#just queue hozier art

[just-queue]

I’m making a collage journal dedicated to Hozier’s discography. Here’s my first 6 entries

1 - From Eden

2 - Nobody’s Soldier

3 - Eat Your Young

4 - Dinner and Diatribes

5 - Sedated

6 - Someone New

[eddieisashifter]

🕸 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓 𝐈𝐓, 𝐁𝐋𝐀𝐂𝐊 — ​🇲​​🇾​ ​🇦​​🇩​​🇩​​🇦​​🇲​​🇸​ ​🇫​​🇦​​🇲​​🇮​​🇱​​🇾​ ​🇷​​🇪​​🇦​​🇱​​🇮​​🇹​​🇾​

❝the addams family line is unlike any others. we've become the face of the darker side of the world and the inherent magic behind it. the addams family curse effects all of its line, blood or not. there's no way to escape it. you will receive your curse sooner than later, I promise, my dear. its okay that you've taken longer than your siblings. it may just mean the world isn't ready for you yet.❞

EDMUND "EDDIE" ADDAMS — OLDEST SON OF MORTICIA AND GOMEZ ADDAMS he/they transmasc non-binary 🇺🇸 16 years queer

❝ he's the second oldest of the mysterious addams family, patrons of the arts and enthusiasts of the macabre. he's a poet and a tortured artist. you can often hear him muttering to himself, picking at the paint dried on his hands that is suspiciously scarlet. he rarely speaks, but when he does, you always strain to listen. there's just an aura about him thats even unlike his siblings. ❞

its very strange being the odd one out in an already odd family. but, that's my current situation.

being born into the addams family means you've been cursed. which is a blessing, really. because our curses are beautiful to us. my mother's ability to talk to plants, my father's acrobatics, my little sister's lie detecting senses, my older sister's glamour illusions... even my little brother's gift is starting to show, likely a sixth sense. these are all beautiful gifts.

yet, I seem to have been ignored by the family curse.

powerless, left behind. I rely on my creativity and words to leave my impact in the midst of my gifted siblings. it's unfair. my mother reassures me I'm not less of an addams because of this. still, it's hard.

but, nonetheless, my sister and I head off to nevermore academy for our final years of schooling. i just want to get it over with so I can pursue my passions of writing. however, I run straight into a mysterious boy with hair as pale as his skin who dresses in black and crimson, and he immediately seizes every bit of my soul.

suddenly, my poems turn softer, more...romantic? what is this? what has this boy done to me? have I been truly cursed, and not in the good way? this...dorian blackwell is playing with fire he doesn't understand. I have to break his curse on me. but, with what? what kind of magic do I have?

well, perhaps more than I think.

now playing.... paint it, black — the rolling stones 0:10 ──⚬──── 3:22 ⇆ ◃◃ ıı ▹▹ ↻

next in addams family manor queue;

the addams family theme which witch — florence + the machine i'd rather burn — blackbriar all the good girls go to hell — billie eilish abstract (psychopomp) — hozier second child, restless child — the oh hellos spellbound — siouxsie and the banshees of lilies and remains — bauhaus friday i'm in love — the cure

(🎪 back to the circus itinerary. . .)

[worthyprnce]

welcome to my introduction post :)

hello, my name is apollo maedhros ✶

★ I go by he/they, and I would prefer if you use both alternately. don't just choose one and never change, please :)

★ I have many different interests, but lately I've been obsessing with merlin bbc (merwaine is my main shipp) and the rings of power/tolkien books and movies in general!

★ I'm also into: hozier, tamino amir, the magnus archives, iwtv, heartstopper, queen, led zeppelin, books (I read a lot of fantasy, dark academia, classics), percy jackson/riordanverse, good omens and some other things.

★ english is not my first language, mistakes will be made. you can correct me, just don't be a dick :)

★ I'm also dyslexic and I have myopia and astigmatism, so typos will happen all the time and I'm sorry in advance (it is specially harder for me to know if I'm making any typos as soon as I wake up, at night and when I forget/lose my glasses. if I make too many typos all at once, you can definitely bet it's one of those alternatives)

★ i draw! I still struggle with insecurity with my art, but I've been experimenting with digital art lately :) — I'm not doing commissions at the moment

★ I promise I'm cool and I would love to make friends, so don't hesitate! my dms are open and so is my inbox, feel free to ask me anything :)

✶— my tag system:

#my art — self explanatory

#☀️ — for when I'm talking random things and rambling about anything

#in a land of queue and a time of magic — queued posts, merlin bbc reference

#not safe fw — self-explanatory

#apollo posts — just so I know what to search for when I need to find posts that I made myself in the middle of other tags. like my merwaine posts :) || my drawings have their own tag, as I specified above

DFI: basic criteria (like: homophobic, racist, transphobic, xenophobic, zionist, ableist, religiously intolerant or anything like that), shipps real people like characters, minor (I will post and reblog nsfw content), will start shipp/character wars, support and/or use gen AI

★ my merwaine thinker: on twitter or bluesky

★ my ao3

★ my carrd for more info :)

[cleolinda]

Weekend links, June 9, 2024

My posts

MY ABELIAS HAVE POWDERY MILDEW. We have now acquired a fungicide and sprayed down everything in a six-foot radius of Patient Zero, a crape myrtle that had “mysteriously” not grown much foliage back this year. Thrilling, I know.

If you want to know what post-exertion malaise is, it’s me cleaning for an hour and then being laid out for three days. Coincidentally, I had someone else’s post about chronic fatigue and taking constant breaks in my queue. To round it off, here’s an old post of mine about giving yourself and your fatigue the same grace you��d give other people’s.

Side note, I have realized that mobile now cuts off my profile bio to 

She/her. Classy dame, sparkle consultant, vampire

New followers, I have some very disappointing news for you. 

Reblogs of interest

Pride Month: Spotlight on activist/drag queen Marsha P. Johnson

Related: I think the Pride Moth should become the next Tumblr Animal Mascot.

Great Uncles Angelo and Bill, a love story

The Hot Vintage Lady to Rule Them All: Eartha Kitt. 

Hozier Watch 2024: Here’s “Too Sweet” on--I nearly said “The Colbert Report” and I kind of wish it was. 

Dante inventing the circles of hell: It’s the “Thank you king I am commissioning fan art of you” that always sends me.

The flowered houses of Zalipie, Poland

I have had to get a few crowns because I grind my teeth, and I am very excited about the idea of this tooth regeneration therapy, which my dental insurance won’t cover either. 

Come for the five things food banks want most (money), and stay for the tale of the chaos penny drive.

“One of the most dangerous things we tend to do is treat insights as rules”

Translating Sappho is more complex than you might think

The more you know: a breakdown of the differences between “Rromani,” “Romany,” “Ro[u]manian,” and ethnic slurs in Dracula

Vampire Therapist, available to wishlist on Steam

1000 Books You May Have Actually Read: The implied “you” here is “U.S. readers,” I think. I hit 200 (”better than 86% of users on this list”) because I have read a lot of Shakespeare, “I’m Bella Swan and my hobbies are English class” books, and Stephen King. If you have read YA of the last 20 years, James Patterson, or Colleen Hoover, you will blow past me. 

Video

“The Golden Sandwich, made 95% out of aid package contents, 5% with love and resilience 🍉🚨” 

Hey, so, Adobe is forcing you to agree to let them go through all your shit. Adobe responds, and I don’t believe them. 

Philadelphia Flyers mascot Gritty raising the Progress Pride flag

A guy playing piano and the cat who loves him

“cut to me, playing my horror instrument at 4 am” Okay, but now imagine a hellhound nestled up lovingly against the player of this instrument. 

A roan, a rider, a pride flag, and no tack

The sacred texts

The duality of bun

“Poob has it for you” is probably too new to be a sacred text, but I’m investing

“why are you microwaving carbonated drinks” is not the shocking part

Personal tags of the week

Dune, for some reason, bunnying, and tumblr therapy, a tag that will just body you over and over. 

[dearfraumilena]

step in, the bells invite you!

Here’s a knocking indeed! If a man were porter of hell-gate, he should have old turning the key.

welcome to the murky depths of my blog

ABOUT ME

my name is thea

my pronouns are they/she (pronoun page here)

i'm an aries ♈︎ sun, taurus ♉︎ moon and cancer ♋︎ rising

i'm lesbian as fuck

i'm a minor (people who are 18+ can follow just don't be a creep)

infp, 4w5

xgirlidiotx as a tribute to xboygeniusx !!

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I love music (spotify here) and if you stick around you'll probably see a lot of me obsessing over boygenius. other artists I like include big thief, adrianne lenker, fiona apple, clairo, mitski, ethel cain, florence and the machine, muna, the cure, tori amos, hozier, the japanese house, girl in red, elliott smith, the last dinner party, weyes blood, better oblivion community center, the smiths, japanese breakfast and more !! (please please follow me on spotify I make the most scrumptious playlists)

I also love writing !! does that mean I'll ever post my own work on here... probably not... but I have to say it so my lovely writing mutuals know how very much I appreciate their work and their bravery to send it out like a paper aeroplane into the big scary internet

talking of writing... I have a metaphor obsession (tm). I love love love symbolism and religious imagery and motifs and the like to an unhealthy extent. for that reason you will frequently find me englishteacherposting

I also post a lot about (usually queer) media and art and my own all-consuming thoughts regarding this (whether it's literature, art, film, theatre... it doesn't matter, I'll let the obsession eat me alive)

other stuff I like: walking, stormy weather, killing eve, lavender, spicy food, shakespeare, candles, jeannette winterson, cheesecake, writing excessively long paragraphs, tarot, acting, autumn, cooking, journalling, ornate daggers, chai, women, evil women, listening to the same album until I feel sick, portrait of a lady on fire, ghosts in art

other stuff I love: you. thank you for being here

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TAGS

#girlidioting <----- my textposts

#englishteacherposting <----- me acting like an english teacher

#whatever queue want <----- for queued posts

#beloved mutuals <----- for my mutuals

TALK TO ME

my ask box is always always open

as are my dms

as lucy dacus once said: talk to me until your words run dry

if we're close you can ask for my instagram

no DNI outside of the obvious (bigoted people and creeps will be blocked)

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that is all, now safe travels!!

[aroacespacerock]

Intro! Hi :]

You can call me Amber, I use she/her pronouns! sapphic aroace, very likely neurodivergent, constantly flipping hyperfixations so don’t expect consistency lmao (except for vampires. I always love vampires). Very often pondering and being too philosophical for my own good, that or watching my silly shows and knitting

My pfp is by @/eva-birdman !

Currently listening/watching/reading/etc: the Iliad, ace: what asexuality reveals about desire, society, and the meaning of sex

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Current obsession(s): wolf 359

My storygraph account if you want to stalk my reading there

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Main fandoms/interests (in no particular order): hadestown, chainsaw man, murderbot diaries, wolf 359, the magnus archives and protocol, the locked tomb, will wood, Steven universe, Doctor who, arcane, Yellowjackets, Chappell roan, DC (just for Harlivy and Batjokes really), inside job, bee and puppycat, rocky horror, beetlejuice (mostly the musical), Florence and the machine, Hozier, dead boy detectives, gravity falls, good omens (kinda? It’s complicated rn), the owl house, adventure time, Star Wars rebels (I’m a veryyy casual fan of the franchise but specifically this cartoon)

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Fun facts:

☾ I am rarely seen without my nails painted maroon

☾ I loove fiber arts, esp knitting and crocheting

☾ I will dress up real nice whether I’m bed rotting or actually doing things (why skimp out on character customization?)

☾ on that note I’m often told that I look like a vampire (it’s the gothic attire)

The blog: I draw sometimes but usually I just reblog and ramble en masse about whatever current hyperfixations are rotting my brain

No DNI just don’t be a creep or bigot pls

Feel free to reach out to me in dms, asks, etc! Ask me about my interests. I love to yap!!

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My tags:

#amber rambles : original posts! Just me talking to the tumblr void

#amber doodles : for the random times I’ll post my sketches

#amber answers: ask replies

#for reference: important things I want to find later

#vampire posting: vampires :)::

#we queue bones: when I actually decide to use the queue instead of spam everybody to hell

#wife posting divorce pending : I love my wife <33

I also use blog organization, all of my fandoms have tags and if you see a character tag they are my specialest little guy and my brain is but a blender for them

[jeremysknoxes]

url change swift-of-corvids -> jeremysknoxes

intro post!!

hi, i go by calista but you can call me cali :) i go by she/her, and im a minor! im an aquarius and an intp, and im a ravenclaw. im a swiftie, and i listen to maisie peters, hozier , olivia rodrigo, conan gray, fall out boy, and twenty one pilots as well :)

previous urls @greekmyths-and-swifts, @swift-of-crows13 and @swift-of-corvids

mutuals if you want to, please ask for my discord in dms! (talk to me i need company)

art blog is @the-feathered-paintbrush side blog @cards-on-the-table (cant link it but its that also i rarely use it)

oh i love corvids by the way

fandoms im in (in no specific order)

six of crows /grishaverse

the raven cycle and the dreamer trilogy

secret shanghai

*sighs* shadowhunters (this fandom is a blessing and a curse) (the brainrot is brainrotting so hard)

the magnus archives and the magnus protocol CEASELESS WATCHERRR

merlin :D

all for the game (you know, i get it- *gunshot noises*)

the song of achilles

GOOD OMENS

dead boy detectives im so sudhudshsuhasi abt it atm

classic lit (wuthering heights, pride and prejudice, the picture of dorian gray)

shakespeare

probably more but i forgot

brainrotting over jonmartin, andreil, merthur, jerejean, gracetopher and thomastair at the moment send help

i held off on making this for so long because my pirating post is just way too useful for me so ill put a link here: pirating post

and thats all! hello nice to meet you!

random tagging system below the cut:

#cali says shit or #print.calishit - random things i wanna say #lord shit wotton -shitposts #all i really want is queue - queue (self explanatory) #oomen's eyeball - faves or #favs #say you'll remember me - things i wanna come back to or #hope i never lose you #where i pace in my pen - art, writing (mainly used in @this-could-either-break-my-heart) #cali's bookshelf - general book things! # i dont want the world i just want you - things that are not a want they r a need (also choosing an alec lightwood quote is so real of me)

#saves - saves

[ch4rryc0smos]

WHERE NATURE UNMAKES THE BOUNDARY / THE PILLAR OF MYTH STILL STANDS / NEVER BELONGED TO MEN ! — SWAN UPON LEDA | HOZIER.

── . ❀ ❝ R O S E M A R Y S A F F R O N E A R L . ❞

☾ — ∞ | cancer | infj | goddess 🪶

appearance ; pale skin, mole under right corner of her bottom lip, freckles on her back, scars on her thighs and hands, forest / jade green eyes, 5'11 [180 cm], softer features and body, dimples when she smiles, very long & wavy ombre [brown-blonde] hair, a few metres long probably.

beliefs ; there's good in the world, and everyone is granted the privilege to it, until they revoke that right. kindness deserves more credit for being the reason the world has thrived so far.

⋆ ─ first loves fundamentally change the way someone perceives love, and sometimes; it's cruel. ⋆ ─ redeeming oneself isn't as hard as it seems, all you need is the mindset; it's a type of healing too, right?

personality ; empathetic, vigilant, attuned to surroundings, gentle, kind, selfless, observant, diligent, meticulous, collected, intuitive, charismatic, nurturing, caring.

positive traits ; compassionate, selfless, empathetic, kind, voice of reason, accountable, notices other's emotions & fluctuations in behaviour[s].

negative traits ; anxious, bottles up her emotions, skeptic [has trust issues], struggles with boundaries, overworks, cares too hard, doesn't share when she's struggling [doesn't want to burden], far too independent.

quirks ; fidgets when distracted | looks away when nervous and can't hold eye contact | bounces from heel to heel when waiting in queues | gets quieter when she's thinking too much | has an oral fixation | tilts her head when she's focusing | hums to herself when she thinks no one is listening.

likes ; nature, psychology, sociology, anthropology, freedom of expression, anarchy, deep conversations, late-night detours, coffee, biology, museums, gardens, lakes, deers, sculptures, art of living, elder faerie & mercurial knight.

dislikes ; arthropods, heights, loud noises, narrow-mindedness, extreme temperatures, snobby cookies, arrogance, dishonesty, being under pressure, confrontation, disorganised places, being treated like a slave, being belittled and invalidated, disrespect, conflicts.

deepest secrets ; always wanted to be more than just the embodiment of everything, because despite being everything, she always felt like nothing. at heart she wanted nothing more than to be uplifted rather than be walked all over.

⋆ ─ sometimes the weight of feeling everything all at once is more than she can bear and more than she can explain. ⋆ ─ there's days where she feels jealous of those that don't feel the way she does, don't think the way she does, and she wishes more than anything, that she was them.

── . ❀ ❝ B A C K S T O R Y . ❞

IF there was one thing that her many years on earthbread taught her, it's that kindness wouldn't have gotten her anywhere. rosemary saffron earl knew she should've been one of the best, if not the best of the creations. she knew she was created from the very base of creation, her ingredients were scavenged from the earth the witches tread on, she knew the soil like a fellow, and the leaves like their veins were her own. and yet, she'd been abandoned, considered lethal, powerful, but deemed useless.

she won't ever forget the day, the day she was thrown out, nearly crumbled, her frosting threatening to slip, her dough crumbling slightly as she dragged herself further down the paths she knew were stolen from to create her. maybe if she apologised for their wrongdoings, she'd be granted another chance at life by the gods who'd witnessed her exile.

and so, she prayed, she prayed as parts of her crumbled away that she'd be granted another chance at whatever life could offer a discarded cookie. for the longest time, she didn't know where she was, didn't know what crispia was, or where beast yeast could be, she didn't know a lot of things, but she did know how to take care. how to give herself to the world that the witches that created her took so much from. and the world took, oh the world took.

they took from her being, her soul, her wings, once being pearly white, glimmering golden as they flexed, now dusted with the softest graze of the soil that she trudged on. one another thing she learnt was that she really was different, that no, no one else felt everything, every sigh of the forest and the way roots of trees curled in on themselves when they heard their fellows lose their lives. no one was like her, no one was made from the soil they tarnished.

but she didn't mind, no, she learnt to love. she learned to accept what was made of her, and she learned to love other cookies for what she can't be, uplift them the way she won't ever get to be, and care for them in the ways they deserve. it's through her love that she found the travellers that offered to take her along to beast yeast, for the very first time. they warned her of the things that existed there, but she did not falter to that. she's seen worse, been through hell and back, and she can tolerate this too.

well, at least that's what she thought. but it didn't go exactly like that. when she finally reached beast yeast, she found it in shambles, to her, it was. she found new cookies, new creatures, but all of them were distressed, even the winged, the faeries, the cookies she'd heard and learnt so much about, they were hurt, they were fighting in a war. and that's when she promised to dedicate herself to protecting their cause, and them, by extension. that's the day she learnt more about the war that'd been tearing away at crispia, at those nights spent up consoling children while she hoped their parents would return safely. for so long, she didn't truly understand the brevity of it.

she didn't understand a lot, until she was asked to present herself to the king, the guardian of the silver tree. the tree she'd been diligently tending to, feeling the faint thrumming of souls within. she'd been asked to step up from the sidelines. that day, she realised that she wouldn't be admiring him or the king from afar. that's the first time she showed up to his castle, adorned in her intricately sewn dress, worked on by silverbell, looking at her feet as she counted every clink from the charms hanging off her antlers.

and then she heard his voice, a quiet clear of his throat, and she looked up. elder faerie looked even more majestic up close than she thought he did from a distance. and beside him stood his duty-bound second in command, mercurial knight. she doesn't think she'll ever forget the way her breath hitched that quiet night under the moon, the first moment of quiet after many weeks of war, of carnage, of fear, of knowing that a cookie she'd once met had turned into something much more vile, a creature too corrupted by the witches. but she couldn't think of that, not when elder faerie's voice gently asked her to sit down, to have a moment with him and mercurial.

she thinks that might've been the night her fate was sealed with them. it was every other night after that she spent with them. at the start it was strategy, her healing progress, the meticulous manner through which she'd been maintaning elder faerie's land, and then it got personal, then it was about her wings, the ones she barely used to fly, but mercurial said he liked.

their quiet nights of peace didn't last too long though, one of those quiet nights was what bled into a war-filled day, the day she got struck while protecting silverbell. it was that day she nearly lost her wings, the day she wouldn't ever feel them again, but he saved her. he found her when she couldn't feel her own dough, but had to tend to silverbell. that was also the last day he thought he'd see the faint glimmer of her otherworldly wings.

only a few hours later was when elder faerie found out about what happened on the battlefield. that was the start of the few months he'd spend awake with her, consoling her as she lost her voice most nights, tracing shapes on her back, patterns, asking her what she liked, shapes, colours.

what she didn't know was that he was planning much more than she'd expected. that even with the fear of the war taking away everything they loved, he wanted to give back to her what she'd offered to his world like it would've been nothing to her. that's when he made her wings, beautiful, translucent, colourful, like his. those were the nights he and mercurial told her about their fears of losing themselves in this war-torn earthbread.

it was also one of those days that they asked her for more than her devotion, asked her to seal her fate, and theirs in turn. in the quiet of the night elder faerie and mercurial knight to be theirs.

── . ❀ ❝ C U R R E N T . ❞

SHE doesn't remember a lot of things nowadays, but rosemary could never forget the day they got married. she would never forget the look of peace and contentment on his face despite the fear of something going wrong, she remembers the drag of her gown behind her, the way he looked at her like he might've devoured her on the spot. she doesn't think she'll ever forget.

not the (not so) quiet night that followed or the first month that felt like a fever dream. but she remembers the days even then that she spent, sitting the base of the silver tree, tracing her fingers over the ridges in the trunk, and trying to contain the beasts in this continent.

now she spends her days tending to her husbands, silverbell, the faerie kingdom, and letting the children braid garlands into her hair, whispering about her wings and how they wished they had wings like hers. or something like it. but through her husbands, she meets the ancients she thought were long gone, she meets the children that are leading themselves a path of great exertion, something that asks for too much, and gives not nearly enough in return; the path she'd been following for so long.

and she wants to stop them, but they don't want to be stopped. they want to make a change, make earthbread a better place, and so when they ask her to help them, assist them on their journey, who is she to not give herself to a world that won't give anything back?

her husbands weren't particularly happy, no, they won't ever be, when she'll put herself in danger just like that, like her life doesn't matter, but they also cannot, will not stop her. she's capable. she's the living embodiment of life.

and if there's anyone that can do something, they know it'll be her. they'll have her for the nights, sometimes during the day; but they'll let her make the change she wanted to, for so long. they won't stop her, not now, not ever.

their wife is capable, she is a goddess, she was crafted from the very soil which they walk on, and like it; she is strong, she is omnipresent everywhere. and she knows it too.

── . ❀ appears in francesca [wip].

★ ; my first crk self insert, i actually have three, so, make what you might of that :') i hope you like her, i'll work on the second after this, and honestly, not sure about the third, but maybe, hope you like her though ! <3

ch4rryc0smos © 2025

[midnightswithdearkatytspb]

Can I Have This Dance? (Steve Rogers x Reader)

Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader

Rating: PG - Fluffy 

Word Count: 2,689

Synopsis: 4 times the reader asked Steve to dance with her and one time Steve her.

Info: Written for @cockslut-padalecki​’s Not My Ninth Challenge in celebration of 9k followers! Also Happy Belated birthday, I hope you had a great one. I choose, How Do I Live by LeAnn Rimes and Wedding Ceremony. The dividers are by @firefly-graphics​ 💘 I’m posting this on my barley working laptop, so forgive me. Also all mistakes are mine as this is not beta read.

1st Time:

Honestly what possessed her to wear her favorite white denim overall shorts to Sam’s barbecue? They were now stained with all all kinds of food and handprints from the children of the Avengers children asking to be held by her. Admittedly seeing everyone so happy and spending the afternoon with her fiancé made it worth it. Also Natasha would probably be able to show her how to get the stains out.

“Want to queue up the next song?” Sam nudged her handing over his phone that was connected to speakers. Giddily Y/N took the phone and went through the approved barbecue playlist as Killer Queen started to play, she continued to scroll as her head bopped to the song. Finding the perfect one she handed the phone over to Sam’s significant other Lou who kissed her on the cheek. 

Bucky and Steve were sharing a phone screen laughing at whatever video it was they were watching, probably one of Alpine that Bucky had taken. Getting up from her chair Y/N stood beside Steve’s and brushed her right hand across his broad shoulders, goosebumps started to rise on his skin as she leaned in to brush her lips beside his ear. 

“Come dance with me, Stevie please?" the blonde's face blushed as his fiance turned away from him making her way back towards the dancing couples. “Punk if you don't I sure as hell will.” Steve turned to give his best friend a glare just as the baritone voice sang out, jumping to his feet.

“I had a thought, dear, however scary, about that night, the bugs and the dirt. Why were you digging? What did you bury? Before those hands pulled me from the earth.” Steve rushed to Y/N’s side, a small smile on her face her fiance placed his face at her time taking in the scent of lavender and mint, while his hands rested at her hips. Y/N’s arms circled his neck interlocking her hands, eyes closing she placed her heads against his chest over his heart. As Hozier sang the couple just swayed from side to side, loving each other.

“I could not ask you where you came from. I could not ask and neither could you. Honey, just put your sweet lips on my lips, we could just kiss like real people do.” As the song came to an end Steve and Y/N’s eyes met, she was biting her lip, a look of worry was in her eyes. 

“What?” Looking placed his hands on Y/N’s face doing everything he could to ease the worry in his fiancés face. 

“Just, how would I live without you?” Steve scoffed and pulled Y/N into his arms, hugging her close, “You’ll never have to live without me, I’m going anywhere. I love you.”

2nd Time:

“Well son her mother would have loved you and I’m so proud to have you joining our family.” Andy clapped his daughters fiancé on the shoulder, before looking out on the dance floor to see all four of his children dancing together to the Macarena having a good time. 

“I’m lucky to have her Andy and I love both her and this family.” Steve assured Y/N’s father how much he loved her as the song came to an end. The DJ for the reception started to walk towards Y/N’s  sister and her husband. 

Y/N stood between her brothers playfully nudging each other like they used to do as kids. Suddenly it was quiet in the reception hall, both her and Steve were looking at Y/N’s sister and her husband who smiled at everyone, but they were staring at Y/N. 

“I need my sister Y/N and her fiancé Steve to come up here for a second.” Y/N’s brothers pushed her forward, suddenly glad she had exchanged her heels for converse 4 or 5 songs back. Steve and she met halfway there, hands grasping at each other as their fingers intertwined. The blonde leaned over and kissed the crown of his fiancé's face making her blush as they reached Legacie and Michael. 

“This weekend was actually supposed to be the weekend that Y/N and Steve got married, but 6 months ago I came to my sister and told her I was pregnant. Y/N knew Michael and I would want to move our wedding up, Y/N and Steve immediately asked if I would like to take their wedding and for that we are so thankful. The thing about my sister is she is just like our mom, always giving and so loving, it makes so much sense why Steve fell in love with my little sister. I got to thinking a way to thank you and that is dedicating a song to you, your favorite song as a kid.” Legacie passed the microphone back to the DJ, before she reached over kissing her little on the cheek. Y/N looked at her sister before her jaw dropped and her cheeks turned pink as the keyboard of the popular ’90s Australian pop singer hit started to play. 

“I'll be your dream, I'll be your wish. I'll be your fantasy, I'll be your hope, I'll be your love. Be everything that you need.” Y/N still holding onto Steve’s hand turned to stand in front of him and looked up at him. 

“Will you dance with my love?” with a smile on his face, Steve didn't even verbalize his answer, he just gave a tug of her hand pulling her body closer to his, as other couples joined them on the dance floor.

“I wanna stand with you on a mountain. I wanna bathe with you in the sea. I wanna lay like this forever. Until the sky falls down on me. I wanna stand with you on a mountain. I wanna bathe with you in the sea.I want to live like this forever. Until the sky falls down on me.” As they continued to dance among Legacie and Michale's family and friends, he tried to imagine how he would live without her in his life. He had an answer before the song was even over he knew a life without Y/N was no life at all. 

3rd Time:

She was trying really hard not to cry but it felt but it was 3:12 in the morning, it was raining, it looked like Bucky had finished off the rest of her Ben and Jerry Star Spangled Berry Swirl, and Friday was playing her I got the blues playlist. Boy did she have the blues, she shouldn’t though, it was November, the holiday season was in full swing, but it was as if her heart wasn’t in it. 

Then the piano kicked in and the tears really started. 

“Look into my eyes, you will see what you mean to me.”

Steve down the hall in bed they shared hearing sniffles of his fiancé, got out of bed, grabbing her cardigan from ottoman at the foot of the bed. Y/N stood at the kitchen island sipping a cup of hot tea as Bryan Adams sang. 

“Darling?” Steve came up behind her and placed the over side article of clothing over shoulder, kissing her temple. Setting the steaming cup of lavender and blueberries down, Y/N turned around to look him in the eyes, with tears still coming down. 

“Dance with me Stevie, please?” with a little lift of the right side of his lips. Steve pulled Y/N to him, placing her head over his heartbeat, he encased her his arms and started to sway them. 

“Don't tell me, it’s not worth fightin' for. I can't help it, there’s  nothin' I want more. You know it's true, everything I do, I do it for you.”

“I can’t live without you Stevie.” Y/N whispered into the night as she looked out at the rain coming down in the night. 

“And you won't have to," Steve promised. 

4th Time:

It was finally the New Year, 12:01 on January 1st to be exact and everyone was partying at The Metropolitan Museum of Art, thanks to Pepper and Tony. Peter Quill and his friends had made it, Thor with Jane, Carol Danver, Monica Rambeau with her friends Jimmy Woo and Darcy, Fantastic Four, Peter Parker had brought his best friend Ned and girl friend MJ, all the Avengers were there, even the Wakanda gang was accounted for, the place was packed. It seemed as if the bad guys were in need of a day off. 

Steve stood a few feet away from Y/N who was dancing with Natasha, Clint, Shuri, Peter, MJ, Wanda, Scott, Johnny, Groot, Darcy, Sam, Lou, and Jimmy Woo, they were all dancing to thank u, next, laughing and having a good time. Lou was currently on Sam's shoulders making the Bucky who was beside Steve, hoot’d, as he took a shot from the Asgardian mead. It was great for Steve to see all his friends and family to be letting loose. 

Y/N walked over as the song came to a closure and pulled Steve in for a kiss earning a cheer from the group they had surrounded themselves with. Blushing they pulled apart as the familiar violin started to play across the room, making the room erupt cheers yet again. Tonight’s crowd was easily pleased, who knew all it took was alcohol, food, friends, and good music? 

As the drum kicked in, Y/N’s head started to bop her foot tapping along, grabbing Steve’s hand she started to pull him towards the group, grabbing Bucky’s hand along the way. 

“Steve can I have this dance?” Looking over her shoulder as she got ready to start jumping up and down, Steve looked at her as if he had to think on it, but stopped when Bucky hit him in the bicep. “Not with the metal arm, and yes!”

“Come on Eileen! Oh, I swear, what he means. At this moment you mean everything, you in that dress. My thoughts I confess, verge on dirty. Oh, come on Eileen.” The group's form of dancing was jumping up and dancing, moving their heads side to side, throwing in mixed moves, like the sprinkler or epaule here and there. It was just about letting go. Steve and Y/N danced together with the fingers of their left-right hands interlaced jumping up and down, throwing their heads back and forth like they were at a rock concert. 

As Bucky danced with his best friend and the girl that had become like a sister to him, he couldn't picture their lives without one another. There was no Steve without Y/N in it, no Y/N without Steve. They were so madly, deeply in love, that to lose the other it would be close to losing themselves. He vowed at that moment to do whatever it took to always bring Steve home and to always protect Y/N for him. 

The 1 Time Steve Asked Y/N to Dance:

“This is the best birthday gift I could ever ask for!” Bucky raised his glass of bourbon to the crowded room, before he leaned down to place a kiss on Y/N’s cheek. He had just given his best man speech congratulating his best friend on finding his soulmate who made him happy, and on his retirement. Lou leaned forward putting their arms around Y/N’s shoulders swaying, making the bride laugh as the best friends hugged. 

Steve took the microphone from Sam and pulled Y/N away from her best friend, confused she looked up at him. The room was silent with all eyes on them, as it had been since the moment she stepped out onto the wooden boardwalk Pepper’s people had built leading to the dock, everyone’s eyes had been on them. 

“Through this whole wedding process my wife has been so incredibly patient with me. Originally I just said whatever you want Y/N it’s your day, but she would scrunch her face up, for her family they know what I’m talking about, the one where she doesn’t like something or doesn’t understand, anyways. Lou, Y/N’s best friend and the perfect person for Sam came to me said,

“Rogers for a superhero, you are pretty dense, the wedding day is both your big day. This is a day you both are going to look back on, tell your children about and share with your family and friends. Don’t make her plan it and make all the choices on her own.” Steve looked down at Y/N and smiled, as his wife laughed and gave her best friends hand a tight squeeze before letting it go. 

“So I did what I could, your napkins I chose, thank you very much, your centerpieces though, you are going to have to take that up with the my beautiful wife’s cousin, Willow, she handmaid these beautiful pieces for us, so we could reuse them in our winery and barn.” Willow blew the couple a kiss making the crowd laugh as Y/N caught it and stumbled back, before throwing one back just as extravagantly. 

“Anyways the reason I’m up here is because I really didn’t do that much, but I made a promise to my wife that I, the man out of time, could pick the song we dance to as a married couple.” Turning his body so now the newlyweds were now facing each other, Sam took the microphone holding it up to Steve's mouth, as Steve held both Y/N’s hands in his.

“Steve we’ve talked about this you’re right where you need to be.” Steve just nodded his head and kissed her on the lips getting a few people in the crowd cheering. Bucky, Sam, Lou, and Y/N’s siblings are motioned for the crowd to quiet down. 

“I admit I waited till last night to e-mail our DJ Ned and tell him our song. But to be fair if it hadn’t been for a talk I had while sleeping at Sam’s and him playing this song we probably would just have some random song. Thank you Sam for saving the day.” Sam pulled the microphone telling the couple it was no problem really. 

“With that all said and done, Mrs. Rogers can I have this dance?” Laughing Y/N nodded as they made their way around the tables holding hands waving to their family and friends. Ned Leeds, was the nights DJ, thanks to coming recommended by his friend Peter Parker, this was his hobby by a means to pay for college and his growing obsession of Star Wars Legos. As soon as the couple had made it to the center of the faux hardwood dance floor, he hit play.

“How do I get through one night without you? If I had to live without you, what kind of life would that be?”

Y/N let a gasp slip past her lips as the familiar country song played. Her arms held onto Steve’s shoulders, while he held onto her hips, they did their usual sway, there was no need for fancy footing or putting on a show. This was just them being them, in love, sharing that love with a room full of their closest family friends. 

“I promised you, you wouldn’t have to know what it was like to live without me, and you won’t either of you.” Y/N looked up at him placing a kiss on his soft lips, letting a few tears of happiness slip. This is what contentment felt like, to feel whole, be loved, and find that perfect person. 

“How do I live without you? How do I live without you, baby? How do I live?”

[mangomybeloved]

i got tagged by @magebirdi for this so tysm mage!! :D

1. why did you choose your url?

it was around the time the beloved locket meme was really popular and i saw a post passing around, which said mango my beloved, and i ABSOLUTELY adore mangoes and got inspired by that post, so i changed my url :D

2. any side blogs?

i have a writing sideblog @purrfectwriting​ and an aesthetic sideblog @loveistheonlymeaning​, and other old sideblogs i’ve since deleted.

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

i think it’s about 6 years? (which is lowkey embarrassing, but also tumblr is the only tolerable social media for me nowadays, so im stuck here <3)

4. do you have a queue tag?

i used to, but i don’t use it anymore. now, i just spam whenever i want.

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

i had friends on here, so i decided to make one to talk to them. additionally, i used to lurk on artists’ tumblrs, and then figured i might as well make one to follow them

6. why did you choose your icon?

ITS KYO!!!!! my favorite anime catboy i love him to bits <3

7. why did you choose your header?

blue @the-blue-phantom sent me this post with the colors of oranges and reds and the colors was a gradient, and it was SO PRETTY, i thought i should make this my header, so ty blue for sending me that post!! and it also matches my icon so :D

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

i have this one webweaving post i made a while ago, which is pretty popular https://mangomybeloved.tumblr.com/post/189311598606/mjalti-hozier-someone-new-twitter

9. how many mutuals do you have?

oh i know its a few tbh, i never actually sat through and counted it, i’m guessing it’s at least 5

10. how many followers do you have?

340!

11. how many people are you following?

97

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

i don’t think so?

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

far more often than i should 🤡

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once?

i don’t think so, i mostly tend to stick to my little circle of the internet

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

sometimes i reblog them if i feel it’s something important to share, but sometimes i don’t reblog them if i don’t feel like it or i don’t like the guilt tripping in the post

16. do you like tag games?

i do!! it always makes me happy when people tag me in things

17. do you like ask games?

yes!!!! :D it makes me feel so honored when people send me asks wanting to know about me or otherwise!!

18. which one of your tumblr mutuals do you think is famous?

@intricatecakes i believe!! she has really cool art spspspspsps go see her art pspspsps!!!

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

maybe........ maybe not <3

20. tags

i tag anyone who wants to do this! feel free to say i tagged you, if you want to do this one!

[just-queue]

Hozier Discography Collage Entry: “Shrike”

[colour-outside-the-liness]

Hey, I'm doing good too. Just normal amounts of stressful stuff right now. Just moved to a country I've never been to before but can't complain, things are not as hard as the last time I did this so. Thanks for asking! Yeah, I saw you posting about some pretty scary health issues before, I'm glad you came out of that alive and hope you're healthier now!

The nerve some people have! Haha I know I would be pissed if people were questioning my intelligence like that especially after a couple of drinks in haha. Though I do like taunting people when I play group games, I'll be like "don't need to try that hard guys, you're gonna lose anyway" just to mess with them or just call people sore losers if they accuse me of cheating haha (they're probably right on the accusations tho). People get real mad sometimes it's kinda funny. 😂

Omg literally laughed out loud reading this! Hahaha, how did you manage to fall over a road sign then end up in a ditch? lol omg hope you didn't get hurt too bad 😂 I was trying to downplay my drunken escapades but since you shared yours I should tell you my worst one:

I was at this summer street party at night and got drunk on something made out of tropical herbs and cacha��a (which is about 48% alcohol), drank 3 and a half bottles of that like it was apple juice, made friends with a bunch of strangers in a bathroom queue (who tried to talk to me weeks later but I had no idea who they were), had to be held by my best friend while I peed (mostly missing the toilet), fell in the middle of the street and scraped my knee, threatened this boy who was helping me walk and told him not to try anything funny or I would beat him up, then dragged my friends to the beach and left them shortly after to go make out with my ex, came back with lipstick all over my mouth and chin and when my friends asked what I was doing I said I was just talking to my ex and they were like NO YOU WERE NOT, hahaha then I kissed all my girl friends on a dare and we danced under the full moon, then I told my best friend I had to puke so she took me to the ocean but I changed my mind and happened to step on a dead turtle on the way back and started crying bc of it, but last month my best friend told me it was a rock I had stepped on (I believed it was a dead turtle for 7 years!). Had the worst hangover of my life the next day. ✌️✨

Ah I'm happy you liked it! I've never listened to Six musical before but it sounds fun! I can see why you like it haha made me want to dance around my apartment 💃. And hey if liking musicals is your thing then it's great, I'm sure Hozier will understand if he's not your top artist of the year. 😋 Here's my "damie" Pinterest board if you or anyone else wants to check it out, totally recommend making one if you're a visual person like me!

https://pin.it/UcHVlkq

Oh I could talk about Dani and Jamie forever I think. I love the beast in the jungle speech too and it's so painful to watch, VP delivered that beautifully, but I have to admit I'm always a crying mess from episode 1 when older Jamie starts reciting that song about being sad while waiting for her lover to return, this show is fucking cruel I hate it and love it at the same time hahaha. Omg your mom 😂 but I mean it's truly an honor to be compared to someone like Dani, no? She's really great even if she needs a little help haha (don't we all).

Aaah you're amazing! Thank you so much, I'll read this pirate AU soon!

I used to draw a lot, really loved doing it when I was a kid as I said before, and all throughout adulthood too but I haven't done that in almost a year now bc I've got a bit of a case of burnout I guess, it just takes a lot of effort to do it when it shouldn't be like that at all. I used to do fanart too, for other fandoms. Even made one for Dani x Jamie but ended up not liking how it turned out haha. I've got a lot of respect for writers and fanfic writers also! Yall can make words make sense in really interesting and beautiful ways, build worlds so enthralling I can see them vividly in my head. Writing is such an incredibly fascinating skill to have! And I guess the most important thing is that we enjoy doing these things right? Even if we think we're not particularly good at it.

Anyway, have a lovely weekend! 👋✨

Good I'm glad you're doing great but sorry you're dealing with stressful stuff!! Hope living in a new country goes well for you I'm so jealous that you've lived in different countries I'd love to live somewhere else even if just for s few years!! Awwh thank you so much I definitely came out of it alive and am feeling so much better now thank you I mean I do some pretty ditzy things so when people say it to me it's pretty deserved sometimes, I'm secretly smart and people just don't expect it so I never mind too much haha I might have to start saying the things that you do and just taunting them over it I mean, I usually do win even when they make me answer different questions so I will definitely have to start saying things like that to them Haha I love that you're just like "yeah they're probably right in their accusations" I agree seeing how mad some people get over games and stuff is funny (it's me I'm people I hate loosing games depending on what it is and I am very competitive) So it was very dark and all we had for light was my roommates flashlight on her phone but while we were walking home a friend of ours that lived else where kept texting her to make sure we were still safe (my phone as dead at this point) so while she was texting him her flashlight was facing down and someone had moved this road sign to the footpath and it was on that sits on the floor so while I couldn't see it I walked into it and fell over it but while I feel I grabbed hold of it and flipped with it and fell in a ditch with it on top of me... I was fine and was just laid laughing while my friend looked down at me and in the most northern accent ever just said "get up you dickhead." and helped me off of the floor and then asked if I was okay... and I was so it was all good!! Haha 😂 I love this drunken story that sounds like one hell of a night and is a roller coaster from start to finish!! I'm sorry you thought you had stood on a dead turtle for 7 years though, someone really should've told you that it was just a rock!! But that sounds like my kind of night!! I love nights like that... stories that will last a life time... the only down side is the hangover... luckily I have only ever had one hang over in my life and it wasn't the morning after the road sign fiasco... I felt surprisingly good the morning after that haha 😂 It's such a good musical it's about Henry VIII wives and I just love everything to do with his wives and that musical is so much fun and actually gives a little insight to the lives the six Tudor queens had away from Henry and with him because at school we're mainly just taught about him which sucks!! I loved the Hozier song and am definitely gonna have to listen to more of his stuff!! I love musicals so much I mainly listen to musical soundtracks at the minute- usually, Legally Blonde and Six on repeat haha 😂 Ooo thank you I will definitely check out this Pinterest board thanks for sending it to me!! I could talk about them forever too... since watching Bly Manor my niece has been asking me so many questions about it and I am more than happy to talk to her about it haha!! The beast in the jungle speech just breaks my heart every time I relate to it so much and VP just delivers it so beautifully!! Oh yeah now I know at the beginning that it's older Jamie I am just a wreck the whole show is just so beautiful and heart breaking at the same time I LOVE IT!! Even though it makes me sob- I keep putting myself through it!! I mean, yeah I was happy that she said it Dani is great but it was the way she said it... my mum can be something else sometimes... she said she thought Dani was like me the first time she does the accent when she says "I've fallen quite in love with London" because I just randomly do accents a lot too but it was the way she was like "She needs help... but I like her she reminds me of you" I was just like... "Should I go get help?" I still don't know the answer to my question about if I need help or not but I mean I probably do need it You're welcome I really hope you like it!! It's a

great fic I love it!! Yeah I get that if stuff starts taking too much effort and burns you out you're not gonna wanna keep doing it so it's understandable that you stopped!! I think fan art is great and I really would love to be able to do it myself but I just don't have the skill it takes!! Awwh it's a shame you didn't like the Dani x Jamie one you did I would've loved to have seen it!! Honestly there are so many talented writers out there and when I read their fics I am just in awe of the worlds they have built and the stories they have created we are so blessed in this fandom to have so many amazing writers and so many amazing fics out there Oh yeah definitely its important to enjoy what you do!! I know I love writing and love writing fics for Dani and Jamie so I think I'll be doing it for a while even if I'm not great at it haha Awwh thank you very much I hope you have a great weekend too!! ☺️

[mercurypilgrim]

30 Questions Tag Game

Tagged by: @outcastcommander. Thank you! ^_^

Rules: Answer 30 questions and tag 5 blogs you are contractually obligated to know better.

Name/nickname: MercuryPilgrim (obviously), but I used to be known as 'Lofty' in university.

Gender: Female.

Star sign: Taurus ♉

Height: 6'1" (really I'm 6' and 3/4 but that's a bother to say)

Birthday: April 22nd. I usually celebrate my birthday with a meal out with my friends and my boyfriend. My dad tries to cook my favourite dinner, too.

Time: 08:03. It's a Monday morning and I'm about to get up for work.

Favorite bands: I have a very eclectic music taste. I don't tend to follow specific bands, but rather enjoy one or two songs from a band. I let my algorithm pick my main playlist and it does a stand up job.

A few I am currently listening to, though: Halestorm, KONGOS, Dorothy, Pop Evil, Five Finger Death Punch, Shinedown, Stone Sour

Favorite solo artists: See above, and: Ivy Levan, Camila Cabello, P!nk, Lola Blanc, Hozier

Song stuck in my head: Repeat After Me - KONGOS

It's just... stuck there.

Last movie: Gladiator. It's my favourite movie of all time and I found out my uncle had never seen it.

Last show: The Boys. I'm enjoying it so far, but I can see why some people really wouldn't.

When did I create this blog: August 2019. I'm fairly sure I was on here a long time ago, but I forgot my old login and probably didn't want to contaminate my new blog with teenage me.

What do I post: OC stuff, writing, cool art people do, and other stuff. It's a mixed bag, really.

Last thing googled: The land registry. I'm hopefully buying a house soon and am sorting out the details. I am such a boring adult.

Other blogs: I have an AO3 by the same name (MercuryPilgrim) and I'm not active on any other social media. Actually, I have a Pinterest. I use it for recipes and hair colour ideas.

Do I get asks: I do! A huge thank you to anyone who is kind enough to send one in. ^_^ It usually takes me a little while to respond since I go a bit overboard, but I also add them to my queue so I don't go completely silent during a busy period.

Why I chose my url: I have carried this username across multiple platforms for years, and this blog was originally created to work alongside my Ao3, so it made sense for it to have an easily searchable name.

Following: 103

Followers: 93.

Hello! 👋

Average hours of sleep: I really like sleep, but it does tend to be the thing that gets shafted when I'm busy. I try and get at least 8 hours on a work night.

Lucky number: I don’t have one, but I do like number 8. It's aesthetically pleasing to me.

Instruments: I am terrible at music. School tried to teach me to read sheet music and all I ended up with was a fierce hatred for the stuff.

What am I wearing: Since it's a work day and I have meetings, I'm in jeans, a smart top and my slippers. I'm also doing my makeup.

Dream job: Business Analyst or Project Manager. It's something I've been working towards for a while, as my current role as an analyst is getting a bit stale.

I am definitely a boring adult...

If I had all the money and time in the world? I would open a coffee shop. I would design the whole thing, hire people for the stuff I couldn't do, and just... run that. I would do the baking, of course. ♡

Dream trip: A suppose a world tour would be a cop out? I love to travel, and I tend to travel alone (My boyfriend has no desire to travel and gets severe anxiety at the idea of doing so). I would love to visit Japan, Sri Lanka, Iceland and a ton of others. I would love to see the Antarctic. One day I would also like to go back to Jordan.

Favorite food: Chocolate. I can eat so much and it's terrible.

Nationality: English

Favorite song: This changes every 5 minutes, but I will always have a spot spot for American Pie by Don McLean.

Last book read: Lord of the Rings trilogy (again).

Top three fictional universes I’d like to live in:  

1. SWTOR (naturally)

2. Harry Potter (I grew up on those books, and while I've lost touch with them now, the universe still inspires some whimsy in me)

3. Mass Effect. Again, the nostalgia is so strong. Also, it's fascinating. I would get to learn so much!

Tagging: @bunny-loverxiv , @doomhamster , @tearlessrain, @darth-bagel, @marzipanilla

(Only if you're comfortable, of course!)

[everestseal]

What's your favorite music/podcast/etc to work to?

whenever i have the opportunity i'll actually just have long letsplay playlists or twitch stream archives playing in another tab; having someone talk in the background helps me work and podcasts just usually aren’t long enough for how long i spend working when i get into a good art groove.

but when i'm in the mood for music i'll just put my library on shuffle or queue up the more recent songs i've added (atm i'm fixated on a few songs by Hozier and Mother Mother).

[bibillyhillsbaby]

💕 check-in tag 💕

tagged by my loves, my life: @blueandtaes @emojihobi @rosebowl @artsyjoons and @butterkookies (thank you all - it was fun to read your answers 🥰)

rambling below be warned

1. why did you choose your url? aha i feel like it doesn’t really need explanation lol joon + telepathy + i am baby = my url (i think i changed it the day of the telepathy performance? and was only gonna keep it for a day but then it just stuck i love the sound of it and again, i’m baby) 

2. any sideblogs? if you have them name them and why you have them? i have.... 4 sideblogs? to be fair, 1) one was meant to be a bts sideblog until it took over my life and thus my main, 2) an aesthetic/ art blog that again, i now just post that on main... 3) a blog for books which.... i post on main (do you see a pattern??) and finally 4) my personal travel blog that i haven’t used because uhh no traveling but i use it as a diary basically of when i lived abroad 

3. how long have you been on tumblr? i think the odd little memories creature said i made my blog in 2013?? so many years lol

4. do you have a queue tag? noooo and i keep thinking maybe i should make one but then i like the mystery it creates like... am i here? (which the answer is, yes, probably i am) 

5. why did you start your blog in the first place? honestly i think it was after a post about my history teacher went “viral” (aka was included in a buzzfeed article lmao) and it started on here so i checked it out to look at, of all things, posts about the AP Euro exam (aklamd;asdksand) ; i stayed because it’s my comfort site and where else could i freak out over these men™ with amazing people who ilsm 🥺

6. why did you choose your icon? bi joon!!! happy pride!!! 

7. why did you choose your header? LOL i wanted something that represented all of my biases and also fit my aesthetic aka “did a kindergartener make this?” aka pink, hearts, love, etc. 

8. what’s your post with the most notes? definitely my hobi / my neighbor totoro set which is the set im most proud of because i think i got a better grasp of coloring and how sets should be structured and also like, HE’S SO CUTE!!! 

9. how many mutuals do you have? i echo everyone else and say idk how to calculate that?? but i love and cherish all of you so much 🥺

10. how many followers do you have? enough so that i am perceived, but not too perceived if you get me lmao 😘

11. how many people do you follow? i recently tried to unfollow some inactive blogs so i’m at 353 currently but i follow people at the drop of the hat so it will soon increase lol

12. have you ever made a shitpost? i completely agree with t, like i don’t really believe in the concept of a shitpost, and to quote sharika, “We Are All Just Online” (that being said i am known to make very niche memes about capybaras) 

13. how often do you use tumblr each day? way too much lmao (i say, as i am currently typing this before i leave for work, where i will continue to use tumblr throughout the day because like... idc about work) 

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won? lol no and i never will, the only person i argue with is my brother and usually i cry 🥲

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts? Specifically posts with that phrasing i dont like because you dont need to do anything, it‘s your blog do what you want - but i do try to reblog things that i think are important and can help people

16. do you like tag games? I love them, i am always behind on them, if you have ever tagged me in something i am in love with you, and if i never responded it is probably still in my likes and i am sorry

17. do you like ask games? Yes! Again, i am very slow ( i am still getting through the ♣️ asks but if you sent me one i will do it!! And if you wrote one about me i will respond !!! It‘s so much easier to write them than receive them but ily)

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous? Echoing everyone else again to say what does this mean we are all just on here lmao

19. do you have a crush on a mutual? I am a pisces so yes i am in love with all of you - as namjoon once said „i live so i love“ and as hozier once said „i fall in love just a little old little bit every day with someone new“ and as fleabag‘s dad once said „I think you know how to love better than any of us. That's why you find it all so painful“ - in sum i am made up of love and it‘s everything and all that i am 💕

20. tags? Is this asking whether i like tags or who im tagging? I love tags and i love people who scream in the tags aaaaand im tagging: @hazeltae @fakelovedotmp3 @yoongisbengaliwife @stardustyoongi @pjmsdior @jinsmin @dis-easehobi @yoongibuttcheeks @kithtaehyung @trustingofwinds (tagged some newer moots so if you dont want to be tagged in these lmk! as always only if you want to, and if you have already tag me so i can see! 💕)

[clumsyclifford]

atl really has mastered the art of sticking to their roots while still growing and developing and I LOVE that about their music!!! also hs1 IS better than fine line I agree! please rec me some vamps songs. as for fall out boy I recommend ginasfs it's a bonus track on infinity on high but it's in my top 5 fob songs of all time and it's pretty coherent lyrically! for hozier a good non-christianity non-sex focused song is almost (sweet music) it's just a love letter to his musical influences

truly we stan all time low that is why wake up sunshine is the best atl album out there i will not take criticism. unless it’s to say that dirty work is the top album we can work it out dirty work is second best but i will accept it being the best simply for having a daydream away (altho wus has getaway green so.....battle). im glad we agree about harry’s music i just. i dont have to get into it but i feel like fine line is overproduced and i dont like that, it feels inorganic to me. so

i will add ginasfs to my queue so i can listen i think ive heard it once but i do not recall it. will have to listen again. i also added that hozier song to my queue! ive heard an acappella cover of work song and i heard cherry wine i think? once? and i have heard like real people do once and thats literally the extent of my hozier knowledge i appreciate the rec

SOME VAMPS SONGS ok im gonna do what helen did and do it by album cuz otherwise whoooo boy. SO

meet the vamps: their first album so deffo NOT their best but still has some bangers i would say oh cecilia (breaking my heart) ik thats like, a simon and garfunkel song that they repurposed or whatever, like a halfway cover, but its really a banger. risk it all is good, also girls on tv is fun, and i can’t not recommend high hopes bc those harmonies...yum

wake up: BEAUTIFUL ALBUM SO MANY GOOD SONGS CAN I JUST REC THE WHOLE ALBUM no ok i will say. coming home, missing you, be with you, CHEATER FGJFDLJ also i rarely rec live versions but i will say cheater live from o2 arena is SEXY so if u wanna try that one out. u should. anyway i love wake up but those are probs my favorites

night & day (night edition): of all the night & day albums this ones probably my least favorite? but it still bangs mainly id rec paper hearts, stay, and it’s a lie

night & day (day edition): pictures of us, time is not on our side, what your father says. also i dont love the original version of personal but i do like the matoma remix so i rec that version of it (again not usually a huge fan of remixes but. here we are)

night & day (extra tracks): god the vamps really released four albums in one huh?? anyway. this ep doesnt have anythin super incredible on it BUT it does have come grind with me which DESERVES this honorable mention man that song cracks me up i love how stupid it is

night & day (day edition, extra tracks): MANY GOOD SONGS ON THIS ONE i love sometimes SO much, also if i was your man, kiss.....once again i rec the whole album. this one also has a really fucking good cover of tequila which i LOVE so. yeah