#man... i dunno
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it took me i think like a solid 3 years to reconcile with the fact that i straight up did NOT like homestucks ending
#i was. lets just say#in deep denial!#like i was forcing myself and saying ''yeah no i liked it :) it was weird and not what i expected but i liked it shrugs yeah!!''#girl..... listen to yourself#if you liked it you wouldnt have visibly frowned when act 7 ended#like.... come on now#i guess i lied to myself to COPE with the fact that it was kind of a big-ish part of my life but it just. faded into obscurity?#is this what game of thrones fans felt three years later?#man... i dunno#i plan on rereading hs next month when this huge assignment i have to give in is due#but man.... homestuck was ACTUALLY so cool. i dont know why it ended like that#but then again i know theres ppl who DID in fact like the ending and defend it#im just not convinced and it took me a long ass time to realize#anyway go download the unofficial homestuck offline reader!!#lms#hs
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "šš¼šš¼ā" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) āwhy didn't he use š«µš¼?ā didn't exist yet. āwhy didn't he use š?ā dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. šš¼ is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent ļæ½ļæ½ļæ½š¼šš¼ as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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This went in a different direction than I expected
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itās not necessarily that I hate the themes most prevalent in fiction set in the real world and itās not necessarily that I donāt like stories revolving around real people or relationship drama or interpersonal issues itās more like im a dog who doesnāt recognize that a pill is still a pill if it has peanut butter on it. I need like the little peanut butter spoonful that is aliens or robots or monsters or time travel or something fantastical and not at all down to earth real life so that you can approach me and be like āthis story is about how friendships can deteriorate over time and also how this guy feels bad for being a bad friend and causing his buddy problems with their girlfriendā and then look at me making a face at you and be like āAND! theyāre all aliens who are doing all that across spacetimeā and Iāll be like OHHHHHH OKAY YAY (shlop shlap shlup the sound of a dog horking down peanut butter pills) wow what a poignant story
#kipspeak#I tend to gravitate away from things that are that close to real life for reasons im still sussing out. Feels like work? Feels too direct?#Maybe itās just not fun? But you could tell the EXACT SAME story just with magic sword knights and Iāll be like YAAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYY#I dunno. I feel like thatās slightly shallow of me but I also feel like I donāt care and itās my house and I can think stories set on norma#Earth with nothing else different are boring#Itās like when theyāre real life like that#Every theme they try to get across comes and sits in my house and goes Hey. Iām telling you about YOU and THE WORLD.#And im like ugh. Okay. Whereas magic sword knights do that and im like omgā¦. Theyāre telling us about You and The World. Thatās crazyā¦ā¦#It is also maybe a little bit that I donāt like interpersonal drama as the driving focus of a story#They should go to space about it#otherwise im in class and I need to adopt an entirely different mindset to be able to have fun with what you just gave me#man these guys arenāt even furries. Lame dudeā¦ā¦
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alternate ending
#bunnydoll#tadc#tadc bunnydoll#jax x ragatha#ragatha x jax#jagatha#jaxatha#man i dunno#my art#the amazing digital circus#did zooble see this or did they turn away... you decide
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whenever i hear the line "fuck with my kids, you fuck with your life. you fuckin' these hoes, i'm fuckin' my wife" i always think of domestic toji. so protective of his little family. so turned on by his pretty wife. nothing else even comes close.
he pities the acquaintances he's made in his line of workā never committing to one person and constantly giving him shit for not doing the same. they have no idea what they're missing.
he stops for groceries on the way home most nights. more often than not, he has to grab the extra diaper bag from his backseat and use the baby wipes to clean his bloody hands. he's not the type to bring you flowers, but he always picks up a drink or sweet he knows you like.
a boy on the playground makes your little girl cry and it's "oh you think that's funny? get over here you little punk. i'll show you funnyā"
he doesn't understand why you're dragging him (and gumi, who's cracking his knuckles and following along) in the other direction while rambling apologies to the boy and his parents.
really though, he couldn't ask for more from life. not with everything you've given him. and certainly not when he buries himself in you every night, your knees pressed to your chest while you beg him for another baby.
#i dunno man#this is my bed time story#shout out childish gambino for the inspo#m!writes#toji#toji x reader#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#toji fushiguro x reader
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Leo learns something about himself š³ļøāā§ļø
Based roughly on this old post.
Bonus:
[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall heās mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of āThe Talkā.]
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#trans leonardo#trans leo#rottmnt headcanons#turtle art tag#rise draxum#happy pride everyone~#if youāre wondering why thereās no backgrounds thatās because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry#but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me#I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha#I donāt know if itās obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo#that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha#(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#āhow would Leo NOT knowāā he had an inkling but never thought much of it because heās a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare#also yeah thatās splinterās hand at the end there I just KNOW heād want those pics#also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too#both is good#making this made me remember why I never do color#at least for comics#it just takes sooo long#but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc#this is like the first time Iāve drawn Draxum and man heās kinda hard to draw#also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects#(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raphās paper and look at his babyās selfās photo
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still ruminating over Lost In the Book With Spooky Skeletons Part 1, so here's a selection of some of my favorite little bits! (...some more loosely paraphrased than others) (I just feel like Idia has no room to criticize in general, okay)
anyway, I'm sure we're just going to have a fun time celebrating Halloween and nothing bad is going to happen whatsoever! :)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#lost in the book with nightmare before christmas#hajimari no halloween#calling dibs on skeleton kisses as the name of my band#man scully is just a delightful little weirdo and i'm enjoying him immensely#(i'm going with scully until we get something official just because it makes me think of x-files)#(ć¹ć«ćŖć¼ is also how the agent's name is transliterated and i don't know if it was intentional but i love it as a bonus reference)#(i want to believeā¢)#gosh though#'no one at school likes me because i won't shut up about halloween and jack skellington' i'm feeling VERY attacked right now twst#look scully your people are out there#just get on the forums and -- oh wait you're probably from like the 1800s or something#(my theory is that he's from the past and there's just some Book Magic going on to bring us together)#(LOOK they made a point of saying that the book fair has been held annually for a super long time)#a hot topic goth born before hot topic was invented...so sad š#i dunno i could be wrong but that feels like a good working theory for now#if it wasn't for mal sensing twsty ~magic~ on him i would think he's like. a christmas elf who's going to kidnap jack in a reverse-nmbc#(not ruling that out though because it would be amazing)#god all the sprites in this event look AMAZING. loving the desaturated colors and the extra drawn-on lines š#i'm genuinely kinda sad that we aren't gonna get to see every character like this#who knows...maybe halloweentown will be imperiled again next year...#come back and destroy my keys again please#(that said i'm doing weirdly well so far?)#(i promised i'd save for sebek and just do cursory pulls to get the SRs and not hope for the SSRs)#(...but then leona jumpscared me four coffins in anyway. halloween magic is REAL)
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#stardew valley#sdv#sdv harvey#started this on september 25th and kept coming back to it and giving up#at some point i lost my references and i don't know what to do next lol#hell naw man...i'm not polishing this...i dunno how to...paint?#still posting cuz the fangirls will love this ig#glycine is trying to draw
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Missed these freaks badly
#dunmeshi#dungeon meshi#chilshi#pots n picks#man i dunno if i wanna fandom tag all of em ill just do chilchuck and senshi for now lol#chilchuck tims#senshi of izganda#art cabinet#sorry mithrun sorry falin sorry marcille yuor wonderful i love you. kisses and love
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hugs, all of joel's soulmates, lizzie, grian and eefo lol
Psst reqs are open, ik I draw a lot of Joel but i like drawing most hermipires so feel free ti ask, if uf like to
#ps i said it on another post already but tyvm for 1k#hermitcraft#trafficblr#hermitblr#life series#life smp#empires smp#ldshadowlady#ethoslab#grian#grian fanart#smallishbeans#jizzie#shadowbeans#boat boys#green beans#bad boys#limited life#double life#secret life#last life#traffic life#traffic life smp#i just tag everthing lol#dunno what i'm doing really#joel smallishbeans#gribeans#me art#er not really shippy except jizzie#i was going for platonic hugs ykyk cuz friendships need more love man T^T
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they're judging you
+ random doodle dump
#the last one is a concept for a project for art school lmao#Transformers Revitalized AU#trashy art#maccadams#maccadam#megatron#optimus prime#starscream#thundercracker#skywarp#transformers au#transformers fan continuity#ratchet#tfp ratchet#tfp optimus prime#transformers prime#that tag is just bc of that dumb ratchet image#megop#opmeg#?#maybe#I dunno man they're in the same drawing does that count
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i think one of the things that doomed us as a species was that we began to forget we were animals
#what separates man from animal? very little#my notes#i dont know how to explain what i mean further#i said āwereā because i was placing the forgetting in years before ours#i think weāve sort of come around since#but.. I dunno.
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They just wanna boogey I guess haha
#I like to keep Steven's hands massive compared to Connie's like in the OG series. There's something so endearing about it.#I mean. I like to keep Steven big and wide over all lol. Like a sheild#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#my shiz#SU future#Steven Universe Future#Steven Universe#SU#SU fanart#Oh man. I started drawing this last month and forgot about it. This was the one where I planned on drawing them with partially dyed hair#like in those fanart kahari03 made.#They were gonna fuse and I were to draw Stevonnie with their dyed hair combined.#But. Tried copying SUF's artstyle and in doing so it took me soooooo long I keep picking it up and dropping it. Haha#Now I'm just gonna drop it altogether and just draw them with dyed hair some other time. Not gonna copy the artstyle next time tho.#Context now tho? Uh. I dunnoe. They just wanna boogey I guess haha
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I still hope
#dont worry guys i am just thinking of xie lian ...no no i am not crying !!!#just aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa this guy#this old man#traumatized lil guy ....#wishing to give him hugs#i dunno i could only think of how he sees himself and his younger self ...sometimes thinking how fricking young he was when he had to deal#with all that ...all the trauma GOSH ...and still be kind#AAAAAAAAAAA#no i am not crying *crying on my floor*#nothingbizzare art#tgcf#tian guan ci fu#xie lian#heaven official's blessing#tgcf fanart
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Uhuhu i actually tried to draw Sebastian this time(still he looks kinda off to me but like whatever)
#pressure fanart#roblox pressure#pressure roblox#roblox#sebastian solace#pressure sebastian#pAInter#painter pressure#oc x canon#oc x painter#pressure oc#kind of#i dunno man
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