#just everything physical and internal

[hamsandwich4736251]

ack i miss my girlfriend so much rn

Ive got a headache but all i wanna do is kiss her head and cuddle and hear her giggles and just aghhhhhhhhhhhh i cant

[kinnoth]

Unfortunately, I think as the sexual tension of their conflict-resolution sword fights clarifies once they start having actual sex, I think the actual relationship/sexual dynamic that emerges is that what Dante wants out of Vergil is commitment, and what Vergil wants out of Dante is safety

That is to say, sorry my fellow demon brotherfuckers, but they're having practically PG sex, I'm talking missionary, I'm talking under the covers, eye contact AND, handholding, I'm talking kissing on the mouth, I'm talking--

[bat-the-misfit]

sei não

[85-rend]

god i wish i wasnt like such a complete failure at actually interacting with people i dont think theres a way to fix it at this point

[sansgout]

i will go ahead and say that vince is so utterly repulsed by food ever since he lost his sense of taste that he does sometimes get physically ill if he tries to eat

it's like when you get food poisoning from something and your body remembers it, so each time you try to eat that food again or even smell it, you get all heughhh?

him but with all food

it doesn't always happen. he's also pretty good at pretending he feels ok, so if he has to take a bite or two in some social setting, he's not going to immediately be gagging, but

catch him curled up on his kitchen floor alone that night nursing some phantom nausea from that one bite of food he had earlier that day no big 👍

[calciumyum]

will you upload the storybook online someday?

The Secret Life one is already available on my socials hehe [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] For the remastered Secret Life storybook and Fantasy SMP Renchanting, I'm considering posting them online for free around 2-6 weeks after the con! I might also sell an online copy for people who wants to read it faster for a cheaper price! I actually have a goal on my ko-fi for people who wants to donate to help me cover production and accommodation costs and to support my daily needs in general, and every donators will get an online copy of the book! (NOTE: I haven't decided on which book to make, so keep that in mind if you were to donate now!)

I will keep you guys updated as I'm working on this project!!

[sysig]

I’ve always assumed that gaster and the dreamers had a parental relationship, considering that he seemed pretty young (teenager) when they took him in, plus it’s kinda implied that gaster had a abusive or at least neglectful childhood so it makes sense that he would want to view asgore and torial as parental figures.What do you think?

Also sorry about pestering you about fell!Handplates but it’s such a fun au. But how do you think gaster first reacted when the dreamers started becoming cruel?

Yup! Generally speaking I view Gaster as having a mostly parental/filial relationship with the Dreemurrs, and that evolving into a (mostly) platonic family dynamic, though it is kind of complicated with Asgore being his King and boss and Toriel disappearing and them grieving her together - I think it brought them closer, and not necessarily in only healthy ways ♪

Haha, I don't really mind, but I can only give my own thoughts and opinions on it! Some of it is stuff I'd also like to know haha ♫

I kind of assumed they were Fell from the beginning, that the argument is that Monsters are just Like That, it's in their Nature, and Fellplates!Gaster is trying to find proof that Monsters are capable of change, that with the "correct" kind of Nurture, they don't have to act on their Fell impulses. As for when he was inspired to start looking for that, hmmm ♪

[gilfrespecter]

Listening to coinstar by the growlers and thinking about mel so hard I get nauseous

Ridiculous stream of conscious in the tags apologies but not really

[sleepii-moth]

man if i had the engergy to write fics. the things id do to fiddleford.. oh man the things id do..

[orcelito]

So I rearranged my bookshelf a bit for fitting trigun on my shelf...

Top shelf is still my persona shelf. It's way too established to change that. But I moved my assorted other fav manga volumes to the bottom shelf, leaving room for This...

It didn't Quite fit all the way, but it's close enough. This shelf is composed of my three top favorite mangas of all time, which are Also the only 3 series that I own in totality. Specifically bc theyre my favorites & I care enough about them to want to own them all lol

It's... really really nice to see them all in one place like this.

And of course. The trigun ❤️ completely worth the money I spent on them.

[adamantium-heart]

building vestige’s lore is actual hell bc I want them to be so layered and complex but I can’t get that idea out of my brain and into words to describe it

[joohto]

spent the whole morning organising my digital life… there were so many things that just made no sense for me

[cuntintelpro]

not rly a sexual thing (debatable?) but I <3 being butch and still wearing perfume. It’s a more subtle but important aspect of my gender presentation. It makes me feel like I just left a hot date where a femme was all over me… like the morning-after whiff of her perfume is still on my skin 😳

[carrieway]

the universe wants me to die so bad this week

[stilljuststardust]

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

The senses shift last

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

Focus on your internal experience. That is what matters. That is what shifts. Think as your DR self and no one else. If you enter the mental state of your DR self you will enter the physical state of your DRself.

It's ok if you don't feel it yet, it's ok if you hear a sound from your CR, it's ok if you can feel your old bedroom still. It's OK.

Shifting is not a physical process. Your physical body is not what's shifting between realities your awareness is. Your sight, hearing, taste, feeling, etc, are all a part of your physical body.

What the nerves in your body are experiencing doesn't matter because you are not the nerves, you are not the body, you are the awareness. Your body isn't trying to shift, your mind is.

You are trying to become aware of another reality and therefore what you are experiencing in this one is irrelevant. It doesn't matter what this body experiences it matters what your awareness is experiencing.

Shifting is internal focus on shifting internally.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

If you still don't get it think of it this way:

If you are sitting down and thinking to yourself about everything see, hear, feel, smell, or taste from your CR, then you are LITERALLY applying the 5 senses method to your CR.

If your method is mainly affirming, so repeating to yourself that you're there, WHAT do you think is happening when you keep telling yourself you're not there? Everything you say is an affirmation. It's not that methods aren't working it's that you are literally applying them in reverse.

It doesn't matter what your senses are telling you because you will shift before they do. It doesn't mean anything unless you tell yourself that it does.

If your senses do not match your mental state stay in the mental state until they do. Do not compromise with shit you don't want.

STAY in the mind of your DRself. That's your only job. Continue to think as if you're there. Continue to think about your life in your DR, continue to occupy the mind of your DRself.

This is what so many people get stuck on. I don't expect you to magically stop experiencing it, it is ok that you felt it. All you have to do is continue to think as if you are in your DR anyway.

Your subconscious will believe what you tell it over what your body is experiencing. Your only goal is to keep telling it that you're in your DR.

Yes you might have heard a loud noise and yes you know it's not from your DR. That doesn't matter. The goal is not to magically un-hear it but to avoid returning to the mental state of your CR self.

It is ok if you can't make yourself believe you're there, you just have to think to yourself as if you are. Think as DR you and no one else.

Essentially, you shift mentally before you feel it physically. Before you experience your desired reality externally you experience it internally.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

[luvmanifesting]

“CRAZY” things i’ve manifested from the void and my imagination.

All my family members stop aging at 22-30

Being able to endure the coldest temperatures

Being able to hear anyone from FAR FAR FAR distances

Revised my age like 3 times, i was born 2007 but permanently made myself 16

Immune to dying in any way except a peaceful death if desired

my cat living until i basically pass over (whenever i desire)

keeping everything i’ve manifested forever and if i were reincarnate i would be born with everything i had in this reality

my celebrity crush (i changed his age so it wouldn’t be weird)

Animals being able to talk to me

Everything being free for me (because i was tired of currency so basically everything for me and my family is free)

Reversed my friend’s tumor

Immune to getting any type of disease/sickness

Never a boring or dull day

Time controlling basically

Being able to stay underwater for as long as i want without coming up for air

Being able to read people like a book (no manipulation around here!!)

My english getting better (i rarely use it)

If someone has animosity towards me or is wishing harm on me (digitally,physically, internally) it will appear in my dreams and will send intense karma their way

Having a hairless body forever (except my eyebrows and eyelashes and my hair lol)

Everyday feels like 2014-2017

Being able to drive how i want and permanently avoiding all car accidents

And a lot more. sorry for the spam guys but i just wanted to put what i manifested out there since i had plenty of questions about it, if i can manifest this crazy stuff then so can you!

Until next time! (^-^)/