#like with vocals and all

[sairitaikutsu]

gonna go on a little schizo rant on main here we go

so i only REALLY thought about it just earlier while streaming, the content that does well online are mostly either minecraft twitch clips i edited for yt shorts, or remixes of songs, most especially from my FNF phase.

it got me thinking, i want to be known for my music, both remixes and originals, with gaming on the side, not the other way around. this semester break has become a productive week for me (even though i was sick during the weekend), and it gave me a chance to start streaming again and working on music more. this in turn probably lessened the drive to write??? idk, that's not what this is about.

i'm suddenly contemplating on switching up my yt content. instead of more music videos and visualizers, i start posting long-form minecraft videos, which are basically stream vods edited into a video that's less than an hour at most. i'll still probably make music, though, but only posting it to soundcloud without sharing it to yt.

i'm a little bit scared to make that change, though, because again, i want to be known for music. i still want to create and share music, as it is my passion along with videogames. i'm afraid that making this change will mean i have to put more time into editing 2-3+ hour long videos into something shorter, and i'll also eventually stop making music because of that.

not finishing music wips already happened because i picked up a writing hobby, only coming back to my music production roots thanks to Reignite...i'm afraid of that happening again.

tl;dr, minecraft content does really well on my yt and twitch channels, so i'm contemplating from transitioning from a yt musician to a mcytber.

idk what the point of this was, honestly, but i really did need to get this off of my mind 😓

[littlefankingdom]

[snail-day]

Happy Father's Day!

Suguru geto x reader

Tw: breeding kink, smut (fingering/brief sex), aftercare, overstim, suguru just wants to be a daddy whether its to you or a baby :( what can I say. Mdni. Unedited.

Can’t tell me Suguru doesn’t press down on your tummy when he’s fucking you deep and slow. Doesn’t matter if it’s missionary or doggy, his palm finds that soft little spot low on your belly every time, pressing down just enough to make you feel it. To make sure you feel him. All of him. And he smiles when you gasp at the pressure, satisfied, his voice a low hum in your ear, “Right there, yeah? You feeling me right there, pretty girl?”

He’s always so casual about it, like it’s nothing. Like he’s not splitting you open on the thick drag of his cock. As if his pace is anything but cruel. He won't admit it, but he does get a kick watching you claw at his chest and back.

And it doesn't help that Suguru absolutely loves fingering you on his lap. Lets you slump against his chest, thighs spread wide over his, warm skin flushed and slick, his creamy, white cum still dribbling down from between your legs. He watches you fall apart with half-lidded eyes and a lazy smirk, one hand wrapped around your throat while the other dips between your folds, thick, veined fingers curling slow and steady as he tilts your chin down to look.

“Messy girl,” he murmurs, breath warm against your ear. “You’re leaking all over the floor, y’know. Such a pretty little waste, you're supposed to be keeping that inside you.”

He's one smug bastard when you cum, when your thighs tremble and your voice breaks into that sweet, gaspy cry, he gives your clit those gentle little taps, just to make you twitch. Just to remind you he’s still in control. Before diving those fingers back into your honey pot. It's not fun if you're not passed out in his arms by the end of it.

But when your voice starts to wobble, when your fingers dig into his arms and your breath hitches like it’s all just too much.

His whole demeanor shifts.

Suguru’s mouth finds your neck, then your jaw, then your lips, soft, adoring little kisses layered between apologies and praise. “Shhh, I know, baby. I know. You’re too sensitive now, huh? I shouldn’t have - ” He exhales against your cheek, voice thick with guilt and heat, “ - I shouldn't have kept going. I’m sorry.”

His tone drops to that rare, almost sheepish softness, and he curls you into his chest, arms tight around your waist, those same hands that ruined you now cradling you close. “You’re just so good for me. So perfect, I forget how much I can be at times. You did so good.”

He shifts slightly, tucking you closer, his thumb brushing soothing circles into the curve of your hip. And then, with that familiar Suguru charm - that rich, teasing drawl that always makes your heart flutter:

“Maybe this is the year you finally give me that Father’s Day present I’ve been asking for? A little baby for me? ” A kiss to your lips. Another to your nose. And then a grin against your skin, all warm breath and promise. Chuckling when you give him a sleepy whine

“No?”

You just nuzzle closer onto his chest, fingers finding purchase on his waist.

“Mm… that’s alright, princess. I can just keep taking care of you in the mean time." His voice dips lower, fingers stroking idly at your thighs again. “We’ve got plenty of time to keep trying.”

[acey-deer]

ms paint yuri

[sublimati0ns]

daily koss #15: TOXIC OLD MAN YAOI 🤤

SAVE ME YOU, SOMEBODY SAVE ME YOU — I’M YOU’RE SCREAMING FOR A LIFE THAT I YOU CANNOT HAVE

I really wanted to redraw the part of s01e14 where Starscream grabs Knock Out’s face but in reverse… And since I posted fluff for day 13, I thought an edgier illust would be a fun contrast! I think they do love and care for each other despite being bad (SS) or weird (KO) at showing it, but both of them are still Horrible people with Problems so there’s also a lot of uncertainty and resentment between them.

Given their interactions in canon I feel like Knock Out has more to seethe about than Starscream (who rarely got mad at KO directly and more just doesn’t know how to not take his stress out on other people), but I don’t think all of KO’s grievances are valid LMAO It felt to me that he caught feelings (platonic and/or romantic), and when that energy wasn’t clearly reciprocated, his petty and narcissistic ass took it very personally.

[nikolaj-costerwaldau]

JAIME LANNISTER in every episode: 1.03 // Lord Snow

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

hope you feel better soon!

I am riddled with ailments, but I stay silly!

[kandicon]

Now I am not saying that Drumbot Brian on the drums or banjo are over appreciated because I don't think it is possible to appreciate anything about Drumbot Brian too much, BUT I do think that Drumbot Brian on the accordion is terribly underappreciated.

Look at this. How can you see this and Not want to talk about him on the accordion for the rest of time?? Also the instrument itself is pretty and matches the rose on his hat.

[sunnimals]

Bored with your everyday 'too-big' vocabulary? Here are a few terms to incorporate!!

AKA a translation for my language/body language / it gets more and more unhinged

Anybody - Anybuggy, Manybody, Anybuddy, *shrug and vaguely gesture*

Everybody - Everybuggy, Everybuddy, Everbody

Hello - Hallo (German), Heyo, Yellow, 'HAIIIIII!!!!', *walking up to them and waving at them from right in front of them*

No - No Tankoo, Nu-uh, Mmmmm!!!!, *hiding eyes*

Mouth going faster than brain - Bubbubbubbubbububu (while waiting for it to buffer)

Brain going faster than mouth - *large inhale*

You're going too fast - Wait for me i have little legs!!!!, S'ow downnnn, *running to keep up*

You are my friend - *grabs shoulders* coconuts have Water In Them

Various Vocal Stims that mean 'I am happy' - Sugar Peeeasss!!!! (Drop em!) Okayy!, I am Catbug!!!, Poor little bug on the wall Ding Jing..., Who's Morales?, Once upon a time there was a mom Her name was Mrs. Pteranadon...

[waterfallofspace]

when someone has a defined sneeze, not a quick cough-adjacent, or a rapid/small "eshh/ishh/tshh" type, a vocal, lengthy, defined one

think "hih'ttzshh'chiew!" or "hh'atchshew!" or "eh'rrschh'oo!"

one where you can hear each section, the breathy inhale (hihh-), the vocal release (tschh-), and the whining/relieved end (shhiew-!)

just something about getting all those parts in the experience, hearing the clear sections of a sneeze~

+ bonus points for being vocal enough to hear their voice in it~

[tea-cat-arts]

Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

[hey-heigo]

so we back in the mine

most of these are inside bits from the p:eg playthrough that @makowo is doing with @tonaegiri and me

[titfairy]

Orm being all of us calling out Lada’s clownery 😭

[iwatcheditbegin]

I don’t care about genre bc regardless of sound Taylor’s lyrics and storytelling are very distinct to her

[locklylemybeloved]

that one part of who we are where hozier goes AAAEAEAEAAAÆÆÆAAAEAEAAAÆÆÆAAAAAAAEAEAEAEAEAAAEAAAEAAAAAEÆÆ yeah i felt that.

[crimeschild]

the barbie (2023) experience as an afab non binary person is just [reconnecting with your femininity and love for pink bc you couldnt when u were younger bc being too girly will get u made fun of] [feeling guilt bc u dont identify with being a girl but girlhood is so inherently beautiful and magical and no experience is truly like it] [healing the inner child in you by allowing yourself to enjoy dolls and pink and maximalism] [unapologetically letting yourself wear pink and be stereotypically girly in a society where being non binary means you have to be presenting androgynous 24/7] [getting your grown-up heart shattered and then put back together again by your inner child using sparkly glue over and over in the span of two hours] [realizing that no matter what you do you have somewhat experienced girlhood and it shaped you to be the person you are today and you will never get to erase that experience or truly disconnect yourself from it] [appreciating and understanding your mother in a way that you thought wasnt possible without experiecing motherhood]