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Literally took so long I cannot find the ask anymore, apologies anon!!! :( But finally did the nicely requested Mark and Kate hanging out! Mark lost a bet Kate couldn't lift him, 'cause she has gotta be buff asf to be out on the field with ZERO weapons :D !! Also just them talking! Forever grieving their potential friendship. Yearnful sigh.
#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#duplikate#mark grayson#adding just the lineart feels so fucking naked I am this close to deleting this whole post LMAO#not much notes either just fleshing out kate design so I can draw her without losing my sanity#yall dont know how I NEEDED to do my own spin on these mfs or else I could never draw them istg sjdksjdksdls#literally why this took SO LONG#I COULD NOT FIGURE OUT HOW TO DRAW KATE
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#art#su pink diamond#su pearl#su rose quartz#verviellet#steven universe#OK OK SO THIS TOOK LIKE 6 HOURS. HELP.#I WANTED TO SHOW THE SPEEDRUN BUT IT WAS TOO LONG#Also i crashed out so in the middle of it are violent drawings and then back to normal#wanna know why#BECAUSE I CANT DRAW ROSESSSSS#FOR THE LIFE OF MEEEEE.#I WAS SO MAD I WAS FUMING ISTG#I LITERALLY OMG. IT BOILS MY BLOOD THINKING ABT IT#THE FLOWERS ASIDE PEARL LOOK TOO MUCH LIKE SUCCULENTS BUT I DONT CARE IDC IDC IM DONE#anyways :3#i went to bed at 11pm.#its 1:47am now and im finally done#sighs#anyway this has been in my gallery for a bit. i alreadh gave a sneaky peaky on my other acc#toodles chat!! gn!!#su bismuth#if you squint bismuth is there
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Both me and price looking at that pic of them sleeping: do it for them...
(This was supposed to be like. 2 panels rip)
#call of duty modern warfare 2#cod mw2#cod soap#cod ghost#cod gaz#cod price#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#kyle gaz garrick#john price#kate laswell#cod fanart#cod comic#call of duty modern warfare#call of duty fanart#call of duty#i feel like every time i post a comic i need to explain why it took so long but this one wasnt even planned so. yeah.#im working on a different comic and wanted to take a break with something simpler... that turned out to also be a comic but shorter lol#im like super sick rn :/ not fun#i feel bad for disappearing a lot but literally nobody but me cares lmao
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I see so many people thinking that mydei is really rough and uncaring with his partner (especially in bed…) and I’m like… no?? he’s not? he’s the most respectful guy you’ll find out there?? okay it’s lighthearted but… just heart me out (may be a bit ooc since I didn’t figure out his personality as much yet)
mydei x gn reader

Mydeimos, the crown prince of Castrum Kremnos, one of the Chrysos Heirs, your lover and… apparently a heartless man. You scoff at the idea. Sure, he may be a merciless warrior when it comes to striking down his opponents, but he is not ruthless. Especially with those he holds dear.
You can’t really recall when those rumours spread; suddenly, people of Okhema started thinking your boyfriend (extremely kind, in your humble opinion) was cruel. You were obviously first to deny that, but who’d believe you? It’s not like you could just walk up to a bunch of citizens and tell them “you’re all wrong!” They’d probably laugh at you. How could a random person know the Mydei so well? Oh, if only they knew…
But, as kind and benevolent you are, you decided to keep your promise and not tell the public about your relationship. Even if your powerlessness to those rumours made your blood boil and your fists clench.
When asked how he felt about them, Mydei at first pretended to be surprised. But you knew better than to believe in his act. “Don’t worry about that, their words shouldn’t be worrying you. Rumours always die out sooner or later, just like a fire. Pay them no mind, [Name].” Easier said than done, is what you thought to yourself. But he was right, as much as you hated to admit.
If you could speak up and defend him from all those terrible allegations, you’d tell them how he’s a fighter for the sake of protecting those who he holds close, how he always cooks the most delicious food for you, how he lets you do his hair when you had a bad day, how sweet he is with children, and how surprisingly gentle he truly is.
But, sometimes you think to yourself, maybe it’s better if only you get to see that side of Mydei, reserved just for you ♡

a/n: aaaaaaaaa I’m so so so sorry this is so late, I completely forgot about it >< btw I almost finished 3.1 and oof… this guy grew on me A LOT (there’s something about men who have rough hands, but a firm and gentle hold…)
comments & reblogs appreciated!
#Hsr#honkai star rail x reader#honkai star rail#hsr x reader#divider credits: adornedwithlight#This actually took me so long to write#Like#Saru why are you giggling while writing about a fictional guy you’re not even pulling for?#(Maybe I will#who knows…)#I literally kept grinning to myself#This man#good lord#Mydei hsr#Mydei x reader
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please keep doing the right thing by not calling out this or any other imitators of your art. if they're not impersonating you, deceiving people about whose artworks were made/posted first, or threatening your livelihood (which is a wholly seperate issue of economics), there's no material damage being done here. that just leaves the shitty feelings you get from being aware of the imitation, and i have faith that you can get over those and move on with your life.
fact: your art is technically skillful and broadly appealing to tumblrites both in style and subject (big fandoms, popular ships, familiar tropes and ideas). that's why it's popular.
fact: social media incentivizes creators to post whatever content gets the most engagement and viewers to engage with the same kinds of content over and over, regardless of who copied who.
fact: the only thing no one else can copy is the fact that your art was made by *you*. if that's not enough for you to feel secure in the inherent value of what you make, i'm afraid there's an part of you that fears that your work is replaceable.
the discomfort and "creepiness" you talk about sounds like you're stuck in zero-sum mindset: this person can only gain something by taking it away from *you*. and that's just not true. what do you feel you're "losing" to them in this competition? praise? attention? social media points? money (see above)? unpack that.
fact: your art will be harder to imitate and less attractive to imitators if you get weirder and more experimental with it. which i would love to see, btw.
i appreciate this !! but also i should clarify: i'm not upset because i'm jealous of this person getting attention or i feel like i'm 'losing' to them in any way. i'm very secure in my own work now and if this was a stranger i probably wouldn't care as much. this is not any kind of 'threat' to me and the amount that this affects my actual life is very minimal
i'm upset because this is someone who i gave the benefit of the doubt and actually befriended, who went from taking small stylistic choices i made to potentially ripping off entire characters/comics that i wrote, and did it to my face. and i don't think it's an overreaction for me to be weirded out by that
#ramble#i appreciate the sentiment but this is reading into my psyche a Lot akdfhjs. is it just me#anon with all respect what does any of this mean#also i cannot stress enough i'm not a public figure i am literally just some guy. i'm not pictures floating in space i'm a PERSON#i honestly can't explain why this whole thing is weird to me. it's just sort of. rude???#literally none of the social media/money/attention part of this matters to me it's that my art is very personal to me and they took it#like you spend so long making absolute garbage to find your own style and then somebody just takes it from you#and even while this was happening i was adding new things to my art and they were right behind me doing the same things#it's so stupid that this is about elves i hate it here#sorry this makes me sound so bitchy i'm just so fucking done with it
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"This thing... man... whatever it is... evil may have created it, left its mark on it... but evil does not rule it. So I cannot kill it." Horror Character Appreciation - Hugh Jackman as Van Helsing in Van Helsing (2004) dir. Stephen Sommers
#Van Helsing#request#sorry this took so long some shit has come up in my personal life and thats why those old music video gifs have been posting theyve been in#the queue for literally three years lol#hc*#horroredit#userhorroredits#dailyhorrorfilms#classichorrorfilms#classichorrorblog#horrorfilmgifs#userbrittany#gif#mine#made by me#photoset#gifs#gifset#moviegifs#filmgifs#filmedit#filmdaily#tvandfilmdaily#dailytvfilmgifs#cinemapix#doyouevenfilm#fyeahmovies#dailyflicks#moviehub#filmcentral
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wanna preface this by saying that i am. So normal. anyway i just spent the last week redrawing scenes from mystery skulls animated but as that hermitcraft au i posted about a couple times. you guys should watch msa it is. so so good.
#my art#hermitcraft#mystery skulls animated#geminitay#geminitay fanart#ethoslab#ethoslab fanart#falsesymmetry#falsesymmetry fanart#ignore the fact that etho's hair changes literally every drawing#poses + expressions are traced a bit; and backgrounds aren't mine(well; except for the second one; which you can prolly tell;; sksnsks)#and also (with the help of sap bc i'm bad at color theory) edited the truck bg colors a bit#but even so;; i am!! very very happy with how these turned out#mystery skulls animated spoilers#<- honestly that's mainly for the murder mystery one#granted anyone who hasn't seen the future at this point prolly won't have that tag filtered#etho's murder mystery form(no i don't have a name for it)'s collar tag is a mix between a mable leaf and a vex!#cuz reverb is cub in this au#hence all the blue and stuff;; skdhkdnkd#you'd think that last pic would have been the hardest for me to draw; with how complicated etho's design is#but surprisingly; it doesn't even place top three in terms of how long it took to draw#no; instead it was that Fucking. Truck.#WHY did that take me eight and a half hours#the second longest was only five!!!#the others barely even top 4!#also#WHY are the deadbeats(which are mini tillies here) so deceptively hard to draw#every time i struggle with them orz#anyway. images 3; 6; 7; and 8 are my favs <3#if false and/or pearl see this. o/ hoi
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been watching a lot of hermitcraft recently and am happy to report that i am hopelessly endeared by these little goobers 💕 they’re like bugs to me
close ups under the cut!









gonna be real this was absolutely just me taking the opportunity to get my grubby lil mitts all up in their character designs lol i heart interpreting mc skins
#my posts#my art#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#oh boy here we go#zedaph#tangotek#bdoubleo100#bdubs#rendog#falsesymmetry#stressmonster101#iskall85#cubfan135#goodtimeswithscar#WHY are there so MANYYY (<- is the one who drew that many)#anyways i love them they’re so…………#also just for the record i have Peaked with that lil ouppy rendog just LOOK AT HIMMM#i will never draw anything better than that he’s literally perfect#don’t. don’t worry about how long it took to draw one tiny thing it definitely wasn’t embarrassingly long struggling with dog legs#i’m also really proud of horsegirl bdubs giving his horf a big ol ‘MWAH!’ but that’s just because that one’s real cute :)#but yeah this was just a lil somethin somethin i poked at whenever i was in a Mood and needed something to draw forrr however many months#i tried challenging myself to draw hermits i probably wouldn’t much otherwise :)#it was fun i love designing my interpretations of various skins#it was really funny tho how i was fighting for my LIFE drawing zed and meanwhile ren and stress turned out perfect first try#was that purely on me for giving him wool and a terrible angle to draw a face at?#……..yeah probably but STILL#but i’m really pleased with how he turned out so 100% worth it babyyy#anyways posting this so i’ll stop poking at it i’ve gone ‘okay it’s Officially Done’ like 5 times now lol i need to leave it alone#POSTING THIS AGAIN BECAUSE I FORGOT TO TURN ON A LAYER AND DIDN’T NOTICEEE IF YOU SAW THE OG POST NO YOU DIDN’T
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Hey hey
Could you perhaps write a snippet where the building hero is in, gets bombed? Its bombed as an assassination attempt to get them, however the people in that building die and hero, succumbed to their injuries couldn't save everyone of them. At last they watched the last ambulance left without them, even as they called for help
Villians villa is just few kilometres away
Thankfu hero's legs aren't broken
They begin walking
The problem? Vil is way to composed and prim and perfect to let all of hero's blood get on their expensive carpets and fabrics. They could even be mad at the hero for reddening their porch if they hero stood their asking for bandages. What now? And the fight the two had yesterday that ended with "never see me again" and "don't ever talk to me"s.....vil was stopping hero from attending the event the building....
Will vil help them? They can just ask for bandages and leave.
What hero doesn't know: vil would literally destroy the world for hero, and there's no way in hell are they leaving hero on their doorstep.
(Anon you were cooking with this ask, thank you!)
The hero realized the building was going to explode a split second before it did, which wasn’t enough time to do anything other than brace.
They tensed, and there was a horrible screeching of metal and brick, followed by a deafening silence that covered them more completely than the rubble did.
The hero coughed once, weakly, pain rocketing through their chest, and shoved a piece of concrete off themself.
From somewhere else in the building, a soft, terrified wail began, broken around desperate sobs.
The hero coughed again, hand rising to their ribs. They didn’t have the energy to be surprised when their fingers came back coated in blood and dust. They grimaced at it, struggling to their feet–
And oh, god. That hurt.
The hero had a surgery once, the kind that resulted in bandages and a care regime and a set of stitches, and when they had woken up in the recovery unit, it had felt sort of like this. A moment of loopy half-awareness, and then a pain that had knocked the breath out of them, hands clenching into the sheets as a nurse tried to figure out if they needed more medication.
This was worse. Their vision swam, and they blinked it back with a hiss.
Because someone, somewhere in the wreckage, was crying. And if one person was crying, it meant there was someone who survived. Which meant it was likely there were other survivors–ones too hurt to make any noise, ones knocked unconscious, ones still too shocked to do anything other than lay there–and it was the hero’s job to find them.
It took them far too long to locate the source of the crying. Longer to dig them out, vision going white as the person slammed into the hero’s chest in some facsimile of a terrified hug.
“You’re okay,” they managed, voice like gravel. “It’s okay. I’m going to get you out, and you’re going to be just fine. Were you with anyone?”
And then again, and again, and again.
The hero panted, hands on their knees as their body fought them in an attempt to just collapse onto the concrete below. They just–they just needed a minute. Just one, maybe, and then they could–
This time, the hero wasn’t even aware of it before it happened.
The remains of the building shook, then disintegrated into itself in a plume of dust and rock. The hero shielded their eyes with one hand, blinking against the onslaught.
What little air they had managed to get stuttered out of their lungs in something close to a sob. They had done this enough times to know there wasn’t anyone in that building left alive.
They sagged down against the nearest thing–more rubble, maybe? They didn’t know–and this time when they rested a hand on their side, there was a considerably larger amount of blood.
“That’s…not great,” they said, and their fingers blurred in front of them slightly. There was an ambulance right there. Just a couple feet away. They had already helped most of the survivors, so maybe it would be okay for the hero to–
A paramedic rounded the back of the ambulance, and the hero lifted a hand, reaching–
“Please, wait, I think–I think,” it hurt coming out of their mouth, “help. Please I need–” they trailed off as the paramedic took the step up into the ambulance.
And closed the door behind them.
The hero wasn’t even that surprised when the ambulance began to drive away.
“Help,” they finished weakly, then sucked a breath in through their nose.
They were supposed to be good at this kind of thing. Surviving, no, thriving in catastrophe. A pillar of light. The one with the plan.
The kind of being that didn’t beg for help on the ground.
The hero wasn’t entirely sure how they managed to get themselves back to standing. It was as easy as that–one moment they were on the ground, gravel embedded in their knees, and the next they were up and shaking but they were up.
“If I stay here, I’ll die,” they murmured. They had hoped maybe the threat would keep their legs from buckling again. It didn’t.
They weren’t near any place that could be trusted. There wasn’t a safe clinic for heroes on this side of the city, and even if there was, the hero wouldn’t trust them. Couldn’t afford to.
But as for near…the hero swallowed the nausea as it rose in their throat. There was one place they could go. One person they could go to.
Four miles. They could do four. There was no other option.
Where the hero had had some blurry recollection, or at least, a good guess of how they got to standing, they had absolutely no clue how they made it onto the villain’s porch. They managed a blink, retching slightly as they stared at the villain’s wavering door, then had to freeze just to bite down the pain that had come from the gagging.
They tried to knock and ended up collapsing against the villain’s door, knees giving out entirely as their fingers scrabbled for purchase and left behind smeared bloody marks on the wood.
They weren’t entirely sure how that happened either, or how long it took the villain to answer the door. Just that it hurt—so, so much, it hurt so–and that they managed to shove themself back into some semblance of standing right before the villain pulled the door open.
The villain’s face did a sort of spasming thing as soon as they saw the hero, jaw dropping slightly in what the hero could only really read as shock.
There was a very considerable amount of blood on the door. They were cold.
“I–” the hero tried, but they weren’t really sure where they had been going with that sentence, and after yesterday and the screaming and the fight the villain probably didn’t want to see them at all, didn’t want to ever see their face again, so–their mind blanked. “I got blood on your door.”
They tried to gesture towards it, but that hurt, so their hand simply twitched slightly from where it hung by their side.
They glanced down at their feet, because they didn’t want to see what the villain’s face was doing, especially if what it was doing was anything resembling anger.
“Oh.” There was blood at the hero’s feet. “And on your porch, too, I guess.”
They looked up at the villain, but they were still staring at them, brow furrowed, hand clenching on the doorframe.
“I’m sorry.”
There was a very faint quiver of tears when they said it, and the hero knew better than to hope the villain didn’t catch it.
Were they saying sorry for the porch or the door or yesterday–
“Holy shit,” the villain finally breathed, and it sounded like it had been punched out of them. The hero froze, panic rising in their chest.
“I’m sorry,” the hero blurted out, stammering. “I’m–I’m so sorry, I’ll go, just–could I maybe have some bandages? Just–just one, maybe, please? I’m sorry, I’m sorry,” they said uselessly, head swimming. They couldn’t even remember what they were doing here. The villain was perfect in every sense of the word, stoic and proper and collected in a way the hero would never be; a marble statue brought to life. The idea of them letting the hero–the personification of a train wreck in motion–in to bleed all over the villain’s soft carpet and nice shoes and cause irreparable damage to their very expensive house was almost laughable.
If they had had the breath to laugh.
More of the hero’s blood dripped onto the slats of the porch, and they stepped back. “I’m sorry–”
The villain reached for them, and the hero flinched, taking it for the dismissal it was–
The hero blinked, and it stuck for a moment too long as the world tilted, and when they pried their eyes open again the villain was staring at them with something the hero was too out of it with pain and possibly delirium to identify. Their gaze drifted back to the blood smeared on the door, and the villain’s grip tightened on the hero’s bicep–when had they grabbed the hero’s bicep?–until the hero’s gaze returned to theirs.
The villain said something, but there was a roaring that had started up in the hero’s ears. They seemed to take the uncomprehending blink the hero gave them in return for an answer anyways, and guided them down until they were both sitting on the cool wood. A tug, and the hero was resting against their own propped up knees, villain’s hand still firm on their arm.
“How much blood did you lose?”
It was like screaming underwater, the hero reasoned. Or through a mirror. But they heard it nonetheless, and that was their villain, and even in hatred and war they would always answer them.
“Was ‘supposed to be counting?” If they had any more energy–or maybe slightly more blood–in their body, the slur to their own words would have been concerning.
The villain’s lips pursed into a thin line, and the hero felt them begin to run an assessing hand over their injuries, cataloguing them, brow furrowing further with every second.
“M’sorry,” they managed, tongue thick. The villain didn’t pause.
“For what?”
“Bleeding on your door,” they managed. The villain stopped them from raising their head from their knees. “And your–porch.”
“I don’t give a shit about either of those things,” the villain said, simply, easily. Like it was nothing. Like they didn’t feel the weight of it as they threw it into the air.
The villain sat back on their heels, clearly having learned what they wanted from the hero’s injuries.
When the hero didn’t immediately look at them, the villain grabbed their chin, gently turning it until the hero faced them.
“How far did you walk,” they said slowly, and the hero had never been more grateful for anything in their life.
“Four miles,” the hero said, and they couldn’t hear their own voice above the roaring, but the villain obviously could from the way their eyes darkened.
The hero wanted no part in making the villain angry again–I never want to see you again, do you hear me? If you ever try to talk to me again I will kill the both of us, I promise you that–, but when they attempted to push themselves up to leave, the only thing they managed was a piteous whine and a stab of pain so intense they forgot to breathe.
“Idiot,” the villain hissed. But oddly, the hero didn’t sense any anger coming from the villain.
They blinked–too long, again–and found themselves in the villain’s arms as they walked through the house. Their head lolled back onto the villain’s shoulder, and the villain glanced down as if–to make sure the hero was okay. That they were conscious, and breathing.
Oh.
Oh.
The villain wasn’t angry.
They were afraid. For the hero.
Which didn’t make any sense, because–
I never want to see you again–
“You’re mad at me,” the hero reasoned, and it came out half strangled and petulant. The villain looked down at them, and the hero caught the tiniest flinch in their jaw.
“I’m not mad at you.”
“That’s not what you said yesterday,” the hero whispered, and the villain flinched.
“I wanted to stop this from happening.” The villain settled them onto a bathroom counter, lights flickering on as the hero leaned back against the mirror. Blood began to dry, sticky, between their fingers.
The hero’s mouth went dry, and it caught in their throat when they tried to swallow it.
“You could have just left me there.” Their voice only shook a little bit, but the villain’s head still snapped up from where they had been digging through a drawer.
“What?”
“On the porch,” the hero clarified, clearing their throat. The lump didn’t go away, and they had begun shaking at some point, and they couldn’t stop. “If you didn’t want to deal with me you could have just left me there–”
The villain’s face had darkened into something the hero almost didn’t recognize.
“I would burn the world for you, and you think I would leave you to die on my porch?”
“You said you didn’t want this to happen.”
“No, that’s not–” the villain rubbed a hand over their brow, and the hero winced at the blood it left behind. “No. No, that’s not what I meant. I was trying to keep you from going to that stupid event and getting hurt. I knew it was going to blow.”
“I would have gone anyway.”
The villain stilled. “I thought maybe if you never wanted to see me again, and you knew I was there…”
“I would,” the hero repeated. “Have gone anyway.”
The hero watched as the villain’s face rippled through a dozen emotions, settling onto something unidentifiable.
“Why?”
“Because you were there,” the hero said easily, shrugging one shoulder. Because when it came to the villain, it really was that easy. They could scream, and shout, and hold a knife to the hero’s throat, and the hero would still follow them into hell. That was their villain.
The villain looked like the hero had stabbed them, face draining of color. Their fingers went white around the edge of the counter, as if it was the only thing keeping them upright.
“What,” the villain’s voice was hoarse.
“I went because I was hoping you would be there,” the hero said honestly
“Stop,” the villain raised a hand between them, a shield, voice breaking. They sucked in a breath, then another, like they were trying to keep themself from breaking down onto the tile.
“You would have gone to the event no matter what, just to see me,” the villain said slowly, and the hero nodded
“Yes.”
“Even though I screamed at you?”
“Yes.”
“And told you I hated you.”
“Villain, please–”
“Now you know,” the villain interrupted, voice incredibly soft. “Why I would have never left you on that porch.”
The hero forgot to breathe for a moment, tongue going numb in their mouth. The villain couldn’t mean–
They blinked for a moment too long, and then the villain was standing between the hero’s knees, hand on their chest.
“You love me,” the hero said a moment later.
“Ruinously,” the villain agreed.
“So you–”
“I was trying to save your life,” the villain’s hands were gentle as they began to patch up the hero’s side. “And now I’m saving your life in a new and unanticipated way. But there is nothing you could ever do to stop me from saving your life.”
The hero’s heart clenched.
“Really?”
The villain caught their chin, eyes boring into the hero’s. They brushed a piece of hair off the side of the hero’s face.
“Really.”
The hero sighed, and the villain caught them as they slumped.
“I thought you hated me,” the hero said, and they hated how raw they sounded. The villain made a choked little noise.
“I’m so sorry.”
The hero sniffed.
“Don’t do it again.”
The villain simply hummed, and smoothed the ends of a bandage down against the hero’s abdomen. The hero could feel their hands shaking.
You scared me.
A second later, their hands settled on either side of the hero’s head, and the villain rested their face into the hero’s hair. They pressed a kiss to the hero’s temple, tension easing from their shoulders.
I’m sorry.
The hero clutched the front of the villain’s shirt between their hands, drawing them closer. The villain went willingly, loose limbed with affection and the rapid draining of terror from their system.
“I would have never left you on that porch.”
The hero had never believed anyone more.
#writing community#writing#creative writing#snippet#heroes and villains#angst#fic writing#ficlet#writblr#writing prompt#hurt/comfort#villain x hero#tw bombing#blood mention#minor character death#its off screen#villain caretaker#hero whumpee#whump writing#whumpblr#I spent literally three days trying to write the same sentence. do u want to guess which one#I don't even know why#thank you so much for the ask I had so much fun with this one#it fr took over my brain for like three days I was on FaceTime in the dining hall frowning down at a piece of pizza#desperately trying to figure out why the words weren't wording properly while my friend gave unhelpful advice#anyways blame my friends bc they took longer to proofread this than normal so#I do not like how long of a window I go between posts#im working on it#promise#thank you for the ask
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does anyone else have a thing where their special interest causes like. a physiological reaction. Like you see new information about it and your heart is pounding and your nerves are on fire?
I don’t mean like in a positive “yay I’m so hyped and excited!!!” way either. More like anxiety if anything. idk how to explain it properly
#i get this feeling every time I see new concrete stuff (screenshots/news/etc) about A3#i WANT to be excited i WISH i was hyped but instead it makes me—for lack of a better description—instantly anxious as heck#not like just “eh a little unsure”#but rather like. heart rate LITERALLY speeds up. unpleasantly.#and I don’t really know……why….?#is this a normal thing people experience or am I just in way too deep somehow?#is it connected to the fact that A2 utterly emotionally wrecked me and it took months to recover? maybe#and a part of me wants to go into the fandom and discuss The Stuff because maybe that’ll help release all the nervous energy#but the other part of me wants to avoid fandom discussions like the plague#because I’ve been in fandoms long enough to KNOW that there’s gonna be certain aspects that the fans and I do NOT see eye-to-eye on#(stuff like “jake is abusive” etc etc. no the heck he’s not but that’s a post for another day)#and I know seeing those posts is just gonna exacerbate the negative feelings not calm them#so. avoid#anyways there’s a lot of A3 stuff floating around out there that I’m not sure how I feel about yet#I’m trying very hard to reserve judgment one way or the other until I actually see it all in its proper context#but. the nerves are still on fire. might have a heart attack in the theater#why can’t I just enjoy things like a normal person 😭 I don’t know
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How does the great Sandpiper successfully smuggle 130 children out of the Nilfgaard-occupied territory of Hamm? With the power of a forgotten story, a traditional song, and a masterful lie.
A piece for my upcoming fic, The Piper of Hamm, based on The Pied Piper of Hamelin, next in my fairy tale series.
#FINALLY finished this wip from literally TWO YEARS ago and it only took an HOUR to add the background and stuff#my art#my witcher art#witcher#the witcher#jaskier#The Piper of Hamm fic#I'm basically writing all these fics in order on a sticky note#you can see why I haven't gotten around the the Howl's Moving Castle or Stardust AUs yet because of this#TWO YEARS I had this idea#and it is only now being written#my life is pain lmao#but I've never been invested in a fandom this long so I think I've finally found my forever fandom#and the need to write these aus is still strong#so we'll see them one day
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Backseat Shenanigans
Drawn for @destieldtiyschallenge based on this original by @stab-of-hunger
#destieldtiys2024#destiel fanart#dean Winchester#castiel#destiel art#spnfanart#wiggleart#op is literally someone I’ve been following on here for like over a decade#at this point so I had to take a stab haha at one of their arts 😘#also this took me way too long okay. why is it so hard to cram two dudes into the backseat of a car! like guys!#two bros chilling in an impala sitting on top of each other bc they’re totally gay lmao
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chapter 1 of horror show be liek:
i made this in powerpoint
I AM SO OBSESSED W THIS. THE FORMATTING. THE EDITING. THE DIALOGUE. WHY DID YOU DO THIS IN POWERPOINT
#I literally reread the first chapter and can confirm this is completely accurate#SHOCKWAVE’S DIALOGUE IS ON POINT#AND ALSO. I MEAN THIS IN THE MOST LOVING AND AFFECTIONATE WAY POSSIBLE. POWERPOINT IS UNHINGED#WHY POWERPOINT. IS THE EDITING SOMEHOW BETTER THERE. I AM OBSESSED#also I’m so sorry it took me so long to get to this I have spent the past 2 or so months being beaten up by tasks#and completely forgot this was in my inbox#BUT IT WAS SO FUNNY TO OPEN THIS AND REVISIT IT#THANK YOU#experiment!wheeljack au#experiment!wheeljack#EXW au#Horror Show#tfp wheeljack#tfp shockwave#transformers prime#tfp#transformers#maccadam#leaf speaks
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[ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴡᴏ ᴏꜰ ᴜꜱ ]
#the lmao#mark pakin lovebombing weekend#say yes to Dr!Sant roleplay#mark pakin#markohm#sweet tooth good dentist#stgd#ohm thipakorn#stgd ep 7#jaysant#but also why it took SO LONG to find meds for grandma the kid literally said she complaining about chest tightness and than can't breathe 💀#d'gifs
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why must art take forever. why cant it go faster but keep the same quality result.
#i literally stopped coloring bc it was awful and took me even longer to finish stuff#WHY AM I STILL TAKING SO LONG TO FINISH MESSY LINES#CRIES AS I CLING TO THE WALLS#so so unrelated totally. i am SICK of black sapphire. i think he doesnt deserve rights actually.#rip to anyone that likes him im putting him down for reasons totally not caused by my own hand
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keep fighting the good fight against this weird misconception that vik is somehow stoic and unemotional, bestie 🫡 cause idk where the hell people picked that up lol
thank you!!! fandom is always gonna fandom, reducing characters to two-dimensional tropes to make them mix-and-matchable. it's especially unfortunate when the characters we're given in Arcane are so rich and nuanced. the best antidote is to go back and rewatch the source material imo lol.
thanks for enjoying my tags also!! I used to write actual meta many years ago but at some point lost my nerve or lost the time. now it lives in the tags. I don't know many people in the jayvik fandom here, it seems mostly active on twitter, but I'm glad to be noticed by at least a couple people here :) your blog is great!!
#sorry i took so long to respond whoops#arcane#hexcoreviktor#jayvik#im also gonna add to this that when i see viktor portrayed with emotion it's usually anger which. to me also is ooc#like they show/write him yelling and being cranky or rude and i just. he only raises his voice like ONCE to someone in the show#and it's not even yelling.#it was 'absolutely not!' to mel's request about the weapons.#others have mentioned before that he's pacifist. and yeah. like he's not just fucking angry and rude to people.#he can be snarky and sassy and have dry humor but he's not angry all the time wtf??#he doesnt have some snap temper.#maybe you havent met a scientist with high standards or a perfectionist before but like. *waves*#stop writing viktor as an emotionless robot - it's literally part of his arc that in trying to remove the subjectivity of emotion#he goes even more emotionally bonkers in s2 lmao#but at the same time stop writing him like he's consistently impatient and pissed off at everyone and everything esp jayce#when jayce does kind things for him he's polite and grateful and appreciates it ffs#idk maybe it's because i relate to viktor a lot that i don't see why his personality is so hard to understand
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