#jay💕

[amazing-world-of-amaris]

@jay-may-be-a-corvid IT'S US RAHH

nobody flirts like a girl who knows you live far away

[amazing-world-of-amaris]

1-30 on your most recent ask game

and 1-50 on the one before:3 ((50. Can I give you a smooch🥺))

-🎶

Hii puppy!!

Soft asks:

1. What song makes you feel better?

It's not a game/it's just a ride, from ride of the cyclone

2. What is your go to comfort show?

Stranger Things

3. Reading or writing? Why?

Reading, my writing skills aren't that good so I usually read more

4. What's your favorite feeling?

Contentment

5. How do you like to take care of yourself?

Taking my time

6. What's your favorite candle scent?

Pumpkin spice

7. Who do you feel most like yourself around?

My boyfriend and my best friends

8. What's a fabric/texture that's nostalgic for you?

T-shirt fabric

9. Best childhood moment?

Going "on the polor express" with my aunt and uncle

10. When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried?

When me and my friend was talking about how she's a lesbian and she said she isn't a lesbian she's just an ally that likes girls

11. Do you have a comfort idem?

Yes, my bahaj

12. What calms you down?

My bed, it's very soft and fluffy

13. Bath or shower to relax?

Shower, it's the most accessible for me

14. What's something upcoming that you're excited for?

To start physical therapy!!!

15. Comfort food?

Phó

16. What's something you want to create soon?

A weighted blanket

17. How do you feel best loved?

Being understood and having help when I start not being able to breathe

18. What age in life do you think you'll feel most yourself?

23-25

19. Have you ever written or received a love letter?

Yes I write them all the time

20. Tell us about a memory you hold close to your heart

Getting my first BAB

21. Tea, coffee, or hot cocoa?

I'm on a tea craze right now, but I love coffee

22. Name of your favorite playlist?

I'm infected

23. Have you ever received flowers?

No I don't think so

24. Who is your best friend?

They're both not on tumbler so I can't give out names

25. If your soul was a color, what would it be?

A dark green I think, or dark misty blue

26. If you could live anywhere with anyone you want, where would it be and who would you bring?

In Maine or Alaska with my partner and his partners

27. Do you garden? Have you ever grown something?

Yes sometimes, and yes I've grown strawberries and tomatoes

28. What are you proudest of?

Gaining the trust of multiple prey animals quickly

29. Are you a kind person?

I think so

30. What do your hobbies look like?

I read, write somethings, draw, and take care of my animals most of the time

Asks:

1. Do you have freckles?

In the summer time yeah

2. Do you drink tea or coffee? How do you take it?

Both, tea I take just the regular herbal tea packets, and coffee I take iced and with some half and half

3. What was the last song you listened to?

Wasted by RKS

4. Do you sleep on your back, stomach, or side?

Stomach

5. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?

Yes, a lot of them

6. Do you prefer drawing or writing?

Drawing right now

7. What's your ideal number of blankets to sleep with?

6, One for under me, one over, with a wind blocker over that, one to snuggle up with or use if I get cold, one for decor, and my weighted baby blanket

8. What's your favorite band/artist?

RKS or Madilyn mei

9. When is your birthday?

April 16th

10. How tall are you?

5'6

11. What color are your eyes?

A dark brown

12. Who are 5 people you want to hug right now?

My mom, boyfriend, my two best friends and my childhood best friend

13. Fears?

A lot of different ones because of my OCD

14. What's your favorite color?

forest green or misty blue

15. What's your favorite season? Autumn

16. Want any tattoos? What of?

Yes so many!!, I want lady bugs around one knee and pill bugs around the other one, a sunflower for my mum, SOUE eye on my ankle, a semi colen, quotes from songs and stuff, and a couple of matching ones with my bf and my bsfs

17. Want any piercings? Where?

Yes!!!! Snake bites, bridge, two or three ear piercings, and a industrial

18. Who is the last person you texted?

Music man

19. Do you have a best friend? How long have you been friends?

2 since 6th grade

20. What/who do you miss?

My mum

21. How was your day today?

It's been good, had therapy didn't do much else

22. How much sleep did you get last night?

I have absolutely no idea

23. Do you believe in aliens?

Kinda? I believe there are other forms of life

24. When is the last time you cried? Why?

A lil the other day when I went non verbal iykyk

25. What's your favorite decade?

2000s

26. What are some seemingly childish things you like?

Stuffed animals and coloring books

27. What's your favorite book?

The hobbit

28. How are you, really?

Good, I'm on my period and it makes my chronic pain worse

29. How long does it take for you to make decisions?

It depends on what it's about and have important it's to the situation

30. What are you looking forward to in the near future?

School!!!

31. What are you looking forward in the distant future?

Seeing my puppy and the 6 musketeers

32. If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go?

To my bf

33. Do you sleep with the door open or closed?

Closed, I can't do it open

34. What's your favorite flower?

Chrysanthemum

35. Do you currently have a squish? Maybe??? I have 3 squish mellows

36. Do you like you middle name?

Kinda, it's really feminine

37. Do you prefer dogs or cats?

Cats

38. Do you have any phobias?

Sorta, I'm getting over a lot of them though

39. Do you stay up late?

All the time, I have a lot of trouble winding down

40. Do you like the beach? Sunny or cloudy?

Yes!!! Cloudy

41. What's your favorite cartoon?

Probably HTTYD

42. Tag 5 of your favorite blogs

@jay-may-be-a-corvid @horny-isopod @psychowhxre @kingozzie183 @nondelphic

43. Do you have any siblings? How many?

Yup, 3 not including me

44. Who's the last person you said I love you to?

My puppy

45. Is there anyone you would die for?

If they've had a positive impact in my life yeah

46. What do you need when you're sad?

A hug, water, a dirty Dr Pepper, and a comfort movie ( the hobbit and LOTRs)

47. Have you memorized your phone number?

Yep

48. Who's someone you can trust with your life?

My partner puppy <33

49. What does your last text say?

It's taking about how I bleed like a bitch when on my period

50. Can I have a kiss?

PLEASE 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[bnesszai]

“I can’t lose you...” with kousano

"I can't lose you," Kouyou says.

Or at least, Yosano thinks that's what she's saying. Her ears are buzzing, something high pitched coming closer and closer, until she has to cover her ears. Only she can't move her arms to do so. There is some sort of dead weight over her entire body that refuses to let her breathe.

"Akiko," she makes out, choked.

"Kou--" she coughs, the weight squeezing the blood from her lungs. Yosano can't see anything, only hazy outlines of what she believes is her lover's face. Everything hurts, but there is a numbing sensation crawling in. And it isn't like Yosano has not felt this before, it isn't like Death is a constant visitor in her life. The problem is, even as Kouyou grips her hand like a lifeline, thou shall not die doesn't respond.

[wolvietxt]

hiiiiiii jay!! ive been having an unhealthy sleeping schedule lately, so i just wanted to know what you think frank would do if he catches you up pulling an all-nighter cause of some uni work when he came home from one of his missions. most especially, when you tell him you’ve done it for three straight nights while he was gone…

FRANK knew something was off the second he stepped into the apartment. it was quiet, too quiet, but not in the way that usually meant safety. the tv wasn’t on, no music played softly from your phone, and you didn’t come running up to him the second he locked the door behind him.  

his gut clenched.  

he slipped off his boots, careful not to track any dirt or blood onto the floor, and listened. he heard it then - the faint sound of typing. quick, rhythmic, desperate.  

with a sigh, he followed it, walking toward the kitchen, where the glow of your laptop screen cast shadows across your face. papers were scattered everywhere, some crumpled, some covered in highlighter. empty redbull cans were scattered around the tabletop. a half-eaten granola bar sat next to an empty coffee cup, and another coffee was in your hand, fingers curled tight around it like a lifeline.  

you didn’t even notice him.  

“sweetheart.” his voice was low, firm.  

you startled, eyes snapping up. he saw the exhaustion in them instantly - red-rimmed, glassy, dark circles bruising your skin.  

“frank,” you breathed, blinking fast like you were trying to clear your vision.  

he didn’t move toward you just yet, but he looked you over, taking in the way your hands trembled around the coffee cup, the way your shoulders sagged under the weight of whatever you were doing.  

“what’re you doin’ up?” he asked, though he already had an idea.  

“just… finishing some stuff,” you mumbled, eyes darting back to your laptop. “it’s nothing, really.”  

he glanced at the time on the microwave. 4:12 a.m.  

his jaw ticked.  

“when’s the last time you slept?”  

you hesitated, biting your lip, and he knew right then you were about to say something he wouldn’t like.  

“um … a little bit, here and there,” you finally said, voice too soft, too small.  

frank sighed, rubbing a hand down his face. “baby.”  

“it’s fine,” you tried to reassure him, forcing a smile that didn’t quite reach your eyes. “i just needed to catch up on work. it’s been kinda crazy, and i thought, you know, since you were gone, i’d just - ”  

“how long?”  

your mouth opened, closed.  

he took a step forward. “how long you been doin’ this?”  

“…three nights.”  

his nostrils flared.  

“three damn nights?” his voice was sharper now, and you flinched. not out of fear, but because you knew how much he hated this - hated seeing you worn down, pushing yourself past your limits. you’d hate to see him disappointed in you but in your defence, you thought he’d be home a whole lot later.

“i just - i had to, frank,” you whispered. “i got so behind, and i didn’t want you to come back to me all stressed and falling apart, so i just - ”  

his hands were on you before you could finish, tugging you up and out of the chair, wrapping you up tight against him. you didn’t even realize you were crying until he sighed against your hair, feeling the dampness on his shirt.  

“sweetheart,” he murmured, voice rough with something heavy, something that made your chest ache. “you think i care ‘bout any of that? you think i want you doin’ this to yourself?”  

“i just wanted to keep up,” you sniffled, fingers fisting in his jacket. “i didn’t wanna be a mess when you got back.”  

he pulled back just enough to cup your face, thumbs brushing over your cheeks. his eyes, dark and tired but so damn full of love, locked onto yours.  

“you could be the biggest damn mess in the world, and i wouldn’t care. you hear me?” he said, low and firm. “don’t wanna come home to you runnin’ yourself into the ground. don’t wanna see you like this.”  

you nodded, lower lip trembling, and he groaned, pressing a kiss there, then another, then another, like he was trying to fix it, to erase the exhaustion, the stress, the weight you’d been carrying alone.  

“c’mon,” he muttered, tugging you toward the bedroom. “you’re done. no more of this.”  

“but - ”  

he shot you a look. “no buts. you’re gonna sleep.”  

you wanted to protest, but the second you hit the bed, exhaustion slammed into you like a tidal wave. you barely registered the weight of him next to you, pulling you against his chest, hand rubbing slow, soothing circles against your back.  

“gonna take care of you, sweetheart,” he whispered against your hair, voice soft, warm. “always.”  

and for the first time in three nights, you believed it.

ᰔ frank castle : @stvr-dust, @uncertified-doc, @erospecies

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[amazing-world-of-amaris]

If I'm allowed

well of course i’m going to touch myself tonight

[screwpinecaprice]

It's been so lonely here. And

climbing up that hill, you must be so tired...

Quick screenshot redraw of the shot before my favorite Witch Sheep frame so far!

[brookesdreamery]

Hello all!!! Hope your October is going well!😊🧡

[sidwilson-myheart0]

I love his hair and eyes, sooo pretty >\\\<

(I fucking love everything about him.)

[theelmoarchive]

Hi tumblr did you miss me im having exams but they're almost over 🎉🎉🎉

Anyway. Alex Kralie for you 🫶🤲

Also for the line clickers, look at the pridE MOnths

Found new colored pencils👍

[amazing-world-of-amaris]

would you hold my h hand through the horrors?

-🎶

I wouldn't say till death due us part otherwise mein leiber

[duusheen]

Dora went to her grandparents’ house to blow out the candles for her birthday. Mir baked her a little cake 🥺💖

[amazing-world-of-amaris]

You will regret this lol

I am begging here,, moots, bitches idk, anyone,, send me asks—they can be horny or straight bullshit, that’s what we like here!! Send me what you ate for lunch for all I fucking care, I just like asks!!

[empyrean11]

Small-ish but NO WATERMARK 🥰🥰🥰🥰 a million blessings to Keegan/ jays.com

[urmultideadfandomperson]

👥: Girl, where have you been these days?

Me: AJDHHSJSKSJE I NEED THEMMMMM

[dalkyum]

d-75 until jaebeom freedom happy birthday @tamburins ♡

[jaylaxies]

WAKE UP EVERYONE IT’S JAY DAY