but it was gone as quickly as it came, replaced by a hard, almost cold expression. âdamn right this is how iâd react,â he shot back. âbecause i give a shit. because i donât want you getting hurt or screwed over or whatever the hell else might happen if iâm not there to step in.â Â
âi know you care,â you said, your voice still soft but firm. âbut you canât control everything, frank. sometimes things happen, and you just have to let them go.â Â
he let out a sharp, bitter laugh, running a hand through his hair. âletting it go gets you hurt. letting it go gets you walked all over. iâm not gonna let that happen to you.â Â
his words were loud, forceful, like he was trying to hammer them into your head, but they only made your throat tighten more. âi can handle myself,â you said, your voice shaking slightly despite your best efforts. Â
âcan you?â he snapped, and the doubt in his tone stung worse than any of the yelling. Â
you flinched, your eyes dropping to the floor. âthatâs not fair,â you whispered. Â
âyeah, well, lifeâs not fair,â he shot back, his tone still razor-sharp. Â
silence fell between you, heavy and suffocating. you could feel the sting of tears threatening to spill, but you refused to cry - not in front of him, not when he was like this, which he never had been before. youâd seen flashes of it occasionally, never once directed at you. so instead, you turned on your heel and walked out of the room, your steps quick but steady, your back straight even though every part of you felt like curling up into yourself. Â
you didnât look back, but you could feel his eyes on you as you left. Â
the door clicked softly as you shut yourself in the bathroom, leaning back against the cool wood as you tried to pull in a steadying breath. it felt like all the air had been sucked out of your lungs back in the living room, and now the weight of it all was crashing down on you. Â
you stared at the tiled floor, your arms wrapped around yourself like that might somehow hold you together. your chest felt tight, your eyes stinging with unshed tears, but you bit down hard on your bottom lip, refusing to let them fall. not yet, anyway. Â
you werenât used to this - not with frank. he could be sharp, blunt, even infuriatingly stubborn sometimes, but he was never cruel. not to you. in the years since youâd met him, since the whirlwind of your relationship had gone from cautiously circling each other to something real and steady, frank had always been your safe place. he was intense, sure, but his intensity had always felt protective, grounding, like you could lean on him no matter how bad things got. Â
so why did it feel like he was the one knocking the ground out from under you now? Â
you pressed the heels of your hands against your eyes, trying to will the tears away. it wasnât fair to pin all the blame on him, you knew that. this argument wasnât entirely about frankâs temper, or his need to protect you - it was about your own unwillingness to let him. Â
the issue had started small, just a casual remark youâd made earlier in the week about someone you worked with - someone whoâd been taking advantage of your kindness. you hadnât thought much of it at the time, but frank had picked up on it immediately, and the more youâd tried to brush it off, the more his protective instincts had kicked in. Â
at first, it had been sweet, his quiet grumbles about how people didnât deserve to treat you that way, how you needed to stand up for yourself more. but somewhere along the line, it had turned into this - a full-blown argument where neither of you seemed to be able to see the otherâs side. Â
you werenât blind to why he was upset. frank had been through more than most people could even imagine, and the idea of someone hurting you - or even disrespecting you - lit a fire in him that he couldnât always control. but the way he handled that fire was what made your chest ache. it felt suffocating, like his need to protect you was overshadowing the fact that you didnât want - or need - him to fight your battles for you. Â
you let out a shaky breath, the first tear slipping free as the weight of it all settled heavier on your shoulders. Â
frank had always been larger than life to you - not just physically, though his sheer size and strength made you feel small in comparison, but in the way he carried himself, the way he seemed to command every room he walked into. it was part of what had drawn you to him in the first place, the quiet confidence that bordered on intimidating until you saw the softness he tried so hard to hide. Â
heâd always been gentle with you, even when his hands were so calloused and rough, even when his voice was so gravelly and low. it made the harshness of his words tonight cut deeper, the sharp edges of his anger something you werenât used to being on the receiving end of. Â
you wiped at your face quickly, straightening up as you tried to pull yourself together. you hated crying - especially over arguments like this. it made you feel weak, even though you knew it wasnât, and the last thing you wanted was for frank to think heâd broken you. heâd never stop beating himself up over it.
still, you couldnât bring yourself to go back out there yet. not with the way his words were still echoing in your mind, the frustration in his voice still ringing in your ears. Â
you stayed there for a while, letting the quiet of the bathroom wrap around you like a blanket, giving yourself the space to breathe and feel without the weight of frankâs presence bearing down on you. Â
meanwhile, in the living room, frank was pacing again. his hands were on his hips, his brows drawn together in that way they always did when he was deep in thought - or pissed off. Â
he knew you were upset. hell, he wasnât an idiot, and heâd seen the way your eyes were brimming with tears before youâd turned and walked away. it wasnât the first time heâd pushed too hard, but it was the first time it had been directed at you, and it was eating at him in a way he didnât want to admit. Â
but the anger was still there, simmering just beneath the surface, and he couldnât seem to let it go. it wasnât directed at you - not at all. it was at the situation, at the asshole whoâd made you feel like you had to handle everything on your own. but frank wasnât exactly good at untangling those things, at separating his frustration from the people he cared about most. Â
he scrubbed a hand over his face, letting out a low growl of frustration as he dropped onto the couch. his mind was running in circles, replaying the argument over and over again, each word sharper than the last. Â
the silence in the apartment felt deafening, and for a moment, he considered going to find you, to try and talk this out. but he stopped himself, his jaw clenching as he forced himself to stay put. you needed space - he knew that much, even if it went against every instinct he had. Â
he sat there for a long time, the tension in his body refusing to ease as he stared at the spot where youâd been standing just minutes before. Â
the car keys sat on the counter, untouched, while the clock crept closer to the time you were supposed to leave. it had been a whole thing - this charity function a few towns over. someone important to frank had invited him, and even though it wasnât the kind of event heâd normally go for, heâd said yes because it mattered to them. Â
you had said yes because it mattered to him. Â
but now, with the argument still heavy in the air, the thought of sitting next to him for almost four hours felt like trying to breathe underwater. the quiet that lingered between you wasnât the natural kind you often enjoyed. it was thick and suffocating, and neither of you seemed ready to cut through it. Â
you stood in the bedroom doorway, watching frank tie his boots like the act itself had wronged him. his movements were sharp, jerky, and his mouth was set in a grim line. you werenât sure if it was guilt or frustration written in his expression, but either way, it left your stomach in knots. Â
he grabbed his jacket from the back of the chair, yanking it on with a force that looked like it made the seams strain. his head turned slightly toward you as if he was about to say something, but then he thought better of it, his eyes dropping to the floor instead. Â
you didnât move, didnât speak, just hovered in the doorway as he brushed past you toward the front door. the weight of it all - the argument, the way he hadnât looked at you since - pressed down on your chest like a boulder, and your throat burned with more unshed tears. Â
when he held the door open for you, you walked through it wordlessly, your gaze fixed on the floor. Â
outside, the crisp night air felt sharper than it should have, like even the weather was conspiring to remind you how raw everything was. frank locked the door behind you without a word, and the sound of the lock clicking into place made you flinch. Â
he didnât notice. Â
the car ride loomed ahead of you like a punishment, the thought of sitting in that confined space together for hours making your palms sweat. but there was no way out of it, not without causing more problems. Â
frank climbed into the driverâs seat, his hands gripping the wheel so tightly his knuckles went white. he started the engine without looking at you, the low growl of it filling the space where words shouldâve been. Â
you slid into the passenger seat, keeping your hands in your lap and your gaze fixed on the window. the city lights blurred into streaks as the car picked up speed, but you werenât paying attention to where you were going. your mind was stuck on everything that had been said - and everything that hadnât. Â
heâd been angry. louder than usual, harsher, the words tumbling out of him like he didnât know how to stop them. but you knew frank. you knew the fire in him wasnât because he didnât care - it was because he cared too much, and it scared him sometimes. Â
still, knowing that didnât make it hurt any less. Â
the silence in the car was unbearable, the kind that made you want to fill it just so you didnât have to sit with the weight of it anymore. but frank wasnât giving you an inch, his eyes glued to the road and his shoulders hunched up like he was trying to shield himself from the world. Â
you stole a glance at him, your chest aching at the sight of his furrowed brow and clenched jaw. he looked tired - angry, yes, but tired too, like the argument had drained him in ways he didnât want to admit. Â
your own emotions were bubbling up, threatening to spill over no matter how hard you tried to keep them in check. your hands trembled slightly in your lap, and you clenched them into fists to try to stop it, but it didnât help. Â
you didnât even realize you were crying until a tear slipped down your cheek, cool against your flushed skin. you brushed it away quickly, hoping frank wouldnât notice, but you doubted heâd even glanced your way. Â
the road stretched on, dark and empty except for the occasional glow of headlights from oncoming cars. the longer the silence dragged, the heavier it felt, like it was wrapping around your throat and making it hard to breathe. Â
eventually, the ache in your chest grew too much to bear. you didnât know what you wanted - comfort, maybe, or some kind of reassurance that everything would be okay - but the urge to reach out was overwhelming. Â
your hand hovered hesitantly over the center console, your fingers trembling as you debated whether or not to do it. it felt like crossing some invisible line, like putting yourself out there in a way that left you completely vulnerable. Â
but then you glanced at frank, at the way his brow furrowed and his jaw tightened, and something in you broke. Â
with tears brimming in your eyes and a small, helpless pout tugging at your lips, you let your fingers reach up to grasp at his. the touch was so light it was barely there, but it was enough to draw his attention. Â
he glanced down at your hand, his gaze softening instantly as he took in the way your fingers trembled and the sheen of tears in your eyes, the wet tracks of tears thatâd already fallen etched on your face.
âah, sweetheart,â he muttered, his voice rough but laced with a tenderness that made your heart ache. Â
his hand moved to cover yours completely, his fingers curling around your smaller ones in a gesture that felt both protective and grounding. his thumb brushed over the back of your hand in slow, deliberate strokes, and the tension in your chest eased just a little. Â
you sniffled, blinking quickly to clear your vision as you looked up at him. his expression had shifted, the hard lines of his face softening as he met your gaze. Â
âiâm sorry,â you whispered, your voice barely audible over the hum of the engine. Â
frank let out a heavy sigh, his grip on your hand tightening slightly as he pulled the car off to the side of the road. the tires crunched against the gravel as he put it in park, and before you could ask what he was doing, he was out of the car. Â
your breath caught as he rounded the front of the vehicle, his movements deliberate but not rushed. he opened your door, the cool night air rushing in as he crouched slightly to meet your eyes. Â
âcâmere,â he said softly, his tone a stark contrast to the anger that had been there earlier. Â
you hesitated for only a moment before unbuckling your seatbelt and letting him pull you into his arms. his embrace was warm and solid, his arms wrapping around you in a way that made you feel small and safe all at once. Â
ââm sorry, baby,â he murmured against your hair, his voice rough with emotion. âshouldnâtâve yelled. shouldnâtâve made you feel like that.â Â
you buried your face in his chest, your own arms slipping around his middle as you let out a shaky breath. âiâm sorry too,â you whispered. Â
âyou donât gotta be sorry, you did nothing wrong. my sweet girlâs just nice to everyone, isnât she?â he cooed, his hand came up to cradle the back of your head, his thumb brushing gently against your temple as he peppered hard kisses over your face. âweâre okay?â Â
you nodded against him, a small, shaky smile tugging at your lips. âweâre okay.â Â
he pressed another kiss to your forehead, lingering for a moment longer than before. but instead of pulling back completely, frankâs lips trailed down, brushing lightly against your temple, then your cheek. Â
your breath hitched, your hand tightening around his shirt as he hesitated, his lips hovering dangerously close to yours. when your eyes flicked up to meet his, there was something unspoken between you - an ache, a pull that neither of you could ignore. Â
âfrankâŠâ your voice was barely a whisper, and it only made him lean in closer. Â
his hand moved to cradle the side of your face, his thumb brushing over your cheek as his lips finally found yours. the kiss was slow at first, soft and careful, but there was a heat behind it, a depth that made your stomach twist in the best way. Â
he kissed you like he needed you, like he couldnât get close enough no matter how tightly he held you. his other hand slid to your waist, pulling you against him just enough to make you feel the strength behind every touch, every movement. Â
when he pulled back, it was with a low, rumbling breath, his forehead resting against yours as he tried to steady himself. âyouâre somethinâ else, you know that?â he murmured, his voice rough and tinged with something deeper. Â
your cheeks flushed, your heart racing as you tried to find the words, but all you could do was nod, your fingers still gripping the front of his shirt. Â
he pressed one last, lingering kiss to the corner of your mouth before stepping back. âcâmon,â he said, his tone softer now, his thumb brushing your cheek one last time before helping you back into the car. Â
as he slid into the driverâs seat, his hand found yours again, holding on tightly. this time, neither of you let go. Â
the rest of the drive was quiet, but not in the same way as before. frank kept one hand on the wheel, the other holding yours firmly in his grasp. his thumb moved in slow, lazy circles over your knuckles, a silent apology with every stroke. Â
you felt the tension melting bit by bit, your chest no longer tight with the weight of everything left unsaid. instead, there was this warmth - a softness between you that hadnât been there earlier. it was unspoken, but it was enough to ease the ache in your heart. Â
âweâll stop soon, yeah?â frank broke the silence, his voice low and softer than usual. âget you somethinâ to eat.â Â
your lips curved into a small smile, your first real one since the argument. âiâm okay,â you murmured. âwe donât have to stop.â Â
ânah.â he glanced over at you, his eyes lingering for a second longer than they shouldâve. âyou didnât eat much earlier. ainât lettinâ you sit through this thing hungry.â Â
the tenderness in his voice made your cheeks heat, and you squeezed his hand lightly in response. Â
it wasnât long before frank pulled off at a small diner on the side of the road. the neon sign flickered against the night sky, casting a warm glow over the parking lot. Â
âcâmon,â he said, cutting the engine and stepping out. Â
before you could even reach for the door handle, frank was already there, pulling it open for you. his hand was outstretched, waiting for yours, and when you slipped your fingers into his, he gave them a gentle squeeze. Â
inside, the diner was quiet, the hum of conversation and the clatter of dishes filling the space. frank led you to a booth in the corner, his hand never leaving yours until you slid into your seat. Â
âwhatâre you in the mood for?â he asked, his eyes scanning the menu even though you both knew heâd end up ordering the same thing he always did. Â
you shrugged, your fingers playing with the edge of the napkin in front of you. âmaybe just some fries.â Â
frank frowned, lowering the menu to look at you. âyou need more than that.â Â
âfrank, iâm fine - â Â
âiâll get you somethinâ else too,â he cut in, his tone leaving no room for argument. Â
you bit back a smile, knowing better than to push him when he got like this. instead, you let him order for both of you, his gruff voice somehow softer when he spoke to the waitress. Â
when the food arrived, frank nudged the plate closer to you, his eyes narrowing slightly when you hesitated. âeat, sweetheart,â he said gently. Â
you rolled your eyes but grabbed a fry anyway, earning a satisfied grunt from him. Â
as you ate, the tension from earlier felt like a distant memory. frank had a way of grounding you, of making you feel like no matter how bad things got, everything would eventually be okay. Â
after the meal, frank walked you back to the car, his hand settling on the small of your back as he guided you outside. the night air was crisp, but his touch was warm, steady, and it made you lean into him just a little. Â
âyâalright?â he asked once you were back in the passenger seat. Â
you nodded, looking up at him with a soft smile. âyeah. iâm okay.â Â
his eyes lingered on yours for a moment, and then, without a word, he leaned down and pressed a kiss to your forehead. it was quick but tender, and when he pulled back, his hand cupped your cheek for a second longer. Â
the drive to the function was quieter this time, but it wasnât the heavy silence from before. it was comfortable, the kind of quiet where words werenât necessary because you both knew everything was okay now. Â
as you pulled up to the venue, frank cut the engine and turned to you. his expression was softer, his usual rough edges smoothed out in a way that made your heart ache. Â
âyou look beautiful,â he said, his voice gruff but sincere. Â
your cheeks flushed at the compliment, and you glanced down at your dress, suddenly feeling shy. âthank you,â you murmured. Â
he leaned over, his large hand settling on your knee as he pressed a quick kiss to your temple. ââm gonna keep tellinâ you that all night,â he added, his lips quirking into the faintest of smirks. Â
the warmth in your chest grew, and you couldnât help but smile back at him. âyou donât look so bad yourself,â you teased, your tone light. Â
he chuckled, the sound low and rumbling, and you swore it was the best thing youâd heard all day. Â
âcâmon, sweetheart,â he said, opening his door. âletâs get this over with.â Â
as you stepped out of the car, frank was already by your side, his hand finding yours once more. he held it tightly, his grip firm and reassuring, and when he glanced down at you, there was something in his eyes that made your breath catch. Â
it was love - raw and unfiltered, the kind that didnât need words to be understood. Â
and in that moment, you knew that no matter what, you and frank would always find your way back to each other. Â
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prisoner! sukuna x psychologist! reader

â§ synopsis: youâve been assigned to the supposed most âdangerousâ prisoner, sukuna. but what happens when you two start to fall for each other instead?
â§ cw: smut, quick paced, semi public sex, risky sex, choking, kissing, pussy eating, blow jobs, breeding, creampie, fingering, orgasm denial, dirty talk, age gap
â§ wc: 4.7k
â§ a/n: i am not a doctor and i am especially not specialized in psychology. i have made up all of this. also donât sleep with murderers unless itâs sukuna
Your heels clicked loudly on the stained prison tiles. The echo of your soft footsteps trailing along the narrow walls of the enclosed hallway.
Sukuna.
That was the prisoner you were assigned to. A man who had killed more people than youâd met in your entire life as a doctor, a psychologist at that. So youâd met a lot of people.
Two guards trailed closely behind you, glaring warningly at the inmates who smirked as you walked past the line of cells. A collection of whistles and cheers sounding at the mere sight of a woman as attractive as yourself.
How long had it been since theyâd seen one after all.
âHey Doc⊠you sure you wanna take this case.. i mean, i donât doubt ya or anything but this one.. heâs bad. Dangerous.â
âNow what kind of doctor would i be if i feared a little danger. Heâs still a patient.â You smiled, ignoring the way your hairs stood as you were led deeper into the institution. The part where they held those deemed a danger to society.
Those who had a no chance of even seeing sunlight again.
You were nervous, your heart thumping loudly in your chest when you scanned your surroundings. There werenât any cells. There were only.. rooms. Fully enclosed rooms with a singular window for passing food.
Every part of your being begged for you to turn around and run. To not even interact with whoever sat on the other side of that door. And you froze when bright red eyes pierced into yours. The rest of his face casted behind a dark shadow as his head tilted back. Giving you sight to the small smirk creeping onto his features.
âDoc, i really think that-â It was the other guard who spoke up. Both of them holding nothing on their features but fear. It was clear that they never even bothered with Sukuna. The rumors had been enough to make every guard turn a blind eye.
âHey, itâs fine. Okay? This is what i do.â It really was. The guard gave you a curt nod and a sigh when you clasped both his hands in your smaller one. Offering him a reassuring nod.
âIf anything happens, us and about five others are stationed close. Good luck Doc.â
You gave him a small thanks, your head held high as the door was pulled open roughly. Revealing a pink haired man who sat on his bed against the walls, his eyebrow raising when you dared to step inside. Nodding to the guard to close the door.
You might as well have been a dead woman.
âYouâre scared.â His deep voice rung out, keeping his eyes on you as you pulled out a small chair that was tucked away near the sink.
âAnd how do you know, Sukuna?â Your tone was steady, letting out a breath when the shakiness you felt wasnât reflected in your voice.
Sukuna hummed, his smirk widening when you spoke to him like a normal being. To stuttering, no harshness. Just your sweet voice saying his name. âI can smell it, Doc.â He loved the way you tried to hide your squirm under his gaze.
âSo, Sukuna. Tell me something about yourself.â You steered away from his accusation, holding eye contact even when he leaned forward. Taking you in from head to toe. You were hot, he liked that. You seemed to like being confident too. And God did you smell fucking delicious.
He wanted to eat you alive.
Break you.
Use you.
He really did. But you were so fascinating, and heâd only just met you. Who knew how entertaining you could be.
âIâve killed people.â He was blunt, eyes almost begging you to keep asking these ridiculous questions. It was making his cock twitch.
âWell Sukuna, that is common knowledge, donât ya think? I wanna know something else.. tell me a secret hmm?â You leaned forward with a smile, elbows rested on your knees as you looked to him for a response.
He reciprocated your actions, leaning forward until you felt his hot breath fan over your face. âA secret huh? Alright Doc..â he watched as your breathing sped up, using every strength in your body to not pull back. You were brave, he liked that. âI surprisingly donât wanna kill you right now.â
âIâm glad to hear that.â
âI said right now, didnât say anything about later.â He pushed away from you, one of his knees up to his chest when he leaned back against the concrete wall behind him. âLet me ask you, Doctor. Are you stupid?â
Your head tilted at where this was going. You were supposed to be the one asking the questions. But a conversation was two sided, this wouldâve made things easier. âIâd like to believe not. Why do you ask?â
âBecause you really think that if i try to kill you, some measly guards would come to your rescue.â He scoffed.
âBut you donât want to kill me. Thatâs all that matters.â
Fair.
Sukuna watched as you took a quick peek down at his files. There was something that you missed, that much was evident. âFinally found it huh?â
âI havenât found anything that i didnât see before.â You objected, glancing to the door with your lip hanging loosely between your teeth.
âDonât. Donât do that.â He demanded lowly, watching with lidded eyes as you let your plump bottom lip, slick after running your tongue over it, fall back into place. Sukuna breathed deeply, finally looking away from you as he swallowed hard. Closing his eyes with his head rested behind him.
There was something about you that he wanted a taste of. It was driving him crazy..er, âI never did anything to these other doctors. They were just weak. Got scared way too fast.â
âAnd what did you do to scare them away?â
âNothing.â He spat, âThey came in here acting all high and mighty, talked to me like i was beneath them. So i simply didnât bother to hide how much i wanted to strangle them. And somehow that makes me the bad guy right Doc?â
You shook your head, âNo, you have a right to respect too. They should never have treated you as unequals.â Lying was all in the job description.
âGood try Doc. But you and i both know thatâs a load of crap.â He finally peeled his eyes back open, and you couldnât help your mind from wandering to how attractive he was in the dim light. He was extremely built, and had the facial structure that made you clench your thighs. âNow, we gonna finish our game of twenty one questions or not?â
He was actually being cooperative.
âYes we are. How about i start?â
âIâll start.â There was no room for objection in his tone. âWhatâs your name?â
You contemplated whether to tell him or not, eventually letting it out with ease. Though you missed the small smile tugging at his lips when he muttered a small âcute.â
âMy turn, what was your childhood like?â You watched his face grow cold, a small glare being directed at anything in the room but you. âNext question.â
âSukuna..â
âI said next question. How old are you?â
You sighed, âIâm twenty eight.â His eyes widened, that was extremely young for a doctor. âIs there one good memory you have from before you killed for the first time?â
âI had twin kittens. Do you have a boyfriend?â
You were taken aback by the question, mouth opening and closing a few times before you chuckled. âNo. I do not have a boyfriend.â
âGood.â
You jumped when the door was yanked open, the guard eyeing Sukuna warily before nodded to you. âYour timeâs up, Doc.â
âOh, already? Could we get just a few more minutes?â
âYou know how dangerous he is Doc.. we canât risk it.â
âYou heard the man. Iâm dangerous, Doctor.â
You nibbled at your lips softly, and Sukuna fought a groan as you did exactly what he warned you not to. Standing up, you gave Sukuna a warm smile, the gesture making his stomach get all weird inside. âGoodbye until our next session Sukuna.â
He only hummed, the door being shut behind you as you were led away.
It was back to darkness.
There was more than enough light, sure. But it suddenly felt so empty without you there.
â
You couldnât keep Sukuna off your mind when you arrived home. A part of you just really wanted to figure him out. The other actually liked his company.
You mustâve been so sick in the head. Splashing your face with cold water as you mentally scolded yourself. What was wrong with you? He was a criminal.
â
The next morning you walked the path that you had taken the previous day to get to Sukuna. This time without the guards following you.
There was only one who stood outside of the door to let you in with a small nod of acknowledgement.
Sukunaâs head perked up at the familiar clicking of those heels you wore. His signature smirk on his face as he stared you down. âJust couldnât get enough huh Doc? Arenât you forgetting that iâm dangerous?â
You took a seat, no file in had this time. âGood morning Sukuna, how are you?â
âIf i said better now that youâre here, would that be clichĂ©?â
You laughed, an actual laugh. A sweet one that made his heart flutter the tiniest bit while blood rushed to his groin.
âItâs very good to see you too. How about we get started yeah?â You paused as you collected your thoughts. âYou seem to be heavily affected by people calling you.. dangerous. Why?â
âEverybody is dangerous. It just takes pushing at the right buttons to get it out of them. Half of the people here have done just as bad as i have yet iâm the only dangerous one. Makes so much sense right?.â
He shook his head. âTell me Doctor, do you really think i just happened to get caught? That i couldnât get out of this damn place if i wanted too? Hell, tell me you realize that i could drop a good twenty more bodies right here, right now.â
You shifted in your seat. âI think that you let yourself get caught because youâre tired. Because thereâs a small sense of peace you get from being in here. And i think that you arenât trying to leave because you donât want to.â
âYou almost had it Doc. See, i was well on my way out until you came. So i might stick around for just a little bit longer.â
Your heart fluttered, for you? Giving up on fighting the rational side of you as you continued to engage in conversation. Getting Sukuna to slowly open up to you more.
âDo you have any friends Sukuna?â
âI donât consider people friends. They just exist alongside me.â
âIf I asked you to be your friend, what would you say?â It was routine, but you really were curious.
âIâd say you came be whatever you want to be Doc.â
Another flutter.
âHave you ever been in love Sukuna?â
He was silent, jaw clenching as his gaze got harsh. âNext question.â
âWhat was she like?â
âI said next fucking question Doctor.â
âAnd i said, what was she like?â You leaned forward, pressing for him to answer the question.
âYouâre stubborn arenât you? I wonder what my hand would loom like around that pretty little neck.â He grinned, sharp teeth peeling from beneath his lips as he brought his face to yours. âShe was a lot like you.â
âWhat happened to her?â You knew how touchy that question wouldâve been.
âNothing. The bitch left.â
Oh.
âIâm sorry.â
He stared at you in confusion, âI never said she died.â
âYes. But thatâs only physically. When she broke your heart she died to you. And that hurts just as bad.â
He was silent, studying your eyes. Trying to get a read on you. âWhat else do you want to know Doc?â
You were getting somewhere.
Sukuna found you smart. Thought that you knew a lot. Found it hot how good you were at cracking him. But it pissed him off that the one thing you didnât seem to pick up was how much it hurt to watch you leave at the end of each session.
â
A week later had led to a Monday morning where you hadnât gone to the prison. You had quite an agenda for the day that could cost you your job if you didnât get it done.
That was something Sukuna was obviously clueless about. It was why he thought youâd just decided to up and go after he had just started liking to have you around. After heâd started opening up to you.
It was also why he was causing a fit. Yelling at guards to get you to him now. That he wanted to see you. Needed to see you. A line of men laying knocked out atop each other from being sent to âhandleâ the crazed prisoner.
Would you really not come back? Would you really abandon him? It seemed like that was common with the people he cared even the slightest for.
Sukunaâs fist met the wall near his bed, knuckles bloodied as he cracked into the hard surface. Chest heaving up and down heavily when his hands reached to tug at strands of pink.
He blinked when he heard the clicking of heels on the tiles. Immediately scowling at the unfamiliarity of them. âWho the fuck is this?â He growled through the small window.
âThis is Dr Smith, sheâs-â
âI donât fucking care who she is. Bring me my doctor. Now.â
â
Back at your flat, you dropped the piles of paper in front of you at the sound of your phone ringing.
It was a number you didnât have saved.
âHello, Doctor ___ speaking- yes? Oh my. I- i am so sorry. Yes, i will be there right away.â
What had you done?
You practically ran through the halls after parking outside the building. Finding many guards posted outside his door with guns in hand. Some of them spotting very black and blue eyes.
âYou can all go now.â You panted, it was clear that you had been in a hurry. âPlease.â
They all shared a look, finally walking away and allowing you to slowly open the door.
âWhere were you?â
âIâm really sorry Sukuna. I was so busy today and-â you gasped when a hand reached out to wrap around your neck. Slamming you into the wall behind you with his face buried in your neck.
Sukuna inhaled your floral scent, groaning to himself as his grip on your delicate skin tightened. âSo you just left me here today? Am i not as important as your other little patients? Is that it hmm?â
Deep down, you had hurt his feelings. And he couldnât help the way he clung to you as your hand lifted to his cheek. Turning his face to look down at yours.
âN-no i promise you. Youâre just as important as anyone else. I would have never missed our session if i didnât have to.â
âMake it up to me.â
It was the perfect opportunity.
âW-what?â
âStrip for me Doctor.â He let go of your neck, letting you catch your breath while looking up at him timidly.
âSukuna..â
âWhy so shy now doctor? We both know you want to.â
You shook your head, shrinking under his gaze with a protesting whisper. âI donât know what youâre talking about Sukuna. This is very unprofessionâ ahh.â
Sukuna brought his knee up between your thighs, pressing it into your clothed clit. His lips ghosted over your ear, hot breath fanning your skin as he breathed deeply. âYou can always leave if you want to. Iâm used to that after all.â
You shifted on your feet when your back arched. A small whine leaving your mouth when he pulled away from you and gestured to the door.
He smirked, âBlouse first.â
You bit your lip, unbuttoning your shirt until your bra was on display. The heavy swell of your breasts causing Sukunaâs mouth to water when he nodded to the bra.
With your eyes still on his you let your breasts spring out of their confinement. Two pert nipples pointing right at him as his dick rose. His hand palming himself under the pair of black pants with a shiver. âCâmere.â
You walked over to him on shaky legs. Sitting down on his lap with your head to the floor. âUh uh,â His hand reached under the your chin to force your eyes back on his. âNone of that Doc.â
You moaned when his tongue swirled around one of your nipples. Sucking your breast into his mouth while he palmed at the other. âThese are even more perfect outside that tight fucking shit of yours.â
Sukuna watched as you shivered when he ran his finger down your belly. Cupping your clothed cunt with the jerk of his hips into your ass. âFuck.. take that off.â
You hurriedly peeled off your pants, Sukunaâs pupils dilating at the sight of your lace panties. âWore this just fâme hmm Doc? All this for Mr Dangerous.â He groaned out.
Sukuan didnât give you a chance to respond before flipping you onto the hard mattress they called a bed. Lifting your heel clad feet onto his shoulders with his head hovering over your pussy. His tongue darting out to lick at the wet spot building from your arousal. âYouâre real dirty fâ a doctor.â He teased, glancing behind him with a chuckle. âImagine if you got caught.â
Your eyes shot up to the small window, taking note of the vacant corridor as per your request.
âGod, you smell so fucking good. Wanna devour that pretty pussy.â He breathed, large hand ripping the flimsy fabric to expose your glistening folds. âHmm, this wet all for me.â
You mewled when his long tongue licked a stripe up your slit. Swirling around your clit before sloppily dipping into your hole. His hums sending vibrations through your clit as he lapped at your dripping slick.
âSukunaââ you mewled, back arching as you reached for his hair. Tugging softly with the curl of your toes when his tongue and fingers swapped places. The two joints fucking up roughly into your g spot as he sucked noisily at your clit. âF-fuckk, nnghâ so good.â You cried out, tears welling in the corner of your eyes as your body filled with pleasure.
âYeah? You like that Doc? Bet you wanna get that greedy cunt stuffed right after.â He grunted, your eyes rolling back in a string of muffled moans as your other hand shot up to your lips.
Your legs began to tremble, Sukunaâs smirk growing wider and wider until he stopped his movements. Watching as you blinked down at him with a sniffled whine.
âYou left me. You know how much that fucking hurt? I thought i would never see you again.â
âIâm-â
âYouâre sorry. Yeah, yeah.. i know.â He rolled his eyes, crawling over your body with a sigh. Using the pad of his thumb to wipe away a stray tear before pressing his lips to yours. Making you taste yourself on his tongue.
You fell deeper into the kiss, eyes closing in satisfaction as his lips moves hungrily on yours. Pulling away with a string of salvia connected you to him.
âLetâs reverse the roles yeah?â He whispered, standing up to sit in the chair that you usually sat in. âSo, my adorable little patient.. put these tiny fingers to work on that clit of yours. I want you to make yourself cum.â
You whimpered, your fingers immediately meeting your sensitive clit with a shiver.
âYou know what to do.â He encouraged. Your fingers beginning to rub small circles on the small bud before speeding up. Little gasps and moans falling past your lips as your stomach burned with heat.
Your eyes locking onto Sukunaâs red ones as his head tilted. Just like it had the first day you met him. âAhh, K-kuna. Fuckk.â You cried, head falling back with your eyes still on his. The primal look in his eyes making your insides flutter as he did nothing but watch you. Not even freeing his painfully hard cock.
âSukunaâ c-canât. Canât hold it.â Your voice cracked, body shaking lightly as your orgasm washed over you.
âYes you can.â
âNngh, canât Kuna. Need to let go.â
He stayed quiet for what felt like an eternity, your breathing getting heavy as you desperately waited on his permission.
He leaned his head back, eyes boring into your fingers working your wet cunt before nodding. âGo ahead.â
You came with a silent moan, body spasming uncontrollably as your pussy leaked onto his only pair of sheets.
âDirty, dirty girl. Look at that mess.â You shied away feom his gaze. âAnd look at how hard you made me. Come fix it.â
You stood on wobbly feet, barely able to balance in your heels as you fell to your knees before him. Looking up at him through your lashes while pulling down his pants.
You blinked at the mere size of his bulge. He was huge. Tugging off his underwear to reveal his thick, veiny length. Pointing up to the sky with a fiery red tip. âSuck.â
You took him past your lips, barely able to take even half of him before he hit the back of your throat. Your fist stroking all the parts of him you couldnât take.
Sukuna groaned, head flinging back with another strained one at how good your mouth felt. âS-shit doc. You really got a mouth on ya.â He gasped, eyes meeting yours as you attempted to take him down your throat. Your drool coating both your lips and his cock as you lewdly sucked him off.
He took your head into his hold, letting you do your own thing as he grunted with each jerk of his hips. Defined abs tensing when he grew closer to his release.
âFuck Doc, gonâ shoot my cum down that tight throat of yours.â He breathed. Holding you down onto him as you gagged and sputtered lightly, Sukunaâs cock twitching before you felt the warm liquid run down your throat.
âWish i could fuck that pussy so bad.â He let go of your head, wiping a drop of his cum from your chin before pushing his finger past your lips. Watching as you sighed in content while sucking every last drop. âItâs too bad that in about one minute those guards are gonna come get you Doc. Our session is over.â
You had no time to question how he knew. Scurrying to redress with widened eyes.
Sukuna may not have had a clock. Nor was he able to distinctly see the sun rise and set. But heâd learned to count the seconds when you were around. He knew how much time he had with you.
âAnd⊠now.â
At that very moment the door swung open. Sukuna having easily pulled back up his pants after giving you your seat back. Both of you looking as professional as you possibly could.
âSee you tomorrow Doc.â He smiled innocently, watching as you scrambled out while avoiding his eyes.
You really fucked up now.
It was hard to keep him out of your mind before. But now, trying was futile. Youâd gotten a taste and you needed more. Which was why your brain would not let you close your eyes without thinking of him fucking you.
â
The next morning you bit back a whimper as your clit was caught between your rubbing thighs. You had worn a tight pencil skirt with no panties. Just for Sukuna.
You were thankful that the guards had complied to your wishes of them leaving.
You wanted to stop yourself. To go back home and forget about the red eyed prisoner. He may not have been dangerous to you physically. But to your heart and mind.. heâd be the death of you.
When the door closed behind you, you found yourself bring pushed roughly into the same wall as last time. Sukuna letting out an animalistic groan as he captured your lips on his. Kissing you so much more feverishly than yesterday.
âYou donât know how much i need you. Didnât even sleep last night.â He panted, turning you around so that your chest rested against the concrete surface. âMissed you so much Doc.â His voice softened, kissing down your neck while grinding up into you. His fingers finding their way under your skirt with a smirk against your skin. âAnd i thought you couldnât get any dirtier.. no panties huh?â
You moaned when he prodded at your already dripping cunt. The thought of him being enough to have gotten you soaked. âShit- tell me what you want Doc. Let me hear you say it.â He growled lowly, ready to snap the second the words left your mouth.
âPleaseâ please fuck me.â
Sukuna hungrily shoved your skirt up. The fabric bunching at your hips as he freed his aching cock. Both of you letting out a noise of satisfaction when he sunk into you, his large hands holding tightly onto your hips to pull you into him. Your back arching as your hands shot out to the wall for support.
âO-ohh God.â You cried loudly, your lips parted in shaky moans as Sukunaâs cock rammed deep near the entrance of your cervix. His veins grazing at your g spot as the fat girth stretched you to your limit.
âNah baby, âs only me.â
âKunaaâ so goood- ahhh.â Tears pooled in your eyes, Sukunaâs hand reaching into your hair to pull you back into his chest. Your nails clawing at the wall in front of you as he destroyed yours.
âTaking me so fucking well. Shit- pussyâs so damn snug.â He husked, hips snapping noisily into yours as he fucked into your walls mercilessly. Basking in the sounds of your choked screams and mewls. The way you sobbed underneath him when your knees buckled.
He was fucking you so hard and deep. Better than anything youâd felt before. His cock slamming into all the places that would drive you crazy.
âThe day you fucking leave me i will break outta here Doc. And i will find you. Youâre mine got it?â There was a certain seriousness in his voice that made goosebumps arise on your skin. Your salty tears mixing with your drool as they ran down your flushed face.
âAnd when i do get outta here youâre gonna have my baby Doc. âM gonna fuck you again and again tillâ i eventually give you my fuckâing kid.â His breathing became ragged, your body rocking forward with each of his movements.
He smirked. âIâve fucked ya this dumb already?â His cock twitching inside you as your body moved with his cock like a fleshlight. Your vision blurred as your head grew light, dizzy. You couldnât think, every roll of Sukunaâs hips clouding your mind as you let an incoherent babble drip off your tongue. Shakily chanting his name when he reached forward to pinch at your clit.
âLook at you. Look so pretty underneath me like this.â His free hand snaked up to your neck, groaning loudly at the feeling of your heart beat on his skin. Pulling you up so your back rested flat against his broad chest, wandering lips meeting your exposed collarbone. âLet go fâme.â
Your body quivered as you tightened around him. Letting out a whimper-like cry as you came messily on his cock. A breathy moan of his own sounding in your ear when his thrusts began to get sloppy.
âKunaaa.. inside. Want you inside. âM on the pill.â You begged, legs giving way as he held you flush against him.
âWhatever you want, Doc.â Slowly coming to a halt as he buried himself inside your warmth, tongue darting out to lick at your tear stained cheeks. Feeling his cock swell as he pumped you full of his cum. Painted your gummy walls in nothing but white
âLooks like iâm sending you back with my cum dripping down your thighs.â He pulled out with a grin. His cum leaking out of your fluttering cunt in small spurts when he used his hands to knead at the flesh of your ass. âHottest thing iâve seen in a while.. after you of course.â
You hummed, eyes shutting as you fell into him. Feeling the thick substance slowly dripping down your legs while spreading over your sticky folds. Sukuna stumbled back onto his bed with you on top of him. Your face nestling into his chest with a soft smile. âHey Doc.. i love ya but those guards are gonâ be back soon.â
âSo worth it.â Was the one thought branding itself into your mind as your body registered the rough, lust filled fuck.
âShit.â
â
You and Sukuna had gotten so much closer over yet another week. You had never believed in falling in love that quickly until now. You couldnât help it. You felt so much better when he was around. Seeing him was the highlight of your day- especially now that youâd convinced for longer sessions.
He felt the same way. You were the second person he had fallen in love with and somehow even harder. You made his heart.. swell. And he was serious about busting out to start a life with you.
âSo, your first love. We never finished talking about her.â You smirked, notepad back in hand as you did your job. Sukuna having been stealing small kisses from you between every question.
âHow about we forget about my first love and focus on my current one. You.â
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How the Hashira men react to your neighbor asking you to be quiet
Characters: Tengen, Sanemi, Rengoku, Obanai, Gyomei, Giyuu,
Additional shit: Swearing, Sanemi fighting said neighbor, Rengoku being blunt, mentions of sex, ooc mot likely :p
Tengen
He couldn't care less
His whole thing is being flashy and loud so he wants you to be loud
Like it's not his fault that dick is magical
After he shoos your neighbor away he makes sure to be as loud as possible that night
He's pounding into your cunt and you swear your gonna break when he whispers "okay now scream exactly how big my dick is. Don't forget the tip color-"
He gets cut off by you hitting him with the pillow
Way to ruin the mood
But that doesn't stop him and instead he goes harder, making sure the bed creaks loud ASF for your neighbor
"Not my fault he doesn't know how to please a woman." Is his main reason for doing so
He really wants you to scream his name so it's imbedded in your neighbors head
"Morning N/N!" Him to your neighbor from the balcony while your trying to get out of bed and failing
"Actually die." Both you and your neighbor to Tengen
Sanemi
Cares alot
Why the fuck is that limp dick biscuit talking to you and him? Who does he think he is?
You were the one who broke the news to him thankfully cause if Sanemi was the one who opened the door then you'd have to see your husband through glass in a prison
Just kidding. The Slayer corp would get him out of trouble if he didn't do it himself.
Anyways
Sanemi made it his goal to piss your neighbor off as much as possible
Your under him, practically creaming on his cock, and he's slamming the wall yelling "This loud enough yet?! Huh!?"
Not kidding I can see him doing that
He quite literally had you against a window where your neighbors could see him destroying you just to make them mad or uncomfortable, hopefully both.
But then he'd get pissed someone else would see you all naked and fucked out so he settled for the wall next to the window
One day your neighbor, finally having enough, bangs on your door yelling and guess who opens it...Sanemi!!
Good Lord was he waiting for this
It took one punch and the guy was out
Kinda what happens when you put a normal dude against a guy who kills demons for a living
Rengoku
He's a good neutral between caring and not caring
Like he doesn't wanna make your neighbors mad but he also loves hearing your screams
So he tries to keep you quiet during sex but fails since he gets to into it to give a fuck
The next days his loud ass voice wakes you up
"IM SORRY FOR MAKING INCREDIBLE LOVE TO MY WIFE!" He's not being sarcastic thats his genuine apology
Your facepalming and you want to die when you see your neighbor and she can't look at you
"PERHAPS SHES MAD BECAUSE HER HUSBAND CANNOT PLEASE HER!" Rengoku says casually and you know she can hear you from outside in her garden
"Inside voices!" You place your hands over his mouth to try and shut him up.
It works for a bit before he's yelling again
You love your husband but holy shit you wish he would speak normally sometimes
He's actually quiet in bed though
So your the problem (real)
Obanai
I'm not an Obanai fan so forgive me for how bad his section will be
Obanai is a quiet mf, and you're not even that loud
It's your neighbor who was the problem
A little old man whose hearing aids apparently had the power of 67 suns
You and Obanai found this out when he was outside training and your neighbor came over
He was so sweet and polite and even chuckled at Obanai's redness
Obanai cared at first but got over it
You? You make sure to not make a PEEP in bed
Okay that pisses Obanai off but he understands your reasons
At least make a gasp or sum cause he's over here like "Wait does this feel good? Can she feel it? Did I forget where the clit is?"
Brother is STRESSING
Then you cum and he's like "ah"
Then he's like "Did you take it?"
You have to keep yourself from murdering him cause how tf would you fake squirting
Gyomei
Babe I'm not gonna lie, you're a screamer
Gyomei is built like a house and your telling me your just gonna whine and whimper?
NO
Your over here crying and screaming into his chest, neck, the pillow, anything.
And Gyomei loves it!
He can't see your reactions so hearing and feeling them let's him know he's doing good
Gyomei isn't loud but he's not quiet
He'll grunt and moan and praise you, but he's not gonna cry out.
Well he'll cry but you can never tell from what
When the pussy so good you start crying đđ
When your neighbor politely asked you to be a tad bit quieter Gyomei actually laughed
Not in a 'nah we'll keep being loud' way but more of a 'sorry we'll be quiet' way. He also found it hilarious how you actually died of embarrassment.
Don't worry he thinks its endearing
Yet it was kinda hard for him since he enjoyed hearing you
But your touches and now quieter moans made that better
And then there's also you literally drawing blood from his back you were scratching so hard
Giyuu
Holy shit you have never seen him so embarrassed
Like you could shade match his Haori to him and get the exact same color
He was the one your neighbor told and he stopped working when 'loud' and 'moaning' left their lips
If a demon doesn't kill him then his own actions will
Giyuu isn't loud, and he loves that he can make you feel so good that your loud for him.
But he didn't want your neighbor back over at your house so he tried to keep you quiet
You were super confused when he held his hand over your mouth in bed and he just pointed to your neighbors house. Then you got it.
So you nod and try to keep quiet.
You know in school when the teacher tells you and a friend to shut up but they look at you funny and you break?
Yeah that was you
You were riding Giyuu one night and you were loud so he was like "holy shit I love you but please- I can't look our neighbor in the eyes anymore."
And you couldn't help but laugh
Like howling
You calmed down obviously but sex was very giggle filled after that
You've never seen Giyuu so panicked
But give him a week and he'll stop caring
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NSFW Size Difference HCs with Simon Pt 2
F!Reader, Part 1
Before you, Simon never had a partner that was able to take him more than halfway. So the first time you took his cock all the way down, he knew right then and there he was going to marry you
This man is thick everywhere, which is fun when it comes to stretching your pussy open, but not so fun when it means you canât fully wrap your legs around his waist :(
Lube is a must-have when youâre having sex, but cum is a decent alternative when youâre in a pinch (good thing heâs always making sure to pump you full of it đ)
Thinking about trying anal? Go right ahead! So long as youâre okay with not sitting right for the next week
You thought the reason he has such a big car is because he needs the leg room. While thatâs partially true, itâs also because he likes to fuck you in the backseat without bumping his head on the ceiling
Speaking of which, youâve had to rein him in when it comes to getting adventurous on where you have sex. You can only break so many dining room tables before he realizes maybe itâs better to stick to the bed
He got you one of those clone-a-cock dildos because he knows none of your toys can satisfy you like he does. In return for such a nice gift, you make sure to send him videos of you using it when heâs off on deployment
You never understood his obsession with raising your hips up everytime he took you on your back â that is, until you looked down and saw for yourself how your stomach bulged from where his cock was hitting you from the inside đł
Beast of a man that he is, he doesnât let himself get too rough with you in bed. Heâs not trying to break you, poor little thing :(
That being said, if you give him permission, heâs not above pinning both your wrists to the mattress with one hand as he fucks you within an inch of your life
One of his favorite things to do after pulling out of you is spread your lips apart and watch how your little hole gapes for him
Itâs okay, baby. He knows how puffy and swollen your pussy gets after having two loads fucked into it. But you can take another one, canât you? Thatâs a good girlâŠ
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âąÂ°. *àż Simple yet full tutorial on how to manifest your dream life!
I will mention everything in this post! so if you comment something like âcan i still manifestââ or âhow do iââ it will be ignored! everything in this post goes by MY beliefs, you donât have to change what you believe in! just understand these are what iâve grown to believe/know. Enjoy the post! (also iâm not changing my theme i just think these colors go with topic iâm talking about. I WILL be a bit passive aggressive in this post so try not to get butt-hurt! iâm very straightforward with it.
â°â†Step 1: Bury the old you for good. say goodbye to the old you.
are you the person who was, over-consuming information? couldnât get off of tumblr because you assumed you needed to find more?, are you the person who keeps saying âiâm finally starting this timeâ just to get consumed by doubts and play the old story ONCE again?. are you the person who sobs in their room bed-rotting reading success stories so it can give you that âmotivationâ? oh but how you wish that were you? are you the person who keeps falling back into the old cycle?, are you the person who keeps thinking they need to be specific about their desires because you think if you arenât âspecific enoughâ you wonât fully get what you want? are you the person who keeps dwelling on the 3D for validation when they clearly know thats not what theyâre supposed to do but continue it anyway? if you said yes ANY of this which iâm sure you did, then congratulations you made it to the right stop! because iâm here to burn that version of you. from now on you will become a better version of yourself, you WILL change self and you have absolutely no choice but to follow along with that fact. starting TODAY, THIS SECOND, NOW, NOW, NOW, NOW. you are no longer dwelling on the 3D, you are no longer the person who âjust canât do itâ, you are no longer the person who âcanât manifestâ. you are no longer the person who over-consumes. you are no longer the person who doom scrolls, you are no longer the person who isnât trusting of themselves. YOU ARE NOW A CHANGED PERSON. you will promise to yourself RIGHT NOW that you will never dig up this old version of you again. you will promise to walk by faith and not by sight, you will promise to trust the unseen, you will promise yourself to win. burn and destroy the shovel that youâve constantly used to dig your own grave that prevents you from success. you will win in this lifetime and the next and forever. your promise has been sealed, donât break it.
â°â†Step 2: Make your own rules in your reality.
if you understand, you know law of assumption is basically about making assumptions and you make assumptions EVERY-SINGLE-DAY 24/7. so use the law of assumption to your advantage and donât feel guilty about it either because this is YOUR reality! nobody has a say in what rules youâre not supposed to have. make it fun for you. for example; You assume everything you do is the right way. then by LAW, BY LAW! everything you do is the right way, wether that be, making assumptions, persisting correctly, living in the end correctly, being in the wish fulfilled correctly. EVERYTHING YOU DO is the right way to do it because thats YOUR rule you decided to have. you wanna assume another rule? okay make it. decide thats your rule and live your life following those rules you make. you are LIMITLESS, donât punish yourself because you make rules that maybe seen as crazy or too egoistic. this is your personal journey so donât feel obligated to tell anyone you donât wanna tell them. you are above everything. nothing exists outside of you.
â°â†Step 3: Decide.
decide, decide, decide, decide, DECIDE. decide you have whatever it is that you want that you have it NOW. thats all you have to do to literally win. there really isnât much about this topic because you decide every day. to get what you want is to simply decide you have it now. donât say you donât know how to decide because thats bs, you know how to decide youâre just scared youâre deciding the âwrong wayâ. hence to why i said âYou assume everything you do is the right way. then by LAW, BY LAW! everything you do is the right way, wether that be, making assumptions, persisting correctly, living in the end correctly, being in the wish fulfilled correctly.â decide you make decisions the right way. and thereâs literally no right way to make a decision but some of you are a bit dense (no shade!) but some of you need to have a feeling youâre doing something ârightâ so you can feel successful. please stop over complicating the simplest things. youâre grown so act like it, we shouldnât have to keep spoon feeding you.
â°â†Step 4: For the last final time surrender to imagination.
imagination is the only reality, itâs literally everything, the inner world (4D) is everything the outer world (3D) is just a reflection. in imagination you can be EVERYTHING if you wanna be the girl/guy whoâs better than everyone at everything then you can be that in imagination, wanna be richer than elon? then you are in imagination, wanna have elsaâs powers? then you have it in imagination, wanna be a vampire? then you are in imagination, wanna switch lives with someone? then youâve switched lives with someone in imagination. once you experience it in imagination then IT IS DONE. ITS MATERIALIZED, youâre not waiting for anything anymore because it already happened. all your focus goes to the 4D (imagination). i didnât say ignore the 3D keep taking care of yourself but i just want you to understand your success is inevitable! once experienced in the inner world the OUTER WORLD, is automatically doing its job to reflect that for you. so why are you constantly getting mad at the 3D for doing its job? it reflects what you consistently put your awareness on it reflects what you claim to have in imagination, it reflects everything you make natural to yourself. aâlot of you are hellbent on trying to get results in the 3D. you have results already in the goddamn 4D. stop waiting for something you already have. its not coming. itâs already THERE. you HAVE it. creation is finished. so surrender to the 4D, fall in love with imagination. if you have it in imagination you have it now, nothing can take that away from yourself unless YOU say you donât have it anymore. quit giving yourself mixed signals. this isnât one of your situationships. this is YOU weâre talking about. donât be a loser in your own reality.
â°â†Summary.
this is your final push. you can manifest absolutely anything, you are not limited to anything, circumstances do not matter, THEY NEVER DID, always pay attention to what you tell yourself, youâre in control of everything. donât withhold yourself from success, because if you wonât do in this reality you will never win. besides in that other reality youâre the worlds most handsome/beautiful person ever. youâre also on your 3rd world tour rn! and jeez are you rich, you made poor elon musk cry! must be nice being you in that other reality! identify with it. âïœĄïŸâïžïœĄâïœĄ ïŸâŸ ïŸïœĄâ
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â STUCK WITH YOU â¶ è„żæć



âžș IN WHICH he is the most touchy person
ïč 1032 ïč loser ! nr đč đ»em. reader â fluff best friends to ?? skinship âłORE â
your best friend, riki, although it doesn't seem, it is a very, very clingy person, especially when it's about you.
like today, that he didn't let you go in all day, following you around. every time you got up, he was behind you, and his deep voice would say, âwhere are you going?â every. single. time.
you were pouring some water on a glass, facing the kitchen, when you felt two hands slipping through your sides, wrapping around your waist, squeezing your body against his. you felt his chest on your back and his chin slowly resting on your shoulder.
back hugs were his favorites, so he did this like a thousand times a day.
closing your eyes and shaking your head, you two walked like that to the sofa, his hands still wrapping around your waist.
âniki, seriously..â you sighed when you sat down on the sofa again, still feeling his head resting on your shoulder, making himself comfortable.
âyou know that i love you because you're my best friend, but.. you're particularly touchy today, don't ya?â a straight line formed on your lips as you turned your head to look at him, finding his dark eyes staring back at you.
he scoffed, putting his hands away from you and hiding them in the pockets of his hoodie.
âfine. i won't be in your personal space anymore, huhâ he clicks his tongue, sitting straight, without touching your body. you smirk because of his attitude. what's up with him today?
âwell, i need to go now,â he said all of a sudden, standing up after looking at his phone. you raised your head, looking at him.
âwait, are you mad?â you look at him confused as he put his jacket on. niki shook his head with a tiny smile.
âof course not, dumbass. do you remember that i told you i had this meeting with that girl?â his voice shakes a little at the end. you slowly nod, remembering your talk of yesterday.
âthat's called a date, nikiâ you laugh, standing up so you can be "at his eight." he bit his bottom lip, nervous, and you notice that, so you pat his shoulder, trying to give him some comfort.
âokay pretty boy, go. it's getting late.â he nods.
and he was about to kiss your cheek as he always does, but then he remembered what you said just a minute ago, so he just nodded again and rushed to the door, giving you one last smile before closing the door behind him.
you stood there in the middle of your living room, still with a smile, but with a strange feeling invading you, like.. jealousy. no, it can't be. you were happy about your friend's date, although it was a date that your other friends organized behind his back and told him just yesterday about it.
but he seems to like the idea, so yeah, you were happy for him.
today was saturday night, and you were at your friend's house since she had organized a sleepover. and you haven't seen niki since yesterday when you saw him go on his date, so you were constantly looking at the door, expecting him to arrive.
the last time you saw the clock was 9 pm. so you thought that maybe he wasn't going to come until you finally saw his dark hair appearing at the door next to sunghoon.
âoh, there he is! welcome, loverboy. how was your date?â you heard the playful tone of jake, then he wrapped an arm around niki's neck, smiling. the rest of your friends made teasing noises. and you find yourself expecting his answer.
âwell, it didn't go very well..â you stare at him in silence when his eyes finally meet yours when he finishes the sentence. you blinked, breaking eye contact.
jake and the rest of your friends noticed that something was happening, so he just left the topic there, and everybody started talking about something else. so when that happened, niki made his way to your side, sitting on the couch too.
âhey.â he looked at you, showing his signature smile.
âhey.â you also smiled at him, turning your body to meet his eyes better.
âi'm turning the lights off! try not to make a mess with the food.â your friend said a couple of minutes later, marking the last sentence, looking at jungwon. the blonde just laughs ashamed, remembering the last sleepover.
the rest of the guys made comfortable on the other couch, the floor, and next to niki, so he was literally stuck to you.
âif you don't want me to stay this close, i can sit on the floorâ he whispered next to your ear, sending shivers down your spine.
you turned for face a little, looking at him.
âwhat are you talking about? if it's about yesterday, forget it. it's weird not having you bothering meâ you rolled your eyes, pushing him with your shoulder.
his smile widened, and just after that, he made himself comfortable, putting his head on your shoulder, like always. and you could feel the warmth of his chest on your back and his breath on your cheek.
âyou just love me so much,â he said in a playful tone as he looked at the tv screen.
the movie had just started, and the rest of your friends were also whispering, so no one was paying attention to the two of you.
âno, you love me more. we both know that.â you nodded, staring at the screen too, now feeling his hands and arms wrapping around your waist, cuddling you.
you tried your best to ignore the sound of your own heart.
âmhm, if you say so..â he whispered again.
thanks to the lights being off, nobody could see his red ears, and neither you, well also because you weren't facing him. and what niki didn't know was the fact that you also were fully flushed.
the rest of the night, you tried to hide the smile on your face. and both of you fell asleep on the couch in each other's arms.
the next day be prepared to be mocked by all your friends.
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suggestion for your dad gojo series?idk if itâs too heavy so feel free to skip!!reader is chronically ill and/OR the kids worry that she has a terminal disease because sheâs been very sick and weak lately, so they call gojo (whoâs away on a mission) with over exaggerated claims on readerâs health and practically beg him to come back home. This could be either an actual illness or maybe something more lighthearted, like reader just has the flu etc and the kids are just being dramatic
âIS SHE GONNA DIE?!â

⥠âđđđđđđâđ đđđđ: This fic is part of my dad!gojo series, but reading the other parts isnât necessary. All you need to know is that you & Satoru recently adopted two of Satoruâs students: Megumi & Yuji, and you also have young biological daughter.
⥠â đđđđđđđ: Satoru gave your son, Yuji, one job: keep everyone safe while he was gone. So why, just why, were you practically on your death bed?
⥠â đđđđđđđ: Tiny bit of angst but this is overall lighthearted, suicide joke, general descriptions of being unwell, your family loves you much they assume the worst when you sneeze to be honest!
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When Satoru Gojo wasnât around, Yuji considered himself to be the man of the house, thank you very much.
Did anyone officially bestow such a title upon him? No, not technically. But Satoru was parting on a month-long mission to a different continent, and before he walked out of the front door â and after he showered your face with kisses, playfully tossed your daughter in the air, and ruffled Megumiâs hair â he, too, ruffled his other student-turned-adopted sonâs head of pinkish hair and said, âkeep everyone safe, Yuji.â
Yujiâs brown eyes widened but then closed as he smiled brightly.
âYou got it!â He gave Satoru a thumbs up, and that was that.
Therefore, when it came to day eight of Keeping Everyone Safe, Yuji found himself pacing back and forth outside of the bathroom door, gripping strands of his messy hair with his trembling hands.
He heard a few faint coughs from the other side of the door. He halted his footsteps. Knocking gently, he waited for a response, but one never came.
âMom? Are you okay?â He called out. âYouâve been in there a while.â
No response.
Yuji pressed his ear against the door, listening for any sign of life, and yet again, only silence acknowledged him.
He took several steps back, preparing to launch himself at the door to break it down. If you got upset with him for doing so, so be it â at least your lecture would mean that you were alright.
âThree . . . Two . . . One . . .â Yuji thought, but before he could break out into a sprint full-speed ahead, Megumi suddenly turned the corner of the hallway, giving Yuji a puzzled look.
âWhat are you doing now?â Megumi scratched the side of his head.
âStand back, Iâm about to bust the door down.â
âWhy?â
âMomâs been in the bathroom for a long time,â Yuji turned his head to look at Megumiâs expressionless face. âI donât know if sheâs throwing up or bleeding out or unconscious . . . and she wonât answer me, so Iâm gonna break in.â
Yuji looked the door up and down as if sizing up an opponent.
âWhat if sheâs leaning against the door? Sheâll get hurt,â Megumi said.
âGot a better idea?â
âYeah. Itâs called respecting her privacy. If sheâs not feeling well, just give her a little time.â
âBut sheâs not answering me.â Yuji frowned. His face resembled that of a kicked puppy. Turning around, he leaned his back against the bathroom door. âSheâs fine, right? She probably just ate something bad for dinner last night, right?â
Megumi glanced down at the floor, his brows furrowed â a telltale sign that he was thinking. âIf that was the case, I think weâd all be sick, considering we all ate the same thing.â
âNo, no, remember a couple months ago when we ordered pizza and-â
âAnd you got sick, and I didnât. I remember. Iâm pretty sure that was because I had one slice, and you ate the majority of the box without pacing yourself. But, putting all that aside, if she is sick, it canât be from something she ate. Sheâs been coming down with something for four days now, at least.â
âHuh?â Yuji raised his eyebrows. âHow do you know?â
Megumi sighed. âItâs been taking her a long time to do simple tasks. Her eyes are sunken in, and sheâs been pretty quiet lately as well. She also-â
âOh my god, sheâs gonna die.â Yuji found himself sitting on the floor, his fingers, yet again, pulling at the strands of his hair. âSheâs been dying for four days and you didnât tell me?â
âIâm sure sheâs not going to die-â
âMegumi, If she dies, Iâm just gonna end it all, âcause I wonât be the one to tell dad that his wife died. No way. I had one job, to keep everyone safe! She could already be dead, you know, just lying on the bathroom floor, dead. Our mom. Deceased. How do we explain this to Maya? To Dad? Remember how he reacted when she caught a cold? This is bad, this is really-â
Suddenly, the door opened. Yuji nearly fell backward onto the bathroom floor but quickly caught himself before turning around to stare up at you.
âI can hear you,â you mumbled.
Oh, how pitiful you looked. Your eyes were sunken, your voice barely above a whisper.
Megumi gathered that, perhaps, you were replying to Yuji earlier, but if your current volume was as loud as your voice could get right now, it was no wonder he couldnât hear you through the door.
âMom! Are you okay? Whatâs going on?â Yuji sprung to his feet.
âI think you should see a doctor,â Megumi added.
âIâm fine, boys,â you whispered, slowly walking past them, and making your way down the hallway. âIâm just . . . I need to lay down.â
Yuji and Megumi exchanged a look. A slew of dangerous missions carried out alongside one another had gifted the two brothers the ability to tell an entire tale with just their facial expressions. One twitch of the brow and flicker of the eye, and Megumi knew just what Yuji wanted to ask him: Should we call the doctor anyway?
Yuji however, often struggled to read Megumiâs expressions, as the black-haired boyâs face was as blank as a fresh canvas more often than not. And right now, as Megumi did nothing more than glance back and forth between a worried Yuji and your slow-walking figure, disappearing into the depths of the house.
He didnât know what to do.
Three hours later, Yuji ran his knife through the prepared sandwich sitting on the wooden cutting board on top of the kitchen island, slicing what would become his little sisterâs dinner into two triangles.
âIâm not a chef, you know, but I made you the best sandwich ever, trust me.â Yuji put the halved sandwich on a plate. He then passed it to the young girl standing beside him, or at least, he tried to.
Though Maya had tugged on his pants leg ten minutes prior, pouting because she was hungry and you were still asleep, she folded her arms and poked her bottom lip out, refusing to take the plate.
âNo,â she mumbled.
âWhatâs wrong?â Yuji frowned, tilting his head a tad. âDidnât the best girl on the planet just tell me she wanted a super-duper-awesome sandwich?â
âI donât want that! I miss mommy, and I miss daddy too. Can you get them?â
Oh, he understood.
Of course, Satoru was away, and poor Maya missed her dear dad even when he was gone for a couple of hours, let alone eight days.
He was the person she ran to when she came home from a playdate or preschool. He was the person she ran to when she woke up from a nap. When she wanted to share her snacks. When Barbie did something super-duper-awesome in her favorite movie.
And never, not once, had he greeted his little muffin with anything less than a big smile, no matter how he was feeling. Right now, she wanted nothing more than to run up to Dad and be lifted into the air and spun around and around as he talked to her sweetly and she giggled wildly.
However, you were still home, but in a lot of ways, you werenât around either, hardly any different from an introverted ghost, haunting the hallways but not truly engaging with the residents who occupied it.
For Maya to turn down food because she missed you, must have meant she had grown tired of sandwiches and whatever else Yuji and Megumi tried to give her today. She wanted your cooking â for her mother to hand her a warm plate of yummy and nutritious food with a heartwarming smile and a forehead kiss.
âMomâs sick right now, remember?â Yuji said gently. âSo we need to do what we can to make things easier for her. And Dad will be back before you know it, youâll see.â
The young girl still refused to take the sandwich.
Yuji got down on his knees. He, once again, tried to hand her the plate.
âCâmon, Maya Papaya. Donât you wanna grow up to be big and strong? Only way to do that is to eat your sandwich.â
âNuh-uh,â she shook her head.
Yuji sighed, rising to his feet. Perhaps, Megumi could coax her into taking a few bites, at least.
However, just as Yuji was about to shout his name, he heard slow-moving, shuffling footsteps approaching the kitchen.
âMommy!â Maya squealed excitedly at the sight of you.
She ran for you, the gentle pitter-patter of her feet was yet loud enough to snap you out of the daze-like state you were in, almost as if you were sleepwalking. Introverted ghost.
Your daughter wrapped her small arms around you.
âHi, sweetheart,â you mumbled, reaching down to ruffle her hair.
âForget about the sandwich, Yuji. I can cook,â you gave your worried son a tired smile.
âAre you sure?â He asked, frowning.
You nodded, making your way to the kitchen sink once Maya released you. It was filled with dishes unsuitable for the dishwasher, such as precious mugs.
âYou donât have to do that, I was gonna wash âem,â Yuji said. Cleaning wasnât his favorite activity, but he loved the idea of chores. It was domestic. Loving. Parents gave their children chores, and therefore, having them was his reminder that he was, indeed, someoneâs child now.
He always helped fold laundry or took out the garbage with a smile on his face.
âI got it.â Your voice was weak. âCan you take Maya upstairs?â
Maya frowned, whining, âbut mommy.â
âI promise Iâll . . .â you paused, resting your hands on the edge of the sink. Yuji watched the unsteady rise and fall of your shoulders. âI promise Iâll play with you later. Weâll sing, Iâll tuck you in, anything you could want. Just give me a minute. Please.â
âCâmon, Maya,â Yuji took the young girlâs hand, and though you couldnât see your sonâs face, he gave you a sympathetic, anxious look, silently praying that you were okay. âLetâs give mom some alone time, okay?â
They left the kitchen with much hesitation, but the alone time Yuji spoke of didnât last long. Two minutes, to be exact.
You recognized the footsteps easily, a sound that blended in with the sinkâs running water. The footsteps were soft, and they werenât accompanied by a greeting, a sigh, a clearing of the throat, or any sort of noise that would unintentionally announce his presence.
Your quiet son joined you at the sink without a word, picking up a wet, clean dish with one hand and a drying rag with the other.
âI can do it myself, Megumi.â
âYou always let me help,â Megumi paused. âYou donât have to overwork yourself. You shouldnât be working at all if you want to feel better.â
It was true. You always let him help. Bonding with Megumi wasnât the easiest task in the world. Unlike Yuji, who saw you and Satoru as parents and your house as his home even before you officially adopted him almost a year ago, Megumi struggled to fit in, to get used to parental love and family games and movie nights. But slowly, and quite slowly he was adjusting to being a son. Your son.
And washing dishes together was one activity you both did together regularly. It had gotten to a point where you left the dishwasher completely abandoned and void of dirty dishes that cluttered the sink all so you could prolong your time with your quiet boy.
It was a comfortable silence more often than not, but when he was in the mood to chat, he would tell you about his day. His plans for the week. How well he was recovering from his latest mission. And that little chatter? It made your day.
And he knew it.
Therefore, for you to attempt to dismiss him made him all the more worried about your health, as if he could get any more worried. After all, while Yuji was making their little sister a sandwich, he was surfing the web, googling endlessly about your symptoms.
It was pointless. All of his results ranged from a small cold to stage four cancer.
Megumiâs steady eyes trailed over your weakened frame. Your hands trembled around the dish they attempted to scrub. You blinked slowly. Along with that, your voice was so soft, he could barely hear you.
You suddenly dropped the dish into your hands. It hit the sink harder than you attended. You closed your eyes for a long period, long enough for Megumi to reach over and tap your arm.
âIâm not sick, honey. Iâm going to . . .â you whispered. âIâm going to fold the laundry, cook the kitchen, and clean dinner. I mean . . . Iâm gonna cook dinner and . . .â
Your words trailed off into nothing.
Megumi put down the glass plate in his hands.
Your head started to move back and forth, back and forth, back and forth. Nonsensical mumblings fell from between your lips.
Your field of vision, which amounted to a blurry mess, suddenly became vast darkness. You went weak at the knees, and started to fall backwards.
âMom!â
Your fainting spell lasted a couple of seconds in truth, but that was enough time for you to find yourself on the couch with a blanket draped over you, staring at the hazy living room ceiling with two things on your mind: the bizarre realization that you had, in fact, fainted, and the even more bizarre realization that Megumi had, in fact, â though in a panicked state â called you mom. For the very first time.
If you had the energy, you would have smiled.
But truth be told â and you tried shoving away the undeniable truth for quite a while â you barely had the energy to open your eyelids.
The only reason you fought to keep your eyes open was to show your boys that you were, indeed, conscious and alive, to hopefully, ease the muffled, panicked voices of your sons arguing right beside you, though you could hardly make out their words.
âIâm calling Dad.â
âYuji-â
âNo, no, no, I donât care what you say-â
âIf youâd let me speak for once, I was going to say that I should call Satoru, and you call an ambulance,â Megumi folded his arms across his chest, grateful that, according to Yuji, Maya was occupied with her dollhouse right now.
âThis is bad. Is she gonna die? She canât die, Megumi,â Yuji approached the couch, tears brewing in the reddened waterline of his light brown eyes. As he pulled the blanket higher until it practically touched your chin, he said, âIâm so tired of losing people. We canât let her die.â
âDonât call,â you mumbled.
âMom,â Yuji sniffled.
âDonât call.â
âYou just fainted!â Yuji glanced back at Megumi who stood a little ways behind him. âMe and Megumi arenât . . . we donât know what to do.â
âWe donât want you to die,â Megumi brought his hand to his lips, fighting the strong urge to bite at the skin around his thumb. âIâll make some tea.â
âYeah, teaâs good, get her some tea! Hurry!â As Yuji spoke, he pulled out his phone and opened his dial screen.
âYuji, please . . .â You weakly turned your head to face him.
Your boyâs hair was starting to grow longer. Time for a haircut. He also looked more pale than usual. Pale with worry, perhaps? Worry . . . worry . . . Thatâs right. You were worried about their school uniforms. They needed to be washed soon, by tomorrow, at least. You were worried about the groceries, or lack thereof. A run would need to be made soon. Megumi and Yujiâs favorite snacks and meals were predictable, but Maya, what would she want? Oh goodness, she was no longer a fan of sandwiches anymore. Maya . . . thatâs right. You promised your sweet girl you would spend time with her, where was she? Did she truly want you, though, or were you nothing more than a substitute for her favorite person, Satoru? How was Satoru doing on his mission? He texted you earlier, but you forgot to respond. You needed to message him back. What else . . . what else was there to worry about? Oh.
No one had a proper dinner tonight. You needed to cook. And those dishes, they needed to be put away into their proper place . . . wait, just wait. You needed to wash Megumi and Yujiâs school uniforms tonight, because tomorrow, you would be too busy taking Maya to daycare. At least grocery shopping could be done afterward- damn it. No, it couldnât. Tomorrow was Parent Day at Mayaâs daycare, a day filled with bonding activities, and youâd show up, even if it killed you. Youâd just have to grocery shop afterward, but those uniforms? They needed to be washed tonight . . . and dinner-
âWhatâre you mumbling about?â Yuji asked.
Only then did you realize your racing thoughts were trying to be vocalized. You shook your head and tried to get off of the couch, but Yuji gently gripped your shoulders and guided you back down.
âNo, no, no. No moving. You need to go to the hospital. Youâre so weak, and-and you can barely speak. Iâm trying not to freak out.â
You didnât have the strength to argue, but the look of despair on your face at the idea of being hospitalized was enough to make Yuji hesitate.
âIâm gonna call Dad, at least. Donât try to stop me.â
Yuji kneeled beside the couch, watching you with worried eyes as he pressed his phone against his ear.
Satoru answered after a few rings.
âDad? Iâm pretty sure momâs dying-â Yuji stopped speaking abruptly. âYouâre already on the way home?â
â
When your eyes fluttered open again â only then did you realize they had closed â your blurry vision wasnât attempting to focus in on the ceiling this time around. But at your husbandâs black blindfold and pouty lips.
His concerned face was merely inches away from yours. His long fingers suddenly curled around his blindfold, and he pulled it down, revealing his worry-filled blue eyes and pinched brows.
Just how long had it been since Yuji called him? Did you blink, and he seemingly appeared in an instant? Or did you slip into a realm of unconsciousness for a couple of days?
What were the terms and conditions regarding his teleportation ability? Surely he couldnât have done so all the way from . . . just where was he, again? Africa? Australia? How long had he been gone this time around, anyway? Wait a second . . . if Satoru didnât teleport, and days have flown by, then you were falling behind! The laundry, the groceries, and Parent Day. Oh no, did you miss Parent Day? On top of breaking your promise to spend time with Maya? But no . . . it seemed like it was the same day, as if time hadnât changed . . . and what day was that again? Sunday? Was it-
âBaby,â Satoru stroked your cheek softly as he leaned down to kiss your forehead. He knew you better than he knew himself, and that look in your exhausted eyes told him that your mind was wandering endlessly. It was no wonder you ended up in your current predicament. âStop worrying. Try to relax that chaotic mind of yours.â
âSheâs dying, right?â Yuji rubbed his face with his hand out of pure exhaustion. âDoes she need to go to the hospital?â
Satoru couldnât help but look back at Yuji and frown. When the teenager called him, his voice laced with sheer panic, Satoruâs entire world stopped. He thought he was going to lose you, the amazing woman who was his first crush, who made him blush and fumble over his words when he was a lovesick first-year, who later became his girlfriend, then his wife, and the mother of his children. Describing you as the love of his life wasnât enough; you were his soulmate in every lifetime. He was certain of it.
But you werenât lying on the side of the road, bleeding to death after a drunk driver swerved and slammed into you like he imagined, nor were you suffering from an incurable, terminal illness.
âSheâs just dehydrated.â
Megumi and Yuji widened their eyes at Satoruâs words.
âWhat?â Megumi blinked.
âAll this time, sheâs just been thirsty?â Yuji paused. âThatâs it?â
âYou could put it that way, yeah. My overworked wife forgets to drink enough water to make up for the amount of work she does. This has happened before. Twice, actually. Iâm not surprised her blood pressure dropped and she fainted. Poor thingâs exhausted.â Satoru rose to his feet, scooping you up in his arms. âIâm gonna take her to get some IV fluids. But donât worry, sheâll be fine.â
Megumi sighed with relief. Yuji collapsed on the couch, tossing his arm over his eyes.
âSheâll be fine,â Yuji repeated Satoruâs words in his head. âSheâll be fine.â
âGet some rest, you two,â Satoru said to his sons, glancing back and forth between both of them. âUnless you wanna end up like your poor mom.â
And with that, Satoru left.
When a healthcare professional inserted an IV into your veins, slowly, but surely, you started to feel like yourself again, as if you were being revived. You looked at your dear husbandâs face.
And it wasnât the same look of calmness and reassurance he had around Megumi and Yuji. That brave face no longer existed. Instead, his rosy cheeks were wet with tears. Redness circled the blue of his eyes, and his white hair was a fluffy mess. He was a mess.
âDonât scare me like that again.â
âIâm sorry,â you mumbled. âI wasnât trying to die of thirst, I promise.â
With a trembling hand, he reached out and ran his thumb across your knuckles, releasing a shaky sigh. After all, this was the same man who could hardly pull himself together when you had a small cold.
âNot gonna lecture me?â You said with a tired, yet small grin.
âCanât do that,â Satoru sniffled. âThis is my fault at the end of the day. If I was home, I wouldâve been able to help you out, and-â
âYour work is important, Satoru,â You paused, leaning your head back against your chair. Darting your eyes to the bag responsible for injecting fluids into your vein, you said, âDonât let something as silly as me forgetting to chug enough water get in the way.â
âExcuse me?â Satoru looked at you, baffled. As if you had suddenly slapped him. âYouâre my precious, amazing, beautiful wife? The best thing thatâs ever happened to me? I will always prioritize you over anything. My world stops when I hear you cough two times in a row.â
âSeems like you passed that urge to panic over my health on to our kids as well,â You smiled, then suddenly your smile grew brighter. You didnât know it, but the sight of your grin made Satoruâs heart skip a beat, just like it often did back when he was nothing more than an awkward teenager with a crush on you.
âSpeaking of our kids, guess what Megumi did?â Your eyes glistened with excitement.
âWhat?â Satoru smiled.
âGuess.â
âOkay, umm,â Satoru leaned back in his seat, looking up at the ceiling. âHe actually told you he needed something?â
âNope.â
âHe . . . Oh, I got it, you two did the dishes together again. That always makes you happy. Thatâs gotta be it, right?â
âNope!â You shook your head. âWell, we did, but thatâs not what I wanted you to guess.â
âFineee, I give up,â Satoru said.
âHe called me mom.â Your joyous words were accompanied by teary eyes. âHe was worried, and it just slipped out, but he did it, Satoru. Should I bring it up and tell him how much it meant to me, or should I pretend it never happened? Probably the latter, right? I donât want him to feel embarrassed. I think Iâll cook him something special to eat, kinda as a way of acknowledging what happened and letting him know Iâm grateful without actually bringing up the fact he called me mom. Do you think itâll happen again?â
Suddenly, Satoru rose from his seat, leaned over, and planted a soft kiss against your lips.
âWhat was that for?â You asked though you couldnât help but grin.
âYouâre just so . . .â The words were lost- no, not lost. Mere words simply werenât strong enough to describe you, and his mind went blank as he leaned in, giving you yet another soft kiss. âGod, and you have the nerve to wonder why everyone freaks out over the idea of something bad happening to you.â
Another kiss. Then another. Each one deeper and lasting longer than the one prior.
Your husband wasnât one to shy away from public affection, and though you were in a private urgent care room, you couldnât help but grow nervous over the idea of getting caught.
âCut it out, weâre in public. Have some decorum,â you mumbled when he pulled away for a brief moment, strands of his white hair tickling your head.
âYeah, yeah, something decor, I hear you,â Satoru kissed you yet again. âOne more.â
One more turned into three, but eventually, he sat back down in his own seat. There, he stayed, holding your hand, using his thumb to toy with the wedding ring on your finger.
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xerox ; robert reynolds ; part three.
part one. | part two. | part four.
pairing ; robert (bob) reynolds x reader, thunderbolts & reader
synopsis ; you had one last job before you were free. no more splitting, no more deaths. unfortunately, that job seemed to rope in four other assassins and a... a man in hospital-wear?
words ; 4.3k
themes ; action, angst, slowburn, fluffy near the end, the beginnings of romance
warnings / includes ; violence, reader has the ability to split into multiple bodies (think dupli-kate from invincible), the void is hot unfortunately, foul language, everyone's mental health sucks but they're actually getting better now!
a/n ; this chapter is a bit shorter than the other two just because it only covers the very end of the movie PLUS a little bonus scene to get you guys excited for future avengers tower moments :) thank you again for all the support! also did you guys catch the mutant mention wink wonk
main masterlist. read on ao3!
Bobâs first room had an angry, middle-aged man standing in the very center, veins protruding out of his neck as he yelled gibberish. Flecks of spittle fell from his slurring lips. Bob, whose warm hand was intertwined with yours, flinched at the sudden volume.Â
Walker didnât hesitate to strike him down with his taco-shaped shield.Â
âHe seems nice,â Ava said.
The room gave a massive rumble, as if upset that things werenât going its way, and the walls began to close in.Â
âThis way!â Alexei bellowed, ushering everyone forward into a wooden wardrobe full of clothes.Â
âNarnia?â you asked as you shouldered through moth-eaten coats, giving Bob a quick glance over your shoulder.Â
Bob gave you a nervous smile. âIt was one of my favorites as a kid.â
The floors gave out beneath you, and you found yourself free-falling for a few seconds before landing on the rough ground with a resounding thud. The new room smelled of gasoline and burnt rubber tires.
You helped Yelena up to her feet, only to be whacked over the back of the head with a sharp plastic sign that read ALFREDOâS BAIL BONDS! in a hideous shade of red, by a chicken mascot that had equally hard-on-the-eyes yellow feathers. With a low moan, you started crawling away from the crazed chicken, who had turned to attack Ava and Alexei.Â
âOh, God!â Bob exclaimed, scrambling over to give you a hand. âAre you okay?â
âIF YOU DONâT STOP HITTING ME WITH THAT SIGNâ!â Alexei gruffed from across the room, now bleeding from the nose.
âI was on meth!â Bob shrieked apologetically right before grabbing your head and shoving you down just in time to duck away from another sign-swing from the high chicken.Â
Whilst lowered, you spotted a stack of wooden vegetable crates across the street. There seemed to be no other exits from the room. Ava kept the chicken occupied and distracted by repeatedly phasing through him, so you took the opportunity to break open the bottom of the crates, which smelled faintly of rotting tomatoes.
âThrough here!â you called. âCrawl through the crates!â
Past-Bob made a bee-line for current Bob, the sharp end of the sign aimed straight at him like a crude stake. With a stinging cheek and a clenched jaw, Bucky stepped in between them and punched the chicken square in the face (beak?) with his metal arm.Â
As you made your way through to the new room, you distantly heard Walker gagging behind you. âI hate tomatoes.â
Through the crates was a cleaner, more sterile space. The new room looked⊠clinical. You immediately tensed, eyes darting back and forth. There were beakers, needles, and measuring devices everywhereâall the marks of a science lab. You had to suck in a deep, painful breath to remind yourself that this wasnât your roomâit was Bobâs. A few meters away from you, there was an operating table. Big surgical lights looming over it like curved, robotic flowers. And on the bed sat past-Bob, shoulders hunched into himself. He looked the very same as the Bob right beside you, holding your hand. But his eyes were sunken and empty. Tired.
âIâve been here before,â Yelena whispered. âMalaysia.â
Bob bit down on the inside of his cheek. âItâs where it all started. I was roaming Southeast Asia. Thought Iâd figure something out. A way to find more drugs. And thereâs this guy⊠he started talking to me about a medical study. A trial drug that can make me stronger and not feel like⊠me anymore. It was like a miracle.â
You felt your face fall with sympathy. You squeezed his hand, and Bob met your gaze with pursed lips. Slowly, the group began to advance towards Past-Bob. At least he wasnât swinging a sign at all of your heads in a chicken suit this time.
âI thought I would get to show everyone that I was more⊠that I was something,â Bob told everyone, shame tinting each of his words a melancholic blue.
Past-Bob, now shrouded in shadow, finally straightened.Â
âAnd look what you unleashed,â the voice purred, echoing in your head as if he had managed to worm inside and tapping at the very base of your ear drums.
That wasnât Bob, you realized with a heavy pit in your stomach. It was the Void. He hopped off the surgical table, turning to face the team, face dark, but eyes glowing.
âHow could you possibly think you could be worth anything?â he said, calm as untouched waters. You could feel your skin prickle.
Yelena stepped forward. âWeâre leaving.â
The Void stayed silent for a moment, scrutinizing the ragged team of misfits and criminals with an empty expression. Then, he shook his head in miniscule movements. âNo,â he simply said.
Behind him the surgical table rose into the air and flew across the room at a startlingly rapid speed, crashing against Yelena and Alexei, pinning them against the wall behind. The long strips of buzzing, artificial lights above were torn from the ceiling and wound around Bucky, keeping him to one of the labâs counters. Several metal frames from a window came whizzing across the room to bury into the edges of Walkerâs suit, keeping him stuck on the ground. Ava was sent flying into the other side of the lab when a crumbled garbage can wound about her midriff. She would have phased right through it, but there was a force weighing her down.Â
You managed to dodge the door that was coming at you, having to relinquish Bobâs hand to do so, but missed the heavy metal shelf used to store plastic pill pots heading toward you from the opposite direction. It slammed into your stomach, knocking the wind from your lungs, and you were left struggling fruitlessly against the wall it lodged you up against.Â
âStop,â Bob pleaded to the Void with wide, watery eyes. âLet them go.â
âYou think they care about you?â The Void stepped closer until he was right in front of you, close enough that you could feel itâthe cold darkness. The dread. Tears pricked the corners of your eyes. The weight of all youâve done wrong, all the people youâve murdered and maimed, all your deaths, all your liesâresting right on top of your sternum. You gasped for breath. You felt something cold touch your face, so cold it felt blistering hot. You simultaneously wanted to pull away and lean in closer. The Voidâs fingers were caressing your cheek ever so gently, and Bob did nothing but watch. He felt frozen to the floor, paralyzed with fear and uncertainty.Â
âXerox⊠lovely, sad XeroxâŠâ crooned the Void, almost sing-songy. âBobâs got a fixation with you, you know. Itâs pathetic. Heâs like a sad mutt begging for scraps from the table.â There was an amused hum from him before he continued, this time speaking to Bob. âXerox doesnât want to help you. None of them do. Theyâre all using you. Deep down, you know they despise you. Youâre a burden.â
âThatâs not true!â Yelena screamed from the opposite side of the room. IV drip wires wrapped around her throat so tight her eyelids fluttered and her words were caught on her tongue.Â
âIsnât that right, Xerox?â said the Void, his cool thumb slipped beneath your chin to tilt your head up as he regarded you with those cold, blank eyes. âYou chose the darkness. You chose me.â
âI cameâŠâ The weight was growing stronger. The words felt like thorns in your mouth, painful to speak. What was he doing to you? âI came to help him.â
The Void tilted his head. Then, you felt the coldness close around your throat. The edges of your vision darkened. If your hands werenât pinned back, you wouldâve been clawing at your neck for breath.
âI told you⊠he doesnât want your help. Heâs pathetic. Why would he deserve it? Deserve you? Now tell him. Tell him the truth. Itâs what he needs to hear⊠some tough love.â
When you opened your mouth this time, words spilled out that werenât yours. âI donât want to help you,â you found yourself saying. Not to the Void, but to Bob. Your Pal. You gasped, a cold tear slipping down your cheek. The words came out grated, as if someone had forced you to swallow razors. âI never liked you, Robert. Youâre nothing. In fact, worse than that. Youâre an active hindrance. A thorn in everyoneâs side. I wish⊠schkkâI wish you had stayed dead when they shot you down.â
âThatâs right,â murmured the Void. âGood.â
âPlease stop,â Bob ground out. You werenât sure if he was saying that to you or to the Void.Â
His dark counterpart laughed a deep, rumbling noise. âRobert the Hero. Doesnât sound right, does it? Fake. Like a comic book story. What a joke.â
Walker was close to prying himself out of his confines.Â
The Void flicked his wrist. All the glass from the beakers and volumetric cylinders in the lab exploded. Crystal shards scratched at the teamâs face, leaving everyone with stinging, bloodied cuts. The Voidâs hand slipped away from your throat to pull out the piece of glass that had embedded into your skin.Â
âIâm sorry I hurt you,â he said, almost a whisper. It wouldâve sounded sincere if it hadnât sounded like an automated message. âYou do enough of that to yourself. Did you enjoy what I showed you? The darkness has been kind to you, hasnât it? The only one you can trust is yourself.â
âYes,â you choked out, and your head bowed into a nod even though you hadnât wanted to. âI deserve to relive it all. All the worst parts of me. Iâm just as bad as I thought I was.â
Bob was breathing heavily, expression twisted into one of pain. The Void was hurting you. He was hurting you.Â
âIâm stronger than you,â Bob told his alter-ego, trying to sound more confident than he was. âI can beat you.â
The Void grinned. It was a terrifying sight. Wolfish. Predatory. âLetâs see.â
The shadowed figure finally stepped away from you, and you seemed to lean forward, as if chasing his touch. Once the Void was far enough, Bob watched you recoil with a trace of disgust to your expression. At yourself or at him?
âIt wasnât me,â you croaked, misty eyes now glued to Bob. Not the Void. Just Bob. âPalindrome. It wasnât me.â
And Bob believed you. He trusted you. With a determined nod, he ran forward and swung a punch to the Void. The dark mass hit back with equal ferocity, sending Bob sprawling to the ground. Glass dug into his skin.
âGet up, Bobby,â Walker gruffed. âGet up!â
âYou thought you would be some great man? Some savior?â taunted the Void as he kicked at Bob. âYou canât even save yourself.â
You watched in horror as the Void picked Bob up by the scruff of his sweatshirt, and struck him three more times.Â
âWe will always be alone.â
The room began to shift, elongating. The entire group was pulled further and further away from Bob and the Void. Bob watched the team goâhis friends grow smaller with the distanceâand blew out a choked breath. Alexei was bleeding profusely from his head. Yelenaâs face was turning blue from the cords cutting her airway. Ava, Bucky, and John were still working against their bonds. Bob glanced at you hanging limply behind the shelf, staring at nothing in particular with glazed eyes. No doubt that was the Voidâs doing.Â
Bob turned. His lips curled angrily. Then he launched himself at the Void with a mangled cry. He began punching the figure with all his might. To his fury, the Void only smiled, unhurt.
âThere we go,â the Void whispered in a mocking manner. âShow them how strong you are.â
The room began to crack and crumble. Darkness began to eat away at Bob the more he struck his darker self. His shoes were swallowed first, now beginning to crawl up his shins.Â
âThis isnât right,â Bucky gruffed.Â
âBob, stop!â Yelena coughed out. Having had enough, Alexei strained as much as he could to push the weight off of them. Just enough to let Yelena wriggle loose. She slipped out with a pained groan, tore the IV off her, and began running towards Bob. The room shifted to try to stop herâthrowing cabinets and beakers and tables at her, but she lithely dodged each one.Â
By the time she got to Bob, the darkness had seeped up to his neck.Â
âIâm here,â she said, wrapping her arms around Bob from behind, trying to hold him back. Bob kept hitting the darkness, relentless.
âIt will always be just us,â the Void told him, almost comforting. âIâm the only one you can rely on.â
Yelena held onto him tighter. âIâm here, Bob,â repeated Yelena. âYouâre not alone.â
Finally, Bucky managed to tear himself free. He helped Walker get free, and Walker then stalked over to push the shelf off of you with a grunt. You collapsed with a dizzy intake of breath. Ava and Alexei were quick to free themselves afterwards, bonds slightly loosenedâit seemed that Yelenaâs words of comfort were actually helping.Â
The rest of the team ran towards Bob, Yelena, and the Void.Â
âWeâre all here,â Yelena told her friend. âWeâre here for you, Bob.â
You kneeled down beside him, hand wrapping around the wrist that led to a now-bloodied fist. The team piled together, all holding Bobâand each other. In the tangled mess of limbs and arms, Bob began to weep. His head knocked against yours as he sobbed, and you held him all the tighter.Â
âLet it out, Pal,â you said. âWeâve got you.â
Then the entire group fell backwards. Your spine hit the rough surface of a broken road. After blinking several times and adjusting to the sudden onslaught of light, the city of New York came back into view. The shadows were slowly but surely melting away.Â
The team slowly struggled to their feet. People were gradually but surely returning from the Voidâs realm.
You sniffled, wiping an errant tear with your sleeve. The Voidâs hold on your mind was still fresh, and you certainly felt a little worse for wear. You felt Bobâs concerned hand on your shoulder, and you turned and enveloped him into a sudden, tight hug, yanking him close. He emitted a noise of surprise, but his arms wound around you out of instinct.Â
âIâm so sorry,â you said, breathing shallow and rapid. âI donât wish you died. I donât think youâre a burden. I think youâre really sweet and cool andââ Your words were spoken so quickly and pretty muffled into the fabric of his sweatshirt that Bob didnât really catch them.
Bob held you until your breaths mellowed out a bit. Even patted your back a few times for good measure. There were no complaints on his end for the hug, but he wasnât very sure why you were giving him one.Â
âThis is nice,â he started, uncertain.
âSorry, I didnât ask if I could hug you,â you whispered once you pulled away, cheeks flushed.
âYou donât need to ask,â he said, almost too quickly. There was a faint dusting of pink on his cheeks. âYou donât ever need to ask to hug me. Itâs nice. I like it.â
Walker came to stand beside you, having done a quick survey of the premise. âYou were great in there, Bob.â
Bob blinked at the bearded man and smiled. That was probably the nicest thing Walker has ever said to him. Too bad he had no clue what he was talking about. âThanks, Walker,â he said, still smiling goofily. âInâwait, in where?â Finally, Bob took a glance around. There was wreckage everywhere. Had the Avengers totaled New York yet again? âWoah. What happened here?â
âYou donât⊠remember?â you asked, eyeing him with kinked brows.. âDid you hit your head a bit too hard?â
Bob patted down his skull. âFeels normal.â He laughed a bitâa nervous, knee-jerk reaction. âSorry, Iâm a bit confused.â
âAre you okay?â Yelena asked, looking at him with nothing but concern.Â
Bobâs brows twitched, still completely lost. âYeah. Iâm fine. Whyâs everyone looking at me like that?â
âAre you serious?â Alexei deadpanned. âWe were in crazy rooms of despair and misery andââ
âThanks, Alexei,â you cut in, giving the giant of a man a pointed look. âYou did good, Bob. I can explain the details later. For nowââ
Your reassurance was cut off by Valentina shrilly speaking into a phone, only a few yards away. You could feel anger twist your insides just from seeing her.Â
âIâm going to kill that woman,â Alexei gruffed.
âWe canât kill her. We have to take her in,â Bucky said with an exasperated sigh. It was clear that he had plenty of experience being the voice of reason.Â
âWhat happens when he regains his memory?â Walker asked. âWill we have to go through that all over again?â
Yelena shook her head. She took Bob by the elbow and began leading him towards Valentina. âOkay. Come on, Bob.â
âIâm going with you guys?â
âOf course you are,â you said as you walked alongside them towards Valentina, nudging Bob with a soft smile. âWeâre a team now.â
Bob returned your smile easily. âThat sounds nice.â
Yelena nodded. âWe stick together from now on.â
When Valentina spotted the Thunderbolts coming towards her, she began to hurry backwards. âHello, team! I know weâre all dealing with very big feelings right now, just give meâgive me half a secondâ!â
She disappeared behind some wreckage.Â
As you rounded the broken pieces of construction, you were met with the blinding flashes of about fifty cameras. There were news trucks, reporters, microphones, the entire shebang. Even a podium for Valentina to stand behind as she hushed the audience. A small part of you thought about all the dried blood on your face and bodyâit was a relief your suit was dark, or it wouldâve looked like you were mauled by a bear. Or, more likely that you were the one that mauled the bear.Â
âWhatâs going on?â Bob leaned closer to whisper to you.
âNo idea,â you whispered back.
âCool.â The smile that appeared on his face was boyish and lopsided. âItâs nice not being the only one whoâs confused.â
âAre we live?â Valentina asked one of the cameramen. Once he nodded, she began speaking with a shiny, rehearsed smile. âFor years, I have been working secretly to develop a new age of protection. Today, the citizens of the United States need that protection. Thanks to my hard work, they got it. Ladies and gentlemen⊠meet the new Avengers.â
Avenger? You? That didnât sound quite right. The Avengers were heroes. They were a beacon of light and hope and occasional destruction of city-folk. You wereâŠÂ
Just a person trying to do better.
The Thunderbolts stared at each other in a mixture of disbelief and disdain. Bob began to clap loudly, but you put a hand on his, forcing him to lower them down.Â
âWhat?â he asked, still completely miffed, and you shook your head with an Iâll tell you later look. Bob nodded solemnly and put his hands behind his back, which made you hold back an amused grin. The snaps coming from the cameras seemed to flare with every tiny movement you made, so you werenât too keen on giving them anything to pick apart.Â
Yelena strode up to Valentina. She covered the microphone, leaned down, and said, just loud enough so she and the rest of the team could hear. âWe own you now.â
This time, you didnât bother trying to smother your smile. The cameras went crazy.
âHave you seen the news?â Bob asked you, settling down next to you on the couch. He handed you the steaming mug of tea, made just the way you liked. His knees knocked against yours.Â
You glanced away from your crossword puzzle and took the mug with a warm smile. âThanks. Seen what? I havenât checked ever since news of mutants broke out.â You were still waiting for your own test results to come back. The memory of the clinic drawing your blood made you shudder. It did, however, make you feel slightly better knowing that the entire team was squashed in the tiny waiting room right outside the door for you. Even Bucky, who swore up and down that he was busy that afternoon still showed up. You made a mental note to get him a smoothie from that juice shop he liked so much.Â
Bob gave you an awkward grimace. âTheyâre writing about us again.â
This made you roll your eyes. âTheyâre always writing about us.â
Just yesterday, Ava had shown you an article that said: THE HEROES NOBODY ASKED FOR! IS NEW ALWAYS BETTER?Â
Which, to be fair, was a completely valid article. However, counterpoint, none of you asked to be on the Avengers. Except Alexei and Walker at some point, you suspected.
âNo,â Bob said, clearing his throat. âNot us like the group, but us us.â
âOh?â You quirked a brow. âWhat are they saying this time?â Last week, they were convinced Bob was a special secret agent of sorts.Â
Bob handed you the rolled up newspaper he was holding.Â
SPOTTED: BOB WHO? MYSTERY MAN SEEN WITH NEW AVENGER âXEROXâ â ROMANCE BLOSSOMING IN THE TOWER?
Though you were wearing a baseball cap, that clearly wasnât enough to hide your identity. Beneath the article title was a grainy image of you and Bob in the park, feeding the ducks. The two of you were wearing identical, fond grins; but you were looking at the ducks, and his eyes were trained on you. There was another photo beneath where the two of you were sharing a milkshake in one of your favorite diners. You let out a sighâyou supposed you couldnât be going to that diner as often anymore.
âOh,â you muttered, reading through the first few lines, which turned out to be a whole bunch of speculative nonsense. âTheyâre always doing this, arenât they? Making something out of nothing.âÂ
âRight,â said Bob, nodding. âItâs nothing. Youâre right.â
When you caught his eye, noting the slightly crestfallen look on his face, you shook your head, assuming he was just upset about the whole ordeal. You could understandâlosing your privacy overnight wasnât something you were very keen about, either. âTry not to pay too much mind to the news people. I guess we just have to lay low for a while. Itâll die down. Theyâll move on to the next big trendy thing in a minute or two.â
âYeah, of course,â Bob said. He fiddled with the hem of his shirt. âDoes this mean we have to stop going to the park together?â
âNo,â you reassured. âWe just have to put on some better disguises. Iâm sure Valentina could scrounge up the money. After all, she kinda has to do whatever we want now.â
Bob smiled, all awkward and endearing. âGood. Yeah. I⊠I like the time we spend together.â
âI like it, too,â you said, lips upturned. Bob had to force his eyes away. It was nothing. Right.
You patted his leg and returned to your crossword puzzle. You were about halfway through the crossword book that Bob had bought for you from the musty cornerstore two blocks away. It was the first gift youâd ever gotten from someone.Â
Yelena walked into one of the Towerâs many common areas an hour later to find you and Bob leaning against each other, dozing away. Your puzzle book was discarded to the side, pencil sticking out one of the pages to mark your place. Bobâs mouth was slightly agape and he looked about two seconds away from slipping and face-planting painfully into the boniest part of your shoulder. Your legs were intertwined with his in a position that certainly couldnât have been comfortable. Yelena regarded the two of you with a downturned smile.Â
âOkay, you sleepy lovebirds,â she muttered, grabbing a neatly folded blanket from the corner of the long couch and draping it over the both of you. You stirred ever so slightly, mumbling something under your breath, then settled back closer to Bob. âSweet dreams.â
The two of you were startled awake just as Yelena was leaving and Alexei stormed in, loudly complaining about how this lady in the grocery store wouldnât buy the Avengers Wheaties cereal box even though heâd explicitly recommended it to her.
You rubbed your eyes tiredly, standing up to stretch upwards like a feline after a long nap. Bob watched you with a sleepy grin. âOoh, that just reminded me. I need to go pick up some ingredients for soup night tomorrow. Walker hates tomatoes, so tomato soup is off the menu.âÂ
With no hesitation whatsoever, Bob asked, âCan I come with you?âÂ
You thought distantly to the news reports. Let them think what they want. Whatever you had with Bob, you liked it just as it was.
âYeah,â you said. âIâd love that. We can stop by the library afterwards, too. Iâve heard theyâve got a new copy ofâŠâ
Alexei and Yelena watched the two of you head out, animatedly discussing some sort of new mystery book, shoulders practically pressed up to each other.Â
âAre theyââ Alexei sent his daughter a pointed look. âYou know?â
âIâm not speaking about this with you,â Yelena curtly said, turning on her heel. âBut no, not yet. Ava and I have a bet going on.â
This made a devilish grin spread over Alexeiâs face. âHe makes it obvious, the way he looks at Xerox. I give them a week.â
Yelena scoffed. He was such an optimist. She gave them three months at the very least. âYouâre on.â
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I Object!
How I imagine the lads men would object at your wedding. A/N: I don't like cheating tropes so we're gonna say this was an arranged marriage that you didn't want to be in anyway. Also these men are built so different this practically wrote itself. [Requested by: aethercoreria]
Zayne
Type: Silently objects
I donât think Zayne would be on his Shrek tip running in yelling âI objeeeeccct!â Heâd try his best to respect the fact that youâre marrying another man when he knows for a fact that youâre in love with him. Heâd plan to work the day of your wedding, but you (unfortunately?) hand delivered an invite so now he has to show up. Heâd sit quietly through the ceremony, but the minute the officiant asks to speak now or forever hold your peace he's springing up from his seat with a hand slightly raised.
No thoughts. Just standing. Body moved on itâs own.
Heâd stand frozen until he sees that radiant smile on your face when you make eye contact with him. He watches you lean in and whisper something to your fiancĂ© before rushing towards him and dragging him out the door. So he did understand your plan and he didnât even have to say a word.
Rafayel
Type: Manipulative ; doesn't have to object
Rafayel would object to your wedding behind close doors. Starts by begging you not to go through with it. Begging turns to telling you why you shouldnât do it. Reasoning turns to silent âacceptanceâ. He would let you think he doesnât care anymore. Meanwhile those seeds of doubt in the back of your mind are being nurtured and watered by every sly word that comes out his mouth.
âIf youâre fine with settling for him then do youâ He said tilting his head with a smile. Heâd get you to the point where you start wondering are you trying to convince him or are you just trying to convince yourself? Rafayel was in control the entire time and youâd realize that on the day of your wedding. Youâre sitting in your bridal suite alone trying to steel your nerves, but nothing is working. Fuck it youâll just have to settle and maybe learn to be okay with your arranged husband.
Youâd walk down the aisle everyone is suspiciously rigid as they ooouu and aww at you. Youâre too busy scanning the crowd at first wondering if Raf crashed to focus on what's ahead of you. Your heart sinking deeper into the pit of your stomach when you donât spot him. Youâd focus back ahead and thatâs when you finally spot him.
At the front.
Standing in the grooms spot.
Dressed in a dark navy blue suit.
Heâd watch you stumble over yourself hoping no one noticed, but he did. You glance at your parents in the front row as you pass and see your mom with a tight smile followed by your dads curt nod and sweaty brow. âWhat did you do?â You scream-whisper to Rafayel when you get to the altar. He gives you a boyish grin and caresses the back of your hand with his thumb. âYour fiancĂ© went missing and I happened to be a better prospectâ He shrugged
âHe just ⊠went missing âŠ?â You narrowed your eyes.
âYupâ He wouldnât clarify any further. "Alright let's get to the I Do's"

Xavier
Type: Doesn't object ; Sabotages
Xavier is âI'll be damned!â personified. What do you mean you love him, but youâre marrying someone else? Hell no. Heâs not okay with this and he lets it be known that he is not okay with this arranged marriage. âThere isnât someone youâd prefer marrying?â
âOf course, but I donât have a say in itâ
ââŠ.okâ Heâd look like a kicked puppy in front of you, but donât be fooled this man is moving in the shadows. Everything that can go wrong is going to go wrong on your wedding day. Your fiancĂ© is allergic to raspberries? What a shame every dessert catered has raspberry's in it including the wedding cake. Your wedding shoes? Missing. Venue lights? Somehow not working even though they were just fine yesterday during the wedding rehearsal. So much shit is hitting the fan that your head is spinning.
Watching your fiancĂ© get carted off in an ambulance after he managed to fall down the stairs and break his leg in three places was the last straw. You convinced your parents itâs just not meant to happen. Xavier would call you to ask how the day is going and after you tell him everything heâs suspiciously calm even though youâre distraught. âI have a chest for you to lay on if you need a moment away from the chaosâ He offered and you could practically hear the smile in his voice.
You had a feeling he was behind all of this, but you didnât care.

Sylus
Type: Doesn't object ; makes you do it
Sylus would want you badly and he knows you want him just as much, but you keep telling him you canât call off the wedding. Heâd eventually shrug and nod in acceptance. âAlright I guess this is the part where I disappear from your lifeâ Youâd be taken aback by his words, but he stayed true to it.
Two weeks before the wedding âŠ. nothing.
One week before the wedding âŠ. radio silence.
The silence was killing you and unbeknownst to you it was killing Sylus as well, but as you said there's nothing he can do. The day of the wedding while youâre standing hand in hand with your fiancĂ© your skin is buzzing with anxiety. Your heartbeat pounding so loud in your ears you could barely hear the officiant. Your mind drifted to red eyes, white hair and that deep rich laugh. âI wish you were Sylusâ you directed your thought at your fiancĂ© who looked bored in this moment. You glanced out to the crowd and latched onto a pair of red eyes staring you down from the back of the room.
Sylus.
Heâd watch your eyes go wide when you notice him and tip his chin as if to say âFocus sweetieâ You did just that and zoned back in on your fiancĂ©.
âSpeak now or forever hold your peaceâ It was now or never and before you could actually process what you were doing you snatched your hands from his and stepped back. Sylus chuckled at the deafening gasps that filled the room. âI canât do thisâ Sylus would perk up watching you dart from the altar heading straight toward him. Heâd wrap gentle ribbons of black and red mist around you when you stumble over your long wedding dress trying to get to him as fast possible. Heâd meet you halfway with open arms ready to catch you when you jump, wrapping your arms around his neck burying your face in his neck.
âI knew youâd come to your senses Princessâ Heâd whisper directly in your ear.
âCan we just leaveâ Your words were muffled since you refused to lift your head from his neck. Sylus chuckled as he swept your legs up with one arm and carried you out of the venue ignoring the chaos following close behind.

Caleb
Type: Doesn't object ; gets rid of him
Caleb would unfortunately try to play it cool. Heâd act like everything was fine like he understands that you have no say in it. Heâd be so cool heâd be like mint gum with a glass of ice cold water. Unfortunately for him heâs a terrible actor when it comes to you so heâs actually in fact not playing it cool at all.
Not even in the slightest.
Right off the bat you know he is beside himself at the fact that heâs about to lose you to someone you donât even like. Even though heâs losing his mind he still asks to share meals and see you as much as possible before you officially get married.
Somehow a week before the wedding though youâre having a funeral for your fiancĂ©. Nobody knows what happened to him. He went to work one day and was found unresponsive within a few hours of being there. You question Caleb if he knows anything and he would tell you over and over again. âI was on a routine patrolâ
Suspicious.
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There is something so thrilling about trying to be quiet.
Something that urges Caleb to work harder, move faster, push the limits. Until you have no choice but to bite him to break him out of his trance before you really do get caught.
Grandma Josephine is right down the hall, after all. How shameful would it be if she caught her two adoptive children naked in the otherâs bed.
But, for Caleb? That was part of the appeal. Some twisted part of his mind wanted to get caught by the old lady. And judging by the way you always found yourself in this position? You found the risk appealing too.
Your semester had come to an end, now you could spend the summer months in Linkon. Calebâs training had also gone on break, giving him roughly a month before he needed to return to Skyhaven for more grueling work.
Two months apart⊠of course you two were jumping at the chance to be alone. Bidding grandma Josephine an early good night â yâknow, the traveling was so exhausting that neither of you could wait to collapse in bed.
âŠyeah, okay.
God, Caleb wasnât sure how he managed to contain himself from pouncing on you at the train station.
Hell, he just may have if Josephine hadnât been accompanying you on the platform.
Given the amount of eye contact and silent conversations passed between the two of you? You werenât doing much better. So much so that you and Caleb ended up in the front seat with a clueless Josephine in the back.
One hand on the wheel, the other sneakily resting on your bare thigh. Calloused fingers inching upâŠupâŠupâŠandâ âCaleb, dear. How has training been?â Oh fuck off!
Some way, somehow, you two survived â barely.
Only thirty minutes after pretending to go to bed, you were slipping out of your bedroom window and shuffling along the slanted roof to tap on Calebâs.
Everything from there was a bit of a blur. Hands and teeth, lips searing into your skin and then melding to your own. The familiar taste of Caleb, sticky sweet like the apple juice gran had bought just for him. How you had missed it so dearly over the last two months. Dreamt of it.
âAh, ah⊠donât try and hide.â
Somehow, you had gotten here. All clothing shed and discarded around his bedroom floor.
Your back pressed to his broad chest, your legs spread so wide it nearly hurt. You couldnât close them if you wanted to, Calebâs much larger ones slung over them and braced on the sheets so you were trapped by his body instead.
Perfectly spread out for him, all his to you and play with. The thought had him twitching against your back, smearing more sticky precum between heated skin.
His hands were both occupied, one roughly playing with your breast, the other running two fingers between slick folds. âYouâre so soft, pip. Fuck, I missed this pretty pussy.â You had half the mind left to complain about him saying he just missed your cunt, but all the came out was a whimper.
Still, Caleb knew. Somehow he always did.
âAndâŠâ a kiss on your cheek, his nose nuzzling it a second later. ââŠof course I missed you.â His fingers pressed to your entrance, heat radiating and slick leaking. The pressure made you groan, hips weakly jerking forward yet the bastard had yet to slip them in. Just toying with you and you were completely drenched. It was humiliating.
âYouâre not gonna return the favor?â Calebâs voice was a warm whisper against your ear, his fingers rubbing up against your entrance, just barely slipping inside. âWhaâŠ?â But you understood when he began to chuckle.
âTell me how much you missed me, pip. And maybe youâll get what youâre looking for.â Your cunt was aching too much for you to dare put up a fight. âI missed you so much CalebâŠâ a shuddering breath leaves you as his fingers slid back up to circle your clit. Just enough frictionâ
âI-I slept in your shirts until they smelt more like me than you⊠my roommate kept prying yâkn-oh-owâŠâ your entire body shivered at the pleasure that zapped up your spine. âKept wanting to meet you, I told her you were a pilot and she was s-swooningâŠâ God you were getting drunk off the pleasure and he had barely done anything.
ââŠso proud youâre all mine, Caleb.â
You nearly screamed as he plunged two fingers inside of your wet heat, the hand that had been groping your breast slapped over your mouth to successfully muffle it.
Calebâs thrusts were unrelenting, fingers pounding into your cunt at such a speed your entire body was arching and squirming. Your hips were restless, legs attempting to snap shut as the pleasure was overwhelming.
Calebâs legs stopped you, his breathing ragged at the sound of wet squelching. His fingers were hitting all the right spots, massaging your walls until you felt your arousal leaking out and down towards the sheets below.
Every thrust had the heel of his palm smacking your clit, shaking almost violently with the intensity of his movements. You swore you tasted blood as you bit down on your lip, nails digging into his forearm.
âYouâre such a good girl, yâknow that? This pretty pussy is taking my fingers so well even after months apartâŠâ you couldnât focus, not mentally or physically. Your eyes blurring as the tether pulled tighter and tighter.
You nearly feared the orgasm that was approaching you, already overwhelmed by the pleasure of Caleb finger fucking you. âGonna cum all over my fingers?â The sounds were obscene at this point, so wet that you swore it was echoing off of his walls. âY-yes!â
It was just a little too loud, and Caleb had been so distracted by the warmth encompassing his hand that he didnât think to quiet you. âSweetie? Caleb honey? Is everything alright?â Everything froze, from your heart beating to Calebâs fingers in your cunt.
âI thought you two went to bed⊠you know you donât have to sneak around if you want to hang out.â The doorknob jiggled, luckily Caleb had half the mind to lock it before. âSorry GranâŠâ you somehow recovered faster.
âFinally won against Caleb⊠got a little too excited.â Slowly, you guided his hands into moving again. âSheâs lost three rounds.â Caleb added, smiling against your skin as your walls suctioned to his fingers. âJust donât stay up too late.â
You both acknowledged her with a good night, faces burning with embarrassment at nearly getting caught. What if Caleb hadnât locked the door?
âSomeone got too excited.â
Heâs biting your ear, hand resuming their brutal pace and before you know it, youâre coming all over his fingers with his other hand pressed to your throat. You couldnât get a sound out if you wanted too now.
The bedding is ruined, and Caleb doesnât seem to care one bit. His fingers restarting their mission to get you to squirt again. This time, a third finger slipped in.
âGotta make sure youâre nice and ready for my cock. Itâs been a few months, canât risk hurting ya.â
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