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suhnshinehaos · 2 years ago

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opened tumblr for the first time in a few days and ???

our little community is at 5k? oh my gosh… this is genuinely so insane and i can’t grasp that all of you are here. that’s so crazy- i am so touched that you would want to follow me and indulge my silly little brainrots for our fave kpop dorks…

thank you for making this such a wonderful space to write and interact with you. this blog has been a great source of comfort for me and i’m glad that i will always have a corner of the internet to go to when i need a little pick-me-up. i can only hope that my works do the same for you.

you are all so dear to me. thank you for always being so kind and understanding. thank you for reading and for being here.

#apologies for the sappy post but AAAAA #5K WHAAAAT #insane week for me rn #like trying to get out of a fever #but also 5k here and it’s also my birthday week ????#really can’t grasp how insane but also cool this is #Grateful for you all <3

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quirinah · 8 months ago

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tomesaburou gekkans

#calarts got to me sorry king I failed u with the amount of content here 😭😭#nintama #quirinahdraws #digital #忍たま乱太郎 #nintama rantarou #rkrn #so many ideas…so little time… stupid stupid stupid 😭#I PAINTED 😁😁😁😁😁 lowkey I had like a crazy fever by the end of the month and I couldn’t draw AT ALL #so when I did the first pass of colors for my last day one it turned out super rank and I had to revisit it bc my neuroses got to me #it’s tomesaburou pulling isaku out of the grave like it’s a pitfall!#once I get more time management skills we are SOOO back.#every month is tomesaburou month if you just try really hard though honestly #kema tomesaburou #nanamatsu koheita #tenki #doi hansuke #by technicality.#zenpouji isaku

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yingren · 3 months ago

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stuck in the perpetual state of not allowing myself to send ask memes to people while i have other things to write because i usually like to reply to whatever is written for me so adding things to my drafts will make people wait eons for one reply and also feeling bad for not sending any in since people sent them to me and

#ooc.#do you see where this is going #i woke up feeling like shit today btw cuz i accidentally slept with the window open #i have a fever and i am at war with my work pc because i need it set up for tomorrow #im going to try to write a little but i keep wandering back and forth from bed #also i keep thinking about lestat my beautiful vampire malewife #if you dont know who he is let me enlighten you #i have so much to say about him but all that comes out of my mouth is: i need to put him in a blender #you think you've hit rock bottom and bam here's a blond guy you kinda wanna fuck #tmi? i hope so #this is my blog i get to be unhinged in the tags #you shouldve seen me last night i was losing all my marbles over the dr ratio worm theory

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queenofbaws · 2 months ago

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low-grade fever

can't stop thinking about the hackett brothers raising caleb and kaylee because they know damn fucking well what happens when you let jed and constance do it

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#queenie rambles about supermassive #the hacketts #look. the fever mention is there for a reason. im not in my right mind. BUT!!!!!#obvs i. get very mentally unwell about this in like wringing blood from a stone. but just. in general.#i think its super easy to imagine theyd be awful fuckin caretakers because *gestures* look at them but LIKE #iDK MAN the way chris talks about them. the way bobby calls kaylee girlie with so much affection. the way travis talks about caleb.#the idea of bobby throwing the kids around in the backyard because he's strong enough to really chuck em #travis letting them get away with everything because he got away with NOTHING #chris just tryinG TO BE A GOOD DAD IN THE SHADOW OF HIS OWN PARENTS' JUDGMENT!!!!!!!!!#like of course all of them turned out Like That but IDK! IDK!!!! the hackett bros loving those kids means so much to me idk #im taking more advil and turning the lights off now bye #once ive totally reread this fic and remember all my continuity it is over for yall - im gonna be so unwell about this story lmao

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mizuribbons · 1 year ago

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get a non project sekai fan who doesn't know japanese to guess what the fuck is happening here (they cannot)

#this without context feels like a fucking fever dream or something #like it just looks like tsukasa thinks about his childhood，gets set on fire for some reason and then gets turned into a chicken by nene and #-rui as emu watches in amazement #as i said.#it feels like a fever dream #it's just insane. i had to look for the translation on sekaipedia to understand.#i spent way too long trying to translate the katakana and all i got out of it was discovering it mentions the phoenix stage and the happy-#-phoenix，seeing some onomatopoeias (メラメラ (meramera，apparently a burning onomatopoeia)，プルプル (purupuru，a trembling/shaking onomatopoeia)-#-and バタバタ (batabata，which can mean different things (like running，commotion，flailing， etc)，seeing the words ''audition'' and ''hard''， and-#-questions as to why exactly 鶏 (niwatori，which means chicken) is written in katakana (as ニワトリ)#translating left me with more questions than answers i think #i don't even KNOW japanese i had to look this up #project sekai #prsk #pjsk #proseka #puroseka #prosekai #proseca #purosekai #pjsekai #pj sekai #tsukasa tenma #tenma tsukasa #emu otori #otori emu #nene kusanagi #kusanagi nene #rui kamishiro #kamishiro rui

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r-u-b-y-18 · 8 months ago

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My biggest fear currently is that the Brendon Urie hate will come back ten-fold and then cause the panic! set at wwwy to be cancelled

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nobodybetterlookatme · 9 months ago

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Update 2: the germaphobia didn't win bc he sneezed so hard he cried kinda and I can't not hug the people I like when there's tears so that's where we're at now lmao I'm literally so fucked but at least I'm not doing anything the next week 😭 checked him over since caution has been thrown to the wind, dude for sure has the flu but I'm hoping I can dodge it bc I got vaccinated so fingers crossed there. Ran out of tissues, so he's resorted to napkins and his jacket which isn't nearly as hot irl as it is in fic, but this is what it's come to 😔 also he's gone through three more masks and I'm lowkey scared he's gonna run out of those too 😭😭

#kinda snz again #how am i supposed to tag this actually #obs? is that what people call it??#idk #anyway #I'm not actually that worried about runn out of masks bc we have so fucking many and also i bring my own #i am worried about him getting me sick tho but it seems unavoidable at this point 😔#i feel so bad for him but I'm still disgusted ngl #dude has a hell of a fever like you hate to see it #had to go sit in the back where we put the patients so he could lay down for a bit and try to nap #bro literally sounds worse and worse as the hours go by it's fucking horrific #i fr feel like a mom rn patting this dude's back and getting him shit smh #like I'm the mom friend always so it tracks but doing vaguely medical things @ someone who has a higher scope than me is wild lmao #also for the record my partner isn't antivax he just planned on getting them closer to the end of the month #that's not working out so well for him now but it's not like he wasn't gonna get them at all so there's that at least lmao #partner posting

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carnage-cathedral · 9 months ago

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I'm not freaking out I'm not freaking out I'm not freaking out

#guys can you please reassure me that fever is not always a sign of anything serious #it was responding to Tylenol earlier today but now it's not #do I give him more? I'm scared #he's getting chills and he's at like 100°F at this point #I don't want it to go up any more I don't have any way to get him to a doctor fast #how worried do I need to be I don't even know how he got sick in the first place #I'm trying not to freak out so I don't scare him but I'm so fucking scared I'm not equipped to handle this #I don't know how to help or if I should be doing something differently #I can't lose him I don't know what to do #please tell me it's just gonna be okay

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itspileofgoodthings · 1 year ago

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also I had a breakthrough today that I had in fact overthought a Specific Problem to Death and that I had created a monster in my own mind and that’s why it felt like I was being eaten alive every time I tried to solve it.

#not to put too fine a point on it but that’s what happened with the whole is Maria going to become a nun question tbh #and I needed a counselor to say to me objectively and yet also crucially without any knowledge of me or my past:#you have overthought this and now you’re terrified of it #anyway it’s so obvious but it came home to me today. slowly.#like it was just like. Oh. You did it again #you’re terrified of this because you have thought of every possibility and every outcome and every twist and turn and shadow—-#until it has become a bloated demon in your mind that is totally separated from reality #while made up of real facts and details! and tbh I know it’s a common problem #but the anxiety chokehold I can put myself in is something that is so impressive and so disturbing #I can render myself absolutely helpless through the meanderings of my own thoughts #and what makes it worse—immeasurably worse—is that I get OUT of problems through careful thought and analysis #I’m programmed that way #so I can’t escape it by the usual means. I have to back away from the monster and see it and NAME it and then it can die away.#and only THEN can I apply my usual ways of going about things. I don’t know it just all clicked today #these past few days have just been bringing it all to a fever pitch for me #anyway I guess it’s also important to me that I still be allowed to be analytical about it!!! I have to use my brain!!!!!!!#in my desperation I have tried to shut it off to feel only with my heart. To try to catch the whisper of God’s voice in the wind #but tbh I am meant to use the gifts I have! But only in the right context #and that’s only after the demon has been killed or more accurately —deflated #my counselor has been so good about this tbh. she’s so matter of fact and blunt and salt of the earth and also she sees how my mind works #and wants me to be able to use it!!#so I’m just going to tell her that I did the bad thing with this other problem and can she help me find a way forward #ANYWAY THE MONSTERS TURNED OUT TO BE JUST TREES

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catboynutsack · 3 months ago

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I love being a pathetic little Tumblr meow meow irl. I've had multiple people get kicked out of friend groups I'm in over and over bc they showed their true colours--aka they couldn't resist bullying someone so pathetic when coming across them and when everyone realizes that they weren't as progressive as they thought they're immediately excommunicated from the friend group.

#its 2 am and i cant sleep and i have a fever so im poasting #its always queer discoursers who go feral on sight for some reason #i get that my identity is like. THE queer discoursers worst nightmare. but its happened THREE TIMES #i have a PROTOCOL AT THIS POINT #literally just step back and dont respond and let them cannibalize on themselves as they try to either double down or make excuses.#they just tell on themselves worse and then leave after throwing a fit bc they couldnt lie about being progressive anymore #for those curious. the labels i personally like and share with others are polyamorous. asexual. he/they/it boydyke. femme transmasc.#basically if tumblr has had a hate campaign against a queer group im more than likely part of it. and ppl see this and assume im weak.#except im not! i would be dead if i werent resilient bestie! im like the problematic coquette cockroach in your walls!#and you cant exterminate me bitch! bigger people in my life have tried and failed! my own mother almost took me out more than once!#you think some mean words against my identity will make a genuine dent in my psyche?? for more than maybe two minutes??#sure yall can genuinely trigger my cptsd snd make me cry and panic. but so can my upstairs neighbors toddler when she jumps too loud.#so can the toddler that loves upstairs when she jumps too hard when playing. are yall really gonna stoop to a toddlers level?#to insult someone you dont even care about their existence besides that you disagree with their identity?#im terminally online and even i think this type of person needs a hobby at this point. and thats sad #its not a bother outside of the general turbulence it sometimes brings but the fsct that its happened 3 times makes me think its not over 💀#like once is chance. twice is a coincidence. thrice? in three separate groups ???? yeah nah this is a concerning pattern at this point lol #fool me once shame on you. fool me twice shame on me. fool me three times? why are you lying to me so much 🥺

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mad-hunts · 1 year ago

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thinking about barton doing baby talk to his kids, even though he was eighteen when marcy gave birth to both matilda + louis and thus was a COMPLETELY different person, is honestly both super surreal to me and also surprisingly... sort of makes sense. because barton can NOT bring himself to be mean around babies; i mean at all, and this man loved his kids so much, which 😭 well — let me just say that his behavior has greatly changed since then, to say the least. though barton still believes he loves them in his 'own way'

#OF MONSTERS AND MEN: musings.#ahhh yeah... i just. idk what this mood is that i'm in right now but i just pictured barton being one of those dads that their toddler-#kids seem to ADORE but like 😭 obviously he is no longer the same person because man's used to be able to comfort them relatively-#well and actually made more of an effort at emotionally supporting them. though i guess part of the reasoning for this could be that-#barton was trying to hold back his quote unquote 'blood-thirst' at this point and be like everyone else buttt now he doesn't care about-#fitting in with the rest of the population much at all. because his main job is literally to serve criminals (albeit medically) and he's a #freaking ORGAN tr*fficker for crying out loud. but the strange thing is is that this trait of his where he just can't be mean to babies-#has carried on throughout all these years with him + whenever barton's around one he mayyy or may not sometimes get baby fever 💀#so yeah. that's fun LOL but idk it just makes me a little sad thinking about how good barton used to be with them whenever they were small #and now with his mental health pretty much being on a steady decline + him seemingly turning more and more monstrous by-#the years it's always a gamble with the mathis kids as to whether they'll get to see a glimpse of this again or if they'll just get more of #the same father who provides for his kids physical needs such as food and shelter but not so much emotional needs + can be manipulative-#as HELL sometimes too #tw: mental illness.#tw: manipulation.#tw: mentions of organ trafficking.#tw: emotional neglect.

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trebeksfault · 6 months ago

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literally me if i see one more take abt is laine rly sick? yes bitch i have the flu rn and it is NOT a playable flu holy shit. i got my flu shot and yet here i am, suffering

#eds posting #mol.txt #it's brutal out here!!!#i keep coughing so hard i throw up #there's no good temp #and i don't even have a fever!#i keep having to sit in the shower to try and let the steam save me #currently trying to not die from back pain #plus all my dysautonomia stuff gets worse when i'm sick so like. sure cool awesome #god okay thats all i can do rn im dying

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salsa-ishida · 6 months ago

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you're back!! it's been so long!! I missed you <3 <3

ahhhh I missed you too!! Life has been insistent on grinding me to a paste but we perservere

#life has been so so so hard <3 #i've never fully recovered from long covid so an average workday was leaving me absolutely drained #and on top of that i had an incident where i was trying to look into a prior auth for a patient #the kid was trans and cried on the phone because he was afraid his insurance wouldn't cover his testosterone now that trump had won #his doctor was at her wit's end because she had been assured on three separate occasions that the authorization was all set #so since it was literally a dead day at work anyway i spent about half an hour playing phone tag with the insurance #trying to find out what their mcfucking issue was #only to eventually be told they wouldn't speak to a representative from the pharmacy about it and that the prescriber had to make the call #so i did let the prescriber know and found a goodrx coupon that made the price like $20 #patient was thrilled and very grateful for the effort #(this was like. the day before christmas and his last chance to get his medicine before he had to travel.)#pharmacist however immediately jumped my shit when i hung up for ''wasting time''#despite the fact that there was??? literally no other work to do???#we had three other techs on and i was keeping up with the data entry as things came in while i was on the phone.#tried to defuse the situation by apologizing but she was literally top-of-her-lungs screaming at me #in front of my coworkers and the like 2 customers nearby. so loud that one person could hear her clearly from the bathroom #had worked with this woman for 5+ years and she was the reason i went to this particular pharmacy in the first place #left and texted my boss what happened and told her that this gets fixed or i'm out. had a meeting with the store manager and everything #told them i would have a conversation with her to see if we could move past this. and she refused to speak to me #so i quit and my bestie quit in solidarity and we have been job hunting except that we both also got sick as FUCK the next day #like vomiting shaking massive headache unable to function sick #his fever was like 104.7 at one point? it was ungood #i'm finally about 85% better and back on the job hunt but like. yeah #thought i had something lined up that would free me from the shackles of customer service but unfortunately the guy changed his mind #and the one pharmacy interview i had they wanted to pay me $10/hr 💀 homie that's a $9/hr pay decrease #so yeah life is a prison etc etc BUT not having a full time job anymore DOES mean #that i have the time and energy to tungl again without all the chronic exhaustion #silver linings!!!

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xviruserrorx · 7 months ago

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I really hate having to depend on people to get very very important things done

#oh the joys of being disabled and not being able to do thing or having to constantly get help with things #literally have been asking my landlord MONTHS gor paperwork i need from him #and ive been trying to get other paperwork and documents from people that i otherwise should have had #but i was in the hospital and very sick so i dont have these documents and so now im trying to get them but #its just so annoying and im suffering because its affecting my health and people just dont care and im so frustrated #and i also still am not able to drive and i dont have money to get the bus or anything and Aahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #and im still trying to get like my frivken birth certificate from my mother because she had all this stuff because i was sick #and again in the hospital and when i finally got out and tried to get a grip on all my legal medical stuff #i find out that she just let it all go to waste and she literally told me that she was just waiting for me to get out #so that i can handle it myself when jsncjsncjsjcnccn #THATS WHAT SHE LITERALLY WAS THERE FOR SHE HAD ALL MEDICAL RIGHTS BY ME AND SHE DIDN'T DO IT #and gosh... i just really hope i still qualify for disability because i cant work ive tried to do it and #i literally worked a 9-5 day and the next three days after that i was running a fever and throwing up #i thought it was a one time thing so i tried again and the same thing happened #and i keep fricken trying and it keeps happening and its frustrating my body wont tolerate working #and im stressed because the person coming into presidency doesn't like disabled people and i feel like im just not gonna qualify #i just hope i qualify for the insurance part at least thats what i really really need because yeah just yeah

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nembzz · 7 months ago

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#my friend who was supposed to come to my place and hang out and have a “sleepover” for my 25th birthday just canceled #(she is sick and has a fever so i get it)#but now I don't have any plans for my 25th birthday and it kind of an important one 😬#so now i am just feeling even worse about it 😔#i only have a couple of friends in this city #so not a lot of people i can ask to do something 😅#the friend who was supposed to come lives like an hour and a half car ride away #fun fact this is a second Saturday evening in a row where i am trying hard not to cry 😅

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mekatrio · 9 months ago

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actually reading the text of their 'first' meeting this time instead of speedrunning it and aughhhhHh i cant wait to learn the deal between these two like seriously omg what happened to them WHATS GOING ONNN

#WHY DID U GROW APART IF U WERE SO CLOSE WHAT HAPPENEDDD #also the fuckcingg um whats it akane keeps getting random fucking fevers like omg whats w that #cuz seven had one before too and when he did he remembered something Also akane freaked the fuck out at snakes body likeee whats happening.#gonna try finish the game either tomorrow or by tuesday... eeheee #999 lb

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