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i'm a little afraid to go to pride this year. many of us are, a little. sitting around our tapas and video games, the silence that hangs over the discord server. it feels different, we say.
we're privileged. the community that came before us laid the groundwork so i could be raised in a different world, and i will never forget their sacrifices and dedication. they gave us this: a pride that feels like community and celebration and joy. i remember the first few times i went to a queer event - i'd been raised so catholic. feeling safe like that, for the first time... it saved my life. i go to pride to celebrate that feeling - my people, laughing. out in the sun, the way we couldn't have been even 25 years ago. that feeling: no wonder we call it "pride."
who am i to be afraid anyway. there are parts of the world where people are doing much better work than i am. but it's just: i felt at home there, you know? and this year feels different. we are waiting on the dam to break. last year, at boston pride, there was a whole gaggle of sign-holders shouting about jesus. you walk around them and try not to let it get to you.
this year, i'm going to DC's pride with my girlfriend. google sends me concerns about if it's safe to exist in trump's america, if World Pride is a bigass target on all of us. every article uses the words "safety concerns" many, many times. three days ago i witnessed a shooting.
even straight people keep telling me - people are weird lately. sometimes we blame it on Covid and sometimes we blame it on the full moon. but i do remember a time before this, right. it's not just that people are more comfortable being rude. it's this strange, outwards violence. a comfort in being cruel.
it's a big hole to fall down anyway. it's not like they're going to do anything to make pride safe, not really. i don't want a police presence as the solution. and what if this is just fearmongering! what if this is just to get us to stop attending our own events! what if everything is actually fine, and i'm just freaked out by the stated intentions of our president!
and what if i'm just listening to things that are being said. what if i'm weighing the shape and size of this america accurately.
my mother calls me. she's been getting the articles too. i assure her i'll be careful, but i put the phone down and stare at it. i'm going to go to pride. other people made it safe for me, it is my duty and my honor to show up for my community. the only thing we've ever had was each other. it was always an act of bravery. being ourselves is brave.
but i am afraid. i lay out my outfit and i kiss my girlfriend. i cut my nails and clean up my undercut. i hold her hand and hang the sunset flag. the sound of this america feels different. like a volcano trembling. i will love her and i will love being queer and i will sing over the noise of it.
but ... still. in the back of my mind. that feeling, like something terrible has been shifted. like somewhere in the night - they remembered we're different.
#spilled ink#warm up#please do not be weird on this#i hate when i express a real fear/etc that is normal to have -- like being scared of violence in trump's america#and ppl immediately are like ''isn't it nice ur afraid this year but u haven't been previously??? imagine being afraid every year''#not the point of this post and also not true just not included in the body of the work. u do not know me personally.#''ur lucky u have a pride'' yes i know this & am aware of it. can still be afraid of violence.#''well i think [misunderstanding of the post]''#this is about feeling the genuine shift politically that has occurred in trumps america wherein extremist ideas are more accepted.#'' WELLLLLLL'' . it's a tumblr post. go to bed.#<- poet who has made the mistake of being honest about her feelings 1 too many times#i just write about stuff i think other people can relate to. and i think i've felt this very loudly#and if u dont relate okay! it wasn't written for u then. it was written to comfort someone else.#anyway. i love u all happy pride. genuinely.#come say hi if u see me#feel free to dm me if ur also at pride i'll tell u what im wearing we can hunt each other down for sport#((just realizing right now in the tags that the shooting probably traumatized me lol))
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FIONNA AND CAKE SEASON 2 STORYBOARD LEAK ? ! ? OMG ? ? ?
#adventure time#fionna and cake#prismo the wishmaster#scarab the god auditor#prohibitedwish#SEASON 2 LETS GOOOOOO#this is so real and true i promise#trust trust trust#GUYS I MADE THIS IMSORY PLEAS I THOUGHT THE FILE NAME WOULD GIVE IT AWAY#unreality#DIDNT KNOW THAT WAS A TAG SORRY
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Is there more to lose than gain if I go on my own again?
On my own again?
#my art#fallout#fallout new vegas#mr house#robert edwin house#robert house#tw nudity#in a like. artistic way. laughs#i'm sorry you weren't born in this universe robbie you would've loved marina and the diamonds#yes marina in 2025 we're real for it#wuhhh i had this in progress for too long. i'm sure there's more i could do to it too but fuck it. changing gears a little bit#i made those tags like a week ago. still true. this mind is a machine that turns middled aged men into dramatic girls#maybe one day i'll revisit this but i don't feel like it would be for a while now. this year we are posting things#fonv
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Nintendogs Chihuahua & Friends (2005)
#nintendogs chihuahua and friends#dogs#nintendogs#animals#chihuahua#nintendo#nintendo ds#nds#video game#dailygaming#dailyvideogames#nostalgia#gif#y2k#2000s#2000s games#2000s nostalgia#ysigifs#this was the thing that made me buy a nintendo ds (my first ever console!) btw#my cousin told me that she had a game where you could take care of dogs and blow into the mic to make bubbles#and little 8 yo me was absolutely bewildered by that. so much so that i thought the ds was making bubbles in real life#that was not true ofc but still when i finally went to her house and played this game i was like !!!!!!!!! :^O !!!!!!!!!!#16 years later here we are
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Our little family 🥰 Valentine's day is also our wedding anniversary! We've been together for 19 years! So here is a doodle to the love of my life, my best friend and soulmate and favorite person in all of time and space!! 💘
#personal#my art#my pookie my shayla whatever young people are saying these days#I'm trying so hard not to be too corny or dramatic but!! true love is real whatever souls are made of his and mine are the same etc etc#nipuni blogs
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"but Pyramids of Mars established that Sut-" my friend this is the three-separate-explanations-for-Atlantis show, as far as I'm concerned they can have a free-for-all when it comes to real-world mythology
"but they're ruining the canon!!" buddy I got good news for you, Doctor Who canon is a buffet and you don't have to eat anything you don't want to
#to be clear this is NOT about disliking whatever they're doing with Sutekh#I'm going to try and watch Pyramids of Mars this week and I may hate the direction they choose to go in in the finale! who knows!#I wasn't a fan of a bunch of the choices they made for the Toymaker (though that is slightly different in that it's not a real world myth)#but there's a specific type of comment I've been seeing mostly in youtube comments which. yeah dead dove etc#but people getting worked up over the One True Canon is like. you know what show this is right??#I personally choose to ignore the buffet dish that is the First Doctor in Twice Upon A Time#anyway peace and love#the legend of ruby sunday#the empire of death#pyramids of mars#doctor who#dw spoilers#ramblings
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WE CAN'T BE FRIENDS- a MettaTenna(+Spamton) playlist
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A MettaTenna (with traces of SpamTenna), Cohost AU-inspired list heavy on the mess, jealousy and pining. Tracklist and 8tracks style lyric highlights under the cut!
Paparazzi- Lady Gaga I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me/ papa-paparazzi/baby there's no other superstar, you know that I'll be/your papa-paparazzi/ promise I'll be kind/but I won't stop until that boy is mine
Bed Chem- Sabrina Carpenter come right on me, I mean camradarie/ said you're not in my time zone but you wanna be/ where art thou? why not uponeth me?/ see it in my mind, let's fulfill the prophecy
Into You- Ariana Grande got everyone watchin us/so baby let's keep it secret/ a little bit scandalous/but baby don't let them see it/ a little less conversation and a little more touch my body/ cause i'm so into you, into you, into you
obsessed- Olivia Rodrigo and i know you love me, and i know it's crazy/ but every time you call my name, I think you mistake me for her/ you both have moved on/you don't even talk/ but i can't help it, i got issues, i can't help it baby/ i'm so obsessed with your ex
Misery Business- Paramore i waited eight long months/ she finally set him free/ i told him I couldn't lie, he was the only one for me/two weeks and we'd caught on fire/ she's got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile
Casual- Chappell Roan I thought you thought of me better/someone you couldn't lose/you said "we're not together" so now when we kiss, I have anger issues
Only Love Can Save Us Now (MILKBLOOD Remix)- Kesha yeah i'm possessive/maybe i'm possessed, bitch/fuck yeah i'm selfish/shut up, eat your breakfast/ i would kill for secrets, all mine been leakin'/I don't got no shame left, baby that's my freedom
Dance The Night- Dua Lipa even when the tears are flowin' like diamonds on my face/i'll still keep the party goin', not one hair out of place
bad idea right?- Olivia Rodrigo yes i know that he's my ex, but can't two people reconnect? / "i only see him as a friend", the biggest lie I ever said/ oh yes i know that he's my ex, but can't two people reconnect?/ i only see him as a friend, I just tripped and fell into his bed
Taste- Sabrina Carpenter every time you close your eyes/ and feel his lips you're feelin mine/ and every time you breathe his air/ just know i was already there/ you can have him if you like/ i've bee there done that once or twice/ and singin' bout it don't mean i care/ yeah I know I've been known to share
Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet- Fall Out Boy it's a sign, what if you peaked early?/ and does your husband know the way/ that the sunshine gleams from your wedding band?/does he know the way? does he know the way? of the crickets that would convince me to call it a night? / does he? does he know the way I worship our love?
Good Luck, Babe!- Chappell Roan i'm cliche, who cares? / it's a sexually explicit kind of love affair/ and I cry, it's not fair/ i just need a little lovin', i just need a little air
I Don't Care- Fall Out Boy say my name and his in the same breath/ i dare you to say they taste the same
Man Of The Year- Lorde who's gon' love me like this?/ oh, who could give me lightness?/ way he flow down through me/ love me like this/ now I'm broken open/ let's hear it for the man of the year
we can't be friends (wait for your love)- Ariana Grande i don't wanna tiptoe, but i don't wanna hide/ but i don't wanna feed this monstrous fire/ just wanna let this story die/ and I'll be alright
#myart#my art#undertale#deltarune#mettatenna#mettaton#tenna#spamtenna (background)#mettaspamtenna if you REALLY are delulu like me haha#fanmix#ship fanmix#fan playlist#also this is a narrative playlist so I encourage listening in order#and if you're a REAL freak: looking up the lyrics while you do#my intention is to convey the arc of their relationship#but you can also imagine these are the songs mettaton is cry-singing into his hairbrush as he gets ready for the show#at different parts in the story HAHAHA#the IDEAL experience is imagining AMVs from mtt's perspective to each song. thats for my real true freaks#ALSO EVERYONE THANK MY BF FOR THE COVER LETTERING#HE DID IT FOR ME AND MADE IT RLY BEAUTIFUL#best lipstick on a mirror writing ive seen since black swan#i did the lettering for the tracklist that's why it's not as cute HAHAHHAAH#talk show cohost au#I ALMOST FORGOT TO PUT THIS SACRED TEXT IN THE TAG#also this is it. this is my thesis statement for this ship & au#deltarune fanmix#mettatenna fanmix
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to juxtapose ruby's idolisation of qrow and their wholesome uncle-niece relationship, i'd like to propose penny fucking hating clover's guts
#you telling me you felt a real genuine connection with someone and you betrayed them??#you had a true FRIEND and you DIDN'T put your trust in them when it counted????#get the fuck outta hereeee hits u with my laser beams#this is in my made up fantasy world where clover survived v7#anyway yea i think we should let penny hate someone for very personal reasons. it would be fun#crafty speaks#rwby#penny polendina#clover ebi
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people ALWAYS have such weird takes on padmé and anakin's relationship,and while it's undeniable that they're not exactly models of healthy behaviors,i find that the way people speak about them is really weird in the context of the greater story of sw.the prequels and the ot are in themselves a complete story,and that complete story bases itself on the fact that anakin was not completly evil and unredeemable,but geniunely good and deserving of love.george lucas himself defined anakin's story as that of a good guy that lost his way,and stated several times that he truly loved padmé:

and that padmé reciprocated his love:

what tragedy would it be if the relationship was abusive and devoid of love from the start and padmé was "stuck"?why would the prequels be the tragedy of anakin skywalker if he was just an awful guy who got what he deserved?
all of this cannot be retroactively changed by inserting new characters or rules that don't reflect that,because then the entire meaning of the movies would be lost,yes,sw is set in an insanely big galaxy,and i wish that new characters and stories were explored more *cough cough renew the acolyte*,but the original six movies are all centered on the same guy and how he lost his way,not how evil he was or how bad his relationships were.
for the greater message of star wars to work,luke has to be right about vader,and if luke was right about vader,then so was padmé.if you don't believe those things the maybe this franchise isn't for you.
#like they're the main couple in a melodrama#they're not meant to reflect real and healthy relationships#their story is made meaningful by the intensities of their feelings and by their tragedy#no true tragedy has happy healthy and well functioning relationships!!#sw#anidala#anakin x padme#anakin skywalker#padme amidala#luke skywalker#ot#tpm#aotc#rots#sw prequels
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During the war Blake lively brought prisoners/injured soldiers to baba Yaga in exchange for all their stuff (and then they slept together) which makes sense because he is canonically a war profiteer but then he started feeling bad so he started only bringing her dead or really really close to death soldiers and their souls were NOT fresh. Expired souls. And then they had hate sex and she tried to kill him and that’s why she hates him now.
#“implying souls have an expiration date” FREDDIE PLEASE#that moment in the peach pit made me laugh an unreasonable amount#anyways this is real and true to me (I just thought of it) and that’s where Blake got all his wealth#deal with the devil type situation#except he started slacking and the devil got mad#Blake lively#dndads#dungeons and daddies#dndads season 3#the peachyville horror#I might workshop this headcanon but. the foundation#you understand
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jayvik shippers PLEASE be normal about Mel & Sky challenge, part 2, difficulty rating: (impossible)
#why do so many of you seem to not understand the concept of loving more than one person at a time#I like jayvik but I hate to see so many people dismiss & deride two black female characters for the sake of their beloved white boys more#the whole 'mel is just manipulating jace!!1!' shtick was already outdated by the end of season 1 let alone now.#if you STILL think that mel is just cynically using him then it's obvious that you haven't been paying any actual attention to the show.#& when it comes to Sky it's true that Viktor's primary feeling towards her atm is guilt. & reasonably so.#but I think claiming that he had zero actual affection for her outside that guilt is a bit much & really doesn't do any favors for viktor#personally I think season 1 made it abundantly clear that the only real obstacle to jayvik was JAYCE HIMSELF.#season 2 episode 2 is basically the first time that hasn't been true so far#arcane#jayvik#mel medarda#sky young#fandom bs#shipping bs
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Alex Summers come home the kids miss you










Everytime i make one of these posts i have to refrain myself from adding oc content bc nobody wants that shit but its like chaining a werewolf to a tree LMAOO
#again tumblr cropping is weird so just click on them#ANYWAY#emma frost you were wasted you deserved so much better than this movie#and origins but duh#sean cassidy my little brother real and true#alex summers loml#i havent made textposts like this in a while these may be ooc LMAO#xmen#x men#xmen movies#x men movies#xmfc#xmen first class#x men first class#x men: first class#alex summers#havok#sean cassidy#banshee#hank mccoy#beast#raven darkholme#mystique#charles xavier#professor x#emma frost#on the 4th one erik is thr big magnet in question if that wasnt obvious LMAOO
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You should stay away from me. I'm no longer with the gang. I didn't agree. Our boss already agreed four years ago. Pull over and let me out of the car. I'm your boss!
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 01 / Ep. 09
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#userrain#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#again. INSANE that they opened the show with this and then were like. 'these are side characters' like. NO! (& wild how the finale was 90%#them being happy while zherui was getting stabbed. like. clearly the writers knew who the true main characters were lmaooo)#ok anyway i honestly really love the breath chen yi lets out once he gets the door shut. like. its real. its happening.#the RELIEF as well as the determination to have ai di for real in front of him again#and also insane that the first time they touch after four years is chen yi putting ai di's whole body over his shoulder#like. last time they touched was ai di touching chen yi's hair while he slept#does anyone else think about that. does anyone think about the fact that the last time they touched was when they slept together#does anyone else think abt what ai di is experiencing trying to keep chen yi from touching him#but also loving him for coming to pick him up from prison. do you think about the combination of ai di's desperation and dread#compared to chen yi's desperation and relief. like does anyone else think about the combination of gentle and rough or just me#i made half of this while on an airplane yesterday thats how insane for them i am <3
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Happy pride from the shadow company PR manager (real)
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i made this like uber quickly but uhh look how nicies . made by a benrey introject in case any1 was wondering
#this is true and real dont worry#actually happens#made it my mission to make the ugliest blanket possible sorry everyone#frenrey#benrey#hlvrai#gordon feetman#cleverdraws
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