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[blunt-force-therapy]

What's your opinion?

Sounds like it's time for some shoplifting

[vilochkaaa]

LOVE-LETTER-FOR-YOU <3

[sturniphone]

does older!matt ever cry? and if he does, does he let bunny comfort him or does he only cry in private/pretend everything is fine?

- 💜

oh angel yes. matt cries... but only rarely, and only when it really hits. he’s strong and steady by nature, the one who holds it all together, but that means when he does break… it’s soft and quiet and hurts all the more for it.

he tries to hide it at first. turns away, rubs at his eyes with the heel of his hand, mutters ❝it’s nothing, baby. go back to sleep.❞ but bunny knows. she always knows. and the second her arms are around him—small and gentle and sure—he caves. he pulls her into his lap, buries his face in her shoulder, and just breathes her in while a tear or two slips free.

and when she cups his cheeks and wipes them away with those little thumbs and whispers ❝it’s okay, you’re allowed to cry,❞ it undoes him. she makes it safe. makes him feel like less of a burden and more of a person.

and he always tells her later (voice all raspy and low) ❝i don’t know what i’d do without you.❞ because being held like that, seen like that… it makes him feel okay again. even when the world’s too heavy.

ugh my baby <3

[jeonginsleftcheek]

Now. Will this be bangchan in new chapter of the dolly series😭

he knows😩

he knows everything bruh

[impish-baby]

Hey, could I have more HIWTHI content please? Possibly with them finding out reader would write in their journal a lot, possibly hinting towards reader having large amounts of self worth issues, and instead of them leaving because no one notices them, reader left because they feel like a burden?

I’m particularly interested in Marcus and the twins reacting.

Also, please make sure to take care of yourself. I love all of your writing, but no one will ever blame you for taking a break. Also, please stay hydrated.

-🌙

👀 close to something that would happen canonically actually!!

HIWTHI cast's reaction to reader's journal

(Trigger warnings: reader's struggles with self worth, mentioned/referenced suicide)

Marcus feels like a complete and utter failure as a father. No matter how cold or stern he is with his children, he does love all of them with everything in him. So the fact that you feel like a burden? That you felt like a waste of space in your own home? He hangs his head in shame.

Doesn't even bother with asking why you didn't speak up, he's well aware that this is his own shortcoming. It's his fault, that's the simple truth of the matter.

Once you are back home, you're required to start therapy. He'll even let you do in person instead of online if you promise to actually give it a shot, Marcus legitimately wants (needs) you to get better. He has no delusions of their being an overnight change, and so he tries to go at your pace.

There's lots of long conversations, firm reminders that you are loved and of value no matter what. Especially at night, he'll sit at the end of your bed and tell you how much you mean to him. He'd go on until he's blue in the face if that's what it takes for you to believe his words.

Clara refuses to believe what she's read for a long while. She knows it's real, she has the proof held in her hands. Just... her child, her baby, was struggling with almost the same thing she was. And she didn't know. She didn't know and now they're gone.

If she wasn't worried about reader before, she's actually terrified now. The worst outcome is going through her mind, because really, what was stopping you from doing something dangerous? Clara is constantly eyeing the news, fear eating her alive.

The next time she sees you, you're getting the tightest hug. The woman sobbing into your shoulder, thanking whatever higher being that her baby is safe.

You aren't allowed to have sharp objects, unportioned medication, or anything that could be used to harm one's self anymore. Clara doesn't care, she's not leaving a chance. She knows what it's like being in that state of mind. She'll be dammed if she doesn't start acting like a mother should and protecting her child.

Jack is bawling his eyes out right away. The pen ink in your diary smudging as his tears hit the paper. You...oh god..

He feels like the shitiest person on earth, he doesn't deserve to call himself an older brother. He knew Jaiden had his struggles, and now this..

He pockets the journal. Jack reads it as some form of punishment. You suffered with this, he'll suffer with it too. When you're back home, he's trying his best to include you in everything.

Movie nights, board games, he comes up with anything and everything so you can spend time together. See? He has fun with you, he likes hanging out with you, you aren't a burden..

Theo feels bitter, resentful. At your parents, at themselves, at the fact that you felt that way. His resolve to find you becomes ten times stronger, there isn't a single doubt in their mind that you need to come home.

Much like Marcus, they'll affirm how much you're loved and wanted any chance they get. Theo cages you in their arms and mumbles praises for what feels like forever. They'll even go into morbid detail about how everyone fell apart while you were gone just to prove how needed you are.

Jaiden is tempted to rip the pages out. He goes through a rollercoaster of emotions.

At first, he's pissed. That you didn't say anything, that you didn't do anything to get help, that you just sat there and felt fucking miserable for years-

He's ashamed. Deeply, deeply ashamed.

It feels.. awkward between you. Jaiden stares constantly, like he's never seen you before. When he finally breaks down sobbing, he's willing to beg at your feet if you'd forgive him for being such a horrible big brother

[whatthe-lads-aredoing]

What is my dearest darling autistic husband Zayne doing on this fine evening? It is 8:31 pm for me. LOVE YOU OP MWAH

Ooo at 8:31 PM yesterday evening - Zayne was going over some of his past research and comparing notes with more recent results

[xlolaa-3805x]

Have this dumb inner joke

[genius-in-training]

*A little turtle tot teeters in with an orange bandana*

do you know where Raphie, Don, and Lee Lee are?

*his voice is very cute, adorable, and a bit squeaky*

*Yi stares at the small turtle tot, gasping in cuteness*

"N-no I don't think I saw your brothers- wait-"

*She sits down to him, looking at him closely*

[hippolotamus]

🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈 you got this sweetheart, 15 sentences for me 😘

🫡 Hello, Sir. My beloved. Some Bi Buck Sentences for you. Please enjoy Buck having a very awkward squirmy moment with his bestie. 💞

“So.” Eddie sets two beers on the coffee table and flops down on the couch. “Have you decided yet?”  “Uh, yeah. I think I have.” Buck reaches for his next slice of sausage and mushroom pizza, bringing it to his mouth and chewing slowly. After another bite he becomes aware of Eddie’s eyes on him, staring and waiting for a response. “Um, sorry.” “It’s fine, man. If you need more time…” Eddie politely trails off, which Buck appreciates more than he can say. He’s glad to have a best friend that doesn’t rush him through things and gives him space to think. Through the process of elimination, Buck came to the conclusion that ‘bisexual’ is the term that fits him best. That settles the anxious question buzzing through his veins. When he reads the definition, tries it for himself, it’s the one that wraps around him like a second skin. The one that makes his shoulders relax, eases the knot in his chest to something soft and welcoming. It has him sitting the tiniest bit taller and grinning a little wider. He feels correct. Right. Like he’s slotting in a missing piece he didn’t know he needed. The problem, if one could really call it that, is expressing that out loud. Being able to actively state ‘I’m bisexual’ as part of who he is instead of passively agreeing when someone asks if he’s bi.  Maybe Eddie, Buck’s constant safe space, is the place to start. Here in the belly of the home that’s always made him feel like himself, like he’s welcome no matter what condition he’s in. Where he’s never felt like a guest.  “No, I don’t need more time. I- I know. I do. It’s just-” He tosses his pizza back in the box with a frustrated sigh. “This is going to sound so stupid, Eds. I can’t, y’know, seem to say it out loud.” Buck chances a look at Eddie who looks equally confused as he shifts closer to Buck. Eddie hesitantly reaches one hand over, hovering near Buck’s forearm but then abruptly pulls back.  Oh, god, what if I’ve fucked this all up? Does Eddie feel weird about us now? He said he was fine, but ohhhh god.

np tagging some others who showed interest @bidisasterevankinard @tizniz @shipperqueen6

@saybiwithme @bi-buckrights @spotsandsocks

@wikiangela @theotherbuckley @slightlyobsessedwitheverything 😘

[blunt-force-therapy]

Secret (extremely not a secret) : I’m very sure I have some kind of oral fixation (is that the word?) cause I’m always always always chewing on things. Gum, plastic, I chew my food slow. Etc. I also wanna bite things all the time. Just as long as there’s something in my mouth I’m a happy girl

I definitely don't know who this is :)

Yeah I used to be like that, had to force myself to get used to not chewing on stuff because I was ruining all of my pencils. Didn't work so I bought a mechanical pencil that was made of aluminium because I wouldn't like chewing on it

Not I'm waiting to revive that oral fixation for a special purpose :3

[theharrowing]

Hello again motha Harrow:)

I love this game you’re doing! If it’s ok with you I have some more questions;)

🤯 What's a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?

🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them. (Yoongi collateral tehe)

💲 Would you ever open commissions?

TASIAAAA of course you can ask as many as you want!!! 🥰🥺🥺 also lol that cat gif asdasdjaslda.

🤯 What's a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?

I wouldn't say that i struggle with any of the genres i have written, but i have to approach each one a little differently. romance and standard slice of life fics (whether fluff, angst, or whatever) are going to be the easiest and most straightforward. action, sci-fi, and fantasy are going to take more research to nail down the little details. i feel like i write horror really well, and never feel like it's a struggle. i think if i were to write a high fantasy or high sci-fi story i would struggle because coming up with names is really hard for me.

🧠 Pick a character, and I'll tell you my favorite headcanon for them.

when Yoongi was much younger, he found a bird in the garden with a broken wing and immediately called for his mother, but she was busy attending to his father - who rudely suggested Yoongi put it out of its misery - so he ran to Namjoon, instead. with a shoe box that Namjoon cut holes into, and a rolled up white t-shirt, they very gently moved the bird into the box and called around Seoul for a veterinarian who would take it. Yoongi was awash with emotions, seeing himself in an injured, flightless bird, and Namjoon was very kind and comforting. Yoongi appreciated his presence despite how embarrassed he was to be displaying those feelings. from that point on, something in Yoongi shifted and he never quite looked at Namjoon the same.

💲 Would you ever open commissions?

maybe? i have thought about it from time to time. but i never know whether i will have the time or emotional bandwidth to fulfill them and i would feel bad about making people wait. it has always been at the back of my mind because, although i don't think people should monetize their hobbies as a goal, it's hard out here to afford eggs.

thank you so much for asking again!!! i hope you liked the headcanon. it's a fun exercise to think of these things off the top of my head (and if the headcanons ever contradict things i have written in the past, no they don't lolol we'll make them all mesh together. there's no way i can remember every single thing i have said. 😭😭😭)

also!!! i didn't realize before but i misread your last ask! so i edited it to add another headcanon. love youuuuu!!!!

~ send me some fanfic asks ~

[sturniphone]

most emotional experience between older!matt & bunny!reader ? and dealer!chris & bambi!reader ?

im a sucker for comfort/fluff related content !!

- 💜

hiiiii sweetie 😋

bun: their most emotional moment was when bunny thought she was pregnant... but wasn’t. at first she acted relieved, brushing it off, giggling nervously like ❝close call, right?❞ and matt just nodded, not pushing. (I have a fic about it which already IS emotional but this adds a layer of emotions to it for you) later, curled in bed with her face pressed to his chest, she whispered, ❝i think… i wanted it.❞ and it broke something in him. he kissed her hair, held her tighter, heart aching. ❝me too, sweetheart.❞ they didn’t talk much after that. just stayed tangled together, quiet and soft, like maybe the dream wasn’t gone—just waiting.

the most emotional time between bambi and chris was the month they didn’t talk. broke up, messy. she was convinced he was cheating—convinced he didn’t care—and the worst part? he didn’t even fight her on it. he just let her go (fucking idoit fucking men). and that’s what killed her the most. because chris fights everyone. talks back. runs his mouth. but with her, he just nodded. left. it wasn’t until weeks later, when they saw each other again by accident... some mutual friend’s party, her heart in her throat and his jaw clenched tight—that everything spilled. her crying in the hallway, ❝why didn’t you fight for me?❞ and him whispering, broken, ❝’cause you looked at me like you already hated me.❞ they cried in each other’s arms. got back together that night. he swore he’d never let her walk away like that again. and he hasn’t.

[jeonginsleftcheek]

girl!! you absolutely NEED to write a fic inspired by the new Hyunjin x Arena photoshoot. Im obsessed, like look at this diva 💋

i have a little drabble planned in ode to his lil hair growing🥹🤭

[impish-baby]

How would the HIWTHI family react if reader came out as nonbinary, and they ran away because they didn’t think the family would be supportive?

I need some enby love, I got deadnamed by some idiots today:( but I feel like they would be surprisingly supportive

-🌙

How the HIWTHI family reacts to reader running away because they think the family won't support them - 🏠💕

Marcus is deeply ashamed of himself, partially because he hates the fact that he hasn't done enough to show you he cares and partially because this has essentially happened before.

Part of why the twins went staunchly no contact upon moving out was because Jack is a transman, and figured he wouldn't get any support from your parents for his transition. He was especially wary about Clara's reaction since he was her only daughter at some point, but all that nervousness ended up being for nothing!

Your dad will never admit this, but he was basically begging to take Jack to the barbershop for his first haircut. Even if they had a severely rocky relationship, he was happy to welcome his son. He'll be just as happy to welcome his child. Marcus is already filling out the paperwork for your name change, just give him the word and he'll have your new documents in no time

Clara truly feels terrible. She starts to analyze any conversation you've had with her (however few) to see when she could've said something to make it seem like she wouldn't be supportive. No matter what goals you have, however you want to present, she's right behind you in getting there.

She'll buy you a whole new wardrobe if your clothes aren't right for you, anything and everything that make you more comfortable. If someone like your peers at school are giving you a hard time, Clara is finding out who they are and making sure their future employers are aware of that behavior. (She's completely cut off family that were nasty about Jack's transition, the women has no problem ruining some assholes future.)

Jack and Theo are disappointed that they weren't safe people for you, if anything they feel the most guilty out of everyone.

Theo is quickest to jump to your defense, being used to already doing that for their twin. They more than likely relate to you a lot, being nonbinary as well! If you ever need to talk, they're right there to listen or just to be a shoulder to lean on. Jack becomes your number one hype man, he'll feel incredibly honored if you ask him for advice or help with things. (He probably tears up..)

Jaiden feels like an asshole because admittedly, he had some internalized homophobia when he was younger that could have attributed to how his baby sibling feels.

He has worked on that part of himself since and is fully supportive!! He's very awkward at first just because he feels bad, but he really does want to be there for you.

He's very aggressive towards people he thinks are being rude, even if what they said was an honest mistake, Jaiden will get in their face about respecting his little sibling either way. The older boy would be all too eager if they decided to make it physical, he does love a fight but secretly he also wants to look cool protecting you

(I think he'd want matching pride pins.. even the really cheesy ones.)

[whatthe-lads-aredoing]

I reeeeaaally would love to know what Greyson’s favorite plushie is, and how often he talk to them when he thinks no one else is watching 🥺??

- @dawnbreakersgaze

Ps. I freaking love this blog and I love yoooou ❤️

Aaa our dear Greyson, he loves his bear plushie collection dearly! (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠)

There's Pinecone Bear, and Holiday Bear, among others, yes, yes! You might've seen them in the Claw Machine! They're the ones keeping an eye on him to report back to us! ヾ⁠(⁠･⁠ω⁠･⁠*⁠)⁠ﾉ

He does tend to go on random rants with them, like casually telling them about the food he's cooking, or gushing about the texts he got from his girlfriend, hehe (⁠◠⁠‿⁠・⁠)⁠—⁠☆

Sending you big plushie hugs!! We're happy to provide this information here in the plushie network (⁠´⁠∩⁠｡⁠•⁠ ⁠ᵕ⁠ ⁠•⁠｡⁠∩⁠`⁠)

[sea-of-machines]

kiraboss real 💜