#its always the same

[hexlar]

they got a bad case of da eep

[debiliz-m]

I need a hug

[flightofthestorks]

bestie is always being embarassing /pos when we talk at night and then the next day they just say "idk what was going on witn me yesterday why was i so embarassing" and then continues to say the most embarassing shit ive ever heard

[daddy-issues-subscriber3]

"Hey"

I look at chat head 'not following each other'. I already know where this is going.

"Hello" I respond to be polite.

The famous next line "Where are you chatting from Dear?" she/he/it asks.

"Boston" I reply. I already know what the response will be.

"Me too" she says.

Shocker. I scoff to myself. "Wow small world" I reply maintaining politeness.

"Let's meet for a hook up. Send me some gas money and I'll come to you"

ALARMS SOUND. A serious Breach of etiquette. She immediately jumped the standard scammer questionsnand went right for the throat

"Send me a picture of yourself"

"How long have I been on Tumblr"

"What are you looking for here"

This scammer is obviously an amateur. Who has time for that? BLOCKED

[monstrousoramasterpiece]

i think esc should have a rule against french songs

[mondo-grosso]

its so crazy to me how i've always been into dating and meeting new men and nowadays men are just.... SO boring. like i walk around the streets and i just look at men and they are so..... ugh. i hate meeting new men, i hate their small talk, i hate how they only see me as fuckable and thats all. i hate how addicted to porn they are, how they dont see women as humans more than ever.... i'll probably just die alone.

[sneezemonster15]

So the same BNHA delusional shipper sent me another ask telling me I didn't know how to read 😏, called me names, gave absolutely no counterarguments or evidence or proof to support their takes, and then blocked me. It's like they have no self awareness. Typical. Hehehe.

[liveforever7]

when is Eddie gonna move on from Shannon? for fucks sake, she died 6 SIX SEASONS AGO

[delusionaibug]

reminded that no matter what i do ill always be secondary . more. like forth. i was never meant to matter to anyone

[kingseph]

Looked at my journal again and started writing.

I swear every entry is "I feel awful" "I am not handling things well." "I'm never going to drink again." "Im depressed how little progress ive been making."

Like? 2-3 years back?

This this to be a constant sisyphus-like cycle that never ends?

I think I have realized that a lot of my failures are just a deep seated hate for myself.

Like why even hate myself? Waste of time! I'm the only one that will always be here- that I have to be with every single second of every single day. There is no escape!

And besides what is there even to hate? I'm pretty chill. I'm easy to talk to, I'm fun, not bad to look at. Like??? The things I hate are literally from the part of me that hates me.

I drink bc i want minute relief and then days of abject suffering. I put off studying bc I want to suffer??? Same kinda thing, minute pleasure which isn't even that pleasurable bc I havent accomplished anything and then more abject suffering.

I'm at the point that not even taking L-Theanine is helping- I need like Xanax type shit. I'm going insane! Doing the same things over and over and over and expecting a different result!

I have to do something different... something has to give... I have to face my problems instead of soothing them away then thinking I earned the suffering.

No! How about I succeed and suffer so much less! How about I suffer a tiny bit and reap great benefits! Huh? How about that?

Anyways the hangover anxiety maybe has fixed my alcoholism. I like literally think about dying the next day that's how bad. Like things are not even that bad- and I wont even be that hungover but the anxiety is like one of the highest I've ever felt in my life lately.

Seph, just wait to get home. Microdose some stuff- do art- study- be a good friend and daughter and partner. Someday a good mother.

I need to just cry and be upset if I'm upset. Not wisk it away. Talk about it, make art about it, write about it. Do something with it- not against it.

Anyways. Thats my crash-out post for now.

[thecolorsfucked]

i dont like how this feels lololol

[lemonaide64]

This again... 09/25/24

[our-thoughts-for-the-devil]

October 13th, 2024 - untitled pt. 100/?

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I barely slept last night. But it was worth it. I like talking to you. Especially at night. It's just different.

Now I'm exhausted, but I can't go to sleep yet. I have to do some homework and prepare my file to send it to be printed, and then go get them at 10 AM hoping that it doesn't rain.

I refuse to get a single bad grade in English.

I went out to have lunch with my mother. She hated everything we ordered, but unsurprisingly I liked my meal. You know how... special I am.

But overall we had a good day. I'm just really tired now.

I started re-watching Gravity Falls. I mean, it's spooky season, it's mandatory. I made a little list with movies I want to watch this month, too. They're all from the "Halloween" collection on Disney+, and it's just the movies I know about.

... Maybe, probably, possibly, depending on the weather... I might watch the Twilight saga. Every single movie. Just to see how bad it is. Will I regret it? Possibly, maybe (*wink*). But I don't really care.

That's all. I really hope there's no rain tomorrow. I need those photocopies.

Rest well.

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[trafficpan-ic]

Wrote the most heartbreaking poem with some real feelings in it.

Now I will cry for an hour

[philtstone]

feel like psych deserves more credit for manifesting guest stars from almost every single property it referenced. i know plenty of shows have pop culture relevant guest stars but none of them make references that are so very specific and none of them get 99% of their references to actually show up. like psych will throw out a name exclusively for the bit and then an unpredictable number of episodes/seasons later that person will literally show up as murderer/victim/random extended family member of the week with no comment. george takei. william shatner. cybill shepherd from moonlighting. almost every single actor from the breakfast club (one of them recurring!). biff and doc brown from back to the future. dr frankenfurter himself. literally carey elwes. john cena??? john rhys davies. half the cast of twin peaks. the original "come on son" guy. alan ruck. michael rooker. both leads from she's all that. winston from ghostbusters. bud's mom from the cosby show. curt smith from tears for fears (who also sang live with them at an event, like, twice). they mentioned billy zane and val kilmer so many times per season that through sheer willpower they got billy zane and val kilmer to both show up in their series finale. those guys committed to their bits so hard that they ended their show with one of the most diversified and stacked cameo rosters in tv & thats honestly so funny and iconic of them

[angelofdumpsterfires]

how i feel about all the changes in s3