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Right from the start, Deltarune has established itself as a āGame Where Choices Donāt Matterā. Only having one ending has been core to its narrative and theming since day one. But itās important to remember that itās a concept that Deltarune has explored through several different ways, with two broad āmainā angles.
First there is the obvious way. That āYour Choices Donāt Matterā feels restrictive, oppressive, foreboding. The railroading that makes everything āsafeā in a way that feels just slightly insincere, the idea that making a real change in this world is impossible, the Darkners doomed to their Purpose to 'serve' the Lightners, the Prophecy that cannot be changed.
It's about the feeling of powerlessness, a lack of control. It's kinda creepy even when you're forced into a 'good ending' (like the Card Castle Darkners joining Castle Town even if you've been nothing but an absolute menace to them), but especially so if you're marching towards some inevitable and terrible fate.
But on the other hand of that spectrum, there is the matter of Player Agency versus Character Agency. Sometimes in Deltarune, your Choices Don't Matter not because the Choice was taken away from you by some Great Unseen Force - but because you, the Player, are the Great Unseen Force and the characters are asserting their Agency against you.
The general point here is that the Player's Choice often stands at odds with the narrative agency of the characters. Ralsei is the most accommodating member of the main cast and the one most likely to ask Kris (or rather the Player) what to do, and⦠he's also unhealthily selfless doormat who literally does not believe he's allowed to have opinions of his own and is the most fatalistic about the Prophecy. The biggest example of actual Player Choice in the game so far is the Weird Route, which requires tearing away the agency of both Noelle and Kris until they are tools for the Player.
Kris themself is also a factor in this. Being Literally Possessed means that they're really the perfect example of lacking in freedom and lacking in choices⦠And when they are asserting their own Agency, it's usually by taking away a 'Choice' from the Player. They often try and rebel, resist or wise-ass their way out of doing or saying something that they don't truly want to say or do.
And their most important moments are, of course, the ones they do of their own will.
It is all 'railroading' from an out-of-universe perspective because it is just the Game stopping you from doing things that will cause the narrative of the story to diverge too much, but within the fiction that the game created, it is a bold act of free will.
The characters' relationships and arcs are 'set on a path' and unchanging because they are dependent on the characters' personalities and experiences and their choices, and there's very little the Player can do to override that. Like, being discouraging towards Ralsei's character arc in Chapter 4 is a huge dick move on the part of the Player, but I doubt it will actually stop him from his path to growth. Because with Susie's support (and Kris' attempt to also support him despite our Choices)
his development is not in our hands.
Basically the one time the Player can meaningfully affect another character's arc and relationship⦠is Noelle in the Weird Route. And again, this is portrayed as a very dark act of manipulation that robs her and Kris of their genuine choices and will.
And nowhere is this concept more clear than with Susie. The most rebellious character in the entire cast, the one most likely to chafe against the railroady nature of the world and the inevitability of the Prophecy and also against the Player. A lot of the plot in this game has been the same, regardless of our choices, regardless of the Weird Route⦠because Susie's will and choices has been such an overwhelming leading force in the narrative, that the Player can do very little to change it.
We know Deltarune only has one ending, but I don't think that means we are doomed to get whatever terrible fate has been promised in the Prophecy. I think maybe there's only one ending because there's hardly any Choice a Player can make that will slow down Susie's unbreakable, unwavering, unchangeable fate-defying spirit, we will not be able to Choose to hinder her sheer Determination to break the Prophecy and give herself and all of her friends a happy ending. Susie herself is the real inevitability in Deltarune.
At least, that's the best we can hope for.
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Can you do prompt 34 and 31 with fami and Asa/yoru
Ways the csm 2 girls tell you they're in the mood/NSFW headcanons
A/n:.....ok so basically I was writing prompt 34 and it just kinda.....got out of hand and I started writing straight up NSFW headcanons I had in mind for the girls cause I realized the post would have been too short otherwise...so I just added NSFW headcanons to prompt 34 cause.....yeah
for all of those who asked me how suggestive my posts can be....I think this is the limit
I don't know if I'll do prompt 31 too request again if you want me too and also I don't know which fami you wanted since this was requested after the reveal so I just did both of them......that's definitely not an excuse to add death who I am very down bad for
A lot of NSFW stuff below
Everyone involved is over 18
Asa mitaka/yoru


Asa is so awkward even at asking for simple affection, so she will almost never ask for sex even when she wants to.......meanwhile yoru will take you wherever and whenever she wants
Whenever asa's body starts feeling hot, both of them can feel it, and yoru will continue pestering asa until she asks you to fuck or just take over and start making out with you and stripping while asa yells in jealousy from inside her
It's funny how different they are, too, cause asa is very vanilla and likes to take her time and is, in general, a very gentle lover in that way.....meanwhile yoru is pretty rough most of the time and is into some very kinky stuff (definitely knife play and the like) only if you're OK with it too of course
Ok.......so how does sex with both of them work exactly? Do you think they switch in the middle or do they have like turns, like one night it's asa's time and the next one it's yoru's? Cause if they do I'm sure as hell yoru isn't following the schedule and randomly takes over during asa's turn just cause she wanted to have you to herself
Also, does the one who isn't in control of the body in the moment just...watch? And does it leave her pissed off that her other persona is having fun with her lover....or is she turned on by that? I feel like it's a mix of both, even if yoru will continue screaming until asa lets her have her turn.....even if it's not
Fami


Take everything I said about asa and multiply it by 100. This girl is soooo nervous and anxious about anything and everything. she was sweating bullets and insanely red in the face the first time you held hands. Imagine how she is during intimacy
The first time you asked her to have sex she genuinely had a nosebleed imagining the scene and fainted....when she woke up and you told her why she fainted.......she fainted again.....look she just needs a loooot of time to mentally prepare herself
Whenever she gets in the mood she actually prefers to relieve herself (usually using pictures of you) so she doesn't have to go through the embarrassment of asking you for help, but she genuinely thinks she'd self combust out or awkwardness if you walked in on her....which is a bigger problem than you might think cause she moans a lot and is generally very loud during intimacy
I'm sorry to say this but she's the bottomest bottom ever. She wants you to take her and fuck her until she's screaming your name.....she's somehow both into being praised and humiliated at the same time. she also does keep crying while doing it but don't worry it's mostly tears of happiness
One of her main dirty secrets is that she's actually into you leaving hickeys on her and claiming her, even if she always covers them and blushes whenever someone asks about them she likes the thought of everyone knowing she's yours
Death


Will straight up ask you "can we fuck?"
The thing about death is that she doesn't have any shame....like at all, she thinks sex between you is a completely normal and natural part of of your love life so there's no issues if she starts saying how good what you did last night felt or everything she wants to do to you that evening right?
Death actually doesn't get horny that often, so the times she actually asks you to have sex aren't that common but on the other end she's more than happy to take care of you whenever the mood strikes you. You could walk up to her at any time of day and any place and tell her you're feeling pent up and she will drop whatever she's doing and start pleasuring you right there and then
Speaking of pleasuring you, you cannot tell me she wouldn't give some absolutely insane head. Her two favorite things are you and tasting things you have no idea what that mouth can do. She thinks you taste amazing and will ask to use her mouth on you pretty often not because she's particularly horny she just wants to feel how good you feel in her mouth again......you have also woken up multiple times to her giving you head to "help you wake up"
For a very similar reason she really likes leaving hickeys all over your body. Not only does she think every part of you tastes amazing, but she also gets a kick out of knowing she left marks on you so that everyone knows what you did and that you're hers it's kind of the opposite of her younger sister. Of course however if you think she bites too hard or are not into it she'll stop and resort to licking you and making out with you during almost the entire experience
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i saw someone say they never actually played a splatoon game and only watched two story modes. it felt a bit weird to me but i think there is something to think about.
most of all the story/lore/worldbuilding in-game is text and images and are basically identical if you read them on a wiki


The chat logs and sunken scrolls and alterna/dev logs, have nothing to do with whats going on. The gameplay, the things you do, don't inform what information you're given at all.
You unlock things either just with normal progression or as random collectables. In splatoon 1 and 2 the sunken scrolls corresponded to each level, but they didn't take advantage of that at all. Most sunken scrolls just were about whatever. They made it per area in splatoon 3. So it's even more detached from the gameplay.
The Dev Diaries and Acht's letters, are all unlocked in exactly the same way. Every single one, other than having to change what weapon you use, it's the same.
Shit, most of the god damn world-building, ISN'T EVEN IN THE GAME! It's on the websites, in artbooks, interviews (both in-universe and developers), soundtrack releases, whatever.
Other than the first two story modes, there are like Actual things which happen in the games which can't be summarized in a sentence (most of the story about Octo Canyon was in the "Squid Sister Stories." Not Even In The Game).
Octo Expansion has an amazing final sequence, which, is mostly cutscenes and you can just sorta watch on youtube. You don't need to know what happens in Girl Power station or any of the levels at all.
RotM had a Lot Of Shit Happen but... actually i think it did it the best for experiencing the story Through The Game (not by much). Though It sucks that the story has absolutely nothing to do with the gameplay and they often straight up contradict or just doesn't make sense. Oh yeah the whole fucking thing crashed and killed everyone. Don't ask why everything's in completely pristine condition.
Side Order sort of just cleared up all of the story points within the first 10 minutes of the game, right after the tutorial Marina just explains Everything and then that's just what happens for the rest of the game. There's no twist or any evolving story that isn't in the Dev Diaries which don't affect the Actual Game.
The thing i'd say you miss out the most on is small character moments, but there's also plenty of compilations and people pointing them out too. There's definitely a lot of things you'd miss, a lot of spectacle, and some emotions, but idk i feel like it's not too much in the grand scheme of things.
Splatoon has amazing world building, but kind of bad storytelling (i guess nintendo in general, i can see it a bit in botw/totk as well) and it kinda gives room for people to actually be genuine fans of the series, story and world, without even touching a game at all.
As much as I don't want to buy a switch 2 and all that, i really hope Raiders does this storytelling well.
I also have nothing against watching like longplays of the game or just like full game walkthrough or whatever. I call myself fans of games which i've only watched and not played. I'm saying you can totally be a fan with a really large amount of knowlege of splatoon without even doing that.
I have had this comparison of RotM to Outer Wilds in my head a lot and i'm gonna walk my dog then i'll write it out
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Sooo Dean before and at the beginning of Valentineās entrance into his lifeā¦
I think I decided before that he was like an accountant or something? Not the job for him. Always thought he would go on to be a farmer again, just like his dad, but never had the real push to go back into it. Instead he went the wrong direction for him, with no friends, no family (his little brother cut contact) and no coworkers he liked⦠he wasnāt a very nice guy in general, definitely a grown up bully⦠never really grew out of high school. Nobody really likes him, no one invites him out for drinks, and relationships (although heās a handsome guy and can pretty much ask out anyone he wants) donāt typically work out for a second or third date.
Maybe heās out drunk one night, coming home from the bar alone, when he sees a flyer. Farmhand needed, it says, and gives a phone number plus an address. He grabs the flyer, takes it home a bit crumpled, and gives them a call right then and there. Valentine answers, all sugary and smooth, and after talking for a bit hypnotizes Dean through the phone, enticing him even more to spill his feelings to them and come visit them soon. They leave a little message in his head to come find them the next day.
He rolls up to their farm, an hour or two away, and basically has no clue what heās doing or why heās doing it, but canāt bring himself to really think about it. Anytime he tries he just gets sucked even more into wanting to be there. Valentine opens the door happily, pulling him in instantly with those entrancing eyes and soft words of theirs, and he dumbly follows them inside. A little tea and some talk later, they find out pretty much everything they need to know about Dean :)
They let him leave that night, and the drive home he canāt think of anything but their words⦠he goes home and goes right to bed, mind blank and empty except for the couple of mantras they taught him back at their place :3
A week of work goes by and heās gone back into his regularly scheduled depression, eating shitty food, sleeping all of his free time, and insulting his coworkers. At night he dreams about Valentine and their farm, and gains the courage to go back. He shows up that upcoming weekend, uninvited, but they answer like they knew he was coming.
He falls under almost immediately, barely any tea and words shared. Heās so eager to feel like he did the first time, and the rest of the memories from their first interview come rushing back as they guide him to kneel in front of them. They sit on the couch and play with his curls as they talk, and teach him just a few new mantras :] the same thing happens as he drives home, his mind completely blank save for their words and the bliss he feels in his belly :3
Heās a bit late to work the next few days, and he gets chastised by his boss. He gets ready to argue, to say some smart remark, before Valentineās sweet coos enter his mind and wash them away. He takes a deep breath, accepts his bossā words with a sleepy smile, and gets back to work. He only gets irritated a few times, says a few mean things, before heās even apologizing by the end of that week.
He gets weird looks, but heās not so bothered by it⦠he canāt stop thinking about Valentine. The memories are kinda fuzzy of their past two meetings, but he remembers enough to know thats where he wishes he was. He spends each night staying up late thinking about them, repeating the mantras he canāt stop saying when he thinks about them. The words that make him feel all light and airy and put him to asleep so fastā¦
And so he visits them again. He drives all the way down, and theyāre waiting for him in the kitchen, tea already made. He falls under instantly with the biggest smile, stupid and suggestible. They talk to him for a looooong time, and he listens to every word, repeating half of them back to Valentine. They convince him to stay the night, and he does so eagerly, sleeping at the foot of their bed, put to sleep by slow and sleepy entrancement. He wakes up the next morning to a feast of a breakfast, and doesnāt make it home until work is already over. He may have almost gotten into an accident a few times, feeling all tired and off in his own head⦠spacing out⦠but thats okay because he didnāt :3
And he gets to work the next day, and everyone is pissed because he didnāt even call out! He apologizes slow and polite, nodding his head in sorry understanding. He slurs his words a little bit, and heās not acting like Dean at all, but at least heās not being a dick. Although, he shows up all undone. Thatās not normal. His hair is washed but frizzy, his tieās not done, his shirt wrinkled, his shoes sneakers. All the next three days he says hi to every coworker, asks about their kids, or their home lives, or simply how theyāre doing instead of actually working⦠when he does work he canāt seem to focus, or makes loads of mistakes he never has before.
When his boss comes to confront him, private and worried, emphasizing his concern, Dean nods along, half asleep, with a dazed out gaze. He tries to make sense of all the words his boss is saying, some of them related to their recent projects, but they fly right over his head. Thats okay though, Valentine says heās smart in his own way.
And as his bossā talk flows to an end, Dean takes close to a minute to reply, before swiftly quitting then and there.
He leaves to Valentineās with only the clothes on his back, driving the couple hours there in silence, only the hypnotic mantras to occupy his mind. Valentine is there waiting on the porch, tea in hand, awaiting his arrival. They hug and coo at him, pulling his mind out from under him so fast heās fallen to his knees faster than he can comprehend.
After talking to him for a bit, solidifying what needs to be done, they take him out back and introduce him to the thralls. Heās quickly taken aback, horrified, before they entrance him into it swiftly and calmly, and heās back to docility. Theyāll slowly integrate the thralls into his life soon enough.
And they cook him the best dinner anyone could ever ask for, and heās on the floor the whole time watching them work and admiring them from afar. They pet his head and ruffle his hair anytime they can, separating his thoughts and giving him a burst of pleasure :] they have him sleep in the same spot that night, introducing him to more mantras and more rules of the farm, erasing some memories and thoughts while theyāre at it. Once his brain has had too much they drift him off to sleep :3
He wakes up the next night with his car and other belongings gone as if they were never there at all. Heās now in a short sleeve, plaid collared shirt and jeans, and Valentine leads him downstairs to more food and more hypnotism, that leaves him blissed out and dumb for the night (and maybe the rest of his stay). Valentine then feeds from him for the first time, bringing him to the couch and sitting him in their lap. Heās practically addicted right away, begging to be fed from ever two minutes for about the next two hours until they find it becoming annoying.
Anyways ya. Iām obsessed⦠Iāll probably talk more about early them another time but this is what Iāve got right now :]
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I need to know more about Michael's mom... Is she a cool mom?
SHE IS A VERY COOL MOM janet afton you will always be famous. to me
Im taking this as a chance to finally ramble abt her anyways so Janet's core inspo when designing her was to avoid 2 key things. Don't make her like Immortal & Th Restless's Clara (due to clara representing michael, not mrs afton, so i wanted to avoid that), and don't base her too heavily off of Ballora. I still have ties to Ballora's character (a music-based theme, blue-centric colour palette, im sure there were more basic ideas but everything else is more hc than themes to keep up) due to my hc thingy of each Funtime having ties to William's wife + kids, but yknow.
But yeah. Funky lady who played bass guitar + did backup vocals in a band during her high school and college years. Literally her and William dating can be summed up by "Seriously, what do you see in that guy?!" "He makes me laugh." bc she was and is WAY out of his goddamn league. Not just bc of the whole serial killer thing he was just an even bigger loser in college. Normal people dont develop a crush on a woman after she nearly breaks your nose and makes you bleed, William /j
But yeah uhh. I also dont like the idea of her being absent or neglectful purely because I got way too attached to her (i was originally gonna do that just to make things easy for myself but. Pretty lady,,, I am a very simple lesbian what can i say) so like. She obviously wasnt the greatest, most fantastic mom to ever exist given she was kinda maybe sorta well aware William was making some weird fucking clowns, but like. Hey. She tried. Also side note my reasoning for her being absent during the whole. Yknow. '83 event (and just evan's bday in general) is bc Evan + Elizabeth are twins and Elizabeth demanded a girls-only trip for her bday, and Janet promised Evan she'd do something just as special for him when she got back. That never happened bc he died lmao loser /j
But yeah uhh. Shes got a lot of regrets. Wishes she coulda done a lot of things better. Kinda dies with those regrets. Ive seen people say that one of fnaf's charms is that no character is 100% good and i LOVE that, and wanted to keep it up with Janet. Good mom and overall a good person, however made some bad decisions along the way and whatnot.
Im still working out specifics (ive been slowly working on a lil private fic abt her and william meeting + their early relationship) but uhhh. Minor notes that dont get their own paragraphs is that William sampled her voice for Ballora so yay easy voice claim, she had an on and off relationship with her band's lead singer (her name's Bev), her birth name is actually Janice Schmidt but if you call her Janice she'll knock at least 2 of ur teeth out, she's a runaway teen and got adopted by this older couple bc her home life kinda sucked (idk specifics yet), and also girlie has an extensive criminal record of minor angsty teen type charges. Also teen Mike dying his hair and then 2020's Michael's hairstyle are both kinda references to Janet's hair because he wnated to look less like his father. Thats all ty. No read more bc you WILL look at my mrs afton post, boy /j
Actually no theres more that im remembering as i write the tags and edit a few details. Back to her and William because god im insane about them. So for starters it. Well i was gonna say Janet was def the first to flirt but i think William definitely developed a crush first and they only kept talking bc of said crush so its kinda up for debate. Anyways yeah at first it was a HUGE sorta like "Well he's funny especially when I fluster him so this can be just a fun lil thing" but because they chatted more they def kinda like. Clicked more. William was a huge fan of listening to her music (from. a distance. he looked kinda like a creep but at least janet only misinterpreted it once) but like *specifically* janet he didnt give a fucking shit abt the rest of the band. Uhh. They had their first run-in and janet kinda. Well. Punched him in the nose before he cleared up that he is NOT a pervert or anything weird like that (bc a guy that looks older than he is staring from a distance when there is a clear crowd he could join kinda gave janet the Wrong idea), then they later bumped into each other in the hall and chatted for a bit, then they kinda just kept "accidentally" running into one another. Uhhh. Some cigaerette-themed flirting and a house party later, yay dating :] can you tell where the current cut-off of the fic is /j Also idk how to put this down properly but they are both runaways and can kinda. Get that vibe from one another. Literally Michael is like some fucked up abomination of the both of them between the troubled past + weird situationship thing + runaway stuff + a lot of minor details that arent important rn. I just. Yeah Janet means the world to me go thru her tag on my blog for some art. Not all of my janet art is posted but the non-posted stuff is all concept work/doodles or just. Shit im too embarrassed to post lmao. Anyways NOW im done ty for reading
#scov.txt#janet afton#fnaf: hauntings of the past au#scov.ocs#it goes into the oc tag bc fuck you thats why#RRAUAGAH I AM. SO INSANE OVER HER#afton family and their weird gay situationships. aka will + henry and mike + jeremy and janet + bev#IK A LOT OF THIS ISNT EVEN ABT HER KIDS im so sorry#i dont have a lotta thoughts on evan and honestly i domt have a lot of family details figured out#like. everything is kinda just. general basics#plus also i dont wanna give janet too much focus on account of shes not. extremely important#she has her role to play in the au but theres far more influential characters yknow??#anyways for those of you who have read this far both w/ post and tags. i have one last thing to share#my gf and i have a spinoff au and she and henry are currently dating (both got divorced long in advance dw)#(like. several decades ago. bc this is ghost shenanigans in the sb era)#thats all ty and gn (<- not sleeping its just night where i am)
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A-anime?
you know, sometimes I forget that Twst is actually an isekai that starts with the protagonist getting run over by an inexplicable horse-drawn carriage. and every time I'm reminded is a delight because that's AMAZING.
also. look. okay. there's a lot of very fun stuff in the trailer but I am obsessed with that Crowley surprised pikachu face. me when I spend all my keys and gems literally hours before they announce overblot SSRs and drop the anime trailer:
#twisted wonderland#twst anime#<- gonna use that for anime stuff in case anyone wishes to filter it#this is the point where i once again have to admit that i have not really read the manga#(i've liked what i've seen but it's very hard for me to keep up with stuff a lot of the time)#(the anime may actually be easier for me to absorb it in :')#god i GOTTA draw the manga yuus#i kept meaning to when yuuna got revealed but i didn't get around to it before 7-13 ate my brain š#anyway the bits they chose for the trailer are pretty interesting to me!#like i think chances are good it was mostly from that one sequence because given the timeline#they probably don't have a ton of 100% finished post-comp footage yet so they probably just took what they have#but also i'm thinking back to how deliberately vague all the game promo stuff was#and...okay again i don't really know how they did it in the manga but i am reminded of how overblotting was actually like. a twist.#a twst twist#like we were introduced to it in the prologue with the mine phantom#but riddle's overblot was an actual SURPRISE and like. an instant reveal that okay THIS is what the story's gonna be about#so i'm just kinda wondering if the anime promos might also like...actively try not to spoil everything#or if they're gonna go full anime-intro 'here's all the super spoilery scenes you can expect to see :)'#basically is the marketing gonna skew towards new viewers or established fans. both valid i'm just curious!#also excuse me for a moment as i reveal myself as a hugely pretentious snob but#oh my god the backgrounds actually have some texture and shape and are taking style cues from the game backgrounds#oh my god the castle exterior actually looks illustrative and fantastic and isn't just a 3d model they plopped in#it's hard to tell at this point how consistent that'll be since most of the trailer is in the mirror chamber#but i'm just SO happy to see it! hopefully this means they weren't crunched to fuck and are able to really go ham#(the pre-isekai scenes all look more generic modern anime so like...is that a conscious artistic choice they made)#(because that would be incredible. holy shit.)
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(Curious because I have 4 (this is my main one but I had a tumblr once before and realized putting all my obsessions in one blog doesn't really work for me))
#tumblr polls#other people putting everything in one doesn't bother me but I just can't do it#I sometimes accidentally reblog things on the wrong one#and then I'll either reblog again to the correct one or just say fuck it and leave it there#unless I'm thinking of a specific character from another fandom I'll reblog general posts here#literally just made another one yesterday#so rn there's this one (batfam) an arcane one a httyd one and a merlin one#the only other social media i use is youtube and i found something interesting#it's actually kinda a lot like tumblr 4 me#like you basically can get mutuals over there if both of you follow each other and comment on each other's shit#i have one on my toothless yt where I didn't post a video 4 like 3 months and they were in the comments like 'r u ok?? i miss u'#and you also get weird comments there too#like here I got some about joining the illuminati#and there I got one from who I assume was a child addressing me like they actually thought I was toothless and asking me to adopt them#can you tell i like tags
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I've heard over and over and over again how much the 4Kids dub changed things, so I'm finally subjecting myself to watching the entire RAI dub while I work on some art commissions and cosplay photo edits, since I'm almost ready to fanfic...
... 'subjecting,' is the word I want to emphasize here.
#okay i mean yes. objectively there are Changes⢠and it would be lunacy to deny that. yes.#and yes a lot of the changes are plot/universe-relevant information whose absence does change interpretation. absolutely.#however.#are those changes significant enough to the fabric of the story for one to endure the triple threat?#(voice acting; characterization; music)#not that i'm seeing so far tbh!#i already knew the voicework was terrible but the music discovery was disappointing :/#and i'm not only talking about the songs but the background tracks too; they just don't mesh well with the scenes#the music is like an afterthought rather than something that enhances the visuals#and the changes to the dialogue yes do take away plot/info but add SO MUCH personality and vibrancy to the characters#i honestly prefer the witty comebacks to the more 'accurate' lines#there is /so much sass/ in the 4Kids dub and it's quite honestly my favorite part of the series#feels kinda dead without it#then again i am still in early early s2 so maybe i'll come across something that changes my mind#ANYWAY basically i've only ever sought out the parts that interest me (va//ltor XD) in all the eng dubs#and finally got curious enough to see what everyone's talking about since i didn't really get that with v's scenes lmao#(and my being so pro-4Kids isn't childhood nostalgia -- i only watched the series for the first time three years ago XD)#(i just tend to dislike english voice acting in general - videogames; anime; movies; cartoons everything - and the 4Kids actors were a GIFT#(i went into it expecting less than nothing and was so pleasantly surprised!)#(stella pulled me in with her voice and attitude as surely as she pulled bloom into magix ^^)#withoutwords
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fascinated by mindt being found in temenos' house at night for some reason. what are u doing in here.
#temenos and mindts relationship is kind of interesting to think about in general but this certainly adds to it#like its. kinda hard to tell exactly how 'close' they are disregarding. everything that happens#judging by the dialogue of various townsfolk in flameschurch it seems like temenos is a well known and loved member on the community#which yknow. makes sense. hes a cleric. thats basically part of his job#and the children especially love him (which is why theyre mean to him lol) which is very sweet to see#but hes also. very deeply lonely#its more evident later in the game and mostly expressed in travel banters but its very much there#even before rois passing iirc#like obviously he had roi as a close friend and brother but it seemed implied that he was more. isolated from others#doubting others bc roi wouldnt#despite caring for the pontiff who adopted him he even seems to be somewhat distanced from him too#similar to ophilia. they both usually refer to their adoptive fathers w formal terms ('your holiness')#. and while i adore the parallels between the 2 octopath clerics thats not the thing im going on abt rn. anyway#that makes it kind of interesting to see how mindt seems to be making an effort to get close#casually barging in on his convo w the pontiff. asking him to write after he leaves. seeing him off. trying to act as an emotional pillar#but he immediately lies to her abt what exactly his journey is for. but he also never suspected her#not being able to account for her immortality aside i wouldnt doubt that part of that was bc she was the last maybe-friend he had there#its no wonder his anger slips there he deserves to be well and truly pissed off. he lost literally everyone he cared for in some way#hang on im looking at the cutscenes for reminders and im sad abt crick again .#ANYWAY man thats just super interesting. she may not have had temenos the same way she had tanzy#but she didnt have to really. what she did worked in the end and she ruined his entire life over the course of like 5+ years#not fully trusted but still familiar. enough that u can find her in his damn house#what IS she doing in there tho. does she also live here. is she being nosy. is this just normal for her and no one would find it weird#also mindt noting multiple times that she wished she knew what was going on in temenos' mind..#yet she already seems to know. to some degree#subjugate their hearts and minds..#octotag#octopath traveler#octopath traveler 2 spoilers#good to know thinking abt temenos still makes me feel ill
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sorry if I become extra annoying im kinda tweaking over being on my own for the first time sooooo I might let myself become extra indulgent ššš
#āarenāt u already super indulgentā youād be surprised#everything will be tagged either fanfic bullshit or gayalanwoke if you wanna block š#sorry i kinda maybe sorta will be having a moment. for a while.#idk if I can call myself disabled. but like yall know I have diagnosed cptsd and suspected-autism#sooooooo#taking care of myself is. not easy. At all#I can hardly manage with my parents#and now . idk. basically my routine for the past 20 years is being disrupted and im not handling it well#not only that. just.#again like I said taking care of myself in general is really hard#AND I have . college now.#lord š#Iāve always been a straight a student in high school and community college right#four months after my cptsd developed? I dropped out of community college š« #bc I literally couldnāt handle it#that was last February#now im at a . four year school#so#im tweaking#like actually this time#and since hyperfixations are All Consuming . they are as helpful as they are debilitating yk#so like yes this show/the fic might contribute to education problems. buttttt itāll also stop me from crashing out!!!!!#so . yeah. yall might be hearing a bit more from me šµāš«#or#Iāll become extremely self conscious and never follow through#sorry#this is so funny Iām freaking out that yall might be angry im posting abt stuff that makes me happy LMFAOAOO#THIS IS LITERALLY ALL IN MY HEAD LMAOOOO#yall: hey gayalanwake! whatās up? cool binder. hey gayalanwake! wanna come over to my house today? :D#me: they alllll hated me šŗ
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im signed up for an online english course with a professor who has actually some of the worst rate my professor reviews i have ever seen most of which talk about how she never replies to emails and/or didnāt start putting in grades until like the last two weeks of class and sheās currently refusing to even open the course until wednesday⦠head in hands
#the semester started today for reference#chesschats#the english chronicles#i tend to take english prof reviews w a grain of salt bc a lot of the time reading them im like this isnāt even that bad or i take the#class w them anyway and theyāre literally perfectly fine or i even really like them. bc i am not a freshman or someone just taking it#for a gen ed and expecting to get an a out of it with zero time management skills or an understanding of basic academic writing#expectations lol. also just generally speaking it is always my easiest class of the semester so my perspective is a bit skewed. but i#donāt know abt this one folks i think i might actually be in trouble š#so anyway my plan was iāll check out the course when it opens (bc most of the reviews ALSO talked abt how disorganized everything was and#how the rubrics werenāt clear on what assignments were supposed to actually be on?) and if it really looked that bad i would switch out#this english class for one on comics and graphic novels instead since theyāre both async so might be a tad behind but altogether probably#no harm no foul since the deadline to switch out classes w no charge isnāt until friday#but um. this is not a good sign lol#i was actually initially planning on taking the comic/graphic novel one bc i missed this one (literature of american minorities) as an#option. but then i saw this and was like well the childrenās lit class just had a unit on graphic novels and i donāt really feel like doing#more of that for an entire class rn. ALTHOUGH i will say i found out yesterday that maus and a memoir of allison bechdel are both on the#reading list which did almost tempt me to go back to it#but altogether i think this one would stretch my thinking and teach me more so ultimately decided on it. getting kinda š abt it now though#particularly because this is a Hard semester for EEs itās 11 credits of 12wk courses which is granted not as bad as most summer classes but#still accelerated and i have heard bad things abt two of those classes. and the async english courses are 6wk like do i really want to put#myself thru that on top of the near fulltime engineering course load⦠hm#and these are the only two english classes available for the summer at the 300-level (which i need for the minor) that arenāt centered on#teaching. except for another one on childrenās lit but again just took a different one on childrenās lit so donāt want that one either lmao
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this election feels so hollow even though itās likely ostensibly gonna be a good outcome. labour really just sucks fucking ass rn huh
#if the tories lose bad enough to make lib dems the opposition though⦠a guy can hope#I think itās the fact that this is the first general election I can vote in thatās making me lose my mind a little here#I have done basically nothing but read today. I DO know a whole bunch more abt voting systems and the nightmare the tories have been now tho#Iām just kinda like. okay so what happens next? bc labour WILL do some decent shit but they also. fucking suck.#planning to look into the local green party once Iām back at uni bc I could actually do stuff there#I think Iām just dealing with a little bit of whiplash going from doing a biology degree where Everything is about climate change#like unambiguously it gets brought up in every topic (I DO focus on ecology and agricultural stuff and not like genetics but still)#clear consensus from literally everyone you talk to that shit has to happen right the fuck now.#itās not even like Iām unaware of the state of policy rn I KNOW itās a nightmare to do anything but we at least TALK about it#and then this election where itās barely a footnote. biggest thing is the sewage dumping everyoneās talking about and yeah fucking finally#but is that all youāve got?? the labour manifesto is bleak. it has a section and the stuff theyāre proposing isnāt bad but itās so little#and yeah no theyāve changed the official line on the manifesto to āmake Britain a clean energy superpowerā#I SWEAR it was different a few days ago#maybe Iām being pessimistic bc their plans for clean energy if they actually do them could be huge especially if they manage it by 2030.#itās just that I know what the targets are and theyāre already pulling back on shit like EVs bc of the shift right and I am So Tired#two party politics is a curse. as much as reform is an actual nightmare them getting a decent vote share might actually be the thing that#gets people talking abt proportional representation again bc they are nothing if not good at being loud#did you know we had a fucking referendum in 2011 bc what the fuck. and it went SO BADLY even though people generally supported it#god idk I think Iām once again being naively optimistic about people and election coverage has been very good at knocking me down a bit#people generally are good. I have to believe this. but man the british public is making that really fucking hard#genuinely I think a good chunk of that is down to first past the post driving politics to be divisive and aggressive#like is it the only problem? fuck no. but itās definitely poisoning the way this shit goes bc when all the parties do is jab at each other#what are we actually doing here#idk Iām gonna stop now but this is taking up a ridiculous amount of bandwidth rn I canāt wait for it to be over#already dreading what the next election could look like in 4 years if starmer continues to suck ass bc I donāt trust him to not like at all#luke.txt#I said i was done but I just looked at the lib dem manifesto and oh my god itās actually pretty good on this? holy fucking shit
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im all in the "sex scenes can further the plot in really interesting ways" crowd, and i think one thing sex scenes are amazing for is exploring how a specific character handles intimacy and vulnerability and stuff, but so often in video games they just suck so bad and not just for the reason that its awkward to watch 2 animated meshes have clunkily animated sex, but also because they do actually really do nothing for the story because they are usually either just one set of animations that is interchangeably used no matter what character you are romancing or the character you are romancing acts completely different than they usually do, as not to turn off players who are romancing a character for a spicy sex scene
#myposts#also probably for budgeting and animation reasons#but i felt such a strange disconnect between like. flirting with minthara and the actual sex scene#because like. this lady just randomly projects her bsdm fantasies into your head#and just generally talks like you would expect in that type of relationship#and then you sleep with her and its the most vanilla sex ever#and then suddenly she has feelings for you? like that could have been so interesting#if she hides her vulnerability behind the urge to control and dominate everything around her but thats kinda not what happens?#yeah im still on that minthara bullshit#as always this is not about the game of all time dragon age 2#like when you sleep with fenris for the first time and he realizes that hes not really ready to be that vulnerable around you#and then breaks up with you for THREE YEARS that shit was great. thats what we need more of#or that in origins sleeping with a character usually really boosts your approval w that character#but zevran is basically unbothered by it. even though i will not defend any animated dragon age sex scene they are so awkward
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sometimes iāll be stressed about something silly and my brain will be like ābut you donāt have [specific form of anxiety] you have GAD thatās different you shouldnāt be stressed rnā my dear dear mind what the fuck do you think the G stands for
#marzi speaks#G is for Generalized !#general! just kinda everywhere!#iāll be like nervous abt meeting new people#and my head will helpfully supply āyou donāt have social anxiety disorder tho GADās differentā#and i have to take a second and go. hey wait#this is part of why i like to say i have Get Scared Disease/Luigi Disease#bc idk! shit is just generally scary sometimes my amygdala likes to act up#but sometimes my head gets very caught up in ājustifyingā the fear/rationalizing it away#and like. my friend. general mesns basically anything and everything. world scary thatās the illness
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(Adding an extra image, Source+more info about this specific chart https://bdsmovement.net/Act-Now-Against-These-Companies-Profiting-From-Genocide <click that)
McDonald's is giving out free fries.
Disney is giving out Disney100 cards.
Starbucks is giving out buy one get one frees.
Why? Because their stock prices are falling.
They are losing money because of the boycotts because we are not giving them more money to fund and support the genocide of Palestine.
They're scared.
So they're gonna do whatever they can to get that money.
Keep it up.
Make them cry.
We may not be able to get them all, but the ones we get oh they are gonna suffer.
#felt like adding this. click those links btw#misinfo#<- just the op everything else added on is good#corrected misinformation#focus on boycotting the āāconsumer boycottāā section#which involves Talking about boycotting it+know why exactly (the reasons are in the links smile)#you are boycotting these companies#āādivestmentāā doesnāt matter to most of us but if any investors run across this! I guess!#pressure campaigns are for companies too big to boycott effectively#and the approved boycott targets r everything else basically#those are the approved ones from bds but ultimately the goal for us is to especially focus on consumer boycotting#if u can keep track of the reasons per company (again super important) boycott away#but just Not Buying Things Silently isnāt as helpful as some people think?#like I donāt buy plenty of things daily but thatās not stopping other people from buying unknowingly#online AND irl#like u gotta talk#i tried to kinda āāSummerizeāā my take on these but ur capable of reading this so go read those links! form your own opinions!!#if you have every opinion in your head spoon fed to you and never disagree your critical thinking will ROT#especially donāt listen to just me Iām some white bitch in Ohio. you do not want to get your geopolitics from me bud#im rambling#just. you gotta talk!#and speaking up for palistine+against genocide in general#like if u gotta do it scared do it scared. if it puts you in danger evaluate and do whatāll help more people#and know that the dead cannot help the living. stay safe out there#but fight like hell for the living+suffering so that they can keep living and stop suffering one day
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i'm playing Ken Follett's The Pillars of the Earth, and it's a point and clock adventure game with the "Your choices matter!" element to it, but it's really starting to feel like one of the bad telltale games where it's very clear that your choices don't really matter in the grand scheme of things, and the game is just a bunch of plot twists over and over that make u feel doomed
#personal#its based off a book too so idk why they did it like that but imo the way to not frustrate the player is to make the choices matter in#regard to the character relationships. twdg and the last one does that very well. i think twau and tftbl does as well#but here it feels like big moments are emphasized and then no matter what u did things dont go right. and not even in an intentional#doomed way. its not bad but after playing a ton of telltale games its very clear and old once u notice#and the story itself is too fast paced and general for me to get attached to things in the moment bc the next chapter is a 10 year time#skip where we dont touch on anything from the prev chapter. I only paid like $2 for it but it still feels kinda bad#another frustrating element w choices matter games is when there is a character ur basically expected to act one way against#(here its a evil guy who abuses everyone and assaults ppl flexing his power) and ur priest character can threaten going to hell#which unnerves him and then its revealed that during the timeskip he got close to a priest who steered his killing to work in the crusades#and said that his sins are ok since theyre in the name of god. so then u trying to tell him one thing backfired and it felt like the#opposite of ur intent. which can happen but it feels bad coupled w everything else feeling like nothing goes ur way. across multiple povs#btw. its not just one character being doomed lol
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