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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)
"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie
#liv in the replies#if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect#THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i#went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO#regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me#as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's#james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he#will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who#love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs#hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic#next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the#elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost#tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on#tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for#the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc#so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many#photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate#and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets#okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o#i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul#u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh#start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last#blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee#& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost#joel farabee#philadelphia flyers#calgary flames
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Art too good it was rejected by the anime convention I created it for, lmao
#like they picked 40 artworks out of 50 and I was in top-10 losers 🤣#i have a beef now with my local cons cuz first they denied my application for the vocal contest and I know I was great#and now this#m.ani.fest and anicon I'm looking at you🫵#but i hope 10 phantom blood fans will enjoy it#art#digital art#jojo#jojo's bizarre adventure fanart#jojo's bizarre adventure#dio brando#jonathan joestar#jjba phantom blood#phantom blood#jjba dio#jjba jonathan#jjba part 1#jojo fanart#jojo fandom#jjba art#jjba fandom#jjba fanart
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Voice actors are NOT the same as actors.
It takes a specific kind of skill-set and training to be able to warp and meld the voice. It takes a certain kind of talent and dedication to hone that talent into the ability to meld the voice and invoke emotion with one's voice alone. Actors are used to using their voice secondarily to their body language and their facial expressions. It's all mirrored back on camera. They do have nuance. But it's a different kind of nuance and a different kind of training to produce that nuance.
Voice actors might get their likeness transposed on their character's design, and maybe their mannerisms might seep into the character's animation. But when it's all said and done: their presence is in their voice. They are bringing a character to life, showing that emotion in their voice, trying to keep a specific accent, drawl, pitch, tone in that voice and keep it consistent for their recording sessions.
The voice actor is like a classically trained musician who can play first chair in a competitive, world-renown orchestra. The actor (who fills the voice actor's role) is like a moot who played violin in beginner and intermediate high school orchestra and thinks they can get into Juilliard with that 2-4 years of experience.
This doesn't mean that the HS orchestra moot can't play. They can even be really good at it. Maybe they won competitions and sat first chair. But they are not in the same league as the person who's been training their whole lives and lives and breathes to hone their craft using the instrument and all of the training they've ever acquired to perfect it. They are not meant for the same roles. They are not in the same caliber. You do not hire the HS equivalent when you want to play complex music in a competitive orchestra.
Actors are not the same as voice actors.
And furthermore, actors - especially big name actors - taking the roles of animated characters for big budget films or TV pilots makes no sense anyways when - at least in the case of TV pilots - there's not a point to hiring a big budget actors anyways. That money could be used elsewhere (like paying your animators), and the talent that is brought onto the screen for X character could then be hired on to voice said character no recasting required.
I wouldn't say voice acting as a profession is in danger exactly, but it's certainly being disrespected and overlooked for celebrity clout, and this has ALWAYS been an issue. Shoot, even Robin Williams knew that much - which is why he tried so hard not to be used as a marketing chess piece for Aladdin and got royally pissed off when it happened anyways. People shouldn't go to any movie (but especially not animated films) because "oh famous actor is in it". People should go because it's a good movie and the voice acting is good.
People who honest to god think that voice actors are replaceable because "oh well anyone can voice act" or "I like xyz celebrity so naturally it'll be good" ... Honestly I just wish you'd reassess your priorities because you're missing the point and are part of the problem.
Voice Actors ≠ Actors.
#(i am incredibly passionate about this)#(and seeing celebrity voice actors in what should be a voice actor's role completely burns my buns it doesn't matter WHO it is)#(hemsworth as optimus? someone tell me one good reason why they couldn't get a good v/a to replace mr. cullen properly for the future)#(ben shwartz as sonic? dude literally isn't even a good voice actor OR actor anyways-)#(- A N D jason griffith AND my boy roger craig smith are still RIGHT HERE)#(jason griffith IN PARTICULAR would have pulled back SO many sonic fans that went to watch the film anyways. if not /more/.)#(and on top of that he has the same tonality and energy they tried to force this moshmo to try and emulate anyways so GET THE REAL THING)#(chris pratt as mario? i can at least defend /him/ and say that barring his failure to do a NY accent consistently he wasn't terrible)#(but mario's new voice actor could've been used instead and people would've clearly appreciated that WAY more)#(vanessa hudgens as sunny starscout in mlp g5's pilot movie? literally why. they replace her and hitch's va in the show.)#(don't even get me started on the concept of hiring celebrity singers to do musical theatre roles or not letting musical theatre singers-)#(-dub the celebrity voice actors you just HAD to hire for your film bc you're so worried about not getting enough clout to get ppl in seats#(that you're putting it all in this (1) big name hire bc turns out that you have no faith in your writing ability much less-)#(-animation as a medium.)#(and no before anyone says anything : no this is not me saying that ALL celebrity voice castings are bad.)#(there are some that aren't that bad and others that are actually pretty good.)#(i especially appreciate it when actors are damn well aware they aren't voice actors and try to LEARN from voice coaches-)#(-and/or their va predecessors if applicable.)#(that does not change the fact that the celebrity shouldn't have been hired just because the film wanted to have bragging clout-)#(-oh look at this FAMOUS PERSON we were able to hire — yeah ok. sure wendy. i want to know if this film is quality or not.)#(and 9/10 times the SECOND there is money spent on a non voice actor to voice the main character especially)#(that usually means somewhere along the way animation IS going to get shafted. if not w the animators themselves then in the way of-)#(-the actual animation itself and ESPECIALLY the screenwriting because it's especially been so dogshit lately even before the strike.)#(a celebrity being hired to fill a voice actor's role is such an immediate red flag to me and it is VERY rare that i get to be proven wrong
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ive talked to a lot of ppl who have taken vyvanse now and i think ik a bit more on how i need to live on it
#1) dopamine drops on lower dosages or high dosage but in the evenings feel like hell and it wont ever stop you have to just breathe#you will stop breathing well and you wont notice it so you have to remember to breathe deeply. this helps immensely for some reason#2) you will stop processing the existence of food as a consumable thing and not just an object like Table or Cardboard. you will not want to#eat anything. you have to buy meal replacement shakes. sweetness is one of the only pleasant flavours. eat protein. eat as much protein as#you can. down those meal replacament shakes. get enough for a day. try not to into calorie deficits on vyvanse.#3) your mind will be searching for cognitively complex tasks and everything else dwarfs in comparison. dont lay down. do something.#4) you have to exercise. fully exercise at the gym not a home 20 min work out. you need to push your body right now so that you can be ok#5) nothing will be as intense and vivid and beautiful and there will be a layer of seperation between you snd reality even on a lower dosage#this is fine. this is the primary price. sunlight helps and so does doing complex tasks but you cant avoid this. remind yourself that this#is a self-induced thing and its temporary and itll fade.#6) youve been ship of theseus'd into a new person and this effect only increases later into the day. any conclusion you reach about yourself#is most likely not applicable to your non-vyvanse self.#7) carry chapstick around. keep drinking water. dry mouth starts 5 minutes after taking it#8) some of your friends have a reduced range of emotion and this makes them more stable but less capable of experiencing intense joys#and sadnesses. look at them. listen to their perspective. live like them when youre on the medication.#9) music is still gorgeous#10) you will feel very hot very fast. wear layers you can take off.#11) pick up a bow and shoot. keep shooting. keep going. shoot at least 50 arrows if you can. feel the pain in your arms and your shoulders#and then keep shooting.
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So urhhhhh I've been making julie art because of the whole update but uhhhh my iPad is not working with me :,)
So I'll have to draw on paper while I wait to get a new one💔
#At the worst time too💔 I was excited to work on my art ideas since I have a break from school#Looks like my ideas are going to have to wait again😔#AUGHH AND MY UNFINISHED OC ARTS OUUUUCHHHH#well that just stinks dohhh#I'll try to get a new one with more storage... 64GB is NOT enough for a drawer like me#1 video 1 photo and 2 applications how crazy is that#(procreate is the application taking up space but I draw with that app💔)#also I had this old thing since like 2019 or something...is that bad...
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trying to do mathematical proofs while tired will have you doing shit like reading the wikipedia page for multiplication
#this is like that post about that person walking in on their doctor looking at the wikipedia page for bones#i cant. remember. how exponents work with inequalities#like specifically i cant remember if x<y implies x^n < y^n for x and y positive but < 1. and integer n > 1#i think it has to? but my brain keeps insisting theres something funky about it when x and y are between 0 and 1 like this#the thing about going to uni for math is it makes you come at things like this completely bass-ackwards#like. i definitely knew how this worked in high school. and im pretty sure i know now#but now i dont believe myself about it without seeing a proof#im just going to bed lol#this will make more sense tomorrow#WAIT NVM I FOUND THE ANSWER it was on the wikipedia page for 'inequality (mathematics)'#i might have to change the 'less than' to a 'less than or equals' but that doesnt actually matter for this particular application of it#will sort that bit out tomorrow#the implication is definitely true if you use less than or equals though#numbers do not lie#numbers should consider lying down though
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should I do a year of book reviews again at the end of the year. i promise it would be shorter than the monster post i made last year
#i have a lot of unfinished books so this wld motivate me#its good for me to have things to look forward to after dec 1 while im in application hell rn
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they published listings for student apartments in the city I hope to move to yay
#but I'm kinda confused about the questions you're supposed to answer on your profile like idk how to answer some of them#and I don't know if I need to answer all bc I think some are intended for people applying for regular non-student housing#but like for the section where you're supposed to include your proof of studies#they said you could send your application instead if you haven't started studying#but there's also a question on how much money you're getting in benefits and loans but I obviously haven't applied for that yet sooo#I don't know if I can leave that blank? it doesn't feel right to name a number that's a guess since I don't actually have it confirmed#do I write a comment saying I don't know yet since I'm not currently collecting student benefits?#oh nope they won't let you put anything but numbers in that box#also realised it said you had to fill in your profile before making applications 🫣#but I added stuff in immediately after applying so all the info will be there when they process the application so it's probably fine?#there's also a question of 'how many people are in your houshold' but I assume that's also for normal housing and not students?#but if I were to answer it anyways idk how. because I think what they want to know is how many people would be moving into their apartment#so in that case it's just me. but the question is how many people ARE in your household. and I live with others now so ?#but that's obviously not relevant to them so do I put in 1? or leave it blank?#but I don't want to risk them not processing the application because it lacks information#this is so stressful and their instructions aren't exactly clear 😭#gonna ask my mum about it when she gets home ig#and then hope I'm not fucked because the info was added after the application was made lol 😅#(but I think/hope they just say that because they need to have the info when they look at the application)#(which probably won't be minutes after the listing was posted + in the evening)#personal
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they should invent a job that I can do and I don't have to drive super far to get to
#just blahs#i am going to cry ok guys#im trying to decide if this is better or worse than being in highschool and idk guys#why is everything hard and why is it so hard for me in particular for some reason bcs I know the majority of people deal w this just fine#why does driving have to scare me so fucking bad and every job is like 30 minutes away#and none of the places here in town are hiring and if they are they require previous experience or whatever and I don't have any#ive never had a job and its so hard to find applications anywhere bcs none of the small places here are on job listing websites#and i dont have every little shop here memorized to look them up#and it doesnt help that just the idea of going in for an interview makes me want to cry out of anxiety#and i was trying to get a babysitting job at the least#but the lady i was gonna babysit for wanted me to do it for like 6.25 an hour for both a 7 and a 1 year old ..#like maam .... i am not going to watch a young child and a literal infant for that much ...#and then when i said hey uhhh could you do more than that maybe ? she was like oh no i cant do that at all#and im sitting here like :|#im going to cry
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gonna have to contact student housing about getting a more accessible apartment 😔 which is gonna be a real struggle
I’m def gonna have to write down my grievances, and list what I specifically need and such
But then comes the thing of pricing!! Bc of the apartments they have listed as accessible, the ones that ACTUALLY look accessible in the pictures are like way more expensive!
And as a disabled student who won’t be able to work alongside studying? My economy is uh limited
So idk what to do about that
#jaxy babbles#first tho have to get to library and print out application thing for more money from lånekassa#and have doctor sign that#and look at how much I’d get then#that or idk?? try to argue my way to a lower rent bc disabled ppl should get properly accessible housing#and not below minimum shit#and also not have to break the fucking bank for it#but idk man#man if I had the money there’s a 3 room one I’d loooove to get#but I’m def settling for a 1 room#a 3 room tho…. and the kitchen and such is properly accessible#*wistful sighing*#and the rents keep going up but the money we get does not!!#Hell on earth!!!
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every time i hear anything art-related on tiktok, i immediately get really like... upset? annoyed? idk. unpleasant feeling because it's literally always "we're making fun of this child/beginner for their anatomy or how they color" or whatever else or pretending that an artists deserve to be treated like a piece of corporate media.
i know tiktok is literally the devil and hell incarnate, but i don't think any artist deserves to be targets of mass harassment especially not people who are just starting out (and even more especially not children).
if tiktok was a thing when i was younger and i was posting my art on there, i would never fucking draw ever again. my art career would've ended after a few months of drawing "seriously," and i really do mean it lol. call me sensitive or whatever, but a 13-15 year old does not need to hear whatever criticism you think they need to hear i promise.
#dook dook#the only thing people should be doing is offering actual helpful advice and constructive criticism is only welcome when asked for#but these people never ask for it...#im talking about the 'art lore' stuff or whatever (idk if its called that)#i never kept up with it because 1 i am not on tiktok 2 i am a full grown adult who doesnt care and 3 it just makes me feel fucking awful?#but seriously#beginning artists will not be on the same level as someone whos been drawing for 10+ years#beginning artists will not have 'good' anatomy or know how to color or shade 'properly'#it really pisses me offfff...#if youre a beginning artist the only things you really need to know are: drawing more than 1 body type (please draw fat people. please.)#do not fall for 'dos and donts' types of tutorials#ESPECIALLY ones that are about men vs. women anatomically#take care of your wrists and hands and arms#AND FINALLY: DONT WORRY ABOUT ANY 'RULES' DO WHAT FEELS RIGHT TO YOU#ART CAN LOOK LIKE ANYTHING AND CAN BE MADE USING ANY TECHNIQUE BRUSH APPLICATION WHATEVER!!!#DO NOT FUCKING WORRY ABOUT IT PLEASE
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𝗚𝗮𝗹𝗲, 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗘𝗹𝗺𝗶𝗻𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿'𝘀 𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘃𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻, 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗽𝘂𝗹𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗮 𝗳𝗶𝗻𝗶𝘁𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝘂𝗿𝗰𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗪𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲. That isn't to say the Weave, however, the very source well of magic, was made any lesser for Gale. Rather, it was Gale's ability to draw from it that was egregiously stunted. While every other mage may experience fatigue, weary with that effort to manipulate magic, Gale's body was slowly wasting. In his case, his body could only take so much, and unfortunately, no amount of rest would do him well. For a time, casting to Gale brought him a conflicted feeling of joy, elation, and the chronic hollowness of a ruthless ache. His skin cracked apart, nails stained black with the ruptures beneath them, and under duress with incurable exhaustion, plainly put: every spell Gale would cast could've been his last. The realization? Well, it was gutting. Abstractly, he knew one day, on a day likely balmy for cruelty, he would've burned himself out to the end of his wick. One day, he would fan out his fingers and conjure nothing at all. Unable to absorb more Weave, it would have been the beginning of the end.
Honestly, at that point, he'd believe death comparatively merciful.
#HEADCANON.#my reply to ouija made me write this. gale had a finite amount of spells in him#before his body would..give up. just stop. just call it quits.#honestly knowing how important magic is to gale....god....#that would have destroyed him. you think hes bad already in act 1? brother if elminster never came#(even tho mystra missive is grade a Ass)#gale would have been just absolutely devastated....#Gale is so chronically sick. I sit here and look out a window with sorrow in my big ol eyes#This means magic Gale spends for his friends or his lover (if applicable) are ALL the more meaningful#taps my brain. tastes like tragedy!
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Unfortunately I treat my whole life as sidequests. I've moved five times in five years. I'm already planning my sixth. I was considering joining the volunteer fire department until I saw that training takes a year and that would affect my plan of leaving in a few months. I'm on Indeed for 911 dispatcher jobs and kind of guessing that if I get one I'll move for it. Why 911 dispatcher? I'd like to think it's because I want to help people. I know deep in my heart it's bcuz the show 911 ingrained itself into my psyche while I was watching it every night from midnight to 8am for awhile. I live on a farm right now btw.
#idk its fun#im going to apply for college on May 1 but who knows if ill be living in the right area to attend if im accepted?#like its a specific college i just dont know if ill live nesr that college that term. if im accepted#i moved across the country and worked at an axe throwing bar once. that was fun#that was the time in my life when my sleep schedule was 10am to 4pm#and i was watching 911 or other things for 8 hours a night#what a wild time#before that i was living in a respectable apartment with a gf of three years with plans for marriage#(we're no longer together)#before that i lived with a 42 year old man without being on the lease#that i had met the same day i agreed to move in with#now i live on a farm. i didnt know it was a farm before i moved there but there are six horses and i can see them from my bedroom window#id like to clarify that wanting to be a diapatcher isnt just bcuz of 911 although it spurred it#i applied to be one in the last place i lived and actually passed the test#theres like a skills test for it that i passed! but i was passed on cuz other applicants actually had experience lol#it is actually bcuz i want to help people and do something more important than make people's morning coffee#(rn im a shift lead at dunkin)#but i live in the middle of nowhere with bad roads and i dont want to be here in the winter#for obvious reasons#so im already looking for the next place!#i also have a remote job rn. i do marketing for an art center remotely for 16 hours a week#and if i go to college itll be for marketing#sorry im just yapping now. im procrastinating doing said remote job (im bad at working remote)#(its hard to motivate myself to work)#when you live alone you dont have anyone to yap to and im not auper vlose with coworkers yet so im yapping to you#anyway gtg do my job and apply to other jobs#will there evrr be a point when i have to outgrow my moving and job hopping tendencies?#im sure there will be. but not yet!
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it's not so much that i'm being unproductive as i'm being productive at the wrong things. every day needs to be like 20% longer
#yeah so it turns out that if you decide to devote 1 hour each day to something you do in fact have 1 hour less to do other things#also i've been reading so many books. unfortunately reading books takes time that i should possibly be using to do other things#(it's scholarship application hours again i will never be free)#my funding's actually pretty good so i don't like. need to win this one to live or anything but it looks good on your cv#also taxes
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tech has drifted from god's true light in a lot of ways but i do like that, in my corner of it specifically, it's still considered gauche, rude, embarrassing, and strange to ever ask what kind of degree / educational credential someone has
#coworker sliding up to me looking ABASHED and PENITENT#bc he needs to ask me this info for a visa application#and i'm like (1) i get it and i'm so sorry my dude visas suck so much#but also (2) yes this is the correct attitude with which to broach this matter
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OH MY GOD CALL ME THE CILLIT THE WAY I JUST BANGED THAT INTERVIEW. king of maths. im literally like if euler was a beautiful girl
#STUNNING . FABULOUS. NOT A QUWSTION I COULDNT ANSWER. absolutely unfazed#GOD PLESE GOD LET THAT HAVE A BIG IMPACT ON MY APPLICATION#AND THE GUY LIKED ME AS WELL BC HE KEPT SAYING LIKE 'YES VERY GOOD ALISHA'#I AM THE GOD OF MATHS#I JUST CALCULATED THE DERIVATIVE OF THE INTAGRAL FORM 0 TO X OF (E^-X(T^2+1))/(T^2+1) DT DONT EVEN LOOK AT ME#like. oh my god#the first people probably thought i was so fucking dumb but this guy got me#plese please please please it was so good im a star im a star i promise..#god my chances are like 50/50 now depending on how much weight that second interview had#also wdym 'applied interview' they literally only asked me pure questions#the first phd student guy wasnt bad either. i made like one mistake but i think he thought i was smart.#omg not me breaking out the modular arithmetic as well. maths GOD im telling you.
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