#marziposting

[coquitten]

warning: strobe lights!!

more marziposting <3!!!!

i luv @diet-marzipan 's persona so here we are again x)

plus a dave for marzi!!

[harrenhalyuri]

Ok tonight's last marzipost I don't have the screenshot on hand rn but during the first feast when he's lost in bloodlust and he comes up real close to the RT and leans in to say "are you pleased with me 🥺" that part just kills me a thousand times

[coquitten]

I made fanart for my favorite writer EVER @diet-marzipan <3 I luv her persona design so much x))

[coquitten]

aha sorry i went back to sleep for a little while!

yesss, i started watching HH when it came out last year and it was quite enjoyable, some really nice songs and the animation is sooo fun to watch. and then Lucifer came along in ep 5 and something long lost in my brain just switched back on and i was obsessed

still waiting on s2, i need more lucifer!

heart has always appealed to me, even when I was younger I got myself a heart hoodie which I can't fit into anymore (maybe one day???) but yeah - while it is mostly up to interpretation I've always related to the heart aspect the most

blocked out my nerdy 18 yr old face ahah im still nerdy what am i on about

i also had an eridan/aquarius shirt that i wore so much it got holes in the armpits >< i'm not sure if i eventually threw it out

i get what you mean about twt making you sad

and hehe, yesss >:)

soft and sweet fics definitely have a place, some of my fav tropes include bumbling first times, or sharing one bed at a sleepover

but

>:D

i honestly dont think anyone in the hs universe is well adjusted

Oh my GOD youre so amazing XDD

YEES i am also waiting for s2 of HH (and ive been enjoying the HB updates too <3)

being heartbound is so,,, yes. all my efforts in life have been dedicated to building an identity and scooping pieces of myself into boxes XD

also OMFG i just bought the topatoco heart hoodie this week!!!! what a coincidence x'D

about the eridan shirt: i wear my dave shirt like its any other tshirt LOLL it gets a weekly wear!!!

im in the middle of reading ur valentine's day exchange fic rn i fell asleep while reading because sleep deprived

i FULLY SUPPORT your endeavors to make the dynamics as fucked as possible <3 MAKE THEM HURTT Dx!!!

[coquitten]

wow wow wow GORGEOUS i lov ur persona so much djdjsjsjsjsjsj

deeper and deeper down the rabbit hole

[coquitten]

haha yeah I only came up with my current username about a year ago when I was really into hazbin hotel and wanted a fresh start in a fandom. then as time went on the line kept blurring and i eventually just changed my username here to match as it used to be something I was into a long time ago and doesnt mean much to me now.

i dont link my tumblr on ao3 and vice versa as tumblr has more personal stuff and ao3 is...well. x)

but at the same time its not private!! if i didnt want ppl to see i wouldnt post it in the first place - changing the name to match helped me become a little more comfortable in myself as i get massive anxiety that ppl will have an issue with me. then i realise i am just a single person and im massively overestimating my realm of influence and reach i also have a twt but twt in itself is............problematic to say the least and theres some real questionable stuff on there which even makes me uncomfortable. im trying to transition to bluesky but i hate the fact theres so many diff social media apps to keep track of i know what you mean about the relationship dynamics, im just a huge sucker for striders in any capacity and the fact there are multiple versions of each one means the possibilities and scenarios are literally endless! i do love the more toxic versions though, oops when i first started writing lullaby, i hadnt thought about jake being an active party in it at all, but it kind of happened and i thought to myself...what if? what if jake isnt an innocent, bumbling idiot but actually just as bad as dirk (if not worse) and then dave ends up in the middle of them? c: im just spamming you with massive messages now ahh sorry!

i lub ur long mesages omg plzzzz

i saw ur lucifer pfp and was like yes that is dietmarzipan (hdhdh i can talk so much on how vivziepop was a reason i even started animation etc etc etc)

!!! BUT I LOVE YOUR PERSONA SO MUCH ACTUALLY hello fellow heartbound---

BUT XD ASIDE FROM THAT

this account is my only tumblr currently so im like HM should i make a separate for more indulgent works xD probably will eventually!!!

using twitter makes me sad :( i just dont like the layout much!! and yeah ppl r like, weirder,? like fictional scenarios =/= reality!!! keep those sauces AWAY from eachother!!

yes,,!! no seriously everything abt striders!! put them EVERYWHERE!!!!! <3 (make them hurt !! its the best!!! b/c their canon dynamics are so questionable, they themselves are also so questionable,,, especially Bro. liek. i dont want them to be happy or healthy or well adjusted T_T)

also the ENTIRE CONCEPT OF DARK JAKE ENGLISH and HOW YOU WROTE HIM HAS ME LIKE SHJGHS!!!! AHDHJGDHD!!!!!!

[coquitten]

Adhdgsfa you’re too kind! I really appreciate your comments and the art (omg I’ve never had anyone draw for me before it’s so cool) as I’m my own worst critic and often get quite down about my creative works, especially when there’s little to no engagement from putting in out there. (I know that’s not why we should create but it does factor in unfortunately)

But then I remember that HS probably doesn’t have as many active people looking for fic than it did back in the day. Couple that with what I write…🙈

I’ve been thinking about the outline for lullaby a lot the past few days! I wanted to reread it today to put myself back into the headspace, as I don’t want to be accidentally changing the tone

Ty for your support! It’s really helped me these past couple of months

!!! literally went SQUEE!!! b/c im so sooo happy u like my selfindulgent art XDD

i totally get what u mean OMG i love feedback so much like. i want to know im not tossing this thing i put my soul into into the void ^^;;; and im like. my ao3. it stays secret for my target demographic ONLY x'D

but youve REALLYY inspired me in terms of their relationship dynamics <3 like so much so that for the story im writing i reminded myself that ur fic has the Good Inspiring Stuff <3<3

^ LOL my fic planning page

if there are 50 ppl supporting ur work im one of them

if there is 1 person supporting ur work its ME

if there r none I HAVE DIED

XD

[coquitten]

Aha hellooo (: 👋

jhdjdhbd!!!!!!! ive been noticed!!!

no bc ur such a good writer!!! im so excited for the last chapter,,, lullaby is my #1 inspiration it lives rent free in my head <3

[coquitten]

what do i feel except PURE UNBRIDLED JEALOUSY <333

dabs

[coquitten]

disintegration WINK WONK <333

So it's all come back round to breaking apart again Breaking apart like I'm made up of glass again -Disintegration, The Cure

[coquitten]

SQUEEE OMG LOOK AT HER MY FAVEY AUTHOR EVER IS DAVE MOTHERFUCKING STRIDERRR!!! <333

i blame @coquitten for this <3

[coquitten]

HOOOLY SHIIIIT HOOLY SHIIIT

Turn it up, turn it loud 'Til you ain't got a choice -Lights Camera Action, Kylie Minogue

[coquitten]

KYAAAUGHHH this is GORGEOUS i really do love ur persona design soo much <//3

A gorgeous comm of my HomestuckSona by the lovely Twig !! <3