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Lessons in love
Lesson 2: Party time
Lesson 1: A new professor
Summary: No slow burn around here, weâre already making out at parties and taking off underwear in a car! You and Wanda see each other at a sorority party where a bit of liquid courage helps Wanda along greatly and as much as you tried resisting her she was so irresistible, but is there something waiting at home to ruin it all? Of course there is đ
Warnings: 18+ Minors DNI no actual smut just very close to being smut, talking about masturbation if I had to put a label on it, kissing and soft moments and men (meh)
Words: about 3000 maybe more
A/n: I like this chapter Iâm sorry it took a while between the first chapter and this one, some stuff at work and whatever stopped me from writing I wanted this to come out soon after the first but alas here we are, also it does seem sudden but I wanted to get initial meetings out of the way so we can fully focus on the relationship and other things so no slow burn here as I said đ
A/n: Also Iâm sorry for any mistakes and how long it is, I was going to cut it down but I couldnât think of when to do it so, hopefully everythingâs good but please do let me know if anythingâs wrong
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Pepper had demanded you get ready at their place before the party and you had a suspicion it was to see you undressed, you didnât mind though, you liked the attention, was that narcissistic? Probably a little
âI only have this to wear Pepper, is it a little much?â Pepper turned to you and stepped back âwoah! If I wasnât married to a man and you werenât obsessed with a shy emo 22 year old Iâd do youâ
You were just wearing a pantsuit , something you picked up at a place in the city, maybe it was the plunging neckline that pretty much went down to your navel
âIâm pretty sure Tony wouldnât mindâ you winked and pepper laughed âheâd want to join in but then get overwhelmed and leave, he hates the attention not being fully on him, and with your body Iâd definitely forget about himâ
You stepped closer to pepper kissing her cheek âcareful Mrs Stark 1 might think you were being seriousâ
âHmm who says Iâm not?â She laughed and kissed your cheek too
âSorry Pepper youâre not my typeâ you pulled away going to the mirror and fixing your lipstick and rubbing out some that pepper left on your cheek
âSorry I forgot your type was a young 22 year old shy girl with mommy issuesâ
You gasped spinning around to the woman âwow! You get rejected and this is what happens? Talk about cattyâ
Both women laughed fixing themselves up before leaving for the party, were you hoping to see Wanda again? Absolutely, was a party her thing though? Youâll found out.
âTake me back to the dormsâ Wanda complained to Nat who was definitely listening and not at all staring at Maria playing beer pong and watching the beer overfill her mouth and then drip down her neck and her chest
âWhat?â Nat didnât remove her eyes from the girl and was only half listening âwhy do you wanna go?â
âBecause Nat thereâs people grinding on each other and Iâm boredâ
Nat didnât listen to Wanda instead walking towards Maria kissing her in celebration of winning beer pong
Wanda rolled her eyes heading for the less crowded kitchen hoping to escape the crazy house and try to get a early night, walking into the kitchen Wanda walked right into someoneâs back, god why was this the second time this happened?? When the woman turned around her eyes went wide both in surprise and shock, why were you at a party?
âProfessor Y/n what are you doing here??â Wanda really tried not to look at your outfit, or the way the plunging neckline highlighted some freckles that disappeared towards your breast and Wanda wanted to see where they ended up, wait focus Wanda!
A hand landed on her shoulder and she looked up to see your face once again really close to her own âdid you hear me honey? I said I was here for the party like you, do you need some water? How much have you had to drink?â
Your concern for her made Wanda smile âno Iâm okay Iâm not too drunk just surprised youâre hereâ
âOkay goodâ god she was beautiful, a short black dress, simple but so elegant, though you thought Wanda would look nice in a plastic bag
You smiled back picking up Wandaâs hand and leading her away from the kitchen when a group of people came in âwhere are we going?â Wanda asked but you didnât say anything until you both ended up outside
âAh isnât that better? Outside in some fresh airâ you turned back to Wanda and picking her hand up again you pulled her closer inspecting her face holding it in your hand that made Wanda melt, god your hands were so soft âare you sure youâre not drunk princess?â
âYouâre so hotâ she whispered immediately hoping you didnât hear but you did, oh you definitely did âyou think Iâm hot princess? Is your brain all fuzzy with the alcohol?â
Wanda couldnât move you were holding her firm so she just took the plunge pushing forward to kiss you, you tasted like cherries and Wanda loved cherries!
When Wanda tried tugging your jumpsuit you pulled away and grabbed her hands to stop her âhold on princess, youâre drunkâ
Wanda shrugged ânot that much I told you Iâm fineâ
She tried kissing you again but you dodged her advances, even if you didnât want to âIâm going to take you homeâ
Wanda perked up but you quickly shut her down âno no Iâm not taking you home to sleep with you, no you need to sober up, you can sleep in my bed while I sleep on the couch okay?â
Wanda simply nodded annoyed with you saying no but grateful that sheâd be finally leave the party
She let you take the lead back into the house going towards the front door, you held her close to you with a protective arm around her shoulders, you felt her pull you to the side seeing Nat âI have to tell her Iâm leavingâ she mumbled and you nodded âgo on Iâll wait hereâ
Wanda walked over to a surprised Nat holding in her massive grin as you eyed her up, bless her, trying hard not to laugh or freak out, you could see what the other teachers were talking about when they said Nat was a lot to handle
âHey Nat I-
âYou got the hot teacher! Wanda Iâm so proud! Wear protectionâ Wanda laughed at Nat ânatty come on, protection really?â
Nat shrugged âyeah I know I know but I bet if you tried really really hard you could get her pregnant, anything could happen!â
Wanda playfully slapped Nat âdonât be silly, sheâs taking me home because Iâm not enjoying myself and Iâm a little drunk, but we did kiss, Nat she tastes like cherriesâ
âYou love cherries! Go on Wanda maybe you can convince her to do somethingâ
Wanda glanced back at you and caught your eye, you winked at her and she quickly turned back around blushing, even in the darkness Nat could see the blush âyouâre blushing Wands, she clearly wants you, even if she said no because youâre tipsy, if you flashed her something Iâm sure sheâd forget all about what she saidâ
Wanda sighed âIâll see, but all I know is that Iâm going home with the hot teacher, on her second day! We work quickâ
Nat laughed and turned her around back to you talking in her ear close âokay enough talking to me, you go and get your older woman, make sure you remember to use your tongue to spell out the alphabet, ladies love that, now Iâm gonna go find Maria againâ Nat kissed her cheek and sent her off with a small tap to her ass
Wanda shuffled back to you and you greeted her with a kiss to her cheek âI know you said no to sleeping with me because Iâm not in the right frame of one or whatever but-
âNo buts princess, you can do whatever you want, walk around naked or even touch yourself in front of me Iâm not taking back what I saidâ
Wanda groaned âyou could at least play with me a littleâ
You sighed gripping Wandaâs hand and dragging her out of the house towards your car on the other side of the street, not saying a word until you got Wanda and yourself into the car âProfessor?â
âYou want me to play with you?â
She nodded ây-yeahâ
âAre you sure youâre not drunk?â
She shook her head âno, actually Iâm completely sober now to be honestâ
âHmm okayâ you looked down at her pretty dress and back up at her flushed face âIâm glad youâre wearing a dress princess, how about you hike it up for me?â
Wandaâs eyes went wide staring at you for any wavering or laughter but there wasnât anything as you started the car up and set off for your house
âYouâve got 15 minutes to prove to me how much you want me to play with youâ
Wanda was confused, what did you want her to do? âErm I donât-I donât know what to doâ
You nodded your head keeping your eyes on the road, Wanda was so sweet and innocent âawe has your bravado has all gone? Go on princess, show me how wet you are for me, touch yourself and Iâll decide if youâre on the couch unsatisfied when we get to my placeâ
Wanda flushed hot all over, she pulled up her dress exposing her plain black panties, god she wished she put on something sexier, what would you think?
âTake them offâ you said, you werenât even looking at her just so focused on the road, how were you doing that?
Wanda nodded removing the clothing, the cold air from the car AC hitting you all at once making you shiver âoh godâ she whispered and you smiled hearing her loud and clear âhas it been too long honey? Been so long that even a small blow of cold air sends you over the edge? How funâ
Your enjoyment was quickly cut short when your phone rang and you looked at the screen to see who it was âoh fuck off Steveâ you ignored the call and tried focusing back on Wanda and the road but the phone rang again forcing you to pull over on the side of the road and take the call on speaker âthis better be important Steven Iâm busyâ
âY/n you need to come home right nowâ
âIâm on my way home now idiot. Wait! are you at my house??â
âYes we need to work on us, I know youâve started your new job and you needed space to adjust to that but we need to talkâ
âSorry Steve you need to leave my house before I get there Iâm bringing back company and donât want you to scare her offâ
You offered Wanda a smile motioning for her to pull her dress back down so she was comfortable and blew her a kiss, Wanda didnât mind though, she was more intrigued than aroused now, who was Steve? And why was he demanding things from you?
Wanda broke out of her thoughts when you switched the phone off and slammed it against the floor of your car âProfessor are you okay?â She asked cautiously and you lifted your head up to smile âIâm okay Wanda, just my husband being a dick thatâs allâ
âHusband? Youâre married?? Oh god Iâm a home-wreckerâ she started to panic but you reached over the console to hold her hand rubbing it softly âshh pretty girl no youâre not a home-wrecker, I left him weeks ago but he thinks weâre still together and has apparently found me already, everything will be fine but Iâll need to get rid of him when we get back of courseâ
You reached round the back of your car for a hoodie for Wanda âhere you go, wear this it should be long enoughâ
You gave her a small peck on the lips and Wanda tried but failed to keep your lips on her âI want to Wanda, trust me itâs been so hard to keep my calm around you, Iâve wanted you literally since the moment I saw you but let me deal with Steve first okay?â
âOkay professor Iâll waitâ
âGood girlâ you did kiss her again letting your lips linger a little longer before pulling away and setting the car off for your home again
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Pulling up at your house you saw Steve through the window watching you with his arms crossed and that stupid disappointed look on his face, you turned to Wanda âdarling I know it may be a bit much to ask but can you come in with me? Iâd feel better if you were thereâ
Wanda nodded âof course! I want you to be okay, do I need to do anything?â
âJust stick with me and donât let him insult you or upset you, he will try and do that, thatâs how he gets to youâ
Wanda agreed although slightly nervous too âokay, but Iâll tell you now Iâm completely sober and scaredâ
Youâd both gotten out of the car and you pulled Wanda into a hug âitâll be okay I promise, behave and Iâll treat you so wellâ you winked and Wanda blushed âplease donât say anymore I donât have my underwear onâ
âAwe poor baby, if I continued would you start dripping down your leg?â
â..yeah..â she answered meekly making you laugh âI love honesty, well we better get this over with then, just one more thing thoughâ
You pushed Wanda against the side of the car and kissed her hard forcing her lips apart and your tongue in making her moan and grip your sides, okay she was aroused again
Breathlessly pulling away you licked your lips savouring the taste of her and admiring how messed up she looks âgood girl, god youâre gonna be such a good girl for me arenât you?â
âYes mommyâ Wanda immediately stood up from the car and stumbled over her words but you put a finger to her lips to shh her âmommyâs good girl thenâ you pulled yourself away from her body keeping a hold her hand to keep her with you âIâm dreaming right?â She giggled between small kisses you gave her walking towards the door
âBetter than a dream, but Iâm sorry my love itâs about to become a nightmare, remember to stay with me and donât let him insult you Iâll deal with himâ
âOkayâ
You took in a deep breath before opening the door and walking through with you, you were immediately met with the grating voice of Steve, god how were you with him for 4 years?
âSheâs young enough to be your daughter Y/n are you serious?â
Wanda kept her head down to the floor feeling you squeeze her had 3 times to reassure her
âHow about you mind your own damn business, she isnât any concern of yours tonight,â you tried redirecting the conversation but the man persisted, now looking at Wanda like a disappointed adult would a misbehaved child
âI mean seriously do you have issues? Did Y/n here manipulate you? Did she take advantage of you and make you feel things you probably shouldnât?â
Wanda accidentally looked up and clocked eyes with Steve confirming his suspicions âah she did, did she? Interesting, just wait until she moves on and gets someone even younger-
âOkay enough!â You turned to Wanda shielding her from Steve and whispering in her ear âbaby please go up stairs, second door on the left is my bedroom please go in and make yourself comfortable and Iâll be up in a couple of minutesâ
Wanda nodded sadly but you were having none of it, you kissed her sweetly and led her to the stairs sending her up âI promise, a few minutesâ
âOkayâ Wanda made her way up glancing back at you and you gave her a smile âbe goodâ
Wanda disappeared and you waited for the bedroom door to shut and as soon as it did you turned back to Steve with a scowl on your face âyou better have a fucking good reason for being here and disturbing my eveningâ
Steve was drawn to your outfit and you felt gross, you were together for 4 years and in all that time he never looked at you the way he is now and you wanted him to stop
âWhat are you wearing? You look like a whoreâ
You scoffed â because you know exactly how a white would dress wouldnât you? Whatever I donât care to be childish anymore, how about you just leave so I can be with my girl thereâ
The man rolled his eyes âI canât believe you, you cheat on me multiple times throughout our relationship and youâre fucking students now, thatâs completely inappropriate, what would the higher ups think?â
You rolled your eyes âplease Steve this isnât the 1900s anymore sheâs of age and it wouldnât be inappropriate to be in a relationship if thatâs what we both wanted, you have no power here now get the fuck out of my houseâ
âFine, but Iâll be back, you need time to think and I accept that but myself and your parents think-
âParents?! Youâre still talking to my parents? Thatâs it, get the fuck outâ you pushed him out of the house and locked the door behind you racing upstairs to Wanda who was sat on the bed playing with her nails looking up quick when you entered the room
âEverything okay?â She asked and you sighed âno but Iâll be okay, just men being men, Iâm sorry darling I donât think Iâm up for anything anymoreâ
Wanda stood hugging you, kissing you softly âitâs okay we donât need to do anything, do you want me to go? I can get Nat to pick me upâ
You shook your head kissing her back âyou can stay here, I said you were staying here to sleep and thatâs what weâll do, letâs get you out of this dressâ
You gently pushed Wanda away and spun her around to start undressing her âthis is not how I thought the night would go, you donât deserve this Wandaâ you took the hoodie off and the dress was unzipped, you took the dress placing it in a wash basket in the room âitâs okay Y/n Iâm sorry I pushed you to do something with meâ
Picking up a long sleep shirt for Wanda you put it on her and fixed her hair taking all the hair pins out and pulling her into your bathroom to clean her makeup off âis this your shirt?â Wanda asked admiring the flower patterns on the sleeves of your soft shirt
âYeah itâs my favourite to sleep inâ
âOh what are you sleeping in, Iâm okay with a old shirt or somethingâ you smiled tapping the counter in the bathroom for Wanda to jump onto âdonât you worry princess, its like a conquest you wearing my shirtâ
You enjoyed the blush on Wandaâs face, youâd never tire of seeing that
You smiled âI meant it before, I didnât want to hold back tonight, I came to the party hoping to see you and Iâm glad I did, I just wish I slept with you in a spare room at the party instead of putting you through all thisâ
Wanda giggled âyouâre better than a night in a sorority house, plus Iâm pretty sure Nat would follow and cheer me on from outside the roomâ
âHmm yeah I donât think Iâd like that, plus Iâm a screamer so-
Wanda shook her head ânope please donât start with anything like that or Iâll get aroused againâ
She allowed you a kiss on the cheek before stepping away from you âyouâre so funnyâ
You moved around the bathroom picking up some makeup remover and facial wipes âclose your eyes honeyâ she obeyed and you cleaned her face free from makeup âyouâre so beautifulâ you whispered and Wanda smiled opening her eyes âyouâre beautiful tooâ
You both enjoyed the comfort of each others company in silence while you finished cleaning Wandaâs face and then brought her back into the bedroom.
Am I okay to change in front of you?â You were being polite of course, you did know the answer but to be a lady you needed to ask
âYeah yeah of course I donât mindâ her eyes stayed focused on you as you took off your heels and then tried (not very hard) to take off the pantsuit do you mind helping me honey?â Wanda was over to you like a shot unzipping you and slipping her hands through the suit to pull it down your body, your soft soft body
âAre you having fun there Wanda?â You chuckled turning around in Wandaâs hold where she was looking at your chest âyouâre so obvious princessâ
Wanda wasnât paying attention she didnât even pretend she wasnât paying attention, did you have piercings on your nipples? Jesus what else were you hiding?
You pulled Wandaâs chin up with your fingers forcing her eyes away âshould a professor have piercings? Seems a little unprofessional if you ask meâ
âWe met 24 hours ago pretty much and Iâve made sexual innuendos, kissed you, nearly forced you to touch yourself and youâve just undressed me, none of what weâre doing is unprofessional anymoreâ
You both tried holding in your laughter while you kissed failing after a couple of seconds âwell professor I think itâs time for bed donât you?â
âI think youâre right Miss Maximoff excellent workâ you let Wanda go and fished out a shirt to sleep in âso what side do you normally sleep on?â
Wanda shrugged âto be honest Iâve only ever slept in a single bed so thereâs only one side reallyâ
âOkay well I sleep on the right so you get in on the left and weâll meet in the middleâ
You both climbed into bed and before Wanda could even settle you pulled her against your body wrapping your arms around her waist and burying you face into her neck âperfectâ
âI agreeâ Wanda relaxed, fully relaxed for the first time in a while and it was amazing âwhat happens in the morning?â Wanda whispered and you kissed her neck to reassure her âweâre not doing anything wrong Wanda, if you want to leave in the morning Iâll take you back to the dorms and you can decide what happens on Mondayâ you manoeuvred Wanda around to face you kissing her on the nose âbut if you stay in the morning and eat breakfast with me Iâd be delighted to figure out what all this means for us, all I know is that youâre a great person even though weâve not known each other more than a couple of days I want to get to know you moreâ
Wanda was welling up and trying not to cry but god it was difficult, you noticed though and used your thumbs to wipe away the stray tears âyou are so good with wordsâ
âThatâs good since Iâm also an English teacher when Iâm not doing psychologyâ
You kissed Wandaâs forehead keeping her close in a protective cuddle âsleep tight Wandaâ
âSleep well Professorâ
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"Quiet, you whistle in my brain
like a balloon."
Excerpt From: Erika L. SĂĄnchez. âLessons on Expulsion.â
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ahhhh i donât want lessons in love to end
honestly me neither đ„Čđ„Čđ„Č
but maybe the characters will come back in the occasional one-shot or side story if thatâs what people want. iâm sure reader could still do with learning a few more things from buckyđ«¶đ»
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Considering the song titles from MK6, these recent likes on Instagram from Miles are interesting:
(All from Radio 4, Rylan - How to be in love)


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Jack is disenchanted and disappointed. As exciting as it was to talk to Tiny Can, he'd expected more of the AI Therapist.

Sai went back to sleep again, he's exhaused from crying and reliving his worst memories. And Ji Ho and Jack decided to play a bit. But the only 'game' available is a boring puzzle... Jack: "Oh my, I don't know what's more boring. This puzzle or our therapy... Have they never heard about gamification? Or fun? Or to make it a bit more interesting?" Ji Ho agreed. Though the insight about Vlad and his own locked away feelings was interesting. Maybe he should follow and explore these thoughts a bit deeper.

Suddenly Saiwa was wide awake: "What did you just say, Jack?"
Jack: "Uh - probably something wrong? You finish the puzzle, Ji Ho, I go and run."

Saiwa: "No! That's actually brilliant!
Gamification! The Game!!!
We combine the AI with our game and make it a Therapy Game!" Jack and Ji Ho: "..." (Haha you can see how Jack and Ji Ho's brains are working ^^') Saiwa: "And not just for us - for other creatures too! This would have been so helpful when we'd been so scared and alone! And who knows? This could be a sucess and we'd make money to pay Rubyn and the others back!" We barely get to see Saiwa this excited ^^' But here some of his main interests meet, his love for games and computers - and being there for others and help them.

Vlad went back home to grab Saiwa, Jack and Ji Ho's content they'd already had created for their game over the last months and then they started their epic gathering to develop the:
For the computer game they'd planned, Jack already made the concept art and design, Vlad wrote and Ji Ho composed the music and soundscapes. They are going to feed all this to Tiny Can and see what kind of 'gamification therapy' he'll create. How exciting! (For me it really is! Imagine this: a game that also is a therapy - supported by an AI! How amazing would that be if you could see the things that make you suffer from a distance and you'd find solutions for them by doing insightful AND funny AND interesting quests! You'd gain helpful new habits and get rid of unhealthy ones by playing a game! Where I live it's so hard to find a therapy place. We have to wait up to a year -.- I do have high hopes in AI. You could go by your own pace. And you wouldn't even have to leave the house!)

After a very long gathering, Ji Ho and Jack relaxed in the hot tub. Jack's pain is thanking him. They sat silent for quite a while, lost in their thoughts. Very unusual for Jack, but his brain is running on hyper speed now. He's so excited :3 And Ji Ho was pondering about his locked down feelings. The Bond made it easy for him to love Luci. They had a whole different approach to each other. While his relationship with Vlad was doomed from the beginning (their story in (kind of ^^') short -> here).

The only ocassions where Ji Ho was really comfortable with Vlad was, when they touched and made love. And this is also a benefit of the Bond and Luci because Ji Ho hated being touched in the beginning. After all he'd seen at the House of the rising Sun in the slums of Sulani. But Luci had approached him slowly and tenderly. Ji Ho shared his thoughts with Jack: "Do you think this might be a way to become more comfortable with Vlad and finally be able to love him? And to find my buried down feelings?" Jack: "I think that's brilliant! At least one of us learned something in that therapy. When you charge the Bond later, just try a bit more and we'll see how it goes."

A little later Vlad came down: "Uhm, I'm leaving now. The Bond..."

Ji Ho left the hot tub and went over to Vlad to charge the Bond - and try his new theory... They embraced each other as usual and then Ji Ho tried to kiss Vlad.

But Vlad moved his head aside and whispered: "I want nothing more than you - but not like this." Vlad's breath ghosted over Ji Ho's still wet skin and made him shiver.
Vlad still has his principles - not to forget his foolish pride. No way he's going to have a plain physical relationship with Ji Ho - without love. There is no 'two out of three ain't bad' or 'it's better than nothing' in Vlad's world ^^' Only 'it's all or nothing'. He would do anything for Ji Ho, but he won't - and can't do that. It would break him apart. That does not mean it was easy for him to not give in and leave. Vlad really is the master of self control ö.ö

And then Vlad left. Ji Ho seems a bit piqued after Vlad's rejection ^^'

'I can't stop this feeling Deep inside of me Girl, you just don't realize What you do to me
When you hold me In your arms so tight You let me know Everything's all right
I'm hooked on a feeling I'm high on believing That you're in love with me'
Hooked on a Feeling - Blue Swede from the OST of Guardians of the Galaxy I
Outtakes
He will be mine, oh yes, he will be mine.

Yang Mal: "Can we grill our corncobs now?" đœ Saiwa: "Uhm - sure ö.Ă'"

Ji Ho checking the mail... đŹ Who might have sent that letter when Ji Ho looks like that?

Tyalindo watching the sun set đ

From the Beginning  ~  Underwater Love ~  Latest đčïž 'Therapy Game' from the beginning â¶ïž here đ Previous Chapters: Chapters: 1-6 ~ 7-12 ~ 13-16 ~ 17-22 ~ 23-28
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#learn a person before you love a person#big facts#lesson learned#the more you know#lessons in love#things i tell myself
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#soul and r&b#soul#r&b#rnb#r&b/soul#music#2000s#00s#lloyd#if he knew#lessons in love#lessons in love 2.0
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#healing#discomfort#acceptance#growth#reality#life#lessons#lesson#life lessons#life lesson#lessons in life#lesson in life#real shit#true shit#heal#healing looks like#looks like#heal yourself#heal your inner child#healing process#what does healing look like#healed#pay attention#take notes#lesson learned#lessons in love#lessons to learn#family#friendships#relationships
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I think that many of us are raised in a way that conditions us to think that unconditional love or being connected to someone means that we have to pour all of ourselves into that person, ignore their harmful behaviors in the name of forgiveness because theyâre family, friends, lovers and thatâs what it means to genuinely be a good person and a kind-hearted person because weâre told thatâs what needs to be done to be worth something or be someone who is valuable and worth keeping close to them. Weâre not taught that true unconditional love is being able to love someone and want good things for them and be able to set yourself apart and love yourself unconditionally as well by validating and understanding your needs and what needs to be done when we come across someone we love unconditionally that may not be the best thing for us, who may not be the nicest to us or treat us kindly or give us the treatment that we deserve. Iâve learned this lesson all on my own before, itâs part of finding acceptance and being able to let go of someone or the outcome of having this physical representation of âtogethernessâ with someone that you love. And Iâm revisiting this idea because we learn this lesson over and over again, in different forms, with different people, in different levels of consciousness. Today, Iâm learning this lesson again and revisiting this lesson again to learn it in the aspect of what it means to release control and open up my energy to accept more and release the fear regarding potential outcomes not existing in my life.
Itâs okay to love something and learn to accept that youâre not going to have it anymore. Itâs okay to love something and accept that on its own time, if itâs going to be yours it will make its way to you. It's okay I love something and understand that unconditional tolerance isn't the answer. It's okay to love something and find acceptance in the fact that you love yourself, love your peace, love your happiness, and the broad possibility of having more and receiving more, more.
Itâs okay to accept people for who they are, who theyâll become, and who they used to be.
Itâs okay to accept and appreciate old timelines or moments in time when things were drastically different, when you resonated with something more, when someone treated you differently or better, as long as youâre releasing these things and continuously asking for and expecting better even if it does not come in the form of that person or thing.
#unconditional love#love#lessons in love#relationships#self love#self care#self improvement#self discovery#dream girl#self expression#healingjourney#self healing#manifestation#divine feminine#divine masculine
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#karmic lessons#divine counterpart#divine union#sacred feminine#sacred fire#sacred union#karmic relationships#twinflame#soul connection#initiation#dna activation#relationship#inner alchemy#lessons in love#consciousness#conscious awareness#healing#karmic cycle#heartwork#divine timing#digital diary#divine#divinity#esoteric#magick#divine feminine#mystic#occult#writer#romantic partner
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hi!!!! sorry, sad little american here, when you say 8bst, do you mean a.m or p.m? also, your writing is so incredible and id love to be included in the tag list for lessons in love please! ive been looking forward to your writing, and i enjoy it so much!! <33
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8PM BST is british summer time đ«¶đ»
last night i had the final chapter scheduled for post but after going through some final edits, i just didnât like how it ended (the pressure of ending a series is hugeđ„Č), so i made a few changes and the final chapter will come out tonight at 8PM BST. sorry if thereâs been any confusion in that regard.
iâll add you to the taglist of course, thank you again. iâm so glad you enjoy my writing and i hope you have a fantastic dayâïž
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Forgot to post this one yesterday. It was one of those months where the number of fics and novels I read was pretty low, but the word count of this review is ludicrously high regardless.
I hope you like visual media bro.
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: Severance, The Second String
*: The Boys Season 1, Cobra Kai, Wicked Part 1, hollow hill archives, Speleomorph, Taskmaster NZ + AU
Read all the reviews here.
#reviews#severance#cobra kai#wicked#harry potter#fanfiction#ranma#the boys#speleomorph#taskmaster#the gamer#litrpg#gurps#the scarlet pimpernel#mha#lessons in love#teletubbies#puella magi madoka magica
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You could give up... or you could just get through today. Doesn't matter if it's good or bad. Let each tough day go, and hold gratitude for the good ones.
Healing feels too hard? That's okay. Stay with the pain a little longer then. Whatever it takes. One day at a time. This isn't a race; it's a path you're walking. And some days you'll be too tired to keep going. So sit.
#healing journal#healing journey#healing process#healing trauma#healing is not linear#healing takes time#healing from abuse#prayer for healing#healing wounds#emotional wounds#emotional trauma#trauma recovery#recovery#abuse survivor#my story#personal story#unpacking#emotional abuse#self awareness#heartbreak#online relationships#toxic relationship#unresolved trauma#betrayal trauma#inner work#shadow work#words of encouragement#lessons in love#life lessons#hope
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âItâs not about the one you donât fight with, itâs about the one you fight with but will stay to communicate.â
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Jack: "Vlad! Ji Ho! We are having a date!" Little Goat: 'A date?' Vlad: "A date?" Kumo, the sheep: 'Yes, it's Valentine's Day!' Jack: "Yes, it's Valentine's Day!"

All (except for Jack and Kumo): 'Ohhhh!' And while the Goats look forward to it, because they love romance and root for the Boys, Ji Ho and Vlad seem a bit overwhelmed. (haha exactly like on their last date ^^')

Jack: "Take a seat!" Aouww! Jack set up a waffle stand for them! How sweet <3

Poor Vlad! He hates surprises and is completely unprepared. But that was Jack's plan. If he had told Vlad his plans for today he would have ran off ^^'
Jack: "Have fun you two! I have another date. I can't leave Sai alone today." Vlad: "What?" Ji Ho: "We're fine, Sai needs you. Thank you for setting this up for us."

Vlad: "Jack! You can't leave me alone right now!"

Off he goes... and Vlad asks himself (again) why Jack is his best friend...

Nothing you can know that isn't known (love) Nothing you can see that isn't shown (love) There's nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be, it's easy
All you need is love All you need is love All you need is love, love Love is all you need
The Beatles (link above leads to youtube)
From the Beginning  ~  Underwater Love ~  Latest đș 'Home happy Home' from the beginning â¶ïž here đ Previous Chapters: Chapters: 1-6 ~ 7-12 ~ 13-16 ~ 17-22 ~ 23-28
#home happy home#underwater love#The Crappy Home#lessons in love#valentine's day 2024#sims 4 for rent#be my valentine#jack callahan#vladimir tepesz#woo ji ho#ts4#sims 4 vanilla#show us your sims#tomarang#Spotify#sims#sims 4 story#simlit#valentines day 2024
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Lloyd- Touched By An Angel
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