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spent an hour making a list related to That Fandom, followed by an hour listening to the haunting vibe playlist, followed by an hour reading the fanfic we wrote about my band and crying actual tears bc it's the peak of comedy, followed by an hour thinking about all the things I've ever created that will never be seen by anyone either bc I don't know how to show them to people or bc people just think they're bad but either way I'll never know the true answer, and now it's 10.30pm and I've basically experienced the full spectrum of emotions: autism, existential crisis, silly, and the feeling of being unseen
#the list btw was working out which south park character canonically gets the most bitches. kyle btw#but yeah the 4th hour was typical after experiencing the adrenaline rush laugh attack high of the 3rd hour#(with an air of bittersweet nostalgia for the joys of 2nd year uni)#and the 4th hour was just thoughts of like. do you ever make the best thing you've ever made and then you don't know what to do with it#even if the thing itself isn't objectively Good. but it's still the best thing in comparison to everything else you've made#and for me it's the messily written script for that film i wrote#and the album I'd been recording since 2020 and finally finished at the start of this year#and like. both of them i spent so much time on and both were for my own enjoyment#like the process of making them is fun#but then once they're finished what do you do? do you show other people? or do you just keep it to yourself#keeping it to yourself is the safer option bc you don't know what anyone's opinion of it is#the only thing is that it feels trapped inside i guess? like you've just got it to yourself for no reason#at least put it somewhere. post it online or print/record it in physical form. so you have some way of proving it ever existed#but then if you do post it online there's only four options:#1. no one sees it bc they don't know it's there (neutral)#2. people see it and enjoy it and they tell you (good)#3. people see it and hate it and they tell you (bad)#4. people possibly see it but whether or not they engage with it you'll never know and no one says anything about it (????? worst option)#and you don't wanna be obnoxious about it by reposting it all the time so you just assume either people don't like it or just don't care#and then leave it#and it's not even anyone's fault it's just you have no idea where you stand with anything#and then that leads back to the question of why would you make something in the first place if all you're gonna do is finish it#if the process is enjoyable then just make small versions of it so the finish doesn't feel as wasted#more emphasis on the making experience. which is the fun part#idek what i'm talking about. does anyone get this#i'm not saying no one should ever make big things bc it's pointless or anything#but also what is the point in finishing something massive if it's just gonna be left collecting dust in your mind. and possibly storage#if it always feels like this i'm just gonna never finish anything ever again. and then everything will stay fun forever <3#ramble
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getting real fed up with my peers treating teenagers like shit. how did you forget so fucking quickly what it's like to be them. shame on you.
#this is about people my age getting into internet discourse with teenagers#and calling them stupid and overall belittling them and being a jerk to them#like. literally just block them if they are being a shithead#teenagers are shitheads sometimes#youre not going to change them#they need to grow up on their own#and an adult making fun of them isnt going to help#in fact it is going to hinder the process#if you want to try to help you need to be kind#if theyre not receptive to that and are still being an asshole then it is not worth it#and you need to go do something else with your time#you are a fucking adult
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seb's 2 modes around clora 🥰👿
#now im just imagining clora trying to catch him glaring/making his scary face but every time she looks at him hes like 🥰#BAHAHA i need to draw that now...#this was originally supposed to be them at school but I CRAVE MORE OLDER SEB 🧎♀️🧎♀️🧎♀️#i say despite putting off working on my oneshot which HAS older seb#fun fact 90% of the writing process is THINKING about writing instead of ACTUALLY writing😍#choccy tip of the day☝️#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#clora clemons#choccyart
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Eggs for Killie is over!
I award myself the 150th egg for all of the little bits of art. Thank you so much for inspiring me to make them! It’s been really amazing to see all the hard work and to truly appreciate the wide range of crafts and activities everyone can do. Bobbin lace? Shoemaking? Knife forging? Translating Irish? It’s genuinely incredible.
I also really appreciated the people who were taking a rest, too. Thank you for that as well.
And I SUPER, SUPER appreciate everyone who was going through saying encouraging words, leaving replies/reblogging with comments, or liking all these posts. That was also a huge outpouring of kindness and time. I saw you doing it (and tried to make sure OPs did too) and any credit for people feeling empowered? That’s for YOU.
I know for a fact that people were following each other simply because they spotted one of their people through doing this. Thank you for being here - and being brave enough to find each other! 
If you have a project you were working on specifically for this, and missed the inbox, drop me a message - I don’t want to miss you.
150 eggs x 60g (weight of medium-large chicken egg) is 9000g of eggs.
That’s 16.8% of Killie’s body weight in eggs.
I am planning to write a book about Killie and I think it will be very VERY funny to acknowledge every single username who contributed in the acknowledgements…
…. Because I am planning to throw them back at you.
Now rest up, everyone. April Fools tomorrow, we gotta make the REST of the website unusable.
#eggs for Killie#to be completely honest in the tags: this was also a lot of work and lost a lot of followers! the follower loss rate worked out at a rate#of 1 follower per egg. however a lot of them were randoms who followed and then unfollowed.#I only noticed because I was wondering what the heck was going on.#I am not interested in having followers and I am far more interested in YOU and YOUR WORK#but just to be real about this kind of thing because the other side of creativity and bravery and encouragement and support#and to be quite frank - visibility and attention - is that you WILL annoy people!#and that is also perfectly okay and part of the bravery of the process - putting stuff out there and sharing it knowing that its purpose#is NOT to be Loved By All. It is to CONNECT you with other people who will UNDERSTAND you#not to grovel for clout from people who aren’t really interested. we don’t make things to be liked by bots. we make them to find each other.#so this tag essay is here to explain the other side of the courage and determination of egginess really. this is why I do stuff on tumblr.#this is why I enjoyed this so much. this is the political manifesto behind EVERYTHING I make and do really.#this is not for everyone. it would be worse if it was. but if it’s for you? come take a seat.#-#and also to be fair this definitely probably made your dash unusable#and I’m sorry.#and my own sibling wanted to snooze me. you are in excellent company (my sibling.)#but yeah. thank you. this was fun.#be kind to yourselves and each other!
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★ 082 // “YIPPEE!”
#jjba#jojo's bizzare adventure#steel ball run#sbr#johnny joestar#tools used:#clip studio paint#OBS#This is what the inside of my brain looks like at any given moment#got that johnny autism swag#I'm in the process of making fun emotes and stickers for the Discord server I mentioned in the last update!#This animated verison will be a sticker and I'll have a static one as an emote for good measure.#I just uploaded them to test it out and they're wonderful. I am excited for people to use them soon hehe!!#offerings
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process for that oc art i posted yesterday!!
#its very fun to click on the first one and then next-arrow thru them (keeps doing that)#process#wip#should i have used a reference? yes. but i had a really solid idea in my brain and pinterest did not have anything that was close to it#please use references im a terrible art role model dont be like me just do things properly#my best art advice is 1. have fun and be yourself and 2. make sure yourself is not me bc i do things incorrectly
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I have a lot of leftover drawings in my gallery. [Blank Scripts AU]


[Content Warning: Images below contain Gore, Death, and Disturbing/Uncomfortable Imagery]
I find it a bit cute knowing they start out as crazy and then slowly settle into something calmer and relatively healthier after learning to adapt to each other's lust-turned-love. [Stanley did it first but hey :3]
#tsp blank scripts au#they love each other [genuinely] theyd rather die if theyre to go without each other by this point#hhmmm I hope the last few images arent too damning#These two go through a lot during the progression of their relationship#and I wanted to showcase that yknow?#theyre demented but theyre just perfect for each other kind of way#lovingly tearing each other apart and rebuilding each other to do it over and over again#repeating this dull process of endings over and over and finding ways to keep themselves entertained#this place was never even meant to be fun#but now that theyve gotten entangled with each other#they cant help but want to play around#even if its just for a little bit?#work can continue later right?#they love each other a little bit too much they actually need to be put in a separate cage#like a spider and a praying mantis#is it painful? yes. is it fun? also yes. do they like doing it only to each other and nobody else? YES.#their psych is genuinely so fun to explore and dissect#I had a lot of fun making these despite how deranged they look#something about them.... it drives both to do things they would never even consider doing to anybody else... but towards each other#you know what i mean? or am i just yapping nonsense again.#horror#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp#tspud#tsp au#tsp narrator#narrator tsp#stanley tsp#tsp stanley
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Oh, help me God, this hellboy got me coming back for more
reblogs super appreciated !!! close-ups under the cut !
#south park#south park fanart#stan marsh#shroomer's art !#shroomer's archives: south park#shroomer's finished art !#artists on tumblr#my ramblings + thought process starts here (warning. its a lot) vvvvvvvvvvvvvv#"heyyyyy shadowww. its mee. da devil.#the amount of eyestrain i went through while rendering this#gradient maps!!! are so fun!!! (they are not i hate them so much)#lots to improve on still. but that's for next time!#the process of making this was so arduous.... but i learned a lot i feel#(and also if i had spent any more time working on this i would have actually lost it)#BUT YIPPEEEEE HAPPY BIRTHDAY STAN MARSH THE LOSER BOY I CANT BELIEVE I FINISHED THIS ON TIME#2 days in advance too by the time the queue uploads it#anyways.... stupid loser boy stan marsh..... i found out his birthday was coming up soon#and i had this idea sitting in my head for like.... 2 weeks i think#popped up when i was listening to lexie liu's album the happy star and the song diablo came up#and i thought wait.... doesnt stan get possessed by satan at some point#and so here we are!!#I ACTUALLY RECENTLY WATCHED THE EPISODE TOO AND THE THEME OF THE SONG FIT THE THEME OF THE EPISODE CRAZY WELL AS WELL#sometimes my genius is almost frightening#anyways this emotionally sensitive animal lover boy has really grown on me over the course of the series <3#i still havent.... finished cartman's sheet.....#the self designated deadline i gave myself of 2 weeks is coming up soon and erm. guh.#dies#this took so much effort and brainpower that needed to be allocated to my assignments.......#but its ok!!! im gonna sell this as a print!!! so its kind of!! productive!!#guh i hope this one performs well sob theres this nagging feeling i have that its not gonna do well at all
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happy "our marriage is never gonna recover from this" day
#this is why you share your plan with 1 (one) other person; kids. otherwise you end up embarrassing yourself in front of the people#you were trying to impress (and the man youve fallen head over heels for)#nyxtalks#ofmd#our flag means death#izzy hands#israel hands#ed teach#edward teach#blackbeard#september 1st#s01e04#Discomfort in a Married State#gif#i didnt get the colour grading quite how i wanted it but i had fun tweaking them! its all learning; baybeee#im having fun! hopefully new laptop will have the power to let me control more things. maybe#(or maybe thats just skill issues ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)#yall gotta be nice to me ok im still figuring things out#also like. as i said earlier. i knowwww this scenes been giffed to shit. but also not so many with the leap year note! so.#i learnt that 1717 was NOT a leap year in the process of making this. djenks i feel betrayed & lied to#did YOU remember we had a february 29th this year? because i sure didnt. i squandered her
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can you draw a singetail ✨️
stole your boy . and your dragon .
#really drawing for an ask paralyzed me#i started it more than a month ago. but in the middle of the process i though oooo but what. what if i dont draw bo pretty enough#yk what. i love him so soo much even if hes not turning out pretty enough yet#mb hed also love a dramillion just saying..#httyd#httyd oc#how to train your dragon#singetail#ivan shitson the killer of grass !!!#ivan shitson the wearer of pants !!!#no fr if there was a singetail in the team it would add so much tension ahhh <3<3<3#everyone expects him to know how to do it <3<3<3 and he just Doesnt /hc <3<3<3#bro is hit with every of their 4 wings 64 times during each flight </3#with singetails being very untrainable i suspect they are really social so mb his one is a bit of an outcast in their flock and thats why#thats why he could actually get along with a human well <3#bo is genuinely likkkee he gives off the vibes of a friend who makes sure everyone is having fun at parties. like he sees someone is feelin#unwelcome and unheard and he just switches to them and talks to them through the entire time listens to them and all#just vibes this is purely headcanon#sighh i love singetails' noises <3 theyre just babies ahhhh#and their eyes are small i just find it so cute when they close their eye and its just this little small line idk theyre adorable !!#ah again about the outcast singetail headcanon i just wanted to add that it might put them in more danger too AND OHMYGOD it might fix that#that 'astrid decided to bring garf to the singetail island for no reason at all' thing not sure if youve seen that one or not yet#mannn i just need bo in the gang </3 </3 also. i. i fw dagur x bo LOWKEY WHO SAID THAT#anyway um. yeah#THE POST LIVED !!!!!!!!!!!
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sharing with the class. some are scrapped WIPs, some i'll EVENTUALLY get around to. these range anywhere from last night to 2 years ago
#that top left is absolutely a scrap tho. gestures at the tags on my last post. one of like SIX attempts i am SERIOUS. it wasnt WORKIGN#bottom one is a TON of work so idk if/when i'd get around to it. it was a book 7 seven piece so now that i'm calmer it's hard to get energy#bottom right is 2 yrs old but i STILL want to draw it but i STILL don't think i ever will. sighs longingly. curse me#the rest are still up for grabs. we shall seeeee im tossing two of them in my hands for what i tackle next#one so sweet one so evil which hand will i play#but yea i like sharing wips with everyone i think its fun!!! i get joy out of sharing my process#id give u all my photoshop files if i could. i love the act of creation i love seeing how someone works and makes their decisions#its aughhhhh its spellbinding#not putting main tags on this its just for the boyz (anyone already here) <3 love u guys. i will be SLAMMED at work next week so enjoy this
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You're the sunflower/I think your love would be too much
#WOO FINALLY DONE#considered doing a second part with hanahaki riku buuuut. i got a car journey in an hour or so and im impatient#so doing it later means not at all#but anyway!!! had fun w him#still tryna figure out how to draw sora ill prob redraw this when i figure it out#rearranged the heart station more toward the redesigned one but then didnt rlly follow thru cus i wanted both riku and kairi on it LMAO#also i think i drew them too small for this to come across but my thought process was “sora with lots of freckles = sunflower center bit”#and obvi the station of awakening as well#was gonna be kh2 sora but hnnng his design is. so much#ambitious#i think “your love would be too much” works for every version of soriku though so its okay#soriku#kingdom hearts#soriku endgame actually#kh sora#kingdom hearts sora#sora kingdom hearts#riku kingdom hearts#bev draws#beverly says stuff#this happened cus 2 nights ago i satr up in bed and said THIS SONG IS SO SORIKU CODED#and then i wanted to make the sunflowers behind him look like stained glass#but i didnt know how & figured putting a station there would give a similar effect#regardless! sora looks kinda goofy in the face but im p happy w this !#using references are for cowards (NOT ACTUALLY. USE REFERENCES DO NOT FOLLOW MY EXAMPLE)#kh#kh1#kh1 sora#kh1 riku#also tried out some different brushes for colouring this and i like them :3
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Just wanted to say I really like how you write Splinter. It feels very authentic as someone with a home life like that so I find your fics vry cathartic :)
thank you! ;~; i have very complicated feelings on splinter because i admit that the "good/bad parent splinter" tags kind of annoy me sometimes just a little... because i think splinter is a parent they all love and cherish and adore and they end up with good relationships with him from what's shown, but we also must not undermine it. splinter was a neglectful parent, and neglect is abuse, and that is extremely noticeable in the way that they all act. but it also wasn't his fault for being mentally ill and... i suppose the whole transformation feels like a metaphor for physical disability? ive always seen it as something kind of like chronic illness.
splinter's a victim of circumstance and he is not fully responsible for the position he put them in. the sad reality is that the closest equivalent is living a life in poverty, and the kind of situations raph and donnie were put in can happen to kids even with attentive, considerate and healthy parents. but this doesn't mean poor, or disabled, or mentally ill people shouldn't be having children. that is a eugenicist narrative that would also predominantly be applied to and enforced on people of color. the problem lies in the lack of resources and capitalism as a whole. i feel like making him unambiguously abusive because he's malicious and hates his kids can be kind of a cop-out, although it depends on the story you want to tell.
i do think accountability is something i want to hit splinter with and the show does try to do it to at least some extent-- but also it's a comedy first and foremost. some of splinter's neglect is played up for goofs and gaffes so i feel like taking gags to show that he's secretly an abuser (whatever the hell the end of lair games was, or him whacking them with his tail, for example) is kind of disingenuous lmao. rise plays up very real problems for the sake of comedic effect, and i like that there's some underlying things to pick at in-between the lines that makes the characters feel so alive. i feel like it's what fanfic's for.
but also i understand why people DONT like splinter. there are some parts of his characterization, especially his design, that are very racist. i just hate when people make his depiction even more racist when they make him evil. i also dont like the fatphobia in the show idk. the biggest reason i havent drawn him is because i would want to redesign him, but i cant really fix the weird racist undertones without making him anything but a rat i fear.
#ask#its always morally correct to hate your shitty dad tho btw. to anyone reading this#i understand splinter is not young palatable and cute like the turtles are so a lot of people dont care enough but i do... I DOOOO.#ive seen some stories about splinter being shittier than i write him that actually approach it with a lot of nuance#i support going down dark paths for characters if youre gonna really take them into consideration first#i have a parent a lot like splinter that failed me really badly but they're also like. my mommyyyyy my mommmmmmyyyyyyyy#i have mommy issues. but i also have a very good relationship with them now. they're so kind and supportive#it was just a learning process. and they're very disabled and mentally ill. i understand why they were the way that they were#i went on about demonization but i also find it kind of sad when people make him unambiguously good too#less fun to be had. although i understand not addressing it when there's a completely different story to be told#the influence of splinter's neglect hangs so heavy over them all that it appears in literally everything i write#especially because i write a lot of . donnie. lawl. you have to talk about splinter to get to the root of donnie's issues#raph's too
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Painted a battle between Maximilian Thermidor and Wynne D Fanchon because this mission is first and foremost a conflict between their opposing ideologies so it made sense to. Also, I may have spent all of my time fighting for dear life against Shinkai so this is how it went every time.
Arteria Cranium itself is so significant that I wanted to paint it as prominent and powerful as it felt upon first seeing it - it was like stepping into a holy place. Along with the buildup to its importance and the stark contrast of this mission's track compared to everything before it it has an atmosphere that is so unique and impactful I won't ever forget it. From's really good with letting areas and moments speak for themselves.
Also wanted to share this attempt at getting reference pictures because I thought it was funny. I caught the moment when Thermidor shot me - kinda rude considering he was supposed to be busy with Wynne, but what would you expect from him honestly (I got Shinkai stuck somewhere so he wouldn't bother me).

#armored core for answer#acfa#ac4a#armored core#cw eyestrain#i like me a bunch of blue i do. but is it perhaps too much blue? and post processing?#i couldve maybe added a warble effect of a dodge to one of them but that may be beyond my abilities#i find it tough to make unsung look more dynamic and realised too late how the legs move so it sorta looks static#it was so fun to figure his ac out because the more you look at it the more apparent it becomes that thermidor is so extra#also conjured up the image of him sleeping in a car bed for no reason in particular...#just the more you think about him the more ridiculous you realise he is#need me more of this type of guy in from i think#love everything about wynne too. her lines are so poignant and i still think about all of her ending lines#shes a great opposite to thermidor where shes straight forward to his highly constructed facade#think more stuff with these two bouncing off each other would be great#'tis mine
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Hi I live
Have a Lysandre redraw from an au literally only two people know about (basically torturing ocs by putting them in the pokemon world)
#I don’t have like any art rn to post#cause fun fact#I have been so so busy#but I know ya freaks /pos like pokevillains#so here’s one#I wanna redraw a Cyrus piece but I’m working on a for funsie piece based off a Dear Hunter song#cause have I mentioned I was stupid busy this year and haven’t been able to draw outside BFA stuff#also I live in California so iykyk 🤪#been protesting my ass off and have just been trying to be a good community member#so if I still go in and out that’s why#(also I’m just trying to enjoy real life the best I can)#anyway tag update done#who let this man have barista skills#(me)#what if what if pokemon berries could be used on humans#if u process them the right way#and make poison#WHAT WHO SAID THAT#he didn’t actually kill anyone here#they should’ve let Lysandre get beat up more and basically this au was just to let me do that#KICK HIM#rainbowpufflez art tag#lysandre pokemon#team flare lysandre
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(有点晚的) 新年快乐!
happy (a little belated) lunar new year!! sorry i haven't been answering asks, been a busy week - i'll try to get to that tomorrow ^^
#it was originally just diavolo and ik but i added mephistopheles bc it felt kinda empty#and also because we were making fun of him on discord the other night and i felt bad#art#obey me#jtta ik#obey me diavolo#obey me mephistopheles#oh yeah the Stupid Trio + belphie in the back were last-minute addition but i'm so glad i decided to#by Stupid Trio i mean they're the ones who cause problems#mammon and levi do it by accident and asmo does it knowingly but without processing the consequences#this is what sets them apart from belphie and satan who also cause problems#but usually on purpose and with significant planning (satan) or being fully aware of the aftermath and not caring (belphie)#speaking of i guess i'll tag them as well#obey me mammon#obey me leviathan#obey me asmodeus#obey me belphegor#btw beel also causes problems by accident but like not in a blatantly Stupid way#and lucifer is usually the Problem Sufferer#but will on occasion cause problems for fun
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