#luc posts

[svnflowermoon]

before spotify wrapped comes out i have to establish that i am not mentally well and cannot be held responsible for my listening habits

[icrossedtheline]

on irreversable love

Song Credits: Die Alone, FINNEAS // Graceland Too, Phoebe Bridgers // ur so pretty, wasia project // Kaleidescope, Chappell Roan // My Love Mine All Mine, Mitski // Sofia, Clairo // j's lullaby (darlin' i'd wait for you), Delaney Bailey // Pancakes for Dinner, Lizzy Mcalpine // Everyone Adores You, Matt Maltese // Birds of a Feather, Billie Eilish // So American, Olivia Rodrigo // Glue Song, Beabadoobee feat. Clairo // Halley's Comet, Billie Eilish

Painting Credits: unknown // unknown // Red Almond Blossom by Vincent Van Gogh // unknown // Crested Butte Sunflowers by Laura Reilly // unknown // Rural Landscape by William Kay Blacklock // unknown // The Seine at Argenteuil by Claude Monet // Thrift, Priest's Cove, Cornwall by Mark Preston // unknown // unknown // unknown, John Singer Sargent

if you have any of the names of the paintings, please dm me or send me an ask!!

[goldwingangell]

i am gods weakest soldier give me a fucking break

[svnflower-writes]

Hey, if you are up to it can you write something with Nikolai Lantsov, where the main character is his first army general. and Maybe in a battle the mc got hurt very badly, And Nikolai is fully heart broken and panicked But still trying to play it cool so no one would realise he has feelings for her. So he goes to meet her late at night in her tent, just to check in, and you know make it a little hurt comfort fluff, or maybe add some angst, Up to you. I just need inspiration for a new before bed scenario/daydream

Nikolai Lantsov x fem!first army general!reader

Warnings: blood, injuries

thanks for the request!!

ok wait i’ve never written for the grishaverse so this may be terrible but we’ll see (also i wasn’t sure if you wanted him to be with the mc already or not but i made it an established relationship i hope that's okay xx) (I actually kind of hate this one ngl not my best work i'm so sorry but i hope its okay)

y/n isn’t used because i know a lot of people don’t like it, she/her pronouns used for reader

hurt/comfort + reader uses humour as a crutch A LOT + nikolai is very scared of being a disappointment :( 

Many of Nikolai’s army generals have been hurt, and it always upsets him. But right now? It’s taking every ounce of self control not to go find you and hold you in his arms—but that would be weird on many different levels, partly because no one in the first army—or the world, at that—knew anything about what was going on between the two of you. It was only the early stages of your relationship, you’d been officially dating for a month. Although Nikolai wanted to tell people, you did not out of fear that your fellow members of the first army would see you differently—and Nikolai was a respectful man, he would never push you into anything you weren’t ready for.

So, when he heard the news that you were hurt, he had only just managed to keep himself from asking an obscene amount of questions as to where you were and how long ago the injuries had taken place, keeping it to a simple: “please make sure she gets her injuries treated to as soon as possible.” 

Two hours after he had received the news, he sat in his tent, trying his hardest to get at least a little bit of sleep but failing miserably as he kept tossing and turning wondering if you were okay. He almost felt stupid, being so worried about you (he knew you were strong and you would get through this perfectly, and he had complete faith in you) but he really couldn’t help it. After another half an hour, he realised that he wasn’t going to get any sleep unless he knew you were okay. So, in the earliest hours of the morning, before the sun had even begun to bathe the army camp in warm light, he pulled himself out of bed. He hurriedly got changed and began his walk to your tent. 

He arrived at your tent and quietly asked, “it’s Nikolai, can I come in?”

There was a short moment of silence before you responded, “yeah, of course. Was wondering when you’d show up.”

Once he was inside the tent, he looked around. His eyes seemed to soften at the sight of you alive and well, and a small smile graced his lips. “I’m kind of surprised you’re still up, darling. You should be sleeping so that you heal faster.”

You couldn’t help but laugh, “and yet, here you are. In my tent, keeping me awake.”

He grinned slightly, “just had to make sure you were okay.”

“Hmm, so you do this for every general who gets hurt? That must take you a lot of time—very thoughtful of you.” your teasing smirk made his heart leap slightly.

“Well, you are very hurt, sweetheart.” 

“Oh, speaking of me being very hurt, could you pass me that fresh bandage? And the tray next to it?”

He instantly grabbed the bandage and tray, “are you okay?” 

You nodded quickly, “yeah, some of the stitches broke just before you came in—I don’t want to wake up anyone so I figured I’d just do it myself.” 

Nikolai frowned, “absolutely not.”

You sighed, “you’re not letting me fix the stitches? Do you want me to bleed out?”

“I just don’t want you to have to do it yourself, you deserve to have someone tending to your wounds.”

You scoffed lightly, a playful grin painting your features. “So are you going to tend to my wounds, your highness?” 

“Yes.” 

You blinked quickly, doing a double take. “What?” 

He smirked, “I said yes.” 

“I thought you’d just get someone-”

“Absolutely not.” he repeated his earlier words, “I’m going to help my girlfriend heal as soon as you possibly can, and I will do whatever I can to help you.”

As he took care of your stitches, the two of you sat in a comfortable silence until he spoke up. 

“I was terrified when I heard that you were hurt.” 

You watched his face carefully as he continued to speak. 

“Couldn’t even sleep, I was so worried.” 

You gently took his hand in yours, pressing a soft kiss to it before laughing gently, “well, if you think you were scared, imagine how I must have felt.” 

Nikolai didn’t laugh with you, “that’s exactly what I was thinking. You were hurt and I wasn’t there for you when you got hurt and I should have been there and–” 

You shut him up with a quick kiss, “no, don’t say that. It’s not your fault. None of this is your fault. You couldn’t have known.” 

“Are you sure?”

“Positive. Now focus on making sure I don’t bleed out, and then we can cuddle.”

[likeaahostage]

afraid?

there's this girl at my school,

i want to be friends with her more than she will ever know.

its pathetic, really.

this feeling of want.

but she likes the same music as me—she even went to one of their concerts,

she loves travelling as much as i do,

she has a dog,

she's kind,

she's funny,

she's a good friend...

...and i've never even spoken to her.

our interactions are limited to a small smile sent back and forth.

she added me on snapchat,

i added her back and waited for her to text,

i'm still waiting, almost a month later.

i doubt she even knows who i am, really.

yet every day, i fight the urge to message her,

a quick "hey, i saw you went to that concert, how was it?"

or maybe "i saw your travel posts! what was your favourite place?"

i know enough about her to know she'd respond well,

but yet i still don't.

what am i so afraid of?

[svnflowermoon]

i'm sorry i reblogged your post 3 seconds after it was posted, the moment we become mutuals you actually signed a deal saying that we are best friends for life and i am allowed to annoy you constantly so here we are

[svnflowermoon]

hi hello yes i would like to request a fucking break. yes for the next 10 years. at least. thank you.

[svnflowermoon]

me jumping for joy when my friends geniunely want to hang out with me (i've convinced myself they all secretly hate me)

[icrossedtheline]

on the love that remains even after we are no longer

Pinterest / Male Fantasy by Billie EIlish / Clementine von Radics, In a Dream You Saw a Way to Survive / Louise Glück, Faithful and Virtuous Night / Pinterest / Stick Season by Noah Kahan / Pinterest / Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

[svnflowermoon]

this picrew was just so cute so I'm starting a picrew chain :) (it has the best outfits I'm not even joking) (edit: my new haircut)

https://picrew.me/en/image_maker/2073318

no pressure tags (i don't know enough people for this so sorry if we never talk and I randomly tagged you lmao) @rissslays @qwerty-keysmash @tulips-best @medicine-and-molly @octoberconstellation @loveution @dianneorshirbert @august-taylors-version @everycornerofthishouseishaunted @yarkayaslava @ikinregulusblack @ghwoust @nessasluhvs @waitingforthesunrise + anyone else who wants to join :) <3

[svnflowermoon]

"you need a seat? ill volunteer" ok girl maybe i am a slut

[svnflowermoon]

just saw a video saying "your yearly reminder that no one cares about your spotify wrapped" and i just think: let people be happy about things!! it's so easy just to scroll past it if it doesn't interest you but that doesn't mean people shouldn't be excited about it!!

[svnflowermoon]

me when people listen to my music recs

[icrossedtheline]

. ୨ৎ “oh, i care, i care, i care, like ribbons in your hair . . .

. . . my stomach's all in knots, you've got the one thing that i want.” ˊˎ-

. ୨ৎ “oh, i try, i try, i try, try to rationalise . . .

. . . people are people, but it's like you're made of angel dust.” ˊˎ-

[icrossedtheline]

#BILLIE EILISH: she's the headlights, i'm the deer

[svnflowermoon]

hey hey no look at me. look at me. you're gonna be okay. maybe not right now, or even soon, but in the end, everything will turn out just fine. you are not hard to love and anyone who makes you feel otherwise isn't worth your time, yeah?