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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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lesbianism would have saved misa and rem. homosexuality would have made light and L die faster.
#death note#light yagami#l lawilet#anime#misa amane#l death note#l lawliet#lawlight#l change the world#death note live action#remisa#rem x misa
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Lifespans.
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[Image ID: A three-way venn diagram floating against a starfield. The circles are coloured; one yellow, one light blue, one a darker shade of blue. The yellow is the smallest, the two blue ones over double its size, with the darker blue the biggest. The yellow is half covered by the two blue circles, while it takes up a small amount of the two blues. The centre overlap between all three is labelled "the precious few years we three were together".
There is very little overlap between the yellow and the darker blue without the lighter blue.
The work is signed 'aerialworms'./End ID]
#star trek#mcspirk#star trek fanart#star trek the original series#leonard mccoy#james t kirk#spock#i drew this after that short film came out last year#I don't usually acknowledge ge nerations for my own sanity but it got me thinking about how jim only knew spock for 25 years before he die#bones for 35ish#less than half his life. and then they just had to live on without him#spirk#mckirk#spones#bones and spock knew each other for far longer together than they were with jim#but they came together because of him#their relationship after he disappeared must have been in some way changed by his absence#and i really can't get over the fact that bones lived for so long as well. like he got to over double jim's age when he disappeared#they all probably thought they'd be together forever#and then.#and don't get me started on bones dying and spock immediately leaving for romulus#by my calculations (yes i did a shitton of maths for this and then took artistic liberty with the diagram anyway)#(yes i was also using rough guesstimate and headcanon for dates and ages bc canon is so conflicting)#they were all three together for 25 years. it was 28 years from jim taking command to him entering the nexus#minus three for the pre-Motion Picture divorce years. 25 years they actually got to be together as a triumvirate. not fucking fair.#also please note jim was 60 when he entered the nexus. bones lived to be 141 and spock got to 161. they were all together for 25 years.#i put the k/s overlap as only a few years because i haven't watched snw and figured there were probably only a few years cumulative where#they were together without bones being around too#mckirk overlap is roughly 11 years bc of personal headcanon that they were friends before the 5ym AHH BASTARD TUMBLR DELETED MY TAGS#Please see my reblog if you want the rest of these tags!!!
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When you're just casually writing, far enough along that you're not encountering any major issues, and then you come across the kind of plot hole where you have to close the doc and stare at a wall as you rework the entire plot
#writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#I just had to switch the climax with an entire arc so the timeline worked out#Now Jack and Jill will be living with the Emerald family for the duration of Mary's “the sheep are missing” arc#Which is cool because it's by far the most magical and hopeful storyline and would end the story on a much brighter note#Unlike what I originally had planed#Which was war and civillian death and Child abuse#I'm still mad I had to change something this late into the process tho#Oh well#The tapestry is starting to look like something now so I can't complain#writing memes#writing funny#writing jokes#writers#writer#writing things
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iñaki luffy you are so loved forever
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The gangs all here! Happy OPLA release day!!

#op#opla#one piece#one piece live action#monkey d luffy#watched a cast interview and auuughhh they are literally the strawhats#im so excited for aug 31 u dont even know#pps art#hi luffy tab#btw this post had like maybe 30 notes before the luffy tab incident#im gonna run out of space#changed this one QUICK this time#now that i know the tab is changed at 11 ill be swifter than ever#i dunno if the one piece tab will be there tomorrow so i put the group photo on sanjis tab
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#chenford#tim x lucy#this is the scene#perfection#hey now hey now this is what fanfiction is made of#A+ no notes#the rookie#kiss#kissing#kisses#their chemistry is insane#🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥#messy chenford never change#i love you#tim bradford#lucy chen#melissa o'neil#eric winter#7x6#also the neck kisses#dead#i live here now
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i know you want to do everything love. i know you notice every little inaccessibility, every little slur people say that isn't a slur, all the little micro aggressions and misinformation and harmful stereotypes people spread, and i know you want to fix it. you have a flame in you, and the world runs on people like you, but you need to remember to take breaks. i know it feels like nobody else notices all these things, i know it feels like nobody else is working to help. i know how busy you are fighting for rights for women, and people of color, and queer people, and disabled people, and intersex people, and trying to keep the world from burning to the ground. i know it feels like you're the only one trying. you aren't. you need to take a break. i promise there are others to fill your spot for a little while you take a break. but please don't ever stop what you're doing. we need people like you. people like you are so important to society.
#idk is this anything#i'm gonna cry if this only gets three notes or smtg#trans activism#disability activism#intersex activism#black lives matter#queer#trans#intersex#disabled#disabled advocacy#queer advocacy#climate change#politics#queer activism#my original words
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So I finished orv
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscent reader#kim dokja#orv#orv fanart#Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint fanart#My art#Drawing#Sketch#And uh I was fully expecting it to be the most tragic and depressing thing that I'd never recover from but?? It ended on a positive note???#That's NOT the impression I was getting from the fandom 😭#I mean it was indeed the most tragic and depressing thing I read but the last chapter healed me idc#Like the ending literally depends on us readers 🤨 so I choose to believe everything is great and they live in a big house together#But yeah IT WAS SO GOOD IT'S CRAZYYYY I can't recommend it enough and I am forever changed#Don't be scared read orv guys.........
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This is a brand new science for me, and I love it. The language of luck. 'Cause what is a coincidence but a form of accident? Two things bumping together unexpectedly. Like you and me.
#dwedit#doctor who#usertennant#userteri#userveronika#miatendos#userdiana#usertreena#ruby sunday#fifteenth doctor#maestro#*#originally this was just going to be ruby + snow and then it devolved from there#memories changing... being brought into the present..... some connection to the ancient one. luck coincidences connections.#the doctor describes the legion as a 'pantheon'; a group of gods. and so far they're all personifications#the toymaker is 'a living game'; maestro is 'the essence of music itself'; henry arbinger = harbinger and acts as prelude to the gods#then 'the one who waits' is perhaps... time? death?#and 'the oldest one'... that could mean a lot of things#my first thought was that the oldest one would be death since the finale is called 'the empire of death'. alternatively: life.#but if you connect it back to ruby: luck coincidences connections. so far that's been her whole thing. so maybe something related to that#then again we're only on ep 2 of 8 so... anyway. idk what any of this means but. thinking thoughts!!!#worth noting: if the snow is a warning it starts snowing in the tardis during the scan. it reveals her genetic id/species/age#but not her nucleotide composition. whatever tf that is. and it only gets to 75% complete before it pans away. but it does finish scanning#and in canon 6+ months pass between the end of ep 1 and the beginning of ep 2 so... presumably the doctor has SEEN those results. fwiw.
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What to do with an excess of shame?
this might not be what you're looking for, but the only thing i feel i can really say to this is volunteer work; soup kitchen, tutoring, animal shelter, youth groups, whoever needs extra hands in your community. i'm not saying it's a cure-all; shame comes from different places and needs different approaches depending on why it's there--but it's also something that feeds on itself at your expense: it's a one-sided narrative (monologue might be more precise) about who you are or who you think you are, & maybe it looks like a locked room w nowhere to go but it isn't. the door might be shut but unlocked. there are windows. crack one open & ask if someone needs your help collecting their groceries 🤍
#ask#Anonymous#again: i'm not saying this will make it all go away but i think the less time you spend submerged in everything you believe is wrong w#you and more time filling some of your days with things that make a tangible difference that you can see in the lives of others the better.#you can change or broaden or puncture that old narrative shame gives you anytime. it helps to give it something else to feed on so it can#change.#notes from elsewhere
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one of the issues of being obsessed with death note is that it’s not comforting
like when i was having a panic attack in the hospital they were like what’s your favorite show can you watch that and no! i don’t think seeing a teenager commit mass murder is gonna help! i believe it would make the anxiety worse and id cry harder!
#comfort show but it’s so uncomforting#rn i’m nauseous on a train (not bc of the train) and like i think it’d get worse if i had to see light mentally argue#death note#l lawilet#light yagami#misa amane#anime#l death note#l change the world#l lawliet#lawlight#death note live action
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Do not separate them /threatening (Patreon)
#Doodles#Clinical Trial#Damned#Lee Smith#Angel Martinez#I'm never escaping these grasps and that's by design and I could not be happier about it#Perfect framing 10/10 no notes - shelf life of infinity#Changed forever and dragging all of my darlings in with me <3#Obviously I had to make cards for them! With the fun I have in this space and they're already medically themed? It's too perfect#I might push Angel's age a year or so older - I don't think it's ever confirmed how long it's been since they dropped out?#But they'd've been 19-20 at that point - I could see them going through a few part time jobs in another couple years#Nice thing with Damned at least is that the Exacts can get fudgey hehe - does this refer to the actual person or the body they inhabit!#Though with humans through-and-through - same lifespans no alien equivalents haha - there's not as much of an excuse#Same with Lee honestly I could see him going either way - younger or older but not by much especially of younger#But he was still living at home up to a year before everything! Nonlinear life paths#It's all so interesting and I love timelines <3#Also the fact that if Angel /is/ actually 22....and they were born in 1987......#And my favoured year of Damned is 2009......................#Look I'm just saying#Also one of the commenters on Ch. 1 mentioned that their ''real'' names are very reminiscent of several from FAITH: The Unholy Trinity#That wasn't intentional but I honestly kinda love it lol ♪ I just picked names at random but they ended up matching! Wow!#I fully believe the Institute could can will and would make silly references like that hehe <3 The players? Yes sure but for Lore Reasons!#Angel turning up at the Institute would be the Worst because like - they're literally just a human they have no powers or weapons#Not from the far-flung future not an exceptional figure from the past just - a little guy lol#But then if Lee teamed up with them - they're basically untouchable#He's learned his lesson he's not gonna let them out of his sight and he's clearly proven to be very skilled in uhm#Dispatching threats let's say lol#It'd be such fun structure! Two players effectively acting as a unit! I love duos so so soooo much....#Angel gets in trouble and then Lee threads in and takes over and then they get the scene to themselves ah <3#Lee gets to earn his place next to them over and over ♪ Trial by combat
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intrigued by the idea that jayce dooms viktor to become the herald because he loves viktor too much to let him die. but mage!viktor could also choose not to save jayce from the storm in order to save himself from that fate, and yet he too loves too much to let go of jayce. endless cycle only broken by their choice to go together.
#lots of ppl recognize jayce's choice to fuse viktor to the hexcore for what it is (selfishness! loving flawed codependent selfishness! <3)#but few seem to really consider that viktor ALSO displayed that level of unfettered need to have jayce be around#future viktor sure but viktor nonetheless#i know its a time paradox yadda yadda but we're talking generally here in the wider scope of the narrative#its very poetic and bittersweet and beautiful and insane that they literally damn each other as opposed to live without each other#and yes i do think mage!viktors main motivator for saving jayce from the storm is because he wants jayce to save HIM. its abt the circle#idk if mage!viktor is all that concerned about the world really - on a superficial level yes obviously he comes to realize he's wrong#for 'liberating humanity from emotions' but theres more to it because jayce is so integral to his very being by that point#they have like infected each other with.... each other. they are inescapably haunted by each other#like mage!viktor had the same hellish experience that jayce did being touched by the arcane i think#lots of time to introspect and realize that actually the only person you need or really care about has been right there all along#as has been noted by others it was never about hextech it was actually just about Them changing the world#specifically Together#jayvik#arcane#.txt#still insane abt them yes thanks for asking
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Interview through the prison fence with Luigi’s fellow inmates!
#posting because it’s interesting as hell and I haven’t seen a link yet#be the change etc#I hope the reporters really do reach out to the prison to confront them on the living conditions#luigi mangione#united healthcare#obligatory note that I’m not American and don’t know newsnation’s reputation#from a quick google they seem on the up and up?
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MDZS x Hollow Knight Part 3: The Rebugging
Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 4
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#hollow knight#mdzs au#mdzs hollow knight au#Thecornermushroom's fanart re-awoke the art of my brain where the bugs live. I drew this in a mad frenzy in the middle of the night.#I'll never be the same again. In the most positive way ever I think I have been permanently changed by that art.#I will eventually do the reverse crossover but for now - take some extra bugs!#It is so wild looking back at the past parts - I really do love drawing in this style but I'm far more comfortable with it now!#I am just vibrating with so much art energy. I am loose and in your vicinity. You can't catch me. I have bugs to show people.#This is a bit of a time capsule considering that these are references to where pd-mdzs the comic is at in the story.#More notes: Wen Zhuliu is an ant and Wang Lingjiao is a firefly.#Yes I have yet to explain the juicebox. We are a handful of comics away from that pay off.
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#Taylor Swift#Don’t Blame Me#Reputation#The Eras Tour#Reputation Era#Reputation Stadium Tour#Rep TV#Taylor Nation#Swifties#Miami TS The Eras Tour#Miami Night 1#Getty images#take us to church mother#when she hits the high note#you look like Taylor Swift in this light we’re loving it#I think I’ve seen this film before#I will never change. But I’ll never stay the same either.#Your on your own kid. Yeah you can face this. Your on your own kid. You always have been.#Say you’ll remember me standing in a nice dress.#I once was poison ivy but now I’m your daisy.#Flashback when you met me.#There goes the loudest woman this town has ever seen I had a marvelous time ruining everything.#I can feel the flames on my skin. Crimson red paint on my lips.#So they filled my cell with snakes I regret to say Do you believe me now? I was onto something they all said nothing.#And in the death of her Reputation she felt truly alive.#Who’s afraid of little old me? You should be.#I said remember this moment in the back of my mind the time we stood with our shaking hands the crowds in stands went wild.#I was screaming long live all the magic we made and bring on all the pretenders I’m not afraid. One day we will be remembered.#I said remember this feeling I passed the pictures around of all the years we stood there on the sidelines wishing for right now.#What if I told you I’m the Mastermind?
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