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Finally got everything together for mine and @purrlstar 's webtoon contest entry!!
We've been working on this for like a year now so give it a look!!
#dragon's blessing#OUGH GUYS I'VE BEEN AWAKE FOR LIKE 38 HOURS#I'm finally free I can sleep#ownstuff#allartstuff#the best thing about this final push to get enough done to enter the contest is it helped make me motivated for xyliro again haha#itching to get back to that one#ocs#I'll share this one properly tomorrow
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KCD Memes
#hansry#kcd2#kingdom come deliverance#henry of skalitz#kcd#hans capon#kcd henry#kcd hans#kcd2 spoilers#kcd memes#my stuff#rosa ruthard#dry devil#no memes for a bit!!!!#until I get that itch again#or compile enough#this is me quickly shoving the pile of reject memes behind my back#as well as the ones that are still wips#anyway how insanely popular these memes have been has been insane THANK YOU <3#obsessed with that middle one btw
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🧪 guess who's back, back again... 🤖
thank you to all who voted in my gameplay poll! 💚 pipes & fluxy are ready to take on the globetrotter challenge all thanks to your help! i've reformatted it a little so that they can end their journey by starting the occult legacy challenge in strangerville, and i can't wait to take you on this lil adventure with them!
#ts4#piper petellier#fl-ux cap-713#i'm so so excited if y'all remember them from my old blog u knowww i was trying so hard to start a globetrotter w them#but i couldnt build shiiiit and time got away from me#plus i always feel a mega amount of guilt playing in komorebi bc#of kmik 😅 i always get the itch to go back to it#but dan and his husbands will definitely show up in their legacy#also hope y'all comfortable w servo/sim romance cause y'all boutta watch these two fall in luuuurve#piper didn't build flux but she did find him in the basement at one of foxbury's old labs#and she spent her entire college career fixing him#they've been together ever since
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The past JD ex's who got back together with him club. I feel like they'd have a lot to talk about
Freesia is @zivazivc
#dreamworks trolls#trolls#trolls band together#ive been thinking about her recently#ao i had to draw her XD#theres a few other creators whose characters im itching to draw#so when i get the chamce its so pver for you guys#but anyway#i love freesias design#idk how exactly these two would fully interact#their reasons for breaking up with JD are very different#Jade left due to the fact that the stress of the band and his family was obviously taking a toll on their relationship#lile he wasnt letting her help him and pushing her away#and she didnt want to get in the way of him trying to achieve his dream and fixing things with his family#so they split due to that#and then Freesia left due to JD having to parent his siblings and she did not sign up to be their mom#their JDs would be very different as well if we go by the n2 au where Jades JD came back after 2 years#while Freesias was gone for 20#also Jade is eating one of Freesias famous brownies#and she is loving it#anyway#hope you guys enjoy#teehee#also i did accidentally make jades head a lil too big#but ive made my bed so i will lie in it
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cant stop thinkin bout charles and erik readin together on the couch but instead of reading with him charles is listening to eriks thoughts while he reads. Live mind commentary ……..
#xmen#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap chats#the rare time i post an idea of mine only because i really cant think of a way id draw this#usually i hoard my ideas cause i like surprising you guys but this aint really one i feel like drawing so. For You my friends#like i COULD but. idk just isnt particularly something im itching to draw it just seems cute#but anyways no chat let me cook alright hear me out cause i talk in my brain all the time while i read#sometimes i stop reading just to think about a bit i read yeah#i want charles to listen in on all of eriks side comments or observations he makes while reading something#like if he wanted to charles could read the whole book in less than five minutes- maybe shorter than that#and that aint fun that aint cool …. so time for Audible: Husband Edition. With Commentary#ITD BE SO COZY just hangin out by the fireplace …. maybe its snowin outisde … if snow even exists anymore atp#a light fire cracklin and the study SEEMS totally quiet otherwise and yet…..#charles has been locked in to erik’s off-the-cuff literary analysis and mild comments for the past twenty minutes. its simple but its bliss#charles doesnt have to worry about being seen as invasive .. he doesnt have to suppress his powers …#the rare occasion erik lets charles into his mind for somethin so innocent .. ive made myself sick i fear#see now i wanna try writing a fic but 1.) have written in years 2.) id have to really think hard on how erik would commentate on a book#hm…… actually i do wonder what erik’s commentary on The Fable of the Bees would be …..#IN ANY CASE. maybe - at the very least- i can draw cherik by the fireplce someday ….#thatd be cute … hm …. depends on if i get in the mood for it down the line#anyways i have to drive back to my dorm !!! boo !!!! so good night everyone !!!!!
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Everyone in house sick, baby awake screaming every half hour last night, brain no good for Serious Face writing, SEND AVATAR WRITING PROMPTS PLZ
k lov you bye
#aka inbox open until I get something I want to write#because I WANT to write but I have like maybe an hour#after having caught up on sleep for the majority of the day#HELP ME FEEL PRODUCTIVE BY GIVING ME ONE GOOD WRITING-ITCH-SCRATCHING-PROMPT FOLKS#thank you carry on#avatar the last airbender#atla#going to go for a jog then come back and see what ya'll have sent in
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so? are we supposed to live like this until we die?
KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as BISON episode 1 of THE HEART KILLERS
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#khaotung thanawat#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#gmmtv series#gmmtv bl#thai bl#mlm#thkedit#th: the heart killers#bibi gifs#userrlana#tusermona#tuserhidden#tuserrowan#scrumptiousstuffs#:: fashionbaby#:: thkoutfits#thk: bison#gun tw#tw gun#and i'm back with the outfits gifsets and this time each episode has a entire gifset since thk has less characters#but also because i liked the format when doing wan's#i've realized rather quickly that if i didn't make this by order or appearance i would get overwhelmed#so for this ep it's going to be bison fadel style and kant#and yes the slap in the butt was necessary for this gifset#... so you can see the pants' color better#i'll try to post these starting saturday so we get one per day until the next episode and so on#but know this was finished last sunday and i'm itching to post it but i'll refrain myself
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TICKS ON MY VERY BEAUTIFUL FLUFFY SON.
#I'm gonna pass out#specific phobia moment#why did i have to be the one to find it behind his beautiful ear????#im shaking and i cant breathe i hate ticks i hate them so much#I'm getting him ticks medicine asap but i need my dad to come back home#im so nervous i hate this#nonsims#non sims#im so nervous my skin is ITCHING#i dont have ticks but it feels like i do now#i wasn't itchy before finding and squishing that thing I HATE IT
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When they peeled the spacesuit off him, they’d found his body bleeding and bruised, a rib or two cracked. His room was now stuffed full, dangling charms and baskets of fruit, silk sachets of strong smelling herbs, wind chimes tinkling in the chill breeze on the balcony: the well-wishes of everyone on the planet who loved him. Like this, it was hard to stay angry at him for long. Sokka was determined to try.
in chapter 6 of the mercy of magpies, zuko's brush with death has sokka Big Mad
now go and stand in AWE at the incredible art created by thee one and only the unstoppable @ashcremated 🫰
read from the start
#spacedilves#zukka#ik he survived this time but.#the way ive been back hard at work on this baby and have been itchinggggg. ITCHING. to kill the dilves#if u think theyre bad now. they get worse. i could end it all#one click. they could be gone#when i tell u ash's art for this one rlly is That Bitch tho#oh my god#ur nOT READYYY >:))))#zuko#sokka#my fic#zukka fic
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Did I accidently write more than just a few lines of dialogue for this scene?... *shyly fumbling with fingers* 🥹👉👈 maybe...
Sorry, I suck at words and this isn't betaread nor properly proofread and I am not native english, I'm very sorry in advance...
full story down below
(Chappel Roan - Love me Anyway)
(Benson Boone - Slow it Down)
"VICE-CAPTAIN!!!!"
The tiny moving plush-like thing in his hand apparently started screaming as well now.
"WHY ALWAYS MEEE!?!?"
What looked like the chibi mini-version of the Defence Force's biggest trump card, struggled to hold on his thumb, kicking around those little feet of his.
"Well, now I'm quite curious abut THAT story..."
"I CAN'T TURN BACK AND I AM T I N Y !!! (˚ ˃̣̣̥⌓˂̣̣̥ )"
"I see that... How'd you even get in here?"
Tiny #8 stopped fidgeting a bit. Instead two unproportionally big round dark eyes goggled at him. It was undeniably adorable to look at. "Well after THIS happened, I couldn't grab my phone on the table anymore, so I ran around to find someone, but I figured Narumi and Kikoru would very likely take advantage of my situation and do something stupid with me."
"Oh yeah, they definitely would and I get why, honestly."
"So I ran around to find you, YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BIG THE 1st DIVISION IS, WHEN YOU'RE LIKE THIS, OK?! And then I saw the slightly opened window and just crawled in... ༼☯﹏☯༽"
"Wait... you know where my temporary place in the 1st Division is located? Why?"
"....Coincidence? (*゚ー゚) "
He sighed. "Well just when you think you saw everything...Kafka Hibino enters the stage..."
"SIR, WHAT SHOULD I DO?? WHY ARE THESE THINGS ALWAYS HAPPENING TO ME??"
"you really want me to answer that, bud?", he barely tried to hide the undertone of his voice, which left the small creature on the palm of his hand baffled for a second.
"Wha-? HEY, MEAN!! What are you on about!?"(>д<)
"Yeah, maybe, I don't know STOP CHANGING in general, like I told you f.ex.. or maybe stick to your training routine without going OVERBOARD on a regular basis? How 'bout that?"
The big dark round eyes got even bigger with every word spoken.
"Yeah, don't look at me like that, I might coincidently got wind of stuff, you know?"
His unexpectedly open and emotional response threw Kafka off. For a second he forgot about his *tiny* main problem, his mind jumped between confused and worried and he couldn't comprehend with his reaction for now. After some awkward seconds in silence, Hoshina's tone grew significantly calmer, but still sort of off to his usual self-assured expression. "Well at least this time you're actually telling me about stuff that bothers you, huh?"
Silence again. While hanging from the palm of his Vice-Captain's hand Kafka realized something (besides his size) was different. His senses grew more aware of his surroundings to find answers.
"Are... are you drunk, sir?"
Besides the slight scent of alcohol in the air, and the - well quite obvious - bottle of sake on the table, the startled twitch on his face confirmed Kafka's guess was right. Other than the sake the only other thing on the table were some snacks. Another odd thing to Kafka, who was used to see Hoshina's surroundings stuffed with documents, loose papers, books and other work related things.
The silence lingered around them uncomfortably. To Kafka's suprise Hoshina was seemingly struggling with words. A look on his face Kafka couldn't remember seeing before. Now his mind definitely jumped to 'worried'.
Hoshina tried to mimic an insulted face and looked away. "A little tippsy at most... I'm off-duty for tonight.." Besides the slightly blushed nose and cheeks, Kafka now noticed some dark circles under red eyes. "..and despite my gut telling me better, I assumed I probably won't be needed anymore today, and that I could hang loose a little. It's not my Division after all, there's another Captain and Vice-Captain in charge here. So I might as well make use of that chance... Should have known, it would end up that way or another.. " He smiled a bit and Kafkas felt like his heart clenching from the sight. "Although I definitely should have placed my bet on YOU to be the reason for that." He chuckled lightly, while his expressions grew somewhat softer.
"I'm sorry, Sir."
"Nah, it's fine. As if I didn't get used to your-"
"I never put much thought to it, but ever since the Defence Force started preparing for the big counter attack on #9 your workload must've at least doubled in the 3rd and 1st Division.. and here I am still taking over the rest of your time as well..."
"Don't like where this is going, officer... You're not starting pitying me, are ya?"
"No I-...I just feel like.. I didn't realize, and there for not appreciated your work enough.." Silence. "And also.." The tiny kaiju had his look glued to the floor in front of him for a while now. "I know you told me to brush it off earlier but,... I truly regret ... not telling you about... #8 n'stuff.. I'm sorry... I'd change that if I could.."
A small plushy-sized Kaiju was gently put back on the ground again. Hoshina scratched his nose for a second, before bending far back to the other side of the room. He grabbed for his smartphone that was burried in piles of carelessly pushed aside documents.
"As I said. You're here now, aren't ya?" When he got his phone he chose to stay laid down on the floor and started typing something on the lightened screen.
A tiny transformed Kafka carefully made his way around and walked up on eye-level with Hoshina's face again. Once again overwhelmed by his current state of being, he let himself fall back on the floor and sat on the ground. "So... what should I do?"
"The first thing WE do is trying to make some calls. But since you seem to be in no life-threatening condition, we might have to wait 'till tomorrow for a first medical examination. If that's the case you'll stay, and I get you down to the lab first thing in the morning."
"Wait!" The tiny Kaiju made a suprisingly far jump right up to Hoshina's chest and pressed the (for him very big) red hang-up button on the screen with both paws. "You're right about that, I won't die this second from being tiny, so we might as well wait for tomorrow."
The questioning look on the opposite's face made a tiny Kafka look away and scratch his neck shyly. "Well, since you're ... I dunno,... I feel like, I can't have you be seen d-dru- .. like this by other officials of the 1st Division, b-because of me..."
A finger poked his forehead, which caused a tiny being like him to fall right back landing on warm soft fabric of Hoshina's shirt.
"Idiot. But you might be right about that."
#kn8#kaiju no 8#fanart#kafka hibino#soshiro hoshina#kafhoshi#kafhoshi pls come and calm my mind#I don't know why but I get a thing out of slightly fed up Hoshina.. he would never actually be pissed at kafka tho#but I always thought like.. boy this man can't have that much energy / caffeine for all the stuff he is responsible for at#and I love storylines that could theoretically fit into canon#went through my pile of shame aka. WIPs I abandoned#tried working on some and failed#sticked to this one then.#mediocre happy with both text and fanart#guess its because of my mood tho#I had some weird days I tell ya...#ADHD problems all the way#like i broke a piece of my tooth AND my car lol the irony#there would be days I'll handle these things better but I'm very much ignoring my problems rn#my dad felt the need to help out his “little girl” once more and took care of the car for me#I'm really thankful for it but at the same time I feel horrible 'cause I'm like 31 ;_; I should handle my own sht rn n I feel like I can't#also my HAND is ITCHING for DAYS#these are the most unreasonable and confusing tags right here sry#I'm sure I'll laugh about it in a few months looking back at it (´◡`)#icy's art
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you'll never guess what ive been getting into lately
#worst time in the world to be dealing with a persistent artblock. likes theres a cool knight and monsters and i cant paint them?? rude#anyway. i started playing deltarune. finished chapter 1. and then decided to play undertale for the first time to get a good grasp on#the world lore and stuff. so i finished undertale just like one hour ago. i get back to deltarune tomorrow#but fresh off of undertale im thinking about gaster again... its crazy how a guy with like very little lore or canon stuff is so popular#and by crazy i mean i like that. i hope we learn more about him. i like the idea and the theories ive been reading about him#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#illustration#undertale#deltarune#i might make a deltarune oc.. i feel like its been a while since i made a new oc and ive got the itch for it....#kris dreemurr#deltarune fanart#undertale fanart#gaster#w.d. gaster#wd gaster#susie deltarune#kris deltarune#kris is my favorite character in all of deltarune so far. but like i said ive only played chapter 1 so that might change as i get to know#the other charas. i love kris tho... pookie... im sorry i control u and take away ur freedom and identity.. i will do it again but sorry
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Someone put Burning Academia on the Visual Novel Database????
#em talks#how long has it been on there.......#I know visual novels are IFs but not all IFs are visual novels akjsjs#is it because in general I've made a shit ton of VNs?#anyway I never check VNDB much like I rarely check itch but I did a game jam so I was on there and saw a referral link#they also already got the one I released this morning#god works fast but VNDB contributors work faster#anyway tag update on chapter 3 LMAO but I'm just waiting to get all the beta reader feedback in#I've slowly been fixing all the coding/spelling things they've found#and if I've learned anything from this is that I can write but I sure as hell can't edit aksdjkd#if I get everything back by the 4th then chapter 3 will release may 9th!
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🌑 HighsThat Hollow You: The Surfs That Steals Our Streets
A reflection inspired by Corner Life
By Carlos Dávila Medina
In every corner of every city, there’s a hush.
A deal made in silence.
A young soul leaning over a flame, chasing something that won’t last.
And the world turns away—until it’s too late.
They call them surfs now.
Little baggies. Shiny capsules. Crushed dreams in powder form.
They’ve got names that sound like music—Perk, Molly, K2, Lean, Trank, Xanny.
But make no mistake—these aren’t highs.
These are hollows in disguise.
🧪 The Different Types of “Surfs” Today:
Fentanyl & Perks (Percocet) – Painkillers turned poison. One line too deep and the heart forgets how to beat.
K2/Spice – Synthetic weed laced with chemicals. You smoke a hit and sometimes never come back the same.
Xanax & Benzos – Anxiety killers turned dream killers. You float for a while—until your life drowns.
Lean (Codeine + Soda) – That purple drank? It numbs the mind. Slows the soul.
Meth & Crack – Still lurking. Still deadly. Turning brilliance into bones.
Tranq (Xylazine) – Flesh-eating, soul-stealing. You don’t get high. You get haunted.
And then there’s the hybrids.
Kids mixing uppers and downers, chasing a balance they’ll never find.
Not realizing these cocktails often come with a funeral.
🕯️ The Real Effect:
Drugs don’t just steal your body.
They rob your mother of her laughter.
They turn your sister into a stranger.
They put your name on a t-shirt and call it a memory.
They take the brightest minds,
the funniest dudes,
the warmest girls—
and leave behind shadows that smell like regret.
💔 The Street Don’t Love You
They’ll hype you up to try it.
Say you gotta stay numb to survive.
Say it’s just to “take the edge off.”
But what they won’t tell you is:
The edge you’re running from might be the only part of you still real.
You were born for more than this.
You are not meant to dissolve.
You are meant to rise.
🧿 A Poetic Truth from the Block
I’ve seen boys fly high,
only to fall with no wings,
chasing clouds that never rained
and waking up inside their own funeral.
But I’ve also seen healing—
the kind that breaks before it builds.
So if you’re reading this…
you’re still alive.
And that means you still get to choose.
📖 Corner Life
was written for them.
For the boys who never had a father to tell them no.
For the girls who escaped through smoke.
For the ones who lost a friend to a bad bag and still carry their name in their heart.
This book isn’t fiction. It’s a mirror—
and sometimes, the truth in it hurts.
But sometimes, that pain is what saves you.
👉🏽 Read the story. Feel the weight. Find the hope.
Purchase Corner Life here

Source: 🌑 HighsThat Hollow You: The Surfs That Steals Our Streets
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hi hello. can you catch me up on the oc lore
Since I've gained like a LOT of followers since the last time I did a lore summary, I'll happily do another!
First off though, here is Martin's character profile and Noah's character profile. Those have got the basics about the two of them, and I have a summary for how they met and how their relationship develops right here.
But since i've also brought up Gabriel a lot lately, and plan on mentioning him more, i'll give a little info dump on his relationship with Noah under the cut:
I plan on making Gabe his own character profile in a bit, so i'll go more into detail about him then, but basically he's Noah's oldest and best friend.
Their mothers were also best friends and they were born only a few months apart, so they've been together since before they knew how to walk pretty much.
Noah was a preacher's daughter so they went to church together. They also went to school together and drove their teachers mad if they were sat too close in class.
I touch on the subject of Noah falling in with a bad crowd as a teenager in his profile, but i'm not sure i've gone into much detail on that, it's important to his and Gabe's relationship though.
The short version is that Noah gets tempted into hanging with a guy who's a couple years older than them, called Marcus. Gabriel, always the one trying to keep Noah out of trouble, ends up getting dragged into this group with him.
Marcus makes Noah think he's the leader of their little crew, but basically all he is is Marcus' scapegoat. Marcus would get them all into trouble, and because Noah was the preacher's kid he'd pin the blame on him because he figured he'd get off easier than the rest of them.
In the end though, Gabriel manages to make Noah see how fucked up their situation is (after they both get a pretty bad scare), and the two of them try to distance themselves from the group, eventually getting out of that life.
Noah goes off on his own, and Gabriel becomes a decently successful tattoo artist who owns the flat above his studio.
Their current day relationship is that Gabriel tries to live the life he's worked hard to build for himself, while having the constant reminder of his old life (Noah) stumble in through his door every few months, drunk, beat to hell or straight up just sick.
Noah always jokingly says that in another world it would have been the two of them together. They're pretty much soulmates in every way that matters. With the way things turned out though, all Noah ever tolerates are quick visits and quick fucks to scratch the itch before he's off again.
The two of them keep up their little friends with benefits things way after Martin and Noah start their years long routine of dancing around each other. Even after Noah stops sleeping around with strangers, he comes back to Gabriel when he feels the need to.
Basically he's one more person Noah has wrapped around his little finger.
#Lore tag#i guess i need one of them#I wrote Noah specifically because i wanted to write a character who's just a straight up asshole#He's got two people who would do anything for him and he's using that to pretty much take advantage of them#he loves them don't get me wrong#and he does get his act together a few years down the line#but Noah is just a very fucked up little guy who doesn't know how to be a real person#and he doesn't really care about the fact that he's being a massive cock to the only people in the world who actually care about him#To end this off the briefest summary of the kink situation i can give is:#Martin is an absolute sweetheart and while he's happy to dom he's a very soft dom#and Noah is not a very soft person#He's a massive masochist#so when he needs to scratch a more specific itch#he comes back to Gabriel who is very happy to take some of his frustration with him out on the bastard himself#not art#ask#Thank you for asking!!#If there's anything more specific people wanna know i'm always happy to lore dump <3
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Maybe requestober prompt of soft?
Day 5 - Pile o' plushies
#My art#Requestober#Webkinz#Original#Tala#A whole big bunch of plushies! Everyone here is a plush! ♥#Or well I guess Embroidery (Floppy Eared Bunny) isn't she's a digital pet but everyone else is!#Tala lives on the same shelf as my Webkinz - or at least the one's that I've got on display#Some are still lost in the shuffle - specifically my horses for some reason?? What's with that#Sapphire (lilKinz Unicorn) at least makes some degree of sense since she's so small but I found Duke and Halloween!#(Which are the lilKinz Basset Hound and Oriole respectively - isn't it fun that certain birds were lilKinz exclusives hehe)#Of the group she's the only one missing tho - everyone else is here and now!#Got all the full sized 'Kinz on one side - Sugar (Googles) Fluffy (Pink Poodle) and Diamond (B+W Cat) were my first three <3#Although lol I never got to play with Diamond digitally because her gift-giver wasn't familiar with the concept so got rid of her tag#Someday tho!#I've recently gotten back into Webkinz (again lol) and brought smol with me this time :)#It's been fun! Though it's had me itching to go shopping for codes and plushies again lol#There's one Webkinz that looks Kind of similar to Tala's plush form but I've never owned it so I opted to just leave her as herself#It might be fun to see if I could get that one and have her in-game haha#Webkinz are definitely her jam :) She's fully adopted Mimzy (Whimsy Dragon) as well!#I don't hold out a lot of hope of recovering my old account at this point but I would like to recreate my old cast if I can#Several are available in the eShop! Or at least aren't retired so#Plus the thrill of the hunt is fun >:3c#But just the thought of play is enjoyable ♪ Of the rest and softness hehe <3
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*looks at all my open ksn fic tabs* he he guys should i *tucks hair behind ear* reread safety net for the nth time he he he
#i need get back into english fics again im getting dizzy trying to read jp fics it's so hard lmao#but it's also the only one with a lot of socmed au adjacent stories so im like !!!!!!!!!! that scratches my itch!!!!!!!!#anyway im kidding i wont reread safety net again that's an embarrassing amount fonrereading already i cant keep doing this#(i will be doing it again)#prattles#mind you i havent read study in scarlet yet lmao YES im a fake fan but also im not ready to be ruined by that fic yet aaaaahhhh!!!!!!
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The Hobbit or Bilbo Baggins's Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad, Not At All Fun Steppe Vacation
#this one has layers#reading the hobbit is truly an experience if you've only watched the movies when they first came out#It really feels like Tolkien is making fun of Bilbo's worst vacation ever (I'm only at half of it I haven't been hit with the feelings yet#give me time)#when Gandalf just fucking leaves after the Eagles and Tolkien writes#'The dwarves groaned and looked most distressed and Bilbo wept'#I fucking lost it. Died of laughter in the middle of the night in my room.#Bilbo truly is Mental Breakdown Georg#I would have cried to. Jesus. Somebody give him ten pipe-weeds cigarettes and a gin tonic.#He should have been at club (=at home reading his books with a cup of tea)#rip Tolkien you would have loved posts about torturing your characters (I do not know enough about Tolkien to support this claim)#I love this book so much Bilbo is admittedly a pretty average guy man grown adult and then he has to survive goblins and fly on#giant eagles back and if the guy that had repeatedly saved my ass from death told me 'Well gotta go now. Too-da-loo!' I would have cried as#well. Bilbo may be a character of a fantasy novel but he does not know that. Trying to see things from his perspective for a moment instead#of the external perspective of Tolkien playing the witty narrator truly is devastating.#I love Bilbo Baggins so much. I love the Hobbit so much.#Leaving home always comes at a cost. Rotting inside your house also comes at a cost.#You're going to be uncomfortable and unhappy and desperate and regretting your decision at some point whichever option you choose.#I have history with travels and running away from places. It's a restleness. I also hate being uncomfortable which doesn't pair up well#with feeling an itch whenever you're at home too long. I get you Bilbo Baggins.#bilbo baggins#the hobbit#the hobbit book
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🌑 HighsThat Hollow You: The Surfs That Steals Our Streets
A reflection inspired by Corner Life
By Carlos Dávila Medina
In every corner of every city, there’s a hush.
A deal made in silence.
A young soul leaning over a flame, chasing something that won’t last.
And the world turns away—until it’s too late.
They call them surfs now.
Little baggies. Shiny capsules. Crushed dreams in powder form.
They’ve got names that sound like music—Perk, Molly, K2, Lean, Trank, Xanny.
But make no mistake—these aren’t highs.
These are hollows in disguise.
🧪 The Different Types of “Surfs” Today:
Fentanyl & Perks (Percocet) – Painkillers turned poison. One line too deep and the heart forgets how to beat.
K2/Spice – Synthetic weed laced with chemicals. You smoke a hit and sometimes never come back the same.
Xanax & Benzos – Anxiety killers turned dream killers. You float for a while—until your life drowns.
Lean (Codeine + Soda) – That purple drank? It numbs the mind. Slows the soul.
Meth & Crack – Still lurking. Still deadly. Turning brilliance into bones.
Tranq (Xylazine) – Flesh-eating, soul-stealing. You don’t get high. You get haunted.
And then there’s the hybrids.
Kids mixing uppers and downers, chasing a balance they’ll never find.
Not realizing these cocktails often come with a funeral.
🕯️ The Real Effect:
Drugs don’t just steal your body.
They rob your mother of her laughter.
They turn your sister into a stranger.
They put your name on a t-shirt and call it a memory.
They take the brightest minds,
the funniest dudes,
the warmest girls—
and leave behind shadows that smell like regret.
💔 The Street Don’t Love You
They’ll hype you up to try it.
Say you gotta stay numb to survive.
Say it’s just to “take the edge off.”
But what they won’t tell you is:
The edge you’re running from might be the only part of you still real.
You were born for more than this.
You are not meant to dissolve.
You are meant to rise.
🧿 A Poetic Truth from the Block
I’ve seen boys fly high,
only to fall with no wings,
chasing clouds that never rained
and waking up inside their own funeral.
But I’ve also seen healing—
the kind that breaks before it builds.
So if you’re reading this…
you’re still alive.
And that means you still get to choose.
📖 Corner Life
was written for them.
For the boys who never had a father to tell them no.
For the girls who escaped through smoke.
For the ones who lost a friend to a bad bag and still carry their name in their heart.
This book isn’t fiction. It’s a mirror—
and sometimes, the truth in it hurts.
But sometimes, that pain is what saves you.
👉🏽 Read the story. Feel the weight. Find the hope.
Purchase Corner Life here

Source: 🌑 HighsThat Hollow You: The Surfs That Steals Our Streets
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