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Oh they betta fuckn listen and do what i fucon tell them. Or theres gonna be a big bad soetbof problem thats for sure. Whose this fuckn asshole from your country he tells people he came up with my title? Find out gor me hes a fucon plagiaristvand he got a lot of people hurt. I dont wanna see that title ever used or that will mean total war. Thats mone snd evetyone knows it. Ive dispatched angels they struck the other day. If its no ones fault its everyones fault then. And im not the only victim of that shit im just tue only one named Azriel. Talk to this person before more people get hurt or eorse namely him. Or the person next yo hom or fown the fuckn road near him. If i came myself id go straight to him. And im pretty sure for one old theory i dont even use anymore. I think i got the green light. If im actually in that town i can for sure burn it to the ground. Instead lets head this sort of confrontation off. If they eould make some sort of deal we could all get on n on. Gavriel hold there in place. Muchael take up pisition on the right of him. I know i dont have to fight i just like to. Thsts the way the world works now every little fuckn thing is a war to get. Then you complain about the lowest of the low bring the problem. Theyre probably just nicer people than you people thats why theyre not doing do well on earth. Youve comvinced them theyll be rewarded in some after life so you can live it up while they suffer. Dont argue with me. Its not possible for snyone. I dont lnow why some people feel they need so luch from me and others so little. Thats a complicated question. But its a good one.


The Princess of Wales attends the annual Order of the Garter Service at St George's Chapel, Windsor Castle in Windsor, England -June 16th 2025.
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Helios screams into the void- Me talking about everything and anything
Helios does art- I does art
Fic rec- for when I reccomend fics
#Helios screams into the void#Helios does art#Fanfic rec#ive needed to make this for myself for a while#inspiration#For later#for anyone who needs it#funny#watch out#minecraft stuff
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There are more things in the Parable than Stanley knows about. [Blank Scripts AU]
#hoh boy i was going to make a comic to introduce these monsters but#i couldnt help myself and made an animation instead#because i just think they're so neat and cool okay#listen i cant for the life of me just infofump about my AU and OCs#because i just think that making actual content about my lore and stuff will not only raise the chances of people being interested#but also it will also raise my motivation to actually produce more content other than the same old recycled front-facing-profile drawings#i need to get creative with my stuff or I'll also loose interest and I DONT want that#in order to be happy with what i have i cant just think about it and expect to be given something new NOOOO i need to MAKE it ughh#i cant believe in order to get more content out of my own au i would need to draw it and feed myself ugh ugh ugh unbelievable (kidding)#but also#i wanna make a little music video or animation again for youtube#its been a hot while since ive uploaded anything in there at all#maybe an animation reel will do for now?#i hope so :(#because ive been working on expanding the Black Scripts AU#and honestly i dont regret it#i had a lot of fun making up scenarios and comics for Stanley and the Narrator (Black)#but yeah!#apart from this little video#you wont be getting an explanation on what these things are supposed to be#and why theyre there#actually i was originally gonna make this into a full fledge animation with sound effect/music/frame-by-frame movement/etc.#but i got lazy HAHA#tsp blank scripts au#tsp au#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp
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puppy fever, might be terminal
#trojs 5 which means we're 1 yr out from my apparent cycle of a dog every 6 years#its not that i dont have enough on my hands and not like i do so much with them i need another one but i#find myself borrowing a spitz to hike with to get the feeling of 3 and with how#troj has turned out it would be... very viable#on one hand she's stupidly well behaved and no effort at all to keep#but also on the other hand shes... stupidly well behaved and not the firecracker i was counting on#(my bad for expecting every sheltie to be a Sparty)#i think she'd actually benefit from having a younger dog around as well#Sparty is doing great but has a very different approach to life and energy conservation now than she did 3-4 years ago#flat out sprints to bite the trojbutt isn't top of her mind 24/7 anymore which is a little sad for troj#troj and melis jive well in that regard but theyre on slightly different planets and while troj has 0 real herding drive she is#VERY sheepdog in her play and social behaviour#ofc the question always becomes 'why do you think you NEED another dog' and i dont. and its not for troj no#but i want one. and i can handle one. and i think another sheltie would be a benefit to our household#ofc: i had planned to have a trojling by now. and if i intend to keep showing it would make sense to get one soonish#that could enter open class just as troj goes to veteran#and ive still sunk enough time (almost 17 years now) into this breed to want to take more involved steps. i still want to breed and show em#eventually#but living situation still needs to change and im honestly. still so disappointed at trojlings falling through im not entirely sure#what the next step should be#a blue or maybe pref tric little bitch from allrounder lines probably. somehow.
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Tartarus is still a little broken and that's Fun !
#so far playing through all of this i have to say. the no level cap increase makes me feel cheated#with how much questing we're doing and all#iirc they said they wanted to take companion promos seriously but did this whole. Hawkules thing#where you have to get a drop and they eventually needed to increase its rate in this recent update#and if you wanted it without farming you have to pay 10 bucks worth of crowns for it now#you know! to promote a companion! but see you can just BUY a companion in the crownshop using that real money#if you cant tell ive not been a fan of this new promotion method and this is taking it 'seriously'?#granted ive just started tartarus so i kind of want to hold my tongue and see the rest for myself rn#so far these quests are Good and Bad. they definitely went in the right direction but. no level cap kind of hurts.#still feels like we're stuck in one place even though we're moving forward#there's a lot of great concepts and even better dialogue to even out the bad#but at what point do we feel it's worth doing all this effort for. a couple new mid comps and a chance at a main comp promo?#keep in mind all this posting is just my own opinion. i know there's ppl out there that either love or loathe these additions#and i find myself in the middle tbh#i find this story fine and good so far i guess but i don't know if i'm still going to feel this way by the end of it#and yes yes 'be grateful p101 even got updates' while wiz continues to get new worlds and level cap increases. wonderful to be where we are#rambling#vent
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hi guys.................... i still use this site......................... hello......................... gay vocaloids anyone?
#such a niche ship and a crazy change from mp100 AND limbus no?#anyway. ive been avoiding tumblr lately bc of the amount of palestine asks ive been getting.#i know i have the luxury to literally everything i have rn compared to palestinians but#im in no shape to help them in any way i can; best i can do is be informed. i cant really share the asks either bc i dont have much#of an audience so theyre kinda just forced to pile up and its been overwhelming me so much#i do plan on making some sort of masterlist for them eventually.. i just need to sort out myself for a while#sorry for the yap sesh omfg this is just a ship post LOL :sob:#hyaku rambling in tags again....#hyaku art#pikase#utatane piko#fukase#fukase vocaloid#piko vocaloid#vocaloid piko#piko utatane
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copying the way you type is my love language
#if i stole your typing from you i am not sorry#i need to make a list of the typing viruses ive been infected with#i mean my general typing style is stolen from famous tumblr shitposts i saw before getting tumblr#includes a lot of the people that use Random Ahh Capitalization to stress different words#“i had a breakdown while at the park today of course it was Very Nice.”#not really sure when i started using emoticons but i definitely started some time around when i got tumblr#i think around when i started the cho blog#since ive always seen him as not using a lot of emojis and mostly basic emoticons#so in a way#i got that typing virus from myself#or like#from cho#to some extent#my exessive use of :3 is DEFINITELY from solar tho#:333333#there are a handful of smaller blogs ive gotten some particular emoticons from#not sure which blogs exactly#but like#anything without the mouth#0 0 and stuff like that#usally do those with a comma tho#0.0 smth like that#okay but BLAME SOLAR FOR HALF MY TYPING STYLE !!!!!!#i subconciously put a space between a word and some puncuation once and I HAVE NEVER. BEEN. THE SAME !!! T^T#ITS GOTTEN EVERYWHERE !!!#I CANT USE LESS THAN THREE EXCLAMATION POINTS WHEN I YELL OVER TEXT !!!!!!!#RAGHHHHHHHH#oh yeah i stole THAT from curryvo#“the blr” is literally ingrained into my vocabulary because of taltalily and i regularly use it to refer to tumblr around my friends#i wouldnt say typing style but hey
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It's a bit silly that found it unlikely for Luka and Till to be the final match back then. The more that I thought about it, the more it made sense. Sure, Luka and Ivan are incredibly similar in terms of personality and image, but in terms of circumstance Luka and Till are opposite sides of the same coin. I really couldn't envision a better matchup.
#ivan v luka is like “what if i looked in the mirror and had to fight another version of myself”#luka v till is like “what if i fought someone so fundamentally different from me who was put in my same circumstances”#i have SO MANY THOUGHTS on till vs luka. you guys need to bear with me seriously because ive been trying to make coherent thoughts#its just empty rb#BUT I WILL TRY#luka nd ivan were mentioned to be incredibly similar in personality#the only difference is the mask they put on#luka is calm doll-like and graceful while ivan is cheerful easygoing and suave#at their core they are the same#and honestly i think that luka v till is genuinely a more interesting matchup because of the fact that they are so different#luka and till are such different people at heart yet have been placed into the same torture and circumstance#and its due to their upbringing that they end up developing similarity#(that one anon who brought up their competitive and ruthless behavior as a means of taking control. a result of their relentless abuse)#theres a lot of info that has been revealed about them and their segyein that really emphasizes#just how similar their upbringings are#they remind me of those double guinea pig experiments#i will go in depth in another post but rigjt now my brain is dry....#alnst#alien stage#alien stage luka#alien stage till#alien stage round 7#para.musing
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i have no mouth and i must scream speech but for about insomnia hate hate hate let me tell you how much i have come to hate being awake
#took half an expired tops brand unisom . wheeeee medicine that does nothing and then the next day you're groggy for twelve hours#but i have to do SOMEthing if i don't Try to make myself sleep that's Giving Up and if you Give Up . well#this is the second week in a row that ive failed to sleep on a night leading into the work week and i know most of the external reasons why#like. busy day tomorrow so anxious. haven't given myself a full weekend in a really long time so strung out.#had important stuff to do earlier that didn't happen so dwelling on that. woke up at 9am and wasn't out of bed until ten thirty so like#i got more than adequate sleep last night but this does not make me feel less worried about NOT sleeping TONIGHT#because again. every time i have a night of big insomnia im convinced that it's the beginning of an unending trend#that will make me wind up like my mother who is lucky she gets more than three hours of sleep every couple of weeks#and while she's done this her whole life qnd has adjusted to it (as much as a body can) i just know. based on how insomnia is for me#that i never could. it would be exactly as terrible every time i would never be able to be calm while it was happening#anyway everybody send me your best knockout gas#AND. it's SNOWING. fuck everything i hate it all#tomorrow im gonna be groggy as hell and have to drive to work and back and have to be With It bc we're doing activities and shit#and have to be like the model of library enthusiasm when i barely have that on a good day. and not actually physically groan#every time someone new wants a card because it means i have to interrupt what im doing dor the next fifteen minutes to say a spiel#i know i shouldn't hate that i should be glad we're getting engagement. and i am. i just wish i wasn't the one at the desk#and im not good at keeping that off of my face or being welcoming when i dont feel welcoming#i haven't gotten to do processing at my actual office desk in months. haven't gotten to be Off The Floor#which certainly hasn't helped my overall stress levels. i need to not be socially on so much it's slowly pulling me apart#and then i get home wnd im too tired to do anything and my house also falls apart around me#but if i DON'T have outings i also rot . there's no solution to this problem. not without quitting my job which ill never do#bc in today's market id never get anything half as good as this ever again. and as has been established. this relatively good job#is still not good enough for me not to be emotionally and mentally falling apart
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darkraiiiiii
#art#i was brewing up a complicated picture in my head too many factors intermingling and i put a requirement on myself that i would need to#feel a certain mood to create said picture cuz only then would it feel good and true but it was an impossible to achieve mood#and it made me miserable for a week i went to bed as soon as possible everyday to skip to the next one but today i woke up at 2am#and thought well maybe i should just draw something simple that i like it doesnt have to be high concept#so its just darkrai!!!! cuz its such a cooly! and its made out of shapes ive enjoyed drawing recently#smoking fire plumelike stuff u kno...#and i got to try out the spraypaint thing again cuz there was stuff i realized i coulda done better after the red 3 head hybrid pic#so i wanted to do it again. do u like these- with the spraypaint rendering? i will make more of them no matter what u say#but im about to go to bed now. i started the pic at 11am and finished at 8pm so 9hrs spent?! well the stenciling takes a long while in pain#i did the spraying in ms paint again and then composited it in paint net like usually.#also im typing much because the combination of coffee (which i try to make special and rare for me so it hits more cutely)#+ the euphoria that drawing gives me makes me talkative. but now.- ! im tired !! goodnight#pokemon#darkrai
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Small ramble about my art
#I really feel like I've stagnated again and I'm pretty displeased by how I draw at the current moment.#I really hope to just sort of evaluate what I don't like#so i can go in and make some changes#its what ive always done in the past but its just sort of a pain#i couldn't be happier to have the drive to draw again#its been a while since its been this strong#but goodness its hard to push through and actually make something#ive started a bunch of drawings but cant commit to finishing them bc im just in a place where i cant capture the vibes or delicacies ect#I'll get to it though and get back to drawing#just means i might go through some style and process experimentation again#im not really down on myself or being overly critical#just sorta taking a good look at how i keep feeling about my art rn and#realizing its time to start trying to climb the mountain of improvement again#not that i ever fully stopped#but moreso i need to make a conscious effort about things#mini ramble over#i dont expect anyone to read this#bapple rambles
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having one of those mid-20s moments where you're like well damn. im really not a teenager anymore i dont hate myself anymore actually. like its insane
sorry i gotta ramble but this feels too silly to post anywhere else
#kk.txt#not snz#like for a while even the thought of like admitting i didn't hate myself felt like.. like i was being full of myself#idk what clicked in my brain a few years ago but it felt like i started to see myself more and like understand myself as a person#like i would a friend. and i just didn't think like that before i guess lmao#but like idk i dont talk about my personal life much but ive been recovering from post-pandemic agoraphobia#and i just went on my first big trip alone and im like. god its barely there anymore its just a little shadow in the corner of my mind#that only spreads occasionally now instead of overwhelming me#like im still terrible at a lot a lot a lot of social interaction type stuff but im like.. doing better than i thought id be able to#a few years ago. like idk im not good at.. change and especially conceptualizing myself as someone who can change and be fluid#like i really do think a majority of my person like my core morals and demeanor havent changed that much. and i like that#it makes me feel more secure to be that way#but at the same time its like my mental image isn't nearly as self hating as it used to be#like i used to picture myself as coming off basically the same way as that girl from watamote lmao like#ugly greasy awkward offputting weird#but now im like.. im just some guy... like yeah i have less experience putting effort into my appearance and i slouch and i have acne#but i am also capable of looking good occasionally. i dont need to do it all the time#ok i got off the bus and my train of thought died goodbye
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yu yu hakusho three kings arc but theres intense demon politics and an actual war instead of Dark Tournament 2.0: The Lesser Version and yusuke isnt suddenly Actually Has Been Mister McSpecial Guy All Along with mazoku blood and is still Just Some Dude with the power of stupid luck and friendship on his side and also KUWABARA IS STILL THERE AND SIGNIFICANT!!!!!!!! AND BOTAN DOES SHIT BESIDES JUST WATCHING THE GUYS DO THINGS !!!!! AND FURTHER EXPLORATION INTO FUCKING UP KURAMA AND HIEIS MENTAL STATES ESPECIALLY BECAUSE YAY SUFFERING!! WITH A BONUS OF KURAHI MUTUAL GAY YEARNING THATS FINALLY EXPOSED WHEN THEY MANAGE TO SNEAK A MEETING AND SEEK COMFORT IN EACH OTHER. and also a sprinkle of some making fun of yomi for my amusement. all this and more in the current brewing ideas of a three kings rewrite in my head right now
#another one for the fic wips!#yu yu hakusho#three kings arc#i have a Lot of complaints about this arc. my least favorite of the show for sure#but so many Good Elements. i want to reshape in into what it couldve been if health/work issues didnt fuck togashi over#and well. add my own preferences to the mix. because its my rewrite and i do what i want. this is for ME first and foremost#hence must have VERY much kurahi#will have to restrain myself somewhat tho bc i KNOW im gonna being hyperfixating on their parts most of all#but i want to focus on everyones situations during this and not push anyone aside. esp my buddy kuwabara :(#sorry man im gonna be giving you more shit to deal with while youre trying to work hard on your studies </3 but i believe in you!#absolutely no clue when this may come to fruition as An Actual Fic. but i need it do it someday. its a Necessity#even if it takes me a bajillion years I MUST MAKE IT#yusuke urameshi#kazuma kuwabara#botan#kurama#hiei#youko kurama#shuichi minamino#yyh#kurahi#accidentally typed botana at first when putting her tag. give botan a katana and name it botana LOL#anyways. cant sleep bc my brain is hyperfixating on this right now#ive already been awake for over 24 hours And Yet.#apparently my brain thinks laying down after ive already been awake for a full day is the Perfect time to hyperfixate on fic ideas
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this idea to me in a vision ... ive become a shrimp as a consequence from sitting at my chair but anythign for a yuu drawing🔥🔥
#re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#fanart#my art#shoutout to the train station for sending me this vision once i stepped in train station is the sponsor for this post/j#while doing references for this ive come to realize i need to get myself a skirt#not because i want to wear it i dont use them but i could not for the life of me find a reference in google#tbh thats on me i dont know how to google search at all😭 but it still made it so once in my life im like. man i need a skirt#i dont know how this one got to this point it sounds silly but at some poitn scribbles in the background seemed like they could make clouds#like the scribbles i did in the background seemed like they could do as clouds. so i was like yeah we doing clouds now#we doing light source thay was completely absolutely never thought of at the last minute because itd be fun#no regrets though i may not know when i last slept which is usually bad for fibro but you see#this is the one ocassion theres a balance if im not sleepign i must be making rekinder fanart because either will not mess me up🔥🔥#i lov rekinder so mcuh i could have nto slept if i didnt finish this now i cma sleep peacefully knowing i drew yuu in a pretty dress#note yes its heavily based if not straight up lolita fashion i thought yuu would look very nice in it
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complaining about creative writing post
#realistically i know it's fine and common and pretty popular even to do multiple works exploring the same theme#but after a while it does get slightly embarrassing to open a new document and do some shit to it and then sit back and go aw hell.#i did the thing i just did last week. but now it's a square#get a new trick guy!! write a different theme once in a while guy#rookposting#i woke up with a lawlight idea since ive been wanting to do another deranged oneshot that i mostly write at work so i started doing that#and then was like wow this feels remarkably too similar to the other shit i have already put them through#i need to like send them to the circus or something. get a new trick#i mean i can put them through it again!! i know no one will object to me putting them through it again#but i am wishing for some variety in my own diet that i am feeding to myself#this is not a post complaining about audience reception. this is a post complaining about lack of enrichment that i am giving myself#ALSO I THINK MY LIGHT NENDO MIGHT BE BEYOND REPAIR :( that has nothing to do with creative writing#but it does make me sad.
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theres an extremely bopping jazz dance animation going around (if you havent seen it then i would be surprised) and its getting me really in the mood to do some dance animations... i dont think ive touched animation for like. 3 years now. but the HUNGER.... i technically have dozens of ideas for tfs dancing to my favorite songs - most of them megop, obviously, but some driftrod and some jazzprowl... for obvious reasons im kind of thinking about a jazzprowl dance - less jazz dancing and more prowl dancing FOR jazz (again with the prowl-chasing-jazz thing that im obsessing over rn)...... but we'll see askldjaslkdj
#citrus rambles#jazzprowl mention#im just hungry for close quarters dancing#ive actually been fairly proactive in making some sketches#i HAVE rough sketches done for a megop mafia one and for a tarnma meangirls one#im just uh. way too lazy to actully synch them to the music they go with kalsjdklajds#also like. at this point the style is soooo old i really need to remake them...#if i end up doing this it will probably take a while. im not HUGE on animating (obviously) and it takes a metric fuck-ton of time to...#...finish ANY sort of progress with animations - and i really just DONT have time like that to be making full animations#im thinking if i just keep it really sketch-like and try to keep the images on beat... it should be fine aksljlksadj#things dont have to be perfect they just have to be done!!! at least thats what i keep telling myself ksajdkasjdlkdsaj#anyways. ive got other things in mind for this weekend - im still deciding on which shockblurr memes i want to sear everyones eyes with#so maybe next weekend i can start actually working on some dance animations#i'll have to do some choreography#and then decide what angles and shots i want to have on them... im very visual but sometimes even i can get a little stuck on those things
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