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no i will never lose my edge im always edging
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sorry but i am SO deeply tired of the 'aphobia isnt real' arguments because they are literally always being conducted in such bad faith. NO there is not specific societal or legal discrimation against aces and aros BECAUSE we are asexual and or aromantic. you cannot hold specifically bigoted beliefs towards a group you do not even know exist. there ARE, however, underlying and deeply pervasive systems and beliefs that actively erase, dehumanise and make life tangibly more difficult for aro and ace people on a social, economic and legal basis. most of this is due to hyperinvisibility, the medicalisation of any nonnormative + misunderstood orientations, the elevation of romance + romantic structures as the most important aspects of interpersonal relationships in society, as well as the nuclear atomisation of the family. among other things. like. amatonormativity has never been ABOUT aromantic people specfically oh my GOD. its simply the underlying social belief that everyone is expected to be in monogamous romantic relationships and that those relationships are expected to the default centre of one's life. its something that affects EVERYONE! but within that it affects aromantic people in a specific and heightened way because of our inability to participate in it in a societally acceptable way. like these are not 'aromantic' or 'asexual' or 'polyamorous' issues specifically. these are theories and terms that originated within feminist + queer sociology studies! its all part of the wider underlying social fabric! aspec people are simply pointing out that we are often affected by these things in unique and often unseen ways.
the idea that we believe people actively 'hate' us for being asexual or aromantic is completely ridiculous. most people i know do not even know the definition of those words! so how could they hate me for it. they could however, for example, hold the pervasive + societally unchallenged belief that not experiencing sexual or romantic attraction is a medical issue or something concerningly abnormal in a human being + something i should get fixed. and its not uncommon that when you DO explain that its simply your orientation to them, they continue to medicalise it and see it as some sort of issue. genuinely so deeply tired of having to explain this to people time and time again when they only want to cherry pick the most ridiculous arguments to respond to and then act as if that's a majority held opinion in the aspec community. like i actually think we are aware of how society views us we're not fucking deluded and stupid. we don't have victim complexes we are just pointing out facts that yall are so desperate to ignore. UGHHHHH
#aromantic#mossy posts#sorry i just saw the most irritating shit ive had to lay eyes on for a bit and it evoked a bit of rage from me. i dont want to be that#person but its like. no one is saying 'aphobia' = the idea people hate aspecs BECAUSE we are X thing. its the PRODUCT OF OTHER#SOCIAL FACTORS AND BELIEFS THAT COALESCE INTO DISCRIMINATION which is often unintentional. like these are just as#much feminist and queer issues as anything else. the way some of these people act like we're stupid when they are literally#just putting words in our mouths and misconstruing everything we say in the worst faith ways possible just. sends me over the edge#aro#asexual#ace discourse tw#sorry i HATE to engage or even touch on this stupid ass discourse in the slightest but genuinely. some of you are fucking stupid
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They are so so stupid ❤️
#i warched city on the edge of forever today. perfect episode#literally a domestic au but canon#i loved it sm#they are SOOOOO stupid in that ep#theyre everything to me#my art#art#fanart#doodle#star trek#star trek the original series#star trek tos#spock#james t kirk#spirk
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dog bites man
sequel to this
#ffxiv#zenoswol#zenos yae galvus#warrior of light#mine#retica literally gave up everything for eorzea#and now she’s taking something for herself#she didnt drag his ass back from the edge of reality just for the alliance to execute him
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It only took an eternity, but it’s finally complete!
Happy Valentines Day :)
#i actually finished this on the 31st but yknow#Lethica’s hand and Marius’ everything gave me so much trouble for absolutely no reason#and I know none of the positions make sense but shhhhh#for the record in the sketch I fully drew them locking lips before drawing the mask#so yes they are kissing behind the mask :)#(also ik the mask is larger than Lethica’s face in this but shhhhh)#legends of avantris#edge of midnight#marius renathyr#lethicus#lethica nightborne#my art#digital fanart#I am very normal about the choker I gave her btw#incredibly normal#I’m totally not obsessed with it#nope#also this is literally the first ship art I’ve drawn in literal years btw#last time I drew actual ship art I was in middle school#so congratulations Lethicus! for being the first ship to drive me to draw ship art in like 7 years!
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"My brother was messing with escorts, masseurs, sexual content creators and drug dealers. Now, he's gone MIA. Among all these people, someone has to be the culprit."
PLAYBOYY (2023). Official Teaser.
#playboyy#asianlgbtqdramas#asiandramasource#asiandramanet#boyslovesource#thaidramaedit#dramasource#*#faiza gifs#i am literally living life on the edge here LIKE.#this is fucking INSANE its got EVERYTHING#filth and sex and crime and mystery and just YEAH. WILD SHIT. lets fucking GO!#and yes ive already put a community label on it i know i know#yes these are a LOT of gifs but theres a LOT going on in the teaser sooooooooooooooooo#tw flashing#tw nudity
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Txt presale tomorrow I feel sick


#literally can’t stop thinking about anything else#WHAT UF I DONT GET THE TICKETS#KSJDHD#I will end everything#I FEEL SO ON EDGE#tubatu !<3#nia speaks !#someone console me
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thinking about the trope horror of assistants in the Daycare just straight up failing or quitting over and over and over again is as funny as it is tragic to me.
of course if you're waltzing on in there, rearranging the furniture and scolding the Robot who Literally Lives There it would cause problems. change is inevitable and always looming but would it not just get tiresome acclimatizing people to this role, just for them to quit anyway.
#ramblings#covering up my wip notes.#humoring the idea of a drabble. I'm inspired all the time and it's only the horrors of life that prevail me from sharing!#anyway would it genuinely ever be enough to convince either of them you see them as fully capable and autonomous while *also*-#getting on either of them for doing the things they're literally programmed for.#they're people. sure! they're people. they will try harder to be people to make everything easier. but they aren't people.#the contrast of the can pass as human “enough” until they Literally can't. until it's ever clear this is what they are.#the concept of pointing at them and saying you see that. you don't care. you care about them and all of those jagged programing edges.#to look at faults and flaws as not something to fix and repair. wretched sobbing. big fan!#kicks rocks. back to longing
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Luka is very good at keeping himself composed on stage, mostly with the help of maintaining track of his heart rate, but during Mizi's attack in ROMH he seemed to slip up, not only was the red background a tell-tale sign of Mizi's violent intentions but it was a more symbolic way of showing Luka in quite visceral fear. Even if for only a second.
I'm not convinced Luka will be as continuously calculated as he normally comes off, it all seems too fake to me. Because it is. It’s a similar case to Ivan who can't feel, isn't normal, isn't human enough so he makes a persona to blend in. So Luka, whoever he is, makes this version of himself to cope with what he has to live through, pretending like he's on top of it all to survive in this world.
So in round 7, I think something drastic will happen to make him 'snap' in a way.
It's safe to say that we don't know Luka. We don't know who he really is. We don't know his real desires. But we do know one thing--he is scared. he is afraid of the aliens. That's why he appeases them--being their trophy. He's only kept around for his purpose as an entertainer and nothing else and he's very aware of that. He knows very well that a dented trophy will be discarded; with that mindset, he's been able to get so far, and he's scared of losing. That's why he holds any little thing he can get his hands on close. And an important extension of that fear is his fear of losing power.
Till should be the more likely in this position, given he's such a rebel. But isn't that just too predictable? Keep in mind, that Till is a strong person. Even after all he's been through, even after he's been beaten into something more manageable for the aliens--He still hasn't lost his spark. Till is a raging storm. subdued but nonetheless a force to be reckoned with.
Round 6's effect on Till is greatly ambiguous for now but at this point when the time for round 7 comes, Till has been put through so much hell. Whatever Luka does to provoke him probably won't work, he and Luka are equally talented individuals and will make for an intense battle, and at the end of the day, the numbers won't lie. Exactly that is what Luka is ready for but scared of--a worthy opponent for the throne. Someone capable of stripping him of his power. (Is fear what makes Luka so dismissive?)
It would be so aggravating that this 'pest'. who is so indignant, so rebellious (in a way Luka envies.), could so easily destroy everything Luka has worked for, disregard every pain Luka has been through to get to this point, and Till doesn't value this throne as much as Luka does, and Luka doesn't want to feel the pain of death anymore. If his facade is as destructible as I think it is, that will be what ultimately brings out Luka.
This idea may be flawed. Luka is so perfect, too perfect and confident and experienced for something as little as that to break him, just think of all the training Luka went through to get to this point. I'm positive he's very aware of what playing unfairly will lead to. But isn't there always room for a wild card?
Just remember what happened to Hyun-woo.
What happened here isn't fully explained (and probably will be in round 7) but imagine Luka: "Trophy child, goody two shoes" Luka possibly killing another human. Whether by accident or not, what happened?--what and how did Luka feel in the moment for the repercussions of whatever happened to be that bad?
A Luka that is secretly greatly insecure, pliable, and defensive enough that in a spur of emotions, he can’t help but lose his cool in a way he hasn’t in a while because he’s afraid—just to try and prove he is still valuable. That is the type of character I theorize we'll come to see in round 7.
#I wonder if Hyunwoo dying was because whatever happened between them occured after heperu stopped lukas heart. maybe it made him more#sensitive? and when hyunwoo got rough with him for some reason it drew him over the edge perhaps?#i rlly dunno what could prompt luka and hyunwoo to fight honestly if hyuna wasnt involved#those two were basicallt friends? brother type relationship so like eh idk#alien stage#alnst#this is so random but i just wanted to yap about it for a second its been wracking my brain for days#i think we just have 1 too many enigmatic characters#i think this is the plot twist vivinos will go for because#“senior beats the rookie” well it's too predictable and quite cliche#and after everything i dont think till is in the right state of mind to give a shit.#i also just wanna weasel some way into making till survive this so uh yes!#can we also consider just how much tills fame may have increased after round seven.#think of it like alien stage getting more popular because of doomed yaoi. thats alien stage universe.#ivan literally has fangirls. and look at us:#just sayin'...#harharharharhar#also i know there might be someone thinking: but what about the rebellion? for one. mizi and hyuna may or may not be goners#but in general i dont think they can do ANYTHING for till or luka atp#isaac and dewey? maybe#alnst till#alien stage till#alien stage round 7#it just feels plain to me to see a luka that doesnt want to be another one of those corpses elevating the throne. he wants to show that he#is more valuable than that 'punk' who'll do nothing but dishonor this throne? maybe. we'll just have to seeeeee#alien stage luka#alnst luka#luka alien stage#till alien stage
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Yuma Kagiyama: Werther » 2023 Grand Prix de France
#yuma kagiyama#fskateedit#figure skating#gp france 2023#program#caught up on some galas and i'm obsessed with this program#i have literally watched it so many times#it takes everything good about yuma's skating and elevates it#the gorgeous lines and long sweeping edges on the music the softness of his hands#it's a very classical program but in the best way and it suits him so well#i'm just continuously in awe of how much he's improved this season#he said he wants to use this as his olympic season sp and i can't wait#though part of me is afraid he'll have to water down the choreo to make it a competitive program#it's so perfect the way it is now#i am VERY in my feelings tonight#like wow i love fs i love that skating like this exists and we get to see it
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everything abt the httyd remake feels like such a deep insult to the first film. Insulting animation as an artform, insulting the texture and lighting work that still holds up so so well. Insulting everything they put in to make it such a tightly written and skillful film. Like what could you improve with this scene, the amount of character you get from toothless here and seeing his thought process, fhe mix of accepting his fate, weariness and curiosity, you're just sucking the life and intention out of it for what. To see the dirt in between toothless's scales? Guess what you can already see that in the first movie. To flatten the lighting, remove all mood so you can see how good they modeled his new scales? Show you how real the mulch looks. Whatever. They do this all the time but this is personal (autism) you're being shown up by a film from 2010. She is eating you ALIVE. Even the other httyd films couldn't quite re-capture what they did with toothless in this first one, they remodeled him ever so slightly and he lost that edge of intelligent Animal, and became a Slightly more condensed version of himself now that his personality was established.
#i can see his tear duct i can see inside his nose i can see the where his#bigger scales thin out into softer ones#even the choice to make his eye colour such a loud green instead of the paler one#it's like yes that's an eye that's a HD eye texture i know i get it#it looks realer in the first shot. like everything else#like i was a dragon obsessed kid when this came out i was eating up every detail#you can see those subtle mottled patterns across toothless in certain light#when he's abt to attack stoic you can see the methane gas building in his throat first#for the sake of grounding these designs they incorporated Every detail you could ask for#literally the only thing that wasn't realistic is when toothless is stuck in the gorge and needs to rescue hiccup#and he clings to the edge of the caldera and his Claw the nail of his claw changes shape to be more hooked to get a better grip#that's it and we get why that happens for the scene it's good#DISCRETION. you need doscretion every shot can't be a vfx showcase#environmental lighting is always going to obscure some detail it's going to react differently it looks so fake because nothing is being#obscured or effected by their environment#the way the shadows react to toothles in the first shot gives such a good sense of his form. it makes it moody#it makes it feel colder and the shadows on his face help obscure his mouth making him harder to read. okay#can anypony hear me#what's wrong with you
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the most frustrating part abt the scene with alicent and rhaenyra (other than it being ridiculous) is the attempt at portraying alicent as a passive victim with zero agency (TO BE CLEAR she's a victim of both otto and viserys, that's not a question, she had no choice there. she did, however, have a choice in other moments and those are what i'm talking abt in this post). the writers essentially made her go "oh i thought he was talking about MY aegon. well, it's too late. i am a tragic figure who never wanted war. oh no" like ?? some of us have eyes and can see that alicent has been actively trying to gain power, undermine rhaenyra, and divide the family even before the time skip. she shows up to rhaenyra's wedding late and wearing green, she sows discord between their kids, spreads rumors of rhaenyra's children being bastards despite knowing it could get them killed (+ in the book the only ppl yapping abt them being bastards were alicent and criston cole bc the point of spreading rumors was to undermine and hurt both them and rhaenyra, if it was true or not was irrelevant), and she literally hits aegon and insists that rhaenyra will kill him to cement her claim to the throne even when there's been no indication that she would. alicent did not have to do any of those things, she actively chose to
and rhaenyra was willing to leave all that in the past by marrying helaena and jace thus ending the (then metaphorical) war between their sides of the family, but alicent refused bc she wanted power and for rhaenyra to not have any, so she made active choices to ensure that, and didn't care for the consequences. now her son is the king, she never prepared him for it so he's shit at it, she can't control him, she has no power, and the only person surprised is her (and otto). but again, these are choices SHE made or helped make. making an enemy of rhaenyra, and everything that came bc of that, was a choice. she would've helped put aegon on the throne whether viserys quoted the prophecy to her or not, be it usurpation (which it was) or not. that was a choice alicent made. stop portraying her as a passive victim of the dance when that role belongs to helaena
#and before yall ask YES I AM AWARE THAT ALICENT WANTING RHAENYRA TO NOT HAVE POWER WAS PROBS A TRAUMA RESPONSE MANIFESTING AS JEALOUSY#but i need yall to understand that trauma response or not alicent still made the active choice to antagonize rhaenyra and make her an enemy#and i'm not saying alicent is the sole or even main reason the dance happened. but she played a pretty significant and active role#the way the show is changing so much abt team green to make them likeable is insane actually#aemond is literally remembered by history as AEMOND THE KINSLAYER yet the only person who's been referred to in that way so far is rhaenyra#they erased rhaenyra and laena's friendship and just had alicent take laena's place#not to mention in the book alicent is a grown woman beefing with like a 9yr old rhaenyra#the writers changed nearly everything about her so she'd be more palatable + likable (and so would the greens by extension)#and they've also made team black mellow + passive and uninteresting (esp jace) which i also hate#like if this is gonna be an “everyone is bad” story then why are all their rough edges softened. why won't they let them just be unlikeable#why is the writing essentially saying “men bad and want war but women good and want peace” THATS NOT COMPELLING AT ALL#house of the dragon#meta#hotd meta#alicent hightower#rhaenyra targaryen#my meta
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I really need to start a new shakarian longfic, I feel like it's just how I feel alive. I need it like air. (but also so I can have something to procrastinate on by writing one shots.)
#wild rambles#the yesterday/today/tomorrow trilogy is over#(well. one chapter left for change starts with today‚ but it's basically over)#and now im like. oh. they're rotating in my brain but where's the specific longform narrative. i miss the specific longform narrative#help#maybe revisit my first contact au#??????#it ended with ryder on eden prime but like. i never got to describe shep and garrus' wedding in the end‚ just the proposal and....#hm#there's still stuff to do there i guess#because lets be honest‚ i have beaten edge of yesterday to death with a stick by now. i think ive gotten literally everything i possibly#could out of that entire storyline/universe. i need to let go lmfaoooo#gah#i dont know why i started rambling in the tags. this should have all just been in the post
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Sometimes a character is trans but they do not know they are trans and will never know they are trans
#IM TOO EMBARASSED TO EVEN SAY WHO THIS IS ABOUT 😭😭😭😭😭 BUT THAT IS A TRANS WOMAN#She is. So trans. Like the scene in season 2 where shes hallucinating and it's just her masculinity being insulted bc it's like all she has#Bc shes been Forced to be emotionless and stoic and invulnerable and A Man#And how upon literally Finding A New Family she actually becomes who she is at her core and her kindness and care for others is so evident#And she goes from pushing everyone away and bottling everything up to actively voicing her care (Even if she's still rough around the edges#bc well. That's just her.)#And she just becomes. Herself.#BUT BC OF THE ENVIRONMENT SHE WAS RAISED IN AND THE ENVIRONMENT SHES STILL IN SHE WILL NEVER GET TO ACKNOWLEDGE AND KNOW THAT SHE IS A WOMAN#⛪️
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So as preparation to start outlining the Race to the Edge era of Kings of the Wilderwest, I've been turning the show on and listening to it while at work. While doing so, it suddenly hit me how many of the villains fall into the trap of
"You're so obsessed with Hiccup, it makes you stupid!"
Like, Hiccup has his moments too, but come on. All these guys really should have more important things to think about then this one-legged twig who looks at giant fire breathing lizards and gives up all thoughts of self-preservation in favor of "I bet I could pet that!! ❤️"
#race to the edge#hiccup haddock#is literally that meme about white girls wanting to pet everything#kings of the wilderwest#kotw#funny enough#toothless's only enemy#as in the only one focused just on him and not hiccup#is also obssessed with him#he's got the same problems as his service animal#just to a lesser extent#hiccup is toothless's mobility human#in case that wasn't clear
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being home on a weekday & living with ur mom will have u talking to the cats like "hey. hows it goin. u guys uhh freeloaders too ?"
#being unemployed be like#my semester literally Just ended and im instantly like OMG SO MUCH TO DO!! SO EXCITED TO GET ON MY SIDE PROJECTS!!#it took ONE day for me to be eating a waffle pantsless in the kitchen at 11am asking the cats what they do all day#wkhckwjckdjdnd#.txt#dw babes. i AM getting on my tasks. but first. gotta vibe. gotta just. breathe#i just got my final exam grade back (I PASSED!!) ‼️BUT‼️ my final grade for the course did Not go up yet#i rlly think my prof will pass me. however. however. i have fear. in my haoort.#and until i see that solid C in my school's system i will be On Edge#friendship will occur afterwards though. dont yall worry. THIS SUMMER. its gonna be SICK NASTY EPIC#OH MY GOD AND SAM'S COMING TO VISIT OH MY GOD WKCHKDJCKDJD#YIPPPEE YIPPPEE YIPPPEEEE#personal#but rebloggable. no worries ever#fr fr the first post i ever reblogged in like 2012/2013 op dm'd me and told me that i wasnt allowed to rb it and i was SO confused#and ill think about that forever#must reassure everyone that everythings good forever since#unemployed#student#cats#thats it. those r the tags thatll help me find this again if i need it. i hope
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